The Third Mental Illness Rehabilitation Center construction 23 years ago, is Jiujiang earliest a number of privately established mental illness treatment organizations. 第三精神疾病康复中心修建于二十三年前,是九江最早的一批私立精神疾病治疗机构。 Has been able to see from the name, they are not the regular mental illness hospitals, is only a recovery convalescing center. 从名字上已经能够看出,他们并不是正规的精神疾病医院,只是一家康复疗养中心。 The rehabilitation center altogether has three sickness buildings, the First Sick Hall charge be cheaper than the regular hospital, but the lodging environment is extremely bad. 康复中心共有三栋病楼,第一病栋收费要比正规医院便宜许多,不过住宿环境极差。 The Second Sick Hall charge be higher than 1/5 compared with the regular hospital, has specialist nursing and doctor in attendance. 第二病栋收费要比正规医院高出五分之一,配有专人看护和值班医生。 Third Sick Hall is some patients serves specially, the charge is extremely high, is several times of ward. 第三病栋专为少部分病人服务,收费极高,是普通病房的数倍。 The note that stays behind from Dean can see, rehabilitation center newly-built time and is completely afterward different, at that time Third Sick Hall not only did not seal up the forbidden area, in the entire rehabilitation center collects fees high, the environment best place. 从院长留下的笔记能够看出,康复中心刚建立的时候和后来完全不同,那个时候第三病栋不仅不是封闭禁区,还是整座康复中心里收费最高、环境最好的地方。 Like this did business for probably three months, the rehabilitation center welcomed a special patient. 就这样营业了大概三个月时间,康复中心迎来了一位特殊的病人。 The Dean detailed record then scenario, in his heart, should be a turning point on that day. 院长详细记录下了当时的场景,在他心中,那天应该是一个转折点。 The sedan that is wrapping other provinces license enters the specialized hospital, two men pull off an appearance fine and vegetarian face extremely beautiful pregnant woman from the vehicle back seat. 一辆套着外省牌照的轿车开入病院,两个男人从车子后座拖出一个容貌精致、素颜极美的孕妇。 Dean received them personally, inquired that from now on knows this woman contracts the serious mental illness. 院长亲自接待了他们,询问过后才知道这个女人患有严重的精神疾病。 Stemming from the consideration of pregnant woman body security, Dean rejected the opposite party. 出于对孕妇身体安全的考虑,院长拒绝了对方。 The men think little, put out ten times in the hospitalization expenses of high-level hospital ward, and told Dean, he will pay in advance a half year of expense one time. 男人不以为意,拿出十倍于高级病房的住院费,并且告诉院长,他会一次性预付半年的费用。 Looks at the cash on table, Dean and several doctors somewhat moves, after the rehabilitation center starts to do business, the ward is fully occupied, the Third Sick Hall room mostly is actually also emptying. Patient who after all majority are not short of money, will choose the regular hospital to go to therapy. 看着桌上的现金,院长和几位医生有些动心,康复中心开始营业后,普通病房人满为患,第三病栋的房间却还大多都空着。毕竟大多数不缺钱的病人,还是会选择正规医院去接受治疗。 Under doctor's persuasion, Dean went through the check- for the pregnant woman, arranged her in Third Sick Hall Room 3. 在医生的劝说下,院长为孕妇办理了住院手续,将她安排在了第三病栋三号房。 After the definite pregnant woman moves in calmly and steadily, the man left oneself phone call/number number to the doctor, claimed oneself are the husband of pregnant woman, when Dean wants to look at both's marriage certificate, the man cannot take. 确定孕妇安稳入住后,男人给医生留下了自己的电话号码,声称自己是孕妇的丈夫,但是当院长想要看一下两者的结婚证时,男人却拿不出来。 Receives money, this matter has been a foregone conclusion, even if Dean wants to renege on a promise is not good, he can do takes care of that pregnant woman merely. 收了钱,此事已成定局,院长就算是想要反悔也不行了,他能做的仅仅只是照顾好那个孕妇。 Diagnoses after the doctor, the pregnant woman truly contracts the disease of energetic aspect, is very typical bipolar disorder symptom, can never exchange, from time to time the sob, the violent anger, falls all things that pound to see alone from time to time, will harm itself. 经过医生诊断,孕妇确实患有精神方面的疾病,是很典型的双相障碍症状,从不会和人交流,时而独自哭泣,时而暴怒,摔砸看到的所有东西,甚至会去伤害自己。 Hospital to protect her, specially the furniture package in Room 3 on thick cotton fabric. 院方为了保护她,特意将三号房里的家具包裹上厚厚的棉布。 