Passes through from the history, without mental journey that many people will care about the loser. 从历史中走过,没有多少人会关心失败者的心路历程。 36 years ago, Si Zhongxian was born in Zhejiang Xiùzhou. Here is later generation Jiaxing is, since the ancient times can be the Jiangnan lively loose place, Scholar pours forth, since Si the family/home scholarly family, several generations some people in Imperial Court for the officer, father Si Wenzhong have resided in Ministry of Rites, although the position is not high, but still respected high-ranking official in place, long tradition of family learning, is it may be said that deep. 三十六年前,司忠显生于浙江秀州。此处是后世嘉兴所在,自古以来都算得上是江南繁华风流之地,文人辈出,司家书香门第,数代以来都有人于朝中为官,父亲司文仲居于礼部,职位虽不高,但在地方上仍是受人尊重的大员,家学渊源,可谓深厚。 When Si Zhongxian was born, indeed Wu Dynasty prospers an excellent rise richly and populously, highlighted the weary condition of Wu Dynasty soldier matter except for Black Water Treaty afterward, the present all appeared the scene of prosperous times. 司忠显出生之时,正是武朝富庶繁荣一片大好的上升期,除了后来黑水之盟凸显出武朝兵事的疲态,眼前的一切都显出了盛世的光景。 The prosperous times arrive, are also many to the choice of person, Si Zhongxian was intelligent since childhood, in well-mannered regarding family/home, does not like observing on the contrary. He from small question quite a lot, in the matter regarding the book, by no means accepts overall, issue that many times asked that even made the teachers in school feel cunning. 盛世到来,给人的选择也多,司忠显自幼聪敏,对于家中的规规矩矩,反倒不太喜欢遵守。他自小疑问颇多,对于书中之事,并不全盘接受,许多时候提出的问题,甚至令学堂中的老师都感到刁钻。 Although the father is most old-fashioned Ministry of Rites officials, but also is the people of some truly learned and genuinely talenteds, regarding child some „departing from the classics and betraying principle”, he is not only angry, often praised before others on the contrary: This child future must for my Si family/home Qilin. 父亲虽然是最为古板的礼部官员,但也是有些真才实学之人,对于小孩子的些许“离经叛道”,他不仅不生气,反倒常在别人面前夸赞:此子将来必为我司家麒麟儿。 Although Si family/home scholarly family, but after Black Water Treaty, Si Zhongxian has a mind to practice martial art, Si Wenzhong also gave the support. Arrived afterward, the black flag rebellion and shame of Bianliang disasters of war and Jing Ping followed on somebody's heels again, when Imperial Court must promote the military prepared, Si Zhongxian this kind of Confucian who thoroughly understood the military tactics and does not lose the custom, becomes object who by the imperial family and official most liked. 司家虽然书香门第,但黑水之盟后,司忠显有心习武,司文仲也予以了支持。再到后来,黑旗造反、汴梁兵祸、靖平之耻接踵而来,朝廷要振兴武备时,司忠显这一类通晓兵法而又不失规矩的儒将,成为了皇族和文臣两边都最为喜欢的对象。 The black flag crosses the numerous mountain ridges after Liangshan takes root, Shu becomes critical, at this time, making Si Zhongxian be released externally the southwest, holds Jiange, manifestation that he most trusts. 黑旗越过重重山岭在凉山扎根后,蜀地变得危急起来,此时,让司忠显外放西南,扼守剑阁,是对于他最为信任的体现。 In several years time of Jiange, Si Zhongxian has not disappointed the such trust and anticipated. Various commodity commodities that flows out from the black flag influence, his assurance stops firmly a on pass/test. So long as can strengthen the Wu Dynasty strength the thing, Si Zhongxian gave massive convenient. 在剑阁的数年时间,司忠显也并未辜负这样的信任与期待。从黑旗势力中流出的各种商品物资,他牢牢地把握住了手上的一道关。只要能够增强武朝实力的东西,司忠显给予了大量的方便。 Regarding can provide the big benefit for the Huaxia army various luxury goods, Si Zhongxian has not suppressed constantly, he conducted the restraint with clear aims. Teaches, Zhongwu's patriotic company regarding some reputations, Si Zhongxian several degrees do best to convince persuaded the opposite party, must try to find out and method of learned black flag military system divine creative force, in this regard, his even also has acted twice on own initiative, threatens the Black Flag Army to hand over some key technologies. 对于能够为华夏军带来大好处的各种奢侈品,司忠显并未一味打压,他只是有针对性地进行了约束。对于部分名声教好、忠武爱国的商号,司忠显几度苦口婆心地劝说对方,要摸索和学会黑旗军制造物品的方法,在这方面,他甚至还有两度主动出面,威胁黑旗军交出部分关键技术来。 In Si Zhongxian the front, Huaxia army also made many concessions, gradually, Si Zhongxian the fame was then bigger. 在司忠显的面前,华夏军方面也做出了不少的让步,久而久之,司忠显的名气便更大了。 