Chapter 946 biggest mistake 第946章最大的错误 Value feeling. 价值感。 Beirrogo has felt, human is the social animal, is longing for was needed, to prove own value. 伯洛戈一直觉得,人类是社会性动物,渴望着被人需要,以证明自己存在的价值。 When a person and world do not have any relation completely, he also was very naturally difficult to find the self- existence value, then started to suspect own significance, thus was born many worries, suffered mental despondent. 当一个人与世界完全不存在任何联系时,他自然也很难找到自我的存在价值,进而开始怀疑起自己存在的意义,从而诞生出诸多的烦恼,折磨心智的抑郁等。 This point never the everyone in dead club can see, these secluded from the world non- dead, do not have the significance regarding the world, is insignificant, to kill that long time, once night clan feudal lord, twisted the renowned steel pipe dancer. 这一点从不死者俱乐部里的各位就能看出,这些与世隔绝的不死者们,对于世界毫无意义,也无价值,为了打发那漫长的时光,就连曾经的夜族领主,都扭曲成了著名的钢管舞者。 Often thinks of this, Beirrogo thought that this world was insane. 每每想到这,伯洛戈就觉得这世界疯了。 „Un, I know that similar theory, judging a person is the participant in the world, is the observer in the world,” Beirrogo said following Olivet words, „until now, you are the observer in the world, hides in the nighttime, is spying on the change of time, you live obviously in this world, has no living the clear feeling, felt oneself like together dispensable illusory image.” “嗯,我知道类似的理论,评断一个人是世界的参与者,还是世界的旁观者,”伯洛戈顺着奥莉薇亚的话说道,“一直以来,你都是世界的旁观者,躲藏在黑夜里,窥探着时代的变迁,你明明活在这个世界上,却没有任何活着的真切感,觉得自己就像一道可有可无的幻影。” „Your always mouthful major principle?” Olivet walked from the shadow. “你总是满嘴大道理吗？”奥莉薇亚从阴影里走了出来。 „Is only a negotiation skill, is trying with your altogether sentiment, wins your trust, then uses you, to achieve my goal.” Beirrogo straight moon's orbit. “只是一种谈判技巧,试着与你共情,获得你的信任,进而利用你,以达成我的目的。”伯洛戈直白道。 „Is so direct?” “这么直接吗？” „I do not like curved circling.” “我只是不喜欢弯弯绕绕而已。” Before Olivet arrived at the Beirrogo body, suddenly both hands build on his shoulders, from now on her chest will completely expose in the Beirrogo front, does not have any blocking, so long as Beirrogo thinks, he can pass through Olivet heart and spinal column immediately. 奥莉薇亚来到了伯洛戈身前,忽然双手搭在他的双肩上,自此她的胸口完全暴露在了伯洛戈的面前,没有任何遮挡,只要伯洛戈想,他可以立刻贯穿奥莉薇亚的心脏、脊柱。 „We walks while said.” “我们边走边说吧。” Olivet whole body is hoodwinking a mourning band, the face is also so, Beirrogo could not see clearly her facial features, has a dim beautiful that feels the mystery. 奥莉薇亚浑身都蒙着一层黑纱,就连脸庞也是如此,伯洛戈一直看不清她的面容,带着一种充满神秘感的朦胧美。 Beirrogo asked, „you did not fear was discovered?” 伯洛戈问,“你不怕被人发现吗？” „Hides well.” “躲起来就好。” Olivet is saying forwarding, tries to hug Beirrogo, Beirrogo the vigilance surges upward immediately, he was once hugged under similar scene, then that also the girl of rebel gave herself a blade to be ruthless at that time very much. 奥莉薇亚说着向前,试着拥抱伯洛戈,伯洛戈当即警惕性高涨,他曾在类似的情景下被人拥抱,然后那个当时还很叛逆的女孩就给了自己一刀狠的。 Is good has not done this because of Olivet, her body collapsed suddenly, changes to a dim thin smoke dissipation, Beirrogo noticed own shadow to wriggle several, later belonged to tranquilly. 