STNH :: Volume #7 荒漠绿洲

#516: Hates and forgives


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Fourth child!” On the wooden glory Xuan face presented the pleasantly surprised look. “老四!”木荣轩脸上出现了惊喜的神色。 The wooden wise and wooden season with also sees own younger brother happily, they have not thought that the fillet star will come back at this time. 木明达和木季同也高兴地看着自己的弟弟,他们没想到木折星会在这个时候回来。 cultivation base of fillet star in their four brothers is highest, even compares the wooden day crane to be high, but he has chosen immersed in the liquor water, for 20 years have not done anything for Mujia. 木折星的修为在他们四个兄弟中是最高的,甚至比木天鹤还要高,只是他一直选择了沉醉在酒水中,二十年来没有为木家做过任何事。 The clothing of fillet star is very ordinary, without the past state of intoxication, does not have the whole body liquor air/Qi. He looks sits Mu Yu in stone as before, wants to discover what difference from this stranger. 木折星的着装很普通,没有昔日的醉态,也没有满身的酒气。他看着依旧坐在石头上的木羽,想要从这个陌生人身上找出点什么不同。 However Mu Yu has not visited him, but looks that the wood on thigh is joyful. 但是木羽没有看他,只是看着大腿上的木欣。 Wood at this moment is joyful is stroking little commander in bosom happily, but little commander is bored to death is having the snoring. 此刻的木欣正开心地抚摸着怀中的小帅,而小帅则是百无聊赖地打着呼噜。 Silent for a long time, the fillet star opens the mouth saying: „Are you Mu Yu?” 沉默了许久,木折星才开口道:“你是木羽?” Where do you know?” “你从哪里知道的?” Mu Yu yesterday two guards who this news told Sikong Gaoming, in addition also only then a native of Mujia knows. 木羽昨天才把这个消息告诉了司空高明的两个护卫,除此之外也只有木家人知道。 The fillet star has not moved back to the wooden mansion along with a native of Mujia from the cemetery, for these days no one knows where he went, comes back until today. 木折星没有随木家人从陵园里搬回木府,这几天谁也不知道他去了哪里,直到今天才回来。 Outside in the biography, said that true God apprentice Mu Yu returned to our Mujia.” The fillet star said. “外面在传,说真神的徒弟木羽回到了我们木家。”木折星道。 Really passes on quickly.” Mu Yu said. “传得真快。”木羽道。 Has not thought that two people have given to let out the news, but actually this is sooner or later matter, because Sikong Qiwen wants to defeat Mu Yu to prove itself before the people, he will certainly make more people know this matter. 没想到那两个人已经把消息给放出去,不过其实这是迟早的事,因为司空奇文想要在众人面前打败木羽来证明自己,他当然会让更多的人知道这件事。 Therefore you are a my son?” The fillet star is staring at Mu Yu, in the profound eye pupil as if ignited the flame. “所以你是我儿子么?”木折星盯着木羽,深邃中的眼眸中似乎燃起了火焰。 Mu Yu has not replied him. 木羽没有回答他。 Wooden glory Xuan was eager to say yes, but the wooden day crane blocked him. 木荣轩急切地想要开口说“是”,但是木天鹤拦住了他。 This issue, if Mu Yu does not want to reply, others should not interfere. 这种问题,如果木羽不想回答的话,其他人是不应该是干涉的。 For a very long time dreariness. 久久的沉寂。 „Did you know all of matter? And is who created all these about your life experience, do you know?” The fillet star sees Mu Yu not to reply, then continues to ask. “你知道了事情的一切吗?关于你的身世以及是谁造成了这一切,你都知道吗?”木折星看见木羽不回答,便继续问道。 The fillet star saw an own father, discovered that the wooden day crane is also visiting him, in the muddy look filled guilty. 木折星看了一眼自己的父亲,发现木天鹤也在看着他,浑浊的眼神中充满了愧疚。 I know.” Mu Yu has not concealed anything, wooden glory Xuan told his all truth. “我知道。”木羽没有掩饰什么,木荣轩告诉了他所有事情的真相。 In my child blue stone has a mark that I leave behind, only then I know, your genealogy stone?” “我孩子青石上有我自己留下的一个印记,只有我知道,你的族谱石呢?” The fillet star and bamboo autumn Qi before eloping, bamboo autumn Qi have been pregnant, the fillet star then arrived on the genealogy stone under own name to dig a blue stone secretly, but also made a mark. 木折星和竹秋绮在私奔之前,竹秋绮就已经怀孕,木折星便偷偷到族谱石上自己的名字下面挖了一块青石,还做了一个标记。 Mu Yu tore off blue stone on the neck to throw. 