131 131 The small secret was seen through by accidental/surprised, Lin Ruoxi does not dare to see the person like other girls shy, although a complexion crimson, but instantly controls the mood, one has seized the title page from Yang Chen finely „captures book”, said: „Is gawking doing, is not you looks.” 小秘密被意外拆穿,林若溪也没像其他女孩子那样害羞地不敢见人,虽然脸色一片绯红,但即刻就控制住情绪,一把从杨辰手里夺过封面精美的“攻略书”,说道:“愣着干什么,又不是你看的。” Yang Chen like a smile yet not a smile has not spoken, but takes up the book that another Lin Ruoxi has bought from the auto purchase, the name of this book is straightforwarder: «Husband and wife Is together Law 100». 杨辰似笑非笑地没说话,而是从购车里又拿起了另一本林若溪买的书,这本书的名字更直白:《夫妻相处法则100条》。 „In you......” Lin Ruoxi is virtually impossible to guard against, bites the lip one to seize to one's heart's content, „a bit faster moves, I board first!” “你……”林若溪防不胜防,咬着嘴唇一把又夺过来放怀里,“快点搬,我先上车！” Then, Lin Ruoxi fast boarded with the cool breeze, „Bang” closes the door. 说完,林若溪跟阵清风似地飞快上了车,“砰”地把门关上。 Yang Chen touches the nose, thought that this picture is somewhat funny, has not thought that Lin Ruoxi will buy such two books, sees not like her style. 杨辰摸摸鼻子,不由觉得这画面有些滑稽,没想到林若溪会买这样的两本书,怎么看都不像她的风格。 On road that drives, Lin Ruoxi restores a face indifferent expression, even recently time also ice-cold, half a word words did not say that in fact does not know how should say, only after wants to be a bit faster proficient, in a pass/test toward the own room, gets into bed everyone not to see! 开车回去的路上,林若溪又恢复成一脸漠然的表情,甚至比来的时候还要冰冷,半句话不说,事实上也不知道该怎么说了,只想快点到家后往自己房间里一关,钻进被窝里谁也不见！ Tense appearance that Yang Chen sees her being critical situation, finally cannot bear smile say/way: „Uses is so earnest, is not two book that does the husband and wife to relate, is not bans the studying thing, anything is not good to cover-up.” 杨辰见她一副如临大敌的紧张模样,终于忍不住笑着道:“用的着这么较真么,不就是两本搞夫妻关系的书,不是什么禁读书物,没什么好藏着掖着的。” Lin Ruoxi turn signal one dozen, stops the car(riage) near the street light ray dim quiet street suddenly, and burns out. 林若溪突然把方向灯一打,在路灯光线黯淡的清静马路边把车停下,并且熄火。 The surroundings is a small trader overspreads is the walk street, this moment night of sound silent, does not have what pedestrian vehicles, spooky is very quiet. 周围是一条小商铺满是的步行街道,此刻夜籟无声,没有什么行人车辆,幽幽的很是静谧。 The light in car(riage) shines automatically, gentle Huang Yun hits in the Lin Ruoxi chilly facial features, appears several points of dim feeling. 车里的灯光自动地亮起,柔和的黄晕打在林若溪清冷的面容上,显出几分朦胧感。 „Very funny right?” The Lin Ruoxi clear sound asked suddenly. “很好笑对么？”林若溪突然清声问道。 How dead stop Yang Chen wonders, but also asked that such issue, asked back bewilderedly: „What funniness?” 杨辰纳闷怎么突然停车下来,还问这样的问题,莫名其妙地反问:“什么好笑？” Lin Ruoxi thinks him to feign ignorance, sneers grieved: „You thought that I am very stupid, how including to be a wife, how to be together with a man cannot.” 林若溪以为他装蒜,惨然冷笑:“你是不是觉得我很笨,连怎么做个妻子,怎么跟一个男人相处都不会。” Yang Chen has gawked, just wants saying that „not”, may remember this days suddenly two are together, probably indeed not much. But Yang Chen had not thought that purely is the Lin Ruoxi issue, but was asked after such, starts to ponder what two worlds lack is anything. 