Fight, crazy fight. 搏斗,疯狂的搏斗。 This is a Cohen is higher than a beast of prey of head, it is sending out calling out in grief of pain, simply does not have the ability to revolt, the bone of whole body by Cohen with fist destroying one after another, pitiful incomparable dropping down, the blood was kept gushing out from the mouth. 这是一头比科恩高出一个头的猛兽,它正发出痛苦的悲鸣,根本没有能力反抗,全身的骨头被科恩用拳头一根接着一根的打碎,凄惨无比的倒下,鲜血不停从嘴中涌出。 „All finished......” Cohen sitting to the body of this not well-known beast of prey on, the mouth muttered whispers: „All finished.” “一切都结束了……”科恩坐到这不知名猛兽的身体上,嘴里喃喃低语:“一切都结束了。” He unclear this is by several beast of prey that oneself overthrow, when also starts this behavior unclear. Only knows every day after that female goes out, oneself will follow the road that this tread out to arrive in the forest, seeks beast of prey, cruel kills them. 他记不清这是被自己打倒的第几头猛兽,也记不清自己是什么时候开始这种行为的。只知道每天在那个女子出门之后,自己就会顺着这条自己踩出的路走到森林里,来找寻猛兽,残暴的杀死它们。 Later, will look like now this appearance, sits is in a daze. 之后,就会像现在这个样子,坐着发呆。 An empire, an emperor, responsibility? Mission? Warm? False, false, these are false, goes damn. 一个帝国,一个皇帝,责任？使命？热情？假的、假的、这些都是假的,去他妈的。 Actually in the hut waking up that quarter, he restored the intelligence. But also from that quarter, he is in a distracted condition. So long as vision staring somewhere, the past life fragment mixed complex emotion one by one to well up, the endless disappointed and endless lamentation and endless fear appeared together, surround in depth him, these things will transform finally are one type to oneself suspicion, to oneself hate and to oneself denial...... 其实在小屋里醒来的那刻起,他就恢复了神智。但也就是从那刻起,他陷于一种精神恍惚的状态。只要眼光一凝视某处,往日的生活片段混合着复杂的情感一一涌上心头,无尽的失望、无尽悔恨、无尽的恐惧一起出现,层层包围住他,这些东西最终都会转变为一种对自己的怀疑、对自己的怨恨、对自己的否定…… They flood in his mind, can hardly be removed. 它们充斥在他的脑海中,挥之不去。 He is very strange, he knows that this is not own character, the courage of but actually not having worked loose, without the thought of resistance, was only left over one type still by the ignores of these emotion stacks, when these negative mood accumulation to certain extent, he needs to vent through all sorts of atrocities. But the mind deep place has a sound to remind him, do not hurt human. Therefore, the beast of prey in forest suffers a natural disaster. 他很奇怪,他知道这不是自己的性格,但却没有挣脱的勇气,也没有没有抗拒的念头,只剩下一种仍由这些情感堆积的放任,当这些消极的情绪累积到一定程度的时候,他就需要通过种种暴行来发泄。但脑海深处却有个声音在提醒他,不要去伤害人类。于是,森林里的猛兽遭了灾。 What world this is, why can oneself here? He cannot find out this world to have what value to himself, cannot find out own value, more wants more to be discouraged, until wants to abandon itself finally......, but in the thought also has that little being unwilling, is struggling the survival in an innermost feelings small corner. 这是什么世界,自己为什么会在这里？他想不出这个世界对自己而言有什么价值,也想不出自己存在的价值,越想越灰心,直到最后想抛弃自己……但思想里却还有那么一点点的不甘,挣扎着存活在内心一个小小的角落里。 That like this was good, the been able to think through matter does not go to think, the been able to accomplish matter does not manage...... the way of living that holds up the head to throw out the chest is good, but actually must pay the extremely deeply grieved price ; Although living of being timid to act vexed, actually does not need to shoulder any responsibility...... 