木羽扯下自己脖子上的青石抛了过去。 The fillet star saw the blue stone above that say/way slightly not obvious scratch, the body shivered suddenly. His vision becomes red, that truly is the child who he has usually not met. 木折星看到了青石上面那道微不可见的划痕,身体忽然颤抖起来。他的目光变得通红,那确实是他素未谋面的孩子。 20 years, he did not know son's whereabout, even if 18 years ago bamboo autumn Qi comes back alone, has not told his son's accurate whereabout, has not actually thought that the son looked unexpectedly. 二十年了,他一直不知道儿子的下落,即便十八年前竹秋绮独自回来的时候,也没有告诉他儿子的确切下落,却没想到儿子竟然自己找回来了。 Sorry, is I am not competent.” The fillet star gave back to Mu Yu the blue stone. “对不起,是我不称职。”木折星把青石还给了木羽 He has turned head, looks at the wooden day crane, this father who cause itself to break up a family, in his vision is flooding the anger as before. 他扭过头,看着木天鹤,这个造成了自己妻离子散的父亲,他的目光中依旧充斥着愤怒。 The wooden day crane is avoiding the vision of fillet star, he does not have the face to face oneself son. 木天鹤回避着木折星的目光,他没脸去面对自己的儿子。 The fillet star looked again to Mu Yu, interrogated: You know that all these are the wooden day crane create?” 木折星再次看向了木羽,质问道:“你知道这一切都是木天鹤造成的吗?” Wooden day crane grieved, the son 20 years has not started talking with him at heart, never expected that sober today with great difficulty, have not actually forgiven him as before, but also are saying his name to everyone's surface. 木天鹤心里一阵酸楚,儿子二十年未曾和他开口说话,没想到今日好不容易清醒过来了,却是依旧没有原谅他,还对着所有人的面直呼他的名字。 The wooden day crane understands oneself are not a competent father, is unfair to the present these two people. 木天鹤明白自己不是一个称职的父亲,也对不起眼前的这两个人。 Mu Yu has not gone to look at the fillet star, but looked to the wooden day crane. Before this old person, perhaps is very excessive, but he won the respect of Mu Yu now. 木羽没去看木折星,而是望向了木天鹤。这个老人以前或许很过分,但是他现在赢得了木羽的尊重。 Mu Yu had said initially, when the wooden day crane puts aside the face, he will regard himself a native of Mujia. In the wooden day crane decided steward, when extends the mister at that time, Mu Yu has forgiven him. 木羽当初说过,当木天鹤放下面子的时候,他就会把自己当成木家人。所以在木天鹤决定当延先生的管家那个时候起,木羽就已经原谅了他。 He is my grandfather.” Mu Yu does not lift said. “他是我爷爷。”木羽头也不抬地说道。 The fillet star was startled, he got hold of the fist: I?” 木折星怔了一下,他握紧了拳头:“那我呢?” You are not my father.” Mu Yu said simply. “你不是我父亲。”木羽简单地说道。 The fillet star is not willing to forgive his father. 木折星不肯原谅他的父亲。 Mu Yu is not willing to forgive his father. 木羽也不肯原谅他的父亲。 The wooden day crane is somewhat anxious, he is even more surprised than the fillet star regarding the Mu Yu words. Because creates their fathers' and sons' contradictory sources on him, if Mu Yu is not willing to forgive a person, that person should be he, rather than fillet star. 木天鹤有些焦虑,对于木羽的话他甚至比木折星还要惊讶。因为造成他们父子矛盾的源头在他身上,如果木羽不肯原谅一个人的话,那个人应该是他,而不是木折星。 However this moment Mu Yu actually forgave his chief criminal, is actually not willing to forgive the Mu Yu father, this made him feel flurried and puzzled. 但是此刻木羽却原谅了他这个罪魁祸首,却不肯原谅木羽的亲生父亲,这让他感到了一丝慌乱和不解。 The wooden day crane urgently said: Mu Yu, he is your father, you can not recognize my grandfather, but must acknowledge your father.” 木天鹤急切地说道:“木羽,他是你父亲,你可以不认我这个爷爷,但不能不承认你的父亲。” The wooden day crane has wanted for own son and grandson makes up for anything. 木天鹤一直想要为自己的儿子和孙子弥补点什么。 Grandfather, does not close your matter. I do not like evading the realistic person.” Mu Yu still did not have to see the fillet star. “爷爷,不关你的事。我不喜欢逃避现实的人。”木羽仍然没有正眼看过木折星。 The father in his mind is the dead wood father, all that the dead wood father makes conforms to a father to have the responsibility that. 他心目中的父亲是枯木老爹,枯木老爹所做的一切才符合一个父亲该有的责任。 