Also is a day of busy work. 又是一天忙碌的工作。 The smile on the Bennett face acting with constraint in he seated that flash in car(riage) to disappear, what replaces it is deep exhausted, on body, spiritually. 贝内特脸上矜持的笑容在他坐进车里的那一瞬间就消失了,取而代之的是深深的疲惫,身体上的,还有精神上的。 His wife gives his office to hit today telephoned, these days father who the approximate meaning he has not gone back to see his wife, this makes his wife think that they received should not have treat coldly and treat. 他的妻子今天给他的办公室打了一通电话,大致的意思他这段时间没有回去看望他妻子的父亲,这让他的妻子认为他们受到了不应该有的冷落和对待。 The God on, who is a domineering side everyone were clear, but Bennett can only withstand silently. 天主在上,到底谁才是强势的一方每个人心里都清楚,可贝内特只能默默承受着。 Two people quarrel- is mainly various Bennett hear of his wife complaints, then apologized also to endure. 两人吵了一架-主要是贝内特听他的妻子各种抱怨,然后道歉并且忍受下来。 Bank promotion has very harsh request, not only some people appreciated as well as are capable of being OK were so simple, especially credit section such important job. 银行内部的升迁有着非常苛刻的要求,并不只是有人欣赏以及有能力就可以了那么简单,特别是信贷部这样重要的工作岗位。 A person on such post can have many small problems, can not have the too big ability, but they must have two look like somewhat funny in some people, is actually some social default regular request. 在这样的岗位上一个人可以存在很多小毛病,可以没有太大的能力,但是他们必须拥有两条在一些人看来有些滑稽,却又是社会默认的某种规则的要求。 First, discrete. 第一,谨慎。 Second, shouldered the complete community responsibility. 第二,承担了完整的社会责任。 Article 1 is very easy to understand, does not handle the risk too big matter, actually this cannot be complete, the bank has the special risk assessment department, they will tell high-rank their different decisions to bring these to foresee and unpredictable consequence. 第一条很通俗易懂,不做风险太大的事情,其实这不能算是完整的一条,银行有专门的风险评估部门,他们会告诉上位者他们不同的决定会带来那些可预见和不可预见的后果。 But the second wording meaning relative is not good to understand, but its essence is very simple, that has a complete family, including their families, as well as pursues the first-level family upwardly, as well as complete social relations. 而第二条字面意思相对不好理解,但它的内核很简单,那就是有一个完整的家庭,包括他们自己的家庭,以及向上追一级的家庭,以及完整的社会关系。 The federal sociologist, some crime research agencies through the research to various for many years cases, they have drawn a conclusion. 联邦社会学家,一些犯罪研究机构通过对多年来各种案件的研究,他们得出一个结论。 Has the person of stability family relationship obviously to be lower than these family relationship defects after grown in crime probability issue, does not have any marriage does not have the child, lacks the social interactive person. 一个在成年之后拥有稳定家庭关系的人在犯罪几率这个问题上会明显低于那些家庭关系缺失,没有任何婚姻且没有孩子,缺少社会交互的人。 The marriage and family are one of the community responsibility, with relatively moderate, everyone acceptable way, this is a responsibility of person, people had the responsibility, will restrain itself. 婚姻和家庭就是社会责任的一种,用相对缓和的,大家可以接受的方式来说,这是一个人的责任,人们有了责任,就会约束自己。 In fact this is the society gives the individual in the development evolution one shackles, is the shackles of most suitable modern civilization society, it will make a person get sucked in not a visible big net is incapable of struggling, finally becomes a part of this standing net. 实际上这是社会在发展进化过程中给予个体的一种枷锁,也是最适合现代文明社会的枷锁,它会让一个人深陷在一张看不见的大网里无力挣扎,最后成为这张网的一部分。 Bennett does not plan and that woman in a short time has too many contradictions, coming Sabine City also to be regarded as the turning point of oneself life by him, after he replaced Joe Grimann, he will consider and his wife divorces. 