Chapter 604 Miss S 第604章S小姐 Another side, Sayu was still staring at the cell phone screen. 另一边,沙优仍在盯着手机荧幕。 " Happy New Year Miss ~ S. " 「新年快乐~S小姐。」 On the LINE communications software, chatted the record also to stay before 30 minutes. LINE的通讯软件上,聊天记录还停留在三十分钟以前。 The cool-colored white light that on the screen reflects illuminated her face, still does not have the sleepiness obviously exhaustedly, keeps the gloomy mood spatially. 荧幕上反射出的冷色白光照亮了她的脸,明明疲惫却依然没有睡意,空留万般愁绪。 She raps the screen repeatedly, makes the long verse short phrase one after another, after a while deletes word by word, is unable to transmit. 她反反复复地敲击屏幕,打出一句一句的长句短句,过了一会儿又逐字删除,就是无法发送出去。 Since has the dinner, to look together after the family member the red and white songfest and returns to the room, she has endlessly been repeating this process. 自从与家人一起吃过晚饭、看完红白歌会并回到房间以后,她就一直在不断重复这一过程。 The black room was covered silent, only has outside north wind to blow the window click to make noise, plays the lonely profound timbre. 黑黢黢的房间被沉默笼罩,唯有外面的北风吹得窗户喀哒作响,奏出寂寥深远的音色。 With the extremely long time, the sigh class/flow releases naturally. 伴随着极度漫长的时间,叹息自然而然地流泄而出。 „Yusuke......” “悠介……” She muttered is putting the cell phone in the one side, in the heart produces the intermittent stabbing pain. 她喃喃着把手机搁在一旁,心中产生阵阵刺痛。 Ka thump ~ ka thump ~ 咔咚~咔咚~ In the small circle bead in hanging to fall makes noise gently. 小圆珠在吊坠里面轻轻作响。 Sayu is grasping the chest front cinnabar bottle, is staring at the ceiling in darkness dull. 沙优握着胸前的朱砂瓶,呆呆凝视着黑暗中的天花板。 Until finally, her does not have the matter of courage inquiry about that person. So long as obviously simple regards are good, she actually can only , whatever the fine sand of time from referring to the seams sneaks off. 直到最后,她还是没有勇气询问关于那个人的事情。明明只要一句简单的问候就好,她却仅能任由时间的细沙从指缝间溜走。 „In the final analysis, I have that qualifications......” “说到底,我还有那种资格吗……” After the words say, the mood also becomes even more low. 话说出口之后,心情也变得愈加低落。 Period of small leaving home under picture several days ago. 小小的离家出走在几天前画下句点。 That person is not willing to accept her. 那个人不肯接受她。 Even is not willing to acknowledge, but she still understands that this is the fact without a doubt, and every day lives in day that in this type was pestered by the discomfort of unknown origin. 就算不愿意承认,但她也明白这是毋庸置疑的事实,并每天都活在这种被来历不明的不安感所纠缠的日子里。 Takes up the cell phone to look at next time again. 再次拿起手机看一下时间。 January 1. 一月 1 日。 Tokyo time, before dawn 1 o'clock. 东京时间,凌晨一点30。 Most people have fallen into the time of deep dormancy. 一个大多数人都已陷入深眠的时刻。 However...... 然而…… „Buzz-” all of a sudden, the cell phone vibrates suddenly. “嗡-”地一下子,手机忽然震动起来。 „Wú......!” “唔哇……！” Was given to have a scare by the condition of this no early warning, Sayu called the sound uncontrolled, immediately rushes to fix the eyes on to look to the screen. 被这毫无预警的状况给吓了一跳,沙优不受控制地叫了声,随即又赶忙定睛看向荧幕。 【New strip young lady: Therefore ~ what words did you have to the association president say? Can I help you convey in accordance with the situation?】 【新条小姐:于是呢~你有什么话要对会长说吗？我可以视情况帮你转达哦？】 „......?” “诶……？” After short staring blankly, her eye shone quickly. 短暂的愣怔过后,她的眼睛倏地亮了起来。 【Sayu: That, excuse me, was I disturbs you?】 【沙优:那个,不好意思,是我打扰到你了吗？】 【New strip young lady: Excuse me? No, let alone you has not said anything, last news round before 40 minutes.】 【新条小姐:打扰？没啊,何况伱也没说什么吧,就连最后一条消息还是在四十分钟以前发的。】 【Sayu: Like this......】 【沙优:这样啊……】 【New strip young lady: Therefore? About just matter how ~?】 【新条小姐:所以呢？关于刚刚的事情到底怎样~？】 【Sayu: Well?】 【沙优:咦？】 【New strip young lady: What's wrong? If do not look for the association president, Miss S you won't contact with me? We are not the friends.】 【新条小姐:怎么了？假如不是要找会长的话,S小姐你也不会联系我吧？我们又不是朋友。】 „Miss S......” “S小姐……” The Sayu repetition this special name, is feeling to wonder slightly. 