Butat this moment, in a Northern DistrictChengzhong Villageworn-outlowfarmerroom, was selectedbyChenstrengthasYangYiyao of experimental subjectis sitting wellon the entrancesmallbackless stool, calmlyis sunning, enjoysisher, the rarewarmtime.
而此刻,城北区城中村一件破旧低矮的农民房里,被陈力选中作为实验对象的杨奕瑶正端坐在门口的小板凳上,静静地晒着太阳,享受着属于她的、难得的温暖的时光。Shetakes off the eye-shade on facecautiously, opens the eyediligently, the direction that shifts toherskinto feelSun that shoots the face, as to catchraywith that now-defuncteyeball.
她小心翼翼地摘下脸上的眼罩,努力地睁开眼睛,把脸转向她的皮肤所感受到的太阳射来的方向,似乎想用那已经不存在的眼球去捕捉到一丝光线。Butthisis obviously unproductive, in factstartsfromtwoyears ago thatfire, the light in herlifehas vanished.
但这显然是徒劳的,实际上从两年前的那一场火灾开始,她生命中的光就已经消失了。
The parentsbothencountered difficulty, the fire fighterrescuestheirtimes, hereyehas lost one's sightbecause of the intensesmogstimulation, that timeshehas not known that thismeansanything, anythinglost one's sight, death, inherhas not formed the completeconceptat heart.
父母双双遇难,消防员救出他们的时候,她的眼睛已经因为强烈的烟雾刺激而失明,那时候的她还不知道这意味着什么,什么失明啊、死亡啊,在她的心里还没有形成完整的概念。Shewill only holdmother'sbodynot to let go, in the identificationtoldher„motheralreadynotwhen”, weeping and wailing mother washot.
她只会抱着母亲的尸体不撒手,在辨认告诉她“妈妈已经不在了”的时候,哭着喊着说妈妈还是热的。Ifhad died, thatbodyshouldbe cool?
如果已经死了,那身体应该会凉掉吧?Thisis she superficialknowledge that learnsfrom the television.
这是她从电视里学到的浅薄的知识。----In the age of thisinformation explosion, be maturer than much the previoustenyears of contemporarieslikeher the child of thisage, butearlyalsolimited.
----在这个信息爆炸的年代,像她这个年纪的孩子要比上一個十年的同龄人成熟得早一些,但早的也有限。Shespent for a month to accept itselfalready the result of not being able to see, becausethatmostlittlewalkedlittlemoves, butsheactuallyspententirea halfyearaccepted the parentsnotin the fact.
她花了一个月去接受自己已经看不见的结果,因为那最多就是少走少动而已,但她却花了整整半年才接受了父母不在的事实。Inmoststarts, shealsosubconsciously, whenhears the alarm clockto wake upcalls mother, asked„motherto turn on the light”repeatedly;Shealso when the automobilewhistlingsound that inhearingout of the doorhearsrunsto go outtotteringly, falloneselfseveraltimescut and bruised;Butmore often, sheis venting the hot temperedtemperamentlike the child, drove away the nursingpersonnel of communityarrangement.
在最开始,她还会下意识地在听到闹钟醒来的时候叫妈妈,一遍一遍地叫着“妈妈开灯”;她也会在听到门外传来的汽车鸣笛声时跌跌撞撞地跑出门去,好几次都把自己摔得遍体鳞伤;但更多的时候,她就像个小孩子一样发泄着自己暴躁的脾气,气走了一个又一个社区安排的看护人员。Alsobecause ofthis, heradoptionprocedurecannot manage. Onesecondrememberss://vip
也正是因为这样,她的领养手续才迟迟办不下来。一秒记住s://vipWhocanbe willingto acceptoneoftento fall the from head to tailbearchild of smashingfamily'sthing? Thattopitying and empathy of weak one, quickin is almost inendlesssufferingwill consumecompletely.
谁会愿意接受一个动不动就把家里的东西摔得粉碎的彻头彻尾的熊孩子呢?那点对弱者的怜悯和同理心,很快就会在几乎是无休止的折磨中消耗殆尽。And finally, keepsherside, only thenherElder Brother, thatsimilarlyalsounderagechild.
