Chapter 61 【Jiang Yingzi fear】 第61章【姜英子的恐惧】 Chen Nuo is knitting the brows. 陈诺在皱眉。 „You determined that you know what you did say a moment ago?” “你确定你知道自己刚才说了什么嘛？” „I determined.” “我确定。” „These words that you spoke a moment ago, the meaning has incredible laughable, do yourself understand?” “你刚才说的这些话,意思有多荒诞可笑,你自己明白么？” „I am very clear.” Jiang Yingzi deeply inspires, the body bends there, words that but the mouth spoke, actually as if clenches jaws general: „Makes her follow you! I know that even possibly was we seeks friendships! Is also good for the maid for the slave, when the cow makes the horse! This is the intentions of Li, please must accept!” “我很明白。”姜英子深深吸了口气,身子弯在那儿,可嘴里说的话,却仿佛咬牙切齿一般:“让她跟着您！我知道甚至可能是我们高攀了！为奴为婢也好,当牛做马也罢！这是我们李家的心意,请您务必接受！” Chen Nuo sighed. 陈诺叹了口气。 He carefully looks that front this to the woman who oneself bow, suddenly, as if understood anything. 他仔细的看着面前这个对自己鞠躬的女人,忽然之间,仿佛明白了点什么。 He ponders general in strokes gently to begin the wine glass, said gently: „Is recent, what also met to trouble?” 他玩味一般的摩挲着手里的酒杯,轻轻道:“是最近,又遇到了什么麻烦么？” Some Jiang Yingzi complexion changes, actually shake the head to say slightly: „Not. This was the method of repayment benevolence our Li took only acts.” 姜英子面色微微有些变化,却摇头道:“并没有。这是我们李家唯一拿得出手的报答恩情的方法了。” Chen Nuo smiled. 陈诺笑了。 „Repays a debt of gratitude.” “报恩么。” He stood from the chair slowly, walks, held Jiang Yingzi. 他缓缓从椅子上站了起来,走过去,把姜英子扶了起来。 Jiang Yingzi as if also wants to struggle, but the Chen Nuo movement is unquestionable, is almost forcefully entrained from the ground Jiang Yingzi. 姜英子似乎还想挣扎,但陈诺的动作却不容置疑,几乎是强行的把姜英子从地上拽了起来。 „Actually, you do not need like this.” Chen Nuo shakes the head, looked at one in the one side, on the face Li Yingwan of expression no handling, has not said anything finally. “其实,你不必这样的。”陈诺摇头,又看了一眼在一旁,脸上表情无措的李颖婉,终于还是没说什么。 Chen Nuo turns back before the table, to oneself one glass of liquor, tossed down: „Your gratitude, I felt.” 陈诺走回到桌前,给自己倒了一杯酒,一饮而尽:“你的谢意,我感受到了。” Spoke this, the Chen Nuo turning around stride walks toward the entrance. 讲完这句,陈诺转身大步就往门口走。 „Mr. Chen Nuo!” “陈诺先生！” „Oppa!!” “欧巴！！” Jiang Yingzi and Li Yingwan two people in also open the mouth behind. 姜英子和李颖婉两人在身后同时开口。 On the Li Yingwan face besides not handles, but also is somewhat terrified, has several points of grievance. 李颖婉脸上除了无措之外,还有几分惶恐,更带着几分委屈。 But Jiang Yingzi actually made an effort to grab daughter's hand, stopped the intention that the daughter started to speak but hesitated with the severe look. 可姜英子却用力抓住了女儿的手,用严厉的眼神制止了女儿欲言又止的意图。 „Mr. Chen Nuo, I am very earnest statement such request! Please must seriously consider to accept the gratitude of Li!” “陈诺先生,我是很认真的提出这样的请求！请您务必认真的考虑接受我们李家的谢意！” Saying, the woman lowers the head. 说着,女人又是一低头。 The Chen Nuo corners of the mouth pulled, went out of the room with stride. 陈诺嘴角扯了一下,大步走出了房间。 In the room is only left over mother and daughter time, the eye of Li Yingwan was red, sees own mother, somewhat sad appearance. 房间里只剩下母女两人的时候,李颖婉的眼睛红了,看着自己的母亲,有些伤心的样子。 No matter oneself have likes that boy. 甭管自己有多喜欢那个男孩。 No matter oneself have is willing with that boy in the same place. 甭管自己心里有多愿意和那个男孩在一起。 Even later follows this boy, this matter in Li Yingwan at heart, is thousand is willing ten thousand to be willing. 甚至以后都跟着这个男孩,这种事情在李颖婉的心里,是千肯万肯的。 However! 但是！ In the world has no girl, is willing to look that own mother is in front of others, works as itself a cargo or the tool is the same, gives to others submissively. 