Time from the beginning, sand superior regarding some travel quite anticipations of this time. After all in any event, this is her first time goes far travel ——— to be however quick, she regretted for this reason. 一开始的时候,沙优对于这次的旅行还是颇有些期待的。毕竟无论如何,这还是她第一次出远门去旅行———但是很快,她就为此后悔了。 „wū......... eh eh eh ............!” “呜………呃呃呃…………！” „Really is.” “真是的。” Looks to kneel on the ground, the complexion pale sand is superior, Fang Zheng shook his head. 看着跪在地上,面色惨白的沙优,方正摇了摇头。 „I have never thought that you return the carsickness unexpectedly.” “真没想到,你居然还晕车啊。” „I, I am not a carsickness! Is this that Fang Zheng-san you open is what car(riage)!!” “我,我才不是晕车！是方正先生你开的这是什么车啊！！” Catches one's breath with great difficulty, sand You is getting hold of both hands of going all out was also saying to the Fang Zheng protest. Although before the journey starts, she also once in the deep down secret decision, even if the opposite party makes some excessively matter out of the ordinary slightly, oneself must endure patiently. However superiorly what makes not think, this comes out shortly, oneself broke against. 好不容易才缓过气来,沙优也是拼命的握紧双手对着方正抗议道。虽然在旅途开始之前,她也曾经在内心深处暗暗决定,哪怕对方稍微做出一些过分出格的事情,自己也要忍耐。但是让沙优没想到的是,这才出来没多久,自己就破防了。 After all her temperament is even if good, is impossible to be without turning a hair facing the life and death speed. 毕竟哪怕她脾气再好,面对生死时速也不可能面不改色。 „Relax, I have opened, has not had an accident.” “放心吧,我一直这么开,从来没有出过事的。” „............... Is no, no, no, this issue?” “……………不不不,是这个问题吗？” hearing this, sand You quickly beckons with the hand. 听到这里,沙优急忙摆了摆手。 „Fang Zheng-san, is not really good, this is not absolutely good, will continue me dead again.” “方正先生,真的不行,这绝对不行,再继续下去我会死的。” „I opened the slow point general headquarters.” “那我开慢点儿总行了吧。” „Please must open slowly! ............... .........” “请务必开慢点！……………啊………” However, after saying these words, sand You actually gawked, then lowers the head. 然而,在说出这句话之后,沙优却是愣了一下,接着低下头去。 „Un? What's wrong?” “嗯？怎么了？” „I ......... first time so impolite said own idea before the bystander, the beforehand words, obviously were not such .........” “我………还是第一次如此不客气的在外人面前说出自己的想法,以前的话,明明不是这样的………” „What relations has, wants saying that what said what, what advantage does enduring patiently constantly have? I do not like the Japanese this, anything hides is suppressing at heart.” “有什么关系,想说什么就说什么,一味的忍耐又有什么好处？我就不喜欢日本人这一点儿,什么事都藏在心里憋着。” „The words that but, does this ......... will be alienated by everyone .........” “但是,这样做的话………会被大家疏远的………” „haah? What nonsense are you speaking?” “哈啊？你在说什么鬼话呢？” Hears sand You the reply, Fang Zheng is dumbfounded is looking at her. 听到沙优的回答,方正傻了眼似的望着她。 „You left home, but also thought that your approach doesn't have the issue?” “你都离家出走了,还觉得你的做法没问题啊？” „.....................” “…………………” „You should not think that suppresses the words at heart, worries others to have the good result, if there is a good result, you as for do run up to this to come from Hokkaidou?” “你该不会以为把话都憋在心里,顾虑别人就能有好结果吧,要是有好结果,你至于从北海道跑到这来？” „.....................” “…………………” Facing Fang Zheng’s words, sand You is dumbfounded, the whole person general stands like bolt from the blue dull on the spot. However quick, she lowers the head. 