Chapter 945 passing 第945章过往 In the gloomy alley, Beirrogo depended upon the wall, both hands is holding the chest, the whole person goes into hiding completely in the shadow, in his opposite, Olivet squatted by the trash can, went down in the world likely homeless child. 阴暗的小巷内,伯洛戈依靠着墙壁,双手抱胸,整个人完全隐匿进了阴影里,在他的对面,奥莉薇亚蹲在垃圾桶旁,落魄的像个无家可归的孩子。 She takes up the exquisite short dagger, scrubs the ground gently, „general process, with such that you speculate, I violated the wrong thing because of naive, I tried to make up, may make the prince regent escape.” 她拿起精巧的短匕,轻轻地刮擦着地面,“大概的经过,就和你推测的那样,我因天真而犯下了错事,我试图弥补了,可还是让摄政王逃掉了。” „That process does not feel better,” Beirrogo looks at desolate Olivet, „you them treat as family member who can share eternal, but they only thought that you hindered their desire.” “那过程不好受吧,”伯洛戈看着落寞的奥莉薇亚,“你把他们当做可以共享永恒的家人,但他们却只觉得你阻碍了他们的欲望。” Olivet is sighing reluctantly, on the face is hanging the reluctant happy expression, mentioned does not make one feel the happy story. 奥莉薇亚无奈地叹息着,脸上挂着勉强的笑意,说起并不令人感到开心的故事。 „ Since the long night empire destroys, I did not have the destination, during the daytime I hide in the shadow, night wanders in the wilderness, such aimless day passed a long time...... “自永夜帝国毁灭后,我就没有了去处,白天我躲在阴影之中,夜里则在荒野内游荡,这样漫无目的的日子过了很长一段时间…… That is a good journey, before homeless, I female as Serez, is enjoying the lofty position in the long night empire, like the canary that reared in a pen, what never realizes supported this empire to need is the brutal price. ” 那是次不错的旅程,在无家可归前,我作为瑟雷之女,在永夜帝国内享受着崇高的地位,就像一只被圈养起来的金丝雀,从未意识过支撑这座帝国所需要的是何等残酷的代价。” Beirrogo noticed in Olivet said a word regarding the tendency of long night empire, he exploringly asked that „, therefore you approved of the destruction long night empire?” 伯洛戈留意到了奥莉薇亚言语里对于永夜帝国的倾向,他试探性地问道,“所以你是赞同毁灭永夜帝国的吗？” „A minute/share of period,” Olivet and Beirrogo talked, „you must know, the idea of person is with the story and life advancement, but transformed unceasingly.” “分时期吧,”奥莉薇亚和伯洛戈你一言我一语,“你要知道,人的想法是会随着阅历与人生进程而不断转变的。” „I think that the idea of non- dead will not change, we were not fettered by the time, therefore has the morbid state tenacity.” Beirrogo said. “我以为不死者的理念是不会变化的,我们不受时间束缚,所以有着病态般的固执。”伯洛戈说。 „I have listened to such truth, but my blood relations said at that time, this was only we was too young as the non- dead, therefore has all kinds of marvelous ideas, the whole world to us was brand-new unknown, had too many things to be worth experiencing.” “我有听过这样的道理,但那时我的血亲们说,这只是我们作为不死者还太年轻了,所以会有着各种各样的奇妙想法,整个世界对我们而言是崭新未知的,有太多的东西值得我们去体验。” Beirrogo calmly is listening respectfully to Olivet words, she is rare, has personally witnessed the person in that long night empire, is only, person who knows the non- dead social structure. What society Beirrogo is very curious that is. 伯洛戈静静地聆听着奥莉薇亚的话,她是少有的,亲身见证过那座永夜帝国的人,也是仅有的,知晓不死者社会结构的人。伯洛戈很好奇那是什么样的社会。 „Non- dead not by years about, age to us, turned into one skewer of meaningless digits,” Olivet continues saying that „, the digit of physical body age no longer is important, decided whether truly we are old mature , is the so-called mental age.” “不死者不受岁月的左右,年龄对我们而言,也就变成了一串毫无意义的数字,”奥莉薇亚继续说道,“就此,肉体年龄的数字不再重要,真正决定我们是否成熟、苍老的,是所谓的心理年龄。” Beirrogo asked, „you are young?” 