Since passing through to the When the Evening Cicadas Cry world, Fang Zheng has been pondering an issue. 自从穿越到寒蝉世界之后,方正一直在思考一个问题。 That is, in this world, actually oneself can what? 那就是,在这个世界,自己究竟能够得到什么？ Hinamizawa Syndrome? 雏见泽症候群？ The consequence that this virus causes is indeed fearful, is ......... the body of own Zerg, is not afraid this. 这种病毒带来的后果的确可怕,可是………自己的虫族之身,不害怕这个吧。 Then ......... is the trust? Before Fang Zheng, thinks that but he thought later this is far-fetched, the reason is very simple, oneself basic they are not familiar with Rena, are both sides about one month, you and me discuss the trust together? If Fang Zheng has not looked at 《When the Evening Cicadas Cry》, then there is no trust. 那么………是信任？方正之前也是这么以为的,但是随后他觉得这不靠谱,原因很简单,自己根本和礼奈他们这些人都不熟悉,双方在一起也不过一个多月,你和我谈信任？要是方正从来没看过《寒蝉鸣之时》的话,那么根本没什么信任可言吧。 However now, seeing present Rena to the scene of own confession, Fang Zheng to think of a matter suddenly. 不过现在,看见眼前的礼奈向自己告白的情景,方正忽然想到了一件事。 He after arriving at this world, as if has been making the choice! 他在来到这个世界之后,似乎一直都在做选择！ From the beginning, Fang Zheng is free in this world, why wants to do. However after having that dream, he as if somewhat lost the mind/square inch, but then establishes good probably, the one by one choice starts appeared in front of Fang Zheng. Moreover these are the list selected topics, is not A is B, for example Rena kills Shion seeks help with Keiichi as well as Rika’s, Fang Zheng must choose its one, but then, Rena to own confession is also same, superficially, he as if only then complies with not to comply with two choices, but ......... 一开始,方正在这个世界还算自由,想干嘛就干嘛。但是在做了那个梦之后,他似乎有些失去了方寸,而接下来就好像是设定好的一样,一个个选择开始出现在了方正的面前。而且这些都是单选题,不是A就是B,比如礼奈杀死诗音和圭一以及梨花的求助,方正就必须选择其一,而接下来,礼奈对自己的告白也是一样,从表面上来看,他似乎只有答应和不答应两个选择,但是……… Why can be the list selected topic? 为什么会是单选题？ With Rena, Fang Zheng complies actually immaterial, if he thinks, kidnaps Rena directly, then plays the secret room imprisonment or anything, is not difficult. Rena is fierce, is the body of human, has no way to compare with Fang Zheng. 就拿礼奈来说,方正答不答应其实都无关紧要,他如果想的话,直接把礼奈绑走,然后玩个密室监禁或者什么什么的,一点儿都不困难。礼奈再厉害,也是人类之身,和方正根本没法比。 The words that these protagonist, Fang Zheng does not want to play, knocked down directly completely, then spell buries together with Takano Miyo Irie Institute completely, said to the outside is the mountain torrent mud-rock flow, what matter then on didn't have? 还有这几个主角,方正不想玩的话,直接全部打晕了,然后一个法术把入江研究所连同鹰野三四全部埋葬,对外就说是山洪泥石流,那么不就什么事都没有了？ Then, actually does he want to do?! 那么,他究竟要干什么？！ At this moment, Fang Zheng suddenly sees the light, he understands finally this world gave „ultimatum that” oneself left is anything. 这一刻,方正豁然开朗,他终于明白这个世界给自己出的“终极问题”是什么了。 That is, what does he want to make? 那就是,他想要做什么？ So far, Fang Zheng passed through several world, Diablo, Dark Souls had also had Edge of Tomorrow, these three world, Fang Zheng has been as if seeking the strength. In Diablo world he was only considering lives, but in the Edge of Tomorrow world, he hopes that can obtain the strength. Dark Souls to him, is the place of disciplining technique. 直到目前为止,方正穿越过了好几个世界,暗黑破坏神,黑暗之魂还有明日边缘,这三个世界,方正似乎都是一直在寻求力量。暗黑的世界里他只考虑着活下来,而明日边缘的世界里,他希望能够获得力量。黑暗之魂对于他来说,是磨练技艺的场所。 But in fact, Fang Zheng goes to each world, is the situation compels. 可事实上,方正去每一个世界,都算是形势所逼。 Goes to the Diablo world, to evade hunt of temple Knight. 去暗黑世界,是为了逃避圣殿骑士的追捕。 But goes to Edge of Tomorrow, then for escapes from the dimension slit. 而去明日边缘,则是为了从次元缝隙里逃脱。 Goes to Dark Souls , because are weak. 去黑暗之魂,是因为自己不够强。 It can be said that these pass through times, mostly is not Fang Zheng is initiative, is the passive choice. But after that two world, Fang Zheng also drifts with the current, is only thinking one time how to go on living, is only thinking one time how to complete mission. 