天底下没有哪个女孩,愿意看着自己的母亲当着别人的面,把自己当个货物或者工具一样,拱手送给人家的。 Even „, when the cow made horse” this words to say. 甚至于“当牛做马”这种话都说了出来。 Li Yingwan likes Chen Nuo. 李颖婉是喜欢陈诺。 But this liking, is the girl's that affection to youngster. 但这种喜欢,是女孩对少年的那种喜爱。 If two people can like the normal lover in the same place, in the same place, be married in the future officially, mother elder blessed, and entrusted oneself to the groom's family- that way naturally did not have the issue. 若是两人能像正常情侣那样在一起的话,将来正式在一起,谈婚论嫁,母亲长辈祝福,并且把自己托付给男方-那种方式自然没问题。 But now not. 可现在不是呀。 The present is, oneself mother, like delivering a cargo gives herself others! 现在是,自己的亲生母亲,把自己像送个货物一样送给人家！ „Ms. Ou......” girl voice shivered, cried. “欧妈……”女孩声音颤抖,哭了出来。 „You shut up!” Jiang Yingzi stared daughter one eyes ruthlessly, eventually also somewhat is then tenderhearted, sinking sound said: „You forgot today, these words that I and you spoke!!” “你闭嘴！”姜英子狠狠的瞪了女儿一眼,然后终究也有些心软,沉声道:“你忘记了今天白天,我和你说的那些话嘛！！” The girl body trembles. 女孩身子一哆嗦。 …… ・ Jiang Yingzi is actually the temper somewhat biased person. 姜英子其实原本就是个性子有些偏执的人。 It can be said that Li Yingwan the biased part in character, majority inherits from mother actually. 可以说,李颖婉的性格里的偏执的部分,大部分倒是遗传自母亲。 But this whole life, Jiang Yingzi was experiencing own husband tragic death. 而这辈子,姜英子在经历了自己的丈夫惨死。 Whole families by personal enemy, like dog same pull-off from family/home, the remote place of taking away suburb. She is actually very clear: If did not have this mysterious youngster to drop from the clouds that night. 一家人被仇人,如同狗一样的拖出自的家里,带去郊外的偏僻地方。她其实很清楚一点:如果那天晚上没有这个神奇的少年从天而降。 Then oneself and two children, that night destiny, must pitifully pitiful! 那么自己和两个孩子,那天晚上的命运,就要多凄惨有多凄惨！ Definitely cannot live exactly! 活是肯定活不成的！ Even, oneself and daughter, even if dies, will suffer an inhuman humiliation. ‚ 甚至于,自己和女儿,哪怕是死,都会遭受一番非人的凌辱。‘ But own son, will definitely be killed by the opposite party cruelly. 而自己的儿子,也肯定会被对方残忍杀死。 Li, will exterminate an entire family, stamps out the source of trouble! 李家一门,都会被灭门,斩草除根！ The husband tragic death, Jiang Yingzi lost in the life for dozens years biggest is also the only dependence. 丈夫惨死,姜英子失去了人生中几十年来最大的也是唯一的依靠。 That evening, oneself and child three people, by dragging away of portrait/people looks like dog same no dignity, as if can willfully trample like the weeds in the under foot of opposite party generally, recklessly handling...... 那晚,自己和孩子三人,被人像狗一样毫无尊严的拖走,仿佛在对方的脚下如同野草一般可以肆意践踏,肆意处置…… Let in the Jiang Yingzi heart the deep fear! 让姜英子心中深深的恐惧！ Even if were rescued the later these months, actually she does not have one day not to fear! 哪怕是被救了之后的这几个月,其实她没有一天不恐惧的！ Therefore, the somewhat biased character, became thoroughly extremely! 于是,原本就有些偏执的性格,就变得彻底极端了起来！ Li Yingwan is a child, thinks that the matter is quite baffling. 李颖婉是小孩子,想事情没头没尾的。 But Jiang Yingzi is an adult, her careful has thought this matter. 但姜英子是成年人,她仔细的想过这件事情。 Why Chen Nuo that will drop from the clouds late, why will intend to save oneself whole family, who Chen Nuo is...... all these, although she does not think clearly. 陈诺到底那晚为什么会从天而降,到底为什么会出手救了自己一家人,陈诺到底是什么人……这一切,她虽然想不明白。 But a little, Jiang Yingzi grasped the key point very much clearly. 但有一点,姜英子却是很清楚的抓住了重点。 This youngster, the appearance, saves one mother and child mother and daughter three people suddenly-, but actually he comes for a daughter Li Yingwan person! 这个少年,忽然出现,拯救自己一家母子母女三人-可其实他只是为了女儿李颖婉一个人来的！ Although does not know why he will know the daughter, why will act. 虽然不知道他为什么会认识女儿,为什么会出手。 However he is truly, comes for the daughter! 但是他是确确实实的,为了女儿来的！ This point, although does not have the solid evidence, but Jiang Yingzi also lived for 40 years, she self-confident own eyes not blind! 这一点,虽然没有确凿的证据,但姜英子也活了四十年,她自信自己的眼睛没有瞎！ Moreover these months, Jiang Yingzi actually crosses is not quite good, she always feels the everywhere pressure, cautious. 而且这几个月来,姜英子其实过的并不太好,她始终感受到无处不在的压力,如履薄冰。 Li comes in the thick patch of grass. 李家是出身于草莽之中。 Own husband Lee Dong Hyuk is also good, Ha Jung Jae, is not has the big background person, was born in the thick patch of grass. Can make this family property, depended spelling, what depended is ruthless! 自己的丈夫李东赫也好,还有河正宰也罢,都不是什么有大背景的人,都是出生于草莽。能打出这份家业,靠的拼,靠的是狠！ What does a woman have?? 可自己一个女人有什么？？ Handles shipping matter, although drew support from its economic boom the gusty area of that more than ten years of golden period......, but builds up, who doesn't have some half black half grey colors? 做航运这种事情,虽然借助了本国经济腾飞的那十几年的黄金期的风口……但是起家的时候,谁不带着一些半黑半灰的色彩？ Husband Lee Dong Hyuk died, Ha Jung Jae died...... that afterward company, is completely a lord weak feudal official strong condition of! 丈夫李东赫死了,河正宰死了……那么后来的公司,就完全是一种主弱臣强的状态！ An own widow, has no big skill, the pains product ponders is maintaining a rack, maintained unusual is laborious. 自己一个寡妇,又没有什么大的本事,苦心积虑的维持着一个架子,维持的非常辛苦。 Although seems like that now also calculates calmly and steadily......, but actually Jiang Yingzi always felt, these are the in the air tower, the castle in sand beach. 虽然看似现在还算安稳……但其实姜英子总觉得,这些不过是空中楼台,沙滩的城堡。 The wind blows, the water to/clashes, will disintegrate. 风一吹,水一冲,就会土崩瓦解。 The husband living time, Ha Jung Jae dares to collude with the bystander, plots to murder itself, but also killed the husband while still alive. 丈夫活着的时候,河正宰都敢勾结外人,谋害自家,还把丈夫活活害死了。 Then later? 那么以后呢？ Let alone the family/home is the orphan widowed mother. 更何况自己家已经是孤儿寡母的。 Let alone in company, without husband Lee Dong Hyuk, without Ha Jung Jae, these two companies from starting an undertaking time in leader. 更何况公司里,没有了丈夫李东赫,没有了河正宰,这两个公司从创业期就在的领袖。 Can an own woman really blow the scene not to say. 自己一个女人能不能真的镇住场面不说。 The orphan widowed mother, in the hand is grasping such a not greatly also absolutely big wealth and industry. 孤儿寡母的,手里握着这么一份不大也绝对不小的财富和产业。 Does no one think of a way? 没人打主意嘛？ Now does not have, after that? 现在没有,那以后呢？ The present is many people have not shown with enough time maliciously. 现在是很多人还没有来得及展现出恶意而已。 The husband was determined the death by the police, after oneself act to manage the company, actually already many financial groups or influences, indistinct disclosed to oneself intention that tries to annex. 丈夫被警方确定死亡,自己出面主持公司之后,其实已经有不少财团或者势力,隐约的对自己透露出一些试图吞并的意图。 Similar to three -year-old child, in the hand takes trillion wealth facing the street. This was too dangerous. 就如同三岁的孩子,手里拿着亿万财富当街而过。这实在太危险了。 Jiang Yingzi feared very much! 姜英子很怕！ The magnificence state-owned sentence proverb, the ordinary man is innocent, talent can arouse jealousy. 华国有句老话,匹夫无罪,怀璧其罪。 After she fears, perhaps which day, Li which influence, because by settled on, the stratagem seized, then the mother and child mother and daughter three people, another from own family/home, was towed in the evening like the wild dog, is the person to insult and kill by mistreatment! 她怕以后,说不定哪天,李家因为又被哪个势力看中了,谋夺了,然后自己母子母女三人,再一个晚上被人从自己的家里,像野狗一样拖出去,然后任人欺辱和虐杀！ Such matter, has had the first time, difficult insurance not to have the second time. 那样的事情,有过第一次,难保不会有第二次。 Without Ha Jung Jae , there would be no others? 没有了河正宰,难道就没有别人？ Without the Chejia two brothers, later would have no others? 没有了车家兄弟两人,以后难道就没有别人了？ The husband was checked, after was killed, the water used balling up threw into the iron suacepan. 丈夫被查出来,是被人杀了后,用水泥封在了铁罐子里扔进了海里。 Jiang Yingzi had several nightmares. 姜英子做了几次噩梦。 She dreamed of oneself son, entered in the iron suacepan the water used balling up! 她梦见了自己的儿子,也被人用水泥封进了铁罐子里！ Jiang Yingzi feared, she feared. 姜英子怕,她怕极了。 Jiang Yingzi has to think, sells out the company. 姜英子不是没想过,把公司卖掉。 How can sell out? 可卖掉又如何？ In the orphan widowed mother hand takes trillion family property, did not fear that the wicked wolf does visit? 孤儿寡母手里拿着亿万家财,难道不怕有恶狼上门么？ As for abandoning family property, an article does not take ran away...... that idea not to need to raise. 至于抛弃家业,一文不取的跑掉……那种想法就不必提了。 The humane instinct weakness, will try to protect stubbornly own not easy thing. 人性的天性弱点,就是会死死试图守护自己的得之不易的东西。 Own husband for this family property, even assigned/life lost, will Jiang Yingzi discard trillion family property in vain? 自己丈夫为这个家业,连命都丢了,姜英子会白白的扔掉亿万家产？ Let alone, she also has a son! 何况,她还有个儿子！ By own son, from wealthy family juniors of bright future, one gets returns to the grassroots stratum? 难道让自己的儿子,从一个前途光明的富家子弟,一下变回到草根阶级？ Is individual, will not want. 是个人,都不会愿意的。 Then, can only look for a protective umbrella to own son! 那么,就只能给自己的儿子找一个保护伞！ The popular name, holds the thigh. 俗称的,抱大腿。 After taking over company, Jiang Yingzi vague feeling coveting of many influences on own industry. 在接手公司后,姜英子已经若有若无的感觉到了外界不少势力对自家产业的觊觎。 However these covet, in few days ago, the Ha Jung Jae corpse was salvaged, and after by the police official confirmation death, one all shrank. 但是这些觊觎,在前些日子,河正宰的尸体被打捞上来,并被警方正式证实死亡后,一下就全缩了回去。 What is this? 这是什么呢？ This is the deterrent force. 这就是威慑力。 These covet the industry the influence, is not not greedy, but cannot clarify the situation suddenly. The Ha Jung Jae tragic death, making these people take back the greedy vision temporarily. 那些觊觎自家产业的势力,不是不贪婪了,而是一时间摸不清情况。河正宰的惨死,让那些人暂时收回了贪婪的目光。 But this restraint, extremely will not be long-time. 但这种克制,不会太过长久的。 Once gets down for a long time, the Li orphan widowed mother exposes actually does not have any foundation and with foot dependence the weak fact, then these wicked wolves, will be difficult to guarantee them not to close, will win the wealth and industry of Li. 一旦长时间下去,李家孤儿寡母暴露出其实没有什么根基和跟脚依靠的软弱事实,那么那些恶狼,难保它们不会一拥而上,将李家的财富和产业夺走。 Also while convenient, the orphan widowed mother three people, will rip the fragment, stamps out the source of trouble. 顺便,也会把孤儿寡母三人,撕成碎片,斩草除根。 For Li. 为了李家。 Said accurately, for own son, for oneself son will grasp the industrial wealth of Li in the future, can have a strong dependence. 准确的说,是为了自己的儿子,为了自己的儿子将来掌握李家的产业财富,能有一个坚强的依靠。 Jiang Yingzi decides this bad plan. 姜英子决定出此下策。 In any case...... South Korea is also that regarding men as superior to women thought extremely serious state. 反正……南高丽也是那种重男轻女思维极其严重的国度。 Sacrificed a daughter, can receive in exchange for the son wielding Li, had enough time and space grows. 牺牲一个女儿,能换取自己儿子执掌李家,有足够的时间和空间成长起来。 Jiang Yingzi felt worth! 姜英子觉得,值得！ …… ・ General summary, Jiang Yingzi has such idea: Half are she act according to the fact the anxiety, half are because after the family/home changes, extreme, had the anxiety of being killed paranoea. 