Sakura walked. 小樱走了。 Is far from what rending, is far from what sad adverse current to become river. Light, one type was short of anything's feeling. After all had lived together half a month person, must say that a sentiment does not have, that is really the lie. 谈不上什么撕心裂肺,也谈不上什么悲伤逆流成河。只是淡淡的,有一种少了什么的感觉。毕竟已经是一起生活了半个月的人,要说一点感情都没有,那实属谎言。 However, because has been mentally prepared the reason, therefore pours can also withstand, crosses again on for several days, the mighty force of time wipes to disappear sufficiently this psychological lump. 不过,因为早就做好心理准备的缘故,所以倒也可以承受,再过上几天,时间的伟力就足以抹消这片心理的疙瘩。 Furthermore, own poor life also hung on the blade of Holy Grail War, where also has what ample force to ponder others' matter? 再者说了,自己的小命还悬在圣杯战争的刀刃上,哪里还有什么余力去思考别人的事情啊？ Are oneself so selfless? Crack a joke! 自己有这么无私吗？开什么玩笑！ All things, the life is supreme, this thought of normal person! 万事,活命至上,这才一个正常人的思维啊！ - 只是- Cannot fall asleep! 睡不着啊！ Falls asleep for the 17 th time cannot Shirou sits again from the bed, confused own hair. 第十七次睡着不能的士郎再次从床上坐起来,挠乱了自己的头发。 Out of the window moonlight has leaked the light window screening, sprinkled the light water silver pattern on the bedding. 窗外月光漏过薄薄的窗纱,在床褥上洒下了淡淡的水银色花纹。 The whole face goes wild, Shirou discovered own unusuality. 满脸抓狂,士郎发现了自己的异常。 As if on the bed was short of one to hold half a month human form to hold the pillow, did to toss and turn cannot fall asleep. 似乎床上少了一个抱了半个月的人形抱枕,搞得自己辗转反侧也睡不着。 What is most essential, once falls asleep, cannot help but drew in the abyss the dream to Sakura by the endless black insect, probably grabs the straw to grasp same reaches out oneself, „Elder Brother...... Elder Brother......” 最关键的是,一旦入梦,就不由自主梦到小樱被无尽的黑虫拖入深渊,像是抓着救命稻草一样的向自己伸出手,“哥哥……哥哥……” Arrived at the bathroom, Shirou washed the face, is looking in mirror, Shirou gave itself a palm of the hand. 来到了卫生间,士郎洗了把脸,望着镜子里的自己,士郎给了自己一巴掌。 „!” “啪！” „Damn! Awakes, Shirou! Fujimaru Shirou! You are not a rightful owner, is not a hero, you are only an ordinary person! She is not your someone, do not think so many! Hurries to rest!” “该死的！醒醒吧,士郎！藤丸士郎！你不是原主,更不是一个英雄,你只是一个普通的人！她又不是你的谁谁谁,别想这么多了！赶紧睡吧！” However, is unable to go to sleep as before. 然而,依旧无法入睡。 Sits cross-legged to sit on the bed, bathes in the water silver chilly moonlight, Shirou had for oneself. 盘腿坐在床上,沐浴在水银色的清冷月光里,士郎为自己感到头疼了。 Actually is the reason of this body, oneself really feel sorry, unexpectedly causes itself unable to go to sleep, what most awfully is, the brain turned the beforehand all memories unexpectedly. 究竟是这个身体的缘故,还是自己真就过意不去,居然致使自己始终无法入睡,最为要命的是,大脑居然把以前的一切记忆翻了出来。 Memory that Shirou is unable to forget at heart. 士郎心里一直有一个无法忘记的记忆。 That is his previous generation attended the elementary school second grade one day, Heavenly Dynasty also not like 9102 universal well-off, but was at the foreigner's first, officer's second real economy time. Gets up early Shirou that with the young fellows goes to school, the way food market time, sees the baby who yelled in the garbage heap. In the evening comes back, that baby also, but did not call. 那是他前世读小学二年级的某一天,天朝还不像9102年一样普遍小康,而是处在洋人第一、官第二的实体经济时代。和小伙们一起早起上学的士郎,途径菜市场的时候,在垃圾堆里看见了一个哇哇喊叫的婴孩。晚上回来的时候,那个婴孩还在,只是不叫了。 If said that feels for this reason sad, that is absolutely impossible, Shirou is not a sage, merely is only an ordinary person. But if is aloof, is insufficient the present still to remember. 若说是为此感到悲伤,那是绝对不可能的,士郎又不是圣人,仅仅只是一个普通的人。可是若是无动于衷,也不至于到现在还记得。 But now, he faced with at that time similar scene. Similar elementary school second grade, similar issue. The difference is, present he is not the initial that young boy, but is one already the mature soul of society. 