The galloping rivers incessantly turn are welling up the whitecap, following the topography, is spirited land that flows in Demon Alliance. 奔腾不止的河流翻涌着白浪,顺着地势,一路激昂着流入魔属联盟的土地。 The rivers enter the Trafal empire, the water current of roaring gradually is peaceful, like a mild-mannered sentimental female, on the plain winds tangled up, lively circles line gentle bays. 河流进入特拉法帝国,咆哮的水流就逐渐安静下来,如同一位柔顺多情的女子,在平原上蜿蜒缠绵,轻快的绕出一道道线条柔和的湾。 The water surface is broad, clear shines upon the azure greenery, in the forest of river course both banks the beast rushes to the song of the birds, the vitality abundant. 水面宽阔平静,清晰的映照出青色绿树,河道两岸的森林里兽奔鸟鸣,生机盎然。 This is an ordinary early morning. 这是一个平平常常的清晨。 Isolated the house near river bank woods opened the door, young woman who goes out of a whole face tired look. Probably 20 -year-old, she is unattractive, even can only say that is the facial features mediocre female, but she actually uses vat water dedicated combing the hair and wash the face, felt attached to is caressing lovingly own double cheek. 一座孤立在河岸树林边的房屋打开了房门,走出一个满脸倦色的年轻女子。大概二十来岁,她不漂亮,甚至只能说是个面容平庸的女性,但她却用门外的一缸水专注的梳洗,爱怜的抚摩着自己的双颊。 Then, she is having the yawn, puts out full basin clothes, is rubbing the dry eye lightly, while moves toward the riverside. 然后,她打着哈欠,拿出满满一盆衣服,一边轻揉着干涩的眼睛,一边走向河边。 The under foot alley unevens, she must pull the long skirt all the way, the cautious avoidance ground filthy water, the body roves, this makes somewhat exaggerating, but focuses from the back direction that her waist seemingly sways from side to side, is sufficiently the confused most men. 脚下小路坎坷不平,她一路上都要牵起长裙,小心翼翼的躲避地上污浊的积水,身体转来转去,这让她的腰看起来扭动的有些夸张,但从背影方向着眼,还是足以迷乱大多数男人。 Steps on that half to submerge the underwater big stone, puts out the clothes clean, the shore returns resounds the monotonous pounding clothes sound. 踩上那块一半没入水下的大石,拿出衣服清洗,岸边回响起单调的捣衣声。 At the same time is busy at the matter on hand, she raised the head at the same time looks around everywhere, seems somewhat absent-minded. 一边忙着手上的事,她一面抬头四处张望,显得有些心不在焉。 As a long skirt the wave emersion, was glimpsed by the split vision of young woman corner of the eye, she quickly puts out a hand to hold, but skirt-width actually stubborn falling of long skirt in underwater. 一件长裙随着水波漂出,被年轻女子眼角的余光瞥见,她急忙伸手抓住,但长裙的下摆却固执的坠在水下。 „So to be how heavy?” The females frown: „Ended ended, this time does not know that was hung up by anything.” “怎么这么重？”女子皱起眉头:“完了完了,这次不知道又被什么东西挂上了。” This thing is very heavy, the young woman was also towed to entrain the big stone continually, ran several steps following the shore, but also almost falls into the river. But this long skirt is very to her important, she dies is not willing to let go. 这东西很重,连年轻女子也被拖拽下了大石,顺着岸跑了好几步,还差点掉进河里。但这条长裙对她而言很重要,她死都不肯松手。 Finally, the long skirt was not that heavy, was pulled up by her gradually. 终于,长裙不是那么重了,被她渐渐拉起。 But surfaces muddy yellow the long skirt incessantly, a water column surges, the middle is wrapping an indistinct shadow. 但露出浑黄水面的不止长裙,还有一条水柱涌起,中间包裹着一个隐约的黑影。 The young woman is opening a pair of panic-stricken big eye, sits down exhausted on the shore sand, the lip is shaking, cannot make a sound. 年轻女子张着一双惊恐的大眼,瘫坐在岸边沙地上,嘴唇抖着,发不出一丝声音。 The water splash falls, the shadow reveals the truth, is a person, or is a devil of human form. 水花落下,黑影显露出真相,是一个人,或者是一个人形的恶魔。 