到了最后,留在她身边的只有她的哥哥,那个同样还未成年的孩子。
The Elder Brotheralwayscomfortsher, toldHelen Keller'sstorytoher, taughtherto startto know the room that from the beginningoneselflived, taughtherto wear the clothestooneself, took a bathtooneself, eventaughtherto use the blindpattern the smartphone, came up„to look”in the cell phoneanimated cartoon that sheonceliked.
哥哥总是安慰她,给她讲海伦凯勒的故事,教她从头开始认识自己居住的房间,教她给自己穿衣服,给自己洗澡,甚至教她去使用盲人模式的智能手机,在手机上去“看”她曾经喜欢的动画片。Entiretwoyearspasses, shefinallystartsbecomesdocile, learnedcalmlyto sit the waitinginno onefinally, regardingoneunder 7-year-oldlittle girl, even ifwere the healthy people, thiscould can also becommendablily.
整整两年的时间过去,她终于开始变得温顺,也终于学会了在没有人的时候静静地坐着等待,对于一个才不到7岁的小女孩来说,哪怕是健全人,这也已经可以算得上难能可贵了。
The sunlightmixes the dry and hotwindto blowYangYiyaoface, shefelt that onownfacehas the thingto delimitgently, thereforethenheldthatthingwith the handcuriously, latershediscovered that is onlyownhair.
阳光混合着燥热的风吹过杨奕瑶的脸,她感觉到自己的脸上有东西轻柔地划过,于是便好奇地用手去抓住了那件东西,随后她发现,那只是自己的头发。Sheuses the fingerto curl uponewispto send the silk, latersending the silktautness, is feeling the stabbing painslightlytouch of scalptheretransmitting, suchtouchmakesherfeelsomewhatnovelly, butplayeda while, shethenlost the interest.
她用手指卷起一缕发丝,随后又把发丝拉紧,感受着从头皮那里传来的微微刺痛的触感,这样的触感让她觉得有些新奇,但玩了一会儿,她便失去了兴趣。Shelets loose the hair, was trying to find outwith the handholdswall, walkstoward the leftfollowing the lower part of wall.
她放开头发,用手摸索着扶着身边的墙,顺着墙根往左边走去。Walksagainseveralsteps, will meetoneto stopforever there bicycle, mustcirclecarefully, the most important thing cannot be hitby the foot pedal of bicycle.
再走几步,就会遇到一架永远停在那里的自行车,要小心地绕过去,最重要的是不能被自行车的脚蹬撞到。
After bypassing the bicycle, mustsmall pit that pays attentionto step onto leave behindyear and year out, inthatpitaccumulatesfilthy water that the friends and neighborsare throwing, ifsmeared the shoes, the Elder Brothermustcriticize itself.
绕过自行车之后,要留神经年累月地踩踏留下的小坑,那个坑里积累着左邻右舍泼出来的脏水,如果把鞋弄脏了,哥哥又要批评自己。Bypassed the water hole, wallon handis sudden, thereforeshethenknowsoneselfhave arrivedhas been called„uncle”grandfather'shome, simultaneouslypasses to the nosealsohas the tobaccotaste of irritating the nose, smellsthistype of tobaccotaste, herrememberingbeforehandunclefacefeeling on recklessChazhaonownface.
绕过了水坑,手边的墙壁突然一空,于是她便知道自己已经到了被叫做“二大爷”的老爷爷的家,同时传到鼻子里的还有刺鼻的烟草味,一闻到这种烟草味,她就想起以前二大爷脸上的胡茬扎在自己脸上的感觉。Shedoes not like the unclevery muchwithrecklessChaZaire, buthedoes not dointhese two yearswell,
她很不喜欢二大爷用胡茬扎自己,但好在这两年他已经不这么干了,Only thenbrings between -meal snackwent to the home the timetooneselfoccasionally, will pinchownfacewith the roughfinger, thensaid that „onbabyfacethisscarburnsthatshallowly, twooldhave openedis a handsomemiss”. Whatis the scar? Whatis the handsomemiss?