沙优复诵着这一特别的称呼,不由微微感到纳闷。 However just like also the opposite party said, their two are not the acquaintance or the friend, the words that insisted on speaking once also a little slightly rubbed slightly, she not good to crack a joke with the opposite party. 不过也正如对方所说,她们两个并非熟人或者朋友,硬要说的话曾经还稍微有点小摩擦,她也不好与对方开玩笑。 Let alone, currently also has a more important matter to do...... 更何况,现在还有更重要的事情要做…… 【Sayu: If possible...... can send regards to that person for me? Wish his Happy New Year, along praising compliments of the season.】 【沙优:如果可以的话……能代我向那个人问候吗？祝他新年快乐,顺颂时祺。】 【New strip young lady: Also?】 【新条小姐:还有呢？】 【Sayu:?】 【沙优:诶？】 【New strip young lady: This? You do not have other must say?】 【新条小姐:只是这样？你没有别的要说的了？】 Saw the screen above news absent-minded, the Sayu vision slightly, then began to refer to knocking to reply- 见到荧幕上面的消息,沙优的目光微微恍惚了下,而后才动动手指敲下回复- 【, This is good.】 【嗯,这样就好。】 【New strip young lady: Un ~ ~ ~, since you said like this, that line, I look to convey.】 【新条小姐:嗯~~~既然你这样说了,那行吧,我会看着转达的。】 【Sayu: Thank you, new strip young lady.( Bows)】 【沙优:谢谢你,新条小姐。(鞠躬)】 【New strip young lady: No need, after all here half is to stem from my curiosity. That this, good night, Miss S ~】 【新条小姐:不必,毕竟这里有一半是出于我个人的好奇。那就这样啦,晚安,S小姐~】 【Sayu: Good, good night, new strip young lady.】 【沙优:好的、晚安,新条小姐。】 Chatted marks the rests here officially. 聊天在这里正式画上休止符。 „New strip young lady person...... always feels marvelous.” “新条小姐这个人……总觉得好奇妙。” Sayu is whispering low voice, opened the friend circle of opposite party unknowingly, along with being popular to read. 沙优小声低语着,不经意间打开了对方的朋友圈,随兴翻看起来。 Should say that is expected? 该说是意料之中吗？ Inside records the daily life of lots of master. 里面记录着大量主人的日常生活。 Probably some and selfie of friend, seems like very delicious food and activity in school, very cute clothes, to visit the punch- of fashionable shop wait/etc...... 像是一些和朋友的自拍、看上去很好吃的食物、在学校里面的活动、很可爱的衣服、造访时髦店铺的打卡等等…… Displays a fine girl's image lifelike, as well as litigant that colorful life. 活灵活现地展示出一个精致女孩的形象,以及当事人那丰富多彩的生活。 However the semblance of opposite party was very cute, like this will not be strange. 不过对方的外表本来就很可爱,会这样也一点都不奇怪。 «Octopus Sausage» 《章鱼香肠》 «Student association Work» 《学生会的工作》 «Sports Offers a sacrifice to Cheering squad» that 《体育祭的拉拉队》 «Culture Offers a sacrifice to Maid» that 《文化祭上的女仆》 «Gives Small Evening Welcoming party» 《给小夕的欢迎会》 Sayu watches these pictures with great interest, is also cannot help but suspecting the opposite party and that person's relations. 沙优津津有味地看着这些照片,同时也不由自主地猜想着对方与那个人的关系。 A Chiba prefecture time and Tokyo one time. 千叶县一次、东京一次。 Around her when sees the new strip fragrance twice, the opposite parties appeared side that person. 她前后两次见到新条香时,对方都出现在了那个人身边。 Although that person summarizes by " friend " , but stemming from some sixth sense, she feels two people's relations and is not only so simple. 尽管那个人以「朋友」来概括,但出于某种第六感,她觉得两个人的关系并不只是那么简单。 But at once, she cannot bear self-ridicule that smiled. 但旋即,她又忍不住自嘲地笑了。 After all by the condition of that person, without the girlfriend is inconceivable. 毕竟以那个人的条件而言,要是没有女朋友才不可思议。 Especially after by oneself such treatment, when some people are damaged while his heart comes to show good will is not strange. 特别是遭到自己那样子的对待以后,就算有人趁他内心受创时前来示好也不奇怪。 According to some online news, she heard the girlfriend of that person seems like this school study elder sister. Not only the person attractively, is a fierce writer of fiction. 根据网上的一些消息,她听说那个人的女朋友好像是本校的学姐。不光人长得漂亮,还是一个厉害的小说家。 „Can be that female student of previous time at bow say/way competition......?” She thought aloud that is saying. “会是上次在弓道比赛上的那个女生吗……？”她自言自语地说着。 Although glanced at that time in a hurry, that makings mild free girl made very deep impression on her. 尽管当时只是匆匆一瞥,那名气质温润自若的女孩子还是给她留下了很深的印象。 Incessantly so. 不止如此。 