Section 4 after the class finishes class, Qin An turned on the lunch box, what inside thinks is the chicken nugget. 第四节课下课后,秦安打开了饭盒,里边装着的是鸡块。 The scarlet hot pepper, has fried in oil red the chicken skin reveals the lush gloss, the compact chicken was slivered the scrap, in tomato egg soup is sprinkling the minced green onion, thoroughly ripe potato. 大红的辣椒,红油炸过的鸡皮露出肥美的油光,紧凑的鸡肉被切成小块,一份西红柿蛋汤里洒落着葱花,还有一个熟透了的土豆。 Looks at this lunch, Qin An lowers the head, the tears could not stop to flow. 看着这份午餐,秦安低着头,眼泪止不住地流了下来。 This is the lunch of mother Li Qin preparation, every morning, Li Qin will prepare such lunch for him, he had never felt grateful, only thought that all these are that natural, when he grows up gradually, realized contains when the maternal love, that uniqueness, is unable to jump over forever cared, Li Qin when his big four graduations, is inspected the cancer of the pancreas late stage. 这是母亲李琴准备的午餐,每天早上,李琴都会为他准备这样的午餐,曾经他从未感激过,只觉得这一切都是那么理所当然,当他渐渐长大,体会到其中蕴藏着的母爱,那份独一无二,永远也无法越的关心时,李琴在他大四毕业时,被检查出了胰腺癌晚期。 The so-called filial piety, is touching, most offends somebody, is unable to be filial to the utmost, regarding already understands that the love of parents is how great, adult who how should be treasured, is as good as the pain that the heart is unable to touch, bumps, profound spirit, rending. 所谓的孝,最是感人,最是伤人,无法尽孝,对于一个已经明白父母之爱如何伟大,如何值得珍惜的成年人来说,不亚于心底无法触碰的痛,一碰,痛彻心骨,撕心裂肺。 In the first several years that mother passed away, Qin An often in the dream wakes up, presently the tears moisten the pillow, the heart is clutching the pain. 在母亲去世的头几年,秦安每每在梦中醒来时,会现泪水打湿枕头,心揪着的痛。 Li Qin when inspecting cancer of the pancreas, she does not believe oneself will die, she thought that she can be getting better, she had not noticed that the son finds a wife to give birth, how she has not taught the daughter-in-law to manage a household. 李琴在检查出胰腺癌时,她绝不相信自己会死去,她觉得自己能痊愈,她还没有看到儿子娶妻生子,她还没有教会儿媳怎样持家。 That time Qin An prepared the most crucial phase of occupation test, Li Qin does not allow anybody to disturb him, in his telephone , is always chatting some trivial matters, asks that his food and clothing changes in temperature, Qin An definitely is not even able to detect the least bit improper place. 那时候的秦安正是准备一门职业考试的最关键时期,李琴不允许任何人打扰他,在和他的电话里,总是闲聊着一些琐事,问问他的吃穿冷暖,秦安甚至完全无法察觉到半点不妥的地方。 When he sees mother again, Li Qin already lay down on the hospital bed, the lower abdomen blew up high, the tumor proliferated the whole body, her eye can only narrow the eyes reluctantly, distinguishing that was her son. 当他再见到母亲时,李琴已经躺在了病床上,小腹高高鼓起,肿瘤扩散到了全身,她的眼睛只能勉强眯起来,分辨出那是她的儿子。 Sees the son again, after less than 24 hours, she passed away, even in the thorough stupor, loses recent of consciousness, she is even still comforting Qin An, she is all right, will be good. 再见到儿子,不到二十四小时后,她就离开了人世,即使在彻底昏迷,失去意识的前一段时期,她甚至还在安慰秦安,她没事,会好起来。 Qin An looks in the lunch box the stir-fried dish and soup of careful preparation, admitted the desk the lunch box carefully, and other schoolmates have not brought in the classroom the rice with a big aluminum box from the cafeteria again, oneself left Town Middle School. 秦安看着饭盒里精心准备的炒菜和汤,小心地把饭盒放进了书桌,没有再等几个同学从食堂将米饭用一个大铝盒子抬进教室,自己离开了镇初中。 Li Qin similarly is a teacher, she teaches the sixth grade in town/subdues Central Primary Schools. 李琴同样是一名教师,她在镇中心小学教六年级。 