面对方正的说话,沙优目瞪口呆,整个人如同晴天霹雳一般呆站在原地。但是很快,她就低下头去。 „What ......... am I only a high-school student ......... I can make after all?” “可………我毕竟只是一个高中生………我又能做什么呢？” „After before could not achieve not representative, could not achieve, indeed, as you said that you were only a high-school student, without the means worked, will not mix the bad group, the body did not have too much money. However ......... this how?” “以前做不到不代表以后也做不到,的确,如你所说,你只是个高中生,没办法去工作,又不会混不良团体,身上也没有太多的钱。但是………这又怎么样呢？” „......... Yeah?” “………哎？” „You have left home.” “你都已经离家出走了啊。” Fang Zheng is looking steadily at sand You, repeated these words again. 方正盯视着沙优,再次重复了一遍这句话。 „Although I do not know that on you exactly what happened, but I can see you am not the young girl of that having one's wish rebel period, can leaving home that you compel, explained that the matter has developed you unable to endure patiently. In fact isn't this? You thought that you are only a weak high-school student, therefore can only endure patiently silently, but finally not this? Therefore, why don't you let loose? You did not even plan that exchanges the lodging with oneself as the reward? In other words, you have been in this situation, what but also there is good to lose?” “虽然我不知道你身上到底发生了什么事,但是我可以看出你不是那种随心所欲的叛逆期的少女,能把你逼的离家出走,就说明事情已经发展到你已经无法忍耐了吧。事实上不也是这样吗？你觉得自己只是个无力的高中生,于是只能够默默忍耐,可结果不还是这个？所以,你为什么不放开一下呢？你不是甚至还打算拿自己作为报酬来交换住宿吗？换句话来说,你都已经到这个地步了,还有什么好失去的？” „I ...............” “我……………” sand You opens mouth, but actually does not know how should say. 沙优张了张嘴,但是却不知道该怎么说。 „Ok, boarded.” “好了,上车吧。” Fang Zheng patted the vehicle door hesitant, sand You, finally sits boards. 方正拍了拍车门,沙优犹豫了一下,最终还是坐上了车。 After that she has looked at outside the glass. But Fang Zheng also opened the music, then driving silently. 在那之后,她只是一直看着车窗外。而方正也只是打开了音乐,然后默默的开着车。 Has not known how long, the sand said superiorly suddenly. 不知道过了多久,沙优忽然开口说道。 „This words ......... I was first time hear of others said to me.” “这种话………我还是第一次听别人对我说。” „Also yes, looked person who your appearance does not seem like will have the friend.” “也是,看你的样子也不像是会有朋友的人。” Fang Zheng does not care at all is hitting the steering wheel, simultaneously says. 方正毫不在意的打着方向盘,同时开口说道。 „I have the friend who oh of friend ......... ......... most was once better .........” “我还是有朋友的哦………曾经有一个………最要好的朋友………” „Once ......... was that the reason that you left home?” “曾经啊………那就是你离家出走的原因？” Hears tone that sand You spoke, Fang Zheng raised his brows, but the latter was only silently looks at out of the window. In a moment later, sand You had opened the mouth again. 听到沙优说话的语气,方正挑了下眉头,而后者只是默默的看着窗外。在过了片刻之后,沙优才再次开口。 „............... I ......... had a friend.” “……………我………原本有一个朋友。” According to the sand superior view, she did not have the friend in the class, because of long attractiveness, some people will pester frequently. But changes sand You, was confession ——— at that time some male student to the sand superior confession intersection toward, that male student was in the school the quite famous handsome fellow, but the sand obviously did not plan superiorly with this noticeable person contact, therefore rejected the confession. 