杨辰愣了下,刚想说“没有”,可突然想起这段日子来的两人相处,好像的确不怎么样。但杨辰没觉得纯粹是林若溪的问题,而是被这么问到后,开始思考两人间缺少的是什么。 When Lin Ruoxi only he has tacitly approved, in the eye is somewhat grieved, „you know that in Book City, saw Old Zhao husband and wife such a moment ago, although feels is very bitter, but I thought that they are quite happy. Although the trillion madame has not even been able to record the clear own love's name. But Old Zhao is still accompanying her, puts down all stands side her, accompanies her to pass through the final day. I envy them very much......” 林若溪只当他默认了,眼里有几分酸楚,“你知道吗,刚才在书城里,看见兆老夫妇的那样子,虽然感觉很辛酸,但是我觉得他们好幸福。虽然兆夫人甚至已经无法记清自己爱人的名字。可是兆老依然陪着她,放下一切地站在她身边,陪伴她走过最后的日子。我很羡慕他们……” „You are young, why to think these.” Yang Chen said. “你还年轻,干嘛想这些。”杨辰说道。 „Person would old, person always wants to have a home to return.” Lin Ruoxi continued saying: „I am thinking, if other days I could not take a walk, my brain gangster was also solemn, can you also side me?” “人总会老的,人总想要有个归宿。”林若溪继续道:“我在想,如果等哪天我也走不动了,我也脑子混混噩噩了,你还会不会在我身边？” „Naturally can, we be husband and wife.” Yang Chen said that „this quality I have.” “当然会,我们是夫妻嘛。”杨辰笑着说,“这点品质我还是有的。” Lin Ruoxi shook the head, „the present is, if later not?” 林若溪摇摇头,“现在是,以后如果不是了呢？” Yang Chen thought that a strangeness, „what is the present is, later is not, the custom of your Lin Family person is not the stipulation, can only the love, you be difficult to be inadequate also wants to change the husband?” 杨辰觉得一阵古怪,“什么叫现在是,以后不是,你们林家人的规矩不是规定,只能有一个爱人么,你难不成还想换老公？” Although said that two people relate have been very common, even is poor, but if which day of Lin Ruoxi said suddenly must with other man, Yang Chen think own definitely will have killed that man, regardless of the moral ethics, own cannot endure. 虽然说两人关系一直很一般,甚至不怎么好,但如果哪天林若溪突然说要跟别的男人,杨辰觉得自己肯定会把那男人杀了,不论道德伦理,自己就是不能忍。 „I early have said that I am not the Lin Family person, that old man has not related with me! I am not because that laughable custom marries you!” Lin Ruoxi several points are inwardly angry, said with deep veneration. “我早说过,我不是林家人,那个老头子跟我没关系！我也不是因为那可笑的规矩跟你结婚的！”林若溪几分愠怒,肃然道。 Yang Chen smiles, „will not really be to take me, when shield, will sign the contract two years, I thought that my this shield became invalid basically.” 杨辰莞尔,“不会真是为了拿我当挡箭牌,签合同两年,我觉得我这块挡箭牌基本已经作废了。” Lin Ruoxi faintly shook the head, „I acknowledged that at that time I have deceived you, actually that is also only a very small reason.” 林若溪微微摇头,“我承认那时候我骗了你,其实那也只是个很小的原因。” „What reason does that have?” Yang Chen asked. “那还有什么原因？”杨辰问。 Lin Ruoxi suddenly pretty face flushed, sips flowered lip, „I...... I am a very conservative person.” 林若溪突然俏脸泛红,抿了抿花唇,“我……我是个很保守的人。” The atmosphere in car(riage) is instantaneously ambiguous, Yang Chen is suppressing the happy expression, does intentionally asks seriously again: „That...... I have not listened clearly...... say it again?” 车内的气氛瞬间暧昧起来,杨辰强忍着笑意,故作严肃地再问道:“那个……我没听清楚……再说一遍？” The Lin Ruoxi cutting tooth, this man starts to act perversely, does not know the courage of where rousing, Lin Ruoxi decided to be ready for any sacrifice! 林若溪切齿不已,这男人又开始耍无赖,也不知从哪里鼓出来的勇气,林若溪决定豁出去了！ „I said! I am a conservative woman!!” Lin Ruoxi enlarged the sound, clear, „my Grandmother educates me to be faithful until death since childhood, I cannot endure my first time give a stranger!” “我说！我是个保守的女人！！”林若溪放大了声音,句句清晰,“我奶奶从小就教育我要从一而终,我不能忍受我的第一次给一个陌生人！” Yang Chen has smiled, looks at a face panting with rage woman, „this does not have anything to be good to lose face, early explained cannot.” 杨辰笑了,看着一脸气呼呼的女人,“这没什么好丢脸的,早说明白不就得了。” „Do not be hypocritical, you definitely thought that I am a silly woman.” Lin Ruoxi faintly said, „also such cares in this age the so-called first time, but I cannot look on the bright side of thing, I cannot achieve all that ignores to have, even if afterward discovered that you are sell the skewered mutton...... I have thought marries you.” “别假惺惺的,你肯定觉得我是个傻女人。”林若溪幽幽地说道,“在这个年代还这么在乎所谓的第一次,可我就是想不开,我做不到漠视发生的一切,哪怕后来发现你是个卖羊肉串的……我还是想到了跟你结婚。” Yang Chen is silent, looks at a face depressed woman, asked: „Regretted that this did decide?” 杨辰默然,看着一脸沮丧的女人,问道:“后悔这个决定了？” Unexpected, Lin Ruoxi shook the head, „from the beginning is such, you are vulgar, the rascal, did not strive for progressing, speaks not properly...... Vainly hopes for with me not same the companion completely...... However since you saved on that day after the harbor warehouse me, I had decided that must live with you together.” 出乎意料的,林若溪摇了摇头,“一开始是那样,你粗俗,无赖,不求上进,说起话来也不正经……跟我梦想中的伴侣完全不一样……不过自从那天你把我从港口的仓库救出来后,我就已经决定要跟你一起过日子了。” The harbor warehouse, naturally refers to that time by the matter of Lin Kun kidnapping, has not thought that at that time Lin Ruoxi anything had not asked that has gotten at heart actually down such decision. 港口仓库,自然是指那次被林坤绑架的事情,没想到那时候林若溪什么也没问,心里却是下了那样一个决定。 „I tied up at that time in warehouse think that this ascends the sky probably to my an opportunity of choice. If you are timid, has not found way to save us, then all my will lose, Qianni will not have any good end. Therefore my own makes a bet with own, if you came, I no longer am thinking the matter of regret, regardless of after you, how to me, so long as does not divorce, I will walk the later day with you. If you do not come, when that my life is doomed to step onto such tragedy, I am living in any case not too many meanings, painstakingly and tired......” “我当时被绑在仓库里就想,这大概是上天给我一个抉择的机会。如果你胆小,没想办法来救我们,那么我的一切都将失去了,就连倩妮也不会有什么好下场。所以我自己就跟自己打赌,如果你来了,那我就不再想着后悔的事,不论你以后怎么对我,只要不离婚,我都都会跟你走完以后的日子。如果你不来,那就当我的人生注定走上这样的悲剧,反正我活着也没太多意思,又苦又累……” „What is lives is not having meaning, you have such big company, these many staff like you, you grow are more attractive than anyone, is the man looked that your eyes ascended to heaven, you so are rich, called to live is not having the meaning?” Yang Chen is sighing with emotion asking. “什么叫活着没意思,你有这么大的公司,这么多员工喜欢你,你长得比谁都漂亮,是男人看你一眼就升天了,你还这么有钱,怎么叫活着没意思？”杨辰感慨着问道。 Lin Ruoxi coldly looked at his one eyes, said in a soft voice: „ In childhood, in the family/home only had Grandmother and Mother, family's men does not want us. To I go to college, Grandmother left me, afterward, Mother also left me. In the family/home remaining Wang Ma are only accompanying me. My university has not finished attending, discontinues studies to start to manage Yu Lei, for these years, a day cannot sleep calmly and steadily. Such, my father must also cope with me with others, railed me...... 