But at this moment, in a Northern District Chengzhong Village worn-out low farmer room, was selected by Chen strength as Yang Yiyao of experimental subject is sitting well on the entrance small backless stool, calmly is sunning, enjoys is her, the rare warm time. 而此刻,城北区城中村一件破旧低矮的农民房里,被陈力选中作为实验对象的杨奕瑶正端坐在门口的小板凳上,静静地晒着太阳,享受着属于她的、难得的温暖的时光。 She takes off the eye-shade on face cautiously, opens the eye diligently, the direction that shifts to her skin to feel Sun that shoots the face, as to catch ray with that now-defunct eyeball. 她小心翼翼地摘下脸上的眼罩,努力地睁开眼睛,把脸转向她的皮肤所感受到的太阳射来的方向,似乎想用那已经不存在的眼球去捕捉到一丝光线。 But this is obviously unproductive, in fact starts from two years ago that fire, the light in her life has vanished. 但这显然是徒劳的,实际上从两年前的那一场火灾开始,她生命中的光就已经消失了。 The parents both encountered difficulty, the fire fighter rescues their times, her eye has lost one's sight because of the intense smog stimulation, that time she has not known that this means anything, anything lost one's sight, death, in her has not formed the complete concept at heart. 父母双双遇难,消防员救出他们的时候,她的眼睛已经因为强烈的烟雾刺激而失明,那时候的她还不知道这意味着什么,什么失明啊、死亡啊,在她的心里还没有形成完整的概念。 She will only hold mother's body not to let go, in the identification told her „mother already not when”, weeping and wailing mother was hot. 她只会抱着母亲的尸体不撒手,在辨认告诉她“妈妈已经不在了”的时候,哭着喊着说妈妈还是热的。 If had died, that body should be cool? 如果已经死了,那身体应该会凉掉吧？ This is she superficial knowledge that learns from the television. 这是她从电视里学到的浅薄的知识。 ---- In the age of this information explosion, be maturer than much the previous ten years of contemporaries like her the child of this age, but early also limited. ----在这个信息爆炸的年代,像她这个年纪的孩子要比上一個十年的同龄人成熟得早一些,但早的也有限。 She spent for a month to accept itself already the result of not being able to see, because that most little walked little moves, but she actually spent entire a half year accepted the parents not in the fact. 她花了一个月去接受自己已经看不见的结果,因为那最多就是少走少动而已,但她却花了整整半年才接受了父母不在的事实。 In most starts, she also subconsciously, when hears the alarm clock to wake up calls mother, asked „mother to turn on the light” repeatedly ; She also when the automobile whistling sound that in hearing out of the door hears runs to go out totteringly, fall oneself several times cut and bruised ; But more often, she is venting the hot tempered temperament like the child, drove away the nursing personnel of community arrangement. 在最开始,她还会下意识地在听到闹钟醒来的时候叫妈妈,一遍一遍地叫着“妈妈开灯”;她也会在听到门外传来的汽车鸣笛声时跌跌撞撞地跑出门去,好几次都把自己摔得遍体鳞伤;但更多的时候,她就像个小孩子一样发泄着自己暴躁的脾气,气走了一个又一个社区安排的看护人员。 Also because of this, her adoption procedure cannot manage. One second remembers s://vip 也正是因为这样,她的领养手续才迟迟办不下来。一秒记住s://vip Who can be willing to accept one often to fall the from head to tail bear child of smashing family's thing? That to pitying and empathy of weak one, quick in is almost in endless suffering will consume completely. 谁会愿意接受一个动不动就把家里的东西摔得粉碎的彻头彻尾的熊孩子呢？那点对弱者的怜悯和同理心,很快就会在几乎是无休止的折磨中消耗殆尽。 And finally, keeps her side, only then her Elder Brother, that similarly also underage child. 到了最后,留在她身边的只有她的哥哥,那个同样还未成年的孩子。 The Elder Brother always comforts her, told Helen Keller's story to her, taught her to start to know the room that from the beginning oneself lived, taught her to wear the clothes to oneself, took a bath to oneself, even taught her to use the blind pattern the smartphone, came up „to look” in the cell phone animated cartoon that she once liked. 哥哥总是安慰她,给她讲海伦凯勒的故事,教她从头开始认识自己居住的房间,教她给自己穿衣服,给自己洗澡,甚至教她去使用盲人模式的智能手机,在手机上去“看”她曾经喜欢的动画片。 Entire two years passes, she finally starts becomes docile, learned calmly to sit the waiting in no one finally, regarding one under 7-year-old little girl, even if were the healthy people, this could can also be commendablily. 