可以说,这几次穿越,大多都不是方正主动的,全是被动选择。而到了那两个世界之后,方正也是随波逐流,一次是只想着怎么活下去,一次则是只想着怎么完成任务。 He looks like an office worker, the punch-, goes to work, then the boss arranges mission, completes. With the wage, the bonus, is promoted. Then repetition this process, when oneself can receive a group time, starts to have many work, higher goal. 他就像是一个上班族,打卡,上班,然后老板布置任务,完成。拿薪水,奖金,升职。接着重复这个过程,等到自己可以领到一个小组的时候,就开始有更多的工作,更高的目标。 However, is his goal? Makes a game, game that the welcome game, can make money? 但是,这是他的目标吗？做出一个游戏,一个受人欢迎的游戏,一个能赚大钱的游戏？ This is the goal of company, the performance, the report, the income, this is the goal of company, but is not the Fang Zheng individual goal. 这是公司的目标,业绩,报告,收益,这是公司的目标,但不是方正个人的目标。 In probably many mind chicken soup said that when you in metropolis vacant when is repeating the work, you may once think, what the meaning of life was? You are living, for what? 就好像很多心灵鸡汤里所讲的,当你在都市之中茫然的重复着工作时,你可曾想到,生命的意义是什么？你活着,是为了什么？ Facing this issue, most people do not spare a glance, after all Laozi now poor was about not to go on living, 30 years of home loan must, when which day I can go on living, pondered again this issue the answer ......... premise I did not have the death from overwork words before that. 面对这种问题,大多数人都不屑一顾,毕竟老子现在穷的都快活不下去了,还有三十年的房贷要还呢,等哪天我能活下去了,再来思考这个问题的答案………前提是在那之前我没有过劳死的话。 As for meaning of life? This matter gives the person who is willing to ponder to ponder was enough! 至于生命的意义？这种事情交给愿意思考的人去思考就行了！ What do I want? 我想要什么？ Looks at present Rena, Fang Zheng was actually pondering that this issue, at this moment, he felt the whole world stopped the revolution probably. 看着眼前的礼奈,方正却在思考这个问题,这一刻,他感觉整个世界都好像停止了运转。 The strength, I want the strength. 力量,我想要力量。 This is natural, the person is living, for strength. Money, the position, the power, the violence, human is longing for always obtains all these, but, obtaining these is for what? 这是理所当然的,人之所以活着,就是为了力量。金钱,地位,权力,暴力,人类无时无刻不在渴望着获得这一切,但是,获得这些是为了什么呢？ Better is living, is? 更好的活着,可是然后呢？ Furude Rika samsara hundred years, but the hope can work loose all these, gains the freedom. This and are quite similar, he in main world, even if there is powerful strength, has to handle affairs according to the rule. From this point of view, he and Furude Rika have no difference, hopes that can get rid of all these. 古手梨花轮回百年,只是希望能够挣脱这一切,获得自由。这和自己颇为类似,他在主世界,哪怕拥有强大的力量,也不得不按照规则行事。从这点来看,他和古手梨花没什么区别,都希望能够摆脱这一切。 However, Furude Rika has a clear goal, she wants to live this in June, then grows up, lives on the happy life with others. 但是,古手梨花有一个明确的目标,她只是想要活过这个六月,然后长大,和其他人一起过上幸福快乐的生活。 But Fang Zheng? 而方正呢？ He passes through world, obtains the strength for what? 他穿越一个又一个世界,获得力量是为了什么？ It is not right! 不对！ Thinks again, in the original world, he works overtime day and night, is promoted, for what? 再想一想,在自己原本的世界,他没日没夜的加班,升职,为的是什么？ Bonus? By paying high salaries? Position? 奖金？高薪？职位？ no, no, no, these are only the methods, is not the goal. 不不不,这些都只是手段,不是目的。 Right, he day and night work, is the game that wants to make him to like, best is the game that player spits blood while to scold while also to play. But this matter, when he is only an ordinary staff member cannot achieve. To achieve this point, he must promote oneself position, has a bigger power, best be able to grasp or found a company! Moreover best also be have the countless wealth! 没错,他之所以没日没夜的工作,就是想要做出他喜欢的游戏,最好是那种玩家一边吐血一边骂一边还不得不玩下去的游戏。而这种事情,当他只是一个普通的职员时是做不到的。想要做到这一点,他必须提升自己的职位,掌握更大的权力,最好可以掌握或者创建一个公司！而且最好还能有数不尽的财富！ Like this he can have one's wish wants to make anything to play makes anything to play, does not need to be worried about the reputation, does not need to be worried about the market, does not need to be worried to lose money, does not need to be worried that talking incessantly of media, Laozi spend oneself to invest itself to manufacture itself to play, emits to come to see to you while convenient, likes playing to play to roll. The world is so in any case big, you did not play some are the person play, compel to emit anxiously directly free, when the time comes also weren't some player kneels to manage the I am father? 这样他才能够随心所欲的想做什么游戏就做什么游戏,不用担心口碑,不用担心市场,不用担心亏损,更不用担心媒体的唠叨,老子自己花钱自己投资自己制作出来自己玩,顺便给你们放出来看看,爱玩玩不玩滚。反正世界这么大,你们不玩有的是人玩,逼急了直接免费放出,到时候还不是有的是玩家跪下来管我叫爸爸？ Rich, willful! 有钱,任性！ But all these are because ............... I was happy!! 而这一切都是因为……………我高兴！！ „Bang!!” “轰！！” Until this time, Fang Zheng felt oneself as if thought through what general finally, his body trembles suddenly, then Fang Zheng then feels, before that as if the whole world fettered own feeling to vanish thoroughly. At this moment, he even felt that oneself mind as if obtained the liberation thoroughly. Is as for in oneself front Rena, he was not that worried. Even if to Fang Zheng in „blackening” time, a word to the Fang Zheng hatchet, he will not feel Rena to be fearful at present at earliest convenience, instead thought that this little girl blackening is lovable. 直到这个时候,方正感觉自己仿佛终于想通了什么一般,他的身体猛然一颤,接着方正便感觉到,之前那种仿佛整个世界都束缚着自己的感觉彻底消失了。这一刻,他甚至感觉自己的心灵仿佛彻底得到了解放。乃至于在自己面前的礼奈,他都不是那么担心了。哪怕眼下对方正处于“黑化”期,一言不合就会给方正柴刀,他也不觉得礼奈可怕,反而觉得这小丫头的黑化蛮可爱的。 This feeling, seemed Fang Zheng to return to own world again, looks at their stories by the screen, their life...... not! 这种感觉,就好像方正再次回到了自己的世界,透过屏幕看着他们的故事,他们的生活……不！ The audience for the pain and sadness that these roles suffer, angry, but their anything cannot achieve, can only vent own anger on the barrage. Perhaps because of this, they will think that these roles are pitiful, pitiful. However Fang Zheng is different, he has the strength, he can look at the animation outside the screen, however looks was not feeling well, he can also jump in the screen directly, is flashing to a villain big box on the ear. 观众会为这些角色所遭受的痛苦而悲伤,愤怒,但是他们什么都做不到,只能够在弹幕上发泄自己的怒火。或许正因为如此,他们才会觉得这些角色可怜,可悲。但是方正不同,他拥有力量,他可以在屏幕外面看动画,但是看的不爽了,他也可以直接跳进屏幕,对着反派一个大耳瓜子闪过去。 I am looked that you are not pleasing to the eyes, how love how the place! Refuses to accept? Refuses to accept to fight! 我就是看你不顺眼,爱咋咋地！不服？不服来战啊！ „Sensei?” “老师？” Looks that Fang Zheng did not reply for a very long time own issue, Rena also inquired again, in the meantime, the darkness in her eye pupil even more is also cloudy. 看着方正久久不回答自己的问题,礼奈也是再次询问了一句,同时,她眼眸之中的黑暗也越发阴沉。 „, Don't you like Rena?” “难道,你不喜欢礼奈吗？” „No, you are very lovable.” “不,你挺可爱的。” This time, inquired facing Rena’s, Fang Zheng actually shows a faint smile, then put out a hand to tap the Rena’s small head. 这一次,面对礼奈的询问,方正却是微微一笑,接着伸出手去拍了拍礼奈的小脑袋。 „Actually I also like your, but ........., I have not thought and child is in love, perhaps after you attended the high school, can consider?” “其实我也蛮喜欢你的,不过………嗯,我还没有想过和小孩子谈恋爱,或许等你上高中之后可以考虑一下？” Raises while convenient, in the 《When the Evening Cicadas Cry》 story world, Rena 15 years old, 3 rd. 顺便一提,在《寒蝉鸣泣之时》的故事世界之中,礼奈15岁,初三。 „Real?!” “真的吗？！” hearing this, the Rena gloomy soulless eye pupil started to shine again, but Fang Zheng also shrugs the shoulders. 听到这里,礼奈原本晦暗无神的眼眸再次开始发亮,而方正也耸耸肩膀。 „Naturally, perhaps but ......... I could not stay here too long oh, therefore I may be unable to give you any reply. When you are mentally prepared the time, looks for me again, by that time, I will tell you about all my.” “当然,不过………我或许在这里呆不了太久哦,所以我可无法给你任何回答呢。等你做好心理准备的时候,再来找我吧,到那个时候,我会告诉你关于我的一切的。” PS: Lets loose that monthly ticket, the monthly ticket is innocent, please bring to exchange with me. PS:放开那张月票,月票是无辜的,请拿来和我交换吧。