伯洛戈问,“你还年轻吗？” „Now also harbors the fantasy to all, naturally is the young people.” “现在还对一切抱有幻想,当然是年轻人啦。” These words Olivet wants to say by a more active tone, but has words on the tip of the tongue, only remains worn out exhausted. 这句话奥莉薇亚想以更活跃的口吻讲出来,但话到嘴边,只剩有气无力的疲惫。 „They said, the young people are always active, is hopeful about the world, but when they were levelled the edges and corners, becomes numb, when the heart is only left over a stubborn morbid state the idea, they were even mature, the idea and character still no longer change, like the physical body that does not die, the mind also solidifies, turns into the ice-cold bricks and stones, builds in the cornerstone of empire.” “他们说,年轻人总是活跃的,对世界充满希望,但当他们被抹平了棱角,变得麻木不仁,心中只剩下一个固执病态的理念时,他们就算是成熟了,想法与性格也不再改变,就像不死的肉体一样,心灵也就此凝固,变成冰冷的砖石,堆砌进帝国的基石之中。” Olivet then told that the transformation of her state of mind, „according to the bloodline purity, I am under the second-generation blood from night king plants, is in a night of clan to the high pure blood aristocrat, but I and traditional pure blood aristocrat are different, I at first am only the average person......” 奥莉薇亚接着讲述起了她心境的转变,“按照血统纯度,我算是自夜王之下的第二代血种,是夜族内至高的纯血贵族,但我和传统的纯血贵族不同,我最初只是普通人……” Her sound stopped, Beirrogo is full is waiting for patiently, he and Sana have achieved the preliminary cooperation, Beirrogo has guessed even night non- home to return, Sana will still help herself conceal this point. 她的声音停顿了下来,伯洛戈饶有耐心地等待着,他和奥萨娜已经达成了初步的合作,伯洛戈猜即便自己夜不归宿,奥萨娜也会帮自己隐瞒这一点。 „Ok, did not speak these.” “算了,还是不讲这些了。” Transforms this part about the status, seems like heart knot that Olivet is not willing to tell, slightly after crossing this part, she said simply, „I truly hold the full hate to Serez at first, I am not clear, why he must betray a night of clan, but I gradually sobered afterward, realized that what monster my same clan is.” 关于身份转变这部分,似乎是奥莉薇亚不愿讲述的心结,略过这部分后,她简单地说道,“我起初确实对瑟雷抱有十足的怨恨,我不明白,他为什么要背叛夜族,但后来我逐渐清醒了过来,意识到我的同族都是一些什么样的怪物。” „I have been thinking why Serez let off me, father and daughter complex? I did not think that he seems like one to think oneself are father's person,” Olivet was saying asks to Beirrogo, „do you feel?” “我一直在想,瑟雷到底是出于什么原因放过了我,父女情结？我不觉得他像是一个会认为自己是父亲的人,”奥莉薇亚说着对伯洛戈问道,“你觉得呢？” „Is he prodigal son , the father? How possibly.” Beirrogo has the clear cognition to Serez. “他是实打实的浪子,父亲？怎么可能。”伯洛戈对瑟雷有着清晰的认知。 „I feel am also, but the fact was he let off me,” Olivet said, „perhaps, perhaps was my mother's reason, perhaps was also he sees me not to turn by the monster of desire control.” “我觉得也是,但事实就是他放过了我,”奥莉薇亚说,“或许,或许是我母亲的缘故,又或许是他见我还没有变成被欲望支配的怪物。” „Does not die is a curse, Beirrogo,” Olivet said suddenly, „ takes to you eternal life at the same time, it also brought the eternal numbness to you, you will gradually turn into a corpse that loses the mood, to arouse innermost feelings slight mighty waves, becoming the morbid state is crazy, then violates the next many evil conduct, turns into the monster. “不死是一份诅咒,伯洛戈,”奥莉薇亚忽然说道,“带给你永恒生命的同时,它也给你带来了永恒的麻木,你会逐渐变成一具失去情绪的尸体,为了激起内心丝毫的波澜,变得病态疯狂,然后犯下诸多的恶行,变成怪物。 Similar example, I saw in the long night empire too, they to seek pleasure merely, put to such atrocity, dug takes the internal organs, broke off the bone...... ” 类似的例子,我在永夜帝国内见到太多了,他们仅仅是为了取乐,就付诸了那样的暴行,挖取内脏,折断骨头……” Beirrogo interrupted the brutal narration, „you have not turned into such monster, you escaped by luck.” 