After a half hour . 半小时后。 Shu one cold drinks shop, Li Dong saw person who wants to see. 蜀都一家冷饮店,李东见到了想见的人。 Before king Jia, was thinner, but the spirit was better than much before. 王佳比以前消瘦了许多,不过精神却是比以前好了不少。 Sees king Jia time, Li Dong is somewhat absent-minded. 看到王佳的时候,李东有些恍惚。 How long knew king Jia? 认识王佳多久了？ Four years, entire four years. 四年,整整四年。 In the four years, he saw different king Jia. 这四年,他见到了不同的王佳。 Mindless from the beginning, the little girl of being able to grow up, makes faces with unexpectedly. 一开始的没心没肺,长不大的小女孩,居然还和自己扮鬼脸。 Afterward, was with one's family broken up and decimated, was only left over to be deliberately bad, is filled with desperate king Jia. 再后来,家破人亡,只剩下自暴自弃,满心绝望的王佳。 When she got sick, what Li Dong sees completely understands the world, not wants king Jia of no asking. 等她自己病了,李东看到的是看透人世,无欲无求的王佳。 Arrived the present, sees the smile on her face again , as if returned, smile as always. 再到现在,看到她脸上的笑脸,恍惚间,仿佛回到了过去,一如既往的笑容。 ...... …… Sees Li Dong, king Jia all smiles: „Big boss arrived, please sit down in a big hurry, today you treat.” 见到李东,王佳满面笑容道:“大老板到了,快快请坐,今天你请客。” Side accompanies is not side Qingfei who is coming together, side Qingfei also at the matter that the plain preparation begins school, those who accompany king Jia together is Huang Shanshan, Huang Shanshan has not cracked a joke, greets with Li Dong in a soft voice. 旁边陪着一起来的不是方青菲,方青菲还在平川准备开学的事,陪王佳一起的是黄珊珊、黄珊珊没开玩笑,轻声和李东打了声招呼。 Li Dong nods, Huang Shanshan is not unusual in this, initially after earthquake, Huang Shanshan returned to Sichuan Shu , to continue to start to teach. 李东点了点头,黄珊珊在这不稀奇,当初地震过后,黄珊珊就回到了川蜀,继续开始支教。 But king Jia in this, has to mediate the distant place also a little to relate. 而王佳之所以在这,不得不说和远方还有点关系。 king Jia was the designer in reckless Wanlin company, calculates that achieved the beforehand dream. 王佳原本在胡万琳的公司做设计师,也算达成了以前的梦想。 But the Dongxing charitable night convened in the plain initially, propagandized the matter of earthquake emphatically, later the distant charity foundation recruited a group of volunteers. 可当初东星慈善夜在平川召开,着重宣传了大地震的事,之后远方慈善基金会又招募了一批志愿者。 Among this group of volunteers, has king Jia. 这批志愿者当中,就有王佳。 In May earthquake time, king Jia does not want to come. 5月份地震的时候,王佳是没想来的。 May wait for the Dongxing charitable night to convene, king Jia looked at the video of distant manufacture, deeply by feelings. 可等东星慈善夜召开,王佳看了远方制作的视频,深受感触。 The especially those orphan vacant helpless look, is to make her cry. 尤其是那些孤儿茫然无助的眼神,更是让她落泪不已。 From these orphans, she saw oneself shadow. 从这些孤儿身上,她看到了自己的影子。 Family happiness, suddenly, being with one's family broken up and decimated, is poor, by the pain, king Jia can understand this feeling. 原本家庭幸福,陡然间,家破人亡,孤苦无依,饱受痛苦,王佳很能理解这种感受。 Ignores side Qingfei the opposition, king Jia reported the volunteer of distant charitable foundation resolutely, came to Sichuan Shu with the team. 不顾方青菲的反对,王佳毅然决然地报了远方慈善基金的志愿者,跟队来了川蜀。 As for Huang Shanshan, she and king Jia actually also knew. 至于黄珊珊,她和王佳其实也认识。 For sometime, king Jia goes to the school to look for side Qingfei frequently, Huang Shanshan has met several times in the office. 有段时间,王佳经常去学校找方青菲,黄珊珊在办公室遇到过几次。 