贝内特短时间内并不打算和那个女人发生太多的矛盾,来塞宾市也被他看做是自己人生的转折点,当他取代了乔格里曼之后,他就会考虑和他的妻子离婚。 He does not have too many properties in any case, even if gave the opposite party not to relate completely, from then on he can start the new life. 反正他没有太多的财产,即使全部给了对方也没有关系,从那以后他就可以开始新的生活。 Thinks of here, his spirit slightly was inspired. 一想到这里,他的精神就稍稍振奋了一些。 Automobile causes from the underground garage, several stop near the sidewalk the pigeon on trashcan kicks the wing to fly to the sky. 汽车从地下车库使出来的时候,几只停在人行道边垃圾箱上的鸽子扑腾着翅膀飞向了天空。 The bird in city are getting fewer and fewer, they bump into these very much difficultly again on own initiative to the person who they feed, they must seek for food that is unlikely to present in the cold winter everywhere. 城市里的鸟越来越少,它们很难再碰到那些主动给它们喂食的人,它们必须在寒冷的冬天到处寻找不太可能出现的食物。 This cold winter, not only took away coldly to people, made the animals feel the suffering. 这场寒冬,不仅给人们带去了寒冷,也让动物们感受到了煎熬。 Vehicle stopping of slowly Bennett in the striptease club parking lot, he wore the windproof coat of stand up collar, bringing the wide eave hat, to be very low, no one who the hat brim presses notices him, will not pay more attention to a person who enters the striptease bar. 贝内特的车子缓缓的停在了脱衣舞俱乐部对面的停车场里,他穿着立领的风衣,带着宽檐帽,帽檐压的很低,没有什么人注意到他,更不会关注一个进入脱衣舞酒吧的人。 He very marvelous experiences, he went back later to recall the past all yesterday here, the result is very sorrowful. 他昨天在这里有一段非常奇妙的经历,他回去之后回忆着过去的一切,结果是很悲哀的。 He discovered that oneself could not recall himself to read girlfriend's appearance unexpectedly initially, under devastation of years brutal bastard, that once presented the cheek in his dreamland every day has faded, fuzzy. 他发现自己居然记不起自己初念女友的样子了,在岁月这个无情的混蛋的摧残下,那张曾经每天出现在他梦境中的脸蛋早已褪色,模糊。 In the memory that made his whole life be hard to forget, face of remembering with eternal gratitude so fuzzy, blurred to feel again to him loved dearly. 记忆中那张令他这辈子都难以忘记,刻骨铭心的脸如此的模糊,模糊到他再一次感觉到心疼。 He once really thinks that this is in love with this whole life not to fade, but is very obvious, he cannot achieve. 他曾经真的以为这份爱恋这辈子都不会褪色,可很明显,他做不到。 Until......, that girl's facial features gradually replaced that face, he does not know that this was recalls anything, said that two people indeed imagined. 直到……,那个女孩的面容逐渐的取代了那张脸,他不知道这是自己回忆起了什么,还是说两个人的确非常的想象。 Family's contradiction, unit fights secretly, he should not patronize here one after another, but wish of his instinct sees that girl. 家庭的矛盾,单位的暗斗,他本不应该接连的光顾这里,可他本能的想要见见那个女孩。 After showing VIP card, he selected that girl in the distinguished guest area again, the girl changes one clothes today, that was one set...... the pink one-piece dress, some above yellow little flowers. 在出示了贵宾卡后,他在贵宾区再次点了那个女孩,女孩今天换了一套衣服,那是一套……粉色的连衣裙,上面有一些黄色的小花。 Saw girl's flash, the Bennett spirit had that some absent-minded, during he was absent-minded to recall suddenly past some fragment in some time, that was cloudless day of end of spring , beginning of summer, in the memory he pursued the wind, the wind is pursuing a girl, in the innermost feelings happy...... 看到女孩的第一瞬间,贝内特的精神有了那么一些恍惚,他恍惚之中突然回想起过去的某个时间段内的某个碎片,那是一个春末夏初的晴天,记忆中他追着风,风追着一个女孩,内心中只有欢乐…… The joyful time is always short, well satisfied Bennett puts out the wallet, from inside several 20 dollars, he acted , several dollars, altogether 30 dollars, he admitted in these money girl's hand. 