Another side, after Chief Johnsonleft the meeting, waited for a meetingoutside the restaurant, smokedtwocigarettes, clenched teethto driveto go to the Michaelhome.
另外一边,约翰逊局长离开了会面之后在餐厅外等了一会,抽了两根烟,一咬牙开着车前往了迈克尔的家。Mrs. Michaelhad ended the treatment of hospital, bruise and flesh wound on herbodyhave been healedcompletely, remainsis the psychological treatment, according to the differentsituations could continue for threemonthsto about a halfyear, mightbe longer.迈克尔夫人已经结束了医院的治疗,她身体上的挫伤和外伤已经全部痊愈,剩下来的就是心理治疗,根据不同的情况可能要持续三个月到半年左右,也有可能会更久一些。
The longpsychologicaltreatment coursealsomeans that the bigexpensedisbursements, the work of Michaelhad suspended, shut off the entirefamily'sincomeall of a sudden.
漫长的心理疗程也意味着大笔的费用支出,迈克尔的工作已经暂停了下来,一下子就切断了整个家庭的收入。Although he part of moneyin the account of bank, probably more than 20,000, did not have the meansto deal with various followingdisbursements.
尽管他在银行的账户中还有一部分钱,大概两万多块,却也没有办法应付接下来的各种支出。Actuallypsychological treatmentthisthingin the average person, especiallylivesin the lower city districtpoor personcomes to seeis the typicalrichsickness, is occupied bythesegirlsonlower city districtchaoticstreet, almostgrows upinvariousharassment.
其实心理治疗这玩意在普通人,特别是住在下城区的穷人来看就是典型的富人病,住在下城区混乱的街道上的那些女孩们,几乎就是在各种骚扰中长大的。Harassmentfromlanguage, to the harassment of petty action, evenmayfaceviolentharassment, properly speakingthesepeopleshouldbe abnormal, orself-destruction, but is completely notthis.
从语言上的骚扰,到小动作的骚扰,甚至有可能会面对暴力骚扰的局面,按理来说这些人应该都变态了,或者自毁了,可并不都完全是这样。Andsomeindeedsomehad moved toward the self-destruction, but some are still optimistically strongis living.
其中的确有一些已经走向了自我毁灭,不过还是有一些依旧坚强乐观的活着。
The painwill make one be injured, canyearn for the strongcourage, becauseonlyplaces the darkness, will yearn that light- the aboveis the bullshit, the lifeis living, livingmustbe strong.
痛苦会让人受伤,也能给人向往坚强的勇气,只因为身处黑暗,才会更加的向往光明-以上都是屁话,生活就是活着,活着就必须坚强。WhenChief Johnsonstopped the car(riage)outside the Michaelmain house gate, hesaw the police vehicle of roadside, with two police who drank the afternoon tea.
当约翰逊局长把车停在了迈克尔家门外的时候,他就看见了路边的警车,和两名正在喝下午茶的警察。Theyshot a look atChief Johnsonto take back the vision, continuedto gather the attentionto cope with the sweetcoffee in theirhandandwiped the donut of chocolatesauce.
他们只是瞥了一眼约翰逊局长就收回了目光,继续集中注意力对付他们手中的甜咖啡和抹了巧克力酱的甜甜圈。AlthoughMichaelhad left the police station, buthe is still in the monitoredcondition, the unnecessarywordscannotleave the place that helives, cannotexchangewith the bystanderalone.迈克尔虽然已经离开了警察局,但他依旧处于被监控的状态中,没有必要的话不能够离开他居住的地方,不能够单独和外人交流。Howeverlooked, inhealsooncehad„license plate”in the share of person, the policerelaxedslightlytohissafeguarding, heandothersspokedoes not need the policeat the scene.