Two people are the volunteers of charitable foundation, has the charitable foundation volunteer meets, two people bump into. 两人都是慈善基金的志愿者,有次慈善基金志愿者开会的时候,两人碰到了。 Perhaps is they have the similarly pitiful experience, in addition the age differs not in a big way, but also is the women, each other knew that two people related in the course of contacts actually well. 也许是两人都有同样凄惨的经历,加上年纪相差不大,还都是女人,又彼此认识,一来二去的,两人关系倒是好了起来。 ...... …… These two in Sichuan Shu, Li east from however know. 这两人都在川蜀,李东自然是知道的。 Huang Shanshan originally, king Jia, she, although did not say, side Qingfei greets. 黄珊珊本来就在,王佳这边,她虽然不说,方青菲却是打了招呼。 king Jia has undergone the surgery after all, good that although is restored to health, had not detected that has what sequela sign. 王佳毕竟做过手术,虽说康复的不错,也没察觉到有什么后遗症的迹象。 But side Qingfei and Li Dong did not feel relieved, were for many several points tender and attention. 可方青菲和李东都不是太放心,也就多了几分怜惜和关注。 king Jia greets, seeming like more open than before, Li Dong sees that to sit down to say with a smile: „Is evidently happy, but also played my joke to come.” 王佳打了个招呼,看起来比之前开朗了许多,李东见状坐下笑道:“看样子心情不错,还开起我玩笑来了。” king Jia said with a smile: „ Without cracking a joke, you are the big boss. 王佳笑道:“没开玩笑啊,你本来就是大老板。 Over the two days I read the micro blog, is discussing you, the distant place was getting more and more fierce, invested 100 billion, did you become the world's richest quickly? ” 这两天我看微博了,都在讨论你呢,远方越来越厉害了,又投资千亿,你是不是快成世界首富了？” „Wants.” “想多了。” Li Dong is showing the whites of the eyes saying: „Also world's richest, or do you select taking advantage of me?” 李东翻着白眼道:“还世界首富,要不你借我点？” „I do not have! I am very poor, even/including Gangbeng did not have.” king Jia quickly shakes the head, but also flips own pocket. “我才没有！我很穷的,连钢镚都没了。”王佳急忙摇头,还翻了翻自己的口袋。 Li Dong smiled immediately, Huang Shanshan and white Su who follows to come together cannot bear laugh in spite of trying not. 李东顿时笑了起来,黄珊珊和跟着一起来的白素也忍不住失笑。 Li Dong with king Jialiao, side white Su was also chatting with Huang Shanshan. 李东这边和王佳聊着,旁边白素也和黄珊珊聊了起来。 Said several, some Li Dong concerns said: „Recently went to the hospital to reexamine?” 说了几句,李东有些关切道:“最近去医院复查了吗？” king Jiazhou wrinkled the delicate eyebrows, some are not happy: „I had been restored to health, you don't me, when the patient is good, was very happy, now is brought back the painful event by you.” 王佳皱了皱秀眉,有些不高兴道:“我早就康复了,你别把我当病人好不好,原本挺开心的,现在又被你勾起伤心事了。” Said is the painful event, on the next quarter king Jia face actually reveals the smile, obviously has not taken seriously. 说是伤心事,下一刻王佳脸上却是露出笑颜,显然没当真。 Li Dong does not know that she really does not care, ships out the happy appearance to deceive itself, but no matter what, present king Jia were more than many vitality/angry before. 李东不知道她是真的不在乎了,还是装出高兴的样子骗自己,可不管怎么样,现在的王佳比以前多了不少生气。 Li Dong also accepts good advice readily says with a smile: „Is sorry, next time I will not say.” 李东也从善如流地笑道:“抱歉抱歉,下次我不说了。” „Ok, forgave you.” king Jia smiled one, then returns said: „ All right, relax, really good. “算了,原谅你了。”王佳又笑了一声,接着才回道:“没事啦,放心吧,真好了。 Every month I have to make the reexamination, the doctor said my recovers special is good. 每个月我都有做复查的,医生说我身体康复的特别好。 Probably is the mood good reason, with the children in the same place, I am very happy. 