memory should be the motley old picture, yellow, mildew, incomplete, does not see clearly that black-and-white fuzzy person's shadow. 记忆应该是斑驳的老相片,黄,霉,残缺不全,看不清楚那黑白色的模糊人影。 The line that on the cement color basketball court, the white small tiles mount, the volleyball net of iron azure support, the capital-strapped school is accustomed to transforms the basketball court into the volleyball court when needed. 水泥色的篮球场上,白色小瓷片镶嵌成的线,铁青色支架的排球网,资金有限的学校习惯于在需要时将篮球场转变为排球场。 One side of the basketball court is crawling the brick wall of moss, slides the Japanese rhodea to squat by far in the basin, the work site that the recuperation has not ended is covering entirely the water hole, after the rain, corn flour of pale yellow muddy water likely beach waiting yeast. 篮球场一侧是爬着苔藓的砖墙,一溜万年青远远地蹲在盆子里,尚未休整完的工地布满着水坑,雨后昏黄的泥水像一滩等待酵的玉米面。 Qin An stands on the basketball court, looks up a girl on brick wall. 秦安站在篮球场上,抬头看着砖墙上的一个女孩。 The girl in memory is Ye Zhulan, 13 years old, there is a pair of clever pupil. 记忆中的这个女孩是叶竹澜,十三岁,有一双灵巧的眸子。 She smilingly looks at Qin An, the long eyelash is vibrating slowly, winks in the view that to be full the happy expression, corner of the eye already that turns upwards slightly had the character and style of Beautiful woman, the delicate nose, the ruddy lip, is dispersing a ridiculing facial expression. 她笑眯眯的看着秦安,长长的睫毛缓缓抖动着,一眨一眨的眼帘里盈着笑意,微微翘起的眼角已经有了小美人的风情,秀气的鼻子,红润的唇,正散着一种揶揄的神情。 „69 class schoolmates, hello/you good......” “69班的同学,你好啊……” These words many years later, Qin An still remember clearly, that clear sound, like drops the waterdrop in lake, the mighty waves subsides gradually, but water already becomes a part of lake. 这句话在很多年后,秦安依然记得清清楚楚,那清脆的声音,像一滴落在湖里的水滴,波澜渐渐平息,但水已经成为了湖的一部分。 Ye Zhulan at this time was also only a little girl, looks that she slightly somewhat uninhibited and stood when the brick wall dissolutely, is overlooking itself, Qin An was very difficult to imagine itself after the university graduated saw her picture that shocking. 叶竹澜这时候还只是个小女孩,看着她略有些不羁和放肆地站在砖墙上,俯视着自己,秦安很难想象自己在大学毕业后见到她相片时的那份惊艳。 That already is one has a female in specialized office in Shenzhen 那已经是一个在深圳拥有一家专业事务所的女 When the strong people, she from had aggressive Macy to pull regarding the female in the race car walked, a simple simple white long skirt, the domineering three cuns (2.5 cm) high-heeled shoes, are covering up the black eyeglasses of most face, did not see clearly her 强人了,她从对于女性来说太具备侵略性的梅西拉高跑车中走出来时,一袭朴素简单的白色长裙,强势的三寸高跟鞋,遮掩着大半个脸庞的黑色眼镜,看不清楚她的 The expression, does not see clearly her nearly indifferent calm, only remembers that this picture becomes the title pages of many specialized financial magazines. 表情,看不清楚她的那份近乎冷漠的从容,只记得这张照片成为了许多专业财经杂志的封面。 „Is dull in anything......” sees Qin An to have no response, some Ye Zhulan interest is wanings, sat on the brick wall, a point does not care about her new pants and wet brick wall not contacts appropriately. “在什么呆啊……”看到秦安没有什么反应,叶竹澜有些意兴阑珊,在砖墙上坐了下来,一点也不在意她的新裤子和湿漉漉的砖墙并不怎么合适接触。 memory stops here, he remembers that this picture continues, should be Ye Zhulan is walking on the brick wall, he is walking in the basketball court, is speaking, enters the classroom building. 