整整两年的时间过去,她终于开始变得温顺,也终于学会了在没有人的时候静静地坐着等待,对于一个才不到7岁的小女孩来说,哪怕是健全人,这也已经可以算得上难能可贵了。 The sunlight mixes the dry and hot wind to blow Yang Yiyao face, she felt that on own face has the thing to delimit gently, therefore then held that thing with the hand curiously, later she discovered that is only own hair. 阳光混合着燥热的风吹过杨奕瑶的脸,她感觉到自己的脸上有东西轻柔地划过,于是便好奇地用手去抓住了那件东西,随后她发现,那只是自己的头发。 She uses the finger to curl up one wisp to send the silk, later sending the silk tautness, is feeling the stabbing pain slightly touch of scalp there transmitting, such touch makes her feel somewhat novelly, but played a while, she then lost the interest. 她用手指卷起一缕发丝,随后又把发丝拉紧,感受着从头皮那里传来的微微刺痛的触感,这样的触感让她觉得有些新奇,但玩了一会儿,她便失去了兴趣。 She lets loose the hair, was trying to find out with the hand holds wall, walks toward the left following the lower part of wall. 她放开头发,用手摸索着扶着身边的墙,顺着墙根往左边走去。 Walks again several steps, will meet one to stop forever there bicycle, must circle carefully, the most important thing cannot be hit by the foot pedal of bicycle. 再走几步,就会遇到一架永远停在那里的自行车,要小心地绕过去,最重要的是不能被自行车的脚蹬撞到。 After bypassing the bicycle, must small pit that pays attention to step on to leave behind year and year out, in that pit accumulates filthy water that the friends and neighbors are throwing, if smeared the shoes, the Elder Brother must criticize itself. 绕过自行车之后,要留神经年累月地踩踏留下的小坑,那个坑里积累着左邻右舍泼出来的脏水,如果把鞋弄脏了,哥哥又要批评自己。 Bypassed the water hole, wall on hand is sudden, therefore she then knows oneself have arrived has been called „uncle” grandfather's home, simultaneously passes to the nose also has the tobacco taste of irritating the nose, smells this type of tobacco taste, her remembering beforehand uncle face feeling on reckless Chazha on own face. 绕过了水坑,手边的墙壁突然一空,于是她便知道自己已经到了被叫做“二大爷”的老爷爷的家,同时传到鼻子里的还有刺鼻的烟草味,一闻到这种烟草味,她就想起以前二大爷脸上的胡茬扎在自己脸上的感觉。 She does not like the uncle very much with reckless Cha Zaire, but he does not do in these two years well, 她很不喜欢二大爷用胡茬扎自己,但好在这两年他已经不这么干了, Only then brings between -meal snack went to the home the time to oneself occasionally, will pinch own face with the rough finger, then said that „on baby face this scar burns that shallowly, two old have opened is a handsome miss”. What is the scar? What is the handsome miss? 只有偶尔给自己带了零食去家里的时候,才会用粗糙的手指捏一捏自己的脸,然后说一句“囡囡脸上这疤烧得那么浅,过两年长开了又是个俊姑娘了”。什么叫疤？什么叫俊姑娘？ She has no concept to these two words, the chocolate that but the uncle brings is very delicious. 她对这两个词没有任何概念,不过二大爷带回来的巧克力很好吃。 While she straightens the arm to adjust the balance of body is wanting to pass through the uncle entrance the time, near her ear transmits in the uncle suddenly the air/Qi full sound: 正当她伸直手臂调整着身体的平衡想要走过二大爷门口的时候,她的耳边突然传来二大爷中气十足的声音: „Does Yaoyao, which you go? That extending with small zombie!” “瑶瑶,你去哪呢？那手伸的跟个小僵尸似的！” Hears uncle's voice, she gawked staring, later has transferred the body subconsciously, in the entrance to consciousness replied: 听到二大爷的声音,她愣了愣,随后下意识地转过身子,冲着意识中的门口回答道: „Uncle, I goes to the courtyard to play.” “二大爷,我去天井玩。” „You go to the courtyard to play anything, that side is spreading one's wares on the ground for sale, beats gongs and drums, a while turned again to you. Come! Comes uncle this, the uncle takes the chocolate to eat to you!” “你去天井玩啥啊,那边在摆地摊呢,敲锣打鼓的,一会儿再给你拐走了。过来！来二大爷这,二大爷给你拿巧克力吃！” Hears uncle's words, Yaoyao hesitant moment, finally was trying to find out has turned around. 听到二大爷的话,瑶瑶犹豫了片刻,最后还是摸索着转过了身子。 Sees her movement, the uncle said satisfied: 看到她的动作,二大爷满意地说道: „Yeah, this was right. Come, oneself walk, can hear my sound? Knows where I am at? Right, come , to continue!” “哎,这就对了。来,自己走过来,听得到我的声音吗？