大概是心情好的缘故吧,和孩子们在一起,我特别开心。 Li Dong, you do not know, several little fellows may tease. 李东,你不知道,有几个小家伙可逗了。 Previous time...... ” 上次……” king Jia chirp mentioned her experience in the orphanage, she is the voluntary worker in the orphanage now. 王佳叽叽喳喳地说起了她在孤儿院的经历,她现在在孤儿院当义工。 What matter does, teaching, feeds the food, the organized activities, goes out to organize the fund-raising. 什么事都做,教书,喂饭,组织活动,出去组织募捐。 The work is quite actually laborious, but she insisted, no one has the means to urge her. 工作其实还是比较辛苦的,可她自己坚持,谁也没办法劝她。 Moreover in the orphanage these days, king Jia was indeed open, side Qingfei summer vacation came to see one time. 而且在孤儿院这段时间,王佳的确开朗了许多,方青菲暑假来看了一次。 Is prepared the belt/bring person to go back, but looked that she really compared was lively before, side Qingfei gave up this plan. 原本是准备带人回去的,不过看她是真的比以前活泼了,方青菲放弃了这个打算。 Helped several days of busy in the orphanage, that side the school soon began school, side Qingfei also just walked a few days. 在孤儿院帮了几天忙,学校那边快要开学了,方青菲也刚走没几天。 Li Dong listens attentively silently, when she said a meeting, said with a smile lightly: „ Child can indeed bring happily, but you do not need is too tired oneself. 李东默默倾听,等她说了一会,才轻笑道:“孩子的确能给人带来欢乐,不过你也不用太累着自己。 Has what need, said with the foundation. ” 有什么需要的,和基金会这边说。” king Jia said grinningly: „ Also really has the matter to ask you to help, today knows that you came, I am very happy. 王佳笑嘻嘻道:“还真有事要找你帮忙来着,今天知道你来了,我特别开心。 The previous Dongxing charitable night, didn't our foundation solicit donations many hundreds of millions? 上次东星慈善夜,咱们基金会不是募捐了好几亿吗？ Now Sichuan Shu here many orphanages are fully occupied, I am thinking, are we this/should construct several orphanages, can help the children cross is better. 现在川蜀这边好多孤儿院人满为患,我想着,咱们是不是该多建几所孤儿院,能让孩子们过的更好一些。 Li Dong, brings money to come? ” 李东,有没有带钱来呀？” king Jia a money-mad appearance, the looked several people laugh in spite of trying not to again. 王佳一副财迷的样子,看的几人再次失笑。 Li Dong nods saying: „ These in the plan, money arrive quickly. 李东点头道:“这些都在规划当中,钱很快就到位。 However my time, has not had money, waits again some time, that side the foundation must walk the flow. ” 不过我这次来,没带钱,再等一段时间吧,基金会那边要走流程。” „This......” “这样啊……” king Jia somewhat is slightly disappointed, but quick restored. 王佳微微有些失望,不过很快就恢复了过来。 Has always does not compare, Rome is not one day completes, requires the time. 有总比没有强,罗马不是一天建成的,需要时间。 Li Dong accompanied her also to chat several, then looked that said to Huang Shanshan: „Shanshan, you fortunately?” 李东陪她又聊了几句,接着看向黄珊珊道:“珊珊,你这边还好吧？” Huang Shanshan nods to say gently: „ I am good, Hanyuan Elementary School Old School previous time collapsed, new campus also but actually. Now the new campus is reconstructing, but had restored the teaching, waited to bring in the new school. 黄珊珊轻轻点头道:“我挺好的,汉源小学老学校上次塌了,新校区也倒了。现在新校区正在重建,不过已经恢复了教学,就等着搬进新学校了。 Now summer vacation, I am just all right, recently accompanied Jiajia elder sister to organize the fund-raising. ” 现在暑假,我刚好没事,最近陪着佳佳姐组织募捐。” „Organization fund-raising? Hasn't the foundation allocated funds?” “组织募捐？基金会没拨款吗？” Huang Shanshan explained: „The place of this disaster are too many, the foundation fund is limited, we can the force component on be many force component, always compares anything not to complete.” 