而现在,他面临和当时类似的场景。同样的小学二年级,类似的问题。区别在于,现在的他已经不是当初的那个小男孩,而是一个已经社会的成熟灵魂。 But the so-called maturity, should abandons all not mature element, rational regards anything. 而所谓的成熟,理应是抛弃一切不成熟的元素,理性的看待任何事情。 But- 可是- „Asked! Do not let me think these again, I do not think these! Closes my trifling thing! This closes my trifling thing! Was together half a month little girl, I am not her father, her life closes my trifling thing!” “拜托了！别再让我想这些了,我不要想这些！关我屁事！这关我屁事啊！只是一个相处了半个月的小女孩而已啊,我又不是她爸,她的死活关我屁事啊！” Shirou hoodwinked in the quilt, diligently wanted to sleep. 士郎把头蒙进了被子里,努力的想要睡觉。 But, he cannot fall asleep as before, closes the eye, in the brain thinks issue that has evaded. 可是,他依旧睡不着,闭上眼睛,脑子里就会想到一直逃避的问题。 This is really the brain of this body has the issue! 这果然还是这具身体的大脑有问题吧！ Shirou pushed the responsibility to the brain of body, routine put out a hand one to embrace toward side, wants holding the pillow embraces in the bosom, finally obtained was actually air. 士郎把责任推给了身体的大脑,习惯性伸手往旁边一揽,想要把抱枕揽在怀里,结果得到的却是一片空气。 Really. 果然。 Most major problem, is familiar with. 最大的问题,还是习惯。 ...... …… In the morning gets up, Shirou went downstairs had the breakfast routinely, Fujimaru Chuchin made three breakfasts. 早晨起来,士郎下楼吃早饭,藤丸雏青习惯性的做了三份早餐。 Yesterday, after Fujimaru Narita handled the Sakura matter, hurried back to the company to work overtime, until now returns, but whose the third breakfast on this table was, it goes without saying. 昨日,藤丸鸣田处理完小樱的事情之后,就赶回公司加班了,至今回归,而这餐桌上的第三份早餐是谁的,不言而喻。 Shirou pretends not to see, to take up sandwich before the table to start to eat. 士郎假装没有看见,拿起自己桌前的三明治开始吃。 „Does not know that what person the Sakura father is. The heart may really be enough big, the daughters were missing obviously for half a month, actually was still busy with the work.” “也不知道小樱的父亲是一个什么样的人。心可真是够大的呢,明明女儿都失踪半个月了,却依旧忙于工作。” That Fujimaru Chuchin has no interest, making Shirou be hard to swallow today's breakfast. 藤丸雏青无心的一句,让得士郎难以咽下今天的早饭。 „Shirou, you wait/etc treated looks after the house at home, mother must go out to do grocery shopping.” “士郎,你等等就待在家里看家,妈妈要出去买菜。” „I also go!” “我也去！” Shirou sets out. 士郎起身。 Fujimaru Chuchin finds it strange, after encountering Uryuu Ryuunosuke, unexpectedly Shirou departs from the norm must walk out of the door. Is because Sakura picked reason? 藤丸雏青觉得奇怪,自遭遇雨生龙之介之后,士郎居然一反常态的要走出家门。难道是因为小樱被接走的缘故吗？ Fujimaru Chuchin thought right, matter indeed so. 藤丸雏青想对了,事情的确如此。 A person treats is thinking blindly, goes out to disperse to relax, removes the worry in brain, the rationality of adult will come back. 一个人待着会瞎想,外出走走散散心,把脑中的烦恼去掉,成人的理性就会重新回来。 Shirou thinks although oneself are far from the evil person, but also absolutely is not a sage. For an acquaintance girl of a half moon/month has not gone all out, besides the lead of that idealized youngster fairy tale, the person in reality will not do absolutely this. 士郎认为自己虽然谈不上恶人,但也绝对不是圣人。为了一个相识不过半个月的女孩去拼命,除了那种理想化的少年童话故事的主角之外,现实里的人绝对不会如此做。 But Shirou will worry for this reason, besides goodness in own human nature, mostly because of this weak brain? At least Shirou thinks that will otherwise a mature normal soul seem like the Burden of sin to be the same? Sighs with emotion one at most, guilty some time, then on return normal life? 而士郎会为此感到烦恼,除了自身的人性之中的善良之外,多半还是因为这颗幼稚的大脑吧？至少士郎是这么认为的,否则一个成熟的正常灵魂怎么会像是中了业障一样呢？顶多就是感慨一声,愧疚一段时间,然后就回归正常的生活吧？ Relaxing, relaxing was good. 散散心,散散心就好了。 In 1993, the shopping market of this time did not have the function of food market, the housewives did grocery shopping, was goes to the stream of people numerous and diverse, environment dirty food market. 1993年,这个时代的购物市场还没有菜市场的功能,家庭主妇去买菜,也是去人流繁杂、环境肮脏的菜市场。 