好在奥莉薇亚没有这样做,她的身体忽然崩溃,化作了一阵朦胧的细烟消散,伯洛戈注意到自己脚下的阴影蠕动了几下,随后归于平静。 Olivet voice resounds in the mind through the sentry post news, „walks, do not leave is too long, making Sana suspect you.” 奥莉薇亚的声音通过哨讯在脑海中响起,“走吧,别离开的太久,让奥萨娜怀疑你。” When Beirrogo follows the road turns back, the step is not so fast but so slow neither, „this is your secret energy, can hide in the shadow?” 伯洛戈循着来时的路折返,步伐不快不慢,“这就是你的秘能,可以隐藏在阴影里？” „Probably?” Olivet said, „you guess slowly, I will not say in any case.” “大概吧？”奥莉薇亚说,“你慢慢猜,反正我是不会说的。” „Don't you trust me?” “你不信任我吗？” „To maintain the mystery, you did not think that maintains the woman of mystery to be very attractive?” “只是想保持一点神秘感,你不觉得保持神秘感的女人很有魅力吗？” „Not, but feels troublesome.” “并不,只是觉得麻烦。” The simple straightforward words pound down like the heavy blows, when Olivet the smashing of arrogant hammer, she remembers oneself see Beirrogo for the first time, oneself to him in every possible way seduce. 简单直白的话语像重拳一样砸下,把奥莉薇亚的高傲锤的粉碎,她不禁想起自己第一次见到伯洛戈时,自己对他百般诱惑。 That time Beirrogo like the present this, like a patient of emotion defect, attracts to own various unresponsive, making the frustration full. 那时的伯洛戈就像现在这样,像一个情感缺失的病人,对自己的各种魅惑毫无反应,令自己挫败感十足。 „Don't you like me so much? From meets for the first time is this, I thought that I am very attractive.” Olivet slightly worried say/way. “你就这么不喜欢我吗？从第一次见面时起就是这样,我觉得我还挺有魅力的。”奥莉薇亚略显苦恼道。 „Meets for the first time , you are a potential enemy, even if you are not an enemy, as a professional, I will not easily have the intimate sentiment to her person, this will appear my sentiment to be very inexpensive,” Beirrogo tone sane robot, „as for the present, currently I have the girlfriend likely.” “第一次见面时,你是一位潜在的敌人,就算你不是敌人,作为一名专业人士,我也不会轻易地对她人产生亲密的感情,这会显得我的感情很廉价,”伯洛戈语气理智的像个机器人,“至于现在,现在我有女朋友了。” Olivet died of suffocation by the Beirrogo words, she from complaining, from beforehand Beirrogo and Sana's dialogue, she should realize, attacks to Beirrogo in this aspect, is completely an asking for trouble matter. 奥莉薇亚被伯洛戈的话堵死了,她自怨着,从之前伯洛戈与奥萨娜的对话中,她就该意识到,在这方面对伯洛戈进攻,完全是一件自讨苦吃的事。 „Do not attempt to control me , to continue to chat the matter of refugee, what afterward had?” “别尝试控制我了,继续聊难民的事,后来发生了些什么？” Beirrogo interrogated at the same time, began to look supinely to the sky road above of aurora, this path of rays was the same like the guidepost, so long as is following its direction, Beirrogo can return to the welcome team to place in their umbrella shape tall tower, does not know that at this time the evening banquet did have the conclusion. 伯洛戈质问的同时,仰起头望向天空之上的极光之路,这道光路如同路标一样,只要跟随着它的指引,伯洛戈就能返回迎宾队安置他们的伞状高塔中,也不知道这时候晚宴有没有结束。 „I helped that refugee team resist the attack of robber robber, shifted also to calculate that from the war zone them safe remote areas, they are respecting, deity that I treated as the salvation.” “我帮助那支难民队抵御住了劫匪强盗的袭击,把他们从战区转移到了还算安全的偏远地区,他们都敬仰着,把我当做救世的天神。” „You, when their surface did use the secret energy?” “你当他们的面使用了秘能？” „Un.” “嗯。” „Your thirsty blood sickness with fearing up?” “那你的渴血症与畏光呢？” Beirrogo is closely examining, the night clan and average person biggest difference are, the night clan is unable to act under the sunlight, and needs to suck the blood, regarding overwhelming majority people, these characteristics of night clan, without doubt is the fearsome monster. 