In the futuredays, Shiraishisawfrequently a Ayanepersonlivesin the schoolalone.
往后的一段日子里,白石经常看到绫音一个人孤零零在学校里生活。Shewas without friendsuddenly, did not have the so-calledlifedesire, the lookis empty, is the same just like the good-for-nothing.
她在突然之间没有了朋友,也没有了所谓的生活欲望,眼神空洞,宛如行尸走肉一样。Thisperhapsisone‚slave’truelifestance.
这或许就是一个‘奴隶’真正的生活姿态。It is estimated thatthisfor a lifetime, not possibleto walkfromthisshadow.
估计这一辈子,都不可能从这种阴影中走出来。Shiraishidoes not know that hasto yearnobviously the freeidealgirl, after finally the most intimateclansmandefines‚slave’, thatmoodisanything.白石不知道一个明明有向往自由理想的女孩,结果被最亲近的族人定义成‘奴隶’之后,那种心情是什么。Butfilled certainly the average man the despair and pain that is inconceivable.
但一定充满了常人难以想象的绝望和痛苦。Afterthatday, the Ayaneresultsuffers a disastrous decline, the teacher in chargeFujimurariverhas not saidher , can only tohersomeinsignificantcomfortsandencouragements, makingherlearn/studysafely, anythingdo not let one's thoughts wander.
在那日之后,绫音的成绩一落千丈,班主任藤村大河也没有说她,也只能给她一些微不足道的安慰和鼓励,让她安心学习,什么都不要乱想。Althoughwantsto helpownstudent, but a tradition of Hyugaclan, by his anythingis not the school teacherchanges.
虽然很想帮助自己的学生,但日向一族的传统,是不会被他这种什么都不是的学校教师改变的。This point, the Fujimurariveris clear, knows that thismatterseeks forthreegenerations of Hokageto help, does not have the meanssolution.
这一点,藤村大河非常明白,也知道这种事寻找三代火影帮忙,也没有办法解决。Theserich and powerful familiesinHidden Leaf Village, just likesmallvillages.
这些豪门在木叶村里,宛如一个个小村落。Manystipulations of Hidden Leaf Village, cannot managethem.木叶村的很多规定,都管不到他们内部。Shiraishiactuallylooksverythoroughly.白石却看得很透彻。
The comfort of wordsis uselesstoAyane.
话语的安慰对绫音根本无用。Onlycanenlightenherfromanotherlevel.
只能从另一个层面上对她进行开导。
The spiritualwound, can only curewith the spiritualmedicine.
精神上的创伤,只能用精神上的药物来治愈。Suffersownbodywith the ache, alwaysshifts the spiritualnumbgood medicine.
用疼痛来折磨自己的身体,一向是转移精神麻木的良药。Only thenuses the pain on thisbody, Ayanecanfeelownpresenttrulyis living.
只有利用这种身体上的痛楚,绫音才可以感受到自己现在真正的活着。Oneself is a person, rather thanby‚domestic animal that’ the familyrears in a pen.
自己还是一个人,而不是被家族圈养的‘牲畜’。Shedoes not understand that family'straditionhas the significanceisanything, does not wantto ravel, is not willingto ravel.
她不明白家族的传统存在意义是什么,也不想要弄明白,也不愿意弄明白。AlthoughtheseSirskeeptoherenlightens, saidplants‚Caged Bird’onhercurse seal, is goodforher, considersfor the inheritance of family.
尽管那些大人们对她不停的进行开导,说在她身上种下‘笼中鸟’咒印,是为了她好,也是为了家族的传承着想。Herallsacrificesdid not have the significance, butvaluable.
她的一切牺牲并不是毫无意义,而是有价值的。If so, why didn't the main familypersonsacrifice? Ayaneemits the thought that thisqualityaskedat heartunceasingly.
如果是这样,为什么宗家的人不去牺牲?绫音心里不断冒出这种质问的念头。Morethinkslike this,Ayanefelt the innermost feelingsfilledwishto destroyalldarksentiments.
越是这样想,绫音感觉内心充满了一种想要毁灭一切黑暗感情。
The hatredalsostartsto intensifyunceasingly.
憎恨也不断开始加剧。Withthishatred and angryidea, shefair and cleargentlefacebecomes is a little also fierce, were manyviciousmeaning, did not have the pasttemperatecolor.