During guarding Jiange, his also by no means only pursues the reputation/honorary on such general orientation, Jiange is the advantage province to govern, Si Zhongxian the nevertheless official employed in the capital, does not turn over to the place to control in name. In the advantage province place, he basically is bandit chief who has the independent jurisdiction. Si Zhongxian makes use of the such power, is not only defending the public security in place, the use trade convenience, he also mobilizes the local resident to make some necessary services, beside this, the soldier in the idle period of training, Si Zhong the famous doctrine the appearance of Huaxia army, is mobilizing the soldier to reclaim wasteland the farm for the common people, develops the water conservation, soon, also makes the merit that many everyone praised. 镇守剑阁期间,他也并不只追求这样大方向上的名誉,剑阁属利州所辖,司忠显在名义上却是京官,不归地方节制。在利州地方,他基本上是个有着独立权限的草头王。司忠显利用起这样的权力,不仅保卫着地方的治安,利用通商便利,他也发动当地的居民做些配套的服务,这之外,士兵在训练的空闲期里,司忠显学着华夏军的样子,发动军人为百姓垦荒种地,发展水利,不久之后,也做出了许多人人称道的功绩。 These things, actually also construct the reason that among the new moon years the army strength inflates, Si Zhongxian civil and military minoring , the power is also big, is also on good terms with many civil officials, other armies meddle the place probably also to on several every year by the ginseng/partake, Si Zhongxian here advantage province is barren, almost no one gesticulates to his behavior except for Jianmenguan then without too many strategic significance, even if raised, still raised up the thumb to commend mostly, this was the model of military transformation. 这些事情,其实也是建朔年间军队力量膨胀的缘故,司忠显文武兼修,权力又大,与众多文官也交好,其它的军队插手地方或许每年还都要被参上几本,司忠显这里利州贫瘠,除了剑门关便没有太多战略意义几乎没有任何人对他的行为指手画脚,即便提起,也大都竖起拇指称赞,这才是军队变革的楷模。 The officials, are under the heavens are Imperial Court for the common people, before then, Si Zhongxian actually achieved, this is also he from the core of culture small studies. Until 11 years of autumn, the most difficult choice put his front. 为官者,为天下为朝廷为百姓,在这之前,司忠显其实都做到了,这也是他自小所学习到的文化的核心。直到十一年的秋天,最为艰难的选择才摆到了他的面前。 Jurchen people came, constructed the new moon emperor dead, the family member was grasped, the father was sent, Wu Dynasty survived in name only, but the black flag was not the principle of righteousness turns over. From the under the heavens perspective, something are very good to choose: Turns to the Huaxia army, Jurchen will receive the biggest hindrance to the southwest invasion. However oneself is the Wu Dynasty officer, finally for the Huaxia army, pays family's life, why does the institute come? This naturally did not say that choose to elect. 女真人来了,建朔帝死了,家人被抓,父亲被派了过来,武朝名存实亡,而黑旗也并非大义所归。从天下的角度来说,有些事情很好选择:投靠华夏军,女真对西南的入侵将受到最大的阻碍。然而自己是武朝的官,最后为了华夏军,付出全家的性命,所为何来呢？这自然也不是说选就能选的。 Regarding this matter, even inquired that usually have a strong sense of righteousness father, the father is completely unable to make the decision. Si Wenzhong already was old, his within the home pleasures of old age: „......, if for my Wu Dynasty, Si family/home whole families entirely to extinguish, your I...... also recognized. But now, the black flag kills one's sovereign, treason and heresy, for they compensate entire family, I...... am unwilling.” 对于这件事,即便询问平素大义凛然的父亲,父亲也全然无法做出决定来。司文仲已经老了,他在家中含饴弄孙:“……如果是为了我武朝,司家满门俱灭,你我……也认了。但现在,黑旗弑君,大逆不道,为了他们赔上全家,我……心有不甘哪。” Si Wenzhong before the son, said like this. Regarding is Wu Dynasty guarantees southwest, then waits for an opportunity the view that turns over to return, old person has also mentioned: „Although my Wu Dynasty hence, all has the enmity with Jin people and black flag, but after all was so the situation. Small Imperial Court of in the capital, is controlled by Jurchen people now, but Imperial Court high and low, still some massive officials had an emotional tie with Wu Dynasty, but feels indignant but not daring to speak out...... new Monarch to succeed to the throne, although by sieging, but I thought that this your majesty just like the fierce tiger, so long as gets out of trouble, in the future might as well be able to begin.” 司文仲在儿子面前,是这样说的。对于为武朝保下西南,而后伺机归返的说法,老人也有所提及:“虽说我武朝至此,与金人、黑旗皆有仇怨,但毕竟是如此地步了。