知道我在哪吗？对对对,来,继续走！” Yaoyao is hearing the voice of opposite party carefully, moved step by step carefully, when her hand bumps into reckless Cha to square features time, she could not bear smile. 瑶瑶仔细听着对方的声音,一步一步小心地挪了过去,等她的手碰到对方脸上的胡茬的时候,她也忍不住笑了出来。 „Uncle, beard!” “二大爷,胡子！” „Ha, is the beard. Yaoyao was getting more and more intelligent, come, you sit, I go to take the chocolate to you.” “哈哈哈哈哈,是胡子。瑶瑶越来越聪明了,来,你坐着,我去给你拿巧克力。” Is saying, the uncle while hugs her to place also has on certainly high chair to her, later sets out to leave. 一边说着,二大爷一边抱起她放在对她来说还有一定高度的椅子上,随后才起身离开。 Listens sound that the opposite party is going far away gradually, Yaoyao pulled out sniffing, she smelled complex fragrance that is mixing with the meat fragrance and smoking taste, first appearance of this type of fragrance in her memory. 听着对方渐渐远去的声音,瑶瑶抽了抽鼻子,她闻到了一股夹杂着肉香和烟熏味的复杂香气,这种香味在她的记忆中还是第一次出现。 „Uncle, what are you boiling?” “二大爷,你在煮什么呀？” The room uncle replied loudly: 房间里的二大爷大声回答道: „Does not boil anything, smokes the cured meat! A while I cut the same place to you, when your elder brother came back to make him do eats to you, knew?” “不是煮什么,是熏腊肉！一会儿我给你切一块,等你哥回来了让他做给你吃,知道吗？” „My brother does not make me want your things.” “我哥不让我要你们的东西。” Hears this saying, takes the uncle who the chocolate is approaching to be able help laughing. 听到这话,已经拿着巧克力走近的二大爷哑然失笑。 „Do not listen to your elder brother to talk nonsense, your uncle's thing does not want, whose but can also want? Come, eats the chocolate, I go to cut the cured meat to you.” “你别听你哥瞎说,你二大爷的东西都不要,还能要谁的？来,吃巧克力,我去给你切腊肉。” Yaoyao nods, rubs the dust that switches hands cautiously, was trying to find out packing that disassembles the chocolate, but she just wants to force in the mouth the chocolate, is not careful, has removed the chocolate of candy wrapper to fall the ground. 瑶瑶点点头,小心翼翼地蹭掉手上的灰尘,又摸索着拆开巧克力的包装,但她刚想把巧克力塞进嘴里,一个不小心,已经剥掉了糖纸的巧克力就掉到了地上。 Not far away has transmitted has cut the vegetable/dish sound off and on, she sat was gawking same place staring, first was lifts the leg plate to live in the chair, later strenuous bending the waist, tried to find out before the ground of hand body, confirmed after the chocolate that in the ground has not fallen, crawled from the chair carefully, then squatting down body, tried to find out that does not know to chocolate where went. 不远处已经传来了断断续续地切菜声,她坐在原地愣了愣,先是抬起腿盘住椅子,随后费力的弯下腰,用手把身前的地面摸索了一遍,确认地面上没有掉落的巧克力后,才小心地从椅子上爬了下来,然后蹲下身子,去摸索那块不知道掉到哪里去的巧克力。 This to her is a difficult work, she stood gradually to kneel from the beginning, finally lay is drilling to the chair, but installed the ceramic tile in the present each and every family well, when she found that chocolate finally time, above actually not dirty. 这对她来说是个困难的工作,她从一开始的站着逐渐跪了下去,最后又趴着钻到椅子下面,但好在现在家家户户都装了瓷砖,等她最终找到那块巧克力的时候,上面倒是并没有多脏。 ---- From sense of touch, not dirty. ----从触觉来说,并没有多脏。 She rubbed several to admit in the pocket the chocolate on the clothes, later was trying to find out climbed up the chair, when the uncle cut the cured meat turned around, then happen to saw she pulled out the chocolate from the pocket. 她把巧克力在衣服上蹭了几下放进口袋里,随后才又摸索着爬上椅子,等二大爷切好腊肉转身的时候,便正好看到了她从口袋里掏出巧克力的一幕。 „Oh! Do not eat! In your pocket is grey! What's wrong? Fell the ground?” “哎哟！别吃！你那口袋里全是灰！怎么了？掉地上了？” „Un!” “嗯！” Yaoyao nods gently, the opposite party has taken the chocolate in her hand, pulls out a paper goods to polish, later the stopper returned to her hand. 瑶瑶轻轻点头,对方拿过她手里的巧克力,抽出一张纸巾擦干净,随后才塞回了她的手里。 „Come, eats. Ate dirtily had not gotten sick, we did not have so many art ....... I to listen to your elder brother to say in childhood, you do want to go see a doctor tomorrow evening?” “来,吃吧。