Actually...... regarding this matter, Michael has the feeling. 其实……对于这种事情,迈克尔早就有了感觉。 His wife was littler than is several years old him, initially relied on him to work splendidly and position, captured young girl's innermost feelings very much easily. 他的妻子比他小了好几岁,当初凭借着他出色的工作和地位,很容易就俘获了一个年轻的女孩的内心。 Liberal life everyone yearned, possibly said some are not quite suitable, but the fact is so. 优渥的生活人人都向往,可能这么说有些不太适合,但事实就是如此。 Michael must be greatly more than girl's age, but he has the stable work, more income as well as higher social position, just entered a social not two years of hit badly beaten girl quickly from the heart. 迈克尔的确比女孩的年纪要大不少,但是他有稳定的工作,更多的收入以及更高的社会地位,刚刚进入社会没两年已经撞的头破血流的女孩很快就从了心。 Whenever looks that these schoolmates or once colleague humble abodes wanted dozens dollars in these lower city district one month as before, or paid the house rent through the body the small deteriorated house, is one piece is confused when to the future. 每当看着那些同学或者曾经的同事依旧蜗居在那些下城区一个月只要几十块钱,或者通过身体来支付房租的小破房子,对未来还是一片迷茫时。 She in the bright room, has lain down to sit on the sofa, smudges the cuticle cream that these people envy to clench jaws actually cannot afford as before for own foot nail. 她已经在明亮的房间里,躺坐在沙发上,为自己的脚指甲涂抹那些人羡慕到咬牙切齿却依旧买不起的指甲油。 She can direct the servants to handle anything, she can every day rest 10 : 00 am, then can also the midday nap, pursue the play to the night every day. 她可以指挥着佣人们做任何事情,她可以每天睡到早上 10 点,然后还能有一个午睡,每天追剧到深夜。 Such life was too comfortable, comfortably her and many years ago does not have too many differences. 这样的生活太舒适了,舒适到她和很多年前没有太多的区别。 The understanding about the society, to the reality brutal understanding, all these also stays in her decided that became more relaxed that night by own future. 对社会的认识,对现实残酷的认识,这一切都还停留在她决定让自己的未来变得更轻松的那天晚上。 She does not have the working ability, not in the ability that in the society survives, Michael also very clear this point. 她没有工作能力,没有在社会上生存的能力,迈克尔自己也很清楚这一点。 But he had not considered before corrects this point, he thought that oneself work is very stable, Chief Johnson is not a domineering chief, moreover he is also very good to speak. 但他以前从来都没有考虑过纠正这一点,他觉得自己的工作很稳定,约翰逊局长不是一个强势的局长,而且他也很好说话。 In addition Michael own position is not low, the opportunity on one, why does chief madame of Sabine City tax bureau, want to look for one to have no work of difference from the ordinary woman upward in the future? 加上迈克尔自己的地位已经不低,还有机会往上上一上,为什么未来塞宾市税务局的局长夫人,要去找一份和普通女人没有什么区别的工作？ He is loving this young woman, sometimes people will also chat, the colleagues were saying with the tone that envying the envy hated the 30-year-old man married a high-school student, seems saying him. 他爱着这个年轻的女人,有时候人们也会说笑,同事们用羡慕嫉妒恨的口吻说着30岁的男人娶了一个高中生,似乎就是在说他。 But sometimes, he does not know oneself are loving this woman, is loving her young body, is loving own face. 但也会有些时候,他不知道自己到底是爱着这个女人,还是爱着她年轻的身体,还是爱着自己的脸面。 That moment that until he comes, he knows, something are unable to change. 直到他进来的那一刻,他就知道,有些事情无法改变了。 His wife does not have the working ability, in other words she is unable to support itself and their children, is unable to pay various types of bills. 他的妻子没有工作能力,换句话来说她无法养活自己和他们的孩子,更无法支付各种账单。 Although he preserved oneself part of savings, although Chief Johnson pledged, so long as he conformed to «Special talent To take over for use Bill» the standard will make him leave prison ahead of time, but this has several years of neutral gear as before. 