Chapter 589 small wallet and fantasy 第589章小钱包与幻想 After drinking up the coffee, the time is 11 : 30 pm. 等到喝完咖啡之后,时间已是晚上11点半。 The new strip fragrance places the water trough waterlogging the clean clean mug. 新条香把清洗干净的马克杯放在水槽沥水。 Scratches the hand with the dry/does towel, while turn head looks looking pensive to behind. 一边用干毛巾擦手,一边若有所思地回头看向身后。 Somebody is poking is in a daze same place. 某人正杵在原地发呆。 „Then Association president, if you are all right, I did go back?” “那么会长,如果你没事的话,我就回去了哦？” Passed the long time, depressed „un” character resounds slowly. 过了半晌,一个沉闷的“嗯”字才迟钝地响起。 The new strip fragrance arrives at the wall deprecatingly , to continue to ask: „Association president do you want to rest? I help you turn off a light.” 新条香不以为意地走到墙边,继续问:“会长你要休息吗？我帮你关灯。” Has not responded, but she knows that the opposite party definitely heard. 没有回应,但她知道对方肯定听到了。 Therefore she „~” begins to switch off the lamp. 于是她“啪~”地动手关掉灯。 The room was embezzled suddenly dark. 房间骤然被黑暗吞没。 „Anan ~ Association president.” “安安~会长。” The new strip fragrance said a hello, lifts the foot to walk toward the threshold to buddhism. 新条香打了一个招呼,抬脚往玄关走去。 Before going out, she unexpected happening reviews to look. 临出门之前,她又鬼使神差地回眸望去。 The youngster in room still calmly sat on the bed, and is somewhat staring at being snowing of out of the window lonelily, probably the hope touches moon that is unattainable. 房间里的少年仍然静静坐在床上,并有些寂寥地凝望着窗外的落雪,像是渴望触碰那遥不可及的月亮。 Under shine of chilly moonlight, his whole person like a timeless sculpture, is passing a depressing dying out feeling. 在清冷月光的映照下,他整个人如同一座亘古不变的雕塑,透着一股压抑的寂灭感。 „......” “……” Could not say the reason, the new strip fragrance thought that own innermost feelings as if received some type to touch, familiar and strange feelings. 说不出来理由,新条香觉得自己的内心仿佛受到某种触动,有一种熟悉又陌生的感觉。 She thinks slightly, puts the light footsteps to turn back the room. 她稍微想了想,又放轻脚步折回房间。 „~ Association president.” “呐~会长。” She said gently: „Although you have no mood probably, but I asked for the time being, did you want me to comfort you?” 她轻轻说:“虽然你好像没什么心情,不过我姑且还是问一下,你要我来安慰你吗？” The language finishes, then puts out a hand to loosen the zipper of casual coat, reveals in inside pure white to build the small vest. 语毕,便伸手解下休闲外套的拉链,露出里面的纯白色内搭小背心。 The feeble constitution slender slender waist reveal outside, forms the striking visual contrast with the full proud snowy peak. 弱质纤纤的细腰露在外面,与饱满的傲人雪峰形成强烈的视觉反差。 Until the delightful fragrance and aura depend to come up, Katou Yusuke awaken looks finally before the body. 直到甜美的香味与气息靠上来,加藤悠介才终于惊醒般地看向身前。 Zhang Taohong's color cheeks bloom in dim spookily. 一张桃红色的脸颊于昏暗中幽幽绽放。 The mild-mannered pitch-black short hair shakes gently, reveals the cute charming cheek. If the agate bright double pupil is visiting him, the eye tail that brings back slightly has one, if has tease that resembles not to have. 柔顺的乌黑短发轻轻摇动,露出可爱迷人的脸蛋。如玛瑙般明亮的双眸正看着他,微微勾起的眼尾带着一丝若有似无的挑逗。 The present young girl's both hands like the cat supports on the bed, the knee that crawls falls in the mattress, that hands and feet and land slowly toward his arms drill. 眼前的少女像猫一样双手撑在床上,一条爬上来的膝盖陷在床垫里,就那么手脚并用地慢慢往他怀里钻。 The flavor of shampoo and gel floats in the air, but also brings like the candlelight warmth, forms the striking contrast with outdoor the cold wind of howling. 