林若溪冷冷看了他一眼,轻声道:“小时候,家里只有奶奶和妈妈,家里的男人都不要我们。到我上大学的时候,奶奶离开了我,后来,妈妈也离开了我。家里只剩下王妈陪着我。我大学没上完,就辍学开始去管理玉蕾,这几年,没有一天能安安稳稳地睡觉。那样也就算了,我的亲生父亲还要和别人一起来对付我,谩骂我…… Is the richness useful? Is the attractiveness useful? The person of envy only thinks that I trade today's achievement by the body, they will only pay attention to my semblance, neglects my effort to pay. 有钱有什么用？漂亮有什么用？嫉妒的人只会认为我是靠身体换来今天的成就,他们只会关注我的外表,忽视掉我的努力付出。 You know that even if this year's birthday, I 23 year. With the girl of my similar age, still studies in the university, the amusement, is in love, reads the love story, looks at day Han TV play, was fantasizing becomes inside leading lady...... I? To play cannot play, wants to put on cannot put on. Every day to the empty office, is looking full is the report forms and documents of data and dense and numerous writing. Is meeting to company high level of one crowd of having own axe to grind, pays out the wages to under several thousand staff...... The stock market was good, I must urge on the following person do not relax, the sale has had problems, I must do intentionally encourage the following person should not be discouraged calmly...... ” 你知道么,就算过了今年的生日,我才二十三周岁。跟我差不多年纪的女孩子,都还在大学里学习,玩乐,,谈恋爱,看言情小说,看日韩电视剧,幻想着成为里面的女主角……我呢？想玩的不能玩,想穿的不能穿。每天对着空荡荡的办公室,看着满是数据和密密麻麻文字的报表、文件。对着一群各怀鬼胎的公司高层开会,给下面几千的员工发工资……股市好了,我要去鞭策下面的人不要放松,销售出问题了,我得故作镇定地鼓励下面的人不要灰心……” The light in car(riage) already automatic dark, in the darkness, cannot see clearly the expression on Lin Ruoxi face, be only two lines clear appear especially clear. 车里的灯光已经自动暗了下去,黑暗中,看不清林若溪脸上的表情,只有两行晶莹显得格外清晰。 Yang Chen puts out a hand slowly, wants to help her cancel the tears, but Lin Ruoxi casts aside immediately is excessive, own wiped the tears, making that hand of Yang Chen stiff in the midair. 杨辰缓缓伸手,想帮她把眼泪抹去,可林若溪立刻撇过了头,自己拭去了泪水,让杨辰的那只手僵在半空。 „You do not need to pity me, I know that own is making anything. My Grandmother told me, the woman cannot depend on the man. That man has gotten rid of my Grandmother, therefore my Grandmother founded Yu Lei International, but also has achieved today's scale Yu Lei International. I did not expect that you can me good, I know that own perhaps is the qualified company superintendent, but absolutely is not a good wife, you do not like me, I will not hate you.” “你不用怜悯我,我知道自己在做什么。我奶奶告诉我,女人不能靠男人。那个男人抛弃了我奶奶,所以我奶奶创建了玉蕾国际,还把玉蕾国际做到了今天的规模。我也不奢望你能对我有多好,我知道自己或许是个合格的公司管理者,但绝对不是个好妻子,你不喜欢我,我也不会怨恨你。” „Who said that I do not like you, won't I like you marrying you?” Yang Chen knits the brows to say. “谁说我不喜欢你,我不喜欢你会娶你么？”杨辰皱着眉说道。 Lin Ruoxi silent little while, said: „You do not understand me, even if likes me, likes my semblance. However that does not matter, although I do not know how to be the good woman good wife, but I can read, can study, I believe one day, I will become a good wife.” 林若溪沉默了会儿,道:“你不了解我,就算喜欢我,也只是喜欢我的外表罢了。