京中的小朝廷,如今受女真人控制,但朝廷上下,仍有大量官员心系武朝,只是敢怒不敢言……新君继位虽遭了围困,但我看这位陛下犹如猛虎,只要脱困,将来未尝不能再起。” In Jiange, Si Wenzhong lowers the sound, mentioned the Junwu matter with the son: „New Monarch, so long as can get out of trouble, Jurchen draws the southwest, cannot wait for a long time here, when the time comes still had an emotional tie with Wu Dynasty to say to echo inevitably, making Tiannan return to the Wu Dynasty only opportunity, perhaps also lay in this...... naturally, I Old Obsolete, the idea is perhaps muddle-headed, all decisions, but must reveal you to decide loyally. Regardless of makes what decision, has the principle of righteousness to be, my Si family/home or perishes or saves...... are not related, you do not need to pay attention.” 剑阁之中,司文仲压低声音,与儿子说起君武的事情:“新君只要能脱困,女真了西南,是不能在这里久待的,到时候仍旧心系武朝者必然云起呼应,令天南重归武朝的唯一机会,或许也在于此了……当然,我已老朽,想法或许昏聩,一切决定,还得忠显你来定夺。无论作何决定,都有大义所在,我司家或亡或存……没有关系,你不必理会。” However, although old person the words are open-minded, in secret is actually not without the tendency. He is also worrying the family member who is in Jiangnan, in the worrying clan how many aptitude intelligent children who can not worry? 不过,老人虽然话语豁达,私底下却并非没有倾向。他也牵挂着身在江南的家人,牵挂者族中几个资质聪敏的孩子谁能不牵挂呢？ In fact, decides before the switch does, Si Zhongxian have been considering that plots together with the Huaxia army, directs the idea that Jurchen people enters the pass annihilates. 事实上,一直到开关决定做出来之前,司忠显都一直在考虑与华夏军合谋,引女真人入关围而歼之的想法。 To at the end of September, all parties' lobby gets stronger and stronger, outside Jianmenguan, in hundreds and thousands of people of such died every day helplessly, farther place Jurchen people is preparing the storm every day aggressively. Needs to make the decision the date and time to be near. 到得九月底,各方的游说愈演愈烈,剑门关外,每日里成百上千人就那样眼睁睁地死去,更远的地方女真人每日里都在紧锣密鼓地准备强攻。需要做出决定的时日近了。 In October/ten months 3rd, the father came to mention with him makes the decision the matter, old person expresses support for orally his all achievement, division loyal Xiandao: „Such being the case, I am willing to deliver to the black flag Jianmen.” 十月初三,父亲又来与他说起做决定的事,老人在口头上表示支持他的一切作为,司忠显道:“既然如此,我愿将剑门交予黑旗。” old person has not persuaded, after is only the half day, told the Jurchen envoy the matter in secret, told closing some personnel who favor falling the gold/metal, they try to start the armed remonstrance, holds Si Zhongxian, but Si Zhongxian is prepared early, the whole thing was pressed by him. After that see you again(goodbye) to the father, Si Zhongxian cries saying: „Since the father insists on so, that then falls the gold/metal. Child is unfair to the father, from now on, this will fall the gold/metal the charge, although will be carried by the son, this will fall the gold/metal the sin, actually must fall to the father on......” 老人没有劝说,只是半日之后,私下里将事情告诉了女真使者,告诉了关门部分倾向于降金的人员,他们试图发动兵谏,抓住司忠显,但司忠显早有准备,整件事情都被他按了下来。此后再见到父亲,司忠显哭道:“既然父亲执意如此,那便降金吧。只是孩儿对不起父亲,从今往后,这降金的罪名虽然由儿子背着,这降金的罪孽,却要落到父亲头上了……” 5 th, Jianmenguan surrenders to Jin Nation officially. Rainy, Wanyan sect Han passes through his nearby, but patted his shoulder conveniently. After that several days, are only feasting and flattering of various types, nobody cares about Si Zhongxian idea during this choice again. 初五,剑门关正式向金国投降。阴雨霏霏,完颜宗翰走过他的身边,只是随手拍了拍他的肩膀。此后数日,便只是各式的宴饮与吹捧,再无人关心司忠显在这次选择之中的心路。 This is also good. 这样也好。 Clear or in rain sky, in Jianmenguan the rapid earth-shaking transformation the flag, the Jurchen carriages and horses came like the mighty current, Wu Dynasty army transferred out the mountain pass, to nearby Cangxi county city garrison, Si Zhongxian waited for the water current of history to pass from his nearby in the numbness quietly, only wanted to open the eye, under the heavens already had another shape. 或晴或雨的天色之中,剑门关上迅速地变了旗帜,女真的车马如洪流般不息地过来,武朝军队迁出了关隘,去往附近的苍溪县城卫戍,司忠显在麻木之中等待着历史的水流从他身边静悄悄地过去,只希望一睁开眼睛,天下已经有了另一种形状。 However all by no means can such as he hope. 然而一切并不能如他所愿。 In October/ten months the day of 15, Wanyan guarantees to look for him slantingly. As the Wanyan sect Han son, was sealed the valuable Mountain Chief Wanyan slanting insurance is the appearance rough spoken language shameless man, among the past few days banquets, he and Si Zhongxian was once saying treated as personal matter the words to drink several cups greatly, this time in the military compound saluted upon meeting, then puts arms around shoulders draws his going out horse race. 十月十五这天,完颜斜保过来找他。作为完颜宗翰的儿子,被封宝山大王的完颜斜保是位面目粗犷言语无忌的汉子,过去几日的宴席间,他与司忠显曾经说着体己话大喝了好几杯,这次在军营中见礼后,便勾肩搭背地拉他出去跑马。 The horse caravan rushes to the nearby hill, first convenient is the Cangxi county city. 马队奔上附近山丘,前方便是苍溪县城。 