The fillet star chest is fluctuating freely, he hates for the wife and children 木折星胸口不住地起伏着,他为了妻儿恨 Oneself father 20 years. Now the wife was justifiable, the son also looked, but among them the contradiction is actually not able to eliminate. 了自己父亲二十年。如今妻子名正言顺了,儿子也自己找回来了,但是他们之间的矛盾却无法消除。 That evaded the reality deep stabbing pain he. 那句逃避现实深深刺痛了他。 How can you forgive me?” The fillet star looks that the strange son said. “你怎样才能原谅我?”木折星看着陌生的儿子道。 When you forgive your oneself.” Mu Yu touches the small joyful head. “当你原谅你自己的时候。”木羽摸了摸小欣的头。 Many things is not who forgives whose issue, but cannot pass the reason of that ridge. The fillet star has the deep guilt to own wife and children, then hated own father. He is unable to forgive the wooden day crane, is unable to forgive itself. He thinks that initially has not protected own wife and children incompetently. 很多事都不是谁原谅谁的问题,而是自己过不去那道坎的原因。木折星对自己妻儿怀有深深的愧疚感,转而恨上了自己的父亲。他无法原谅木天鹤,更无法原谅自己。他认为当初是自己无能才没保护好自己的妻儿。 But Mu Yu has not continued to blame to create the wooden day cranes of all these sources, making the fillet star very angry. 可是木羽没有继续怪罪造成这一切源头的木天鹤,让木折星很恼怒。 Why did you forgive the wooden day crane?” The sound of fillet star is mixing with the anger. “你为什么原谅了木天鹤?”木折星的声音夹杂着怒气。 Grandfather he put aside the face, I forgave him. The one who makes this aspect was his past face countenance in the unseemly behavior, now he no longer was that person, I do not need to complain his anything.” Mu Yu has looked at the wooden day crane, does not want to look at the fillet star. “爷爷他放下了面子,我就原谅了他。造成这个局面的是他昔日的颜面在作怪,如今他不再是那个人了,我也就没必要埋怨他什么了。”木羽一直都看着木天鹤,不想去看木折星。 His vision is very limpid, the tone is also very tranquil: I worked as so many years orphans, I most should hate his person, rather than you.” 他的目光很清澈,口气也很平静:“我当了那么多年的孤儿,我是最该恨他的人,而不是你。” The wooden day crane opens mouth, shamefacedly has been flooding his chest. Mu Yu should most have no reason to forgive his person, but he was actually forgiven by Mu Yu. 木天鹤张了张嘴,羞愧一直充斥着他的胸口。木羽本该是最没有理由原谅他的人,可是他却被木羽所原谅。 You most should hate his person......” fillet star twittering to repeat these words. “你是最该恨他的人……”木折星呢喃地重复了这一句话。 Mu Yu becomes the orphan, since childhood looked at others' unusual vision to grow up, experienced suffering others' ridicule, the distress in heart also only then Mu Yu know. 木羽成为孤儿,从小看着别人的异样眼光长大,受尽了别人的嘲笑,心中的苦楚也只有木羽自己才知道。 The fillet star is unable to realize, because he chose escape, when a drunkard. 木折星无法体会到,因为他选择了逃避,当一个酒鬼。 However the Mu Yu words make the fillet star awaken quickly, if who most should hate the wooden day crane, is not he, but is Mu Yu. 但是木羽的话却让木折星幡然醒悟,如果说谁最该恨木天鹤,不是他,而是木羽 When Mu Yu forgave the wooden day crane, he have no reason to continue to hate. 木羽原谅了木天鹤,他也没有理由继续恨下去了。 The fillet star whole body is shivering, he got hold of the fist. 木折星全身在颤抖着,他握紧了拳头。 I understood.” “我明白了。” The fillet star deeply inspires, then arrives at the wooden day crane body before slowly, looks at the wooden day crane old face, his five senses mixed Chen. 木折星深吸了一口气,而后缓缓地走到木天鹤身前,看着木天鹤苍老的面孔,他心里五味杂陈。 The wooden day crane also sees own son, in the eye filled guilty. 木天鹤也看着自己的儿子,眼中充满了愧疚。 Regardless of two people have what contradiction, eventually is the parent-child operator. The fillet star looks the wooden day crane for these years rushes about tired for the home, even Mujia moves in the cemetery time, he watches critically, he thinks that this can retaliate own father. 无论两人有什么矛盾,终究是父子关系。木折星这么多年来看着木天鹤为这个家奔波劳累,甚至连木家搬进陵园的时候,他都冷眼旁观,他以为这样可以报复自己的父亲。 But after being admitted to the cemetery, he had not realized that the pleasant sensation of revenge, only has dismal, even shame. 