When Chapter 36 most thinks mother 第36章什么时候最想妈妈 „Mom, this is Mei side, I had not told you before, he relates the best friend besides the summer reason with me, today is also he accompanies me to come to see you together. You must protect him well, do not make nearby monster bully him.” “妈妈,这个是梅方,我之前没跟你说过,他是除了夏缘之外和我关系最好的朋友,今天也是他陪着我一起来看望你。你要好好保护他,不要让附近的妖怪欺负他。” „......” “……” The forest had pushed Mei side a shoulder, „I said that stupidly is gawking doing, notified my mother!” 林有兮推了梅方一记肩膀,“我都介绍完了,傻愣着干什么,跟我妈妈打招呼呀！” „flatter and aunt are good! I called the plum the side...... I...... am the good friend who the forest had.” “阿、阿姨好！我叫梅方……我……是林有兮的好朋友。” Mei side gazes at tombstone Shanglin to have mother's picture, she smiled brightly, Mei side does not know at once suddenly said what good. 梅方注视着墓碑上林有兮妈妈的照片,她笑得太灿烂了,梅方一时之间忽然不知道说什么好。 At this time, the forest had closed the eye suddenly, „thinks” was saying low voice the plum can hear the clear words. 就在这个时候,林有兮忽然闭上了眼睛,“自认为”小声地说着梅方能听得清的话。 „Mom, I and you said. I and Mei side quarrel today...... am I play the temperament in first, but the plum side to comfort me to I apologize. I am very guilty, therefore hopes that you help me pass on to Mei side, I want to tell him sorry, hopes that he can forgive me.” “妈妈,我和伱说哦。我今天和梅方吵架了……是我耍脾气在先,但是梅方却向我道歉安慰我。我心里现在很愧疚,所以希望您帮我转告一下梅方,我想跟他说对不起,希望他能原谅我。” The forest had to say, then opened the eye to inquire Mei side, „did you hear my mother and you speak?” 林有兮说完后便睁开了眼睛询问梅方,“你听到我妈妈和你说话了吗？” Mei side nods, „she told me, although her daughter forest has is very mischievously very violent bad girl, but hopes I can forgive much, takes care of her well......” 梅方点点头,“她跟我说,虽然她女儿林有兮是很调皮很暴力的坏女孩,但还是希望我能够多多包涵,好好照顾她……” The forest had is blushing to Mei Fanglai a fist, „my mother was impossible saying that such words, you gave me again quite of pleasant to hear!” 林有兮红着脸给梅方来了一拳,“我妈妈不可能说这样的话,你再给我好好听一遍！” Mei side and forest had kid around were completing worshipping that had mother. 梅方和林有兮嬉闹着完成了有兮妈妈的祭拜。 When the plum side busy in packing preparation leaves, the forest had actually to stop in the tombstone of mother next door. 当梅方忙着收拾东西准备离开时,林有兮却在妈妈隔壁的墓碑停了下来。 „What's wrong?” “怎么了吗？” The forest has is gazing around tombstone. 林有兮注视着一旁的墓碑。 „The paternal grandmother in next door, no one has worshipped...... me not to see that on probably for a long time this year here tombstone has traded the new yellow paper and offering.” “隔壁的奶奶,好像已经好久没有人祭拜了……我今年都没见到这里的墓碑上换过新的黄纸与供品。” „Possibly was the family member is too busy , without the time to come...... or to move.” “可能是家里人太忙,没时间过来……又或者说已经搬家了。” „This paternal grandmother is quite pitiful.” “这个奶奶好可怜。” The forest had was saying then took a small apple on mother's offering stage, before placed the next door tombstone respectfully the incense burner . 林有兮说着便在妈妈的供品台上拿了一个小的苹果,恭恭敬敬地放在隔壁墓碑的香炉前。 „You did not fear that mother is angry?” “你不怕妈妈生气吗？” „Mother and this paternal grandmother are neighbors, they usually should often speak, but divides an apple should no relations.” “妈妈和这个奶奶是邻居,她们俩平时应该常常说话,只是分一个苹果应该没什么关系。” The forest had points at the picture saying that „you saw my mother to smile such happily, she certainly was not the mean-spirited person.” 林有兮指着相片说,“你看我妈妈笑得这么开心,她一定不是小气的人。” „Yes.” “是呀。” Mei side approves the view that the forest had, when is planning to leave, the forest has is drawing Mei side the arm. 梅方认同了林有兮的说法,正打算离开时,林有兮拉着梅方的胳膊。 „Worries? I see mother with great difficulty, are many here later.” “就着急走吗？我好不容易来见一下妈妈,多在这边待一会吧。” Mei side looked up, the present weather is cloudy, he actually somewhat worried can rain. 梅方抬头看了看,现在的天气阴沉沉的,他其实有些担心会下雨。 „Good...... depends on you.” “好吧……就依你。” The forest has and Mei side sits in mother tombstone small stone platform step, is talking about some no trivial topics. 林有兮和梅方坐在妈妈墓碑对面的小石台阶上,聊着一些有的没的琐碎话题。 But also said to mother listens. 但也是讲给妈妈听的。 End, the forest had asks Mei side suddenly, „Mei does side, you fear death?” 末了,林有兮忽然问梅方,“梅方,你怕不怕死？” „Un...... feared, naturally fears.” “嗯……怕,当然怕呀。” Mei side nods earnestly, „that is very painful matter, particularly sudden dies.” 梅方认真点了点头,“那可是很痛苦的事情,尤其是猝死。” „Said seems you to experience is the same.” “说得好像你经历过一样。” „That not.” “那可不。” The forest had treated as teasing the real soul talk of plum side, has not continued this topic. 林有兮把梅方的真心话当做了调侃,没有继续这个话题。 „I felt, after the person died, the posterity or the friends and relatives worship, at this time had not calculated dead completely, for example mother this, she also lives in me and father.” “我觉得,人死了之后,还有子孙后代或者亲戚朋友来祭拜,这个时候还不是完全算死掉,就比如妈妈这样,她还活在我和爸爸心里。” „Un...... is this.” “嗯……是这样。” „But, if I and my father also died, perhaps some of our still others remember, mother no one remembered.” “但是,如果我和我爸爸也死了的话,我们或许还有别人会记得,妈妈就没有人记得了。” The sound that the forest has sounds very sad. 林有兮的声音听起来很伤心。 „Waited till that time, mother like that paternal grandmother in next door, no one will worship, no one remembered.” “等到那时候,妈妈就会像隔壁的那个奶奶一样,再也没有人来祭拜,再也没有人记得了。” Death altogether three times of person, this is very common view. 人的死亡一共有三次,这是很常见的说法。 But the forest has the small age to understand that this truth, truly is very extraordinary. 但林有兮小小年纪能明白这个道理,确实是很了不起的。 „But, that does not have the matter of means......” “不过,那也是没办法的事情……” „No, I do not want like this.” “不,我不想这样。” The forest seemed to have strengthens anything to be determined, „I later grew up, I can lead my child to see mother. I must tell my child, this is his grandmother, is mother's mother. If I later left, he cannot light/only remember to worship me, but must remember that worships my mother.” 林有兮似乎坚定了什么决心,“等我以后长大了,我一定会带着我的孩子来见妈妈。我要告诉我的孩子,这个是他的外婆,是妈妈的妈妈。如果我以后离开了,他不能光记得祭拜我,还要记得祭拜我妈妈。” Listens firm words that the forest has, plum side somewhat inexplicable feeling. 听着林有兮的坚定话语,梅方有些莫名的感慨。 In the Heavenly Dynasty culture, we have god veneration nearly to the ancestor, the ancestor worship custom are only in vogue in this lands, what art is passes on the torch, incense and candle Yongsheng. 在天朝文化里,我们对先祖有着近乎神祇般的尊崇,祭祖习俗在这片土地盛行,讲究的是薪火相传,香火永盛。 However, with the development of time, the thing of these inheritance slowly had faded from the memory, keeps the older generations in hometown to follow the past tradition, most new generation struggled in the rented room in big city. 不过,随着时代的发展,这些传承之物已经慢慢被人所淡忘,留在家乡的老一辈沿袭着过去的传统,大多数新生代则在大城市的出租屋里挣扎。 As these older generations also gradually pass away, some custom customs, as if destiny of unavoidable withering away. 随着那些老一辈也逐渐逝去,有一些习俗习惯,似乎已经无法避免消亡的命运了。 Naturally this is not the good and bad issue, is a nihilism concept. The generations on, live do not bring to refuse stubbornly to take away, do they really care are remembered? 当然这并不是好与坏的问题,是一个虚无主义概念。列祖列宗在上,生不带来死不带去,他们真的在乎被人记不记得吗？ When Mei side recovers, thread of conversation that then the forest has: „But, wants that far matter, to be able now too early?” 等梅方回过神来,接着林有兮的话茬:“不过,现在就想那么远的事情,会不会太早了？” „, Cannot.” “不会,一点都不会。” The forest has calmly is gazing at opposite mother's tombstone, muttered is opening the mouth. 林有兮静静地注视着对面妈妈的墓碑,喃喃地开着口。 Looks at her disconsolate appearance, Mei side cannot help but asked gently: 看着她那惆怅的模样,梅方不由得轻轻发问: „Forest has, you said when...... you most do think mother?” “林有兮,你说……你什么时候最想妈妈？” The forest has holds the knee to squat to sit in the stone steps, looks at the green grass moss of ground. 