The long hair scattered in disorder lid on the face, in the slit only reveals half eye continuously, that look is not humanlike can have, the directly shoots comes to blow the person skin to be painful. 缕缕长发散乱的盖在脸上,缝隙中只露出半只眼睛,那眼神根本不似人类所能拥有,直射过来能刮得人皮肤生疼。 His right hand grasps a long sword, the left hand is dragging that long skirt but actually , and walk again toward the young woman. The young woman rolls up one group, the corner of the eye tears sparkle, she does not know that will have anything, is incapable of evading to move aside. 他右手握着一把长剑,左手倒拖着那条长裙,一步、再一步、向年轻女子走来。年轻女子蜷缩成一团,眼角泪光闪闪,她不知道会发生什么,也无力逃避躲闪。 The long skirt was thrown on the ground, the left hand holds her neckband, the sword had held up. 长裙被抛在地上,左手抓住了她的领口,剑已举起。 „...... Do not kill me.” The females close the eyes, the mouth make the sound of entreaty finally: „Asked you......” “别……杀我。”女子闭上双眼,嘴里终于发出哀求的声音:“求你……” „Pū” , the female felt that has several points warm liquids to splash to own face on. Quickly opens the eye, actually sees to hold the person in her neckband to be slanting is getting down but actually, his mouth and sand have on own women's clothing, including an alarmed bloodstain. “噗”的一声之后,女子感觉到有几点温热的液体溅到自己脸上。急忙睁开眼睛,却看见抓住她领口的人已经斜着倒下去,他的嘴边、沙地还有自己的衣裙上,连着一片惊心的血迹。 Escapes! The idea in her brain first flashing before escapes. But her both feet becomes tender now, does no strength...... yell saves a life? Here sparsely inhabited, recent town beyond ten li (0.5 km). 逃吧！她脑中首先闪现的想法就是逃。可现在她双脚发软,没有一丝力气……喊叫救命吗？这里人烟稀少,最近的镇子是在十里之外。 She covers the mouth tightly, the corner of the eye is flowing the panic-stricken tears, is sizing up this body with the flurried vision. 她紧掩着嘴,眼角流着惊恐的泪,用慌乱的目光打量着这个身躯。 Although is the tattered clothes, above has the fine embroidery mark, she has seen the clothing of this type of model, this is the military uniform of Officer Demon Alliance Army, the common military officer could not have put on this type of cotton material. 虽然是破烂的衣服,上面却有精细的绣纹,她见过这种式样的服装,这是魔属联军军官的军服,一般的军官还穿不上这种布料。 Grasps the long sword in hand, to insert the dagger in boots, all these things indicated, this is a military officer...... should be a military officer! A while ago god demon war, the river water also brought the body of front officers frequently. 还有握在手中的长剑、插在靴子里的匕首,这一切的东西表明,这是一名军官……应该是军官吧！前段时间的神魔大战,河水也常常带来前方将士的尸体。 Identified the opposite party status of roughly, this made frightened alleviation in the young woman heart many. 辨认出了对方大体的身份,这让年轻女子心中的恐惧缓解不少。 Considered is very long, she puts out a hand, breaks off relations to stick wet on his face gently sends, the movement is very discrete, for fear that alarmed him. At present presents a pale and martial-looking face...... his eyes to shut tightly, lip pitch-black . Moreover the body is very hot, but also intermittent trembling. 考虑了很久,她还是伸出手来,轻轻撂开粘在他脸上的湿发,动作很谨慎,生怕惊动了他。眼前呈现出一张苍白、英武的脸……他双眼紧闭,嘴唇乌黑,而且身体很烫,还一阵阵的发抖。 „Was injured...... scary...... vision to pass over gently and swiftly on his body that to be soaked the wound of blanch and turn over by the river water well”, she is calling out in alarm. Should report, inside and outside ten in the town has the mayor, should make him process, rewarding of how many copper coins can oneself also obtain? “受伤了……好吓人……”眼光掠过他身体上那一道道被河水泡得发白、翻转的伤口,她惊呼着。应该报告上去,十里外的镇子上有镇长,应该让他来处理,自己还能得到几个铜板的赏赐吧？ „Injured military officer...... the man......” young woman is holding the knee, initiates to be startled. “受伤的军官……男人……”年轻女子抱着膝盖,发起怔来。 After an hour, in this stupor „military officer” is hauled back the hut by the young woman with the rack that a wooden club ties up, on the alley, are many several intermittent traces. 一个钟头之后,这名昏迷中的“军官”被年轻女子用一个木棍绑起的架子拖回小屋,小路上,多出几条时断时续的痕迹。 River bank, returned to normal. 河岸,又恢复了平静。 The young woman juggles, cleaned the wound for „military officer”, has changed the clothes, but also hid his weapon. Then holds a package to go out, the small town to ten walks. She must start a day of work, in this mainland, everyone must work, this is not strange. 年轻女子忙里忙外,为“军官”清洗了伤口,换过了衣服,还藏了他的武器。这才抱着一个包裹出了门,向十里外的小镇走去。她要开始一天的工作了,在这个大陆上,人人都要工作,这不奇怪。 , The roadside had the habitation gradually, the young woman has been on the verge of town. Cannot attend to finding a place to rest, she arrives at a creakying medicine shop directly. 渐渐的,路旁有了人烟,年轻女子已经走到镇子边缘。顾不得找个地方休息一下,她就直接来到一间摇摇欲坠的药铺。 „What's wrong? Did you suffer a relapse?” The medicine shop boss catches the eye to have a look at her, worn out has thrown one package of medicines: „In whose tent/account?” “怎么？你又犯病了？”药铺老板抬眼看看她,有气无力的丢过一包药来:“记在谁的帐上？” „And It is not this medicine.” The young woman lowers the head, seems somewhat startled: „I want some...... the medicine.” “不、不是这个药。”年轻女子低着头,显得有些惊慌:“我想要些……伤药。” The medicine shop boss is turning the eyelid, the dreadful smile hangs on the face: „Medicine? My small treasure, where did you injure?” 药铺老板翻着眼皮,猥琐的笑容挂在脸上:“伤药？我的小宝贝,你伤到了哪里？” „Please and please give me some, I will pay money.” “请、请给我一些,我会付钱。” The boss receives money, put several packages of medicine in the female hand, touched the chest of female while convenient. But the female goes out in several chuckles of medicine shop boss, lowers the head, holds the burden to move toward another head of street. 老板收了钱,放了几包伤药在女子手里,顺带摸了女子的胸部。而女子在药铺老板的几声轻笑中出了门,低着头,抱着包袱走向街道的另一头。 All the way, sees any man or the woman, even is runs the child, she salutes to give way to traffic, does not dare to face up. 一路上,看到任何一个男人或是女人,甚至是奔跑中的孩子,她都行礼避让,不敢正视。 Had the child with the stone still she, the mouth yelled: „Prostitute...... dirty prostitute!” 有小孩用石头仍她,嘴里叫喊:“妓女……脏妓女！” She smiles, she lowers the head, she walks quickly, crashes in the place that oneself work quickly. 她笑,她低头,她走得更快,快步冲进自己工作的地方。 She is a prostitute, a position and even personality incomparably humble prostitute. Therefore cannot live in the town, seeing the person salutes is her duty, by guest crude treatment is her good fortune. 她是一个妓女,一个地位乃至人格都无比低贱的妓女。所以不能在镇子里居住,见人行礼是她的本分,被客人粗暴的对待更是她的福分。 Before long, she was dug up the light clothes to press crudely under the body, on the face is smiling. Men span her body, has the farmer, to have the hunter, to have the resident on town/subdues, they chatted loudly, unrestrained. They even place with her similar female several in the same place, making them adopt various stances simultaneously, unscrupulous made remarks...... her smiling face to be graceful, their smiling face was graceful. 不一会,她就被人粗暴的扒光衣服压在身下,脸上笑意盈盈。一个又一个男子跨越她的身体,有农夫、有猎人、也有镇上的居民,他们大声谈笑,无拘无束。他们甚至把好几个跟她差不多的女子摆放在一起,让她们同时摆出各种姿态,再肆无忌惮的评头论足……她笑脸盈盈,她们都笑脸盈盈。 The men, are the synonym of wealth and strength. 男人,是财富与力量的代名词。 