可是当住进陵园后,他没有体会到复仇的快感,只有一丝悲凉,甚至还有羞愧。 Yes, the fillet star is ashamed. 是的,木折星感到羞愧。 that night of cemetery, he has forgiven the wooden day crane. He has chosen standing by to the matter of Mujia, he thinks that all of Mujia are the father create personally, but made him awaken on that day, oneself causes the reason that Mujia declines. 在陵园的那天晚上,他就已经原谅了木天鹤。他一直对木家的事情都选择了袖手旁观,他认为木家的一切都是自己父亲亲手造成的,可是那天却让他醒悟过来,自己才是导致木家没落的缘故。 He had very high talent actually to choose worked as an observer, one big survival for Mujia was still being struggled the age by own father. 他有很高的天赋却选择了当一个旁观者,让自己父亲一大把年纪还在为木家的生存而挣扎。 The wooden day crane has been seeking forgiving of fillet star, but the fillet star chose disregarding, now, he knows that oneself was should come back. 木天鹤一直都在寻求木折星的原谅,可是木折星都选择了无视,如今,他知道自己是该回来了。 Fillet star plop knelt, kowtows layer on layer/heavily, said: Father.” 木折星“扑通”一声跪了下去,重重地磕了一个头,道:“父亲。” This father lets wooden day crane again tears, he shiver puts out a hand, held the fillet star, trembling sound said: Good! Good! Good!” 这一声“父亲”让木天鹤再次泪目,他颤抖地伸出手,把木折星扶了起来,颤声道:“好!好!好!” The fillet star sighed gently: „The Mu Yu choice forgives you, my have no reason to hate you again. After Mujia heavy responsibility gives me and Mu Yu.” 木折星轻轻叹道:“木羽选择原谅你,我没有理由再恨你。木家以后的重任就交给我和木羽。” No, heavy responsibility each of us in Mujia has!” The wooden day crane patted the shoulder of fillet star layer on layer/heavily, observed the situation everyone, said firmly. “不,木家的重任我们每个人都有份!”木天鹤重重地拍了拍木折星的肩膀,环视了所有人,坚定地说道。 Right! We have!” Wooden glory Xuan and other people also nod. “对!我们都有份!”木荣轩等三人也点了点头。 I! I!” Wooden shouts joyful happily. Wooden vast also nods in the one side. “还有我!还有我!”木欣开心地喊道。木浩也在一旁点了点头。 Mu Yu shows a faint smile, is very at heart steadfast. Some person something, do not need to say too clearly. Mujia wants to rise, is only insufficient by him, the unity is the best rise way. 木羽微微一笑,心里很踏实。有些人有些事,都无需说得太明白。木家想要崛起,单靠他是不够的,团结才是最好的崛起方式。 Has an accident after the dead wood father, he no longer has any artificial idea, therefore he treats the time association/will of matter from long-term, hid own artificial. 从枯木老爹出事后,他就不再有任何矫情的想法,所以他对待事情的时候总会从长远出发,把自己的矫情隐藏了起来。 He did not have to kill Sikong Gaoming directly, was because he is afraid a native of Mujia to be the same with the dead wood father, was involved by him. 他没有直接杀了司空高明,就是因为他害怕木家人会和枯木老爹一样,被他所牵连。 He will kill Sikong Gaoming, but is not now, but after defeating Sikong Qiwen. 他会杀了司空高明,但不是现在,而是在打败司空奇文之后。 A person does not have parents' companion, lived lonelily so many years, said that does not have any resentment deceived people at heart. When he acknowledged that oneself is an member in Mujia, discovered that Mujia contradictory focus actually on him, he then cannot place oneself beyond consideration. 一个人没有父母的陪伴,孤单生活了那么多年,说心里没有任何怨气是骗人的。但是当他承认自己是木家的一份子,发现木家矛盾的焦点其实都在他身上,他便不能置身度外。 If Mujia can pull together to do something because of his forgiving, then he will choose that resentment diverges. 如果木家能够因为他的原谅而重新拧成一股绳,那么他会选择把那股怨气散去。 Every so often the complaint is not the best solution, the mutual tolerance and understanding is a kingly way. 很多时候埋怨不是最好的解决办法,相互谅解才是王道。 Mu Yu is a man of optimism, therefore he will deal with the issue with the optimistic way. 木羽是一个乐观的人,所以他会用乐观的方式来处理问题。 The fillet star looks at Mu Yu, asked in a soft voice: „Do you forgive me now?” 木折星看着木羽,轻声问道:“你现在原谅我了吗?” Does not know! Perhaps.” Mu Yu said lightly, finally raised the head, is seeing the strange father. “不知道!也许吧。”木羽淡淡地说道,终于抬起头,正眼看着自己陌生的亲生父亲。
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