只有偶尔给自己带了零食去家里的时候,才会用粗糙的手指捏一捏自己的脸,然后说一句“囡囡脸上这疤烧得那么浅,过两年长开了又是个俊姑娘了”。什么叫疤?什么叫俊姑娘?Shehas no concepttothesetwowords, the chocolate that but the unclebringsis very delicious.
她对这两个词没有任何概念,不过二大爷带回来的巧克力很好吃。Whileshestraightens the armto adjust the balance of bodyis wantingto pass through the uncleentrance the time, nearhereartransmitsin the unclesuddenly the air/Qifullsound:
正当她伸直手臂调整着身体的平衡想要走过二大爷门口的时候,她的耳边突然传来二大爷中气十足的声音:„Does Yaoyao, whichyougo? Thatextendingwithsmallzombie!”
“瑶瑶,你去哪呢?那手伸的跟个小僵尸似的!”Hearsuncle'svoice, shegawkedstaring, laterhas transferred the bodysubconsciously, in the entrancetoconsciousnessreplied:
听到二大爷的声音,她愣了愣,随后下意识地转过身子,冲着意识中的门口回答道:„Uncle, Igoes to the courtyardto play.”
“二大爷,我去天井玩。”„Yougo to the courtyardto playanything, that sideis spreading one's wares on the ground for sale, beats gongs and drums, a whileturnedagaintoyou. Come! Comesunclethis, the uncletakes the chocolateto eattoyou!”
“你去天井玩啥啊,那边在摆地摊呢,敲锣打鼓的,一会儿再给你拐走了。过来!来二大爷这,二大爷给你拿巧克力吃!”Hearsuncle'swords, Yaoyaohesitantmoment, finallywas trying to find outhas turned around.
听到二大爷的话,瑶瑶犹豫了片刻,最后还是摸索着转过了身子。Seeshermovement, the unclesaidsatisfied:
看到她的动作,二大爷满意地说道:„Yeah, thiswas right. Come, oneselfwalk, can hearmysound? Knows where Iam at? Right, come , to continue!”
“哎,这就对了。来,自己走过来,听得到我的声音吗?知道我在哪吗?对对对,来,继续走!”Yaoyaois hearing the voice of opposite partycarefully, movedstep by stepcarefully, whenherhandbumps into recklessChatosquare featurestime, shecould not bearsmile.
瑶瑶仔细听着对方的声音,一步一步小心地挪了过去,等她的手碰到对方脸上的胡茬的时候,她也忍不住笑了出来。„Uncle, beard!”
“二大爷,胡子!”„Ha, is the beard. Yaoyaowas getting more and more intelligent, come, yousit, Igoto take the chocolatetoyou.”
“哈哈哈哈哈,是胡子。瑶瑶越来越聪明了,来,你坐着,我去给你拿巧克力。”Is saying, the unclewhilehugsherto placealsohason certainly highchairto her, latersets outto leave.
一边说着,二大爷一边抱起她放在对她来说还有一定高度的椅子上,随后才起身离开。Listenssound that the opposite partyis going far awaygradually, Yaoyaopulled outsniffing, shesmelledcomplexfragrance that is mixing with the meatfragrance and smokingtaste, firstappearance of thistype of fragranceinhermemory.
听着对方渐渐远去的声音,瑶瑶抽了抽鼻子,她闻到了一股夹杂着肉香和烟熏味的复杂香气,这种香味在她的记忆中还是第一次出现。„Uncle, what are youboiling?”
“二大爷,你在煮什么呀?”
The roomunclerepliedloudly:
房间里的二大爷大声回答道:„Does not boilanything, smokes the cured meat! A whileIcut the same placetoyou, whenyourelder brothercame backto makehimdoeatstoyou, knew?”
“不是煮什么,是熏腊肉!一会儿我给你切一块,等你哥回来了让他做给你吃,知道吗?”„My brotherdoes not makemewantyourthings.”
“我哥不让我要你们的东西。”Hearsthissaying, takes the uncle who the chocolateis approachingto be able help laughing.
听到这话,已经拿着巧克力走近的二大爷哑然失笑。„Do not listen toyourelder brotherto talk nonsense, youruncle'sthingdoes not want, whosebut can also want? Come, eats the chocolate, Igoto cut the cured meattoyou.”
