Does not want to lose...... 不想输…… Tanaka stares big eyes slowly. 田中缓缓瞪大眼睛。 Probably is really this? 好像真的是这样？ Yes, is this. 是的,就是这样。 This mood, such as opposite party said that is actually very simple. 这份心情,就如对方所说的,其实很简单。 I do not want to lose! 我只是不想输而已！ „You said right, Shoreside-sensei.” He showed with mean the different pure smiling faces a moment ago complex. “你说得对,岸边老师。”他展现出与刚才复杂意味不同的单纯笑容。 „I do not want to lose...... Wants for the novel picture illustration that oneself like, wants this work.” “我就是不想输……想要为自己喜欢的小说画插画,想要这份工作。” „Does not want to lose to other people, even if novel author you!” “不想输给其他人,即使是小说的作者你！” Seiji also flood smile. 晴司也泛起微笑。 „I'm very happy, ‚Brother's Monogatari (Story)’ can obtain you to like like this.” “我很高兴,‘兄物语’能得到你这样的喜爱。” „This works is not I creates, but that partner hopes me for this novel picture illustration.” “这部作品不是我一个人创作的,而那位搭档希望我为这部小说画插画。” „I complied, this turned into the matter that I want to do similarly.” “我答应了,这就变成我同样想做的事了。” „I do not want to lose, even if I could not even be called as am artist, but the match is first-class illustrator Teacher Oni Weapon you.” “我也不想输,即使我甚至还不能称作是一个画师,而对手是一流插画师的鬼兵老师你。” They look at each other, each other will collides in the vision. 两人对视,彼此的意志在目光中碰撞。 „Starts.” “开始吧。” „Un.” “嗯。” Tanaka and Seiji put out own painting separately, puts on the table, transfers to front of the opposite party. 田中和晴司分别拿出自己的画作,放到桌上,移到对方面前。 Seiji takes up the Teacher Oni Weapon picture, carefully looked. 晴司拿起鬼兵老师的画,仔细看了起来。 Fierce! 厉害！ This is the first feelings. 这是第一感想。 What Teacher Oni Weapon picture is male protagonist and villain by weapon to spelling the picture, the composition makes very happy, takes a quick look around the feeling quite to have grandeur. 鬼兵老师画的是男主角与反派以武器对拼的画面,构图做得很好,一眼看去感觉颇有气势。 Picture especially prominent villain shows the fierce facial expression after true colors, half face is the terrifying ghost appearance, half face was still the bishoujo(s) appearance, this two-sided person appearance has formed the visual impact by the strong contrast, gave the deep impression. 画面尤其突出反派露出真面目后的狰狞神情,一半脸是恐怖鬼怪的样子,还有一半脸仍然是美少女的样子,这种双面人般的模样以强烈反差形成了视觉冲击,给人以深刻印象。 The villain who the novel article described revealed the appearance after true colors is not this appearance, but drew this is in the description range, moreover obviously effect very happy. 小说文章所描述的反派露出真面目后的模样并不是这种样子,但画成这样算是处在描述范围之内,而且显然效果很好。 Seiji has given birth according to this picture, changes the novel description the thought. 晴司都生出了按照这幅画,改变一下小说描述的念头。 This is the first-class illustrator strength! 这就是一流插画师的实力！ Not only drew has conformed to the picture of novel description, even has surmounted the imagination of author, achieved affects the author degree in turn. 不仅画出了符合小说描述的画面,甚至超越了作者的想象,达到反过来影响作者的程度。 Except for the villain, the manner portray of male protagonist is also very splendid, can feel its look implication intense battle intent, on his face appears is the coat of arms stripe also appears very dazzles likely. 除了反派,男主角的神态刻画也很出色,能够感受到其眼神蕴含的强烈战意,其脸上浮现的像是纹章般的条纹也显得酷炫。 Movement, clothing, weapon and exaggeration...... Seiji examines carefully. 动作、服装、武器、渲染……晴司细细查看下去。 Another side, Tanaka carefully looks at the Shoreside-sensei picture. 另一边,田中仔细看岸边老师的画。 Quite fine! 好精细！ This is Tanaka first exclaims in surprise. 这是田中首先惊叹的。 