Remembers vaguely before , in learn/study, that teacher had mentioned the pieces of some related psychology, but said, at that time cannot understand, afterward is unable to understand. Because these words saying that is the guidance rather debates, that teacher explained the love philosophy for them, but would circling to the love finally fuzzily does not divide sex subject to come up. The arrival afterward, everyone naturally understands reason that he will such say, but actually specifically to say anything, was who is actually not able to remember. 依稀记得以前在学习的时候,那位老师曾经提到过一些有关心理学的片断,不过说起来,当时没能听懂,后来也无法理解。因为那些话语说是教导倒不如说是自辩,那位老师为他们解释爱情的哲理,但最后总会模糊地绕到爱情不分性别这个主题上去。到来后来,大家自然明白了他会那样说的理由,但究竟具体说了些什么,却是谁都无法记得了。 The psychology of person indeed is the most marvelous thing. These words he remembers, the teacher tries to cause the topic by it, then told everyone ambiguously, regardless of how inconceivable matter, you are unable to understand, will not represent will not happen, but a little can determine that in the world did not have a matter not to have the reason, so long as found the clue, the wiredrawing dialed the cocoon, finally the association/will discovered that initial end...... the words to say like this, however symptom had what reason, Tang Yi was not actually able to think through in any event. 人的心理的确是最为奇妙的东西。这句话他记得,老师试图以它来引起话题,然后含糊地告诉大家,无论多么不可思议的事情,你无法理解,并不代表不会发生,但有一点是可以确定的,世界上没有一件事不存在理由,只要找到线索,抽丝拨茧,最后总会找出那最初的线头……话是这样说,然而芙尔娜的症状到底有何因由,唐忆却是无论如何都无法想通。 „You think that...... hits me......” “你想……打我吗……” After being injured, she as if lost all the determinations of being the adult, all performance with baby not different, but words that most often spoke, is that this. Hits her? Is it possible that she had been hit in childhood the mind did create the shadow? Oneself will not certainly hit her, but pleaded innocence in any event, she somewhat was aloof, but calmly rolled up in own bosom, occasionally will put out a hand to touch own face. Whenever must leave, mournful facial expression in her surface can make the person who the world most has a heart of stone feel compunction, but, oneself can only after coax each time she goes to sleep can from here go back. 被伤害之后,她似乎失去了所有属于成人的自觉,一切的表现都与婴孩无异,而最常说的话,便是那这一句。打她？莫非她小时候被人打过以至于心灵造成了阴影吗？自己当然是不会打她的,但是无论如何辩白,她却都有些无动于衷,只是静静地蜷缩在自己怀里,偶尔会伸出手摸摸自己的脸。而每当自己要离开,她面上的凄然神情更是能令天下最铁石心肠的人感到内疚,无奈之下,自己只能在每次哄她入睡之后才能从这里回去。 Can the time in the bamboo house staying also be not many each time, the main purpose is to draw the flurry to entangle mian on the bed, as a stature graceful mature beautiful woman, is obvious to the seduction of person, baby who because these days her life cannot take care of oneself likely, two people these days coexistence, something were really difficult. Is these things, making Tang Yi be stimulated repeatedly, the mood is stimulated. However, suppresses not to have the consequence of relations with be fearful again, because often entangles mian with the flurry to half, requested that gets angry in addition to stay near the mausoleum chamber as the wolf of surveillance only then to have the sharp number of warning to transmit. 每次能够在竹楼待的时间也是不多,主要目的是要拉着小雪在床上缠mian一番,作为一个身材曼妙的成熟美女,芙尔娜给人的诱惑是显而易见的,而由于这几天她都像个生活不能自理的婴孩,两人这几天的共处,就更加有些事情委实难以启齿。偏偏是这些事情,使得唐忆一再受到刺激,情绪亢奋。不过,强忍住不与芙尔娜再发生关系的后果是可怕的,因为往往与小雪缠mian到一半,请求怒加留在地宫附近作为监视的狼只便有示警的尖号传来。 Such sharp bugle call, only represented an information for several days, is getting out of bed. Whenever this calls out transmits from afar, Tang Yi must vent rapidly, then rides the anger the quickest speed to hurry back to the mausoleum chamber, and found who does sway to take a walk in the torrential downpour outside mausoleum chamber. 