不过看在他也曾经是有“牌照”的人的份上,警方稍稍放松了对他的看管,他和别人说话的时候不需要有警察在现场。Chief Johnsonmore than oncehas come to the Michaelhome, has comeseveraltimes, everywill think that onetime the Michaelluckis good, the familyis content, the enterpriseis harmonious, in the entireroomis flooding an upwardhappy life.约翰逊局长不止一次的来过迈克尔的家,来过好几次,每一次都会觉得迈克尔运气不错,家庭美满,事业和谐,整个房间里都充斥着一种向上的美好生活。Butthistime, heshoves open the gateinstance, decayedaura of oneshareinliketombgushes outfrom the room, ill-smelling, makes the mood of persondrop the valleyinstantaneously.
可这一次,他推开门的瞬间,一股子如同坟墓里的腐朽气息从房间里涌出,难闻,也让人的心情瞬间跌落到谷底。In the roomhas not turned on the light, somewindowswere also coveredby the window curtains, possiblybecause of the Mrs. Michaelworry, Michaelwas coveredbydark.
房间里没有开灯,一些窗户也被窗帘遮挡住了,可能是因为迈克尔夫人的心病,迈克尔被黑暗所笼罩。
The front dooropens, the ray outside roomshone, lets the ray in roomobviouswas brighter, cansee clearlymoredetails.
大门打开,屋外的光线照射了进来,让房间里的光线明显的亮了一些,也能看清更多的细节。Michaeldescribed that witheredsittingonsofa, hehalf a month agoobviouswas thinner, whole persona littlethindistortion.迈克尔形容枯槁的坐在沙发上,他比半个月前明显的瘦了很多,整个人都有点瘦的变形。FaceslovengrayrecklessChazimakeshimlookverysloppy, the hair that especiallyhehas not combed, hassomeiron greyunexpectedly, the time seemed aboutto enter a smallsectiondistanceonhim, allowinghimto enter the old agetimeto be the same ahead of time.
一脸不修边幅的花白胡茬子让他看起来很邋遢,特别是他没有梳理的头发,居然已经有了一些灰白色,时光仿佛在他身上快进了一小段距离,让他提前进入了老年时代一样。Michaelshot a look atChief Johnson, butshot a look atone, takes back the vision the television screen that continuesto stare athas not been turning on, possiblyis thinking the matter.迈克尔瞥了一眼约翰逊局长,只是瞥了一眼,就收回目光继续盯着并没有打开的电视屏幕,可能是在想事情。Onesharefire of karmaraisesfollowing the Chief Johnsonsole, intax bureauheis, he who is goodto speakthinks that thiscanbecome integrated with everyone, mayhave a look atMichaelthisfellow, has no alternative butto be provoking.
一股子业火顺着约翰逊局长的脚底升起,在税务局中他已经算是很好说话的了,他本以为这会和大家打成一片,可看看迈克尔这种家伙,就不能不让人生气。Did not say that may makepeoplethink the degradinghigh and low, butat leastheshoulddisplaysomegratitudeor the gratitude, whenhemettroublesome, oneselfthisbigchiefalsocomesto seehim, heactuallytreats as himself the air.
不说可能会让人觉得有辱人格的尊卑,但至少他应该表现出一些感激或者感谢之情,在他遇到了麻烦的时候,自己这个大局长还过来看望他,他却把自己当做空气。Quick, thisshareair/Qivanished, irritation that ifhisvitality/angry, possiblyhad been really raisedbythiscrowd of women'swatch.
很快,这股子气又消失了,如果他真的生气,可能早就被这群女表子养的气死了。„Do youdo?”, In the Michaeltoneleadsto ridicule, „givesmyfinaljudging?”
“你来干什么?”,迈克尔的语气里带着一丝嘲弄,“给我最后的宣判吗?”Chief Johnsongawked, the visiononseveralnewspapersbytea tableis attracted the past, heknows where the issueleft.约翰逊局长只是愣了一下,目光就被茶几上的几份报纸吸引了过去,他知道问题出在什么地方了。Over the two daysin the newspaperwas discussing a matter, thatisbetweenMichaelandLynchhassomepersonal grudges, then did Michaelhave the possibility of using one's office to redress personal grievances.