A general has the multi- military might, man who must look at some of his hand/subordinate many military equipment ; A monarchy great, must look at him to command many men ; Weighs a family, everyone will first remember this to have many male. 一个将军有多威武,要看他手下有多少武装的男人;一个君主有多伟大,要看他统领着多少男人;就连衡量一个家庭,大家都会先想起这家有多少男性。 The females must attach to the man to survive, but she, is in the female position meanest one kind. 女性要依附男人而生存,而她,又是女性中地位最低微的一类。 These truth she understands, looks at these to starve to death the person in roadside, the person who these try to revolt against, has made her understand this point. Isn't is a prostitute? She even can be...... everyone very well is this, no one can struggle own destiny, following the rivers of destiny, contents with the status quo! 这些道理她都明白,看过那些饿死在路边的人,那些试图反抗的人,早就让她懂得了这一点。不就是做个妓女吗？她甚至可以做得很好……人人都是这样的,没人可以挣扎出自己的命运,顺着命运的河流,安于现状吧！ Endures these days, dragging the tired body, in the hand to grip tightly the money of the same day harvesting, she gets in oneself home. 挨过这段时间,拖着疲乏的身体,手中紧握着当天收获的钱,她回到自己的家里。 That stupor „military officer” the stupor, she is still spreading the medicine to the military officer cautiously, the annoying discovery wound are too many, but the medicine are too few. In in pocket of military officer actually big piles of silver bottles that pack various types of powder, but does not know why to use. 那名昏迷的“军官”依然昏迷着,她小心翼翼的给军官敷上伤药,却懊恼的发现伤口太多而药太少。军官的内衣兜里倒是有一大堆装满各种粉末的银瓶,可又不知是干什么用的。 Next day, she pours the powder in silver bottle completely, pounds flat Pingti with the stone, took away to buy many medicine, a treatment magic scroll that changed from wanderer there, had these things, she stabilized the military officer injury. 第二天,她把银瓶里的粉末全部倒出,用石头砸扁瓶体,拿去买了更多的伤药,还有一个从流浪者那里换来的治疗魔法卷轴,有了这些东西,她好歹稳定了军官身上的伤势。 He no longer has a fever, the breath is also steady, but can also drink water- this makes her very happy. 他不再发烧,呼吸也平稳下来,还能喝水了-这让她很高兴。 Fourth day, he opened the eye, a pair is like the hair color, light purple, clear free of evil intention eye, actually only straight is staring at the roof. 第四天,他睁开了眼睛,一双和头发颜色一样的,淡紫色的,清亮无邪的眼睛,却只直直的盯着屋顶。 The scar on body gradually received the mouth, but the skin is also presenting one strange light purple, seems inborn. 身体上的伤痕逐渐收了口,但是皮肤也呈现着一种怪异的淡紫色,仿佛是天生的。 She thinks that he should not be human, possibly is some mysterious race, perhaps can also have the relations with the noble demon palace, therefore believes own choice not wrong, even is a little also pleased with oneself. 她想他应该不是人类,可能属于某个神秘的种族,说不定还会和高贵的魔殿有关系,于是更加坚信自己的选择没有错,甚至还有点沾沾自喜。 But the following matter, is not so smooth. 但接下来的事,却不那么顺利。 This military officer came under the enormous attack probably, entire two days have not spoken, do not rotate the eyeball. Third day time, this military officer goes crazy simply, the mouth was saying makes she not clear words, both hands from the sky grab thoughtlessly, after he reveals that fearful look that on the same day presented that panic she grasps a wooden club conveniently, „diligently” makes him peaceful. 这位军官像是受到了极大的打击,整整两天都没说话,连眼珠都不转动。第三天的时候,这个军官干脆发了疯,嘴里说着一些让她不明白的话,双手在空中乱抓,在他露出当日出现的那种可怕的眼神之后,惊慌失措的她顺手抓起一根木棍,“努力”的让他安静下来。 Wakes again, the look of military officer restores clear, but must soon after go crazy, therefore by stun in the past...... repeatedly repeatedly, till one day, him was hit calls the pain. 再次醒过来,军官的眼神又恢复清亮,但过不多久又要发疯,于是又被打昏过去……反覆多次,直到有一天,他被打得叫痛为止。 „Good pain Oh......” military officer to sit, discontented holds the head to shout: „Why elder sister do you want to hit me? Did I do the wrong thing?” “好痛哦……”军官坐了起来,不满的抱着脑袋嚷:“姐姐你为什么要打我？我做错事了吗？” She is lifting the wooden club, surprised opening mouth, had not replied good long while. She in many time had suspected at heart the appearance that this military officer sobers, actually cannot think absolutely meets such naive expression, such free of evil intention sound. 她举着木棍,惊讶的张着嘴,好半天没有回答。她曾经在心里很多次猜想过这军官清醒过来的模样,却万万想不到会是这么的天真的表情,这么无邪的声音。 She wants to argue, wants to explain, wants to ask the question, actually speaks incoherently, no longer said anything simply, takes food to make the military officer eat. Before when she returns to the bed, actually discovered that the military officer shrank in the corner of room, deeply is burying the head. 她想辩解,想解释,想问问题,却又语无伦次,干脆不再说什么,去拿食物让军官吃。可当她回到床前时,却发现军官缩到了房间的角落里,深埋着头。 „Eats the thing.” “过来吃东西。” Military officer speechless raising the head of, she sees pain in confusing and eye on his face. 军官无言的抬起头来,她看见他脸上的迷惑和眼中的痛苦。 „You how?” “你怎么了？” Military officer shaking the head of slowly, is still that clear limpid light purple eye, but the pain in eye is richer, making people wretched. 军官缓缓的摇头,依然是那双清亮清澈的淡紫色眼睛,可眼中的痛苦更加浓郁,让人目不忍睹。 Lost the friend in the fight? Is because the failure was injured? She as if understands his sentiment , does not seem clear. She squats, inquired in a soft voice, cannot get the answer. Arrived finally, the look of military officer moves fast, gathers on the roof. 是在战斗中失去了朋友吗？是因为失败受伤了吗？她仿佛明白他的感情,又仿佛不明白。她蹲下去,轻声询问,却得不到答案。到最后,军官的眼神飘忽起来,重新聚集到屋顶上。 This military officer was too strange, but tomorrow must work, she is sighing, rest. 这位军官太奇怪了,可自己明天还要工作,她叹着气,休息了。 Next day, the military officer is continuing the strange action, he refuses to eat food, he insisted that wants to pay. 次日,军官继续着奇怪的举动,他拒绝进食,他坚持要有所付出。 She consoles, her to cheat, her to threaten, but is useless, finally does not know whether to laugh or cry, only after right can call the military officer's outside the door left firewood pile moves to goes......, he eats very fragrant. 她劝解、她哄骗、她威吓,但毫无用处,最后哭笑不得,只能叫军官把房门外左边的柴堆搬到右边去……之后,他吃得很香。 After the food, is less than an hour, the military officer fall in the blues, hid itself in the shadow of roof pinnacle once again, how to call not to come out. 饭后不到一个钟头,军官又一次情绪低落,把自己藏到了屋角的阴影里,怎么叫都不出来。 „Dark Demon Lord!” She prayed to the day: „What kind of military officer I saved!” “黑暗魔王啊！”她向天祈祷:“我救了一个怎样的军官啊！” Every day, the mood of military officer wants three to five times lowly, after ending, will come out to sweep the floor, do laundry and even cleans up the room, by „industrious” work receiving in exchange same day food. 每一天,军官的情绪都要低落三到五次,完了之后就会出来扫地、洗衣服、甚至收拾房间,以“辛勤”的劳动换取当日的食物。 Although she does not need, but firewood pile is transforming the direction as before daily...... 尽管她不需要,但门外的柴堆依旧天天变换着方向…… When the fall in the blues, the military officer grips tightly the double fist, the look straightens, is very tenacious, is very silent. Sometimes will squat to sit under the table, sometimes will squat after the gate, most unusual one time, after she goes home, found him in the water jar. 在情绪低落的时候,军官紧握双拳,眼神发直,很固执,很沉默。有时会蹲坐在桌子下,有时会蹲在门后,最奇特的一次,她回家后是在水缸里找到他。 But which time, military officer not agrees said own name, this irritated her very- wants to gain several silver coins the ideas looks like cannot realize. 