“你别听你哥瞎说,你二大爷的东西都不要,还能要谁的?来,吃巧克力,我去给你切腊肉。”Yaoyaonods, rubs the dust that switches handscautiously, was trying to find outpacking that disassembles the chocolate, butshejustwantsto force in the mouth the chocolate, is not careful, has removed the chocolate of candy wrapperto fall the ground.
瑶瑶点点头,小心翼翼地蹭掉手上的灰尘,又摸索着拆开巧克力的包装,但她刚想把巧克力塞进嘴里,一个不小心,已经剥掉了糖纸的巧克力就掉到了地上。Not far awayhas transmittedhas cut the vegetable/dishsoundoff and on, shesatwas gawkingsame placestaring, firstwaslifts the legplateto live in the chair, laterstrenuousbending the waist, tried to find outbefore the ground of handbody, confirmed after the chocolate that in the groundhas not fallen, crawledfrom the chaircarefully, thensquatting downbody, tried to find out that does not knowtochocolate where went.
不远处已经传来了断断续续地切菜声,她坐在原地愣了愣,先是抬起腿盘住椅子,随后费力的弯下腰,用手把身前的地面摸索了一遍,确认地面上没有掉落的巧克力后,才小心地从椅子上爬了下来,然后蹲下身子,去摸索那块不知道掉到哪里去的巧克力。Thisto heris a difficultwork, shestoodgraduallyto kneelfrom the beginning, finallylayis drillingto the chair, butinstalled the ceramic tilein the presenteach and every familywell, whenshefoundthatchocolatefinallytime, aboveactuallynotdirty.
这对她来说是个困难的工作,她从一开始的站着逐渐跪了下去,最后又趴着钻到椅子下面,但好在现在家家户户都装了瓷砖,等她最终找到那块巧克力的时候,上面倒是并没有多脏。----Fromsense of touch, notdirty.
----从触觉来说,并没有多脏。Sherubbedseveralto admitin the pocket the chocolateon the clothes, laterwas trying to find outclimbed up the chair, when the unclecut the cured meatturned around, thenhappen tosawshepulled out the chocolatefrom the pocket.
她把巧克力在衣服上蹭了几下放进口袋里,随后才又摸索着爬上椅子,等二大爷切好腊肉转身的时候,便正好看到了她从口袋里掏出巧克力的一幕。„Oh! Do not eat! In your pocket is grey! What's wrong? Fell the ground?”
“哎哟!别吃!你那口袋里全是灰!怎么了?掉地上了?”„Un!”
“嗯!”Yaoyaonodsgently, the opposite partyhas taken the chocolate in herhand, pulls out a paper goodsto polish, later the stopperreturned to herhand.
瑶瑶轻轻点头,对方拿过她手里的巧克力,抽出一张纸巾擦干净,随后才塞回了她的手里。„Come, eats. Atedirtilyhad not gotten sick, wedid not haveso manyart.......Ito listen toyourelder brotherto sayin childhood,youdo wantto go see a doctortomorrow evening?”
“来,吃吧。不干不净吃了没病,我们小时候也没那么多讲究.......我听你哥说,你明天晚上要去看医生?”„Mustgo see a doctor.”
“要去看医生。”„Wherelooks? Lookedwhatdoctor?”
“去哪看?看的什么医生啊?”„Governs the eye. Goes to the universityto look!”
“治眼睛的。去大学里看!”„Do not pull, thiseye....... the evil, Iasked that youalsoaskedwhite/in vain, whenyourelder brothercomes backmeto askhim. Yourthatsubsidiesbe not deceivedbyotherswhen the time comeswent...... to be good, yousiteat, the unclemustbe busy.”
“你可别扯了,这眼睛.......害,我问你也白问,等你哥回来我问他吧。别到时候你俩那点补助又被别人骗了去了......好了,你坐着吃吧,二大爷要忙去了。”„A whilefinished eating itselfto go hometo watch the television, do not run around, cell phoneinpocket?”
“一会儿吃完了自己回家看电视,别到处乱跑了,手机在兜里吗?”Yaoyaopulled out the cell phoneto shakeshakingfrom the pocket, the unclethenfelt relieved that nods.
