Chapter 748 Peter's story 第748章彼得的故事 The gate of dormitory was closed layer on layer/heavily, Harry and Ron's speaking voice gradually goes far away, in the room fell into a deathly stillness. 宿舍的门被重重关上,哈利与罗恩的说话声逐渐远去,房间里陷入了一片死寂。 Has not known how long, a mouse crawled from the bed, flees starts hiss to nip between -meal snack to the table on the sack, the big mouth gnaws to eat Harry and Ron between -meal snack that brings from Honeydukes Candy Shop. 不知过了多久,一只老鼠从床底下爬了出来,窜到桌上开始嘶咬零食的包装袋,大口啃食哈利与罗恩从蜂蜜公爵糖果店里带回来的零食。 Gives food that the mouse prepares compared with these, Scabbers likes the human food. 比起那些给老鼠准备的食物,斑斑更喜欢人类的食物。 This diet style was a human was once related with Scabbers. 这种饮食风格跟斑斑曾经身为一名人类有关。 Yes, this named Scabbers mouse once was a human, rather than mouse. 是的,这只名为斑斑的老鼠曾是一名人类,而不是老鼠。 Although he has used the body of mouse to live for more than ten years, but he also once was Wizard, Wizard named Peter Pettigrew. 虽然他已经使用老鼠的身躯生活了十几年,但他也曾是一名巫师,一名叫做小矮星·彼得的巫师。 Right, was killed by Sirius Black with that finally obtains first-level Sir Merlin Peter Pettigrew of medal of the same name, or Peter Pettigrew was his past. 没错,就是与那名被小天狼星·布莱克炸死,最后获得一级梅林爵士勋章的小矮星·彼得同名,或者说小矮星·彼得就是他的过去。 If some people said like this, he was certainly insane. 如果有人这样说,那他一定是疯了。 Everyone thinks that Black was insane, Peter also hopes own that past good friend was insane. 大家都认为布莱克疯了,彼得同样希望自己那位昔日的好友疯了。 However, Black has not only made Lane Dementor insane, the head is clear, even was clear that to can discover own trail from a newspaper. 然而,布莱克不仅没让摄魂怪疯,脑袋还非常清楚,甚至清楚到能从一张报纸上发现自己的踪迹。 After Sirius Black escapes from prison, Peter knows that Black not insane, especially he information that in the mouth hears from Mr. Weasley knew, before Black escapes from prison all sorts of signs to indicate that the opposite party had discovered oneself are also living, will therefore escape from prison from Azkaban recklessly, and tries to go into the Hogwarts castle to kill itself. 在小天狼星·布莱克越狱后,彼得就知道布莱克没疯,特别是他从韦斯莱先生口中听到的情报得知,布莱克越狱前的种种迹象表明,对方已经发现自己还活着,所以才会不顾一切从阿兹卡班越狱,并且试图闯入霍格沃茨城堡杀死自己。 All these unexpectedly are so berserk, moreover Sirius Black has attempted one time, although he failed, but Peter understands Sirius Black, the fellow will not easily let off himself absolutely. 这一切竟是如此疯狂,而且小天狼星·布莱克已经尝试过一次,尽管他失败了,但彼得了解小天狼星·布莱克,那家伙绝对不会轻易放过自己。 The seemingly tightly protected Hogwarts castle does not have in the surface like that safe, Black knows that in the castle most secret passage positions, can the guard across surrounding enter the castle easily. 看似受到严密保护的霍格沃茨城堡并没有表面上那般安全,布莱克知道城堡里多数密道的位置,可以轻而易举地穿过外围的守卫进入城堡。 This makes the Peter Pettigrew worry be feared, will be afraid the day of Black to brave suddenly, will kill itself. 这让小矮星·彼得一直担心受怕,害怕布莱克那天会忽然冒出来,杀死自己。 Even, if the brain of Sirius Black, does not need adventure to kill Peter clearly, so long as compels Peter to restore the prototype, making everyone know that Peter Pettigrew is also living, his but actually big mildew. 