这样的尖号声,几天来只代表着一个信息,芙尔娜起床了。而每当这声嚎叫远远传来,唐忆就得迅速发泄出去,然后骑着怒加以最快的速度赶回地宫,并且在地宫外的倾盆大雨之中找到正摇摇晃晃走动的芙尔娜。 „Goes back.” “回去。” Except for the first accident/surprise, the second anger, afterward several times, he was gloomy the face is hugging directly. Whenever he disappears, would routine wandering about aimlessly, moreover is where uncomfortable toward where goes, after she heavy rain, Tang Yi then can only reburn the hot water, scours the body for her. 除了第一次的意外,第二次的愤怒,后来的几次,他都是阴沉着脸直接将芙尔娜抱回去。每当他消失,芙尔娜总会习惯性的乱走,而且是哪里难受往哪去,她淋了雨之后,唐忆便只能再烧了热水,为她擦洗身体。 Actually or some certain dark psychology are also causing trouble, we are unable to define the lead are noble and pure great, gentleman who maintains one's composure completely, but in some sense, he also truly can only maintain now this situation. He is unable to bring back to the bamboo house, is unable to bring here the flurry, he is unable not to return to the bamboo house to treat similarly in the mausoleum chamber, when dripped wet the whole body, he is unable not to take off her clothes, brushes for her under the huge seduction, including the seduction, there is to. 其实或者也有某些黑暗的心理在作祟,我们无法定义主角是个高洁伟大,完全坐怀不乱的君子,但从某种意义上来说,他也确实只能维持现在这种情况。他无法将芙尔娜带回竹楼,无法将小雪带来这里,他也同样无法不回竹楼而一直待在地宫,当芙尔娜淋湿了全身,他也无法不脱掉她的衣服,在巨大的诱惑下为她擦身,其中有诱惑,也有必须。 This way, sooner or later must become the quick ringer...... 这样下去,迟早得成快枪手…… He is thinking depressed. 他郁闷地想着。 Braves the rainstorm to return to little building, the time is in the afternoon, put down the waterproof cloth, the flurry flushed from the room, jumped into his bosom. 顶着暴雨回到小楼,时间已是午后,放下了雨布,小雪从房中冲了出来,扑入他的怀里。 „flatter recalled, you came back.” “阿忆,你回来了。” „Un, came back.” Holds in the arms that petite body lightly, enters in the room, then smelled rich fragrance, „did delicious?” “恩,回来了。”轻搂住那娇小的身体,走进房里,便闻到了一股浓郁的香气,“做了好吃的？” „I am thinking you will come back, when you eat together. flatter recalled that has eaten in that side?” On the small face full is the look of hope. “我想着你会回来,等你一块吃的。阿忆在那边吃过了吗？”小小的脸上满是期盼的神色。 Had the apology to hug her, Tang Yi shook the head: „Fed her to eat some gruel, after waiting for her to go to sleep, I then hurried back, yesterday her spirit was much better, therefore an evening did not come back, sorry.” 带着歉意抱了抱她,唐忆摇摇头:“喂她吃了些粥,等着她睡下后我便赶回来了,昨天她精神好得出奇,所以一晚上都回不来,抱歉。” Sits to the table by, opened the leaf of covered teacup, is several types of fine side dishes, the flurry carries one bowl of rice for him, was then held the bosom, sits to the thigh that on Tang recalls. 坐到桌子旁边,揭开盖碗的树叶,是几样精致的小菜,小雪为他端来一碗米饭,接着便被抱进了怀里,坐到唐忆的大腿上。 „Thinks me?” “想我吗？” „Is good to think that......” pastes the cheeks on the face that Tang recalls, that smooth small face is rubbing gently, „is good to think that flatter recalled, is good to think thinks you......” “好想……”将脸颊贴在唐忆的脸上,那张光滑的小脸轻轻地摩擦着,“好想哦,阿忆,好想好想你……” Twittering whispering made in Tang Yixin a warmth, both hands enclasp her, eating meal became was not so but actually important, only heard the flurry saying: „flatter recalled, that lotus......, lotus......” 呢喃的低语使得唐忆心中一阵温暖,双手抱紧了她,吃饭倒变得不那么重要了,只听得小雪说道:“阿忆,那个芙……芙、芙……” „......” “芙尔娜……” „Yes, flatter recalled, that Elder Sister many?” The flurry is supine the face to ask him. “是哦,阿忆,那个芙尔娜姐姐好些了吗？”小雪仰起脸来问他。 „It‘s nothing improvement......” sighed, „was sorry, for this matter, making you be wronged......” “没什么起色……”叹了口气,“抱歉,为了这件事,让你受委屈……” „It is not suffering, flatter recalled before you, had not told me she is your friend, moreover...... moreover you handled such matter with her, cannot harm her again. Although her time caught me, but that also misunderstands, I had heard her at that time, has not actually seen, she listening not to have listened to me......” on that face to shine the beautiful look, is later low-spirited, „, although...... although could not see that flatter recalled is very uncomfortable, is quite uncomfortable......” “不委屈的,阿忆你以前不就跟我说过她是你的朋友吗,而且……而且你又跟她做了那样的事情,就不能再伤害她了。虽然她那次抓了我,可是那也是误会啊,我那个时候只是听说过她,却没有见过,她连听都没听过我啊……”那张脸上亮起明媚的神色,随后却又黯然下来,“虽然……虽然见不到阿忆真的很难受,好难受哦……” The forced smile, Tang Yi calmly grasps her slightly. The sentiment of wolf is clearest, a life of wolf will only have a spouse, if the spouse died, then becomes the this solitary one wolf, will not look for the companion lifelong again, but since childhood naturally also has such thought with the flurry that the pack of wolves grows up, but, the wolf or has not eaten up on the aphrodisiac mistakenly the female wolf worried...... 微微苦笑,唐忆静静地抱住她。狼的感情是最清楚的,一匹狼的一生只会有一位配偶,如若配偶死去,便成为孤狼,终身都不会再找伴侣,而从小随着狼群长大的小雪自然也有着这样的思想,只是,狼或者并没有吃下春药上错了母狼的苦恼…… „flatter recalled......, since like to me to her, then cannot harm her again, since flatter recalled that you cannot harm her, I do not revenge......” “阿忆……既然像对我一样的对她了,便不能再伤害她哦,既然阿忆你不能伤害她,我也不要报仇了……” „flatter recalled that...... mother said that that woman became lost probably, the body has the wound, three days have not eaten the thing, now still in the heavy rain, soon died...... flatter to recall, you did not save her me to go......” “阿忆……妈妈说,那个女人好像是迷路了,身上有伤,三天都没吃东西,现在还在淋雨,快要死掉了啦……阿忆,你不去救她我就去了哦……” Without Xue'er, oneself even is guilty, perhaps will not deliberately understand that then condition, was judged by that time situation, if oneself do not go, does not have/leave for quite a while, that from this world will then vanish by the beautiful life that oneself will devastate, from then on, his mind will perhaps receive to suffer with the suffering for a lifetime. Even if went, saved her, matter does not seem to become simply. 假如没有雪儿的话,自己即便内疚,恐怕也不会刻意去了解芙尔娜当时的状况,由那时的情形来判断,如果自己不去,不出半天,那个受到自己摧残的美丽生命便会从这个世界上消失,从那以后,他的心灵恐怕会一辈子都受到折磨和煎熬。只是,即便去了,救下了她,事情似乎也并未变得更简单一点。 „flatter recalled, tonight you can come back?” “阿忆,今天晚上你能回来吗？” „Perhaps, could......” “也许、也许可以吧……” „Without you rests in the side, I am empty, good sad...... flatter to recall, why you are not willing, lotus......” “没有你睡在身边,我心里空荡荡的,好难过……阿忆,你为什么不肯把芙、芙……” „.” “芙尔娜。” „Yes, why aren't you willing to take to come to here Elder Sister? We stay together was OK.” “是啊,你为什么不肯把芙尔娜姐姐接来这里呢？我们住在一起就可以了啊。” Xue'er's naive words, but attracts Tang Yi bitter and astringent smiles, she knows that will leave itself to feel void, will not actually hug another woman to feel the jealousy to oneself, so long as can snuggle in own bosom, even oneself are also hugging another woman, perhaps she will not be sad. In such situation, meets, seems like the best way, but...... actually cannot do this...... 雪儿天真的话语,只是引来唐忆的苦涩一笑,她知道离开了自己会感到空虚,却不会对自己抱着另一个女人感到醋意,只要能够依偎在自己怀里,即使自己同时也搂着另一个女人,恐怕她也不会伤心吧。这样的情况下,将芙尔娜接回来,似乎是最好的办法,只是……自己却不能这样做…… At least, cannot temporarily...... 