ROEWR :: Volume #4

#382: Lonely and nightmare( is forcing oneself to look cheerful leader in addition 1 / 3)


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12 o8 minutes/shares, the ceremony formally starts. 12点o8分,典礼正式开始。 The rookies enter the stadium, the parents gave a speech, exchanged the ring...... 新人入场,父母致辞,交换戒指…… Walks a series of flows, then was the happy pair proposed a toast, Li Dong this best man naturally must have. 走完一系列流程,接下来便是新郎新娘敬酒了,李东这个伴郎自然也少不了。 On the field some people Wang Jie did not know, Li Dong is actually familiar. 场上有些人王杰一家不认识,李东却是熟悉的很。 He saw Changping, Changping seems somewhat low-key, sits on a side table, on the table besides Changping, Li Dong also knows a person. 他看到了吕长平,吕长平显得有些低调,坐在靠边的一张桌子上,桌上除了吕长平之外,李东还认识一个人。 Public security bureau head in Dongping, surnamed Niu, asked what Li Dong forgetting specifically. 东平的公安局长,姓牛,具体叫什么李东给忘了。 ox Ju and Changping are chatting in a low voice, when Wang Jie they propose a toast to respect this table, Changping these people showed due respect for the feelings to drink a big cup very much fully. 牛局和吕长平低声聊着天,等王杰他们敬酒敬到这一桌,吕长平这些人很给面子地满满喝了一大杯。 Li Dong nods to several people with a smile, at this time was not the speech time. 李东笑着对几人点了点头,这时候也不是说话的时候。 The people shifted the next table, midway Wang Jie asked: Just that person looks somewhat looks familiar, your friend?” 紧接着众人又转移到了下一桌,中途王杰问道:“刚刚那个人看着有些眼熟,你朋友?” „The benevolent official in Dongping, he comes me not to think.” “东平的父母官,他来我也没想到。” Wang Jie gawked, then said with a smile: Today my face was withstand/top the broken day, was influential to you?” 王杰愣了一下,接着便笑道:“今天我这面子算是顶破天了,对你有影响吗?” All right, the favor turns over to the favor, the business to turn over to the business, the business of losing money you to think that I will do?” “没事,人情归人情,生意归生意,亏本的生意你觉得我会做?” That is good.” Wang Jie smiled one not to speak again , to continue to propose a toast. “那就好。”王杰笑了一声没再说话,继续敬酒。 Respects the last table, Li Dong saw Yuan Xue and Chen Yue finally. 敬到最后一桌,李东总算看到了袁雪和陈悦。 Wu Mei knows Yuan Xue, she and Yuan Xue has eaten meal, knows that is Li Dong Wang Jie's schoolmate, but Chen Yue she had really not known. 吴梅认识袁雪,她和袁雪吃过饭,知道是李东王杰的同学,不过陈悦她还真不认识。 When Wang Jie introduced, Wu Mei then knew, Chen Yue, she has heard this name actually. 等王杰介绍完,吴梅这下便认识了,陈悦,她其实听说过这个名字。 However she now and Wang Jie has married, the first girlfriend is the former girlfriend, the first love is the first love, person this for a lifetime faithful until death can have several, the first love also not necessarily must enter into the marital palace. 不过她现在和王杰都已经结婚了,前女友是前女友,初恋是初恋,人这一辈子从一而终的能有几个,初恋也不见得就非得迈入婚姻殿堂。 Wu Meixiang opening, proposes a toast with Chen Yue is also natural, not slightly cautious or discontented. 吴梅想的开,和陈悦敬酒的时候也是大大方方的,没有丝毫拘谨或是不满。 Chen Yue also wants to say several, finally arrived in port actually turns: Wish your happy union lasting a hundred years!” 陈悦原本还想说几句,最后到口却变成了:“祝你们百年好合!” Wu Mei and Wang Jie thanked one, then does not have many exchanges. 吴梅和王杰感谢了一声,接下来没有更多的交流。 This is the last table, respects the liquor, did not have Li Dong anything matter, front drank one, although majority was the water, but Li Dong drank many liquor afterward. 这是最后一桌,敬完酒,也没李东什么事了,前面喝了一圈下来,虽然大部分都是水,不过后来李东还是喝了不少酒的。 They changed the clothes while Wang Jie, Li Dong sat by Yuan Xue. 趁着王杰他们上去换衣服,李东在袁雪旁边坐了下来。 