伯洛戈追问着,夜族与普通人最大的差别就在于,夜族无法在阳光下行动,并且需要吸食血液,对于绝大部分的人而言,夜族的这些特性,无疑是可怖的怪物。 Olivet voice low, „ high rank night clan has the special gold metallurgy military equipment, with protect us to act under the daytime, in other words, is actually not able to limit us during the daytime completely, but the influence of thirsty blood sickness is unable to erase. 奥莉薇亚的声音低落了起来,“高阶夜族都有特殊的炼金武装,用以保护我们在白天下行动,也就是说,白天其实无法完全限制我们,但渴血症的影响无法抹除。 When I when they deeply rest, takes the blood of these dead, good that very at first I hide, but with refugee team the rise of relations, everyone was gradually familiar, I also perished in the happy trap, forgot oneself was anything. ” 我会在他们深睡时,去吸食那些死者们的血,起初我隐藏的很好,但随着和难民队的关系的上升,大家逐渐熟悉了起来,我也沉沦进了幸福的陷阱里,以至于忘记了自己到底是什么。” „Were you discovered by them?” Beirrogo asked. “你被他们发现了？”伯洛戈问。 „A bad night, holds the favorable impression man to go to my tent to look for me to me, but I in that he did not look for in the woods...... I to gnaw to eat a throat of robber following the footprint at that time.” “一个糟糕的夜晚,一个对我抱有好感的男人去我的帐篷内找我,但我不在那,他顺着脚印找进了树林里……那时我正啃食着一名强盗的喉咙。” Beirrogo detected that a sad matter will be performing...... not, it has performed, but recalls again. 伯洛戈察觉到一件令人悲伤的事正将上演……不,它已经上演了,只是再次回溯罢了。 „He previously expressed how intense affections to me, at that time had how big fear to me, he was screaming ran back the camp, informed this matter to everyone, he said that I am not the salvation deity, but is the devil of birth, I am certainly hiding the evil conspiracy, must slowly the extinction everyone's blood.” “他先前对我表达了多么强烈的爱意,那时就对我产生了多么大的恐惧,他尖叫着跑回了营地,向所有人告知了这一件事,他说我不是什么救世的天神,而是降世的魔鬼,我一定藏着邪恶的阴谋,要慢慢吸光所有人的血。” „You can definitely kill his, before he told others.” “你完全可以杀死他的,在他告诉其他人之前。” „I...... I cannot start, I had had the relation on emotion with them.” “我……我下不了手,我已经和他们产生了情感上的联系。” „You can also hide, by your secret energy, you can definitely vanish in same place, appears from other places again, said to him, what he just saw is only the illusion,” Beirrogo is not clear, „some of your many methods conceal obviously.” “那你也可以躲起来,凭借你的秘能,你完全可以消失在原地,再从其他地方出现,对他说,他刚刚看到的只是幻觉,”伯洛戈不明白,“你明明有很多手段隐瞒下去。” „But I do not want to conceal,” Olivet voice suddenly strong, „I do not imagine Serez to be the same, when a damn coward, I must face directly my destiny.” “可我不想隐瞒了,”奥莉薇亚的声音忽然强硬了起来,“我不想像瑟雷一样,当一个该死的胆小鬼,我要直面我的命运。” Beirrogo was startled by Olivet imposing manner, he said in a low voice, „you seem like really not the daughter like Serez.” 伯洛戈被奥莉薇亚的气势惊到了,他低声道,“你看起来真不像瑟雷的女儿。” „I am my mother's daughter, is not Serez of nonsense.” She is cursing. “我是我母亲的女儿,不是什么狗屁的瑟雷。”她咒骂着。 Cursed finished, Olivet voice was also weak, the painful past, is always hard to recall. 咒骂结束,奥莉薇亚的声音又弱了下来,痛苦的过去,总是难以回忆。 „ I am in front of their to suck in the blood, told them the status of my monster, told them, until now, was this monster is sheltering you. “我当着他们的面吮吸着血液,告诉了他们我怪物的身份,也告诉他们,一直以来,都是这头怪物庇护着你们。 Some people hold up the flare, said that must burn me, before several minutes, they also commended me for the deity obviously, but also some people are fearing me, chose departure, the remaining people become my support, said that even if I were the monster, protects their monsters. ” 有些人举起火把,说要烧死我,明明在几分钟前,他们还称赞我为天神,还有些人惧怕着我,选择了离开,剩下的人则成为了我的拥护,说,哪怕我是怪物,也是保护他们的怪物。” „What later had?” “之后发生了什么？” „Very ordinary matter, has had the innumerable matters in the human history, one group of people kill another group of people, finally supported my these people to win.” “很普通的事,一件在人类历史上已经发生过无数次的事,一群人杀死另一群人,最后拥护我的那些人胜利了。” „Since then you lived with them together.” “从此你跟他们一起生活了。” „Yes, like the nomadic nation, we travels around the world, is seeking for not by the pure land that the flames of war embezzle,” in Olivet voice had the happy expression, „that should be in my life the most joyful period of time, I had the new family members, we were together joyful, are together sad and live together.” “是的,就像游牧民族一样,我们周游世界,寻找着没有被战火吞没的净土,”奥莉薇亚声音里带起了笑意,“那应该是我人生中最快乐的一段时光,我有了新的家人们,我们一起快乐、一起悲伤、一起生活。” „Even said that...... even said falls deeply in love.” “甚至说……甚至说坠入爱河。” The Beirrogo look shines slightly, he heard an inconceivable matter probably, but takes it for granted. 伯洛戈的眼神微微发亮,他像是听见了一件不可思议的事,但又觉得理所应当。 „I can understand, lives with the mortal together, obliterates the solid ice that in your heart hated, you thought that you can go on living like the normal person.” “我能理解,与凡人一起的生活,磨灭了你心中仇恨的坚冰,你觉得你可以像正常人那样活下去了。” „Yes, I really think at that time like this,” the Olivet low and deep say/way, „Serez once warned me, the emotion regarding the non- dead, was the most powerful curse...... I had not understood at that time, but I understood afterward.” “是啊,当时我真的是这样以为的,”奥莉薇亚低沉道,“瑟雷曾告诫我,情感对于不死者而言,是最强大的诅咒……我当时还不理解,但后来我明白了。” Beirrogo guessed correctly, „that with the person who you fall in love with, he was dying, right?” 伯洛戈猜到了,“那个与你相爱的人,他要死了,是吗？” „Un.” “嗯。” Olivet nods difficultly, acknowledged reluctantly this fact, „ he had a sickness, could not stand again, he lay on the bed listless, is shaking my hand, he said that he was sorry very much, originally the life span of human was short, is unable to accompany me too for a long time, he must die of illness finally, dying was so early. 奥莉薇亚艰难地点头,无奈地承认了这个事实,“他生了一场病,再也站不起来了,他躺在床上病恹恹的,握着我的手,他说他很抱歉,本来人类的寿命就短,无法陪我太长时间,结果他还要病死了,死的这么早。 He is saying sorry to me all night. ” 他整夜都在跟我说着对不起。” Olivet this time silent long time, went out of the waste soil city until Beirrogo, visited under that many high tower again, falls into the deathly stillness when until all quickly, her sound resounds again. 奥莉薇亚这次沉默了很长时间,直到伯洛戈走出了废壤城区,再度踏足了那诸多高塔之下,直到一切快陷入死寂之时,她的声音才再次响起。 „Beirrogo, my heart broke to pieces at that time.” “伯洛戈,那时我的心都碎了。” „ Therefore you to keep hold of him, gave his blood, turned into him with your same non- dead, you think that you can with his accompanying together lifetime, hides in the place that a no one knows, goes on living joyfully, but you have not thought that the idea of person will transform, the long time changes many matters sufficiently. “于是你为了挽留他,赋予了他鲜血,把他变成了与你一样的不死者,你以为你会和他厮守一生,躲在一个无人知晓的地方,快快乐乐地活下去,但你不曾想过,人的想法是会转变的,漫长的时光足以改变许多事。 How even if you once fell in love again, and finally, instead wished one could the sword to quarrel, defeated the bone to raise the ash the opposite party. ” 哪怕你们曾经再怎么相爱,到了最后,反而恨不得刀剑相向,将对方挫骨扬灰。” Olivet voice ice-cold, no longer has any emotion. 奥莉薇亚的声音冰冷了起来,不再有任何情感可言。 „ He is hiding the truth from me, conducted to others bestowed on the blood, he said that this was the friend who accompanied us to go forward together, we should not monopolize this not dead, then he bestowed on the person of blood to be getting more and more, I and he had the dispute, he erupted also to want the powerful strength until that time compared with me suddenly, he is angrily rebuking I, said that I am wasting this day electing Blessing. “他瞒着我,对其他人进行了赋血,他说这是陪我们一同前进的朋友,我们不该独享这份不死,然后他赋血的人越来越多,我和他起了争执,直到那时他突然爆发出了比我还要强大的力量,他怒斥着我,说我在浪费这份天选的恩赐。 We should use this strength at a greater matter, rather than what laughable sentiment love love. ” 我们应该把这份力量用在更伟大的事上,而不是什么可笑的情情爱爱。” Olivet exhausted all strengths probably, is revealing difficultly, „ at that time I understood the words of Serez, when I want to make up for my mistake, I discovered all late. 奥莉薇亚像是用尽了所有力气般,艰难地吐露着,“那时我才理解瑟雷的话,而当我想弥补我的错误时,我发现一切都晚了。 Familiar faces, to my wail, they are interrogating me unceasingly, obviously everyone is the friend of living and dying together, why I must kill them, when my dagger pricks their hearts, drags when them entrains to the sunlight next, they are also cursing me, said that I am the selfish scoundrel, wants the unshared eternal life. ” 一张张熟悉的面孔,不断地向我哭嚎着,他们质问我,明明大家是同生共死的朋友,为什么我要杀了他们,而当我的匕首刺入他们的心脏,把他们拖拽到阳光下时,他们又诅咒着我,说我是自私自利的混账,想要独享永恒的生命。” At this moment, Olivet is very difficult to recall, how oneself conducted the hunting at that time, she killed person who her once the deep love, but these deep loves people, distributed the most virulent curse before dying to her. 事到如今,奥莉薇亚已经很难回忆起,自己当时是怎么进行狩猎的了,她杀死了一个又一个她曾经深爱的人,而那些深爱的人,又在死前对她发下了最恶毒的诅咒。 Olivet confused long time, she does not know what she does is to is wrong, why will not understand to turn into this. 奥莉薇亚迷茫了很长时间,她不知道自己做的是对是错,更不懂一切为什么会变成这样。 „I killed off everyone, except for him, when I found him with effort, when wants to solve this final mistake, I suddenly discovered that I could not kill him, as soon as he leapt to become honor, but also had compared with I more powerful bloodline.” “我杀光了所有人,除了他,当我费力地找到他,想要解决这最后的错误时,我突然发现我杀不了他了,他一跃而成了荣光者,还具备了比我更加强大的血统。” Olivet said her life biggest mistake, „he and prince regent found the place of long night, saw right in front of one a night of king, obtained his blood.” 奥莉薇亚说出了她此生最大的错误,“他、摄政王找到了永夜之地,面见了夜王,获得了他的血。” () ()