County by no means is big, because in remote, before Si Zhongxian comes to Jiange, in the nearby mountain the also has banditry makes a harassing attack occasionally, for these years Si Zhongxian exterminated the bandit stronghold, looks after the four directions, the county city life is stable, the population has grown. But in addition also more than 20,000. 县城并不大,由于地处偏远,司忠显来剑阁之前,附近山中偶尔还有匪患袭扰,这几年司忠显剿灭了匪寨,关照四方,县城生活稳定,人口有所增长。但加起来也不过两万余。 Benefits the action of neighbors regarding Si Zhongxian, the Wanyan slanting insurance also some heard, at this time looks at this county city peaceful scene, praised wantonly, soon after patted Si Zhongxian the shoulder saying: „Has a matter, already decides, needs the coordination of Sir Si.” 对于司忠显惠及四邻的举动,完颜斜保也有听说,此时看着这县城安宁的景象,大肆夸奖了一番,随后拍着司忠显的肩膀道:“有件事情,已经决定下来,需要司大人的配合。” „What matter?” Si Zhongxian knits the brows. “何事？”司忠显皱了皱眉。 „Then comes for Cangxi County.” Slanting insurance is smiling, „Sir Si also knows, the war is about to begin, the grain and fodder advances. With the war of black flag, was my Great Jin stills the under the heavens last regulation, how to prepare is not overrated. At the present the fall just crosses, the grain and fodder must draft, for the people husband who the army works wants drawing, Cangxi also to obtain the strength. Sir Si, this matter places other places, the person we must kill half half, but considering the face of Sir Si, will look after regarding Cangxi in the course of time, in the today big tent/account decided that this matter, will give Sir Si to manage. The middle also has a number, Sir Si please look, Ding more than 30,000, grain 600,000 stones......” “便是为苍溪县而来。”斜保笑着,“司大人也知道,大战在即,粮草先行。与黑旗的一战,是我大金平定天下的最后一程了,怎样准备都不为过。而今秋日刚过,粮草要征,为大军做事的民夫要拉,苍溪也得出力啊。司大人,这件事情放在其他地方,人我们是要杀一半拉一半的,但考虑到司大人的面子,对于苍溪照拂日久,今日大帐之中决定了,这件事,就交给司大人来办。中间也有个数字,司大人请看,丁三万余,粮食六十万石……” Si Zhongxian is listening, already gradually stared in a big way the eye: „Entire city more than 20,000 people” 司忠显听着,渐渐的已经瞪大了眼睛:“整城才两万余人” Slanting insurance said: „The county continues.” 斜保道:“全县不止啊。” „...... also has 600,000 stone Liang, they many are the mountain people, more than 30,000 people of one year of grain perhaps these! Kings” “……还有六十万石粮,他们多是山民,三万余人一年的粮或许就这些！大王” Si Zhongxian cups one hand in the other across the chest, but must speak, guaranteed hand already to pat slantingly, the vision did not bear: „Sir Si, brothers! I you, when brothers, did not need to hold is installing clearly muddled, west of Jianmenguan place, communicated with the black flag really densely, these countrymen, who know that can take up the sword and spear to become the soldier, really made my Uncle everyone/various come, here did not have the living person. Moreover, this gives your opportunity, to your test, division Big Brother.” 司忠显一拱手,还要说话,斜保的手已经拍了下来,目光不耐:“司大人,兄弟！我将你当兄弟,不用揣着明白装糊涂了,剑门关以西的地方,与黑旗来往甚密,这些乡民,谁知道会不会拿起刀枪就成了兵,真让我的诸位叔伯过来,这里是没有活人的。而且,这是给你的机会,对你的考验啊,司大哥。” Si Zhongxian the vision is shivering, mood already is quite intense: „Si...... looks after this place for several years, at the present, you made me...... destroy this place!?” 司忠显的目光颤动着,情绪已经极为激烈:“司某……照拂此地数年,而今,你们让我……毁了此地！？” „Throws, name and shape.” The body of Wanyan slanting insurance bends down, is whipping Si Zhongxian the hand back, the sound is extremely low, „did this matter, was the oneself people.” “投、名、状。”完颜斜保的身体俯过来,拍打着司忠显的手背,声音极低,“做了这件事,就都是自己人了。” „...... I have give away Jianmen.” “……我已让出剑门。” „You give away Jianmen, is knows not to beat, is however in secret with us a heart, who knows that Ah?” slanting insurance shook the head, soon after smiled, „naturally, brothers I was believe your, the father also letter/believed you, but in army Uncle everyone/various? This time drafted the southwest, already determined, promising you to achieve. Your subordinate soldier, we did not proceed to move, but the southwest fired off, you were Huayang, the honour was so top, must convince the uncle in army, you worked slightly and slightly the line......” “你让出剑门,是自知不敌啊,可是私下里与我们是不是一条心,谁知道啊？”斜保晃了晃脑袋,随后又笑,“当然,兄弟我是信你的,父亲也信你,可军中诸位叔伯呢？这次征西南,已经确定了,答应了你的就要做到啊。