DRHARM :: Volume #1 破茧化蝶

#3: A'Chou and Niu Niu


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In the winter of this year, the Niu Niu mother was sick, perhaps ordinary gets sick she to be able as before, but this time is not good, she gets sick very seriously, the Niu Niu mother is thin and pale day after day, she even cannot gradually struggle is going begging. 这年冬天,妞妞的母亲患了病,也许普通的病她依旧能挺下来,可这一次不行,她病得很严重,妞妞娘日渐憔悴,渐渐的,她甚至不能挣扎着去乞讨了。 Days , the skinny Niu Niu mother lies down in the ruined temple, the sunlight according to her body, the sunlight is as before bright, the complexion is as before grayish white. 有一天,瘦骨伶仃的妞妞娘躺在破庙里,阳光照在她的身上,阳光依旧灿烂,脸色依旧灰白。 Niu Niu lies on mother is crying no use, A'Chou in another side, the tears spins in his eyes, but he is suppressing, does not make the tears fall. Since has cried the entire afternoon in the link mountain village, after crying the eye to swell the throat is mute, he again has not cried, as if his tears have cried to do since then. 妞妞趴在母亲身上无助地哭着,阿丑在另一边,泪花在他眼里打转,但他强忍着,不让眼泪掉下来。自从在环山村哭了整整一个下午,哭得眼肿嗓哑之后,他就再也没有哭过,似乎他的眼泪从那时起就已经哭干了。 Niu Niu mother is grasping the Niu Niu thin small hand, is drawing A'Chou, the look is that sad, but that type, miserable, worry, attachment and pain knead together in the same place vision, looks to be popular broken. 妞妞娘一手握着妞妞瘦削的小手,一手拉着阿丑,眼神是那么悲伤,那种无奈、凄凉、惦念、眷恋和痛苦揉和在一起的目光,看得人心碎。 A'Chou, Niu Niu...... Asked to you......” 阿丑,妞妞……就拜托给你了……” The Niu Niu mother knows that A'Chou is small, knows this stubborn child is not willing to go begging, he cannot support, but she does not have others to entrust, the beggars in temple hide by far, visits dying her with the indifferent look, she cannot see a sympathy from these numb vision. 妞妞娘知道阿丑还小,知道这个倔强的孩子一直不肯去乞讨,他连自己都养不活,可是她没有别人可以托付,庙里的乞丐们都躲得远远的,用冷漠的眼神看着垂死的她,她从那些麻木的目光中看不到一丝同情。 Niu Niu......” 妞妞啊……” The Niu Niu mother sighed however a deep sigh, the thin and weak hand placed the Niu Niu top of the head weak, has stroked gently gently several, then died a sudden death, her eye has not closed, drop of tears followed the corner of the eye, has slipped into near her cheek gently. 妞妞娘喟然一声长叹,瘦弱的手无力地放在妞妞的头顶,轻轻摩挲了几下,便溘然长逝,她的眼睛没有闭上,一滴眼泪顺着眼角,轻轻地滑到了她的腮边。 Mother! Mother......” “阿母!阿母……” Niu Niu grasps mother's body, cries loudly. 妞妞抱住母亲的身体,放声大哭。 The eye of A'Chou was red, he gets angry, clenches teeth, is fighting back the tears, caresses gently the Niu Niu mother's eyes, sets out. 阿丑的眼睛红了,他红着眼,咬着牙,忍着泪,轻轻将妞妞娘的眼睛抚上,起身走出去。 The Niu Niu volt on mother body, has cried, when she cries not to have the strength cries to make noise again, A'Chou comes back. 妞妞伏在母亲身体上,一直哭,当她哭到已没有力气再哭出声的时候,阿丑回来了。 A'Chou like one puppy that has swayed back and forth in muddy land, the whole body is dirty, he turns back the ruined temple worn out, sits side Niu Niu, panted for breath for a long time, has pulled up that half-cosine broken bamboo mat, pushed up the straw mat the Niu Niu mother, grasped the straw mat to entrain to the ruined temple. 阿丑就像一只在泥地里打过滚的小狗,浑身脏兮兮的,他有气无力地走回破庙,一屁股坐在妞妞身边,喘息了许久,才拉起那半余破竹席子,把妞妞娘推上草席,抓紧草席向破庙外拽。 