快乐的时光总是短暂的,心满意足的贝内特拿出皮夹子,从里面数出了二十块钱,紧接着他动作顿了一下,又数出了十块钱,一共三十块钱,他把这些钱放进了女孩的手里。 Actually he can be more to the girl, his most deep place also knows, this is one with the joy of money transaction, no matter but based on him pursue to some false illusion, does not hope the girl, because his taking pity on becomes greedy, he is restraining himself to give more money. 其实他可以给女孩更多,他内心的最深处也知道,这不过是一场用金钱交易的快乐,可不管是基于他对某种虚假幻象的追求,还是不希望女孩因为他的垂怜变得贪婪,他都在约束自己给更多的钱。 When he admits in money the girl hand, he gawked, he noticed that bracelet in girl wrist/skill. 就在他把钱放进女孩手里的时候,他愣了一下,他注意到了女孩手腕上的那条手链。 That is a very obsolete silver bracelet, its some places serious becoming dark, but Bennett saw its origin. 那是一条非常老旧的白银手链,它有些地方已经严重的发黑,但是贝内特一眼就看出了它的来历。 He a wrist/skill that holds the girl, has not thought that was actually worked loose by the girl. 他一把抓住女孩的手腕,没想到却被女孩挣脱了出去。 Before girl expression already not, that rich, this time she slightly obviously indifferent forces in these money own chest, „was sorry, Mister, the service ended.” 女孩表情已经没有之前那么的丰富,此时的她稍显冷漠的把那些钱塞进自己的胸口里,“抱歉,先生,服务结束了。” After previous second of she, one second of she acts like a different person, the so fast transformation like bumped the cold water pouring in the head of Bennett. 前一秒的她和后一秒的她判若两人,如此快速的转变如同一碰冷水浇在了贝内特的头上。 Yes, she to complete her service, according to the stipulation, she can leave. 是的,她已经为完成了自己的一次服务,按规定,她可以离开了。 But Bennett is somewhat anxious at this time, this bracelet and he remembers that bracelet infinite superposes in together, that is his this whole life's first time is a girl spends the thing that oneself all pocket money bought, that bracelet reposes him once now to be happiest the purest mood! 可贝内特此时有些焦急,这条手链和他记忆中的那条手链无限的重合在一起,那是他这辈子第一次为一个女孩花了自己所有零钱买的东西,那条手链寄托着他曾今最美好最纯粹的情怀！ He still remembers as before, this bracelet the back of second four-leaf clover, will have the abbreviations of two names, that is he and his first love the abbreviation of name. 他依旧还记得,这条手链的第二个四叶草的背面,会有两个名字的缩写,那是他和他初恋的名字的缩写。 „Sorry, I was scared you......”, Bennett explained that his vision locked as before, in that he even more thought that was buys to give on others' bracelet, „where did your bracelet from come?” “抱歉,我吓着你了……”,贝内特解释了一下,他的目光依旧锁定在那条他愈发觉得就是自己买来送给别人的手链上,“你的手链是从哪来的？” The girl shakes the head, „that and you have not related, Mister.” 女孩摇了摇头,“那和你没关系,先生。” She starts to pack the thing, actually also does not have any to tidy up, saw that the girl must leave, Bennett somewhat excited extracted several bills of 20 money currency values from the wallet, „gives me one to live again!” 她开始收拾东西,其实也没有什么好收拾的,眼看着女孩就要离开了,贝内特有些激动的从皮夹子里抽出了好几张二十块钱面额的钞票,“再给我一个活！” The girl looked at Bennett several, she has seized money Shou, „, if you are not good, I will not draw back to you.” 女孩多看了贝内特几眼,她一把夺过钱收了起来,“如果你不行,我也不会退给你。” Bennett sits returns to the sofa, he nods, at this time the girl does not leave immediately, he was also calm, „does not have the issue, but you must answer my issue, because I am your......” 贝内特坐回到沙发上,他点了点头,此时女孩不会立刻离开,他也冷静了一些,“没有问题,但是你必须回答我的问题,因为我是你的……” The girl is showing the whites of the eyes to start the new work, quick Bennett clarified the origin of this bracelet, it is girl's mother gives her, and he also saw the abbreviation of that two name. 女孩翻着白眼开始了新的工作,很快贝内特就弄清楚了这条手链的来历,它是女孩的母亲给她的,并且他也看见了那两个名字的缩写。 