这两天报纸上都在讨论一件事,那就是迈克尔和林奇之间是不是存在一些私仇,然后迈克尔有没有公报私仇的可能。Uses one's office to redress personal grievances and law enforcementpoweroversizeddoes not have anyrelations, as beforeis the separatedisolatedevent, on the contraryisbecauseMichaelused one's office to redress personal grievancesto affect the taxation department and law-enforcing departments, before the public opinion, attacktothesedepartmentsruthless, followingfeeling sorry many.
公报私仇和执法权过大没有任何的关系,依旧是分开的孤立事件,反倒是因为迈克尔公报私仇影响了税务部门和执法部门,舆论之前对这些部门的抨击有多狠,后面的歉疚就有的多少。In additionsomepeopleMichael, Michael Jr.father and sonas well asLynchoncewarningstolenrelationinone.
除此之外还有一些人把迈克尔,小迈克尔父子两人以及林奇曾经报警失窃联系在了一起。Michaelis a being sound in mind and bodyadult, whathehasto be explicitisthreeviews and independentelaborative faculty, heis very clear, when the wind direction of mediastartsto transform, means that somepeoplepromoteall theseoccurrencesin the back.迈克尔是一个身心健全的成年人,他有着明确的是三观和独立的思考能力,他很清楚,当媒体的风向开始转变的时候,就意味着有人在背后推动这一切的发生。
The media must regard a badmodelto set uphim, theyare impossibleto dothismatter, becausetheirgoalsin the issue of law enforcementpower.
媒体显然要把他当成一个坏的典型树立起来,他们自己不可能做这种事,因为他们的目标都在执法权的问题上。Canmakethemchange, is theirbehindcertainpeople, thesepeoplemustabandon itself, thiswas the Michaeltwo daysharvestattainment, thereforeexpressed a mood of resistancetoChief Johnson.
能让他们做出改变的,则是他们身后的某些人,这些人要抛弃自己了,这就是迈克尔这两天的收获心得,也因此对约翰逊局长表现出了一种抗拒的情绪。Chief Johnsonremains silent, howhedoes not knowopens the mouth, thissilenceinsteadincreased the disappointment and despair in Michaelinnermost feelingsrapidly, makeshimdeeplyrealize that heis notfrightens himself, allfulfilled, hewas given up.约翰逊局长保持着沉默,他不知道怎么开口,这种沉默反而迅速加大了迈克尔内心中的失望和绝望,也让他深刻的意识到他不是自己吓自己,一切都应验了,他被放弃了。
The throata littleitchessuddenly, hissoundflashbecamehoarse, as ifin the throathad a sand, each few wordseachletteris flooding the obviouspelletfeeling.
嗓子突然间有点发痒,他的声音一瞬间就变得沙哑了起来,仿佛嗓子里有一层沙子,每一句话每一个字母都充斥着明显的颗粒感。„Why?”
“为什么?”Heturns headto look atChief Johnson, „whylike this, will bewhosedecision?”
他扭头看着约翰逊局长,“为什么会这样,是谁的决定?”
The Chief Johnsoncomplexiona littleblushesslightly, hesighs, „the abovedecision, youmake the overall systemverypassive......”约翰逊局长脸色微微有点发红,他叹了一口气,“上面的决定,你让整个系统都很被动……”„Can passiveabandonme?”, Michaelwas sayingexcited, hiscomplexionrapidbecoming flushed, the corners of the mouthalsopresentedsomewhitesaliva, the angersent to open, the mental state of whole person was not quite probably good.
“被动就要抛弃我?”,迈克尔说着就激动了起来,他的面色迅速的涨红,嘴角也出现了一些白色的唾沫,怒发须张,整个人的精神状况好像不太好。LooksMichael that towards oneselfgets angry, Chief Johnsonsuddenlymoodcalmandstable, hislookis also changing, becomesmakesMichaela little unable to understand, a littlefear.
看着朝自己发怒的迈克尔,约翰逊局长突然间情绪冷静且稳定了下来,他的眼神也正在发生变化,变得让迈克尔有点看不懂,有点害怕。„You have been very impulsive, the temperament is also very hot, Ihad saidmore than once your matter......”, the Chief Johnsonsoundis passingonetoold timesrecallinglight/only, „, sincemytaking officechiefstarts, these more than tenyears, in view ofyoursuit, occupied the entireSabine Citytax bureauto suehalf of mailboxto be many.”
