Chapter 600 talked in the night 第600章夜谈 Looks that without Eriri that the omen cries, Katou Yusuke somewhat is sad. 看着毫无预兆哭出来的英梨梨,加藤悠介的心情不由有些沉重。 That always goes straight there and comes straight back stubbornly, the body is full of the arrogance forever, to anything competitive girl, displayed is not self-confident for the first time. 那个总是直来直去到倔强,身上永远充满傲气,对任何事情都不服输的女孩子,首度表现出了不自信。 Katou Yusuke sees the opposite party this for the first time. 加藤悠介还是第一次见到对方这样。 He pulls out a handkerchief to give the opposite party silently. 他默默掏出一块手帕递给对方。 „Thanks............” “谢谢……呜……” Eriri buries the low head cleaning tears, probably is not willing to make him see own expression at this moment. 英梨梨埋低脑袋擦拭泪水,像是不愿让他看到自己此刻的表情。 „Yeah, Yusuke, I am quite afraid......” “哎,悠介,我好害怕……” The young girls sob were saying: 少女呜咽着说道: „ Obviously before winter COMI starts, I have not known that the depth encouraged that female student. “明明在冬COMI开始之前,我还不知深浅地鼓励了那个女生。 Her told that everyone is bit by bit progressive, asking her not to care about the result, now looks like radically is arrogant unreasonable......! ” 跟她说大家都是一点一点进步的,叫她别在意成绩,现在看来根本是傲慢无理嘛……！” „This......” “这样啊……” Katou Yusuke half whole the eyes, the neutral tone of no mood is complying to say. 加藤悠介半阖着双眼,没什么情绪的轻声答应道。 „On my...... on my such...... where has the qualifications to direct others anything. The creativity of that female student results in radically fiercely does not make sense, sooner or later will one day surpass my......” “就我这样……就我这样的……哪有资格去指点别人什么啊。那个女生的创作能力根本厉害得不像话,迟早有一天会超过我的……” Eriri is biting the lip tightly, squeezed out the sound to say from the throat: 英梨梨紧咬着嘴唇,从喉咙里挤出声音说: „When even...... in her must own book, that precious commemorating itself/Ben gives me, I actually give birth to am the creator certainly improper virulent thought...... almost must begin that book to tear to pieces......” “甚至于……在她要把自己的本子,把那么珍贵的纪念本送给我时,我却生出了身为创作者绝不该有的恶毒念头……差点就要动手将那个本子撕烂了……” When speaking of finally, was supporting the mood bursts the dike suddenly, the breath becomes disorderly is also rapid. 说到最后时,原本强撑着的情绪忽然溃堤,呼吸也变得凌乱急促起来。 „...... Was I makes the matter embarrassed, was I does embarrassedly oneself......” “……是我让事情变得难堪了,是我把自己搞得难堪了……” The young girls choke with sobs saying: „Also he...... also he...... he also called me to apologize to that female student, won't this bully the person?” 少女泣不成声道:“还有伦也他……伦也他……他还叫我向那个女生道歉,这样不会太欺负人了吗？” Two lines of clear tears flow following the beautiful face, drops, got wet the evening dress. 两行清泪顺着绝美的脸庞流淌,啪嗒啪嗒地滴落而下,沾湿了晚礼服。 The off and on weeping sound is reverberating in the quiet room, becomes the air even more heavy. 断断续续的哭声在静谧的房间里回响着,将空气变得愈加沉重。 „Eriri......” “英梨梨……” Katou Yusuke is looking at her pale complexion, slightly has opens the lip heavily, tries to deliver comforting some words, feels to find it difficult to bring up a matter. 加藤悠介望着她苍白的面色,略有沉重地开启嘴唇,试图讲一些安抚的话,却又感到有口难言。 Without involving core issue, he does not know that actually should start from where. 在不涉及到核心问题的前提下,他也不知道究竟该从何处下手。 Let alone, is this matter that he can make a move at will? 更何况,这是他能够随意出手的事情吗？ He inquired oneself innermost feelings like this. 他不禁这样询问自己的内心。 