On the lawn of small riverbank, was dug with the stick by A'Chou, digs with the hand, has dug out a pit stiffly. 小河边的草地上,被阿丑用棍子掘、用手刨,硬生生地挖出了一个坑。 The people died, must be buried for secure. 人死了,要入土为安。 His family member, his parents, his elder sisters turned into pile of ashes in the flaming fire, at that time, he also like Niu Niu, only then handles panic-stricken and not sobs, after the state of mind is slightly sober, then fled from the mountain village. Currently he at least has the strength to make the Niu Niu mother be buried for secure, but does not turn into an abandoned corpse of in the sewers. 他的亲人,他的爹娘,他的阿姊都在熊熊大火中变成了一堆灰烬,那时候,他也像妞妞一样,只有惊恐、无措地哭泣,神志稍稍清醒后便逃离了山村。现在他至少有力量让妞妞娘入土为安,而不是变成阴沟里的一具弃尸。 A'Chou rubbed through to infiltrate the both hands of blood to bury the earth pit with him the Niu Niu mother, before the grave, inserted a small plank to act as the tombstone, then again did not have the strength to move. 阿丑用他磨破了渗着血的双手把妞妞娘埋进土坑,坟前插了一块小小的木板充作墓碑,便再也没有力气动弹了。 Since then, A'Chou and Niu Niu are bound by a common destiny, sentiment with brother and sister. 从那时起,阿丑妞妞相依为命,情同兄妹。 She no longer called him A'Chou, but called his elder brother, he still called her Niu Niu. 她不再叫他阿丑,而是叫他阿兄,他依然叫她妞妞 A'Chou still persists in stealing, still frequently comes under attack, therefore two people starve frequently. 阿丑依然坚持去偷,依然常常挨打,所以两个人常常挨饿。 Niu Niu is being looked after by mother since childhood, she does not understand to go begging greatly, often can ask for the thing the domain to be also occupied by other beggars, she asks for less than many to eat, once, she is bitten by the wicked dog that families raised, several days cannot move, A'Chou could not steal the thing, she soon starved to death. 妞妞从小由母亲照顾着,她不大懂得乞讨,常能讨到东西的地盘又被其他乞丐占据了,她讨不到多少吃的,有一次,她被一户人家养的恶犬咬伤了,几天都不能动弹,阿丑又偷不到东西,她快要饿死了。 A'Chou like a desperate wolf, squats side suffocation Niu Niu, visits her spookily, Niu Niu does not know that the elder brother in thinking anything, she could not understand the elder brother actually, she only knows that the elder brother is good to her, since mother passed away, the elder brother is she in this society only family member. 阿丑就像一条绝望的狼,蹲在奄奄一息的妞妞身边,幽幽的看着她,妞妞不知道阿兄在想什么,其实她一直就看不懂阿兄,她只知道阿兄对她好,自从母亲去世以后,阿兄已是她在这人世间唯一的亲人。 A'Chou spookily visits her, looked for a long time, then tightened already the hungry shrivelled belly with grass rope, stepped the worn out step to walk. 阿丑就那么幽幽地看着她,看了许久,便用草绳扎紧了已饿瘪的肚皮,迈着有气无力的步子走出去。 The beggars in temple are filled with righteous indignation immediately, they said that the Niu Niu mother raised a supercilious look wolf, A'Chou has thrown down Niu Niu to run its own course, no longer managed her, but they did not give up food that put out to go begging together. 庙里的乞丐们立即义愤填膺起来,他们说妞妞娘养了一只白眼狼,阿丑丢下妞妞自生自灭,不再管她了,但是他们不舍得拿出一块乞讨来的食物。 