你手下的兵,咱们不往前挪了,但是西南打完,你就是蜀王,如此尊荣高位,要说服军中的叔伯们,您稍微、稍微做点事情就行……” The Wanyan slanting insurance compares one quite „slightly” hand gesture, is waiting for Si Zhongxian the reply. Si Zhongxian grasps the officers of warhorse, hand already is pinching to shiver, so silent for a long time, his sound hoarse: „If...... I don't do? You...... had not said these before, you said well, until now was contradictory, reaches out for a yard after taking an inch. Did not fear that this under the heavens others looked, won't compromise with your Jurchen people?” 完颜斜保比出一个相当“稍微”的手势,等待着司忠显的回答。司忠显握着战马的将士,手已经捏得颤抖起来,如此沉默了许久,他的声音嘶哑:“如果……我不做呢？你们之前……没有说这些,你说得好好的,到如今出尔反尔,得寸进尺。就不怕这天下其他人看了,再不会与你女真人妥协吗？” His these words also had the huge courage to say obviously, the Wanyan slanting insurance corners of the mouth changed into gradually sneer, the vision ominous offense got up, soon after long inhales a breath of air: „Sir Si, first, my Jurchen people under the heavens, never discussed vertically and horizontally/able to move unhindered by the negotiations! You were most special one. Then, Sir Si, you were my elder brother, you yourself said that if you were we, met what's to be done? Shu thousand li (500 km) fertile plain, after this war, you are a side feudal lord, today is to give you these things, but you said that if my Great Jin trusts you, gives you this place many, suspects you, gave your place many?” 他这番话显然也是鼓起了巨大的勇气才说出来,完颜斜保嘴角渐渐化为冷笑,目光凶戾起来,随后长吸了一口气:“司大人,首先,我女真人纵横天下,从来就不是靠谈判谈出来的！您是最特别的一位了。然后,司大人啊,您是我的兄长,你自己说,若你是我们,会怎么办？蜀地千里沃野,此战过后,你便是一方诸侯,今天是要将这些东西给你,但是你说,我大金若是信任你,给你这片地方好些,还是猜忌你,给了你这片地方好些呢？” „Sir Si, Elder brother, Younger Brother this was heart-to-heart talk. Did this matter, Shu takes in the hand, that is not hot. Otherwise, gives you naturally to you, can attain, Sir Si your oneself thinks in the army Uncle everyone/various to give you this errand, cherishes you, was the hope you will work as Huayang in the future, was truly with my Great Jin heart...... does not say you, your subordinate 20,000 brothers, is waiting for you to seek riches and honor for them.” “司大人哪,兄长啊,弟弟这是肺腑之言了。做了这件事,蜀地拿在手上,那才不烫手。否则,给你当然会给你,能不能拿到,司大人您自己想啊军中诸位叔伯给您这份差使,真是爱护您,也是希望将来您当了蜀王,是真正与我大金一条心的……不说您个人,您手下两万弟兄,也都在等着您为他们谋一场富贵呢。” The Wanyan slanting insurance, looks at this point to the county city direction, paused slightly, the slightly cool wind is blowing from there, Si Zhongxian listens to him saying: „Moreover, even if you do not do, matter also has anything to distinguish......” 完颜斜保说到这里,望向县城方向,微微顿了顿,微凉的风正从那里吹来,司忠显听他说道:“而且,就算您不做,事情又有什么区别呢……” His these words are superficial, Si Zhongxian the body shivers almost to from the horseback fall. After that also not salty did not say pale two words, Wanyan slanting insurance saying goodbye Si Zhongxian have no response submissively, he also thinks little, progresses to go with a smile. 他的这句话轻描淡写,司忠显的身体颤抖着几乎要从马背上摔下来。此后又不咸不淡地说了两句话,完颜斜保拱手告辞司忠显都没什么反应,他也不以为忤,笑着策马而去。 At this time he already give away the most essential Jiange, the subordinate 20,000 soldiers said are elite, regardless in fact contrasts Jurchen to contrast the black flag, has the considerable difference, after without essential chip, if Jurchen people really does not plan to keep one's word, he also can only , no matter what it butchered. 此时他已经让出了最为关键的剑阁,手下两万士兵说是精锐,实际上无论对比女真还是对比黑旗,都有着相当的差距,没有了关键的筹码之后,女真人若真不打算讲信用,他也只能任其宰割了。 The horse caravan of Wanyan slanting insurance completely vanishes after the field of vision, Si Zhongxian calmly stayed on the hillside for a long time, just now went back the military compound. His appearance proper, does not get angry, but prestige, others are very difficult to see that from his face too many mood come, in addition changes the flag to change thought and complicated as of late, his looks have slightly thinly and pale are also the normal phenomenon, in the afternoon met with the father, Si Wenzhong was still the sigh in addition persuasion. 完颜斜保的马队完全消失在视野外后,司忠显又在山坡上静静地呆了许久,方才回去军营。他样貌端方,不怒而威,旁人很难从他的脸上看出太多的情绪来,再加上最近这段时间改旗易帜、情况复杂,他容色稍有憔悴也是正常现象,下午与父亲见了一面,司文仲仍旧是叹息加劝说。 „...... Things have gotten to this point, is important matter, how except looks forward can also? Loyally which reveals, you are Qilin of Si family/home, you protected all family members, the home person, for generations will remember you......” “……事已至此,做大事者,除向前看还能怎样？