至少,暂时不能…… Once brings back to the bamboo house her, is symbolizing admission to her wholeheartedly, from now on, oneself will shoulder husband's responsibility to her, the entire life, never-ending. However as the matter stands, is really unfair to Yu Xiaoxue. Even if present she is not clear, but will not represent from now on not clear a day, when the time comes, she is unable to renege on a promise, she will put in great inconvenience, meets the enmity, will become unhappy, these, will be the things that are not willing to see. But at present such matter will not necessarily not happen again, once two people separate two places, who oneself should embrace? Not only to Yu Xiaoxue, regarding, naturally also same inequality. 一旦将她带回竹楼,便象征着自己对她全身心的接纳,从今往后,自己对她将负起丈夫的责任,一生一世,不离不弃。然而这样一来,对于小雪委实太不公平。纵然现在的她并不明白,但不代表今后没有明白的一天,到时候,她无法反悔,她会委屈,会怨怼,会变得不开心,这些,都是自己不愿意看到的事情。而眼前这样的事情未必不会再次发生,一旦两人分隔两地,自己该怀抱何人？不仅对于小雪,对于芙尔娜,自然也同样的不公平。 Oneself are the normal man, in the occasional fantasy, not necessarily did not anticipate that has two even more the beautiful docile wife. But charm is astonishing, compared to tender gruff lovable Xue'er, she has maturer noble makings and directs the person crime stature, whenever oneself take off/escape stark naked her brushes for her, or hugs docile her, when like treating the baby lets she conducts the excretion, in the heart some dark yu looks is inflates in the extreme. However cannot do this, oneself like, must say like to the flurry general love actually also distance, once, all definitely will by doing so fall into the irrecoverable abyss. 自己是正常的男人,偶尔的幻想中,未必不期待拥有两个甚至更多美丽温顺的妻子。而芙尔娜的魅力是惊人的,相对于娇憨可爱的雪儿,她拥有着更加成熟高贵的气质和引人犯罪的身材,每当自己将她脱得一丝不挂为她擦身,或者是将温顺的她抱起,如同对待婴孩般让她进行排泄时,心中某种黑暗的yu望更是膨胀得无以复加。然而不能这样做,自己只是喜欢芙尔娜,要说如同对小雪一般的爱却还有一段距离,一旦这样做了,一切势必陷入无可挽救的深渊。 Actually something he is understands that if intelligence is finally sober, oneself handled these things to her, must shoulder the responsibility inevitably, when the time comes takes care of her is also good, leading her to return to the bamboo house is also good, must 11 conduct inevitably. However at this moment, he actually can only evade, he is only the 18-year-old youngster, the lots have not experienced, the lots can only choose to evade, even if evades for a while, he can only as before after wakes up hurries to rapidly, scratches the clean body for her, is hugging her, feeds her to eat meal, helping her drain, talks with her, plays the flute for her, making her go to sleep, then hurries back to the bamboo house, comforts, because cannot see but oneself uncomfortable Xue'er...... 其实有些事情他是明白的,假如芙尔娜的神智终于清醒,自己对她做了这些事情,必然得负起责任来,到时候照顾她也好,带她回竹楼也好,势必都得一一进行。然而此刻,他却只能逃避,他只是18岁的少年,很多东西都没有经历,很多东西都只能选择逃避,纵然只是逃避一时,他依旧只能在芙尔娜醒来之后迅速赶去,为她擦干净身体,抱着她,喂她吃饭,帮她排泄,陪她说话,为她吹起长笛,让她入睡,然后再赶回竹楼,安慰因为见不到自己而难受的雪儿…… He is anticipating sobriety, but is faint, in his heart is escaping this reality, if she will never sober, perhaps oneself then do not need to face such choice forever...... 他期待着芙尔娜的清醒,但隐隐间,他的心中又在逃避这一现实,假如她永远不清醒,或许自己便永远不必面对那样的抉择…… Has eaten meal with Xue'er together, Tang Yibao she was moving toward on the bed, the first time is intense and stimulated, finally releases, but, Tang Yi by own clone stays in flurry within the body, after the moment, again *, two people hold in the arms the opposite party, the movement, is feeling gently winds through two people bodies is the fluctuation of opposite party. 与雪儿一同吃过饭,唐忆抱着她走向了床上,第一次是激烈而亢奋的,终于一泄而出之后,唐忆让自己的分身留在小雪的体内,片刻后再次*,两人搂住对方,温柔地运动着,感受着流过两人身体的属于对方的波动。 „Today moon is also round......” “今天月亮又要圆了吧……” „Wú.” “唔。” „Later passes together? The hair bulb was about to awake.” “待会一块过去吗？毛球快醒了哦。” „...... flatter recalled, this time I do not go, you help me be sorry to the hair bulb ?” “……阿忆,这次我不去了,你帮我向毛球抱歉,好吗？” „Why doesn't go? Cannot see you...... wú, hair bulb sad.” “为什么不去呢？