那就这样好了,想不通的事情不去想,办不到的事情不去办……昂头挺胸的活法是不错,可是却要付出极为惨痛的代价;缩手缩脚的过日子虽然窝囊,却不必承担任何的责任…… Revenges? Report what enmity? What hatred/enemy Haobao has? Can the been filled with joyfulness, be as good as a bread? Destiny......, if this is the thing that must face, that made this destiny get the hell out, could not undertake, couldn't have hidden? 报仇？报什么仇？有什么仇好报？满心的愉悦,抵得上一个面包吗？命运……如果这就是自己要面对的东西,那就让这命运滚蛋好了,承担不起,难道还躲不起吗？ Evades...... evades...... evades......, although no longer has the fervor, but will not have the grief again, even if numb, even if tasteless, has tranquil accompany. Tranquil, this is most important, the heart of this disruption could not undergo the twists and turns again. 逃避吧……逃避吧……逃避吧……虽然不再有激情,但也不会再有伤痛,哪怕麻木,哪怕乏味,却有平静伴随。平静,这是最重要的,这颗碎裂的心再也经受不起波折了。 Sun gradually west moves, bewildered Cohen Station gets up, swayed walks. 太阳逐渐西移,一脸茫然的科恩站起来,摇摇晃晃的走回去。 When it quick is black, the form of that female appears on the trail, appears in Cohen's eyes. Light, but is essential ; Delicate, but is actually dependence in his heart. 天快黑时,那名女子的身影在小径上出现,出现在科恩眼中。平淡,但却不可缺少;柔弱,但却是他的心中的依靠。 Before she arrives waited there for some time Cohen body, angrily is staring at Cohen: „Didn't transferring nature, how hide?” 她走到守候多时的科恩身前,气鼓鼓的盯着科恩:“转性了,怎么不躲起来？” Cohen knows that she experiences certainly what unhappy matter, therefore is looking her, mouth innocent excuse: „Could not find the place to hide.” 科恩知道她一定是遇到什么不开心的事,于是回望着她,嘴里无辜的申辩:“找不到地方躲。” Then launches every day one time „the official” dialogue. 接着展开每天一次的“官方”对话。 „Dinner good?” “晚饭好了没？” „Ok.” “好了。” „Did water gather completely?” “水蓄满了没？” „Was full.” “满了。” „Remembers the name?” “想起名字没有？” „No.” “没有。” Therefore her grinning putting out a hand, raises Cohen's ear to pass through the gate lightly, well satisfied. 于是她笑嘻嘻的伸出手,轻提着科恩的耳朵进了门,心满意足。 At meal time, Cohen visits her, she also looks at Cohen. 吃饭时,科恩看着她,她也看着科恩。 This is a very ordinary female, not is ordinary uniqueness, when Cohen is clear she to make anything, but he coordinates each time very much. Must pinch the ear time, he will sit ahead of time is nearer ; Must issue the temperament time, he will sit the distant point...... to give in to this female, and hidden own giving in behavior, this becomes Cohen daily life key point. 这是个很普通的女子,普通得毫无奇特之处,科恩非常清楚她什么时候要做什么,但他每次都很配合。要捏耳朵的时候,他会提前坐近一些;要乱发脾气的时候,他会坐得远点……迁就这个女子,并隐藏自己的迁就行为,这成为科恩每天的生活重点。 Since wants to be an average person, should not live with the way of average person? Any sharp and fervor will go against it. 既然想做一个普通人,就应该用普通人的方式去生活不是吗？任何的犀利、激情都会与之相违背。 At night, she will arrive on his bed, puts out a hand to grasp him. At this time, her look will be very pure, is at any time purer than one day, both people did not speak, but can actually look at each other is very long, the breath was gentle, the complexion was serene. Sometimes she first goes off, sometimes changes into Cohen...... 夜晚,她会来到他的床上,伸手抱住他。在这时候,她的眼神会很纯净,比一天里任何时候都要纯净,两个人都不说话,但却可以对视很久,呼吸平缓,脸色安详。有时她先睡去,有时又换成科恩…… , Cohen felt gradually oneself had adapted to this life, although each Skyfire has the twists and turns on mood old, but own vision has more and more been able to pay attention to have the surrounding thing. 渐渐的,科恩觉得自己已经适应了这种生活,虽然每天照旧有情绪上的波折,但自己的眼光已经越来越能够注意起周围的事物来。 The house is crude and obsolete, therefore he uses the unfamiliar technique to try patching, although will patch from now on appearance strange. 房屋简陋、老旧,于是他用生疏的手法去尝试着修补,尽管修补过后的模样更加的怪异。 