不过那也无所谓,我虽然不知道怎么做个好女人好妻子,但我可以看书,可以学习,我相信总有一天,我会成为一个好妻子的。” Yang Chen bitterly smiled and said: „This thing is not mathematics problems, doesn't read to solve?” 杨辰苦笑道:“这东西不是数学题,不是看书能解决的？” „How does that do?” Lin Ruoxi frowns, is somewhat vacant, issues of this issue in compared with these finances is much more complex to the young female president. “那怎么做？”林若溪蹙眉,有些茫然,这个问题对年轻女总裁来说比那些金融上的问题复杂得多。 Yang Chen sincere tunnel: „This issue did not say first, Ruoxi, you said that you are willing to follow me , because I had saved you on that day, actually this is not a good reason. I hope that my wife is willing with me in the together only reason , because she loves me, likes not being able to leave. Your reason is not the love, is one type to my gratitude, I do not need your gratitude, I save you am because you are my woman, do you understand?” 杨辰语重心长地道:“这个问题先不说,若溪,你说你愿意跟我一路走下去,是因为那天我去救了你,其实这并不是一个好理由。我希望我的妻子愿意跟我在一起的唯一原因,是因为她爱我,爱到无法离开。你的理由不是爱,是一种对我的感激,我不需要你的感激,我救你是因为你是我的女人,你懂么？” „I am not little girl, I am make judgment very much sanely”, Lin Ruoxi argued. “我不是小女孩,我是很理智地做出判断”,林若溪辩解道。 „Because you are sane, therefore is wrong! Not sane love, only then sane responsibility!” Yang Chen said. “因为你是理智的,所以才是错误的！没有理智的爱,只有理智的责任！”杨辰说道。 The Lin Ruoxi silent did not say, as if in thinking the meaning in words, but her pitiful love cell, is unable to understand these matters. 林若溪闭口不说,似乎在想着话里的意思,但她那可怜的爱情细胞,根本无法明白这些事。 Yang Chen continued saying: „Like today, when you see Old Zhao husband and wife, this to the old husband and wife, life accompanying does not leave not abandoned, you produce to such love envy, yearned, therefore stimulated your hope to the sex. This is a good matter, is the way things should be. Actually I also hope that can pass through this whole life with you together, just like you said that perhaps I like your semblance, naturally also possibly is I wants to be responsible for you, is a good husband, my own is actually not clear. But I very much believe firmly, even if the contract marriage has expired, so long as you do not leave me, I will not leave you on own initiative, for a lifetime not, this is I can give your man's commitment. Just, you said that you must try hard to be a good wife, I was very happy, the method that but you chose how was to actually read to study is the wife, that was very odd. You thought that a trillion madame or Old Zhao are the theories of reading, refers to is living?” 杨辰继续道:“就像今天,当你看到兆老夫妇,这对年老的夫妻,一生相伴不离不弃,你对那样的爱情产生羡慕,向往,所以激发了你对夫妻生活的渴望。这是件好事情,也是人之常情。其实我也希望能跟你一起走过这辈子,正如你所说的,或许我喜欢你的外表,当然也可能是我想对你负责,做个好丈夫,我自己其实也不清楚。可是我很确信,就算合同婚姻到期了,只要你不离开我,我不会主动离开你,一辈子都不会,这是我可以给你的男人的承诺。刚刚,你说你要努力做个好妻子,我很高兴,但你选择的方法却是看书来学习怎么做妻子,那就很离谱了。你觉得兆夫人或者兆老是看着书上的理论,参照着过日子的么？” Lin Ruoxi shook the head, she also thought that this is not quite probably realistic, asks: „What to do should that?” 林若溪摇摇头,她也觉得这好像不太现实,问道:“那该怎么办？” „Acts emotionally, the love does not have theory to say.” “跟着感觉走,爱情是没有理论可言的。” „Feeling? How to have the feeling?” Lin Ruoxi starts to have a headache. “感觉？怎么样有感觉？”林若溪又开始头疼起来。 