林有兮抱着膝盖蹲坐在石阶上,望着地面的碧草青苔。 She fell into the thinking. 她陷入了思索。 „Usually does not think, after all you and summer Yuan always accompany side me.” “平时不怎么想,毕竟你和夏缘总是陪在我身边。” „summer Yuan is willing to be the friend with me, shares her toy with me, gives me various small gifts, but also always acts my mother to take care of me...... I to be really good to like and good like her.” “夏缘愿意和我做朋友,和我分享她的玩具,送我各种小礼物,还总是扮演我的妈妈照顾我……我真的好喜欢、好喜欢她。” When the forest has regarding the summer reason, then always worships her, likes her. 林有兮谈起夏缘时,总是那么崇拜她,喜欢她。 „This...... that I?” “这样呀……那我呢？” Mei side smiles, an anticipation expression. 梅方笑眯眯的,一副期待的表情。 „Your words-” “你的话-” The forest has thinks, then said earnestly, „you are also very good, after all you can play the game with me.” 林有兮想了想,而后认真说道,“你也很好,毕竟你会和我一起打游戏。” „So many years, did you remember this?” “这么多年,你就记住这了？” This mindless death girl! 这个没心没肺的死丫头！ Mei side a conscience by the dog ate the suffering expression. 梅方一副良心被狗吃了的委屈表情。 However at the same time, the forest had was saying to be saying, suddenly became silent. 不过与此同时,林有兮说着说着,忽然变得沉默。 Long time later, she looks up to the sky. 良久之后,她抬头望向天空。 The paper money night breeze delivers, the setting sun is hidden Yu Qingsong. 纸钱晚风送,斜阳隐没于青松。 The sky by the dark cloud covers at the same time, the forest has also opens the mouth. 天空被乌云笼罩的同时,林有兮也开了口。 „But, except these times......” “不过,除开这些时候……” On cheeks that the forest has, drop of tears fall gently. 林有兮的脸颊上,一滴泪水轻轻滑落。 „I have thought mother.” “我一直想妈妈。” „Every day thinks.” “每天都想。” Mei side looks silently the forest has complains tearfully own mood. 梅方默默地看着林有兮哭诉自己的心情。 „Everyone who I know has mother, only then I do not have mother.” “我认识的每个人都有妈妈,就只有我没有妈妈。” „I want to act like a spoiled brat before mother......” “我想在妈妈面前撒娇……” „Like summer Yuan to Teacher Yu......” “像夏缘对俞老师那样……” „Like Xiaoya to Auntie Mei......” “像小雅对梅阿姨那样……” „But, only then I do not have mother......” “但是,就只有我没有妈妈……” The forest has is holding the knee, cried suffering. 林有兮抱着膝盖,委屈地哭了起来。 Probably is because was slightly cried hold/container Xiayuan to confuse the sense, has been together obviously so many years, Mei side then notices- 大概是因为被小哭包夏缘迷惑了感官,明明已经相处了这么多年,梅方这才注意到- Originally this is the first time that he saw that the forest has non-stop crying like this. 原来这还是他第一次看到林有兮这样不停哭鼻子。 He moved the body to depend, like treating summer Yuan touches the head that the forest had to comfort her. 他挪着身子靠了上去,像对待夏缘那样摸摸林有兮的头安慰她。 The forest has not made the obvious response to the action of plum side, but cries there. 林有兮没有对梅方的举动作出明显的反应,只是一个劲在那里哭。 But the plum side can feel slightly, she pasted oneself arm to be nearer by the place. 但梅方稍稍能感觉到,她贴着自己的胳膊靠地更近了些。 Has every so often, when the friend comes across the sad matter, does not need saying that any major principle comforts her. 有很多时候,当朋友遇到伤心的事情时,并不需要说些什么大道理来安慰她。 You do not need to tell her, „you have done very well.” 你不用告诉她,“你已经做得很好了。” You do not need to tell her, „wrong is others, you not wrong.” 你也不用告诉她,“错的都是别人,你没有错。” This is the superficial care, the sad person does not care about this. 这都是不痛不痒的关心,伤心的人根本不在乎这个。 You are willing to accompany in her side. 你愿意陪在她的身边。 You accompany now in her side. 你现在就陪在她的身边。 When she most needs you. 在她最需要你的时候。 Can achieve this point, then has exceeded the countless words. 能做到这一点,便已胜过千言万语。 At this moment, is cloudy the day flash in the pan together the stuffy thunder, then had lightly the light rain. 就在这时,乌云密布的天空响过一道闷雷,而后便下起了淅淅沥沥的小雨。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)