甚至,如果小天狼星·布莱克的脑子清楚点,都不用冒险杀死彼得,只要逼彼得恢复原型,让大家知道小矮星·彼得还活着,那他就该倒大霉了。 „All these blame you!” “这一切都怪你们！” Peter is looking on the nightstand Mr. and Mrs. Potter picture, detesting in heart in slow multiplying, he has camouflaged the appearance of mouse to live for more than ten years, but life how many more than ten years? 彼得望着床头柜上波特夫妇的照片,心中的厌恨在缓慢的滋生,他已经伪装成老鼠的模样生活十几年了,可人生又有多少个十几年？ He hates all these. 他痛恨这一切。 Looks Mr. and Mrs. Potter who in the picture is dancing, Peter was silent. 望着照片里跳舞的波特夫妇,彼得沉默了。 He remembers that oneself in that time that Hogwarts went to school, the You-Know-Who influence still has proliferated entire Magical Britain. Above the house presents Dark Mark each time, means that a person dies of the murder of Death Eater, that is Britain darkest some time. 他记得自己还在霍格沃茨上学的那段时间,神秘人的势力就已经遍布整个英国魔法界了。每次房屋上方出现黑魔标记,就意味着有个人死于食死徒的谋杀,那是英国最黑暗的一段时间。 Peter actually knows, James has thought own family member contracts Dragon Pox to be concerned with Death Eater, because they are not willing to submit, or remain neutral, therefore these Death Eater murdered the James family member in the despicable way. 彼得其实知道,詹姆一直认为自己家人患有龙痘疮与食死徒有关,就因为他们不愿意屈服、或保持中立,所以那些食死徒以卑劣的方式谋杀了詹姆的亲人。 Let the person suffer from Dragon Pox once is these years very popular murder ways, it is said Magical Britain only muggle Minister dies of the Dragon Pox outbreak. 让人患上龙痘疮曾是那些年很流行的谋杀方式,据说英国魔法界唯一的麻瓜部长就是死于龙痘疮发作。 At that time, Peter persuaded Potter to bring Lily to leave Britain, far away from these dangers, but James rejected, even also roared toward him: „I do not want to work as the coward, will not hide, You-Know-Who is unable to make my family member submit, do not want to make me submit, I will revolt against them, resistance.” 当时,彼得劝说波特带着莉莉离开英国,远离那些危险,但詹姆拒绝了,甚至还朝着他咆哮:“我不想当懦夫,也不会躲起来,神秘人无法让我的家人屈服,也别想让我屈服,我会反抗他们,反抗到底。” At that time the You-Know-Who influence, was not they can resist. 那时候神秘人的势力,根本就不是他们可以对抗的。 Four people just graduated from the school, joins anti- You-Know-Who that Dumbledore formed to organize Order of the Phoenix. 四人刚从学校毕业,就加入了邓布利多组建的反神秘人组织凤凰社。 Actually, Peter does not want to join Order of the Phoenix, he only wants to live law-abidingly, but he joined Order of the Phoenix finally. 其实,彼得不太想加入凤凰社,他只想安安分分的活着,但他最终还是加入了凤凰社。 Peter very repugnant Potter so-called did brave, what advantage in worst the demon with history make the struggle except to lose own life can have? 彼得很讨厌波特所谓的勇敢,与史上最邪恶的魔头做斗争除了把自己的命丢了能有什么好处？ Isn't own life is quite important? 难道不是自己的命比较重要吗？ He planned that lets follow his Lily also to be in danger in? 难道他打算让跟随他的莉莉也陷入危险中吗？ If died, they will not have in the future, that also has what significance. 如果死掉了,他们连未来都没有,那还有什么意义。 Everyone said that You-Know-Who is afraid Dumbledore, but the situation was still less optimistic, Dumbledore does not have too many energy to protect them. 大家都说神秘人害怕邓布利多,但局势仍然不容乐观,邓布利多也没有太多的精力保护他们。 Good, after joining Order of the Phoenix, Peter realized, the Order of the Phoenix lofty cause is trying to save more people, then resists You-Know-Who together. 