按照沙优的说法,她在班里原本并没有朋友,但是因为长的漂亮,也经常会有人来纠缠。而改变沙优的,是一次告白———当时某个男生向沙优告白求交往,那个男生是学校里相当有名的帅哥,但是沙优明显并不打算与这种受人瞩目的人交往,于是拒绝了告白。 Originally sand You thinks that this finished, without thinking after that unexpectedly will have the female students who like that male student look for her, interrogated why sand You rejected the confession of handsome fellow not without knowledge of good from bad ......... then, sand You in the person by class was isolated thoroughly. 本来沙优以为这样就结束了,没想到在那之后,居然会有喜欢那个男生的女生们来找她,质问沙优为什么不知好歹的拒绝了帅哥的告白………然后,沙优就被班里的人彻底孤立了。 Naturally, is only isolated, although will have some Tyrant Ling occasionally, but sand You do not care. When rises two high, there is in a class the common female student to ask her to talk, hopes that can become the friend with her, but sand You also complied. 当然,也只是孤立而已,虽然偶尔会有一些霸凌,但是沙优自己并不在意。但是在升上高二的时候,有个班里原本不起眼的女生找她搭话,希望能够和她成为朋友,而沙优也答应了。 That time was sand You the most joyful time, but did not last forever pitifully, quick, because of sand You in the together reason, that young girl also received Tyrant Ling, although sand You also knew the situation from young girl there, and warned these female students do not do that again, but obviously is not very useful. But at that time sand You also comforted that young girl, hopes she and can endure patiently till the high school graduation together. 那段时间算是沙优最快乐的时候,不过可惜好景不长,很快,因为和沙优在一起的缘故,那个少女也受到了霸凌,虽然沙优也从少女那里知道了情况,并且告诫了那些女生不要再这么做,不过很明显并没有什么用。而当时沙优也只是安慰那个少女,希望她和自己能够一同忍耐到高中毕业为止。 However what pitifully is, the opposite party obviously does not have the means to withstand, finally ......... she chose the suicide. 不过可惜的是,对方明显没有办法承受下去,最终………她选择了自杀。 This matter stirred certainly the controversy in the area, the media reporters continuously unceasingly, but during that time sand You also bore very tremendous pressure, finally, because of this matter, she and mother had the conflict, then fled own family/home. 这件事当然在当地引起了轩然大波,媒体记者一直不断,而那段时间沙优也承受了很大的压力,最终,因为这件事,她与母亲发生了冲突,然后逃离了自己的家。 „............... At that time, was I making the mistake?” “……………那个时候,我是不是做错了呢？” Is looking at out of the window, the sand superiorly seems like thinking aloud, seems like inquiring Fang Zheng, but the latter shrugs the shoulders. 望着窗外,沙优像是在自言自语,又像是在询问方正,而后者则耸耸肩膀。 „Naturally made the mistake.” “当然做错了。” „That, how should I do?? I have looked for Sensei, but Sensei does not believe me, mother she ......... is also same .........” “那么,我该怎么做？？我有找过老师,但是连老师也不相信我,母亲她………也是一样………” „oh, is very simple, only has three.” “哦,很简单,只有三步。” „............... Three steps?” “……………三步？” Hears Fang Zheng’s words, sand You curious turning the head is looking at him. 听到方正的说话,沙优好奇的转过头来望着他。 „Right, first, found extinguish the fire.” “没错,第一,找到一个灭火器。” „Un?” “嗯？” „Then, attains in extinguish the fire the class.” “然后,把灭火器拿到班里。” „Un un??” “嗯嗯？？” „Then found that tyrant ice your group Boss, makes an effort to take extinguish the fire to destroy her dog head.” “接着找到那个霸凌你们的集团老大,用力拿灭火器砸破她的狗头。” „Un ............... yeah? Aii yeah?!!” “嗯……………哎？哎哎哎？！！” hearing this, the sand first is subconscious nod, then stares suddenly. 听到这里,沙优先是下意识的点了点头,然后猛然一愣。 „But, but that is the murder!” “可,可那是杀人啊！” „Fears anything, you are only a high-school student.” “怕什么,你只是高中生。” Fang Zheng swept her a glance. 方正扫了她一眼。 „Let alone, in fact they are the murderers who persecute to death your friend, why to want your pain to intertwine here, shouldn't be they have bad luck? Finally what matter do you run the main house gate to calculate? Your oneself alone wretched zero place, then your friend died, but instigator actually happy is treating in the school? Has this good deed?” “更何况,事实上她们才是逼死你朋友的凶手吧,凭什么要你在这里痛苦纠结啊,不该是她们倒霉吗？结果你跑出家门算个什么事？你自己一个人孤苦零地,然后你朋友死了,但是始作俑者却高高兴兴的在学校里待着？有这种好事？” Said till here, Fang Zheng coldly snorted, then the look changes. 说道这里,方正冷哼一声,接着眼神微变。 „I changed the mind, we went to Hokkaidou.” “我改变主意了,我们去北海道吧。” „What goes to Hokkaidou ......... to make?” “去北海道………做什么？” „Revenges.” “报仇。” Fang Zheng is looking steadily at sand You, saying every single word or phrase. 方正盯视着沙优,一字一句的说道。 „They persecuted to death you best friend, you a little expressed do not have, made them live free and unrestrained in the world? Even if not kill them, must make them not seek livehood to ask unable. Otherwise, how under your friend dwelling place of the dead can die content? You did not say that she is you best friend? Finally you best friend was persecuted to death, do you cry to hate your being incapable here? Don't you plan to make what?” “她们逼死了你最好的朋友,难道你就一点儿表示都没有,就让她们逍遥自在的活在世界上？就算不把她们弄死,也要让她们求生不得求死不能。否则,你的朋友九泉之下怎么能够瞑目？你不是说她是你最好的朋友吗？结果你最好的朋友被逼死了,你就在这里哭哭啼啼痛恨自己的无力？难道你就不打算做点儿什么？” „What ......... can I make?” “但………我又能做什么呢？” „Many that you can make.” “你能做的很多。” Looks at sand You, Fang Zheng shows a faint smile. 看着沙优,方正微微一笑。 „I can teach you.” “我可以教你。” Then, he says. 接着,他开口说道。 „Teaches me ...............” “教我……………” „Right, looked at you to have this idea. She is your friend, you must revenge for her, the pain rebukes oneself here, or is continues to evade, this is your own choice ..............., therefore .........” “没错,就看你有没有这个想法了。她是你的朋友,你是要为她报仇,还是在这里痛苦自责,又或者是继续逃避,这是你自己的选择……………所以………” Said till here, Fang Zheng is looking steadily at sand You. 说道这里,方正盯视着沙优。 „Makes the choice, you made the choice, must take the consequence, is returns to Hokkaidou to do the matter, stays here to continue to travel?” “来做出选择吧,你做出了选择,就要承担后果,是回北海道去搞事,还是留在这里继续旅行？” „.....................” “…………………” Facing Fang Zheng’s inquiry, sand You lowers the head, she looks pale, stubbornly grips two hands. 面对方正的询问,沙优低下头去,她面色苍白,死死的握住两只手。 Then, sand You sets firm resolve, raised the head. 接着,沙优下定了决心,抬起头来。 „I ............... I want to revenge, although does not know that I can achieve anything, but ......... I did not want to finish!” “我……………我想要报仇,虽然不知道我能够做到什么,但是………我不想要就这么结束！” „Very good.” “很好。” Hears sand You the reply, the Fang Zheng corners of the mouth curls upwards. 听到沙优的回答,方正嘴角微翘。 „That, we must accelerate.” “那么,我们要加速了。” „Yeah? Wait, this waits for ahhhhhh ..................!!!!” “哎？等等,这个还是等一下啊啊啊啊啊啊………………！！！！” With the squeal of young girl, the race car accelerates again, speeds away to go forward. 伴随着少女的尖叫声,跑车再次加速,向前疾驰而去。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)