Not to mention in the Eriri words has not sought the meaning of help to him. 且不说英梨梨的话语中没有向他寻求帮助的意思。 In the final analysis, this is the contradiction between opposite party's with growing up together friends from childhood. 说到底,这更是对方与从小一起长大的青梅竹马之间的矛盾。 Does his outsider really have the qualifications to meddle others' issue? 他这个局外人真的有资格插手别人的问题吗？ Katou Yusuke the hesitation does not decide suddenly. 加藤悠介一时间踌躇不决。 Eriri was still continuing own outpouring. 英梨梨仍在继续自己的倾诉。 „When obviously «Small Fantasy» is I gives his birthday present in the elementary school third grade, finally he actually easily promoted gave others, but also chatted that vigorously with others, completely but these were I facilitate not......!” “明明《小小狂想》是我在小学三年级时送他的生日礼物,结果他却轻易推广给了别人,还和别人聊得那么起劲,但这些全部都是我促成的不是吗……！” When she at this point, sound because of excited, but flash enhancement. 她说到这里时,声音因为激动而一瞬间提高。 „If I had not promoted at that time give him this work, he will not contact «Small Fantasy», will not expedite the Polish island to go to sea this talent. But now-” “假如我当时没有推广给他这部作品,他就不会接触到《小小狂想》,也不会催生出波岛出海这个天才了。可现在-” The young girls said every single word or phrase: „Why he actually must attacks me with «Small Fantasy»......, must bully others......!” 少女一字一句地说:“他却偏偏要用《小小狂想》来打击我……为什么,要这么欺负人家……！” „So that's how it is......” “原来如此……” Katou Yusuke does not hold the breath voluntarily, felt oneself touched the corner/horn of issue core faintly. He has not made the insignificant digression, awaits calmly as follows. 加藤悠介不自觉屏息,觉得自己隐隐触摸到了问题核心的一角。他没有做无意义的插话,静待下文。 The opposite party have not called him to be disappointed. 对方也没有叫他失望。 Probably is determined to open the heart, the young girl revealed that to him some never to the person has mentioned the past events. 像是下定决心打开心扉,少女向他吐露起了某段从未对人提及过的往事。 How also to become the friend from oneself with secure skill initially, 从自己当初如何与安艺伦也成为朋友, Arrived them because how the schoolmates of status of otaku by class was ridiculed and bullied, 到他们如何因为御宅族的身份被班上的同学嘲笑和欺负, Why must camouflage to take off/escape the dwelling to oneself again, as well as secure Yilun is not willing to coordinate her, finally caused going separate ways of both sides. 再到自己为何要伪装成脱宅,以及安艺伦也不愿意配合她,最后导致了双方的分道扬镳。 Litigant both hands are holding the knee, sends out the voice that shivers saying: 当事人双手抱着膝盖,发出颤抖的嗓音说: „ Is forced to break ties with the best friend, including cannot speak in the school, but must to disregard his exists...... “被迫和最好的朋友绝交,连在学校都不能讲话,还得要无视他的存在…… I really the good sad and good sad and good pain, not to know at that time has cried many times. 我当时真的好难过、好伤心、好痛苦,都不知道哭过多少次。 I have withstood had punished cruelly, why must be treated by him like this, suffers a deeper retribution! ” 我都已经承受过那么残忍的惩罚了,为什么还要被他这样对待,遭受更深的报应嘛！” Eriri was saying takes up the handkerchief, wiped tears carelessly, non-stop hitting the belch. 英梨梨说着拿起手帕,胡乱擦了一把眼泪,不停打着嗝。 „ I have painted pictures from infancy to maturity diligently, for a day can obtain his approval, making these ridicule our fellows hold in high esteem. “我从小到大一直那么努力地画画,为的就是有一天能得到他的认同,让那些嘲笑过我们的家伙刮目相看。 Finally he said that I draw...... not, he has not said actually directly, but he clearly feels others compared with me. 