What opposite party picture is male protagonist and villain confronts, the instance that soon will battle against, the entire picture shows one to be going the explosion intense feeling. 对方画的是男主角与反派对峙,即将开战的瞬间,整个画面透出一股将要爆炸般的紧张感。 character, clothing, weapon, shadow and exaggeration...... The picture fine degree compared with has been higher than a level that he drew obviously! 人物、服装、武器、阴影、渲染……画面精细程度明显比他所画的高出了一个层次！ The finesse is higher, taking a quick look around impression is better, is so-called „sense of reality” is higher, or „completion” is higher. 精细度更高,一眼看去观感就更好,也就是所谓的“质感”更高,或者“完成度”更高。 Tanaka can also own painting pictures to this finesse, but the time is not enough. 田中也可以把自己的画画到这种精细度,但是时间不够。 In other words, the speed that the opposite party paints wants on quick many compared with him! 也就是说,对方作画的速度比他要快上许多！ Loses in the speed...... On the finesse, seemed like hit a fist stiffly, by the feeling of sturdy and healthy forcing system. 输在速度……精细度上,就像是被硬生生地打了一拳般,被硬实力压制的感觉。 That picture content how. 那画面内容如何呢。 Tanaka saw three character. 田中看到了三个人物。 Has extracted weapon male protagonist, change is the demon villain, as well as in corner onlooking female protagonist. 抽出了武器的男主角,变化为妖魔的反派,以及在角落处旁观的女主角。 Drew as Bystander female protagonist unexpectedly!? 竟然把作为旁观者的女主角画了出来！？ Tanaka just saw thought that this is the point deduction point, however after carefully looks, detects to be not true. 田中刚看到的时候觉得这是个扣分点,然而仔细看过后,就发觉并非如此。 female protagonist in the shadow, takes a quick look around not to note easily. The readers first pay attention definitely is male protagonist and villain, when carefully looks, will discover young girl in shadow. 女主角处在阴影之中,一眼看去不容易注意到。读者首先关注到的肯定是男主角与反派,在仔细看的时候,才会发现阴影中的少女。 female protagonist is a relator, is this novel most suspense. Sees in the illustration this bishoujo(s) time, had not looked the reader who novel thinks she is only Bystander, a character background. 女主角是叙述者,同时也是这部小说最大的悬念。看到插画上这名美少女的时候,还没看完小说的读者会认为她只是个旁观者,一个人物背景。 If examines this character carefully, after or reads the novel, reads this illustration again, will think that was somewhat unusual. 然而要是仔细查看这个人物,或者看完小说后再看这幅插画,就会觉得有些异样了。 Onlooking her expression appears strange, is caring about male protagonist likely, wears a mask likely, the look is profound, the faint smile, has the strange and mysterious feeling. 旁观的她表情显得古怪,像是在关心男主角,又像是戴着个面具,眼神幽深,似笑非笑,有诡异和神秘的感觉。 This feeling and works overall atmosphere conjunction, making the entire picture the impression sublimate, solely is not only main character and villain resists, but is containing also other anything thing...... Passes through entire works, some that but does not talk clearly throughout „thing”. 这种感觉与作品整体氛围契合,使得整个画面的观感有所升华,并不单单只是主角与反派对抗,而是还蕴含着其他什么东西……贯穿整部作品,但始终说不清的某种“东西”。 Tanaka only gasps in admiration. 田中对此唯有叹服。 Worthily is novel author...... This is only then novel author can draw, extremely outstanding illustration. 不愧是小说作者……这是只有小说作者才能画出来的,极为优秀的插画。 ...... …… „Was I loses.” “是我输了。” The opposite party painting after own picture carries on all -around contrast, Tanaka drew this conclusion. 将对方的画作与自己的画进行全方位对比后,田中得出了这个结论。 He returns the tabletop the picture, transfers to front of the opposite party. 他将画放回桌面,移到对方面前。 „You have won, Shoreside-sensei...... I will defer to the agreement, gives up this work.” “你赢了,岸边老师……我将按照约定,放弃这份工作。” „thanks, Teacher Oni Weapon.” “谢谢,鬼兵老师。” Seiji hands over to give back to the opposite party picture in the hand directly. 