Chapter 2 classmate 第二章同桌 In Qin An memory, he and Ye Zhulan after ambiguous maintained to the college entrance examination ended days, two people in the same place, often met by chance frequently alone, can see in the opposite party pupil that exciting joy, but actually never some people vindicated on own initiative. 在秦安的记忆中,他和叶竹澜的暧昧一直保持到高考结束后的一段日子,两个人经常单独在一起,每每偶遇,都可以看到对方眸子里那份扣人心弦的喜悦,但却从来不曾有人主动表白。 Qin An has been thinking, oneself is unable to forget Ye Zhulan, whether is because among two people that has not revealed truly. 秦安一直在想,自己无法忘记叶竹澜,是否就是因为两人之间的那一层没有真正揭穿。 At this time he did this, then he clearly presently, this is not the dream, is not the recollection, but is the real life. 这时候他这样做了,然后他清楚地现,这既不是梦,也不是回忆,而是真实的生活。 When Qin An enters 69 classes of classrooms, to him, these people should be very strange new schoolmates, however he carefully looks, many years later these or astute, or vicissitudes, either dispirited, either serious, either the dignified face overlaps when the same place, he still remembers most people's name. 当秦安走进69班的教室时,对他来说,这些人应该都是十分陌生的新同学,然而他仔仔细细地看去,和许多年后那些或者精明,或者沧桑,或者颓废,或者严肃,或者威严的脸庞重叠在一起时,他依然记得绝大多数人的名字。 „Qin An, goes to there to sit.” Father Qin Huai is foreign language teacher and home-room teacher, he is pointing at seat, under oneself eyes hide. “秦安,去那里坐着。”父亲秦淮是外语老师兼班主任,他指着的位子,就在自己眼皮子底下。 Qin An looked at one still the young father, but also is less than 40, 秦安看了一眼依然年轻的父亲,还不到四十, Age in full flower, the father is very early starts to be the teacher, is public from the initial private revolutions, graduates the undergraduate college from the normal junior college, the effort that the father makes is youngster period Qin An a recollection that is difficult to put behind, he remembers 正是风华正茂的年龄,父亲很早就开始担任老师,从最初的民办转公办,从师专毕业到大学本科,父亲付出的努力是少年时期秦安很难忘却的一段回忆,他记得许多 Night, even cuts power, under the kerosene lamp the father in book that reads, seems what Marxist philosophy, at that time the father also planned to test the graduate student. 个夜晚,即便是停电,在煤油灯下父亲看的书,似乎都是什么马克思主义哲学,那时候父亲还打算考研究生。 With full Toubai, an old dignified private secondary school principal image superposition, Qin An sees this time father, some feeling sad, lower the head silently, arrive on oneself seat. 和满头白,苍老威严的私立中学校长形象一叠合,秦安看到此时的父亲,有一些心酸,默默地低下头,走到自己的座位上。 Qin An puts down the book bag, suddenly turns the head, a side pair of chilly pupil transfers immediately calmly. 秦安放下书包,忽然间转头,旁边一对清冷的眸子马上若无其事地转开。 That is the Qin An junior middle school last year throughout in together classmate Sun Sūn, Sun Sūn is the first female student, is the entire grade first. 那是秦安初中最后一年始终在一起的同桌孙荪,孙荪是第一的女生,也是全年级第一。 In relatively simple age, in conservative county junior middle school, and a no school flower saying, but everyone knows, the County Middle School prettiest girl is Sun Sūn, after growing up, becomes the female of enchanting outstanding person. 在相对朴素的年代,在保守的县城初中里,并没有什么校花一说,但每个人都知道,县初中最漂亮的女孩就是孙荪,长大后成为妖娆尤物的一个女子。 