„Aiya, should not be so indifferent.” “哎呀,不要这么冷漠嘛。” Helpless Russell shakes the head, „can't we as before?” 罗素无奈摇头,“难道我们就不能像过去一样吗？” „Dozens years ago, in your hand takes Book of Fate, actually stands by looks that the Utopia last organization was cancelled from the table of contents, accomplishes nothing, even has not spoken a few words. Now you support one to come back with me to say shamelessly, the positively charged electron, we are the companions, who we have the fetters...... the indifferent outcome are, Russell?” “几十年前,你手里拿着命运之书,却袖手旁观的看着理想国的最后一个机构从目录上被取消,无所作为,甚至没有说一句话。现在你又挺着一张老脸回来跟我说,阳子,我们都是同伴,我们有羁绊……冷漠的究竟是谁呢,罗素？” The old person asked back: „Makes you enter in my home, sits in the opposite of my table, is my final politeness, can you also be more to my extravagant demands?” 老人反问:“让你走进我的家里,坐在我桌子的对面,就已经是我最后的礼貌了,难道你还要向我奢求更多？” Silent, Russell has not spoken, the Huai Shi movement stops, looked at Russell one, but Russell has not actually visited him, is staring at opposite old friend as before. 沉默里,罗素没有说话,槐诗的动作停顿一下,看了罗素一眼,可罗素却没有看他,依旧凝视着对面的老朋友。 „In the past and present is always different, the positively charged electron, existence of Utopia or not also never lies in Book of Fate. My sound high will not be again useful.” “当年和现在总是不同,阳子,理想国的存在与否也从来不在于命运之书。我的声音再高也不会有用。” He said, „you should be clear, after Kingdom of Heaven falls from the sky, collapsing of Utopia has been doomed.” 他说,“你应该清楚,天国陨落之后,理想国的坍塌就已经是注定。” „Separated so many years, you what?” The positively charged electron shakes the head: „It seems the old lover to want compound to be the same, looks for the ex-wife, said that we can make a fresh start? You also really live in the world of morningtide play, Russell.” “隔了这么多年了,你又来说什么呢？”阳子摇头:“就好像旧情人想要复合一样,找上前妻,说我们可以重新开始？你还真是活在晨间剧的世界里啊,罗素。” „Not late, the positively charged electron, we are also at least living.” Russell shakes the head, „, so long as we remain for day, Utopia also has the possibility of reconstruction, before that......” “为时未晚,阳子,至少我们都还活着。”罗素摇头,“只要我们还存在一天,理想国就还有重建的可能,在那之前……” „No, already late, Russell.” “不,已经晚了,罗素。” Positively charged electron unemotional interrupted his words, told him: „You, have come late.” 阳子面无表情的打断了他的话,告诉他:“你,已经来晚了。” She said: „Time several years ago, I had passed away.” 她说:“前几年的时候,我已经去世了。” Silent , the Huai Shi movement is stiff. 寂静里,槐诗动作僵硬起来。 Delay stares the big eye. 呆滞的瞪大眼睛。 In him at present, the old woman lifts the hand, picks own face, following the slit of wrinkle, revealed hid the innumerable gears and tiny the structures under face. 就在他眼前,老妇人抬起手,将自己的面孔摘下来,顺着皱纹的缝隙,露出了隐藏在面孔之下的无数齿轮和细小的结构。 When her eye pupil contraction and enlargement, hidden the camera in eyeball is adjusting the focal distance slowly. 当她的眼瞳收缩和放大时,隐藏在眼球中的相机就缓缓调整着焦距。 First is the face, is the chin, cheekbone, with forehead...... finally, brain some empty, only then seems like the spiral spring engine same installment to rotate slowly. 先是面孔,然后是下巴,颧骨,和额头……最后,大脑的部分空空荡荡,就只有一个像是发条引擎一样的装置缓缓转动着。 „I had died, Russell.” “我已经死了,罗素。” Under the steel, transmitted that hoarse sound: „Haven't you understood?” 