黄珊珊解释道:“这次受灾的地方太多,基金会资金有限,我们能多出分力就多出分力,总比什么都不做好。” Li Dong nods saying: „ Those words, too reluctant oneself. 李东点头道:“还是那句话,不要太勉强自己。 You and king Jia in the same place, there is to take care. 你和王佳在一起,也有个照应。 Moreover your age was also big, really must see appropriately...... ” 另外你们年纪也不小了,真要看到合适的……” This saying, two people simultaneous/uniform simultaneous/uniform shows the whites of the eyes. 这话一出,两人齐齐翻了个白眼。 Huang Shanshan has not said that king Jia is good to say with a smile: „Who was old, we are young. A your grown man, attended to yourself.” 黄珊珊没接话,王佳却是好笑道:“谁年纪不小了,我们还年轻呢。你一个大男人,顾好你自己吧。” „Quick 30?” Li Dong said one spookily. “都快三十了吧？”李东幽幽说了一句。 king Jia becomes angry out of shame to say immediately: „You 30! I very young good! Shanshan, you said that I do have 30?” 王佳顿时恼羞成怒道:“你才三十！我很年轻的好吧！珊珊,你说我有三十吗？” Huang Shanshan was speechless, turns the head with white Suliao. 黄珊珊无言,转头和白素聊了起来。 king does Jia have 30, this saying cannot say. 王佳到底有没有三十,这话不能说。 In brief she and Schoolmate side Qingfei, the graduate student graduated also four years, had, oneself decided. 总之她和方青菲同学,研究生毕业也有四年了,有没有,自己说了算。 Li Dongxiao, poured does not have to say again. 李东笑了一声,倒也没再多说。 king Jia has the worry, he actually understands. 王佳心里有顾虑,他其实是明白的。 Although the doctor said good of recovery, without sequela sign, but this who can guarantee. 尽管医生说康复的不错,没有后遗症迹象,可这个谁敢保证。 Sometimes king Jia is not willing to think these matters, crossed happiness good. 有时候王佳不愿意去想这些事,过的开心就好。 Perhaps the next daytime, she will never wake up is uncertain. 也许下一个白天,她永远也不会醒来也不一定。 In this case, she has died to settle the thought of legitimate child. 这种情况下,她早就死了结婚生子的念头。 Naturally, sometimes must have is somewhat regrettable and lonely. 当然,有时候少不得有些遗憾和寂寞。 Li Dong has not proposed this topic again, accompanied them also to chat one. 李东没再提这个话题,陪她们又聊了一阵。 Because that side the orphanage also has the matter, crossed for one hour, king Jia opens the mouth saying: „Li Dong, we first went back, next time will chat again.” 因为孤儿院那边还有事,过了一个小时,王佳开口道:“李东,那我们先回去了,下次再聊吧。” „I deliver you.” “我送你们。” „Does not use, you now are so famous, if were recognized, how we are also the voluntary worker.” “不用,你现在这么出名,要是被人认出来了,那我们还怎么当义工。” king Jia rejected grinningly, sees Li Dong also to speak, hits to block the way hastily: „ I know that you are worried about us, did not need to be worried. 王佳笑嘻嘻地拒绝了,见李东还要说话,连忙打断道:“我知道你担心我们,不用担心了。 If really walks with you in the same place, that this/should worry is right. 要是真和你走在一起,那才该担心才对。 But you now the female entertains feelings the male god, the put on airs, really must be seen by whom, on the newspaper, tomorrow I and Shanshan will go out must be sprinkled the sulphuric acid carefully. ” 你现在可是女生心中的男神,白马王子,真要被谁看到了,上了报纸,明天我和珊珊出门都要小心被人泼硫酸了。” Li Dongshi said with a smile: „ Is so exaggerating? Ok, I do not deliver. 李东失笑道:“有那么夸张吗？算了,那我就不送了。 You, my telephone you have carefully, has the matter to call me. 你们自己小心点,我电话你们都有,有事就给我打电话。 Has troublesome do not hide at heart, my friend are not many, you are my few friend, politely is more estranged with me. ” 有麻烦别藏在心里,我朋友不多,你们算是我为数不多的朋友,越和我客气就越生分。” Sees clarity that Li Dong said that king Jia said with a smile: „Can have your friend, is our being honored.” 