好吧,在加入凤凰社后,彼得才意识到,凤凰社的崇高事业就是在试图拯救更多人,然后一起对抗神秘人。 But, what relations that he has, to save the innocent life, builds own life? 可是,那根他有什么关系,难道为了拯救无辜的生命,把自己的生命搭上去吗？ Peter since does not like Order of the Phoenix at heart. 彼得打从心里不喜欢凤凰社。 Especially after joining Order of the Phoenix, Peter has been worried to be feared, which day is afraid Voldemort to appear in the Order of the Phoenix headquarters. Which day is afraid goes out to carry out Quest the time, was seized by the You-Know-Who lackey, interrogates and tortures severely, finally discards the poor life. 特别是在加入凤凰社后,彼得一直都在担心受怕,害怕伏地魔哪天出现在凤凰社的总部。害怕哪天出去执行任务的时候,被神秘人的爪牙逮住,严酷拷问,最终丢掉小命。 However, the nightmare quickly became the reality! 然而,噩梦很快就变成了现实！ Voldemort appears in his main house gate, what is very lucky, Peter goes back, had not discovered that above the house of their family/home floats Dark Mark. 伏地魔出现在他的家门口,很幸运的是,彼得回去的时候,没发现他们家的房子上方漂浮黑魔标记。 Voldemort has not killed Peter and his mother, but gave him a choice. 伏地魔并未杀死彼得与他的母亲,而是给了他一个选择。 Submitted or died. 屈服或死亡。 Voldemort thought that this is places the good opportunity of spy in Dumbledore's Order of the Phoenix, therefore Peter and his mother lived. 或者,伏地魔觉得这是在邓布利多的凤凰社安插间谍的好机会,所以彼得与他的母亲活了下来。 Initially if has not joined Order of the Phoenix, perhaps will not present such matter, his mother will not therefore receive to affect. 当初如果没加入凤凰社,或许就不会出现这样的事,他的母亲也不会因此受到波及了。 But if, does not have. 可是,没有如果。 At first, Peter has thought actually seeks help from Dumbledore, asking Dumbledore to save his mother, requested that Dumbledore hides them, but Peter is very clear, betrays Voldemort to only have the dead end. 最初,彼得其实想过向邓布利多求助,请邓布利多救他的母亲,请求邓布利多将他们藏起来,但彼得很清楚,背叛伏地魔只有死路一条。 However, what making him have the vacillation is Death Eater to all that he demonstrates. 然而,让他产生动摇的是食死徒向他展示的一切。 No matter Ministry of Magic, Order of the Phoenix thinks informer who provides the information, is actually the Voldemort's people, his influence proliferates entire Magical Britain, all these make Peter feel the incomparable despair. 不管是魔法部,还是凤凰社自认为提供情报的线人,很多其实都是伏地魔的人,他的势力遍布整个英国魔法界,这一切都让彼得感到无比的绝望。 He knows that oneself has no alternative. 他知道自己别无选择。 „Rejected, what advantage has? Did you live not patiently?” “拒绝了,有什么好处？难道你活得不耐烦了吗？” Peter Pettigrew had not forgotten with Ludo Bagman transmission information time words that spoke. 小矮星·彼得没忘记与卢多·巴格曼传递信息的时候说的话。 Ludo Bagman must be more intelligent than him, the relations of use and Augustus Rookwood, looked for a work in Ministry of Magic. 卢多·巴格曼显然比他要聪明多了,利用与奥古斯特·卢克伍德的关系,在魔法部找了份工作。 Quidditch is impossible to hit for a lifetime, after retiring , the good point words become Coach Quidditch, but enters Ministry of Magic Department of Magical Games and Sports obviously is a better choice. 魁地奇不可能打一辈子,退休后好一点的话就是成为魁地奇教练,但进入魔法部魔法体育运动司显然是个更好的选择。 Moreover he had not been ironed Dark Mark, like Peter, even if accused of the Voldemort transmission news finally, he can still find the excuse to himself. 