结果他却说我画得不行……不,他倒是没有直接说出来,可他分明就是觉得别人比我强。 I felt all that suddenly oneself make one-sided wish, like the fool, was really simply stupid! ” 我忽然觉得自己做的一切都是一厢情愿,简直像个傻瓜一样,真的蠢死了！” In speaking softly of young girl has depressed with the lamentation, in the eye is also hiding lonely and hatred. 少女的轻声细语中带有苦闷与悔恨,眼中也藏着寂寞及痛恨。 „......” “……” Katou Yusuke is looking at the opposite party, reflects pleasant that face to make him slightly somewhat uncomfortable. 加藤悠介望着对方,映入眼中的那张脸让他微微有些难受。 Doubts for a long time in this moment universality of contradictions. 长久以来的疑惑在此刻茅塞顿开。 He understood two people passing finally, as well as that intriguing dispute. 他终于了解到了两人的过往,以及那错综复杂的纠葛。 Although, that is only one group of children is acting difficult by today's standards at best. 尽管以现在的眼光看来,那充其量只是一群小孩子在闹别扭。 However regarding the litigant, as them of elementary student thinks that is unable to achieve like the present mature, will therefore make that to bind remain in the heart thorn now. 不过对于当事人来说,作为小学生的他们想必也无法做到像如今这样成熟,所以才会让那根扎在心底的刺一直留到现在。 By today, that had become some stubborn illness. Once touches slightly, then intense pain. 到了今天,那已经成为了某种顽疾。一旦稍有触碰,便痛入骨髓。 To be honest. 老实说。 Who this matter is far from is wrong to whom, nothing but was two people concepts had the difference under the pressure, words both sides that insisted on saying had the incorrect place. 这件事情谈不上是谁对谁错,无非是两人的观念在外界的压力下产生了分歧,硬要说的话双方都有不对的地方。 However, he does not want to haggle over so many. 不过,他也不想计较那么多。 Katou Yusuke is so thinking. 加藤悠介如此想着。 Although he natural disposition cool thin faint, actually attaches great importance to own person only. 尽管他这个人生性凉薄淡漠,却唯独对自己身边的人十分重视。 The morality is not always he considers the most important factor of matter. 道德观念向来不是他考虑事情的首要因素。 He only cares about himself these people who want to care about, protects these person who wants to protect. 他只在乎自己想要在乎的那些人,保护那些想要保护的人。 Gave him to redeem like others, he also wants in some as if made by Heaven for their dependences, that is all. 就像别人曾经给予过他救赎一样,他也想在某一天成为他们的依靠,仅此而已。 „Eriri......” “英梨梨……” He lifts a hand slowly, places the top of the head of opposite party, comforting strokes gently. 他缓缓抬起一只手,放在对方的头顶,安抚般地轻轻抚摸。 „All right, all right, before me such that said that you in me forever are the fiercest artist. You now somewhat are confused, but quick will pass.” “没事的,没事的,就像我之前说的那样,你在我心里永远是最厉害的画师。你现在只是有些迷茫,但很快就会过去的。” „I cannot achieve-!” “我做不到-！” Eriri shakes the head decisively, both hands hold oneself arm, the finger deeply are falling into the skin, makes an effort to turn white slightly. 英梨梨断然摇头,双手抱着自己的胳膊,手指深深陷入皮肤,用力到微微发白。 „I have tried my utmost to do, others can see or cannot see, I like mad am trying hard!” “我已经尽我所能在做了,无论是别人看得到还是看不到的时候,我都在拼死拼活地努力！” She nearly bellowed said: „But-! I do not have the means to break through, then has been able domain, but I the soul had even been imprisoned......” 她近乎大吼地说:“但是-！我还是没有办法突破,接下来已经是才能的领域了,可我已经连灵魂都被囚禁住了……” Is full of the unwilling voice to reverberate in the room, as if even the air has the vibration. 充满不甘的嗓音在房间里回荡,仿佛连空气都发生震动。 After short silence. 短暂的沉默过后。 „Therefore I do not mean......” “所以我不是说了么……” Katou Yusuke slightly has sighs reluctantly, rubbed her small head, said: „You can also rely on me occasionally.” 加藤悠介略有无奈地叹了一口气,揉了揉她的小脑袋,说道:“你偶尔也可以依赖一下我啊。” „............ Relies on you?” “…………依赖你？” Eriri raised the head slowly, reveals the well-remembered appearance to return looks to him, the attractive small face cries to wrinkle one group. 英梨梨缓缓抬起头,露出茫茫然的样子回看向他,漂亮的小脸哭得皱成一团。 „Isn't right? Said, you thought was instructed you to lose face by oneself once disciple very much?” “不对吗？还是说,你觉得让自己曾经的弟子来指导你会很丢脸？” „Instruction......” “指导……” „Un.” “嗯。” Katou Yusuke nods, said by the modest tone: 加藤悠介点点头,以温和的口吻说: „ once led me to cross the threshold like you. “就像你曾经带我入门一样。 So long as you want, I will also try my utmost to teach you all that I understand, lets you not only become my first, turns into all will of the people first. ” 只要你愿意,我也会尽我所能地把我所理解的一切都教给你,让你不仅成为我心里的第一,也变成所有人心里的第一。” Probably by his speech frightening, in room a while unmanned speech. 像是被他的发言给吓到,屋内好一阵子都无人讲话。 Eriri is staring at him dull, whatever the tears flow off along the double cheek. 英梨梨呆呆凝视着他,任由眼泪沿着双颊流下。 Katou Yusuke puts out a hand, wipes the tears for it gently. 加藤悠介伸出手,轻轻为其拭去泪水。 „In brief, no matter you later want to draw with ease also well, wants to seek the breakthrough well also......” “总而言之,不管你以后想要轻松地画画也好,还是想要寻求突破也好……” He is looking straight ahead the eyes of opposite party, in the jet black pupil does not have the half a point to be false, the ground temperature sound said every single word or phrase: „So long as you need, I, me guaranteed momentarily.” 他直视着对方的双眼,漆黑的眸子里没有半分虚假,一字一句地温声说道:“只要你需要,我随时都在,我保证。” „Yusuke......” “悠介……” Eriri attracted several noses repeatedly, in a low voice muttering. 英梨梨反复吸了好几下鼻子,低声喃喃着。 Heaves in sight, as if hangs in the nighttime sky, calmly waits for her to be big and full moon of circle, is quiet and bright. 映入眼帘的,是仿佛高悬于夜空,静静守候着她的又大又圆的满月,静谧而皎洁。 Her lip is speaking haltingly, actually deliberately frowns, muttered low voice: „What...... you...... really quite dull.” 她的嘴唇嗫嚅着,却刻意皱起眉头,小声咕哝道:“什么嘛……你这个人……真的好没趣。” „What?” “什么？” „Generally speaking, must therapy for girl's innermost feelings, should not probably grasp the opposite party gently, said that some " don't worry, I will protect you " sweet talk!” “一般来说,要为女孩子的内心疗伤,不该要温柔地抱住对方,说一些「不用担心,我会保护你」的甜言蜜语吗！” Eriri is slanting the eye saying: „Finally you actually compel me to stand, in the world may not have such prince!” 英梨梨斜着眼睛说道:“结果你却硬逼我站起来,天底下可没有这样的王子！” Katou Yusuke shows the dumbfounded expression immediately. 加藤悠介顿时露出傻眼的表情。 „-” “不过-” The young girls made an effort to attract a nose, wants to squeeze a smile diligently, seemed somewhat funny. 少女用力吸了一下鼻子,努力想挤出一个微笑,显得有些滑稽。 The pupil that she uses to soak looks at him, then nods layer on layer/heavily, „I will refuel!” 她用濡湿的瞳孔看着他,然后重重点头,“我会加油的！” The language finishes, then jumps in his bosom all of a sudden. 语毕,便一下子扑进他的怀里。 Body of Katou Yusuke one stiff, only felt oneself were occupied by to the gable by a warm and soft thing. 加藤悠介的身体不由一僵,只觉得自己被一股温暖且柔软的事物给包覆住了。 The enemies make an effort to hold his neck, gets buried into his shoulder the head, sends out weak sobbing that deliberately pulls down. 