钢铁之下,传来了那个沙哑的声音:“你难道还不懂么？” Huai Shi is unbelievable. 槐诗难以置信。 It is not able to believe own eye. 无法相信自己的眼睛。 Now he understands finally why Russell will say she was entire Utopia best Bionics and machinery Scholar...... she unexpectedly perfect duplication oneself, including the elementium fluctuation and soul aura. 现在他总算明白,为什么罗素会说她是整个理想国最好的仿生学家和机械学者了……她竟然完美无缺的复制了自己,包括源质波动和灵魂的气息。 And even, once all memories...... 乃至,曾经所有的记忆…… Even after were the death, had the tombstone of this human form to preserve as before. 哪怕是死亡之后,依旧有这人形的墓碑存留。 Is ridiculing many years later guests. 嘲弄着多年之后的来客。 For a long time silence, Russell dangles a pupil, hoarse asking: 许久的沉默,罗素垂下眼眸,沙哑的问: „...... When matter?” “……什么时候的事情？” „Last year, in October/ten months.” “去年,十月。” ‚Positively charged electron’ sigh: „Midnight gets out of bed to go to the restroom, fell a tumble, on the cerebral hemorrhage, wants to come is the time arrives? The people were old, can have this in great disorder matter.” ‘阳子’叹息:“半夜起床去厕所,摔了一跤,就脑溢血了,想来是时候到了吧？人老了,就是会出这种乱七八糟的事情。” She installs the face. 她将面孔重新装好。 Removed the cover of soup caldron, said to two guests: „Eats, is ripe.” 揭开了汤锅的盖子,向两位客人说:“吃吧,已经熟了。” Huai Shi ate two, does not have the thoughts to distinguish the entrance outcome is the delicacy or other anything. Only hears Russell to put down the chopsticks, asked again: „Before she just before leaving,......” 槐诗吃了两口,已经没有心思去分辨入口的究竟是美味还是其他的什么了。只听到罗素放下筷子,再问:“她临走前……” „It is probably sad.” “大概很难过吧。” ‚Old person’ tranquil reply, „because just the granddaughter must study the liberal arts to quarrel, before walking, wish that also harbors intentions makes the child return to the right way. The flat management fee/spent also handed over too, not the exhausted money should save to be right, the food in refrigerator......” ‘老人’平静的回答,“刚因为孙女要学文科吵了一架,走之前还心心念念的想要让孩子回归正路。公寓管理费也交太多了,用不完的钱应该省下来才对,还有冰箱里的食材……” „No, I do not mean these.” “不,我不是说这些。” Russell is unbelievable, „she, she...... had not mentioned...... has mentioned us?” 罗素难以置信,“她、她生前……就没提到过……提到过我们？” „No.” “没有。” The old person replied decisively, „this how many years ago old almanacs, Russell, don't be serious oneself? Said, you thought you are more important than the son granddaughter? Do not pull, she passed away that several years of the number of times of talking over Aaron were more than you.” 老人断然回答,“这都多少年前的老黄历了,罗素,别把自己太当回事儿好么？还是说,你觉得你比儿子孙女更重要？别扯了,她去世那几年念叨阿龙的次数都比你多。” Russell even more puzzled: „Who is Aaron?” 罗素越发的不解:“阿龙是谁？” The old person shot a look at his one eyes desolately: 老人冷淡的瞥了他一眼: „Dog.” “狗。” Therefore, Russell had nothing to say in reply. 于是,罗素无言以对。 „Person died, why also to care about these, does not have any matter cannot pass.” ‚Positively charged electron’ said: „Must learn to drop.” “人都死了,何必还在乎这些,没有什么事情是过不去的。”‘阳子’说:“总要学会放手。” But Russell has not given up, as before stubbornly is staring at her, can from that mechanical face see that probably once anything was the same. 可罗素没有放弃,依旧死死的盯着她,就好像能够从那一张机械的面孔下看到曾经的什么一样。 „Said what these words is who the positively charged electron or?” “说这句话的是阳子还是谁？” „You are regarded as the positively charged electron.” The old person is still quiet, is revolving just like the machine generally, told him desolately: „To present you, has no difference.” “你就当做是阳子吧。”老人依旧平静,宛如机器一般运转着,冷淡的告诉他:“对如今的你来说,也已经没什么区别了。” „......” “……” For a long time, Russell loses took back the line of sight, raised the chopsticks again time, actually stagnated, asked in a soft voice: „Her final several years, crossed good?” 许久,罗素失落的收回了视线,再度提起筷子的时候,却停滞了一下,轻声问:“她最后几年,过的还好么？” 【Reads to get red packet】 Attention Duke . 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As for some disappointment, has not needed to care. ‘阳子’回答:“儿女双全,家族兴盛,这样的人生对任何一个人而言都是福报了。至于一些缺憾,已经无需在意了。 The only regret cannot attend granddaughter's wedding, otherwise, will not make me to come out. 唯一的遗憾就是没有能参加孙女的婚礼,否则的话,也不会制造我出来吧。 Perhaps in two years, I can the engine off. ” 或许再过两年,我就可以停机了。” She lifts the hand, was two guests added the rice again. 她抬起手,为两位客人再度添上了米饭。 Then no one said anything, after the dinner, the old person tidies up the tableware, told them: „A bedroom in building has tidied up, the bathroom in the right, two please use at will.” 接下来再没有人说什么,晚饭之后,老人收拾碗筷,告诉他们:“一楼的卧室已经收拾好了,浴室在右边,两位请随意使用。” She stopped, bowed saying: „Tonight, please well rest.” 她停顿了一下,鞠躬说:“今晚,请好好休息吧。” The old person turns around to depart. 老人转身离去。 Huai Shi and Russell look at each other one, didn't speak again. 槐诗和罗素对视一眼,再没有说什么话。 Also is speechless. 也无话可说。 Midnight Huai Shi opens the eye from the sofa the time, saw that the lamp of bedroom is also shining, but does not know whether Russell has fallen asleep. 只是半夜槐诗从沙发上睁开眼睛的时候,看到卧室的灯还亮着,只是不知道罗素是否已经睡着。 But in building? 可楼上呢？ Dim, he is staring at the ceiling, seems like anything to hope that is the same by amorist who the wall plate sneaks a peek at the beautiful woman. 昏暗中,他凝视着天花板,就好像是什么希望透过墙板窥见美人的好色之徒一样。 But in the building is breathless. 但楼上却毫无声息。 Silent and lonely, probably each tomb is the same. 寂静又冷清,好像每一座坟墓一样。 Arrogant is silent. 只是傲慢的沉默着。 Whatever the time passes. 任由时光流逝。 Those had passed away. 斯人已逝。 Regardless of how nice words and how intense determination, is unable to recall such result. 不论多么动听的话语和多么强烈的决心,都无法挽回这样的结果。 Look, you are high-spirited, you are determined fully, you stepped your road fully-confidently, but you have come late, all already without enough time. 看呀,你们意气风发,你们决心满满,你们信心百倍的踏上了自己的路,可你们已经来晚啦,一切都已经来不及。 Because the person can die. 因为人是会死的啊。 Could not have waited for your good news...... 已经等不及你的好消息…… „Damn......” “他妈的……” Huai Shi silent sighing, closed the eye. 槐诗无声的叹了口气,闭上了眼睛。 …… …… Next morning, after using breakfast, Kusanagi Yoko delivered to the entrance two people. 第二天早上,在用过早饭之后,草薙阳子将两人送到了门口。 „, Wish two bon voyage.” “那么,祝两位一路顺风。” Her tranquil saying goodbye, looked at Huai Shi one finally: „Also good luck, young people.” 她平静的道别,最后看了槐诗一眼:“也祝你好运,年轻人。” Only at this time, she has nimble and resourceful that the machine does not have, smiles gently...... perhaps, under this was that positively charged electron madam leaves behind before death blessing? 