尽管他保住了自己的一部分积蓄,尽管约翰逊局长承诺,只要他符合了《特殊人才征用法案》中的标准就会让他提前出狱,但这依旧还是有几年的空档。 Family's money cannot haunch such for a long time, that side his parents, that side his wife parents, will perhaps support a woman, but they cannot support a child. 家里的钱撑不起这么久,他父母那边,他妻子父母那边,也许会养活一个女人,但他们养活不起一个孩子。 Let alone, but also so many bills. 更何况,还有那么多的账单。 Actually he has the preparation, perhaps will divorce, perhaps how, but he has not thought that all come is so quick, but also less than one year, his wife was pregnant. 其实他早就有了心理准备,也许会离婚,也许会怎样,但他没想到,一切都来的这么快,还不到一年的时间,他的妻子就怀孕了。 His wife comes here goal is to hope him can suggest to her that man hopes she can keep the child, how she does not know chooses, therefore inquired her husband, she never had at the big matter to make the decision like this. 他妻子来这里的目的就是希望他能给她一些建议,那个男人希望她能把孩子留下来,她自己不知道如何选择,所以来询问一下她的丈夫,她从来都没有在这样的大事情上自己做出过决定。 This is very realistic, is very cruel. 这很现实,也很残忍。 Moreover what is crueler is that man has own family, he not with the wife marriage of Michael, in other words, even Michael and his wife will divorce, his wife still can only be the sweetheart of that man. 而且更残忍的是那个男人有自己的家庭,他不会和迈克尔的妻子结婚,换句话来说,就算迈克尔和他的妻子离婚,他的妻子也只能是那个男人的情人。 Finally routed Michael, is something that she raised. 最后击溃了迈克尔的,是她提起的一些事情。 Various types of bills, as well as Michael Jr. studies issue. 各种账单,以及小迈克尔的学业问题。 Because Michael Jr. was instigated to acknowledge own crime received the imprisonment, although Michael to the judge acknowledged afterward these are instigate, Michael Jr. sets free with a verdict of not guilty, the influence that but these things have proliferated. 小迈克尔因为被教唆承认自己犯罪受到了监禁,虽然迈克尔后来向法官承认这些都是自己教唆的,小迈克尔无罪释放,可这些事情造成的影响已经扩散开。 In the private school, the schoolmates repel Michael Jr., treats as the thief him, scolding him is the son of criminal, should not tarnish the sacred campus. 在私立学校里,同学们排斥小迈克尔,把他当做小偷,骂他是罪犯的儿子,不应该玷污神圣的校园。 Originally the lively open child becomes quiet, the smile had disappeared from his face, every day he seems like worried, dreads goes to school. 本来活泼开朗的孩子变得沉默寡言,笑容已经从他的脸上消失了,每天他看上去都是心事重重的,更畏惧上学。 Tells her for the psychiatrist who the Michael wife does the counseling, if Michael Jr. continues in such environment, will be very likely to trigger a series of psychological diseases. 为迈克尔妻子做心理辅导的心理医生告诉她,小迈克尔如果继续在这样的环境中,极有可能会引发一系列的心理疾病。 The best way, is gives him to replace the environment of a life and learn/study, but all these, need money. 最好的方式,就是给他更换一个生活和学习的环境,但这一切,都需要钱。 A lot of money. 很多钱。 Money of counseling, the expense of replacement school, rents the expense of house near the new school or they can continue in the original place, but they need more general expenses. 心理辅导的钱,更换学校的费用,在新的学校附近租房子的费用或者他们可以继续住在原来的地方,但他们需要更多的通行费用。 These are money......, a lot of money, family's demand to money routed Michael finally, he respects the choice of his wife in the silence. 这些都是钱……,很多的钱,家庭对金钱的需求最终击溃了迈克尔,他在沉默中尊重他妻子的选择。 He does not interfere with the decision of her wife, whether has the children of some men, was decided by her own. 他不干涉她妻子的决定,是否把这个别的男人的孩子生下来,由她自己决定。 Meanwhile, he also knows that man will pay the bill for them every month , to continue to hire a maid to maintain their daily life, even is willing to put out some money to come to make the counseling to Michael Jr., gives him to replace the school. 同时,他也知道那个男人每个月都会为他们支付账单,继续雇佣一个女佣维持他们的日常生活,甚至愿意拿出一些钱来给小迈克尔做心理辅导,给他更换学校。 How can he also elect? 他还能怎么选？ Angrily rebukes this woman after he is put in prison is not concerned about face and did others rest in one had also been pregnant? 