而且他没有被烙下黑魔标记,就像彼得一样,哪怕最后被指责为伏地魔传递消息,他仍然可以给自己找到借口。 After that dialogue, Peter Pettigrew compromised thoroughly, he also wants to fish an advantage through Voldemort to himself, like Wizard that Voldemort gives loyalty. 在那次对话后,小矮星·彼得彻底妥协了,他也想通过伏地魔给自己捞点好处,很多像伏地魔效忠的巫师都这样。 Is helping Voldemort collect the Order of the Phoenix information, Peter has not put one's heart and soul for this reason, disclosed some not too important news merely to Voldemort. 在帮助伏地魔收集凤凰社的情报,彼得并没有为此尽心竭力,仅仅只是把一些不太重要的消息透露给了伏地魔。 In fact, Peter cannot contact the too important news. 事实上,彼得也接触不到太重要的消息。 Afterward, Voldemort knew some prediction, the James son is the person in prediction, after knowing Potter one prepared to hide, Voldemort requested him to become Potter's Secret Keeper, and after promising the matter became, lets the person to him in a Ministry of Magic arrangement good position. 后来,伏地魔知晓了某个预言,詹姆的儿子就是预言中的人,在得知波特一家准备躲起来后,伏地魔要求他成为波特的保密人,并许诺事成后让人给他在魔法部安排个不错的位置。 Actually, Peter has long known, even Voldemort has not pledged these things, he still has no alternative. 其实,彼得早就知道,就算伏地魔没有承诺那些东西,他也别无选择。 The Voldemort's influence is rising, Ministry of Magic had been infiltrated the plug by Death Eater, Order of the Phoenix all efforts has no use. In he betrayed Order of the Phoenix, after betrayal once good friend, does not have other to choose, Peter did not have the courage to betray Voldemort. 伏地魔的势力如日中天,魔法部早就被食死徒渗透成塞子,凤凰社的一切努力都没有什么用处。在他背叛凤凰社,背叛曾经的好友后,已经没有别的选择了,彼得更没有勇气背叛伏地魔。 He has not wanted dead. 他还不想死。 All are smoother than the estimate, Peter told James, he not like Black and Lupin, James brave, the situation was less wonderful, he was afraid, wanted to hide in the overseas to go, but was afraid Lupin and Black very much said that he was a coward, therefore Peter wanted to become Mr. and Mrs. Potter Secret Keeper, then can hide frankly and uprightly, hid You-Know-Who and Death Eater could not find own place. 一切比预想中还要顺利,彼得告诉詹姆,他不像布莱克、卢平,还有詹姆那样勇敢,情况越来越不妙,他害怕极了,想要躲到国外去,但很害怕卢平与布莱克说他是懦夫,所以彼得希望成为波特夫妇的保密人,然后就可以光明正大躲起来,躲到神秘人与食死徒找不到自己的地方。 James agreed that but also was sorry to Peter. 詹姆同意了,还向彼得表示歉意。 „All are late, I could not have turned head.” Peter he changed the human form, is looking at Mr. and Mrs. Potter picture, muttered. “一切都已经迟了,我已经回不了头了。”彼得他变回了人形,望着波特夫妇的照片,喃喃道。 Black will not easily give up absolutely, he will certainly go into the Hogwarts castle again, tries to kill itself. 布莱克绝对不会轻易放弃,他一定会再次闯入霍格沃茨城堡,试图杀死自己。 Before Black was held again, he must feign death one time, that is only exactly insane the cat to pursue him not to put, this to him is a good opportunity. 在布莱克再次被抓住前,他必须在装死一次,恰好那只疯猫一直追着他不放,这对他来说是个好机会。 Several that Peter will collect place the ground with the cat wool, bit own palm, spreads the blood on the Ron's bed sheet, then turned into the mouse from sneaking off. 彼得将收集的几跟猫毛放在地上,咬伤了自己的手掌,将鲜血涂在罗恩的被单上,然后重新变成老鼠从溜走了。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)