唯独这个时候,她却有着机器不具备的灵动,微笑慈祥……或许,这正是那位阳子女士在去世之前所遗留下的祝福吧？ Huai Shi gawked, nods seriously. 槐诗愣了一下,郑重颔首。 Russell puts out a hand, received own saluting from her hand, finally asked: „Today doesn't go to the park? Or together?” 罗素伸手,从她的手里接过了自己的行礼,最后问:“今天不去公园么？要不一起？” „Today does not use.” “今天不用去了。” The positively charged electron is smiling the reply: „ Gentian is a quite careless child, so long as appears occasionally one time, she will not suspect. After waiting to get married in the future, there is a child, I passed away again, won't be sad? 阳子微笑着回答:“龙胆是个比较粗心大意的孩子,只要偶尔出现一次,她就不会怀疑。等将来结婚之后,有了孩子,我再去世,就不会太难过了吧？ Russell your also bon voyage, such old person, leeway that also this learned many displays to the young people. ” 罗素你也一路顺风吧,这么老的人了,也该学会多给年轻人发挥的余地了。” „Then......” “那么……” Russell nods, probably wanted to say anything, but actually jammed, finally, smiles, hug of effort a present old friend: „...... Takes care.” 罗素颔首,像是想要说什么,可是却卡了壳了,最后,笑了笑,用力的拥抱了一下眼前的老友:“……保重。” „Takes care.” “保重。” The positively charged electron stands in the entrance, smiling, is gazing after them to depart. 阳子站在门口,微笑着,目送着他们离去。 For a long time, until they disappear in the structure of line of sight. 许久,直到他们消失在视线的结构。 In tranquil turning around goes home, closed the room. 平静的转身回到了家里,关上了房间。 Passed through the silent living room, waters flowers for the bonsai, takes out the clothes that the morning threw from the dryer, the tranquil ironing hangs, finally, after completing a work of day of reservation, returned to the sofa. 穿过了寂静的客厅,为盆栽浇花,从烘干机里取出了早上丢进去的衣服,平静的熨烫挂好,最终,完成了一天预订的工作之后,回到了沙发上。 Such, silent sitting well. 就那样,无声的端坐。 Again without other actions. 再没有其他的举动。 Only then on out of the window street transmits sound that blows a whistle occasionally, Taiyang (Sun) from in the air raises slowly, has delimited, the sunlight illuminated the dust of waving, from her rustle raises and falls at present. 只有窗外马路上偶尔传来鸣笛的声音,太阳缓缓从空中升起,划过,阳光照亮了舞动的尘埃,从她的眼前簌簌升起又落下。 The lonely silence embezzled all. 孤独的寂静吞没了一切。 For a long time, for a long time, as if continued millennium for ten thousand years. 许久,许久,仿佛延续了千年万年。 Her eye winked, crossing was very long, winked. 她的眼睛眨了一下,过了很久,又眨了一下。 After confirming had no unusual condition, finally, finally loose a big tone. 等到确认没有任何异状之后,终于,终于松了一大口气。 The weak paralysis in the sofa, putting out a hand flexure drew out the scalp that itches. 无力的瘫在了沙发,伸手挠起发痒的头皮来。 Finally after flexure enough, she pulled out one bottle of beer from the refrigerator, raises head, thump thump drank a cleanness, finally long exhales. 终于挠够了之后,她从冰箱里掏出了一瓶啤酒,仰头,咕咚咕咚喝了个干净,才终于长出了一口气。 „Hū, almost without deceiving, hard Kui old lady thought quickly in emergencies......” her helpless complaint, „knows visit that Russell this urged unlucky did not have the matter, how this troublesome matter looked for me only......” “呼,差点没骗过去,辛亏老娘急中生智……”她无奈的抱怨,“就知道罗素这倒霉催的上门没好事儿,怎么这麻烦事儿净找我呢……” Luckily, coaxed finally. 幸好,终于哄走了。 Finally was then comfortable! 这下终于自在了！ Expelled the trouble essence, must celebrate well! 