洗发水和沐浴露的味道在空气中漂浮,还带着如烛火般的温暖,跟室外呼啸的寒风形成鲜明对比。 „Association president.” “会长。” The clear bright and beautiful lip opens on the cow's milk equally white tooth exquisitely, „, if you have what unhappy matter, I can vent as you like ~” 晶莹亮丽的嘴唇在牛乳一样白的牙齿上优美地张开,“假如你有什么不开心的事情,我可以随你发泄喔~” With her breath, the snow white flesh will then have fluctuating of rule, the cute navel also follows. 伴随着她的呼吸,雪白的肌肤便会产生规律的起伏,可爱的肚脐也跟着动一下。 As soon as she moves the body, the underwear under clothes is then partly visible, outlines profoundly, if greasy gully. 她一挪动身体,衣服下的内衣便若隐若现,勾勒出深邃若腻的沟壑。 Under the loose trousers of soft quality of material, the waist border reveals a small section of black on white " CalvinKelvin " marking. 柔软质地的宽松长裤下,腰际露出一小截白底黑字的「CalvinKelvin」标识。 Facing not defended stance that this lets Monarch to pick. 面对这任君采撷的不设防姿态。 Listens to that to provoke the ambiguous invitation of will of the people. 听着那撩拨人心的暧昧邀请。 On the face of Katou Yusuke appears to wipe dispirited, and somewhat puts out a hand exhaustedly the shoulder of holding down opposite party, said one in a low voice: „Do not be noisy.” 加藤悠介的脸上浮现出一抹颓丧,并有些疲惫地伸手按住对方的肩膀,低声说了一句:“别闹。” The movement is not crude, but wants to make her stop. 动作并不粗暴,只是想让她消停下来。 The new strip fragrance little darling is immediately motionless, then sits by the wall by him, curls up the both legs, two small feet gather comfortably in the same place. 新条香立马乖乖不动,进而又挨着他靠墙而坐,蜷起双腿,两只小脚丫舒服地并拢在一起。 He did not say, she will not naturally walk. 他不说回去,她自然也不会走。 The room falls into again quietly, only has the window to make noise in the click click. 房间再度陷入沉寂,唯有窗户在喀哒喀哒作响。 Looks following the line of sight of opposite party to out of the window. 顺着对方的视线望向窗外。 The dim light of night is deep, only then the point bright float of street light in blackness. 夜色已深,只有街灯的点点光明漂浮在漆黑中。 Unknowingly, the snow as if got down compares was bigger before. 不知不觉,雪似乎下得比之前更大了。 In the field of vision silver white, even on the glass is congealing transparent brilliant frost, seems pear flower that myriad bloom. 视野中一片银白,连玻璃上都凝着一层透明绚烂的霜,好似万千绽放的梨花。 She looked at the eye at will, takes back the vision quickly. 她随意地看了眼,又很快收回目光。 „Yeah ~ Association president, what are you thinking?” “哎~会长,你在想什么？” The youngster did not speak, a face was lazy. 少年不语,一脸懒怠。 New strip fragrance looks at him, in the heart guesses continuous. 新条香偏头看着他,心中揣测不休。 Various thoughts in head several. 各种念头在脑袋里过了几番。 She considers is opening the mouth saying: „Said, about downstairs that female student, the association president you know her?” 她斟酌着开口道:“说起来,关于楼下那个女生,会长你认识她吗？” „......” “……” Katou Yusuke silent as before, but the aura stopped half racket, restores immediately as usual. 加藤悠介沉默依旧,只是气息停了半拍,又立刻恢复如常。 Although that movement is minimal. 尽管那动作微乎其微。 But to new strip fragrance, light/only this change enough. 但对新条香来说,光这点变化就够了。 She nods calmly, then said downward. 她若无其事地点点头,接着往下说。 „When no wonder previous time will have that matter in a forest school, does the association president like that type of?” “难怪上次在林间学校时会发生那种事呢,会长喜欢那种类型的吗？” „To be honest that female grows is lovable, is her friend makes people think a little repugnant, a little self-awareness surplus feeling.” “老实说那女生长得还算可爱,就是她的朋友让人觉得有点讨厌,有一点自我意识过剩的感觉。” „The most important thing is that earth younger sister also spoke the association president, I at that time really aerobic ei, if can teach her one...... to crack a joke personally well.” “最重要的是那个土妹还那么讲会长,我当时真的好气欸,如果能亲手教训她一下就好了……开玩笑啦。” „Finally, I just chatted several below with that female student slightly. Ogiwara Sayu, was said that her name with our association ultra shapes, was quite skillful ~” “最后,我刚刚在下面跟那个女生稍微聊了几句。荻原沙优,是说她的名字跟我们的协会超像,好巧喔~” „- You said enough.” “-你说够了吗。” As expected, the stiff tone broke her: „If all right, you can go back to rest.” 不出所料的,生硬的语气打断了她:“如果没事,你可以回去休息了。” „Well, but I thought that at this time should some people to accompany the association president, quite good ei.” The new strip fragrance does intentionally is being muddled crooked the head. “咦,但我觉得这种时候应该要有人陪着会长,才比较好欸。”新条香故作糊涂地歪着脑袋。 As for the Katou Yusuke indifference, she does not care. 至于加藤悠介的冷淡态度,她也不在意。 Even if he will never deal with her, will not consider her emotion. 即使他从来不会应付她,也不会照顾她的情感。 But that is also indifferent, in any case their itself/Ben is this relations. 可那也无所谓,反正他们本就是这种关系。 Goes straight there and comes straight back, clear. 直来直去,清清楚楚。 If meeting with destiny has thousand ten thousand types, among them the relations certainly are also one of them. 如果说命运的邂逅有千种万种,那他们之间的关系一定也是其中之一。 Especially the Katou Yusuke present condition, looked like returned to that by the night that she led to go home, the body is lending living person not near aura of being exactly the same. 特别是加藤悠介眼下的状态,就像是回到了那个被她领回家的夜晚,身上散发着如出一辙的生人勿近气息。 But she a little likes this condition, the innermost feelings cannot bear a closeness. 而她有点喜欢这种状态,内心忍不住有种亲近感。 Is welcoming the Katou Yusuke deep look. 迎着加藤悠介的深沉眼神。 A new strip fragrant words revolution: „Since the association president you do not want to talk about this topic, I said other. Then, I have raised the matter in my family?” 新条香话语一转:“既然会长你不想聊这个话题,那我就说点别的吧。说起来,我有没有提过我家里的事情？” Also does not wait for somebody to respond...... 也不等某人回应…… „I, most repugnant my family parents.” “我啊,最讨厌我家父母了。” With these words as the prologue, she told. 以这一句话作为开场白,她就那么自顾自地讲述起来。 „These matters I have not said that if the association president, I thought that said listens also to might as well to you ~” “这些事我从来没对人讲过,不过如果是会长的话,我觉得讲给你听也无妨~” „Almost when I just went to the elementary school, my father and mother separated. Although it is so, but they have not actually married from the beginning.” “差不多在我刚上小学的时候吧,我的爸爸和妈妈分开了。话虽这么说,但他们其实从一开始就没结婚啦。” „Before hearing mother her, is the bartender in nightclub, but the father is the patron in that shop, two people knew that and had me after familiar.” “听说妈妈她以前是夜总会的调酒师,而爸爸则是那间店的常客,两个人就是这么认识的,并在熟悉之后有了我。” The new strip fragrance narrows the eye, elongated the foot lazy. 新条香眯起眼睛,慵懒地伸长了脚。 „Just like most families, they live together ordinary.” “和大多数家庭一样,两人普通地生活在一起。” „Most starts, mother she resigned from the work place, is the full-time housewife, the father he is making money to support the family outside.” “最开始的时候,妈妈她从原本工作的地方辞了职,做着全职家庭主妇,爸爸他在外面赚钱养家。” „By weekend, mother she will complete me the octopus sausage and sumptuous food that like eating, is opened vehicle-borne us to go to nearby park picnic by the father.” “到了周末时,妈妈她会做好我喜欢吃的章鱼香肠和丰盛菜肴,由爸爸开车载我们去附近的公园野餐。” „Our is living the simple stable life, I think that from now on will also continue like this, finally they actually separated.” “我们一家就这么过着简单安定的生活,我以为今后也会这样持续下去,结果他们却分开了。” „ Perhaps is realized that this stable life is not own pursue, they made the decision quickly. “或许是意识到这种安定的生活不是自己的追求,他们很快就做好了决定。 The father gave mother money Quanbu who before accumulated, then vanished does not see. 爸爸把之前攒下来的钱全部给了妈妈,然后就消失不见。 The mother bought a house with these money, re-equips the bar to resume old profession a building, opened the private bar in Kabukichou. Before is the association president you , went to that place ~ ” 妈妈用这些钱买了一栋房子,把一楼改装成酒吧重操旧业,在歌舞伎町开起了私人酒吧。就是会长你之前去过的那个地方~” Katou Yusuke has nothing to indicate, looks at out of the window, silent speechless. 加藤悠介对此没什么表示,重新把视线投向窗外,缄默无言。 The new strip fragrance stopped a while, continued. 新条香停顿了一会儿,继续说下去。 „I remember the day before the father left, one clothes that before he brought I bought me, very much to want especially, but also led me to go to very high-level restaurant to have the dinner.” “我记得在爸爸离开的前一天,他特地带我去买了我之前一直很想要的一套衣服,还带我去很高级的餐厅吃了晚餐。” Her dangling line of sight, is staring at careless in the clear toe that the unconsciousness turns to make. 她垂下视线,漫不经心地盯着自己在无意识扭弄的圆润脚趾。 „No matter the father or mother, that two people no one have asked my decision. The father said goodbye repeatedly had not said to me, bid good-bye this matter I also to know including them afterward, radically funny ~” “不管是爸爸还是妈妈,那两个人谁也没问过我的决定。爸爸连声再见也没对我说,包括他们分手这件事我也是在后来才知道的,根本笑死人了~” „Finally was my family vanished in one night, to even made my response time not have quickly.” “结果就是我的家庭在一夜之间消失了,快到甚至让我连反应的时间都没有。” „The mother she is comfortable, was that long housewife obviously, once starts to receive the guest is very actually smooth, making me surpass ~ ~ ~ turnoff!” “不过妈妈她还蛮自在的,明明做了那么久的家庭主妇,一旦开始接待客人倒是很流畅呢,让我超~~~倒胃口的！” Probably turned on the phonograph, the new strip fragrance chatted own matter incessantly. 像是开启了话匣子,新条香滔滔不绝地聊起自己的事情。 „Then, the wind sound/rumor of our family/home passed to the school.” “然后,我们家的风声传到了学校。” „When the friend of elementary school knows that my father, mother is blooms mother mulberry of bar, everyone to me, for fear that evades it less, leaves from my side in abundance.” “当小学的朋友知道我爸爸不在、妈妈又是开酒吧的妈妈桑以后,大家都对我唯恐避之不及,纷纷从我身边离开。” „Cannot blame them to have such response, at that time what to do after all I did not know should.” “也不能怪他们会有这样的反应啦,毕竟连我自己当时都不知该怎么办嘛。” „That time I was the child who can only cry, anything could not achieve. Can do only, directs the spearhead at mother.” “那时的我还是个只会哭哭啼啼的小孩子,根本就什么也做不到。唯一能够做的,就是把矛头对准妈妈。” „...... That type looks the powerless feeling that the family is disintegrating at present, the father disappears suddenly vacant of no trace, wants to contact does not have the mark to be possible the homing to be suffering, alone stayed behind lonely......” “……那种看着家庭在眼前分崩离析的无力感,父亲突然消失无踪的茫然,想要联络却无迹可寻的委屈,独自被留下的孤独……” The young girls raise the head proudly, in a soft voice saying: „Really owed I to support at that time, I quite extraordinary ~” 少女骄傲地扬起头,轻声说着:“真亏我当时能撑过来耶,我好了不起~” , Also supplemented one: „...... I have not done the wrong thing obviously, why must meet such pitiful parents......” 