Different with Ye Zhulan, relation of Qin An and Sun Sūn intermittent, 和叶竹澜不同,秦安和孙荪的联系时断时续, When Sun Sūn becomes the reputation big quake singer, a concert that she holds finally, is the company that Qin An is at supports, then Sun Sūn entered the entertainment world, when that circle walks truly, is dirtier, in her who she imagines 当孙荪成为名声大震的歌手时,她最后举行的一场演唱会,就是秦安所在的公司赞助,然后孙荪进入了演艺圈,那个圈子真正走进去时,比她想象的还要肮脏,在她 Under the help of cousin that has held the post of the manager, is called holds Grandmaster Level Director of young metal statue hopefully, obtained her to confuse the sentiment medicine to suffer ** blurred body, and patted the video. 那个一直担任经纪人的表姐的帮助下,一个被称为最有希望捧起小金人的大师级导演,得到了她那被迷情药折磨的**迷离的身体,并且拍下了视频。 The video was passed to online, Sun Sūn chose the suicide, finished her resplendent blossom as a summer flower , the rapid rotten life, buried that to be coveted by countless men, body that the beautiful appearance and wisdom coexisted. 视频被传到了网上,孙荪选择了自杀,结束了她如夏花般璀璨盛开,又迅腐烂的人生,埋葬了那具被无数男人觊觎的,美貌和智慧并存的身体。 The Sun Sūn only mistake, lies in she pays attention to the kinship compared with anyone, believes the family member, actually cannot see through many people after walking into some circle, early already quilt ** lost their moral character. 孙荪唯一的错,就在于她比谁都重视亲情,相信亲人,却看不穿许多人在走入某个圈子里后,早已经被**迷失了她们的品性。 Qin An saw the video, knows the news of Sun Sūn suicide, that time he, already had the wife, had the child, he is pounding the wall with the fist crazily, then sits in front of the computer silently, the tears cannot stop flow. 秦安看到了视频,也知道了孙荪自杀的消息,那时候的他,已经有了妻子,有了孩子,他疯狂地用拳头砸着墙壁,然后默默地坐在电脑面前,眼泪止不住地流。 „Sun Sūn, you are also living, really good.” “孙荪,你还活着,真好。” Qin An has turned head, looks at Sun Sūn that beautiful near monster the profile, that slightly sharp chin, that smiles to narrow the eye, in fact like being the young fox generally badly with a smile lovable female of misdemeanor, at this time indifferent unreasonable, the lip dug discontentedly slightly, disdains proudly. 秦安扭过头去,看着孙荪那张美艳近妖的侧脸,那略尖的下巴,那笑起来会眯着眼睛,实际上如同做了坏事的小狐狸一般坏笑着可爱的女子,这时候冷漠的不近人情,嘴唇不满地微微撅起,骄傲而不屑。 From the junior middle school, no longer the men and women shared a table, Sun Sūn and Qin An are the only exception, Qin Huai are actually thinking, has the Sun Sūn such perfect girl to be the classmate, Qin An is always insufficient to be all right to run and Ye Zhulan is mischievous, furthermore as the teacher, believes that the result good student can drive the result to be bad, such matching, Qin Huai also gave many cares, convinced the Sun Sūn agreement. 从初中开始,就不再男女同桌了,孙荪和秦安却是唯一的例外,秦淮想着,有孙荪这样完美的女孩做同桌,秦安总不至于没事就跑去和叶竹澜调皮捣蛋,再者作为老师,都相信成绩好的学生能够带动成绩差的,这样的搭配,秦淮也是费了许多心思,才说服了孙荪同意。 Sun Sūn is not willing so the showy, so to become only one female student who specially has the male classmate, but cannot support the persuasion of Qin Huai, in the heart is only thinking fathers arrived to for the son worry about in this, lagged behind the face to come with the share that her such little girl discussed that this male classmate obviously was not the good goods. 孙荪并不愿意如此显目,如此特别地成为唯一一个拥有男同桌的女生,但也架不住秦淮的劝说,心中只想着一个父亲都到了要为儿子操心到这份上,拉下脸来和她这样一个小女孩商量的份,这个男同桌显然不是什么好货色。 clear(ly) knows that Qin An is in sight itself, Sun Sūn still did not plan to respond Qin An. 明知道秦安在望着自己,孙荪依然不打算搭理秦安。 