不干不净吃了没病,我们小时候也没那么多讲究.......我听你哥说,你明天晚上要去看医生？” „Must go see a doctor.” “要去看医生。” „Where looks? Looked what doctor?” “去哪看？看的什么医生啊？” „Governs the eye. Goes to the university to look!” “治眼睛的。去大学里看！” „Do not pull, this eye ....... the evil, I asked that you also asked white/in vain, when your elder brother comes back me to ask him. Your that subsidies be not deceived by others when the time comes went...... to be good, you sit eat, the uncle must be busy.” “你可别扯了,这眼睛.......害,我问你也白问,等你哥回来我问他吧。别到时候你俩那点补助又被别人骗了去了......好了,你坐着吃吧,二大爷要忙去了。” „A while finished eating itself to go home to watch the television, do not run around, cell phone in pocket?” “一会儿吃完了自己回家看电视,别到处乱跑了,手机在兜里吗？” Yaoyao pulled out the cell phone to shake shaking from the pocket, the uncle then felt relieved that nods. 瑶瑶从口袋里掏出手机晃了晃,二大爷这才放心地点了点头。 „The cured meat I put the nearby to you, come, you grabbed to look that could also carry good .......? Also has not sunk!” “腊肉我给你放边上了,来,你抓着看拎不拎得动.......还行吧？也没多沉！” „Our Yaoyao is really competent, is small the granddaughter more competent than me .......” “咱们瑶瑶真能干,比我小孙女还能干呢.......” In the uncle praised one after another, Yaoyao finished eating the chocolate in hand, later said an uncle said goodbye, then went out of the room cautiously. 在二大爷一声一声的夸奖中,瑶瑶吃完了手里的巧克力,随后说了声二大爷再见,便小心翼翼地走出了房间。 But what she does not know, that said oneself must go to the busy uncle, actually has followed in her behind, until visiting her arrives at oneself main house gate on the small backless stool to sit down, shakes the head to turn around to leave. 而她不知道的是,那个说自己要去忙的二大爷,其实一直跟在她的身后,直到看着她走到自己家门口的小板凳上坐下,才摇了摇头转身离开。 Yaoyao is supine the face, she can feel the sunlight the angle to have the slight change, the alarm clock in cell phone reminded her to be away from the time that the Elder Brother goes home also to remain for 3 hours, in the later three hours, she such has sat on the backless stool, only then hears the whistle that approaches gradually occasionally, will stand up in the main house gate direction retrocedes several steps. 瑶瑶仰起脸,她能感受到阳光的角度已经发生了细微的变化,手机里的闹钟提醒她距离哥哥回家的时间还剩三个小时,在之后的三个小时里,她就一直那样坐在板凳上,只有偶尔听到渐渐靠近的汽笛声,才会站起身来往家门的方向后退几步。 The surrounding ray is gradually gloomy, but to her, changes is actually only the surrounding temperature. 周围的光线逐渐暗淡下来,但对她而言,发生变化的其实只是周围的温度而已。 When continuously colorful lights start to their splendor, today's last alarm clock resounds, she heard broadcast the Elder Brother Yang Yi jin voice from the distant place. 一直等到华灯初上,今天的最后一个闹钟响起,她才听到了从远处传来地哥哥杨毅瑾的声音。 „Elder Brother!” “哥哥！” She stands up excitedly, is carrying the cured meat single-handedly, was trying to find out single-handedly wall totteringly stand forth, but her opposite that form also hurried to run two steps, went forward to grab her hand. 她兴奋地站起身,一手拎着腊肉,一手摸索着墙壁跌跌撞撞地向前走去,而她对面的那个身影也赶紧跑了两步,上前抓住了她的手。 „Today is clever at home? Attends class?” “今天在家乖吗？上了课没有？” „On! I completed!” “上了！我学完了！” „Today what of study?” “今天学的什么啊？” „Today study multiplication table, but I cannot carry......” “今天学乘法表,但是我背不下来......” „Doesn't matter, come, Yaoyao, called the uncle.” “没关系,来,瑶瑶,叫叔叔。” Is saying, he while the hand of opposite party is handing over drawing to Ye Zhou's hand that in he comes together. 一边说着,他一边把拉着对方的手交到给他一同前来的叶舟的手里。 „This is Uncle Ye, this is Uncle Chen. Tomorrow Uncle Ye will lead you to govern the eye, said quickly thanks.” “这是叶叔叔,这是陈叔叔。明天叶叔叔就带你去治眼睛了,快说谢谢。” On Yaoyao's face reveals a jumping for joy facial expression rarely, making an effort that her young Sir resembles likely shook Ye Zhou's hand, later said seriously: 瑶瑶的脸上罕见地流露出一丝欢欣雀跃的神情,她像个小大人似的使劲握了握叶舟的手,随后一本正经地说道: „Thanks the uncle!” “谢谢叔叔！”