伯洛戈打断了残酷的叙述,“你没有变成那样的怪物,你幸免了下来。” „No, I am young, but also without is so numb, I...... I have not turned into the monster,” Olivet is staring at the eye of Beirrogo, in that shadow dim azure glimmer, „you are also so.” “没有,我还年轻,还没那么麻木不仁,我……我只是还没变成怪物而已,”奥莉薇亚盯着伯洛戈的眼睛,那阴影中朦胧的青色微光,“你也是如此。” Regarding the future of non- dead, in Olivet heart desperate. 对于不死者们的未来,奥莉薇亚心中只有绝望。 After silent moment, after the topic returned to the daybreak war to end the matter, Olivet is telling slowly, she already very long not this and a person talked with ease, Olivet sighed, under the destiny made it so, such simple matter, to her also was very precious. 沉默片刻后,话题回到了破晓战争结束后的事,奥莉薇亚慢悠悠地讲述着,她已经很久没有这样和一个人如此轻松地对话了,奥莉薇亚不禁感叹,命运使然下,就连这么简单的事,对她来讲也无比珍贵。 „ After walking into this mortal world, I sorrowful a long time, the long night empire such could not withstand, but also leaves leeway my full emotion there, there is many I had once loved person, but I also understand, such that such as you and Sana talked, the long night empire can only destroy, the world cannot welcome the eternal blood tax. “走入尘世后,我悲痛了很长一段时间,永夜帝国是那样不堪,但在那里也留有我十足的情感,有许多我曾爱过的人,但我也明白,就如你和奥萨娜交谈的那样,永夜帝国只能毁灭,世界绝不能迎来永恒血税。 I lived alone a long time, the probably dozens years, I witnessed the joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness and vicissitudes of life in world, I discovered this mortal world brilliant wants is too more than deathly stillness in empire forever happily, for this reason in my heart to eternal blood tax vigilant enhanced many many, for this reason I am alerting myself frequently, do not bestow on the blood to others. ” 我独自生活了很长一段时间,大概有几十年吧,我目睹了世间的喜怒哀乐、悲欢离合,我发现尘世的绚烂远比永远帝国的死寂要美好太多,为此我心中对永恒血税的警惕又提高了许多许多,为此我时刻警醒着自己,不要给他人赋血。” Beirrogo asked suddenly, „in long acting alone, how you contained your thirsty blood sickness? Takes the blood of cattle?” 伯洛戈突然问道,“漫长的独行中,你又是如何遏制你的渴血症的呢？吸食牛羊的鲜血？” „Sometimes hungry anxious will assemble with the blood of cattle, but more often, I will be nominal police.” “有时候饿急了会拿牛羊的血凑合一下,但更多的时候,我会当一名义警。” „Righteousness police?” “义警？” Beirrogo suspected oneself misunderstood. 伯洛戈怀疑自己听错了。 „Right, punishes the violent to set law-mbiding minds at ease, does not have the righteousness police of fixed establishment,” a Olivet indifferent appearance, „I like this work very much, I will hunt these murderers, shears the throat them, sucks to do their blood, sometimes intentionally I will drink is slower, slowly making them savor the death to arrive desperate no use.” “对,惩暴安良,没有固定编制的义警,”奥莉薇亚一副无所谓的样子,“我很喜欢这份工作,我会去狩猎那些杀人犯,把他们割喉,吮干他们的血,有时候我会故意喝的慢一些,让他们慢慢品味死亡降临的绝望无助。” The Beirrogo expression is slightly surprised, but thinks is also, everyone was the non- dead, a little psychological disease how. 伯洛戈的表情略显惊讶,但想想也是,大家都是不死者了,有点心理疾病怎么了。 „I will not be long, Olivet who any city treats” said, „I have been travelling.” “我不会在任何城市待的太久,”奥莉薇亚说道,“我一直在旅行。” „What like seeking,” Beirrogo guessed, „Serez? Found him, killed him, why is this?” “就像在寻找什么,”伯洛戈猜测,“瑟雷是吗？找到他,杀了他,这是为什么？” Beirrogo still remembers that Olivet by oneself rephrased in own words to the curse of Serez, she must kill oneself father personally, and is suffering him by punishment of the most brutal hot sun. 伯洛戈还记得奥莉薇亚让自己转述给瑟雷的诅咒,她要亲手杀了自己的父亲,并以最残酷的烈日之刑折磨着他。 At first Beirrogo thinks, Olivet hates the betrayal of Serez, but now looks like, Olivet instead can understand Serez, is different from these traditional pure blood aristocrats, certainly had anything to affect Olivet values, making her realize the eternal blood tax evil...... 