见李东说的真切,王佳笑道:“能有你这个朋友,也是我们的荣幸。” Huang Shanshan nods, without speech. 黄珊珊点头,没有说话。 Gazes after two people to depart, Li Dong sighed gently. 目送两人离去,李东轻轻叹息一声。 Nearby white Su said in a soft voice: „ Shanshan was much better compared with before, I believe that she will come out of the beforehand shadow quickly. 一旁的白素轻声道:“珊珊比以前好多了,我相信她很快就会走出之前的阴影。 Elder Sister king Jia, I thought that the present life also is very suitable she. 王佳姐姐这边,我觉得现在的生活也挺适合她的。 Here, no one will visit them with the unusual look. 在这里,没人会用异样的眼神看她们。 Here, they have oneself existence feeling. 在这里,她们有自己的存在感。 Life, live valuable. ” 生命,活的更有价值。” Li Dong turned the head to look at her one eyes, was good to say with a smile: „You remained to accompany them to be good.” 李东转头看了她一眼,好笑道:“那你留下来陪她们好了。” „?” “啊？” white Suyi the face is embarrassed, the forced smile said: „Li......” 白素一脸窘迫,苦笑道:“李总……” „Cracks a joke.” “开个玩笑。” Li Dong aspirates, „ hopes they can happiness, is happier. 李东吐了口气,“希望她们能过的幸福,更幸福一些。 Right, making south Zhao take care of them, does not use too obviously. ” 对了,让赵南方照顾好她们,不用太明显。” „Understood.” “明白。” white Su nods hastily, Li Dong did not say, she will also urge. 白素连忙点头,李东不说,她也会叮嘱的。 These two, one is she with the bedroom roommate, one is the friend of teacher, is Li Dong friend. 这两人,一个是她同寝室舍友,一个是老师的朋友,也是李东的朋友。 Really must have an accident here, no one can take on this responsibility. 真要在这边出了事,谁也担不起这个责任。 Li Dong has not spoken again, took a step the cold drinks shop. 李东没再说话,迈步出了冷饮店。 ...... …… Near street. 街道边。 Bus stop. 公交车站。 king Jia looks from afar Li Dong car(riage) departs, in the eye flashes through wipes dreary. 王佳远远看着李东的车离去,眼中闪过一抹萧瑟。 Not long, she had also once fantasized, forms couples with Li Dong. 曾几何时,她也曾幻想过,和李东成双结对。 At that time, is she most painful time. 那时候,是她最痛苦的时候。 During that time, to avoid creditors, her one person alone went to Capital City, the high fever continued, almost died of illness. 那段时间,为了躲债,她孤身去了京城,高烧不止,差点病死。 When she fills desperately to the life, Li Dong went to Capital City, found her, helping her change the best hospital ward, finds the best doctor. 就在她对人生充满绝望的时候,李东去了京城,找到了她,帮她换最好的病房,找最好的医生。 Afterward, Li Dong disbursed money to help her mother treat an illness, but also donated money to help her solve the usury the matter. 后来,李东又出钱帮她母亲治病,还出钱出力帮她解决高利贷的事。 During that time, king Jia affected in the extreme, raised several times a pledging yourself in repayment for the goodness of another thought. 那段时间,王佳感动的无以复加,几次都升起一股无以为报以身相许的念头。 What a pity, Li Dong absolutely does not have this meaning probably. 可惜,李东好像完全没有这个意思。 king Jia has not completely given up, the form of that man floods in her mind, her really anything does not care, so long as Li Dongxi happy, she makes anything. 王佳并没有完全放弃,那个男人的身影充斥在她脑海中,她真的什么都不在乎,只要李东喜欢,她做什么都可以。 She has only, is oneself, other having a thing in the world. 她唯一拥有的,就是自己,其他的一无所有。 However when afterward, was hospitalized again, king Jia lost heart thoroughly. 不过等到后来,再次入院,王佳就彻底死心了。 She is an unlucky star, the gram father to subdue|grams mother, including oneself to subdue|grams, left behind this broken body, the organ is not own. 