The condition of woman is very unstable, because she harbors the child, most medicament are unable to use, the doctor can only turn the class to conduct psychological unblocking to her. 女人的病情很不稳定,又因为她怀有孩子,大部分药剂都无法使用,医生只能轮着班对她进行心理疏导。 This over three months, as the expected date of childbirth approaches, Dean looks for several nurse 24 hours to defend the hospital ward specially uninterruptedly. 就这样过了三个多月,随着预产期临近,院长专门找来几个护士二十四小时不间断守着病房。 Also does not know that is because the child will soon be born, awakened the motherhood of insane woman, the treatment of doctor had the effect. 也不知道是因为孩子即将出生,唤醒了疯女人的母性,还是医生的治疗有了效果。 The pregnant women no longer go crazy, mostly the time does not make one approach, but feels the belly, alone sits on the low hospital bed thought aloud. 孕妇不再发疯,大多时间也不让人靠近,只是摸着肚子,一个人坐在低矮的病床上自言自语。 Four months later, the babies born, the condition of pregnant woman obviously had improvement. 四个月后,婴儿出生,孕妇的病情明显有了好转。 Dean and doctors of rehabilitation center relax, the husband who on the same day gave the pregnant woman hit phone call/number, but hit several phone call/number continually, no one answered. 院长和康复中心的医生都松了口气,当天就给孕妇的丈夫打了电话,可是一连打了几个电话,却没有人接听。 They some not the good premonition, inspected the ID card of man specially, finally discovered that all documents are false. 他们心里有了不好的预感,专门去查验了男人的身份证,结果发现所有证件都是假的。 Dean and doctor discuss will decide from now on, money that waits to pay in advance all spends, if the man has not come, they report to the police. Considering the condition of woman, they have not told the woman this matter. 院长和医生商议过后决定,等预付的钱花完,如果男人还没有过来,他们就报警。考虑到女人的病情,他们并没有把这件事告诉女人。 The pregnant women do not know this news, after the child was born, she as if picked up the hope of life, starts actively to coordinate to treat, often will also inquire on own initiative own husband's information, she felt after oneself get better, the husband will meet her. 孕妇并不知道这个消息,在孩子出生后,她似乎重新拾起了生活的希望,开始积极配合治疗,不时还会主动去询问自己丈夫的信息,她觉得自己病好以后,丈夫就会来接她。 But has waited for six months, the hospitalization expenses of prepay to all spend completely, the man seemed like missing was the same, has not appeared again. 可是一直等了半年时间,预付的住院费全部花完了,男人就像是失踪了一样,再也没有出现。 In the specialized hospital presented the different sounds gradually, some doctors and nurses suggested to pack off the pregnant woman, when considering a big tip was also strenuous. 病院里渐渐出现了不同的声音,有些医生和护士建议将孕妇送走,照顾一大一小费时又费力。 Dean did not have the heart saying that must wait again, the nurse but who considered the woman daily life is saying inadvertently. 院长于心不忍说要再等等,但是照顾女人起居的护士却在无意间说漏了嘴。 The women voluntarily request and husband set up an electric circuit words, the microphone that side is the ice-cold machinery synthesis sound, this number has suspended serving. 女人主动要求和自己丈夫通电话,话筒那边是冰冷的机械合成声,这个号码已经暂停服务。 Before delivering the woman enters the rehabilitation center to go to therapy, the woman as if reached the agreement with the man, now the agreement was torn up, the itself sick woman, the situation became worse. 在送女人进入康复中心接受治疗前,女人似乎和男人达成了协定,现在协定被撕毁,本身就已经患病的女人,情况变得更加糟糕了。 She started to be virulent to person, like losing in a jet black labyrinth, cannot walk. 她开始对身边的人充满敌意,就像迷失在了一座漆黑的迷宫里,走不出去了。 Harms the newborn for the woman who to prevent to suffer a relapse, the doctor separates her and baby. 为防止犯病的女人伤害到新生儿,医生将她和婴儿分开。 The women were insane, is unable to communicate, the baby is small, the hospital does not have the means to foster. 女人疯了,无法沟通,婴儿还小,院方没办法只好代为抚养。 They also in positive treat the woman, want to obtain the information of that man through the woman, making him make up the simultaneous/uniform follow-up treatment and hospitalized expense. 他们也在积极对女人进行治疗,想要通过女人得到那个男人的信息,让他补齐后续治疗和住院费用。 No one can think that this treatment is three years, the child of woman grows up in mental asylum, in this full is in the specialized hospital of lunatic, learned the speech and walking. 