忠显哪,你是司家的麒麟儿,你护下了所有的家人,家里的人啊,世世代代都会记得你……” „...... Actually, for the father in the Ministry of Rites many years, read some saints and sages articles, spoke some well-mannered rituals of state, but the book read a lot, will discover inside these things, entirely was four characters, the winners become kings while the losers become bandits......” “……其实,为父在礼部多年,读些圣贤文章,讲些规矩礼制,但书读得多了,才会发现这些东西里头啊,统统就是四个字,成王败寇……” „...... Treats to the future you reverts Wu Dynasty Sichuan Shu, the under the heavens person must thank you......” “……待到将来你将川蜀归回武朝,天下人是要谢谢你的……” Si Zhongxian as if also thought through, he nods seriously, salutes to the father. By this day and night, he returns to the room, takes the liquor to drink alone, outside some people were then directed, naturally previously on behalf of Ning Yi black flag envoy Ji Yuanjing who negotiated to Jianmenguan, the opposite party was also the appearance serious person, it seems like more than several dividing line Si Zhongxian, when Si Zhongxian decided to offer Jianmenguan, from closing drove away the black flag envoy entirely. 司忠显似乎也想通了,他郑重地点头,向父亲行了礼。到这日夜里,他回到房中,取酒独酌,外头便有人被引进来,那是先前代表宁毅到剑门关谈判的黑旗使者姬元敬,对方也是个样貌严肃的人,看来比司忠显多了几分野性,司忠显决定献出剑门关时,将黑旗使者从关门统统赶走了。 „The Huaxia army are all-resourceful.” “华夏军神通广大啊。” Can dive secretly this matter regarding Ji Yuan respect, Si Zhongxian by no means feels odd, he puts down a wine glass, poured out the liquor for the opposite party, Ji Yuanjing sat down, picks up front wine glass, put one side: „Division General, reins at the brink of the precipice, not late, you are knowledge person roughly, I persuaded you especially.” 对于姬元敬能偷偷潜进来这件事,司忠显并不感到奇怪,他放下一只酒杯,为对方斟了酒,姬元敬坐下,拈起面前的酒杯,放到了一边:“司将军,悬崖勒马,为时未晚,你是识大体的人,我特来劝说你。” Si Zhongxian smiled: „I think that Mr. Ji is only much longer, usually is...... this that the belt/bring smiles is your original appearance?” 司忠显笑了笑:“我以为姬先生只是长得严肃,平时都是带笑的……这才是你本来的样子吧？” „Chen Family person already complies to give to Jurchen people the entire Qingchuan, all grain will be whirled away by Jurchen people, everyone will be driven away on the battlefield, Cangxi thinks that is also the same destiny. We must mobilize the common people, in Jurchen people starts to go to the mountain to avoid firmly, Cangxi, division General common people, if are willing in any case, to be saved, countless. Division General, you protect this place common people many years, is it possible that then can visit them to be with one's family broken up and decimated helplessly?” “陈家的人已经答应将整个青川献给女真人,所有的粮食都会被女真人卷走,所有人都会被驱赶上战场,苍溪想必也是一样的命运。我们要发动百姓,在女真人坚决下手前去到山中躲避,苍溪这边,司将军若愿意反正,能被救下的百姓,不计其数。司将军,你守护此地百姓多年,莫非便要眼睁睁地看着他们家破人亡？” Si Zhongxian sits there, the silent moment, the eye moves: „Saves them, my family member, must die certainly.” 司忠显坐在那儿,沉默片刻,眼睛动了动:“救下他们,我的家人,要死绝了。” „Division General really has meaning in any case, obviously the Ji today adventure is also worth.” Listens words that Si Zhongxian vacillated, Ji Yuan respected the vision to be clearer, naturally saw the hope look, „had the family member about division General, cannot rescue, was our mistakes, the second batch of manpower already reassignments in the past, this time needed absolutely safe. Division General, the Han people landscape destruction nears, Jurchen savage may not for the friend, so long as your I have this consensus, is present by no means begins in any case, might as well, your my both sides may set the treaty of alliance, so long as action success of Xiùzhou, division General then in the rear area gives Jurchen people to strike ruthlessly. At this time makes the decision, still did not send too late.” “司将军果然有反正之意,可见姬某今日冒险也值得。”听了司忠显动摇的话,姬元敬目光更加清晰了一些,那是看到了希望的眼神,“有关于司将军的家人,没能救下,是我们的过错,第二批的人手已经调动过去,这次务求万无一失。司将军,汉人江山覆亡在即,女真凶残不可为友,只要你我有此共识,便是如今并不动手反正,也是无妨,你我双方可定下盟约,只要秀州的行动成功,司将军便在后方给予女真人狠狠一击。此时做出决定,尚不致太晚。” „...... The sincere meaning of Huaxia army, I knew.” On Si Zhongxian the face shows the smile of satire, drank one glass of liquor, „arrives at this time, how many can matter also recall? Mr. Ji, I abandoned Jianmenguan, has cast the blunder, hesitants when a decision needed, at this time can in any case, why bother probably also want to be tired the family member dead...... I to come?” “……华夏军的拳拳之意,我知道了。”司忠显脸上露出讽刺的笑容,喝了一杯酒,“只是到得此时,事情还能挽回多少？