她就是个灾星,克父克母,连自己都克了,留下这具残破的身子,连器官都不是自己的。 Li Dong is a richest family, young gold/metal, is renowned. 李东是首富,年少多金,名扬全国。 To Li Dong, when the friend she feels inferior, let alone forms couples with him. 给李东当朋友她都自卑,更别说和他成双结对。 king Jia watched a meeting, the revolutions is slowly excessive. 王佳看了一会,缓缓转过了头。 Nearby Huang Shanshan said in a soft voice: „Jiajia elder sister, left sadly, take care.” 一旁的黄珊珊轻声道:“佳佳姐,别伤心了,注意身体。” king Jia said with a smile immediately: „Who was sad, I thought that you sad were right.” 王佳顿时笑道:“谁伤心了,我看你才伤心了才对。” Huang Shanshan also smiled, smiled is actually somewhat bitter and astringent, shakes the head saying: „ My matter you know, young ignorant, one step goes astray, could not turn head again. 黄珊珊也笑了,笑的却是有些苦涩,摇摇头道:“我的事你知道,年少无知,一步走错,就再也回不了头了。 I and you are different. ” 我和你不同。” „Silly thing!” “傻丫头！” king Jiapai patted her head, has not comforted anything, the comfort in language is spatial. 王佳拍了拍她的脑袋,也没有安慰什么,语言上的安慰都是空的。 Two people did not have the words suddenly. 两人一时间都没了话语。 Until and other public transportation came, king Jia said suddenly: „Has hated that person?” 直到等的公交车来了,王佳忽然道:“恨过那个人吗？” Huang Shanshan footsteps stagnate, she knows what king Jia said is. 黄珊珊脚步一滞,她知道王佳说的是谁。 slow Chen...... 徐晨…… The name that this very long has not presented again, appears in her mind again. 这个很久没再出现的名字,再次在她脑海中浮现。 Has hated? 恨过吗？ From the beginning is hates, but did not hate afterward, instead thought that is unfair to him. 一开始是恨的,可后来不恨了,反而觉得对不起他。 He should have the glorious future, is own willful, making him lose all these. 他原本应该有个美好的未来,都是自己的任性,让他失去了这一切。 At that time, was disregarded by Li Dong, bid good-bye with the first boyfriend, was pestered by slow Chen...... 那时候,被李东无视,和前男友分手,被徐晨纠缠…… She uses oneself willful, chose slow Chen. 她用自己的任性,选择了徐晨。 She has not loved him, but to retaliate, her own does not know to retaliate anyone, that time Li Dong even already not in school. 她没有爱过他,只是为了报复,连她自己都不知道报复谁,那时候的李东甚至已经不在学校了。 Final result, is the dreary conclusion. 最后的结局,也是惨淡收尾。 She is disgraced, almost loses one's life. 她是名声扫地,差点送命。 But where slow Chen also very to goes, was dismissed by the school, carried stain for a lifetime, was almost killed by own parents. 可徐晨也好不到哪去,被学校开除,背了一辈子的污点,差点被自己父母打死。 All these, are actually create. 这一切,其实都是自己造成的。 king Jia asked that she does hate, does she have the qualifications to hate? 王佳问她恨不恨,她有资格去恨吗？ The footsteps stagnation moment, Huang Shanshan shakes the head slightly, said with a smile lightly: „Does not hate, the beforehand matter forgot.” 脚步停滞片刻,黄珊珊微微摇头,轻笑道:“不恨了,以前的事都忘了。” On king Jia the face reveals wipes the smile, brandishes the fist saying: „Tomorrow will be better!” 王佳脸上露出一抹笑容,挥舞着拳头道:“明天会更好！” Huang Shanshan feels weak, particularly some side also others look, may see her bright smile, said layer on layer/heavily: „Tomorrow will be better!” 黄珊珊觉得好幼稚,尤其是旁边还有别人看着,可看到她灿烂的笑容,也不由重重道:“明天会更好！” The next quarter, the side resounds one after another „tomorrow will be better!” 下一刻,身边响起一连串的“明天会更好！” On this wound horizontal countless land, buried too many pain and tears. 在这片伤横累累的土地上,埋葬了太多的苦与泪。 Will be sad and painful burying, will be happy and joyful release, anticipates the tomorrow's happiness. 将悲伤和痛苦埋葬,将开心和快乐释放,期待明天的美好。