怒斥这个女人在他入狱之后不要脸的和别人睡在了一起还怀了孕？ Requests them to move from the family/home, rents a room to lower city district, every week...... receiving in exchange that comes to continue through the suo landlord the power, then makes Michael Jr. go to these lower city district free trash public schools, finally becomes the faction member in street? 还是要求他们从家里搬出去,到下城区去租个房子,每周通过嗦房东来的……换取继续住下去的权力,然后让小迈克尔去上那些下城区免费的垃圾公立学校,最终成为街头上的帮派成员？ Also or chooses the suicide in extreme constraining with the pressure under? 亦或是在极度的压抑和压力下选择自杀？ Regarding present Michael, the choice that he can make are not many, eventually he gave up all, chose the child. 对于现在的迈克尔来说,他能做出的选择不多,最终他放弃了所有,选择了孩子。 This is also he so painful reason, he feels oneself base and low for the first time, small and weak, helpless. 这也是他如此痛苦的原因,他第一次感觉到自己的卑微,弱小,无能为力。 When is he starts to serve a prison sentence, he not such feeling. 哪怕是他开始服刑时,他都没有这样的感觉。 Geppe looks that the side clutched the man who the hair is crying, in the heart some cannot say the feeling, some sympathies, somewhat pitied, but also somewhat rejoiced. 盖普看着身边揪着自己头发失声痛哭的男人,心中也有一些说不上来的感觉,有些同情,有些怜悯,但还有些庆幸。 He before had divorced with Vila, and also divided the property, he has not the most important thing is restrained the work and life of Vila, and also encouraged her to test the accountant qualifications. 他在进来之前就已经和薇菈离婚了,并且还分割了财产,最重要的是他从来没有约束薇菈的工作和生活,并且还鼓励她考了会计师资格。 Naturally, the goal that at that time he did that to let this woman looks for a matter to do, do not entangle to interfere with his work and life all day, that is all. 当然,当时他这么做的目的只是为了让这个女人找点事做,不要整天缠着自己来干涉他的工作和生活,仅此而已。 But these approaches made the issue that present Geppe must face compared with Michael more relaxed, some people had said such a few words, happy was very actually simple, good that so long as crossed compared with unlucky egg, that was the happiness. 但这些做法让现在的盖普所要面对的问题比迈克尔轻松了许多,有人说过这么一句话,幸福其实很简单,只要比身边的倒霉蛋过的好,那就是幸福。 He felt these words saying , he can also comfort Michael now, „you are strong, Michael, thinks your child, all not that bad......” 他觉得这句话说的对极了,以至于他现在还能安慰迈克尔,“你要坚强,迈克尔,想想你的孩子,一切都没有那么糟……” If Geppe and Michael know that the Michael Jr. sex orientation is changing, they may not think. 如果盖普和迈克尔知道小迈克尔的性取向正在发生变化,他们可能就不会这么想了。 „I...... I am very sad, want to cry, cries to make me feel much better!”, Face tears and nasal mucus Michael scratches these to make the things of some Geppe gastric disorders with the clothes, „thanks, thanks, Brothers, I will be strong, for my child.” “我……我只是很难过,想要哭出来,哭出来让我感觉好多了！”,一脸眼泪和鼻涕的迈克尔用衣服擦着那些令盖普有些反胃的东西,“谢谢,谢谢,兄弟,我会坚强起来的,为了我的孩子。” Perhaps is the process such a vents, Michael mood gradual tends to the stability, he also accepted the fact, even if he does not accept, how can also? 也许是经过这样一场发泄,迈克尔的情绪逐渐的趋于稳定,他也接受了事实,就算他不接受,又能如何？ In two will of the people something, no one said at this time, after a while latter Michael said suddenly, „your books, these of law, looked can show me?” 两人心里都有些事,此时没有人接话,过了一会后迈克尔突然间说道,“你的那些书,法律的那些,看完的可以给我看看吗？” In his look is breeding named strong thing, he must change. 他的眼神里孕育着一种叫做坚强的东西,他要改变。 Past he extremely in hot tempered, perhaps his a little ability, but was hot tempered, the work style was barbaric, the most important thing is, he had a smattering of knowledge to the law. 过去的他太过于暴躁,或许他有点能力,但还是暴躁,工作作风野蛮,最重要的是,他对法律一知半解。 