没人能想到这一治疗就是三年时间,女人的孩子在精神病院里长大,在这个满是疯子的病院里,学会了说话和走路。 Is called the babyhood zero to three -year-old, is in the person life studies the most efficient period, forms to the crucial phase of thing basic cognition. 零到三岁被称为婴儿期,是人一生中学习效率最高的时期,也是形成对事物基本认知的关键时期。 The child of woman in the environment of this distortion morbid state, experienced the most important three years. 女人的孩子就是在这个扭曲病态的环境中,经历了最重要的三年。 Money of prepay has all spent, doctor nurse is the duty takes care of them now, day and two days said fortunately, the time was long, the increasing number of people start to complain, the vision that looks at that child also becomes complex. 预付的钱早已花完,医生护士现在算是义务照顾他们,一天、两天还好说,时间久了,越来越多的人开始抱怨,连带着看那个小孩的目光也变得复杂。 The mother of going crazy lives in the hospital ward, the child does the most matter in the three years is, was hugged by doctor nurse, in the window following No. 3 sick ward gate, is away from the shutter to have a look at inside woman. 发疯的母亲住在病房里,孩子这三年间做过最多的一件事就是,被医生护士抱起,顺着三号病室门上的窗户,隔着门板看看里面的女人。 The time was long, after the child learned walks, sometimes he also meets to rush to outside No. 3 hospital ward, looks is his height several times of hospital ward gates. 时间久了,在孩子学会走路之后,他有时候也会自己跑到三号病房外面,看着是他身高好几倍的病房门。 Day-by-day in the past, the same age child had the family member companion, the world was full of the color. 一天天过去,同龄的孩子有家人陪伴,世界是充满色彩的。 Some world distortions in this child eyes, ice-cold white Sediao occupied most memories, he gradually appeared at variance with the ordinary child's behavior. 这个孩子眼中的世界却有些变形,冰冷的白色调占据了大多数记忆,渐渐的他出现了一些异于普通孩子的行为。 Chen Ge turned unknowingly finally, the content on white paper looked like the Dean personal diary to be the same: „This child was more fearful than my childhood experience.” 陈歌不知不觉就翻到了最后,白纸上的内容就像是院长的私人日记一样:“这个孩子比我小时候的经历还要可怕。” He thinks own childhood played human head model, to open the plastic bone to be excessive enough, has not thought that really had more pitiful. 他本以为自己小时候玩人头模型、拆塑料骨头已经够过分了,没想到竟然有比自己更凄惨的。 Puts down the white paper, Chen Ge looked that to letter that several have not mailed out. 放下白纸,陈歌看向那几封未寄出的信件。 On the envelope does not have the stamp, not to sign, seeming like the yellowing is worn-out, should be many years ago writes, had not sent. 信封上没有贴邮票、没有署名,看起来泛黄破旧,应该是很多年前就写好的,一直没有寄出去。 According to the time order, Chen Ge 11 opened several letters. 按照时间先后顺序,陈歌将几封信一一打开。 The first letter/believes writes 20 years ago, at that time the child of woman was only two years old. 第一封信写在二十年前,那时候女人的孩子才两岁。 „Dr. Chen, I the first time am saw the so intelligent child, really does not dare to imagine, his unexpectedly anything thing studies is so quick.” “陈医生,我是第一次见到如此聪明的孩子,真不敢想象,他竟然什么东西都学的那么快。” „Was born in one by the place that the normal world neglects, lives in a morbid state environment, should I send off him?” “出生在一个被正常世界忽视的地方,生活在一个病态的环境里,我是不是应该把他送走？” „After this child grows up, absolutely is a talent, but his present's all sorts of performance make me feel very anxious.” “这孩子长大后绝对是个天才,但是他现在的种种表现让我觉得很不安。” „He , since the learned spoke, like his mother, always likes thinking aloud. No, that feeling is more like him with the thing communication that some we cannot see.” “他自从学会说话后,就像他的母亲一样,总是喜欢自言自语。不,那种感觉更像是他在和某种我们看不见的东西沟通。” „Doctor and general-duty nurses are very busy, no one teaches him to speak except for me, but I can always hear some strange phrases from his mouth.” “医生和值班护士都很忙,除了我没人教过他说话,可是我总能从他嘴里听到一些陌生的字眼。” „Is he through listening secretly the doctor and patient talks oneself to learn? What thing has to teach him?” “是他通过偷听医生和病人谈话自己学会的？还是有什么东西在教他？” „I am a materialist, but on this child the matter of makes me somewhat vacillate, the hearsay babyhood, the child can see the thing that adult cannot see, these real?” “我是一个唯物主义者,可是这孩子身上发生的事情却让我有些动摇,传闻婴儿时期,孩子能看见大人看不见的东西,难道这些都是真的？”