However, regarding relaxing, actually unobstructive. 不过,对于散心,倒是无碍。 - 只是- The vision looks at the blonde youth who not far away front surface is walking, Shirou swallows the saliva, subconscious puts on itself the right hand of black leather glove ** pants pocket. 目光望着不远处迎面走来的金发青年,士郎咽了咽口水,下意识的把自己戴上黑色皮手套的右手**了裤兜。 „My this should...... really not be the younger sister hand? So will be why hapless?” “我这手……该不会真的是把妹手吧？为什么会这么倒霉啊？” Shirou is so whinning at heart. 士郎心里如此哀嚎着。 The youth who the front surface walks, has a golden short hair, the facial features distinct face, has classical delicate and pretty. The slim figure, wears the white shirt, the black slacks, the body is brimming with noble makings. Gilgamesh. 迎面走来的青年,有着一头金色的短发,五官分明的面庞,有着一种古典的俊美。修长的身材,穿着白色衬衫,黑色休闲裤,身上洋溢着一股高贵的气质。吉尔伽美什。 Four fight largest BOSS! 四战第一大BOSS！ What is most essential, this fellow seems like Mirai (future) to be chopped the hand by oneself...... 最关键的是,这家伙貌似未来有可能被自己剁手…… And...... 而且…… This fellow has Mirai (future) to regard? 这家伙是有未来视的吧？ Has not seen me, has not seen me...... 没看见我,没看见我…… Shirou lowers the head, pretends an ordinary neighbor boy, depended toward Fujimaru Chuchin side. 士郎低着头,装作一个普普通通的邻家男孩,往藤丸雏青身边靠了靠。 „Does your child, hit me to do suddenly?” Asking of Fujimaru Chuchin doubts. “你这孩子,突然撞我干嘛？”藤丸雏青疑惑的问道。 Shirou had not explained that but approached, the ordinary neighbor boy who attempts to pretend the intimate mother, evades the Gilgamesh process route. 士郎没有解释,只是又靠近了一些,企图装作亲近母亲的普通邻家男孩,躲过吉尔伽美什的经过路线。 Fused Heroic Spirit Emiya Saint Graph, becomes does not know that should say is Demi-Servant or the Demi-Servant participant holds a concurrent post of Servant, Shirou only hopes oneself will not bring to this incarnation Mr. gold/metal the attention of Gilgamesh. 融合了英灵卫宫的灵基,成为了不知道该说是亚从者还是亚从者的参与者兼任Servant,士郎只希望自己不会引起这位化身金先生的吉尔伽美什的注意。 However- 然而- The Gilgamesh vision, almost fell on the body of Shirou immediately. 吉尔伽美什的目光,几乎是在第一时间就落在了士郎的身上。 Stunned, startled stares, puzzled, puzzled...... flash, in that pair of blood red double pupil flashed through many complex looks, finally on the Gilgamesh face shows the smile of very being interested. 错愕,惊愣,不解,困惑……一瞬间,那双血红色的双眸里闪过了许多复杂的神色,最终吉尔伽美什的脸庞上露出了十分感兴趣的笑容。 22 interlock. 两两交错。 Does not seem to be seen through. 似乎没有被识破。 Shirou relaxes at heart. 士郎心里松了口气。 However, must completely staggered, Gilgamesh that was full of the arrogant sound to resound through in his ear: „That bastard, three days later will be delivered to the abyss of insect, bastard little rascal. No, faker.” 然而,就要完全交错的时候,吉尔伽美什那充满傲慢的声音在他的耳边响彻了起来:“那个杂种,三天后就会被送到虫子的深渊里,杂种小鬼。不,faker。” Frightened, the fear, the doubts, puzzled...... the flash, in the eye of Shirou flash through many and complex looks, when then looks again, Gilgamesh has actually walked away. 恐惧,害怕,疑惑,不解……一瞬间,士郎的眼中闪过繁多而复杂的神色,然而回头再去看之时,吉尔伽美什却已经走远。 „Is Shirou, in a daze? Walked!” Fujimaru Chuchin drew the arm of Shirou, depressed discovery oneself do not draw oneself son unexpectedly, was this also too rather strange? Obviously is only a six -year-old little rascal! “士郎,发什么呆呢？走了！”藤丸雏青拉了拉士郎的手臂,郁闷的发现自己居然拉不动自己的儿子,这未免也太诡异了吧？明明只是一个六岁的小鬼！ „............” “啊……哦……” The Shirou following mother walks into the food market dull. 士郎呆呆的跟着母亲走入菜市场。 In the brain was full of the doubts. 大脑中充满了疑惑。 Gilgamesh this recognized own identity? Moreover, is this Saint Graph that recognized itself to fuse? 吉尔伽美什这是认出了自己的身份吧？而且,这是认出了自己融合的灵基吧？ Has not begun to understand, because the present is during the daytime, moreover this heroic king also very arrogant. 没有动手可以理解,因为现在是白天,而且这位英雄王也十分的傲慢。 But why? 可是为什么？ But why can tell itself this matter? 可是为什么要告诉自己这件事情呢？ Obviously I...... 明明我……