Drinks up the liquor, Li Dong complexion is somewhat red, narrows the eyes to focus to say with a smile: How last night to have answered the telephone?” 喝完酒,李东脸色有些红,眯着眼笑道:“昨晚怎么没接电话?” Yuan Xuepie his eyes, but also for last night matter vitality/angry, is groaning saying: Answers your telephone to do, I your blacklisted, later telephoned I unable to receive.” 袁雪瞥了他一眼,还在为昨晚的事生气呢,哼哼道:“接你电话干嘛,我把你拉黑了,以后打电话我也接不到。” Li Dong smiles has not said that also said: „Did necklace wear?” 李东笑了笑没接话,又道:“项链戴了没?” No!” “没有!” Really?” “真的?” Really!” “真的!” Li Dong no longer asked that sets out saying: Has the matter to call me, something walk to have a look, this whole life, I was also thinking that steadily I can live 99, 70-80 years, take your time.” 李东不再问了,起身道:“有事就给我打电话,有些东西走走看看,这辈子还长着,我觉得自己能活到九十九,还有70-80年,慢慢来吧。” Said that Li Dongxiao, shook the head to go to the bathroom. 说完李东笑了一声,晃着脑袋去了卫生间。 Yuan Xue has been frowning, stares at Li Dong back not to speak. 袁雪一直皱着眉头,盯着李东的背影不吭声。 When he walked away, nearby Chen Yuecai said: Since does not give up, what but also there is quite to hesitate?” 等他走远了,旁边的陈悦才道:“既然舍不得,还有什么好犹豫的?” Yuan Xue shakes the head has not spoken. 袁雪摇摇头没说话。 Chen Yue also said with a smile pale: Had scruples Qin Yuhan? Has this necessity?” 陈悦又淡笑道:“顾忌秦雨涵?有这个必要吗?” The process that „ life chooses unceasingly, the male unmarried female has not married, what do you in hesitate? The happiness strives by oneself, no one stipulates is faithful until death, no one stipulated that the first love is forever. “人生就是不断选择的过程,男未婚女未嫁,你在犹豫什么?幸福都是靠自己争取的,没人规定要从一而终,也没人规定初恋就是永远。 Qin Yuhan was Li Dong first love, you thought that they can arrive finally? 秦雨涵是李东的初恋吧,你觉得他们能走到最后? Today's wedding you saw, is the bridegroom Wang Jie, who the bride is? 今天的婚礼你看到了,新郎是王杰,新娘又是谁? Some matters must strive by oneself, you wait to ascend the sky the rich son-in-law to pound you to cherish, the hope is uncertain, unproductive time. ” 有些事就要靠自己争取,你等着上天把金龟婿砸到你怀中,希望渺茫,徒劳时间罢了。” Chen Yue chuckle, entrained suddenly on Yuan Xue neck, the diamond necklace was entrained. 陈悦轻笑一声,又忽然在袁雪脖子上拽了一下,钻石项链被拽了出来。 Chen Yue looks at the necklace, the look glittered, then access road/simply said: „ This is Li Dongsong? He is the big boss, is not short of money, diamond definitely real. Such big diamond value how much money you do not know, if he does not have the meaning to you, will deliver the necklace to you? 陈悦看着项链,眼神闪烁了一下,接着便道:“这是李东送的吧?他是大老板,不缺钱,钻石肯定是真的。这么大的钻石值多少钱你不会不知道,他要是对你没意思,会送项链给你? The court attendants feel emotion, the concubine intends, artificial anything, entire day under has several men to be able Li Dong more splendid. 郎有情,妾有意,矫情什么,全天下有几个男人能比李东更出色的。 Also he cannot have a liking for me, otherwise I have pursued am not putting. The flurry, oneself think that has scruples the vision of bystander? 也就他看不上我,要不然我早就追着不放了。小雪,自己多想想吧,顾忌外人的眼光? Can the bystanders give you to be happy? The bystanders can make you eat and drink for a lifetime did not worry, on the life of upper class person? 外人能给你幸福?外人能让你一辈子吃喝不愁,过上上流人的生活? What chooses male candidate? 选男人选什么? Rich, has the potential, is able, grows gracefully, young, has the emotional basis...... 有钱,有势,有能力,长得帅,年轻,有感情基础…… I counted, Li Dong probably except for long is not graceful, other conditions tally, in this case, don't you vacillate? What does the brain think? ” 我数了一下,李东好像除了长的不帅,其他的条件都符合,这种情况下,你就一点不动摇?