“你一直都很冲动,脾气也很坏,我不止一次说过你这个事情……”,约翰逊局长的声音透着一丝对旧时光的缅怀,“从我上任局长开始,这十多年的时间里,针对你一个人的投诉,就占据了整个塞宾市税务局投诉信箱的一半还多。”„Likesthreatening the detectiongoal, likescasualbeginning, insultedotherscasuallyevenisshameothers, but alsooftendid not have the procedureto act, yourproblemwere too many......”
“喜欢威胁侦查目标,喜欢随便的动手,随便辱骂别人甚至是羞辱别人,还经常没有手续就行动,你身上的毛病太多了……”Johnsonexpressionveryearnestlooks atMichael, „do not think that youare very suffering, thisisyouearns, Ihave warnedyou, butyoualwaysdoaccording to your wrap/sets!”约翰逊表情很认真的看着迈克尔,“你不要觉得你很委屈,这是你应得的,我告诫过你,可你总是依照自己的那套去做!”„Timewas different, thisis a newtime, oursocietiesare progressingevery year, in the pastperhapsweoneselfwild nature, had not cleanedbarbaricallycleanly, butwehave achievednow.”
“时代不同了,这是一个新的时代,我们的社会每年都在进步,过去也许我们还没有把自己身上的野性,野蛮清洗干净,但现在我们已经做到了。”„Even ifyouhave not bumped intoLynch, should still bump intoZhito be wonderful, orand so on person, youdo not change yourself, will certainly trip and fall.”
“即使你没有碰到林奇,也会碰到芝奇,或者麦奇之类的人,你不改变自己,就一定会摔跤。”„Do not say that weabandonedyou, wasyourselfabandonedyourself!”
“不要说我们抛弃了你,是你自己抛弃了你自己!”
The Chief JohnsonwordsmakeMichaelcalm, becomesdepressed, hispainis holding the head, heactuallyalsoknowsChief Johnsonsaidright, butthisworkstyle, onceforms, is very difficultto change.约翰逊局长的一番话让迈克尔重新变得冷静,变得沮丧起来,他痛苦的抱着脑袋,他其实也知道约翰逊局长说的都对,但这种工作风格一旦形成,就很难改变。No, shouldsay that is the inherentconcept, in the eye of Michael, the criminaldoes not have the human rights, healsoindeedadoptsseveralsuch as the mastheadand so on personstrengthenedownidea.
不,应该说是固有的观念,在迈克尔的眼中,罪犯是没有人权的,他也的确通过几名诸如报头之类的人坚定了自己的想法。So long asdoes not killthem, theywill pretendto crossnothing happened, becausetheywere unclean, does not dareto discloseoutward, will only withstandsilently.
只要不把他们弄死,他们就会装作什么都没有发生过,因为他们本来就不干净,不敢对外声张,只会默默承受。Untilhebumped intoLynch, withlaw and policeas the criminal of weapon, histhoroughplanting.
直到他碰到了林奇,一个用法律和警察作为武器的罪犯,他彻底的栽了。Hecannot think through, whycanbeLynch, whycanbeoneself, whycanbeownfamily member, thatbastarddid not speak the custom!
他想不通,为什么会是林奇,为什么会是自己,为什么会是自己的家人,那个混蛋不讲规矩!At this moment, the door in buildingopened, wear a look ofmeaningsickly appearancestanding of someMrs. Michaelworriesnearcorridor, sheworrieslooks at the two people in downstairsliving room.
就在这时,楼上的房门开了,面带着意思病容的迈克尔夫人有些担心的站在走廊边上,她担忧的看着楼下客厅中的两人。Chief Johnsonthenshot a look atone, helifts the handto presson the shoulder of Michael, pinched......约翰逊局长回头瞥了一眼,他抬手在迈克尔的肩膀上按着,捏了捏……
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