起初伯洛戈以为,奥莉薇亚是憎恨瑟雷的背叛,可现在看来,奥莉薇亚反而是能理解瑟雷的,和那些传统的纯血贵族不同,一定有什么事影响了奥莉薇亚的价值观,让她意识到了永恒血税的邪恶…… Was Olivet is affected incessantly, Serez was also affected, eternal blood tax again how brutal, as them of pure blood class, was the direct and eternal beneficiary, they can definitely maintain this system, became parasite that lay above the world, but this father and daughter chose finally betrayed oneself class. This need very big courage and will. 不止是奥莉薇亚被影响了,瑟雷也被影响了,永恒血税再怎么残酷,作为纯血阶层的她们,都是直接且永恒的受益者,她们完全可以维系这个体系,成为趴在世界之上的寄生虫,可这父女俩最后都选择了背叛自己的阶层。这需要非常大的勇气与意志。 „Killed him? You think that is betrays the hatred of long night empire to him?” Olivet smiles, but has not given a more explicit explanation, „good, I kill his goal truly am because betrays.” “杀了他？你以为是对他背叛永夜帝国的恨意吗？”奥莉薇亚笑了笑,但没有给出更明确的解释,“好吧,我杀他的目的确实是因为背叛。” In the shadow, her sound, „this is my family affairs, first do not chat these.” 阴影里,她的声音顿了顿,“这是我的家事,还是先别聊这些了。” Family work? 家事？ Damn, remembered the family affairs of Serez, in the Beirrogo brain emitted Serez that with the card collection same giant photo album, how many Ren wives should Serez once not have, how many blades does she want to hold? 见鬼,一想起瑟雷的家事,伯洛戈脑子里就冒出了瑟雷那跟卡片收集一样的巨大相册,该不会瑟雷曾有过多少任妻子,她就要捅多少刀吧？ Olivet is not willing to discuss again the matter of this part, she then continued to speak the later adventure, „my, the day of drifting from place to place passed was very long, when I gradually lost the significance , the war broke out.” 奥莉薇亚不愿再谈这部分的事,她转而继续讲起了自己之后的冒险,“我就这样,飘忽不定的日子过了很久,就当我自己逐渐失去存在的意义时,战争爆发了。” The Beirrogo complexion changes, which war he clear is. 伯洛戈的脸色微变,他清楚是哪场战争。 „Wrath of the Scorched Earth swept across the world, so long as some people in the place, the battle will exist, my way death cities, saw the endless corpse that in the wilderness drops down,” Olivet said in a soft voice, „speaks the truth, Beirrogo, having flash that I was confused, I think that the end of eternal blood tax, will avoid the world trend branch road, may not have a night of clan, the flames of war to embezzle everyone.” “焦土之怒席卷了世界,只要有人在的地方,争斗就会存在,我途径了一座座的死城,看到荒野上倒下的无尽尸体,”奥莉薇亚轻声道,“说实话,伯洛戈,有那么一瞬间我迷茫了,我以为永恒血税的终结,会避免世界走向歧路,可没有了夜族,战火还是吞没了所有人。” Beirrogo is savoring Olivet sadness, is actually not able to comfort, is inconsolable, because Beirrogo at this time is also a envoy who grasps the flames of war. 伯洛戈品味着奥莉薇亚的悲伤,却无从安慰,也无法安慰,因为伯洛戈此时也是一位手持战火的使者。 What is helpless, to achieve the happier world, usually needs the baptism of flames of war. 令人无奈的是,为了达成更美好的世界,往往需要战火的洗礼。 „Possibly witnessed too many human calamities, possibly I was too young, the heart did not have ice-cold to be numb thoroughly, one day I am unable to endure my sitting by and doing nothing again, chose got involved in this war.” “可能是目睹了太多的人间惨剧,也可能我还是太年轻了,心还没有彻底冰冷麻木下来,有一日我再也无法忍受自己的坐视不理,选择了介入这场战争。” „What did you make?” “你做了些什么？” Olivet muttered, „I ran into a refugee team, saved from the hand of robber them, they awed me, trusted me, treated as the deity that was born...... I never to have such feeling me, by the need, was felt the value feeling.” 奥莉薇亚喃喃道,“我遇到了一支难民队,把他们从强盗的手中拯救了,他们敬畏我,信赖我,把我当做降世的天神……我从未有过那样的感受,被人需要,充满价值感。” In her eye fills to recall, that perhaps is in Olivet life, only lovely time. 她的眼中充满缅怀,那或许是奥莉薇亚人生中,仅有的美好时光了。 () ()