怀着这种仇恨和愤怒的想法,她白净温柔的脸也变得有点狰狞起来,多了一丝凶狠的意味,没有了以往的温和之色。Is attackingto the wooden stakewithGentle Fist of Hyugaclan, gradually, duringwieldinghits, herGentle Fistalsochanged the flavorslowly, a Gentle Fistmethodicalnessdoes not have, but is venting the wooden stakewith the fistdirectlypurely, becomingruthlessspicilyto be firm.
用日向一族的柔拳对着木桩攻击,逐渐的,在挥打之中,她的柔拳也慢慢变了味道,一点柔拳的章法都没有,而是直接用拳头对着木桩单纯进行发泄,变得狠辣刚硬起来。Even if the fistbrokenskinbleeds, non-stop pain, the trend without stopped.
就算是拳头破皮流血,疼痛不止,也没有停下来的趋势。Rather, usesthispainto shift the spiritualnumbness, shehopes.
不如说,利用这种痛苦来转移自己精神上的麻木,正是她希望的。Before long, shestopsthisautonomysameventway, squatsby the wooden stake, both handsgrasp the knee, the headhang down, the blacklong haircovers the face, the slightsobbingcanhear.
不一会儿,她停下这种自残一样的发泄方式,蹲在木桩旁边,双手抱住膝盖,脑袋低垂,黑色的长发把脸面遮盖住,只有轻微的抽泣声可以听到。
The setting sun in the western sky, in the woodswas coveredbyonepiecedimly.
夕阳西下,树林里被一片昏暗笼罩。Alreadysoondarkness.
已经快要天黑了。
The air between forestsalsobecomessomewhatcold.
林间的空气也变得有些寒冷。
The dark greenleaffalls gentlyon the Ayaneshoulder, sheis sobbingas in a low voice.
暗绿色的叶子飘落在绫音肩膀上,她依旧在低声抽泣着。Suddenlyatthis time, in the dimwoodsbroadcast the footstepssound of profaning, makingherstop the weeping soundsuddenly.
忽然在这时,昏暗的树林里传来了轻慢的脚步声音,让她陡然停止了哭声。„Originallyyouhidehere, but, thisplaceindeed is very suitable a personto lickto lick the woundherealone.”
“原来你躲在这里啊,不过,这地方的确很适合一个人在这里独自舔舐伤口。”ThissoundAyaneis very familiar, makingherlook upalways the person.
这个声音绫音很熟悉,让她不禁抬起头看向来人。ThatisownClassmateChibaShiraishi.
那是自己的同桌-千叶白石。In the true sense an ordinaryperson.
一个真正意义上普普通通的人。
The civilians, the resultis common, middle-gradelives.
平民,成绩不起眼,中等生。Thisishisentirety.
这就是他的全部。Althoughalsocalculatedwithhisrelationsbeforequiteharmoniously, butsheis not in no moodto respond the bystander who his typehas nothing to do withnow.
虽然之前和他的关系还算比较融洽,但她现在没有心情搭理他这种毫不相干的外人。„Youwhyhere?”
“你为什么在这里?”Has not needed‚Shiraishi’thisgentletitleto call the status of opposite partylikebefore, on the contrary, hersound becomes stiffandstrange.
没有像以前那样用‘白石君’这个温柔的称号叫出对方的身份,相反,她的声音变得生硬和陌生。AyanepuzzledShiraishiwill comeherereasonisanything, butonetypepeeped, discovered the secretsamefeeling, makingsheveryangry.绫音困惑白石会来这里的原因是什么,但有一种被人窥视,发现了秘密一样的感觉,让她内心非常恼怒起来。„Reasonhas, what are more is hatedandattractedyourangrily. Iam actually same as you.”
“原因有很多,但更多的是被你内心的憎恨和愤怒所吸引来的。我其实和你一样。”On the Shiraishifaceshows the meaningfulsmile.白石脸上露出意味深长的笑容。„Like me?”
“和我一样?”Ayanewas shockeddull, does not understand that Shiraishiis sayinganything.绫音呆愣住了,不明白白石在说什么。Shiraishiwalksfrom the darkness, in the steadyblackpupilhas the lighthappy expression:白石从黑暗中走出来,平稳的黑眸中带着淡淡的笑意:„Yes, Iandyou are the same, isthisdistortionhad not known,may be called a part of boredvillage. Evenis the insignificantthatpart, is namedto be controlled the destinybyothers the lowlything.”
“是啊,我和你一样,是这扭曲还不自知,堪称无聊的村子的一部分。甚至是微不足道的那一部分,俗称被别人掌握住命运的卑贱之物。”
The Ayanebreathobstructs.绫音呼吸一窒。Shiraishithatordinaryimage, turned intoanotherstrangerinownmindsuddenly.白石那普通的形象,忽然间在自己心目中变成了另外一名陌生人。Probablyknewownclassmate is the same.