瑶瑶从口袋里掏出手机晃了晃,二大爷这才放心地点了点头。„The cured meatIput the nearbytoyou, come, yougrabbedto look that could also carrygood.......? Alsohas not sunk!”
“腊肉我给你放边上了,来,你抓着看拎不拎得动.......还行吧?也没多沉!”„OurYaoyaois really competent, is small the granddaughter more competent than me.......”
“咱们瑶瑶真能干,比我小孙女还能干呢.......”In the unclepraisedone after another, Yaoyaofinished eating the chocolate in hand, latersaid an unclesaid goodbye, thenwent out of the roomcautiously.
在二大爷一声一声的夸奖中,瑶瑶吃完了手里的巧克力,随后说了声二大爷再见,便小心翼翼地走出了房间。Butwhatshedoes not know, thatsaidoneselfmustgo to the busyuncle, actuallyhas followedinherbehind, untilvisitingherarrives atoneselfmain house gateon the smallbackless stoolto sit down, shakes the headto turn aroundto leave.
而她不知道的是,那个说自己要去忙的二大爷,其实一直跟在她的身后,直到看着她走到自己家门口的小板凳上坐下,才摇了摇头转身离开。Yaoyaois supine the face, shecanfeel the sunlight the angleto have the slightchange, the alarm clock in cell phoneremindedherto be away from the time that the Elder Brothergoes homealsoto remain for 3hours, in the laterthreehours, shesuchhas saton the backless stool, only thenhears the whistle that approachesgraduallyoccasionally, will stand upin the main house gatedirectionretrocedesseveralsteps.
瑶瑶仰起脸,她能感受到阳光的角度已经发生了细微的变化,手机里的闹钟提醒她距离哥哥回家的时间还剩三个小时,在之后的三个小时里,她就一直那样坐在板凳上,只有偶尔听到渐渐靠近的汽笛声,才会站起身来往家门的方向后退几步。
The surroundingrayis gradually gloomy, butto her, changes is actually only the surroundingtemperature.
周围的光线逐渐暗淡下来,但对她而言,发生变化的其实只是周围的温度而已。Whencontinuouslycolorful lights start to their splendor, today'slastalarm clockresounds, sheheardbroadcast the Elder BrotherYang Yijinvoicefrom the distant place.
一直等到华灯初上,今天的最后一个闹钟响起,她才听到了从远处传来地哥哥杨毅瑾的声音。„Elder Brother!”
“哥哥!”Shestands upexcitedly, is carrying the cured meatsingle-handedly, was trying to find outsingle-handedlywalltotteringlystand forth, butheroppositethatformalsohurriedto runtwosteps, went forwardto grabherhand.
她兴奋地站起身,一手拎着腊肉,一手摸索着墙壁跌跌撞撞地向前走去,而她对面的那个身影也赶紧跑了两步,上前抓住了她的手。„Todayis cleverathome? Attends class?”
“今天在家乖吗?上了课没有?”„On! Icompleted!”
“上了!我学完了!”„Todaywhat of study?”
“今天学的什么啊?”„Todaystudymultiplication table, butIcannot carry......”
“今天学乘法表,但是我背不下来......”„Doesn't matter, come, Yaoyao, called the uncle.”
“没关系,来,瑶瑶,叫叔叔。”Is saying, hewhile the hand of opposite partyis handing overdrawingtoYe Zhou'shand that inhecomestogether.
一边说着,他一边把拉着对方的手交到给他一同前来的叶舟的手里。„ThisisUncle Ye, thisisUncle Chen. TomorrowUncle Yewill leadyouto govern the eye, saidquicklythanks.”
“这是叶叔叔,这是陈叔叔。明天叶叔叔就带你去治眼睛了,快说谢谢。”OnYaoyao'sfacereveals a jumping for joyfacial expressionrarely, making an effort that heryoungSirresembleslikelyshookYe Zhou'shand, latersaidseriously:
瑶瑶的脸上罕见地流露出一丝欢欣雀跃的神情,她像个小大人似的使劲握了握叶舟的手,随后一本正经地说道:„Thanks the uncle!”
“谢谢叔叔!”
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