记忆在这里嘎然而止,他记得这个画面延续下去,应该是叶竹澜在砖墙上走着,他在篮球场走着,一面说着话,一面走进教学楼。 These pictures are too clear, the color is too strong, is too thick, clutches the heart of Qin An, does not make every effort to succeed is jumping, too many strengths have not reminded his present condition. 这些画面太清晰,色彩太浓,太稠,都把秦安的心揪起来,不争气地跳着,没有太多的力量去提醒他现在的状态。 Nearly 20 years ago memory, should not like this, Qin An think that now he is more like in the link curtain 3D theater, so the nature, so experiences personally, female protagonist in movie is Ye Zhulan, but he is that actor, puts on a youngster of dark green simple military uniform. 近二十年前的记忆,不应该这样,秦安觉得现在他更像是在环幕3d影院里,如此自然,如此身临其境,电影里的女主角就是叶竹澜,而他就是那个男主角,穿着一身墨绿色朴素军装的少年。 „Has not really thought that you will change shifts, it seems like Liao Yu really could not bear you.” In the Ye Zhulan pupil concentrates to worry, at present this youngster, is her only one opposite sex that can be called the good friend, he as if experiences personally the attack now. “真没有想到你会换班,看来廖瑜真的是受不了你了。”叶竹澜眸子里凝着一丝担忧,眼前这个少年,是她唯一一个称得上好朋友的异性,他现在似乎身受打击。 Qin An raised the head, is fixing the eyes on Ye Zhulan, one type unquenchable excited runs in the eye socket. 秦安抬起头来,紧盯着叶竹澜,有一种难以抑制的激动在眼眶里跑出来。 He possibly is how quiet, he does not want to make clear oneself condition, he only knows that can so see Ye Zhulan clearly, spoke with her, was he long-awaited anticipation. 他怎么可能平静,他根本不想搞清楚自己的状况,他只知道能够如此清楚地看到叶竹澜,和她说话,就是他所梦寐以求的期待。 He has been unrequited loving Ye Zhulan, starts from 1 st, precocious Qin An is willing to visit her from the Ye Zhulan slanting rear seat, thinks so her, when she then, two eyes to line of sight, Qin An will feel that the anxiety of making the person palpitation, talked clearly happiness. 他一直暗恋着叶竹澜,从初一开始,早熟的秦安就愿意从叶竹澜斜后方的座位看着她,就这么看着她,当她回头时,两双眼睛对上视线,秦安就会感受到那种令人心悸的紧张,说不清楚的幸福。 Many years later, Qin An is still not able to forget Ye Zhulan, in his life, already will not appear with Ye Zhulan related anything again, even busy sometimes, making him not think a long time Ye Zhulan this name , he will dream of her unknowingly, she is still that over ten -year-old young girl, he is still that youngster, he and she chatted, did the homework, quarrelled, wrestled...... 一直到许多年后,秦安依然无法忘记叶竹澜,在他的生活中,已经不会再出现和叶竹澜相关的任何事情,即使有时候的忙碌,让他很长一段时间都没有想到过叶竹澜这个名字,不经意地,他就会梦见她,她依然是那个十多岁的少女,他依然是那个少年,他和她聊天,写作业,吵架,扭打…… Such dream, raids not to have the indication, some people said that the day has thought that the night has a dream, Qin An has not deliberately recalled and Ye Zhulan related matter, however she mounted in his memory deep place, cleaning, the sand dust in the past, will reveal her tip picture occasionally. 这样的梦,袭来毫无征兆,有人说日有所思,夜有所梦,秦安从不曾刻意去回忆和叶竹澜相关的事情,然而她就这么镶嵌在了他的记忆深处,偶一擦拭,沙尘过去,就会露出她的点滴画面。 Such dream, starts from the Qin An university probably, to him with another girl love, the marriage, gives birth, often in the tranquil happy life gap, that already vanishes from his life early, as if already is Ye Zhulan of another world, will remind him in the dream, she is that female who he is unable to put behind. 这样的梦,大概从秦安的大学开始,一直到他和另外一个女孩恋爱,结婚,生子,每每在平静幸福的生活间隔,那个早已经从他的生活里消失的,似乎已经是另一个世界的叶竹澜,就会在梦中提醒他,她还是他无法忘却的那个女子。 