姬先生,我弃了剑门关,早已铸下大错,当断不断,此时又要反正,说不定还要累得家人死光……我何苦来哉呢？” „If division General can resist Jurchen with Jianmenguan with my Huaxia army initially together, naturally is the excellent matter. But since the misdemeanor already happened, I and others then should not blame god and man, can recall a point, is a point. Division General, for this under the heavens common people even for this Cangxi several tens of thousands of people, repents and is saved. So long as division General can think through in the final moment, my Huaxia army regard as the oneself person General.” “若司将军当初能携剑门关与我华夏军一道对抗女真,当然是极好的事情。但坏事既然已经发生,我等便不该怨天尤人,能够挽回一分,便是一分。司将军,为了这天下百姓即便只是为了这苍溪数万人,回头是岸。只要司将军能在最后关头想通,我华夏军都将将军视为自己人。” Ji Yuanjing expression is sincere. In fact, for these years hit a lot with the Huaxia army social dealings, Si Zhongxian regarding some style also understanding of opposite party, knows words that early the opposite party spoke, is unexpectedly sincere. He such sits, varies, „Haha” smiles, soon after changes does „hehe”, finally became „Wū Wū” sobbing sound. 姬元敬言辞诚恳。事实上,这几年来与华夏军交道打得多,司忠显对于对方的行事风格也早有了解,知道对方说的话,竟是真挚的。他就那样坐着,不一阵,“哈哈”笑出来,随后变作“嘿嘿”,最后成了“呜呜”的哽咽声。 This temper tantrum has not continued is too long, Ji Yuan respects calmly sits waits for the opposite party to answer, Si Zhongxian the rude moment, in the surface is also tranquil, in room silent for a long time, division loyal Xiandao: „Mr. Ji, I these pondered diligently on , investigates its truth. You may know why I do want to give away Jianmenguan?” 这情绪失控没有持续太久,姬元敬静静地坐着等待对方答复,司忠显失态片刻,表面上也平静下来,房间里沉默了许久,司忠显道:“姬先生,我这几日冥思苦想,究其道理。你可知道,我为何要让出剑门关吗？” Ji Yuanjing considered: „The division General family member falls in the gold/metal dog hand, has no alternative, is the way things should be.” 姬元敬斟酌了一下:“司将军家人落在金狗手中,不得已而为之,也是人之常情。” „Hehe, the way things should be......” Si Zhongxian repeats one, shakes the head, „you said the way things should be, but to comfort me, my father said the way things should be, to deceive me. Mr. Ji, I came the scholarly family since childhood, Kong says dies for a righteous cause Meng Yuequ righteousness, the foreign aggression attack, should make what choice, I understand. My major principle understood that too, thought too clearly, the surrender Jurchen advantages I was clear, unites the advantages of Huaxia army I is also clear, but...... discovered to me in the final analysis finally, I am the weak person, makes brave of decision unexpectedly continually, with.” “嘿嘿,人之常情……”司忠显重复一句,摇了摇头,“你说人之常情,只是为了宽慰我,我父亲说人之常情,是为了欺骗我。姬先生,我自幼出身书香门第,孔曰成仁孟曰取义,外侮来袭,该作何选择,我还是懂的。我大道理懂得太多了,想得太清楚,投降女真的利弊我清楚,联合华夏军的利弊我也清楚,但归根结底……到最后我才发现,我是软弱之人,竟然连做决定的勇敢,都拿不出来。” He calmly gives the oneself but actually liquor: „Turns to the Huaxia army, the family member will die, having an emotional tie with the family member is the way things should be, turned to Jurchen, the under the heavens person must scold me in the future, I must be placed in the history book, gave the person to scold ten million years on the shame column, this has also thought of matter. Therefore, Mr. Ji, I do not have oneself to make this decision finally, because I...... weak and incompetent!” 他静静地给自己倒酒:“投靠华夏军,家人会死,心系家人是人之常情,投靠了女真,天下人将来都要骂我,我要被放在史书里,在耻辱柱上给人骂千万年了,这也是早已想到了的事情。所以啊,姬先生,最后我都没有自己做出这个决定,因为我……软弱无能！” Ji Yuanjing knits the brows: „Division doesn't General have oneself to make the decision, the decision that naturally who makes?” 姬元敬皱了皱眉:“司将军没有自己做决定,那是谁做的决定？” „does not say he. The decision is not I makes, at the present lamentation, actually must come by me anti-. Mr. Ji, betrayed you, Jurchen people pledges in the future by me, when Huayang, I must turn stamp the feet the vibration entire under the heavens great person, however I saw clearly finally, must arrive at this level, must have the courage of looking through the way things should be. Resists Jin people, the home person will die, even so , can only choose against Jin, before Sedo-myun, must have the such courage.” He drinks to drink, „this courage I do not have.” “不说他了。决定不是我做出的,而今的悔恨,却得由我来抗了。姬先生,出卖了你们,女真人承诺将来由我当蜀王,我就要变成跺跺脚震动整个天下的大人物,然而我终于看清楚了,要到这个层面,就得有看破人之常情的勇气。抵抗金人,家里人会死,即便这样,也只能选择抗金,在世道面前,就得有这样的勇气。”他喝下酒去,“这勇气我却没有。” „...... This view actually extremely.” Ji Yuan respects somewhat hesitant. “……这说法倒也极端了些。”姬元敬有些犹豫。 „When I in Jianmenguan on choice against Jin, Jianmenguan had not lost, today against Jin, the family member death ray, I am a joke, in any event, I was one laughed at...... Mr. Ji, after going back, you gave Mr. Ning belt/bring words for me ?” “我没有在剑门关时就选择抗金,剑门关丢了,今天抗金,家人死光,我又是一个笑话,无论如何,我都是一个笑话了……姬先生啊,回去以后,你为我给宁先生带句话,好吗？” „......” Ji Yuan respect silent moment, nods seriously. “……”姬元敬沉默片刻,郑重地点了点头。 