Yang Chen cracks into a chuckle, „love, among us is a very marvelous situation, generally the men and women in the same place, are the loves first, has the fervor, then has the marriage, is responsible. But we, had the marriage and responsibility first, you must be responsible for your life, I must be responsible for my behavior, perhaps among us to each other has husband's and wife's responsibility, but has lacked the love between men and women.” 杨辰嘻嘻一笑,“恋爱,我们之间是个很奇妙的情况,一般男女在一起,是先恋爱,有激情,然后才有婚姻,有责任。可我们呢,先有了婚姻与责任,你要对你的人生负责,我要对我的行为负责,我们之间或许对彼此都有夫妻的责任,但缺少了男女之间的爱情。” „Love...... Love?” Lin Ruoxi hears this word, the root of the ear heat, „I...... How I do not understand the love......” “恋……恋爱？”林若溪听到这个词,耳根烧红,“我……我不懂怎么恋爱……” „This...... Actually I do not understand......” Yang Chen to trace back of the head, he does not understand , the beforehand women are grasp on, now woman, had not said that has the male and female friend, only has lover. “这个……其实我也不懂……”杨辰摸摸后脑勺,他真的不懂,以前的女人都是抓来就上,现在身边的女人,也没说有男女朋友,只有情人罢了。 Lin Ruoxi discouraged tunnel: „You said these many to do, is the idle talk.” 林若溪泄气地道:“那你说这么多干嘛,都是废话。” „Actually also had the means......” Yang Chen to say low voice, looked at the present female, enjoyed attracts the fragrance that on Lin Ruoxi was in sole possession. “其实也不是没办法……”杨辰小声地说着,瞄了瞄眼前的女子,享受地吸了口林若溪身上独有的芬芳。 „What means?” Lin Ruoxi asked curiously. “什么办法？”林若溪好奇地问。 Yang Chen swallows the saliva, is considering word usage, said: „I thought...... We should seek for the love between men and women from the primitive angle, what is the primitive angle? Is the moving of body and body, in so-called me has you, in you have me,...... The Yin-Yang is well distributed, spirit meat connection...... For example the present, in this car(riage), something can also do...... That...... Ruoxi you understand my meaning......” 杨辰咽了咽唾沫,斟酌着用词,说道:“我觉得……我们应该从原始的角度去寻找男女间的爱,什么是原始的角度呢？就是身体与身体的碰触,所谓我中有你,你中有我,……阴阳调和,灵肉交汇……比如现在啊,在这个车里面,有些事也可以做做的……那个……若溪你明白我的意思……” Gradually, in the darkness, the breath of Lin Ruoxi becomes depressing, in a pair of juicy pupil flashes through together the cold and severe ray...... 渐渐的,黑暗中,林若溪的呼吸变得压抑起来,一对水灵灵的眸子里闪过一道冷厉的光芒…… „Hoodlum!!!” “流氓！！！” Lin Ruoxi seems air/Qi heavily, reprimands one tenderly, started the vehicle directly, but also hangs up the movement files, steps on the accelerator fiercely! 林若溪似乎气得不轻,娇斥一声,直接发动了车子,还挂上运动档,猛踩油门！ „Roars” “哄” running quickly slightly ran just likes small steel artillery flies to shoot, the formidable recoil force made Yang Chen stick to the chair! 奔驰小跑犹如小钢炮似地飞射了出去,强大的后座力让杨辰紧贴在了座椅上！ „Hello! Hello! Do not be excited! Opens such quickly does!!!” “喂！喂！别激动啊！开这么快干嘛！！！” „Does not want you to manage!!” “不要你管！！” „Big Sister I spoke incorrectly your slow point line not! Must have a collision!!” “大姐我说错了你慢点行不！要撞车啦！！” „Kills your this pervert rascal!!” “撞死你这个色鬼无赖！！” „Kills my you also first to check the hand of car(riage) puts down Ah!!” “撞死我你也先把车的手刹放下啊！！” „Does not need you to manage!” “不用你管！” „I rub your younger sister! Your is street assassin Ah!!!” “我擦你妹！你丫的才是马路杀手啊！！！” Bright red car(riage) rear light delimits charging glow in the night the curve, vanishes in the dark road end. 鲜红的车尾灯在夜里划过电芒似的曲线,消失在黑暗的路尽头。