The innermost feelings that he returns to normal somewhat are again excited, family numerous lets his incomparable remembering fondly at first that does not have any impurity contradictory the sentiment, that almost becomes in his heart sacred yearning! 他平复的内心再次有些激动起来,家庭的重重矛盾让他无比的怀恋最初那份没有任何杂质的感情,那几乎成为了他内心中一种神圣的向往！ But the quick girl told the fact that he his this whole life does not want to know. 可很快女孩告诉了他一个他这辈子都不想知道的事实。 „Do you know my mother?”, After the girl finished the second work, she lit cigarette. “你认识我的妈妈？”,女孩结束了第二份工作后,她点了一支烟。 Bennett somewhat awkward selected under one, „before I and your mother, is a good friend.” 贝内特有些尴尬的点了一下头,“我和你母亲以前是好朋友。” Girl false smile smiling, this expression makes Bennett very annoyed, „I have not cracked a joke, I really know your mother.” 女孩皮笑肉不笑的笑着,这个表情让贝内特很恼火,“我没有开玩笑,我真的认识你的母亲。” The girl lifts the eyebrow to nod, „, in ten men who nearby my family you bump into, will at least have half to say......”, she will as if have the humorous cell very much, the thing that but she will say not will be funny, „, moreover they will definitely understand my mother compared with you.” 女孩抬着眉点了点头,“是的,在我家附近你碰到的十个男人里,至少有一半会这么说……”,她似乎很有幽默的细胞,只是她说出来的东西却不怎么好笑,“而且他们肯定比你更了解我的妈妈。” Continued long time silent, Bennett said suddenly words that he should not speak, „you should not make this!” 沉默持续了很长时间,贝内特突然说了一句他不该说的话,“你不应该做这个！” „You look down upon me......”, the girl also has some cigarette butts to lose on the ground, she starts to pack the thing, „I know that has a look at the windproof coat that you wear, how much money that does want? 300, 500? 1000?” “你看不起我……”,女孩把还剩下一些的烟头丢在地上,她开始收拾东西,“我知道的,看看你穿的风衣,那件要多少钱？三百,五百？还是一千？” „880.”, Bennett replied one in a soft voice. “八百八十块。”,贝内特轻声回答了一句。 Disdaining on girl face and taunted were more, „880, Mister, you know how many I did want suo...... to gain to these money?”, She spat saliva, on the face were many some hatred, the mood also affected her to pack the thing the movement. 女孩脸上的不屑和嘲讽更多了,“八百八十块,先生,你知道我要嗦多少个……才能赚到这些钱吗？”,她吐了一口唾沫,脸上多了一些憎恨,情绪也影响到了她收拾东西的动作。 She makes an effort probably beats is forcing in her package these things, „I believe that this is only in your closet one in many, why do you use your wrap/sets to request me?” 她用力的像是摔打着把那些东西塞进她的包里,“我相信这只是你衣柜里很多件中的一件,你凭什么用你的那套来要求我？” The girl looks up him, „you think that I do like suo you......?”, She raised up the middle finger, after scolding women's watch raised, slams a door. 女孩抬头看着他,“你以为我喜欢嗦你的……吗？”,她竖起了中指,骂了一句女表子养的后摔门而出。 Bennett had not realized when these words that he spoke actually compared with certain things that he handles excessively, a robust man walked, he looks to sit Bennett on sofa, showed the relaxed smile. 贝内特还没有意识到他说的那些话其实比他做的某些事情更过分时,一名壮汉走了进来,他看着坐在沙发上的贝内特,露出了并不让人轻松的笑容。 „Mister, please respect everyone, I do not want to play rough, I believe that you do not want injured, and we will not meet again, right?” “先生,请你尊重每一个人,我不想动粗,我相信你也不想受伤,并且我们不会再见面,对吗？” That night Bennett lost sleep, to very was very late he to fall asleep late, he had a very strange dream, that fuzzy memory is superposing with another memory, in dreamland he experienced, incomparable exhausted. 这天晚上贝内特失眠了,到了很晚很晚他才睡着,他做了一个很奇怪的梦,那个模糊的记忆正在和另外一段记忆重合,在梦境中他经历了很多,无比的疲惫。 After dawn when he opens the eye, he made a decision, he must change that girl. 在天亮后他睁开眼睛时,他做出了一个决定,他要改变那个女孩。