赶走了麻烦精,可得好好庆祝一下！ She snort/hum the song, was trading one can of new beer, turns on the television, the paralysis starts to look that on the sofa the variety show came, laughs with inside host. 她哼着歌,换了一罐新啤酒,打开电视机,瘫在沙发上开始看起了综艺节目来,跟着里面的主持人哈哈大笑。 Until the gate was shoved open suddenly. 直到门忽然被推开。 An originally should walk the old person goes to return, in a hurry walks. 一个原本应该已经走了的老人去而复返,匆匆的走进来。 She stiffly on sofa. 她僵硬在沙发上。 „Excuse me, my razor blade forgot that with...... you looked now is easy to forget the matter.” “不好意思,我剃须刀忘记拿了……你看现在就容易忘事儿。” Russell walks from the bathroom, notices here scene, gawked, at once exclaims in surprise: „Can this simulate perfectly? Is this probably the intelligence? Really fierce.” 罗素从浴室里走出来,才注意到这边的场景,愣了一下,旋即惊叹起来:“这都能完美模拟？这大概就是智能吧？真厉害啊。” „......, Yes.” “……呃,是呀是呀。” The positively charged electron difficult nod, even acted becomes and yesterday is exactly the same, smooth brings stiffly: „Duplicates the life of maker perfectly is one of my functions.” 阳子艰难的点头,连动作都变得和昨天一模一样,流畅中带着僵硬:“完美复制制作者的生活是我的职能之一。” „That was I disturbs.” “那是我打扰了。” Russell waves to say goodbye, sympathized closes for her. 罗素挥手道别,体贴的为她关上了门。 For a long time, for a long time. 许久,许久。 Positively charged electron as before delay in same place, unbelievable: Was own this deceives? Close call! 阳子依旧呆滞在原地,难以置信:自己这算是又糊弄过去了？好险！ Her stiff is drinking the beer of mouth, felt that receives heart that frightens as before jumping of keeping. 她僵硬的喝着嘴里的啤酒,感觉到受到惊吓的心脏依旧在不停的跳。 But she always felt that fellow has not walked, perhaps still waits for itself to expose weaknesses in out of the door. 可她总感觉那个家伙还没走,说不定还在门外等待自己露出破绽。 It is not good, by being overly suspicious and fearful that Russell this old tortoise make, she raised head to drink up the beer, plans first to go to granddaughter there to lie low until something blows over today, waits to come back after a period of time again. 不行,被罗素这个老王八弄的疑神疑鬼的,她仰头喝光了啤酒,打算今天先去孙女那里避避风头,等过一段时间再回来。 May wait for her to propose the package is opening the door the time, the smile is stiff on the spot. 可等她提着包裹推开门的时候,笑容却僵硬在原地。 Out of the door, waits for visiting to show the bright smile for a long time together. 门外,等候许久的拜访者们齐齐露出灿烂的笑容。 „Hello, here is the Ivory Tower widowed senior citizen escort group!” “您好,这里是象牙之塔孤寡老人陪护小组！” The service providers from Tanba showed the standard smile, the enthusiasm and thoroughness: „The gentlemen named Russell for you ordered one all year round accompanies a sick person to provide nursing care upscale the service, and accompanies a sick person to provide nursing care including the cleaning, reorganizations, three meals a day daily...... please ask that you are now convenient? Can we start?” 来自丹波的服务者们露出了标准的微笑,热情又周到:“有一位叫做罗素的先生为您订购了一整年的最高档陪护服务,包括保洁、整理、三餐和日常陪护在内……请问您现在方便么？我们可以开始了吗？” Silent. 寂静。 In the long silence, the old woman tilts the head, trembles, lit the cigarette of corners of the mouth. 漫长的寂静里,老太太歪头,哆嗦着手,点燃了嘴角的烟卷。 Deeply inspires. 深吸了一口气。 The corner of the eye shone the clear tears. 眼角就亮起了晶莹的泪光。 „Russell your mother......” “罗素你妈的……”