脑子想什么呢?” Yuan Xue blurted out: Li Dong also is actually very graceful.” 袁雪脱口而出道:“李东其实也挺帅的。” Tittered!” “噗嗤!” Chen Yue could not bear, smiles good one to cough saying: Resulted, I said you to be artificial, then exposed. In sweetheart eyes beauty, since person guardian also leads, is that your mind the image in perfect husband's , you also look that like this helplessly he more does walk is farther?” 陈悦没忍住,笑了好一阵才咳嗽道:“得了,我就说你矫情,这下暴露了吧。情人眼里出西施,既然人家长的也帅,那是不是你心目中的完美老公的形象,都这样了,你还眼睁睁看着他越走越远?” But......” “可是……” But what? But did you contain the long clown compared with Qin rain? Is your which aspect inferior to her? “可是什么?可是你比秦雨涵长的丑?还是你哪方面不如她? Right, she was Li Dong discussed that but was this matter unusual? How some girlfriends, I said that the male unmarried female has not married, has anything at the worst. ” 对,她是和李东谈了,可这种事稀奇吗?有女朋友怎么了,我都说了,男未婚女未嫁,有什么大不了的。” Yuan Xue silent, without spoke again, but Chen Yue looked that her look knows, oneself this best friend is definitely struggling at this moment at heart. 袁雪沉默了一阵,没有再说话,不过陈悦看她眼神就知道,自己这个闺蜜此刻心里肯定在挣扎。 Chen Yue has not urged again, something must look at itself finally, others said many again also useless. 陈悦也没再劝,有些事最后还得看自己,旁人说再多也没用。 ...... …… Wang Jie's wedding is perfect. 王杰的婚礼是完美的。 At least looks like in Wang Jie and Wu Mei, such wedding was perfect enough. 起码在王杰和吴梅看来,这样的婚礼足够完美了。 In Dongping this small county, has Li Dong to become the best man to oneself, has the county magistrate to work as the guest to oneself, the big group of Dongping count rich and powerful people celebrate for oneself, but also there are what is good to regret. 在东平这个小县城,有李东给自己当伴郎,有县长给自己当宾客,有一大堆东平数得上的富豪为自己庆祝,还有什么好遗憾的。 Li Dong and Changping these people exchanges Wang Jie not to go to manage, he knows that oneself has not arrived at that level, even if asked that Li Dong told him, he actually cannot change anything. 李东和吕长平这些人的交流王杰没去管,他知道自己没到那个层面,就算问了,李东跟他说了,他其实也改变不了什么。 In the evening, Wang Jie Wu Mei also had the parents the daytime cash as a present to count. 晚上,王杰吴梅还有父母将白天的礼金统计了一下。 The number arrives finally, Wang Jie's parents were somewhat afraid, before they thought that cash as a present probably in 200,000 high and low, this made them somewhat fearful and apprehensive. 数到最后,王杰的父母都有些害怕了,之前他们觉得礼金大概在二十万上下,这就让他们有些胆战心惊了。 May wait to count, they know oneself underestimated Li Dong influence. 可等数完了,他们才知道自己低估了李东的影响力。 The number arrives finally, the cash as a present by far incessantly 200,000, the poor point close to 400,000, this to Wang Jie parents, this sum of money simply is the astronomical figures. 数到最后,礼金远远不止二十万,差一点点就接近四十万了,这对王杰父母而言,这笔钱简直就是个天文数字。 Wang Jie threw the gift list one side, knits the brows has not spoken, looked in the gift list. 王杰将礼单扔到了一边,皱了皱眉没说话,又在礼单中找了起来。 Wu Mei sees that said in a soft voice: What's wrong?” 吴梅见状轻声道:“怎么了?” Wang Jie has not spoken, continued to look, after a while asked the parents said: What things does thing have to your?” 王杰没吭声,又继续找了起来,过了一会才问父母道:“东子有没有给你们什么东西?” Wang Jie parents think, then shakes the head. 王杰父母想了想,接着都摇了摇头。 Wu Mei said actually cautiously: Li goes to the hotel in the evening time, gave me paper bag, said that makes me come back to give you, I almost gave to forget.” 