但无论是在哪个时候,军官都不肯说出自己的名字,这让她很恼火-原本想多赚几个银币的想法看来是不能实现了。 „Did not say the name, I sold out you!” She is forking the waist, shouted loudly: „Even if only sells a copper coin, I also sold you!” “再不说出名字,我就把你卖掉！”她叉着腰,大声喊:“哪怕是只卖一个铜板,我也把你卖了！” Finally, when she gets out of bed next day, the entrance piled one pile of firewoods, the value goes far beyond a copper coin. 结果,她第二天起床时,门口堆了一堆木柴,价值远远超过一个铜板。 Except for admitting defeat, she does not have other means again. 除了认输,她再没有其他办法。 „Firewood were too many, cannot sell out.” She has turned around, to pretending to be sleeping the military officer shouted: „You are treating honestly!” “木柴太多了,又卖不掉。”她转过身,对装睡的军官喊:“你还是老实待着吧！” Therefore in the evening goes home, the entrance is suspending several wild animals of small builds. 于是晚上回家的时候,门口摆着几只小体形的野兽。 She thought that had such person to keep company, lives more interesting. 她觉得有这样的人做伴,生活有趣多了。 For half a month passes, military officer not agrees said oneself name, therefore she also threatened that must sell out him, sold two copper coins. Immediately, sought wild animal build big. She can only look at these prey forced smiles...... as a prostitute, she can only betray oneself physical body, trades the prey to be grasped to be the hard labor. 半个月过去,军官还是不肯说出自己的名字,于是她又扬言要卖掉他,卖两个铜板。马上,被猎取的野兽体形就大了起来。她只能看着这些猎物苦笑……身为一个妓女,她只能出卖自己的肉体,贩卖猎物会被人抓去做苦役。 But at least, two people had the meat to eat. 但至少,两个人有肉吃了。 But eats the high quality meat, the military officer besides naive and low, had/left a state of mind- wild. Military officer in a day at any time- three, wheeze five times crazily is crashing in the forest to vent his mood. 可是一吃上肉,军官除了天真与低落之外,又多出了一种精神状态-狂暴。军官会在一天的任何时候-三到五次不等,狂哮着冲进森林去发泄他的情绪。 She followed to look, place that the military officer passes through, the trees lean this way and that big wild animal corpse that without any exception avoids without enough time horizontally. Military officer stand in destroyed woods, vacant and no use of face. 她曾经跟着去看过,军官经过的地方,树木东倒西歪,来不及躲避的大野兽无一例外的尸横就地。军官自己站在一片被摧毁的树林里,一脸的茫然与无助。 She smiles, then brought home the conclusion wild military officer. 她笑,然后带着结束狂暴的军官回家。 In the evening, she is frequently wakeful, looks at military officer on another bed, she is thinking the lots. 晚上,她常常不能入睡,看着另一张床上的军官,她想着很多东西。 Really powerful man, if restored, will thank itself well! May think he possibly restores, in her heart somewhat loses. She understands, any military officer, after restoring the reason also restored the arrogant mentality, impossible to have the grateful mood to oneself, is impossible again and treats in the same place...... 真强悍的男子,如果恢复了,会好好的感谢自己吧！可一想到他可能恢复,她心中又有些失落。她明白,任何一个军官,在恢复理智之后也恢复了高傲的心态,不可能对自己有感激的心情,也不可能再和自己待在一起…… Is good like the present this, they can sit together eats meal, the sizing up opposite party of face to face, she can look straight ahead, look angrily at and even disregards the face of this martial-looking military officer. They can speak, she can also twist his ear, shouts and wrangles to him......, but military officer! Sometimes with confusing the eye visits her, most is also lays down not to visit her...... 就像现在这样多好,他们可以坐在一起吃饭,脸对脸的打量对方,她可以直视、怒视、甚至无视这位英武军官的脸。他们可以说话,她还可以拧他的耳朵,对他大呼小叫……而军官呢！