顿了顿,又补充了一句:“……明明我也没有做错事,为什么要遇上这么可悲的父母呢……” In the sound were many pure cream taste. 声音里多了一丝醍醐味。 Facing had accompanied since the birth naturally in own side, moreover deeply believed , can also be such parents...... the result actually separates suddenly. 面对自出生以来就理所当然陪伴在自己身边,而且深信以后也会是如此的父母……结果却突然分开。 That pain is really out of the ordinary. 那种痛苦委实非比寻常。 „Even...... that desperate feeling looks like loses own half body, or is half of remaining lives.” “甚至于……那种绝望的感觉就像是失去自己的半个身体,或者说是一半剩下的人生。” The new strip fragrance said every single word or phrase: 新条香一字一句地说道: „ Therefore behind me can only seek a new life style, learned many others to look like not good matter. “所以我后面只能找寻一种新的生活方式,也学会了很多别人看来不太好的事情。 Although that is in the secular vision it seems like wrong life style, but my side no one had also said " this isn't right? " , I have crossed. ” 尽管那是在世俗眼光看来错误的生活方式,但我身边也没有人说过「这样不对吧？」,我就一直这么过下来了。” Probably the one breath said many, she rested a hand according to the chest, breathed continuously several. 像是一口气讲得太多,她歇息似的将一只手按在胸口,连续呼吸了好几下。 In fact, she should not tell anybody these matters. 事实上,她理应不该把这些事告诉任何人。 Because opposite party, once knew that this fact, looked her vision will transform to pity. 因为对方一旦得知这个事实,看她的眼光就会转变成怜悯。 She will feel , were expelled the normal world. 她会觉得只有自己被赶出了正常世界。 Walks on the road, seems reminding itself everywhere is an unfortunate person. 只是走在路上,似乎处处都在提醒自己是个不幸的人。 However facing that person. 然而面对身旁的那个人。 Facing that from happiness to the male student of unfortunate. 面对那个从幸福到不幸的男生。 She felt the familiar flavor from the opposite party, will therefore dismantle the heart the firm defense line, discussed on own initiative these matters. 她从对方身上感受到了熟悉的味道,所以才会拆下心底的坚固防线,主动把这些事讲出来。 „ When the father leaves, I have had such idea. “在爸爸离开的时候,我有过这样的想法。 If he does not like mother, why can with mother in the same place? 如果他不喜欢妈妈,为什么要和妈妈在一起？ If he is disappointed about mother, why doesn't take away me? 如果他对妈妈感到失望,为什么不把我带走？ If he likes other woman, at least said that said goodbye well. ” 如果他喜欢上别的女人,至少说个再见也好。” „Arrived finally, my father's appearance basically forgot, instead he remembers to a few words that I spoke finally actually very clearly.” “到了最后,我连爸爸的样子基本都忘记了,反而他最后对我讲的一句话倒是记得十分清晰。” The young girls somewhat self-ridiculed that said: „Wallet just did not need to the girl, some men will speak one's mind to say for...... him who you pay.” 少女有些自嘲地说道:“钱包对女孩子来说并不是刚需,会有男人自说自话替你买单的……他是这么说的。” Unknowingly, in the room caught the intense individual color. 不知不觉中,屋子里染上了强烈的个人色彩。 „Therefore, Association president ~ ~ ~” “所以呢,会长~~~” New strip fragrant xi xi su su crawls to set out, is looking straight ahead the eyes of Katou Yusuke. 新条香窸窸窣窣地爬起身,直视着加藤悠介的双眼。 „I will never betray your, forever ~ I pledged.” She was laughing and playing was saying: „Which day only if you have to turn into the poor wretch, regards as another matter.” “我是永远不会背叛你的,永远喔~我发誓啦。”她嬉笑着说:“除非你有哪天变成穷光蛋,就另当别论。” The young girls smile such as usually equally are as before bright, is only eyeground actually ice-cold. 少女笑得依旧如平时一样灿烂,只是眼底却一片冰冷。 