倒是吴梅小心翼翼道:“李总晚上去酒店的时候,给了我一个纸袋子,说让我回来交给你,我差点给忘了。” Brings quickly.” “快拿来。” Wu Mei took down paper bag to give Wang Jie from the nightstand hastily, Wang Jie opened looked at one, then shook the head the forced smile saying: I know that this fellow definitely not empty-handed, before did not have the sound, I suspected that he makes what petty action, but also was really guessed correctly by me.” 吴梅连忙从床头柜上取下一个纸袋子交给了王杰,王杰打开看了一眼,接着就摇头苦笑道:“我就知道这家伙肯定不会空手,之前一直没动静,我就怀疑他搞什么小动作,还真被我猜到了。” Wang Jie's mother said hastily: What thing is this?” 王杰的母亲连忙道:“这是什么东西?” Has the proof of car(riage), takes this, going to the car dealership can raise a Buick Regal.” “提车的证明,拿着这个,去车行可以提一辆别克君威。” Car(riage)?” “车?” The people gawked, then sighs with emotion, Li Dong works is really also watertight. 众人都愣了一下,接着便不由感慨,李东做事还真是滴水不漏。 Wang Jie had the house, did business also had the start fund, now lacks probably was the car(riage). 王杰有了房子,做生意也有了启动资金,现在缺的好像就是车了。 Buick Regal is not the expensive car, but is not bad, was counted the scale in Dongping this car(riage), opened not to lose face, which to can see the person. 别克君威不算豪车,可也不算差,在东平这一块也算上档次的车了,开出去不丢面子,到哪都能见人。 Moreover the price is not expensive/noble, if good the car(riage), Wang Jie may not accept. 而且价格也不算贵,要是太好的车,王杰不一定能接受。 But about 200,000 car(riage)s, Wang Jie, although will hesitate, may should accept finally, because this light was the cash as a present received so many, if also went back the car(riage), instead seemed somewhat artificial. 可二十万左右的车,王杰虽然会犹豫,可最后应该会接受的,因为这次光是礼金都收了这么多了,要是把车还回去,反而显得有些矫情。 Wang Jie has not said anything, received paper bag. 王杰也没说什么,将纸袋子收了起来。 Then also said to the parents: „ Parents, money I did not give you, then I was useful. This thing built my, if I cannot mix a result again, later did not have the face to see him. He mixes now smoothly, but the person always has comes across the setback the time. 接着又对父母道:“爸妈,钱我就不给你们了,接下来我有用。这次东子搭了我一把,我要是再混不出个结果来,以后也没脸见他了。他现在混得顺风顺水,可人总有遇到挫折的时候。 Others when I go down in the world can lend a hand to me, I do not want he to suffer disaster in the future, I light/only look that does not have the skill to build his. ” 人家在我落魄的时候能给我搭把手,我也不想日后他遭难了,我光看着却没本事搭他一把。” Wang Jie parents said hastily: Is this principle, Xiaojie, although we do not have the culture, may be full of gratitude this truth to understand. Money yourself take, does a credible business, the parents cannot help you, you have the honored person to assist, do not waste others pains.” 王杰父母连忙道:“是这个理,小杰,咱们虽然没文化,可知恩图报这个道理还是懂的。钱你自己拿着,做点靠谱的生意,爸妈也帮不到你,你有贵人相助,可别浪费了人家一片苦心。” I understand.” “我懂。” Wang Jie nods, on the mouth did not have to say anything again, actually sets firm resolve at heart, this time must also mix not to become famous, then oneself gave the thing to work. 王杰点了点头,嘴上没再说什么,心里却是下定了决心,这次要是还混不出个名头来,回头自己就去给东子打工。 Even if cannot add on his anything, at least makes the thing have a trustworthy person in the company. 哪怕帮不上他什么,起码让东子在公司也有个信得过的人。 ...... …… Wang Jie's thoughts Li Dong has not gone to manage. 王杰的心思李东没去管。 His whole life friend are not many, Wang Jie is one, the fatty can also be. 他这辈子朋友不多,王杰算一个,胖子也能算一个。 Li Dong did not strive for their live natural, at least hopes that they did not need to be five fights of meter/rice bow. 李东不求他们活的多潇洒,起码希望他们不用为五斗米折腰。 Can lend a hand, he is willing to help, so long as did not mix to eat to wait for death like Li Nanming, money thing to Li Dong was really not anything. 