Living to be monotonous and tasteless, Cohen before oneself the outstanding ability and grand vision who sweeps away thousand army catch some small creature, rears in a pen behind the house, increased some vitality/angry. 生活单调、乏味,科恩就用自己以前横扫千军的雄才大略抓来些小动物,圈养在房屋后面,增添了一些生气。 Visits him to make these, the female smiles, smiles naturally, is tranquil. 看他做这些,女子笑,笑得那么自然,那么平静。 He even thinks later life, he knows that she makes what occupation, he wants to find a right time, urging her to choose the occupation...... this is a satire, before he may not have such in detail has outlined own future. 他甚至想到了以后的生活,他知道她是做什么职业的,他想找个适当的时间,劝她重新选择职业……这是个讽刺,以前他可没这么详细的勾画过自己的未来。 Like this earned a living, did not go to think war, did not go to avenge a grievance...... 就这样过活好了,不去想金戈铁马,不去想报仇雪恨…… Like this lives...... 就这样生活…… This...... 就这样…… Day day-by-day past, was tranquil looks like does not have a water surface of ripples. 日子一天天的过去,平静得像没有一丝涟漪的水面。 In the afternoon, Cohen like prepared the meal in the past same, squatted by outside alley she came back. But she has not come back...... 这天下午,科恩如同往常一样准备好了饭菜,蹲在外面的小路旁边等她回来。但她始终没有回来…… Saw that dim light of night like black ink, Cohen thorough was flurried, following the alley, he seeks in the town direction. Goes out of a probably five li (0.5 km) appearance, discovered that she is crawling strenuously on the road, is dragging a long bloodstain, slurred. 眼看夜色如墨,科恩彻底的慌乱了,顺着小路,他向着镇子方向找寻。走出大概五里的样子,发现她正吃力的爬行在路上,身后拖着一条长长的血迹,模糊不清。 Cohen several steps overruns, holds her frail body, inspects the sores, he just like by the thunder and lightning is hit...... that same is the artificial wound, such wound, choosing such place to start, is matter that the wild animal cannot handle! 科恩几步冲过去,抱起她单薄的身体,才检视一下伤处,他就犹如被雷电击中一样……那是人为的伤,这样的伤,选这样的地方下手,是野兽都做不出来的事情！ Was supported by him in bosom her, on the pale face shows the pleasantly surprised smile, said with the weak sound: „I...... I came back......!” 被他拥在怀里的她,苍白的脸上露出惊喜的笑容,用微弱的声音说:“我……我回来了……呢！” „Was this? This is how......” Cohen wiped the gravel on her face carefully, the hand is shivering, the heart is also shivering. “这是怎么了？这是怎么了……”科恩小心的擦去她脸上的沙砾,手在颤抖,心也在颤抖。 „Is I...... is not careful......” “是我自己……不小心呢……” Cohen is hugging her tightly, the mouth chanted is reciting the incantation, the whole person sent out the intense white light, but actually cannot prevent the faint trace life to dissipate from her body. 科恩紧抱着她,嘴里咏念着咒语,整个人都散发出强烈的白光,但却不能阻止丝丝生命从她的身体消散出去。 „Do not give up! I will not give up!” “不要放弃！我不会放弃的！” Cohen cursed the thing that all can curse, used the treatment magic again. However is useless, her is too weak, she is the demon is the person, she cannot fully adapt to the magic that the god is...... 科恩咒骂着所有能咒骂的东西,再次使用治疗魔法。但是没有用,她的身体太虚弱,她是魔属人,她不能完全适应神属的魔法…… „Leads me...... to go back!” She said in a soft voice. “带我……回去吧！”她轻声说。 Cohen is nodding, her gently hugs horizontally in the chest front, cautious taking a step, belt/bring female goes home. 科恩点着头,把她轻轻的横抱在胸前,小心翼翼的迈着步,带这个女子回家。 She lies low on the bed, the pair of eyes tranquil gaze he, on the pale face is appearing blushes. 她平躺在床上,双眼平静的注视着他,苍白的脸上出现红晕。 „Has not known my name!” She said: „My name was.” “还不知道我的名字吧！”她说:“我叫坦妮。” Cohen is nodding, except for the nod, he does not know oneself can also make anything. 科恩点着头,除了点头,他不知道自己还能做什么。 „Makes you see my appearance, really loses face very much!” Coughed gently two: „Frightened you?” “让你看到我这个样子,真的很丢脸呢！”坦妮轻轻的咳了两声:“吓到你了吗？” „Not......” “没有……” „Life is this, no one can think that tomorrow will have anything.” She squeezes out a bitter and astringent happy expression: „I...... I also counted on can hand over to change money you......” “人生就是这样,谁都想不到明天会发生什么。”她挤出一丝苦涩的笑意:“我……我原来还指望能把你交上去换钱……” Cohen grips her hand, does not know whether should tell her the truth- can actually change a lot of money. 科恩握住她的手,不知道是否应该告诉她实情-其实自己能换很多钱。 „Why does not know, under I do not have to decide this determination, won't you blame me?” Her hand is icy cold: „You can continue here, do I give here how are you?” “不知道为什么,我没有下定这个决心,你不会怪我吧？”她的手冰凉:“你可以继续住在这里,我把这里送给你好吗？” „Good.” “好的。” „But the matter asked you.” “但是有一件事情拜托你。” „Un!” “嗯！” „You must achieve.” Her look worried completely: „I, no matter you recall yourself are, I want you to complete.” “你一定要做到。”她的眼神满是担忧:“我不管你是不是记起自己是谁,我都要你完成。” „I...... I complete certainly!” “我……我一定完成！” „That was too good, I...... I have a younger sister, she called Qinlun, in the summer of this year, she reaches seven years old.” Raised a sound: „She in the demon palace in Trafal empire capital, I, I places her there.” “那就太好了,我……我有个妹妹,她叫琴伦,今年夏天,她就满七岁了。”坦妮提高了点声音:“她在特拉法帝国首都的一个魔殿里,我,我把她寄养在那里的。” „You are very certainly strange! I am a humble prostitute, actually must deliver to the demon palace to go...... to be possible the younger sister to me, she is my hope, I do not want to make her know that I am a prostitute, does not want to make her endure others' indifference. She grows up in the demon palace, can the clean family backgrounds, the later life, be able happy......” “你一定很奇怪吧！我已经是一个低贱的妓女了,却要把妹妹送到魔殿去……可对我来说,她就是我的希望,我不想让她知道我是个妓女,不想让她忍受别人的冷眼。她在魔殿长大,就能有一个干净的出身,以后的生活,就能幸福……” „I wanted you...... I to want you to find her...... to let her happy growing up, as your military officer, this should not be a problem.” Refers to necklace on the neck: „You must remember, she has the same necklace with me.” “我要你……我要你找到她……让她幸福的长大,以你的军官身份,这应该不成问题。”坦妮指指自己脖子上的项链:“你要记住,她跟我有一样的项链。” „Every one year, I must send to enough silver coin to the demon palace, but seems like is not good this year, therefore, you must find her in the autumn...... otherwise, she will be caught up......” look does not have the appearance, grabbing Cohen's hand that but her hand actually makes an effort very much: „You...... pledged! Pledged by your true status!” “每一年,我都要给魔殿送去足够的银币,但今年看来是不行了,所以,你一定要在秋天找到她……不然的话,她会被赶出来的……”坦妮的眼神已经没有了神采,但她的手却很用力的抓着科恩的手:“你……发誓！以你真正的身份发誓！” Cohen's throat sobbed, but under her earnest vision gaze, said this difficult pledge. 科恩的喉头干咽了一下,但在她殷切的目光注视下,还是说出了这个艰难的誓言。 „I...... Cohen Kheda pledged, pledged in the name of Swabia empire 17 th emperor, regardless of encounters what difficulty, I will complete your desire.” “我……科恩・凯达发誓,以斯比亚帝国第十七任皇帝的名义发誓,无论遇到什么困难,我将完成你的愿望。” Eyes open the eyes in a big way, cannot believe. 坦妮的眼睛又睁得大大的,不敢相信。 „You...... you just said that what you did call?” “你……你刚刚说你叫什么？” „Cohen Kheda.” “科恩・凯达。” „Demon Alliance enemy...... the commander of phantom regiment?” “魔属联盟的敌人……魅影军团的指挥官？” „Yes.” “是的。” „Originally, I saved an enemy unexpectedly.” The expression on face is complex: „This is my retribution.” “原来,我竟然救了一个敌人。”