Town Middle School and town/subdues Central Primary Schools great distance is not far, with memory, shot a look at these slightly some impressions in a hurry, but also calculates that the young teachers, Qin An rushed in the Li Qin office. 镇初中和镇中心小学相隔不远,凭着记忆,匆匆瞥了一眼那些略微有些印象,还算年轻的老师们,秦安闯进了李琴的办公室。 The office is not big, the home-room teacher office and class of management is connected, a small bed, a desk. 办公室不大,班主任的办公室都和管理的班级相连,一张小床,一张办公桌。 Li Qin sits on the sides of the bed, is preparing to take off shoes, midday nap moment. 李琴坐在床沿上,正准备脱鞋,午睡片刻。 Less than 40 Li Qin, have the traditional China woman unique virtuous flavor, because she always craves in oneself plants the vegetables, the house job is also assumes full responsibility, on the finger the cocoon, the somewhat rough hand is dialing the opening steadily, saw Qin An that rushes in the office. 不到四十的李琴,有着传统中国女人特有的贤淑味道,因为她总是热衷于自己种植蔬菜,家务活也是自己包揽,手指上长着茧子,有些粗糙的手拨开头,就看到了闯进办公室的秦安。 Sees Li Qin again, the Qin An ratio saw that anybody is excited, this is the true engraved in bones and heart grief cancelled happiness, this is unbelievable one, he had fantasized innumerable, if mother is also living, without falling ill...... 再次看到李琴,秦安比见到任何人都要激动,这是真正刻骨铭心的伤痛被抹去后的幸福,这是难以置信的一幕,他无数次幻想过要是母亲还活着,要是没有生病…… When Li Qin appears livingly, how can Qin An practice moderation? Even if his already has the mentality of adult, but before mother, he is only a child, forever is her child. 当李琴活生生地出现时,秦安怎能自持？即便他已经有成年人的心态,但在母亲面前,他只是个孩子,永远都是她的孩子。 Can contain all, is not the boundless nature, is not the so-called love, is not the so-called mind/bosom, only then the arms of mother. 能够包容一切的,不是海阔天空的自然,不是所谓的爱,不是所谓的胸怀,只有母亲的怀抱。 „Mother......” Qin An walks, closely grasped Li Qin. “妈……”秦安走过去,紧紧抱住了李琴。 „What's wrong?” Li Qin is somewhat strange, whatever Qin An grasps him, patted the back of Qin An: „Had an accident, said with mother, do not cry.” “怎么了？”李琴有些奇怪,任由秦安抱住他,拍了拍秦安的背:“出什么事了,和妈说,别哭。” Qin An did not speak, but closely grasped her, he has never had compared with this moment more terrified experience, he thinks that this was only memory, after he confirmed was not memory, when came life again a time, he felt the happiness, when met with mother again, unequalled that this happiness came, reached the peak. 秦安也不说话,只是紧紧抱住她,他从未有过比这一刻更惶恐不安的经历,他以为这只是记忆,在他确认后不是记忆,而是再来一次的人生时,他感觉到了幸福,当再次和母亲见面时,这种幸福来的无与伦比,达到了巅峰。 If at this time suddenly presently, this is in his mind fantasized, was only a dream, Qin An definitely is unable to withstand that type to fall from the peak dream falls to the pain of ice-cold fact happily. 如果在这时突然间现,这不过是他脑海里的一些幻想,只是一个梦,秦安完全无法承受那种从巅峰的梦幻幸福摔落到冰冷的事实的痛苦。 Qin An is rubbing gently the Li Qin silk, feels mother that type to let the son relieved gentle aura, a pleasant surprise from fills the air slowly at heart, is scattering that fear, he is not having a dream, how the dreamland can be so clear, heartbeat that he can feel mother, the gentleness of mother, mother that somewhat helpless anxiety. 秦安磨蹭着李琴的丝,感受着母亲那种让儿子安心平缓的气息,一种惊喜慢慢地从心里弥漫出来,驱散着那种恐惧,他不是在做梦,梦境怎能如此清晰,他能够感受到母亲的心跳,母亲的温柔,母亲那份有些不知所措的焦急。 „I am all right, mother...... I thinks that here takes an afternoon nap.” Qin An takes off the shoes, climbed up the bed. “我没事,妈……我想到这里睡午觉。”秦安脱下鞋子,爬上了床。 „Your this child...... frightened mother to jump.” Li Qin smiled, touches the head of Qin An, „today transferred the temper, usually in don't you most like taking a nap?” “你这孩子……吓了妈一跳。”