有时会用迷惑的眼睛看着她,最多也就是埋下头去不看她而已…… In every day, will have many male to lie her body, then throws down several copper coins, departure that does not return. She always only knows that the had taste, does not know has the had feeling. 在每一天,都会有很多男性趴上她的身体,然后丢下几个铜板,头也不回的离去。她从来只知道被人拥有的滋味,不知道有所拥有的感受。 But now, she had, a healthy man, a martial-looking man, will call her „elder sister” once for a while man. Has him to accompany, sometimes however is naive and stubborn he accompany from time to time, before life really no longer resembles, is so depressed. She never knows, the feeling of originally having is such good. 但现在,她拥有了,一个健康的男子,一个英武的男子,一个时不时会叫她“姐姐”的男子。有他陪伴,有时而天真、时而倔强的他陪伴,生活真的不再像以前那么苦闷。她从来不知道,原来拥有的感觉是这么好。 She feels grateful Dark Demon Lord, bestows her such gift. 她感激黑暗魔王,赐给她这样一件礼物。 If possible, she hopes that the military officer never restore, so long as visits him, in her heart will be very comfortable. 如果可能,她希望军官永远不要恢复,只要看着他,她心中就会很舒服。 Another evening, she sets firm resolve, must leave behind him. 又一个晚上,她下定决心,要留下他。 But almost can be the woman of having a thing in the world, can detain a method of man is not many, she does not have many choices. 但一个几乎可以算是一无所有的女人,能留住一个男人的手段并不多,她也没有更多的选择。 Before arriving at his bed, she exposed oneself, she knows that she is unattractive, the stature also calculates not good, the body also has the scar that others leave behind, but she wants to try hard. 来到他的床前,她裸露了自己,她知道自己并不漂亮,身材也算不上好,躯体还有别人留下的伤痕,但她还是想努力。 Looks to lie on one's side the man on bed, she thought that on the face somewhat has a fever. In so many years smile with tears, make the joyful face, the normal person all joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness of almost became a luxury to her. 看着侧卧在床上的男子,她觉得脸上有些发烧。这么多年笑里含泪,强作欢颜,正常人所有的喜怒哀乐对她而言差不多成了一种奢侈。 The first time, she tastes is a man blushes is what taste. Is happy and is timidly shy , but also a little anticipated. 第一次,她尝到为一个男子脸红是什么滋味。一点甜蜜、一点羞涩、一点胆怯,还有一点期待。 Lit one bunch of gentle flame probably at heart, the soul jumps for joy like the fawn, like feather light dance. Shivering double handles gently obstructs in the chest front, probably is protecting a pure no blemish the treasure. She wishes one could to escape immediately, tied up unable to move by the invisible chains, bites the lip, finally trembles is lying down gently in his side. 心里好像点燃了一束温柔的火焰,灵魂像小鹿一样雀跃,像羽毛般轻舞。颤抖的双手轻遮在胸前,像是在保护一个纯洁无玷的珍宝。她恨不得马上逃开,又被无形的锁链拴住动弹不得,咬了咬嘴唇,终于颤栗着轻轻躺倒在他的身边。 To shake to wake him, actually discovered that he has not rested, look that in the eye that heartrending look, that lamentation and interweaves sorrowfully. 才想摇醒他,却发现他并没有睡,眼中还是那种令人心碎的眼神,那种悔恨与悲哀交织的眼神。 „Why doesn't cry?” She is caressing lovingly his face gently. “为什么不哭呢？”她轻轻抚摩着他的脸。 „Cries?” His look war shakes slightly: „Cannot cry.” “哭？”他的眼神微微战抖:“哭不出来。” Looks too has been flooding the primitive desire, wild animal look, has looked at too many despicable looks, her heart in this flash, deep was shocked by military officer look, both hands cannot help but grasp him, does not have carnal desire and selfishness. 看过太多漫溢着原始欲望的、野兽般的眼神,也看过太多鄙夷的眼神,她的心在这一瞬间,深深的被军官这眼神所震撼,双手不由自主的抱住他,不带一丝肉欲和私心。 Except for the pain, she could not explain his look ; Except for pitying, she is unable to enter his world......, but seems like, some lots do not need to say a word to explain. 除了痛苦,她解读不了他的眼神;除了怜悯,她也无法进入他的世界……但似乎,有很多东西是不需要言语来说明的。 This snuggles mutually, until dawn. 就这样互相依偎,直到天亮。