Actually the law enforcement workers of many floor, the understanding the law are only restricted in some frequently to appear, in they work the situation, even they hinder the limits of official business and assault do not clarify. 其实很多底层的执法工作者,他们对法律的了解仅限于一些经常出现在他们工作中的情况,甚至他们妨碍公务和袭警的界定都弄不清楚。 Michael actually also suffered this aspects, if he knew some about the law at that time, perhaps the issue so will not be serious. 迈克尔其实也是吃了一些这方面的亏,如果他当时对法律更了解一些,也许问题就不会这么严重。 His roommate, this accountant named Geppe from coming in starting from first day studying independently law, he also has such idea, but has not put in the action, the present was the time. 他的舍友,这位叫做盖普的会计从进来的第一天开始就去自学法律,他也有这样的想法,但始终没有付诸于行动,现在是时候了。 Even during the prison period, change still with enough time. 即使是在服刑期间,改变也还来得及。 „Naturally!”, Geppe likes the atmosphere of this learn/study, this will make his prison life not so arid. “当然！”,盖普喜欢这种学习的氛围,这会让他的监狱生活不那么枯燥。 Both think oneself is a victim, the framed person stood in one, the learn/study of mutual encouragement, here will become a very special learn/study place, making them grow rapidly. 两个都认为自己是受害者,是被陷害的人站在了一起,互相勉励的学习,这里将会成为一个很特别的学习场所,让他们快速的成长。 Next day, Geppe is reading- he has a lot of time to read, the participation work that he does not need to force, does not need compulsory letting in fresh air, does not need to be in front of many to take off the clothes to take a bath, he has the privilege. 第二天,盖普正在看书的时候-他有很多的时间看书,他不需要强制的参加劳动,不需要强制性的放风,不需要当着很多人的面脱了衣服去洗澡,他有特权。 Because he has been the Ristoan audit accountant, the high level including the chief prison warden prison, hopes Geppe to be able, when they declare goods helps they legitimate reasonable tax-avoidance. 因为他做过里斯托安的审计会计,包括典狱长在内的监狱中高层,都希望盖普能够在他们报税的时候帮助他们合法合理的避税。 This is also the federal jail most special phenomenon, the accountant, doctor, attorney and other special specialized criminals' special being popular in the prison. 这也是联邦监狱最特别的现象,会计、医生、律师等特殊专业的罪犯在监狱里特别的吃香。 Chief prison warden not only makes these law books that he needed to him, but also arranged him in Michael this „good guy” side. 典狱长不仅给他弄来了他需要的那些法律书籍,还把他安排在了迈克尔这个“好好先生”身边。 When he is reading, the prison guard opened the door of prison building, very polite that „Mr. Geppe, some people visit prisoners!” 就在他正在看书的时候,狱警把监舍的门打开了,很礼貌的那种,“盖普先生,有人来探监！” Sat Geppe on bed gawked, he stood quickly, „my went......”, he put on the light blue local area to supervise the clothing/taking, while toward walking, „I can know ahead of time was who?” 坐在床上的盖普愣了一下,他很快就站了起来,“我这就去……”,他一边披上浅蓝色的本地监服,一边朝走,“我能提前知道是谁吗？” The prison guards shake the head, „was sorry, I don't know either, is two male.” 狱警摇了摇头,“抱歉,我也不知道,是两名男性。” Soon, appeared across corridor Geppe in the work area of prison, under prison guard's leadership, he has not gone specially for the room that to visit prisoners to prepare, but came to the office of chief prison warden. 不多时,穿过走廊的盖普出现在了监狱的工作区,在狱警的带领下,他并没有去专门为探监准备的房间,而是来到了典狱长的办公室。 Opens the door, outside the giant window is standing a valiant back, the ray of out of the window especially dazzling, enabling Geppe only to see a general shadow. 推开门,巨大的落地窗外边站着一个英姿勃发的背影,窗外的光线格外的刺眼,让盖普只能看见一个大概的影子。 „Mr. Geppe, met!” “盖普先生,又见面了！” = = The contrast that around the author is put in prison displays through Michael in this, describes him after experiencing these things change, making full text everyone have the human nature, no longer was apply opera makeup npc, but was the living person. ,作者在此通过迈克尔入狱前后表现的对比,来描述一个他在经历这些事情之后发生的变化,让全文每个人都具备了人性,不再是一个脸谱化的npc,而是活生生的人。