对方用力抱着他的脖子,把脑袋埋进他的肩膀,发出刻意压低的微弱呜咽。 His innermost feelings one soft, then also put out a hand to grasp this small body, and handled gently with one is patting the back of opposite party. 他的内心不禁一软,然后也伸手抱住了这具小小的身体,并用一只手轻轻拍着对方的后背。 „Was laborious you to insist was so long, you had tried hard very much, was very extraordinary.” “辛苦你一直坚持了这么久,你已经很努力了,真的很了不起。” Lingered in sobbing of ear bank suddenly under. 萦绕在耳畔的呜咽忽然顿了下。 Several seconds later, the weeping sound starts gradually to increase, finally evolves to wail. 过了几秒钟,哭声开始逐渐变大,最终演变成嚎啕大哭。 Suppressed for a long time grievance to well up all of a sudden, piled up in the chest of Eriri, finally changed into the sound, the flood that probably opens the sluice gates same fell in torrents. 一股憋了许久的委屈一下子涌上来,堆积在英梨梨的胸口,最后又化为声音,像是开了闸的洪水一样倾泻而出。 Has good that a while, two people are maintaining such posture, motionless. 有好那么一会儿,两人都只是维持着这样的姿势,一动不动。 Finally- 最终- The program that Princess Wang Ziwei the innermost feelings therapy cannot continue. 王子为公主内心疗伤的戏码没能一直持续下去。 " I then must change the clothes, you first go out! " 「我接下来要换衣服,你先出去！」 By such reason, Katou Yusuke was expelled the room by the master. 以这样的理由,加藤悠介被主人赶出了房间。 Unknowingly, the banquet has broken up. 不知不觉中,宴会已经散场。 Wears the maids of long skirt to clean up the aftermath in the hands and feet agily. 身穿长裙的女仆们正在手脚利落地收拾残局。 Looked at time, this little while is evening 10 0.4 15. 看了一眼时间,这会儿已是晚上十点四十五分。 Since two people leave the banquet hall to the present, middle almost quick two hours. 从两人离开宴会厅到现在,中间过了差不多快两小时。 Why also does not know. 也不知道为什么。 Separated obviously was so long, in this period actually also no one ran to come to the room to call them. 明明隔了这么久,期间却也没人跑来房间叫他们。 Holds some questions, Katou Yusuke is going to a living room in building. 抱着些许疑问,加藤悠介来到一楼的客厅。 The television inside is broadcasting the red and white songfest. 电视里面播放着红白歌会。 Sawamura Sayuri is sitting on the sofa alone watches the program, disappears as for Reynard Spencer. 泽村小百合正独自坐在沙发上看节目,至于雷纳德・斯宾塞则不见踪影。 Sees him to come, to convenient beckons with a smile, „Katou-kun, sits here.” 见到他来,对方便是笑着招了招手,“加藤君,来坐这边。” „Aunt Sayuri.” “小百合阿姨。” Katou Yusuke paces, stops the footsteps by the sofa, „you here? Mr. Reynard?” 加藤悠介踱步过去,在沙发旁边停住脚步,“您一个人在这里吗？雷纳德先生呢？” „Well ~ has a pretty big sister obviously at present, finally first asked was actually Reynard? I must be angry ~ ~” “咦咦~明明眼前就有一个漂亮的大姐姐,结果先问的却是雷纳德吗？我要生气了喔~~” „Are you watching the red and white songfest?” “您在看红白歌会吗？” „~! Now disregards my issue, I sad ~ ~” “啊~！现在又无视我的问题,我会伤心的喔~~” Sawamura Sayuri said while lifts the sleeve of kimono, the hypocrisy covers face and weeps in that side. 泽村小百合边说边抬起和服的袖子,假意在那边掩面而泣。 Katou Yusuke looks at present chirp strange, cannot bear lift the hand to hold back own temples, the corners of the mouth is twitching slightly. 加藤悠介看着眼前的嘤嘤怪,忍不住抬手按压着自己的太阳穴,嘴角微微抽搐着。 „...... Said, looked, in I had just seen in your daughter's share, can forgive me temporarily?” “……说真的,看在我刚刚看望过您千金的份上,可以暂时饶过我吗？” Sawamura Sayuri lifts the eye from the loose sleeves slightly, in the pupil is glittering the intelligent and crafty ray, asked: 泽村小百合从宽松的衣袖里微微抬起眼睛,眸子里闪烁着慧黠的光芒,问道: „Said, you two treated in the building for a long time ~ should you not have Lane Eriri pain......?” “这么说起来,你们两个在楼上待了好久呢~你应该没有把英梨梨痛……吧？” „In any case is not such that you think.” “反正不会是您想的那样。” Katou Yusuke withstand/top a pair of dead fish eye to return said: „We talked about the normal topic, the words that you do not feel relieved under can confirm to Eriri.” 加藤悠介顶着一双死鱼眼回道:“我们只是聊了一点正常的话题,您不放心的话等下可以向英梨梨确认。” „This ~ ~” “这样喔~~” Sawamura Sayuri handles gently only holds the cheek, heaved a sigh: 泽村小百合单手轻托脸蛋,唉声叹气道: „When mother I still in should break you obviously worriedly, feared that saw the scene that some should not look, has paced back and forth in out of the door was very long.” “明明妈妈我还在苦恼该什么时候打断你们,又怕看到一些不该看的场景,一直在门外徘徊了很久呢。” After short silence . 短暂的沉默后。 „Can I speak a few words......?” “我可以说一句话吗……？” „What words ~?” “什么话~？” Katou Yusuke opened the opens the mouth, „basically, you even if at that time opened the door not to have what issue. Moreover...... people usually are called hear of corners this behavior.” 加藤悠介张了张口,“基本上,您当时就算开门进来也不会有什么问题。另外……人们通常把这种行为叫做听墙角。” „~?” “~？” Sawamura Sayuri blinks gently, has not said subtly, then asked: „~ compared with this, Eriri her person?” 泽村小百合轻轻眨了眨眼,微妙地没有接话,转而问道:“嘛~比起这个,英梨梨她人呢？” Her voice just now falls...... 她的话音才刚落…… „- Mom.” “-妈妈。” With the limpid voice, the lively sound of footsteps then transmits from the building. 伴随着清澈的嗓音,轻快的脚步声便从楼上传来。 Two people follow the sound to look simultaneously. 两人同时循着声音望去。 In the wooden staircase of restoring the old carving flower, a bunch of red skirt suspends faces forward to kick, resembles the jungle fawn to appear suddenly. 复古雕花的木质楼梯上,一簇红色裙摆被朝前一踢,似丛林小鹿般忽然出现。 Eriri holds the arm rest, two thin white calves interlock fast, dance dá dá dá walks. 英梨梨扶着扶手,两只细白的小腿快速交错,跳舞似的哒哒哒走来。 When two people are looking at her, she is also in sight two people. 在两人望着她时,她也在望着两人。 Or looks is standing side own mother somebody. 或者说,是望着站在自己妈妈身旁的某人。 The youngster still put on at the banquet that quality of material thin soft Bai Village garment, depends entirely on the figure to support, serves as contrast the character. 少年仍穿着宴会上那件质地偏薄软的白村衫,全靠身形撑着,衬托出朗正的风骨。 Deteriorated like the prosperous family several generations, son of upper-class family who in the gateway that but can also support the riches and honor comes out. 就像鼎盛家族衰败了几代,但还撑得住富贵的门户里出来的贵公子。 In the scholar background also, is stubbornly disobedient is passing the weary. 书香底子还在,顽劣里透着惫懒。 The Eriri footsteps are half beat behind slightly, then speeds up the step to arrive in front of two people. 英梨梨的脚步稍稍慢了半拍,接着又加快步子来到两人面前。 Also does not visit him, is asking to Sawamura Sayuri directly: „You here why? Father others?” 也不看他,直接对着泽村小百合问道:“你们在这里干吗？爸爸他人呢？” The sound restored in the past vigor, cannot listen frustrated any. 声音又恢复了往常的活力,听不出任何失意。 Sawamura Sayuri is slightly excessive, vision transferred on her face unknowingly, in that process conceals actually slightly on the flood red eye socket the stop moment. 泽村小百合略微偏过头,目光似不经意地在她脸上转了一圈,并在那经过掩饰却还是微微泛红的眼眶上面停顿片刻。 „Your father and foreign minister they chatted in study room, what matter did you ask him to have?” “你爸爸和外务大臣他们在书房里聊天,你找他有什么事情吗？” ...... ……