就好像重新认识了自己的同桌一样。
His isto the villagewas expressing that discontentedandis hostile?
他这是在对村子表示不满和敌视?Why will hehavethisidea?
为什么他会有这种想法?ButShiraishisaid why Ayanedoes not know, in the heartwas full ofresonancepleasedimmediately.
但白石如此说,绫音不知道为什么,心中顿时充满了共鸣般的快意。„Don't youhave doubtsvery much?”
“你很疑惑不是吗?”Shiraishialsoaskedwith a smile.白石又笑着问道。Doubts?
疑惑?Whatto have doubts?
疑惑什么?Facing the Shiraishibewilderedinquiry, Ayanefrowns, in the pure whiteeyepupilhad/leftcolor of being vigilant.
面对白石莫名其妙的提问,绫音皱起了眉头,纯白的眼眸中多出了一丝警惕之色。„Had felt were oneselfone step below others?”
“是不是已经觉得自己低人一等了呢?”Shiraishithese wordsjust said that the Ayanechest cavitywas been amplebyintensemurderous auraimmediately.白石这句话刚说出口,绫音胸腔顿时被一股强烈的杀气盈满。These wordsalreadywell uped the stabbing paintoherpersonalitiesandself-respectallnegativities, makingAyanelose the reasoninstantaneously, formcharging intoShiraishifast, is making an effortto wield the fistto the body of Shiraishi.
这句话已经刺痛到了她的人格和自尊一切的负面情绪涌上心头,让绫音在瞬间失去了理智,身影飞快的冲向白石,对着白石的身体用力挥起拳头。Shiraishishows a faint smile, was controlledangrily, thuslosescalmAyane, the attackhas becomeeasily bullied, does not have the methodicalness.白石微微一笑,被愤怒支配,从而失去冷静的绫音,攻击已经变得软弱可欺,毫无章法。Necessity that this degree ofattack, has not alertedcompletely. In the Shiraishiheartsaid.
这种程度的攻击,完全没有戒备的必要啊。白石心中说道。Therefore, catches the fist that Ayanewields, then conducts counterattacking, pressesherentirebodyonnearbytree, does not lethermoveslightest.
所以,把绫音挥过来的拳头接住,接着进行反制,把她整个身体压在旁边的树上,不让她动弹分毫。Within the flashcompleted the situationreverse.
一瞬间之内完成了局势反转。Possiblyissudden of extremelysuffering defeat, thereforeAyanedirectdelay.
可能是败北的太过突然,所以绫音直接呆滞了下来。Cannotexpect that completely attended the meetingissuchresult.
完全没能够预料到会是这样的结果。„Have youbeen hiding the strength? Whycando that?”
“你难道一直在隐藏实力?为什么要这么做?”Ayane that has gotten back one's composure, askedthisquestion.
回过神的绫音,问出这个问题。„Actuallyiswhat? Howeverbeforeexploringthisissue, how did wefirstchatyourmatter?”
“究竟是什么呢?不过在探索这个问题之前,我们先来聊一聊你的事情怎么样?”Shiraishiat a moderate pacesaidwith the mildvoice.白石不紧不慢的用温润的嗓音说道。„Snort, what do your civiliansunderstand? Do not be funny.”
“哼,你这种平民又懂得什么?别笑死人了。”Ayanewithwantingto say the sound that the Shiraishithroatbites.绫音用想要将白石喉咙咬碎的声音说道。Thiswhatis notwhat do the civiliansunderstand?
这种什么都不是的平民又懂得什么?Shewas planted‚Caged Bird’, in the futureall in life, andplanby the main familycontrol that thesekeep aloof.
她被种上了‘笼中鸟’,往后人生中的一切,都会被那些高高在上的宗家支配与规划。
The so-calledfreedom and dignity, will brutally have been eliminatedfrom now on.
所谓的自由和尊严,从现在开始已经被无情的剥夺了。Wheneversawarrogantfacial expression that onthesemain familyfacesis always a cut above others, shekeep aloofhaswishthattypearrogantsteps onruthlesslyin the soletramples.
每当看到那些宗家脸上总是高人一等的傲慢神情,她都有一种想要把那种高高在上的傲慢狠狠踩在脚底践踏。Letthemalsoattempt, played with the dignity and freedom, iswhat kind ofhumiliation and despair.
让他们也尝试一下,被人玩弄尊严和自由,是怎样的屈辱和绝望。
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