李琴笑了起来,摸了摸秦安的脑袋,“今天转了性子了,平日里你不是最不喜欢午睡吗？” „Today liked.” Qin An grasps Li Qin from the back, closes one's eyes, the after joy of major rises, is especially exhausted, Li Qin is patting his back, unexpectedly immediately fell asleep. “今天喜欢了。”秦安从背后抱住李琴,闭着眼睛,大起大落的喜悦之后,格外疲惫,李琴拍着他的背,居然马上就睡着了。 ...... …… ...... …… „Hū!” “呼！” Qin An sits up from the bed fiercely, the head cold sweat murmur, has turned head flustered, the heart of intense beat stopped that struggling weak, making him tranquil. 秦安猛地从床上坐起,头上冷汗潺潺而下,慌慌张张地扭过头来,激烈跳动的心脏才无力地停止了那份挣扎,让他平静下来。 Really is not the dream, Li Qin still sleeps peacefully in side. 果然不是梦,李琴依然安睡在旁边。 Qin An looked at the alarm clock on school desk, crawls to get out of bed cautiously, dragging the quilt to help Li Qin cover the lower abdomen, went into the kitchen to fetch wash bowl water to place on the washing frame, poured one cup of boiled and cooled water again, this left town/subdues Central Primary Schools softly. 秦安看了看课桌上的闹钟,小心翼翼地爬下床,拖着被子帮李琴盖住小腹,跑到厨房打了一脸盆水放在洗漱架上,再倒了一杯凉开水,这才轻手轻脚地离开了镇中心小学。 The school entrance, is lying several bold, escapes the sixth-grade student of midday nap, regarding this age, the midday nap in suffering, is the children looks like can be called without doubt only wastes the time the matter. 学校门口,趴着几个胆大包天,逃午睡的六年级学生,对于这个年纪来说,午睡无疑于一种折磨,是孩子们看来唯一称得上浪费时间的事情。 They are shooting the glass marble, four people lie in the same place, is looking not to start. 他们正在弹玻璃弹珠,四个人趴在一起,其中一个正在瞄来瞄去就是不下手。 „Hurry up, the midday nap class must finish class!” “快点啊,午睡课要下课了！” „Hey, I take the dark plum powder and you trade the marble, what kind of?” Qin An stands there, actually came back promptly the school. “喂,我拿酸梅粉和你们换弹珠,怎么样？”秦安站在那里,却不着急回学校了。 Four sixth-grade students raise the head, because Qin An goes to school very early, five years old study in the first grade, these sixth-grade students in fact are also old smaller than one year Qin An to two years old, sees Qin An to speak, seemed like already not to pull out five marbles patiently: „Five packages of dark plum powders!” 四个六年级学生抬起头来,因为秦安上学很早,五岁就读一年级,这些六年级学生实际上也就比秦安小一岁到两岁,看到秦安说话,一个似乎已经不耐烦的掏出了五颗弹珠:“五包酸梅粉！” „Your marble is the gold does! Five packages of dark plum powders take five hair!” Qin An stared in a big way the eye, this child heart was really black. “你的弹珠是金子做的啊！五包酸梅粉要五毛！”秦安瞪大了眼睛,这小孩心真黑。 „Two packages of dark plum powders, two icicles.” That person reduced prices immediately. “两包酸梅粉,两根冰棍。”那人马上降价了。 „This also almost.” “这还差不多。” Qin An pulls out the 40 cents, bought to zero food shop, immediately traded five marbles. 秦安掏出四毛钱,到零食店里买了,马上换到了五颗弹珠。 After a half hour, the Qin An five marbles lost, he patted clapping, refusing these also to want with children's proposition that the marble and he traded between -meal snack. 半个小时后,秦安的五颗弹珠就输出去了,他拍了拍手,拒绝了那些还想拿弹珠和他换零食的孩子们的提议。 „Snort, I spend to trade your marbles, you win again, will really do business, I am not silly!” Qin An sweeps the failure dejectedly, returned to Town Middle School spirited. “哼,我花钱换你们的弹珠,你们再赢回去,真会做生意,我可没有那么傻！”秦安一扫失败的沮丧,气昂昂地回到了镇初中。 Comes happiness again a time, is not these tip amusing things, after you grow up, remembers these things, you can take off the suit tie, lies to play the marble? 再来一次的欢乐,不就是这些点点滴滴的趣事吗,当你长大以后,想起这些事情,你能脱下西装领带,趴下来玩弹珠吗？ Has such opportunity, Qin An will not miss. 有这样的机会,秦安不会错过。