13-year-old Sun Sūn, already starts to nurture, the petite body pulls out a slenderness gradually, the milk-white bosom that blows up slightly wraps under the small vest, lithe waist true such as Fufeng weak willow tree, naturally charming. 13岁的孙荪,已经开始育,娇小的身躯渐渐抽条修长,微微鼓起的酥胸包裹在小背心下,轻盈的腰肢真正如扶风弱柳,自然地迷人。 Her also already understood that something between opposite sexes, were unforgiving by Qin An are staring, the ear finally starts red, turns the head, stared Qin An ruthlessly. 她也已经懂得异性间的一些事情,被秦安不依不饶地盯着,耳根子终于开始红,转过头来,狠狠地瞪了一眼秦安。 Qin An smiled, the character and style that Sun Sūn that Sun Sūn, this stares, many years has not changed. 秦安笑了,孙荪还是那个孙荪,这瞪眼的风情,多少年不曾改变。 „You......” Sun Sūn have turned the head panting in indignation, this Qin An what's the matter, others stare him, does he also smile, has such face thick-skinned person? It seems like Teacher Qin really does not have the means with him. “你……”孙荪气呼呼地转过头去,这个秦安怎么回事,人家瞪他,他还笑,有这么脸皮厚的人吗？看来秦老师果然是拿他没有办法。 Since Teacher Qin does not have the means with you, is smiling with me again, I replace Teacher Qin to teach you. Sun Sūn suddenly felt oneself can understand the Teacher Qin difficulties. 既然秦老师拿你没有办法,再和我嬉皮笑脸,我就代替秦老师管教你。孙荪突然觉得自己可以理解秦老师的苦衷了。 „!” “啊！” Chalk pounded, Qin Huai is staring at Qin An annoyedly, son who this is not free from worry, is noisy with Ye Zhulan in 68 classes, already spread his Qin Huai son to have the rumor that the puppy love tended to the old time, now evidently, he gets the attention of Sun Sūn. 一个粉笔头砸了过来,秦淮恼火地盯着秦安,这个不省心的儿子,在68班和叶竹澜吵吵闹闹,都已经在老时间传出他秦淮的儿子有早恋趋向的传言了,现在看样子,他又是打上孙荪的注意了。 Luckily Sun Sūn is that absolute excellent in conduct and studies clever student, impossible to play all the time like Ye Zhulan, Qin Huai felt relieved. 幸亏孙荪是那种绝对的品学兼优的乖巧学生,不可能像叶竹澜那样贪玩,秦淮才放下心来。 In the classroom hears the depressing low laughter, County Middle School is not big, most people know that Qin An is the Qin Huai son, sees father manages son's such picture unfamiliar in the classroom, many people feel somewhat freshly. 教室里传来压抑的低笑声,县初中不大,大多数人都知道秦安是秦淮的儿子,看到老子管儿子这样的画面生在教室,许多人都觉得有些新鲜。 Qin An touches the head, wipes off the chalk ash, picks up that half chalk, puts on the platform respectfully, sat. 秦安摸了摸脑袋,擦掉粉笔灰,拾起那半截粉笔,恭恭敬敬地放到讲台上,又坐了回去。 „P1ea color opne......” “p1ea色opne……” Qin Huai has not said anything again, after all now is Qin An changes shifts first day, he did not count on that Qin An has transformed immediately, but was pounded with the chalk by the teacher, but also picks up the student of chalk head respectfully, Qin Huai first sight, this seemingly respectful approach, seems like does not care about the dignity of teacher. 秦淮也没有再说什么,毕竟现在才是秦安转班第一天,他也不指望秦安马上就有所转变,但被老师用粉笔砸,还恭恭敬敬地捡起粉笔头的学生,秦淮还是第一次见到,这种貌似恭敬的做法,似乎是不那么在意老师的威严啊。 When this meets probably, the principal when the stage cursed some class of knowing the real situation score on the test is too bad, stock palm of scolded home-room teacher under the stage, is all smiles, then shouted: Scolded well, you continued to scold! 这就好像开会时,校长在台上大骂某班摸底考试成绩太差时,被骂的班主任在台下哗哗股掌,笑容满面,然后大喊:骂得好,你继续骂！ The young fellows, you are waiting to me! Qin Huai is musing. 好小子,你给我等着！秦淮暗想着。