Si Zhongxian smiles: „You told him for me, homicide Emperor, should. He dares to kill Emperor, was too great!” 司忠显笑起来:“你替我跟他说,他杀皇帝,太应该了。他敢杀皇帝,太了不起了！” „Division General......” “司将军……” The liquor one after another, Si Zhongxian the complexion sneers occasionally, occasionally is wooden, he is looking at out of the window, nighttime, on the face has the tears to slide: „I am only one at crucial moment the coward who the decision does not dare to be, however...... however Ah? Mr. Ji, this under the heavens...... was too why difficult, why must have the such way of the world, making people entire family death ray matter probably calmly by right, can be good person Ah…... this way of the world” 酒一杯接一杯,司忠显的面色只是偶尔冷笑,偶尔木然,他望着窗外,黑夜里,脸上有泪水滑下来:“我只是一个关键时候连决定都不敢做的懦夫,可是……可是为什么啊？姬先生,这天下……太难了啊,为什么要有这样的世道,让人连全家死光这种事都要从容以对,才能算是个好人啊……这世道” His mood constrained the extreme, the fist pounded on the table, in the mouth put out the liquor froth. Like this after vented, Si Zhongxian peaceful period of time, then raised the head: „Mr. Ji, is you should the matter of doing, I...... I am only a coward.” 他情绪压抑到了极点,拳头砸在桌子上,口中吐出酒沫来。这样发泄过后,司忠显安静了一阵子,然后抬起头:“姬先生,做你们该做的事情吧,我……我只是个懦夫。” „Division General, knowing the shame is nearly brave, many things, so long as knows that the issue is, can change, you have an emotional tie with the family member, even in the future history book, still might as well be able to give you one......” “司将军,知耻近乎勇,许多事情,只要知道问题所在,都是可以改变的,你心系家人,即便在将来的史书里,也未尝不能给你一个……” „Which comes the person, delivers him to go out!” Si Zhongxian drank one greatly, personal guard soldier(s) came, Ji Yuanjing also wants to speak some words, but Si Zhongxian waves: „Safely! Delivers him to go out!” “来人哪,送他出去！”司忠显大喝了一声,贴身的卫士进来了,姬元敬还想说些话,但司忠显挥了挥手:“安全地！送他出去！” Ji Yuanjing knows that this negotiation failed. 姬元敬知道这次交涉失败了。 His turned around leaves, some in the heart but actually hopes. Si Zhongxian tonight obvious mood disorder, but in his heart has the regret, this war continues, sooner or later he will stir up rebellion more than 20,000 people of teams, at crucial moment, can play a big role. 他转身离开,心中倒还是有些希望的。司忠显今夜明显情绪紊乱,但他心中已有悔意,这场战争持续下去,迟早他会被策反两万余人的队伍,在关键的时候,也还能起到不小的作用。 Only can repose will meet with next time. 只能寄托于下次会面了。 star moon/month thinly, far mountain flickering, after leaving the military compound, looks to the Cangxi county city of not far away, this also appears the auspicious tranquil night. 星月稀微,远山幢幢,离开军营之后,望向不远处的苍溪县城,这是还显得祥和宁静的夜晚。 On this day at night, Si Zhongxian rubbed the sharp blade. He cuts open the own throat in the room, suicided dead. 这天夜晚,司忠显磨好了利刃。他在房间里割开自己的喉咙,自刎而死了。 Arrives this step, will proceed in the future, his already is unable to choose, at this time the surrender Huaxia army, will make contact with the home person, he will be a joke, will coordinate Jurchen people, will all deliver the battlefield nearby resident, he is unable to start similarly. He kills oneself, regarding the matter of Cangxi, does not use again responsiblily, endures the mind the suffering, but the own family member, does not have the use value since then again, they can live finally. 走到这一步,往前与往后,他都已经无从选择,此时投降华夏军,搭上家里人,他是一个笑话,配合女真人,将附近的居民全都送上战场,他同样无从下手。他杀死自己,对于苍溪的事情,不用再负责任,忍受心灵的煎熬,而自己的家人,从此也再无利用价值,他们终于能够活下来了。 This news passes to the Jurchen big camp, Wanyan sect Han nods: „Um, is a man...... finds a person for him.” 这消息传到女真大营,完颜宗翰点了点头:“嗯,是条汉子……找个人替他吧。” „...... That Si Zhongxian.” Deputy General somewhat hesitates. “……那司忠显。”副将有些犹豫。 sect Han thinks: „In the name of my, writes an extending condolences article, said that division General principle of righteousness in any case, was assassinated dead by the black flag evildoers, Jurchen high and low, must extinguish the black flag for the division General revenge. Moreover......” 宗翰想想:“以我名义,写一副唁文,就说司将军大义反正,遭黑旗匪类行刺而死,女真上下,必灭黑旗为司将军复仇。另外……” „Sets up a good tablet, elaborate funeral division General.” “立块好碑,厚葬司将军。” „Yes.” “是。” Passes through from the history, without mental journey that many people will care about the loser. 从历史中走过,没有多少人会关心失败者的心路历程。 Soon, Si Zhongxian then forgot. 不久之后,司忠显便被人遗忘了。