坦妮脸上的表情非常复杂:“这就是我的报应。” „Does not have the retribution!” Cohen yells: „In this world, without retribution!” “没有报应！”科恩大声喊叫:“这个世界上,没有报应！” „Ok! Who are you have what importance? You must remember, south the capital a 100 li (0.5 km) place, there is one three a mountain that was revolved by the rivers, my younger sister in that demon palace of summit.” Puts out a hand, is caressing lovingly Cohen's face, smiled was saying: „I...... I...... I really should go...... to change money with you...... ” “算了吧！你是谁又有什么要紧？你要记住,首都南方一百里的地方,有一座三面被河流围绕的高山,我妹妹就在山顶的那个魔殿里。”坦妮伸出手,抚摩着科恩的脸,微笑着说:“我……我……我真该用你去……换钱……的。” „I remembered.” “我记住了。” „I remember, you have not smiled.” Her sound is gradually weak: „Even for me, smiles! I and I good to look at...... you......” “我记得,你从来都没有笑过。”她的声音逐渐微弱下去:“就算是为我,笑一笑吧！我、我好想看……你的……” This is a few words that said finally, after saying, she did not have the breath...... the smile on Cohen face, she cannot see. 这就是坦妮最后说出的一句话,说完之后,她就没有了呼吸……就连科恩脸上的笑容,她也没能看到。 Cohen closely grasps her not to have the body of life, on the face is maintaining the smile, the corner of the eye race has drop of tears slowly. 科恩紧紧的抱住她已经没有生命的身体,脸上保持着笑容,眼角慢慢滑流出一滴眼泪。 That is clear tears, in Fischett drops down the tears that should fall, at this moment, it flowed finally. 那是一颗晶莹的泪水,一颗早在菲谢特倒下时就应该滑落的泪水,此时此刻,它终于流了出来。 Slowly, the tears delimit the cheeks that Cohen has smiled, falls down. 慢慢的,泪水划过科恩微笑的脸颊,掉了下去。 She was killed, the wound that several depths vary is the different weapons respectively. 她是被人杀死的,几处深浅不一的伤口分别属于不同的武器。 Her daily eat dirt lives, does not dare to reveal that discontented, a person lives in the remote open country, she was killed! 她每天忍受屈辱而活,不敢表露出一丝不满,一个人居住在偏僻的野外,她还是被人杀死了！ Is why, why? Why will strike a vicious blow to such a female! 是为什么,为什么？为什么会对一个这样的女子下毒手！ Is towing such wound, she also in ground difficult crawling...... 拖着这样的伤,她还在地上艰难的爬行…… Light the idea of life had been struck by the present all crushes, in the heart the only sustenance is dissipating at present. 平淡过生活的想法被眼前的一切击得粉碎,心中仅有的寄托在眼前消逝。 How can also evade? Evaded? Since could not evade, that stood all consequences that...... caused, naturally needed some people to undertake. 还能怎么逃避？逃避得了吗？既然逃避不了,那就站出来好了……所带来的一切后果,自然是需要有人来承担的。 Cohen's body intermittent trembling, the throat sends out the low howling, light purple hair that cannot branch out is smiles or cries moves calmly, gradually turns into the black, in that bright black eye, tumbles the flaming anger. 科恩的身体一阵阵的战栗,喉头发出一阵分不出是笑还是哭的低嚎,淡紫色的头发无风而动,逐渐变成黑色,那一双明亮的黑色眼睛里,又翻滚起熊熊怒火。 „Since this world does not have the order, makes me the order ; Since no one carries out the axiom, makes me the axiom ; Does not have the means to evade the destiny, escape makes me lose all ; Cannot the frightened responsibility, the fear bring to perish......” he to take down the necklace on her neck again seriously, hangs to own neck on: „I am Cohen Kheda, I am Monarch of the country, I am able, I have the courage and wisdom, I can complete the matter that you confess. Meanwhile, I will live with a smile, I must integrate into this world with a smile, fool who these cruelly harm others life, they will pay the price......” “既然这世界没有秩序,就让我成为秩序;既然没有人执行公理,就让我成为公理;没办法逃避命运,逃避让我失去一切;不能再恐惧责任,恐惧带来灭亡……”他郑重的取下她脖子上的项链,挂到自己脖子上:“我是科恩・凯达,我是一国之君,我有能力,我有胆识,我能完成你交代的事。同时,我会笑着生活下去,我要笑着融入这个世界,那些残害别人性命的愚人,他们会付出代价……”