能帮衬一把,他愿意帮一把,只要不是像李南明那样混吃等死,钱这东西对李东而言真不算什么。 money Zhuan again many, truly Li Dong can use up how many have? 钱赚的再多,李东真正能用掉的有多少? Arrived his situation, the friend who can open heart truly were not many, can drink the friend who boasted to hit the fart is not many together. 到了他这个地步,能真正交心的朋友不多了,能在一起喝酒吹牛打屁的朋友也不多了。 Extremely young, ascends high suddenly, actually is sometimes very lonely. 太过年轻,骤登高位,有时候其实也挺孤独的。 But in the heart hides a secret unable to tell others, that was lonelier. 而心中藏着一个秘密不能告诉别人,那就更孤独了。 In the hotel room, Li Dong saw the same day news, 6.3 big air disasters, the military aircraft crashes, the person on entire airplane all died. 在酒店房间里,李东看到了当天的新闻,6.3大空难,军机坠毁,整个飞机上的人全都死了。 Died two generals, died dozens high-end technicians, this to Huaxia is one heavy cannot the heavy loss, is shatter of dozens families. 死了两个将军,死了几十个高端技术人才,这对华夏而言是一个重的不能再重的损失,也是几十个家庭的破碎。 Li does Dong know? 李东知道吗? He knows! 他知道! The military aircraft crashes lives in the north of the Changjiang River, lives in the Linxian of Qingyang, previous generation Li Dong knows. 军机坠毁就生在江北,就生在青阳的临县,前世李东就知道。 But he does not dare saying that also cannot say. 可他不敢说,也不能说。 This is a confidential task of military circles, is keeps secret in the military, even if he knows, does not dare to say. 这是一次军界的机密任务,在军方都是保密的,他就算知道,也不敢说。 This matter even forecasting the earthquake is more fearful, thing that because involves too high-level. 这种事甚至比预测大地震都要可怕,因为涉及的东西太高层。 Li Donggan guaranteed, if he disclosed ahead of time, waited for his definitely does not praise and commends, the charge that peeped at the military secret must have. 李东敢保证,他要是提前透露出去,等待他的肯定不是夸奖和褒扬,一个窥视军事机密的罪名肯定是少不了的。 Did not do well is treated as the spy to process, Li Dong feared death, therefore he raised does not dare to raise, never and anybody has disclosed. 弄不好就被当做间谍处理了,李东怕死,所以他提都没敢提,也从未和任何人透露过。 Does he feel better? 他心里好受吗? Does not feel better! 不好受! Sometimes looks that helplessly so many people die, is very uncomfortable, clear(ly) knows own a few words possibly change dozens families' destinies, but actually can only visit them to bring death finally helplessly, Li Dongzhen is very aggrieved. 有时候眼睁睁地看着那么多人去死,真的特别难受,明知道自己一句话就可能改变几十个家庭的命运,可最终却只能眼睁睁地看着他们送死,李东真的挺憋屈的。 Restrained by force the oppression in heart, Li Dongguan was being on the news. 强压着心中的憋闷,李东关上了新闻。 Since this has been the rebirth, he forecast that for the first time disaster lives, but he changes anything helplessly. 这是重生以来,他第一次预测到灾难生,可他无能为力改变什么。 The mountain torrent of hedgehog hydnum mountain he does not know, therefore he has no guilty conscience at heart, because he is unable to change anything. 猴头山的山洪他不知道,所以他没有什么心里负罪感,因为他无法改变什么。 But this air disaster, he can definitely change the result, however Li Dong does not have. 可这次空难,他完全可以改变结果的,然而李东没有。 Also thinks that following o8 year that catastrophe, Li Dong was more aggrieved, sometimes is prescient is really suffering. 又想到接下来o8年的那场大灾难,李东心里更憋屈了,有时候先知先觉真的是一种折磨。 This late Li Dong rests very much not calmly and steadily, the scene that in the sleep, the military aircraft crashes appears in the mind unceasingly, followed also has the corpse that cannot identify, they look at Li Dong silently, no one has spoken. 这一晚李东睡得很不安稳,睡梦中,军机坠毁的场面不断在脑海中显现,伴随的还有那一具具辨认不出的尸体,他们都默默地看着李东,谁也没说话。 ( To be continued.) (未完待续。)
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