Niu Niu does not believe that their words, she does not believe that crawls to the high tree on touches the bird's egg and that to throw the dragonfly and that to seize the small fish with the branch to her to her to throw down her to the elder brother who she eats, no matter, she believes that the elder brother will come back, perhaps...... The elder brothers dug the grave to go to her, like initially buried her mother. 妞妞不相信他们的话,她不相信那个爬到高高的树上给她摸鸟蛋、那个用树枝给她扑蜻蜓、那个捉小鱼给她吃的阿兄会丢下她不管,她相信阿兄会回来,或许……阿兄是给她挖坟去了,就像当初埋葬她的母亲。 She is thinking quick must see mother, in the heart then likes, unperturbed. Is thinking must separate with the elder brother since then, is one does not abandon, a disconsolateness. She does not know that the world of death was what kind, may to living recall and to the idle capital of instinct can the fear was also called her to fill fearing. 她想着很快就要见到阿母,心中便一阵欢喜、一阵恬然。想着要从此和阿兄分开,又是一阵不舍、一阵惆怅。她不知道死亡的世界是怎样的,可对生本能的留恋、对死本能的恐惧又叫她心里充满了惧怕。 She waited to be very long, has thought was very long, the strength of until the even/including thinking no longer had, the beggars were filled with righteous indignation humming sound the sound stopped, Niu Niu saw the elder brother to come back, he walked worn out, but his both hands have not rubbed through, has not moistened the full soil, in his hand held that only to break the earthenware jar, in the earthenware jar abundant half can of hot gruel. 她等了很久,想了很久,直到连想的力气都不再有,乞丐们义愤填膺的嗡嗡声停止了,妞妞看到阿兄回来了,他走得有气无力,可他的双手并没有磨破,也没有沾满泥土,他手里捧着那只破瓦罐,瓦罐里盛了半罐的热粥。 A'Chou one after another, the mouth feeds to mouth to Niu Niu eats. 阿丑一口一口,嘴对嘴儿地喂给妞妞吃。 Their lives, are inexpensive look like the weeds on boundary ridge between fields, even if many people trample again, it will go on living as before tenaciously. 他们的命,贱得像田埂上的野草,哪怕再多人践踏,它依旧会顽强地活下去。 Niu Niu lived. 妞妞活过来了。 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※ This winter, closest of the fire of high-piled firewood had been occupied by other beggars, two children in most distant place, their top of the head are the crack that the temple top, the snowflake curl fall gently on them, their body top heads the straw, closely is hugging in the same place, closes right up against each other temperature to resist severely cold. 这个冬天,火堆最近处都被其他乞丐占了,两个孩子在最远处,他们头顶就是庙顶的破洞,雪花袅袅地飘落在他们身上,他们身上盖着稻草,紧紧地抱在一起,靠着彼此身上的温度来抵御严寒。 Spring came, the elder brother stutters, shy difficult to bear stupid going begging from one, turned into one to be very smart, very competent young beggar. 春天来了,阿兄从一个结结巴巴、羞涩难当的笨乞讨,变成了一个很机灵、很能干的小乞丐。 Past that was stubborn, rather secretly and then the hit boy has been accustomed to being a beggar, perhaps hid for one point stubbornly, one point proud, to insist in him as before, but for Niu Niu, he deeply hid all these in the moral nature. 昔日那个倔强着,宁肯去偷、然后被打的男孩已习惯于做一个乞丐,或许在他心里依旧藏着一分倔强、一分骄傲、一份坚持,但是为了妞妞,他把这一切深深地藏在了心底。 Spring , the rain such as the silk like the line, weaves a piece of dense net in the world. 春天里,雨如丝如线,在天地间织起一片密密的网。 A'Chou and Niu Niu run barefoot in rain, as if fish in a pair of water. 阿丑妞妞光着脚丫跑在雨地里,仿佛一双水中的鱼。 Their shoes could not withstand decayed, the Niu Niu mother changed to semifinished product loess, cannot arrange the straw sandal to them again. 