Liao Yu in Ye Zhulan mouth, is beginning 68 classes of home-room teacher that Qin An was, just had a child few * woman, she appraisal to Qin An is: „This child, is eats to me every day the millennium lives, I cannot control.” 叶竹澜口中的廖瑜,是秦安原来所在的初68班班主任,一个刚生完孩子的少*妇,她对秦安的评价是:“这个孩子,就是每天给我吃千年人生,我也管不了。” Qin An changed shifts, trades to 69 classes, at this time Qin An father Qin Huai was 69 classes of English teachers, in the Qin Huai bone is a very proud person, he never thinks that oneself son will be incurable, others did not teach well, that will not teach, such being the case, that oneself taught. 秦安换班了,换到69班,这时候秦安的父亲秦淮正是69班的英语老师,秦淮骨子里是个十分骄傲的人,他从来不认为自己的儿子会无可救药,别人教不好,那是不会教,既然如此,那就自己来教。 Qin An so-called mischievous, is actually only every day teases Ye Zhulan to be happy using an alternative, from this time, the life of Qin An focused in Ye Zhulan, each matter that he handled, almost to bring to the attention of Ye Zhulan, making her have that type to bring the palpitation happy laughter to Qin An. 秦安所谓的调皮,其实只是每天变着法逗叶竹澜开心罢了,从这时候起,秦安的生活就把重心放在叶竹澜身上,他做的每件事情,几乎都是为了引起叶竹澜的注意,让她出那种给秦安带来心悸幸福的笑声。 In such a case, the Qin An result naturally suffers a disastrous decline, from the class eighth, was slightly higher than Ye Zhulan, falls from the bottom several. 在这样的情况下,秦安的成绩自然一落千丈,从班级第八,比叶竹澜略高,掉到了倒数几名。 „Are you all right? Although you changed shifts......, but our class by......” the cheeks of Ye Zhulan one red, Qin An that look makes her think, Qin An is no longer with her same class, but some temper tantrums, revealed to her some sentiment. “你没事吧？虽然你换班了……可是我们的班级挨着……”叶竹澜的脸颊一红,秦安那种眼神让她以为,秦安是不再和她同一个班级而有些情绪失控,流露出了对她的某种感情。 This time youngster young girl, most abstained was the puppy love, although heart somewhat unusual mood, but no one will say, he and she were too young, they do not dare saying that cannot think. 这时候的少年少女,最忌讳的就是早恋,虽然心底都有些异样的情绪,但是没有人会说出来,他和她太小,他们不敢说,不敢想。 „Ye Zhulan......” Qin An puts out this many years to bury slowly in the heart, name that has not mentioned. “叶竹澜……”秦安缓缓吐出这个许多年都是埋藏在心底,不曾提起的名字。 „What's wrong?” Ye Zhulan is somewhat swaying from side to side the body anxiously, jumps down from the red brick wall simply. “怎么了？”叶竹澜有些不安地扭动着身子,干脆从红砖墙上跳了下来。 „I like you.” “我喜欢你。” Ye Zhulan blankly stands there, like bolt from the blue, she cannot believe that she heard anything a moment ago, she knows that she knows these. 叶竹澜呆呆地站在那里,如同晴天霹雳,她不敢相信她刚才听到了什么,她知道的,她知道这些。 Although she likes playing like the boy insanely, but she after all is a girl, her very clear Qin An and between her unusual sentiment is anything, she actually does not want to expose, gives priority to the studies, this is parents, unsurpassed doctrine that each teacher urged. 她虽然像个男孩子一样喜欢疯玩,但是她毕竟是个女孩子,她很清楚秦安和她之间的那种异样感情是什么,她却不想揭破,以学业为重,这是父母,每一个老师都叮嘱的无上教条。 „Bang!” “嘭！” A brown basketball threw into the basket, pounded in the field, shot high. 一个土黄色的篮球丢进了篮框,砸在了球场上,又高高弹起。 Qin An smiled, runs, picks up the basketball, with that familiar feel, ejects conveniently. 秦安笑了,跑过去,拾起篮球,凭着那种熟悉的手感,随手抛出。 Three points, center basket. 三分,正中篮框。 „I like you very much.” Qin An turns head, looks at Ye Zhulan to smile. “我很喜欢你。”秦安回过头来,望着叶竹澜笑。