Before is earlier, presents several females in Chiba prefecture. 还有更早之前出现在千叶县的几名女子。 Probably that appearance fine to some dreams blonde female students, at first sight common actually very worth looking at wave wavefront female student, as well as starting car(riage) the big sister of like queen arrival...... 像是那个容貌精致到有些梦幻的金发女生、乍看之下不起眼却十分耐看的波波头女生、以及如女王般驾临现场的开跑车的大姐姐…… That person woman of many to letting her envies is disinclined to do. 那个人身旁的女人多到让她连嫉妒都懒得去做。 Regardless in these people who is his girlfriend, she does not have the qualifications to say this and that even if in the heart eats the taste. 无论这些人里面谁是他的女朋友,她都没有资格去说三道四,哪怕是心中吃味。 But in her mind, the high-school student lover will arrive frequently to Fang Family plays. 而在她的印象里,就连高中生情侣都会常常到对方家去玩。 The negative ponder had the chain-reaction, making her think of more things. 负面思考产生了连锁反应,让她想到了更多的东西。 Since is the girlfriend...... 既然是女朋友…… Can he with others together...... intimate? 他会和别人一起……亲热吗？ Thinks of here, Sayu feels the whole body fine body hair straight vertical stroke immediately. 一想到这里,沙优顿时感到全身寒毛直竖。 The brain has the delusion uncontrolled, many pictures flash in the mind, making her internal organs closely contract to be the same probably. 大脑不受控制地产生妄想,诸多画面在脑海中闪现,令她的内脏好像紧紧收缩起来一样。 The woman who that person and she does not know is shifty. 那个人和她不认识的女人翻云覆雨。 Imagines that scene, does not know why feels very repugnant. 一想象到那个景象,不知为何便觉得非常讨厌。 After this should be hands over the girlfriend , very ordinary matter obviously. 明明这本该是交到女朋友后非常普通的事。 There is no relations to be right with her obviously. 明明这跟她没有什么关系才对。 But she more is imagines, more feels very uncomfortably. 可她越是去想象,就越觉得十分难受。 „How this is......” “这是怎样啊……” She sends out the sigh dejected, only felt has never experienced the vortex of lonely and negativity, almost must swallow her. 她颓然地发出叹息,只觉得至今从未体验过的孤独与负面情绪的漩涡,几乎要将她吞噬。 At this moment, presented the trend on screen suddenly were many. 就在这时,呈现在荧幕上的动态突然多了一条。 «Congratulated New year ~ ~» 《恭贺新年~~》 Sayu looked at the past subconsciously, what heaving in sight was a Zhang San person group photo. 沙优下意识地看过去,映入眼帘的是一张三人合照。 The new strip fragrance in picture is lifting up high the cell phone, the back is the brilliantly illuminated shrine palace. 照片中的新条香高举着手机,背后就是灯火辉煌的神社殿宇。 Her side is standing a female student who is gripping high ponytail, again toward side is that girl who keeps the golden hair. 她的旁边站着一名扎着高马尾的女生,再往旁边则是那名留着金发的女孩子。 Three female students by the same place, in the hand take the news year of different style governing to defend intimately, the facial expression is very pleased. 三名女生亲密地挨在一起,手中拿着不同样式的新年御守,神情十分怡悦。 But is not far behind them, somebody both hands hold the chest to look somewhere, a face careless appearance does not know that is thinking anything. 而在她们后方不远,某人正双手抱胸地望着某处,一脸漫不经心的样子也不知在想些什么。 Even is only one has the profile of mirror, actually still sent out the intense existence feeling, is capturing her attention firmly. 即使只是一张无意间出镜的侧脸,却仍散发出强烈的存在感,牢牢吸引着她的目光。 „This......” “这样啊……” Sayu is muttering: „Originally they paid respect together......” 沙优喃喃自语着:“原来他们一起去参拜了啊……” In new strip fragrant all friend circles, this is that person has the mirror for the first time. 在新条香的所有朋友圈中,这还是那个人首次出镜。 She did not know that this back does have any particular reason, does not want to penetrate to think that some do not have. 她不晓得这背后有没有什么特殊理由,也不想深入去想一些有的没的。 However...... 不过…… Can in new year first day sees him, made her feel the greatest consolation. 能在新年的第一天见到他,还是让她感受到了莫大的慰藉。 After stared was looking at a while . 就这么盯着看了一会儿以后。 „Yusuke......” “悠介……” The young girls are reciting in a soft voice, presses the cell phone gently in the chest. 少女轻声吟咏着,将手机轻轻按在胸口。 She shakes the eyelash lightly, in said good night with him at heart. 她轻抖睫毛,在心里和他道晚安。 ...... ……