他们的鞋已经朽烂不堪,妞妞娘已经化作一坯黄土,不能再给他们编草鞋了。 A'Chou and Niu Niu run up to under one clump of Japanese banana trees, the large Japanese banana leaf has become their umbrella, although the rain water flows as before following the leaf, but is more comfortable than on face direct pouring. 阿丑妞妞跑到一丛芭蕉树下,肥大的芭蕉叶子成了他们的伞,虽然雨水顺着叶子依旧流下来,可是却比直接浇在脸上舒服多了。 A'Chou from bosom treasure pulled out that just to go begging the steamed bread that but it already by rain water spoil by soaking, A'Chou pain face. Clever Niu Niu is busy comforting him: Elder brother, all right, has eaten many mulberries today, the tooth but actually, the steamed bread too hard words were too tough to bite.” 阿丑从怀里宝贝似的掏出那个刚刚乞讨来的馍,可它已经被雨水泡烂,阿丑苦起了脸。乖巧的妞妞忙着安慰他:“阿兄,没事的,今天吃了好多桑椹,牙都倒了,馍太硬的话就咬不动了。” She was saying, shows a smile to elder brother diligently, reveals smart-alecky small canine tooth that just grew. 她说着,努力向阿兄露出一个微笑,露出一颗刚刚长出的俏皮的小虎牙。 A'Chou rubs her head, her head is going against a bird nest on the chaotic looks like. 阿丑揉揉她的头,她的头就乱糟糟的像顶着一个鸟窝。 Their is holding the steamed bread of half spoil by soaking, curled with the tender banana plant banana leaf has made the cup, has met the rain water, a rain water steamed bread, was filling in own belly. 两人一人捧着一半泡烂的馍,用嫩芭蕉叶卷了做杯,接了雨水,一口雨水一口馍,填着自己的肚皮。 Rain, as before such as silk such as wisp...... 雨,依旧如丝如缕…… * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※ In the summer, had a matter, this matter urged A'Chou and Niu Niu left the ruined temple, therefore the institute of they only residing temporarily did not have. 夏天里,发生了一件事情,这件事情促使阿丑妞妞离开了破庙,于是他们连唯一的寄身之所都没有了。 That summer night, moon is very round. 那个夏夜,月亮很圆。 A'Chou was wept and wailed sound to awaken by one, after he wakes up, discovered that similarly lives in this ruined temple the mature beggar of that nickname small wolf is putting on Niu Niu, scatters is buying she originally very tattered clothes, a stinking mouth still randomly kisses on her. 阿丑是被一阵哭喊声惊醒的,他醒来后就发现同样住在这个破庙里那个绰号小狼的壮年乞丐正扑在妞妞身上,撒扯着她本来就很破烂的衣服,一张臭烘烘的嘴巴还在她身上乱亲。 Niu Niu is small, she does not know that the small wolf must make anything to her, but a girl's intuition makes her know that will have a very fearful matter on her, therefore, she cries loudly. 妞妞还小,她不知道小狼要对她做什么,可是一个女孩的直觉使她知道将在她身上发生一件很可怕的事情,于是,她放声大哭起来。 The beggars in ruined temple were awakened, they use one type warmly dark, the strange look looks to occur in their before one's eyes all, nobody spoke, looks that their looks became are even eager to try, that look was very strange and is also very fearful. 破庙里的乞丐都被惊醒了,他们用一种暖昧的、诡异的眼神看着发生在他们眼前的一切,没有一个人说话,看着看着,他们的眼神甚至变得跃跃欲试起来,那种眼神很陌生、也很可怕。 A'Chou was awakened, looks that the small wolf bullied the younger sister, A'Chou turned into another person suddenly. Perhaps that person has been closed by him in the moral nature shackles, suffers with the hatred and shame, is nourishing, already turned into a fierce wild animal, this moment door opens greatly, that wild animal was released. 阿丑被惊醒了,看着小狼欺负阿妹,阿丑突然间就变成了另外一个人。