晴司将自己手中的画直接递还给对方。 „Let alone ‚thanks’...... This competition, I lose am sincerely convinced.” “别说‘谢谢’……这次比试,我输得心服口服。” Tanaka meets own picture, looked at one, must tear up. 田中接回自己的画,看了一眼,就要撕掉。 „Wait/Etc.!” Seiji spoke to stop. “等等！”晴司出言制止。 „This is a very happy picture, Teacher Oni Weapon you do not want to leave the message, can give to me?” “这是一幅很好的画,鬼兵老师你不想留着的话,可以送给我吗？” Tanaka is surprised. 田中感到惊讶。 „You...... Why wants......” “你……为什么要……” „I said that this is a very happy picture, I like very much.” „The appearance of villain the Seiji sincere say/way, teacher you draws, compared with being better that also I imagine, I want to change the novel to describe by the image that the teacher draws.” “我说了,这是一幅很好的画,我很喜欢。”晴司真诚道,“老师你画的反派的样子,比我想象的还要好,我都想以老师画的形象改变一下小说描述了。” Tanaka winked eyes. 田中眨了眨眼睛。 Then shows the light smile. 然后露出淡淡的微笑。 „This...... I draw this picture, does not calculate that wasted.” “这样啊……那我画这张画,也不算是白费了。” He looked at his picture again, then gives the opposite party. 他再看了一眼自己的画,然后递给对方。 „thanks.” The Seiji politeness accepts. “谢谢。”晴司礼貌收下。 Tanaka has drunk one already cold drop the black coffee, had realized bitter taste in an end opening, looks again to opposite youngster. 田中喝了一口已经冷掉的黑咖啡,体会了一下口中的苦味,再看向对面的少年。 „Shoreside-sensei, I want to ask, you now how old?” “岸边老师,我想请问一下,你现在多大年纪？” „I am 16 years old.” Seiji replied. “我16岁。”晴司答道。 „16 years old...... first year high school student.” Tanaka sighed. “16岁……高一学生。”田中叹道。 „Really is fierce. first year, can write that good novel, draws such good picture...... This is the so-called talent.” “真是厉害啊。才高一,就能写出那么好的小说,画出这么好的画……这就是所谓的天才吧。” „My two 12 years, started to paint pictures from middle school earnestly, high school started to throw the manga manuscript, third year in high school has won a prize, later now, has marked...... Even it can be said that backs up.” “我二十二岁了,从初中开始认真画画,高中开始投漫画稿,高三得了一次奖,之后一直都现在,都是原地踏步……甚至可以说是倒退。” „I saw oneself ability limit...... Although I do not want to believe that very much this is own limit, but it truly exists, looks like tall wall that does not have to overstep.” “我看到了自己能力的极限……虽然我很不想相信这就是自己的极限,但它是确实存在的,就像是一堵无可逾越的高墙。” „I once think oneself has the talent very much.” “我曾经以为自己是很有才华的。” „But that is only the misconception, in me thinks that oneself has that moment of talent very much, in fact was I have arrived at the end moment exactly.” “但那只是错觉,在我以为自己很有才华的那一刻,实际上恰恰就是我走到了尽头的一刻。” „I am only a mediocre person...... True talent, person like you, Shoreside-sensei.” “我只是个庸才……真正的天才,是像你这样的人,岸边老师。” „You can write the story, can draw to draw, if aimed at drawing manga, how long definitely does not need to make a debut, and even carries on to serialize.” “你能写好故事,也能画出好画,要是以画漫画为目标的话,肯定不需要多久就能出道,乃至进行连载吧。” „However I...... How long can also struggle? Can succeed? Should give up in light of this...... So-called dream?” “而我……还要挣扎多久呢？到底能不能成功呢？应不应该就此放弃……所谓的梦想呢？” Tanaka by the seat, the look was somewhat lax. 田中靠在了座位上,眼神有些涣散。 He is not speaks to Seiji actually, but spoke with oneself. 他其实不是对晴司说话,而是跟自己说话。 As repeatedly been defeated artist, he was expressing oneself confusedness, the person who no matter listened to who was. 作为一个屡遭失败的画师,他在表达自己的迷茫,不管听的人是谁。 „Dream, is a happy and brutal word.” “梦想,是一个美好又残酷的词。” The Seiji watches opposite party, said calmly. 晴司看着对方,平静说道。 „If really does not want to be painful, that gives up.” “要是实在不想再痛苦的话,那就放弃吧。”