笼统的概括一下,姜英子有这样的想法:一半是她根据事实的忧虑吗,一半则是因为家中大变后性格极端,有了被害妄想症的焦虑。 Seemingly absurd, but actually, the truth is this truth. 看似荒唐,但其实,道理就是这个道理。 …… ・ „ Do not blame me being stingy! Today, carefully I already and you repeatedly spoke the words is very thorough! “不要怪我心狠！今天白天,我已经把话和你仔仔细细反反复复的说的很透彻！ This man has the sentiment to you, although I do not know that this sentiment came from where, but he rescued our times that night, clearly comes to you! He said that must scatter the nightmare for you! 这个男人对你有感情,虽然我不知道这种感情从何而来,但是那天晚上他救我们的时候,分明是冲着你来的！他说要为你驱散噩梦！ Our family/home now is the duckweed, after your father dies, my woman wields the family property to be extremely difficult and dangerous. 我们家现在就是浮萍,你父亲死后,我一个女人执掌家业太过艰辛和危险了。 Your Elder Brother is young, must wait till him to grow, at least ten years! 你哥哥还年轻,要等到他成长起来,至少还有个十年！ Our family/home cannot do without a strong help, cannot do without a dependence. 我们家不能没有个强援,不能没有个依靠。 About, at least this man is feels emotion to you, but you also like him. 左右,至少这个男人是对你有情的,而你也喜欢他。 Isn't this just right? 难道这不正好嘛？ I can very explicit told you, Li Yingwan! 我可以很明确的告诉你,李颖婉！ If you cannot turn into his person...... or you do not want like this. 如果你不能变成他的人……或者你不想这样的话。 Also Ok! 也可以！ Then on little darling returns to South Korea with me! 那就乖乖的跟我回南高丽！ I will find the person to arrange, finding the way as soon as possible to happen to obtain somebody's favor a plutocrat! 我会尽快找人安排,想办法去靠上一家财阀！ When the time comes, will deliver you! 到时候,还是会把你送出去！ Our family/home does not come of pleasant to hear, these plutocrats, you marry to be absolutely impossible! Most also works as a sweetheart, then gives your Elder Brother to haunch a protective umbrella, letting him to grow slowly. 我们家出身不好听,那些财阀,你嫁进去绝无可能！最多也就是当个情人,然后给你哥哥撑起一个保护伞,让他能慢慢成长。 Do you want? 难道你愿意嘛？ At least this youngster, he regards as important your. You are also like his. ” 至少这个少年,他是看重你的。你也是喜欢他的。” „...... May you not need like delivering a cargo me delivers!!” Li Yingwan said loudly: „I cannot with him well in the same place, later, even if I marry him is also good. Why must say what is servants, makes the beast of burden, in this case?” “……可你也不用把我像送个货物一样的送出去啊！！”李颖婉大声道:“难道我就不能和他好好在一起,以后,哪怕我嫁给他也好啊。为什么要说出什么为奴婢,做牛马,这样的话？” The young girls felt that oneself dignity, was trampled personally by own mother. 少女感觉到自己的尊严,被自己的母亲亲手践踏掉了。 Jiang Yingzi sighed, but the tone renounced very much. 姜英子叹了口气,但语气很决绝。 „ Silly child. “傻孩子啊。 Although he has me not to know to you friendship of where coming. However, he clearly is the fundamental plan and you in the same place. 他虽然对你有一份连我都不知道从何而来的情分。但是,他分明是根本打算和你在一起。 Otherwise, after that night, he will not leave in a huff, a name and status have the contact method not to leave you. 否则的话,在那天晚上之后,他就不会拂衣而去,连个名字和身份还有联系方式都不留给你。 You are intelligent, remember the design of Chinese that several you did not know, you could not find his- he absolutely does not have such plan that you think. 要不是你聪明,记住了那几个你根本不认识的华文的图案,你都根本找不到他的-他根本就没有你想的那样的打算。 Therefore, only we need help from him. 所以,只我们有求于他呀。 Only can paste, even if gives up the dignity, clings to for dear life hits rottenly, reckless post! Holds him with this means stubbornly! 只能贴上去,哪怕是放弃尊严,死缠烂打,不顾一切的贴上去！用这种办法死死的抓住他！ For your Elder Brother! ” 为了你哥哥！” …… ・ 【Monday, very earnest sought to recommend the ticket, needs to clash a list.】 【周一了,很认真的求一下推荐票,需要冲个榜。】 …… ・