Then, she was trying to find out sneaks in somebody's arms, and greatly courage waist that is hugging the opposite party, but also puts the chin on that solid chest. 接着,她又摸索着钻进某人的怀里,并大着胆子一把抱着对方的腰,还把下巴搁在那结实的胸口上。 This time, Katou Yusuke has not stopped actually. 这一次,加藤悠介倒是没有阻拦。 Whatever not only she makes these intimate actions, but also sets aside a hand to place on her, probably to rub cat same touches her hair gently. 不仅任由她做出这些亲近的举动,还腾出一只手放在她头上,像是撸猫一样的轻轻抚摸她的头发。 Such feeling makes the new strip fragrance find it a little strange. 这样的感觉让新条香不禁觉得有点奇怪。 Although two people have had several times the intimate relation, but looks like this anything not to do now is only treats in the same place situation, is really very few. 尽管两人已经发生过数次亲密关系,但像现在这种什么也不做只是待在一起的情况,实在少之又少。 However, she subtly is not repugnant like this. 不过,她也微妙地并不讨厌这样子。 „Always felt, I and association president am licking to lick the wound probably mutually ~ ~ ~?” “总觉得,我和会长好像在互相舔舐伤口啊~~~？” She teased with a smile, and put out a hand to clutch nearby wool blanket to cover on them, lay down in the opposite party arms safely, is enjoying his stroking. 她笑着打趣一句,并伸手揪过一旁的毛毯盖在他们身上,就这么安心地躺在对方怀里,享受着他的抚摸。 Closes the eye, can smell the peaceful and comfortable peppermint delicate fragrance. 闭上眼睛,可以闻见安适的薄荷清香。 The mind actually sobers seriously, has not run into the meaning of dreamland. 只是头脑却清醒得不得了,还没有逃进梦乡的意思。 Suddenly, her corners of the mouth appear wipe to self-ridicule. 忽然之间,她的嘴角不由浮现一抹自嘲。 Although spoke such a Datong a moment ago. 尽管刚才讲了那么一大通。 But actually she also understands, her father not only abandoned the wife, abandoned her. 但其实她自己也明白,她的父亲不仅抛弃了妻子,同时也抛弃了她。 Is good because, she currently has newly „small wallet”. 好在,她现在有了新的“小钱包”。 Therefore the new strip fragrance opens eyes, calmly appreciates the appearance of youngster. 于是新条香又睁开眼,静静欣赏少年的模样。 His profile and slightly wet hair, she does not look voluntarily is crazy. 他的侧脸和微湿的头发,她不自觉看得着迷。 „Association president, I like you ~” “会长,我喜欢你~” She said as if for real, in the tone cannot branch out is real or the joke. 她半真半假地说,语气里分不出是真实还是玩笑。 Katou Yusuke has not managed her, but is looking at the scenery of out of the window wholeheartedly. 加藤悠介没有理她,只是一心一意地望着窗外的景色。 All over the sky is the star, probably one froze heavy rain. 满天都是星星,好像一场冻结了的大雨。 Many night overlaps, forms the darkness quietly. 许多夜晚重迭,悄然形成黑暗。 Last night the stars have passed, the eyeful mountains were far gradually. 昨夜星辰已逝,满眼青山渐远。 Only saw moon/month of cold day to be warm, fries life insurance. 唯见月寒日暖,来煎人寿。 Just like there is a proverb saying that- " past events cannot pursue " . 正如有句老话所说-「往事不可追矣」。 In any event regretted. 无论如何后悔。 He lost that once white moonlight eventually, changed into a heart red birthmark. 他终究是失去了那个曾经的白月光,化为了心底的一颗朱砂痣。 Therefore, he only wants to make the time stay points now. 所以,他现在只想让时间多停留一点。 In the midnight deep place, picks the attractive candy, 在午夜的深处,捡拾漂亮的糖果, In the blue sky end point, embellishes the sorrowful color, 在青空的终点,点缀哀戚的色彩, The fantasy one day, can in the form with that say/way recollection walk again shoulder to shoulder in the evening. 幻想有一天,能再次与那道回忆里的身影并肩走在夕暮里。 ...... …… Thank 【Dog that type defends schoolmate】 Hitting enjoys. 感谢【式守同学的狗】的打赏。