或许那个人一直就被他关在心底的牢笼里,用仇恨和耻辱折磨着、滋养着,早就变成了一只凶猛的野兽,此刻牢门大开,那个野兽被释放出来了。 The eye of A'Chou is red, the blue vein places of forehead stretch, he whooshes one angrily, throws to the body of small wolf all of a sudden, grabs, flexure, tearing and biting, takes the weapon with his entire body. 阿丑的眼睛通红、额头的青筋一根根地绷起,他愤怒的嘶吼一声,一下子就扑到小狼的身上,抓着、挠着、撕咬着,用他整个身体做为武器。 The small wolf nickname small wolf, the A'Chou at this moment actually incarnation has become a genuine wolf! 小狼绰号小狼,阿丑此刻却化身成了一匹真正的狼! His that frail body, the strong small wolf only need wave the arms about, can fall to throw the meat patty him to the wall on, but he does not know that big strength at this time where coming, he sticks on the small wolf, does not draw back at risk of life. Is attacking crazily, he has gnawed off the half ear of small wolf first, stiffly tears down a meat from the small wolf shoulder. 他那单薄的身子,强壮的小狼只须一甩手,就能把他摔到墙上掷成肉饼,可这时候他也不知道哪里来的那么大的力气,他粘在小狼身上,拼死不退。疯狂地攻击着,他先是咬掉了小狼的半只耳朵,紧接着又从小狼肩上硬生生地撕下一块肉来。 The small wolf pain was shouting, a fist fist hit on him, the blood of A'Chou mouth blowout has splashed a small wolf face, but he, only then sharp tooth. The small wolf saw when A'Chou this flash is similar to the wild wolf general brutal look, suddenly realized A'Chou that is in a daze frequently was likely insane, he collapses finally, is calling out running away. 小狼痛呼着,一拳一拳地打在他身上,阿丑嘴里喷出的血溅了小狼一脸,可他还之的只有锋利的牙齿。小狼看到阿丑这一瞬间如同野狼一般残酷的眼神时,忽然意识到经常发呆的阿丑很可能已经疯了,他终于崩溃,嚎叫着逃走。 The A'Chou whole face is the blood, eye silt swells, the mouth is nipping one group of fuzzy flesh and blood, crawls gradually chirp side sob Niu Niu, closely grasped her. 阿丑满脸是血,眼睛淤肿,嘴里咬着一团模糊的血肉,一步一步爬回嘤嘤哭泣的妞妞身边,紧紧地抱住了她。 The crack that the temple top throws down one bunch of bright moonlight, the moonlight shines directly on the body of A'Chou, the A'Chou whole face blood, the 11 of cut-throat vision from all beggar faces passed over gently and swiftly, like injury of the wolf that upholds oneself sovereignty, a character character said: Who wants to bully her, first kills me!” 庙顶的破洞投下一束皎洁的月光,月光正照在阿丑的身上,阿丑满脸鲜血,凶狠的目光从所有乞丐脸上11掠过,像一只受了伤的、捍卫自己主权的狼,一字字地说道:“谁想欺负她,就先打死我!” The beggars stand up from failure to go off, as if anything has not occurred, in ruined temple only sounds of remaining Niu Niu sobs. A'Chou is hugging her, the azure misty moonlight according to them, crossed for a long time, A'Chou bursts into tears suddenly silently, this is Niu Niu first one sees him to cry. 乞丐们纷纷翻身睡去,仿佛什么都不曾发生过,破庙里只剩下妞妞哭泣的声音。阿丑抱着她,青蒙蒙的月光照在他们身上,过了许久,阿丑突然默默地流下泪来,这还是妞妞头一回看见他哭。 Niu Niu is very frightened, she thinks that the elder brother is very painful, therefore she does not cry, she collects sensibly, flushes air on the eye that A'Chou swells up carefully gently, rubs his silt azure cheeks with she thin small hand gently, she only wants to stop the A'Chou tears, seeing the elder brother to burst into tears, her is very at heart sore, this hurt has surpassed her fear. 妞妞很是惶然,她以为阿兄很痛,于是她不哭了,她懂事地凑上去,小心地在阿丑肿起的眼睛上轻轻吹气,用她瘦瘦的小手轻轻地揉他淤青的脸颊,她只想要止住阿丑的眼泪,看见阿兄流泪,她的心里很疼,这疼已超过了她的恐惧。 The tears leading current keleck of elder brother are but more, therefore, Niu Niu also cries. 可是阿兄的眼泪却越流越多,于是,妞妞也跟着哭起来。 A'Chou enclasps her, sobbed was saying: Niu Niu, I quite feared that I turned into a beggar really! I feared...... Always has such one day, I like them, will turn into a good-for-nothing, Niu Niu, the elder brother turn into a beggar really!” 阿丑抱紧她,哽咽着说:“妞妞,我好怕,我真的变成一个乞丐了!我怕……总有那么一天,我会像他们一样,变成一具行尸走肉,妞妞,阿兄真的变成一个乞丐了!” Niu Niu cannot understand the words of elder brother, elder brother said often some strange makes her unable to understand the words that but she knows that the elder brother loves her , since mother died, the elder brother is she in this in world only family member, cannot understand the words of elder brother not to relate, so long as she knows that the elder brother is good to her, this was enough. 妞妞听不懂阿兄的话,阿兄经常说些奇怪的让她根本听不懂的话,但她知道阿兄是真的疼她,自从阿母死后,阿兄就是她在这世间唯一的亲人,懂不懂阿兄的话都没有关系,她只要知道阿兄对她好,这就足够了。 She draws out the small face supinely, looks at the tearful eyes of elder brother eyes sticking, his look is that sad, when that look and mother died a sudden death the look to be as if exactly the same, but, miserable, sorrow, looks to be popular broken. 她仰起小脸,看着阿兄眼糊的泪眼,他的眼神是那么悲伤,那种眼神与阿母溘然长逝时的眼神似乎一模一样,无奈、凄凉、悲苦,看得人心碎。 Niu Niu fears to lose him very much, like losing her mother, she bursts into tears to enclasp A'Chou, said to him: Elder brother wants to make anything, that makes anything. No matter the elder brother makes anything, Niu Niu with elder brother in the same place, no matter does to beg does to steal, so long as with the elder brother in the same place, all has not related!” 妞妞很怕失去他,就像失去她的母亲一样,她流着泪抱紧阿丑,对他说:“阿兄想做什么,那就做什么。不管阿兄做什么,妞妞都跟阿兄在一起,不管是做乞儿还是做偷儿,只要是跟阿兄在一起,就全都没关系!” A'Chou and Niu Niu left that ruined temple at the same night, they the small wolf that is worried about to run away startled comes back again, only depends on the courage, they cannot protect itself, they are the beggar as before, because this is the only method that they go on living. However A'Chou had been determined that looks for a matter to do, he must live, is living like individual. 阿丑妞妞连夜离开了那座破庙,他们担心惊慌逃走的小狼再回来,仅凭勇气,他们并不能保护自己,他们依旧做乞丐,因为这是他们活下去的唯一手段。但是阿丑已经决心找点事做,他要活着,像个人一样活着。 Because of their departures, was their legends to start. 因为他们的离开,一个属于他们的传奇开始了。 The legend, is always created by the miracle. 传奇,向来由奇迹缔造。 What is the miracle? 什么是奇迹? The miracle can right and wrong mortal line of extraordinary matters, can be many accidentally has sexual intercourse in together, constitutes a marvelous coincidence. 奇迹可以是非凡人行非凡事,也可以是诸多偶然交合在一起,构成一个奇妙的巧合。 Belongs to A'Chou and Niu Niu miracle, there is a coincidence, there is an extraordinary person, with extraordinary matter! 属于阿丑妞妞的奇迹,既有巧合,也有非凡的人,和非凡的事! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※ Note: The Tang , Song time, Guangzhou snowed. 注:唐宋时期,广州是下雪的。 { Floating astronomy thanked fellow book friends' support, your support was we biggest power } {飘天文学感谢各位书友的支持,您的支持就是我们最大的动力}
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