见不到你……唔,毛球会伤心的呢。” „Does not go, if Elder Sister sees me, perhaps meets not happily...... the hair bulb is quite lovable, today makes the hair bulb accompany her to play, perhaps Elder Sister one happy good......” “还是不去了吧,芙尔娜姐姐要是看到我,也许会不开心的……毛球好可爱,今天让毛球陪她玩玩吧,说不定芙尔娜姐姐一开心就好了呢……” „Wú, Xue'er......” “唔,雪儿……” „What's wrong?” “怎么？” „I love you......” “我爱你……” ****************************************************************** ****************************************************************** Tender feelings honey intent to extreme, the result is...... is broken. 柔情蜜意到了极处,结果是……又被打断。 Sprints diligently, finally after venting, Tang Yi has almost been able to foresee the profession of future quick ringer, this matter will cast the shadow in own life. Certain meeting! 努力冲刺一阵,终于发泄出来之后,唐忆几乎已经可以预见自己今后快枪手的生涯了,这件事情会在自己生命里留下阴影。一定会的！ The microstrip some anger, are putting on the waterproof cloth to go out, the anger added is also a face appears in cave entrance uncomfortable, the seems like unfortunate life has the similar misfortune. 微带着些怒气,披上了雨布出门,怒加也是一脸不爽地出现在了洞口,看来不幸的生命有着同样的不幸。 Covers the trim forest endlessly the heavy rain as before underground, arrives above that mausoleum chamber ruins, then can see that frail form paced back and forth in the rain, after seeing itself, stopped, is staring here. 笼罩整片森林的大雨依旧没完没了地下着,一来到那地宫上方的废墟,便能看到芙尔娜那单薄的身影在雨中徘徊,望见自己后停了下来,怔怔的盯着这边。 Distant then got down the back of demon wolf, binds the waterproof cloth slightly to run, in the rain the grass slides, but also made him fall a tumble, arrived at side her, then hugged her as usual. 远远的便下了魔狼的背,裹着雨布小跑过去,雨中草滑,还使得他摔了一跤,走到她身边,便照例地将她抱了起来。 „Goes back!” “回去！” He knows that oneself actually does not have the qualifications to get angry to her, but such tone cannot help but then blurted out, in the heart sighed slightly. Actually did not mind that his words, shrink tamely in his bosom, the sleep talking said: „You...... will hit me......” 他知道自己其实没资格向她发怒的,但那样的语气不由自主地便脱口而出了,心中却是微微叹息。芙尔娜却不介意他的话,温驯地缩在他的怀里,梦呓般地说道:“你……会打我吗……” „You...... hope that I do hit you?” “你……希望我打你吗？” The words that previously spoke were useless, this time he traded a reply simply, entered the entrance of mausoleum chamber, he is gazing at the change of look intensely, however had achieved nothing. Next arrives at the fire of high-piled firewood, he first hangs up the kettle, in addition the dry firewood, is as usual takes off the clothes for her, is only this time, his palm of the hand clapped subconsciously above the beautiful buttocks. 先前说的话都没用,这次他干脆换了个回答,进入地宫的入口,他紧张注视着芙尔娜神色的变化,然而一无所获。下到火堆边,他先挂起水锅,加上干柴,然后是照例的为她脱去衣服,只是这一次,他下意识地一巴掌拍在了芙尔娜的美臀之上。 Because the rainwater soaked the clothing, this seems especially resounding. 由于雨水浸透了衣裤,这一声显得格外响亮。 „Runs...... I really to hit again your......” “再跑出去……我真的会打你的哦……” Finishes speaking, Tang Yi actually stood in amazement unexpectedly, because in just now that the unresponsive body has moved slightly, in the mouth also sends out „graciousness” gently. 话音刚落,唐忆却蓦地楞住了,因为就在方才那一下,一直毫无反应的芙尔娜身体微微动了一下,口中也轻轻地发出“恩”的一声。 That response flickers slightly, Tang Yi has actually detected. Gawked a moment later, he turns inside out that body in bosom, making her lie to bend down above oneself both legs, later, under extends the palm to hit hard again. 那反应只是微微一瞬,唐忆却已察觉出来。楞了片刻之后,他将怀中的那个身体翻了过来,让她趴伏在自己的双腿之上,随后,伸掌重重击下。 „-” A resounding spreading body also some corresponding response, only listened to her lightly snort/hum, both hands to hold the cotton material on Tang Yi thigh by far, actually obviously is the appearance that recognizes hits to accept punishment. “啪-”的一声脆响远远传开芙尔娜的身体也有了相应的反应,只听她轻哼一声,双手已经抓住了唐忆大腿上的布料,却显然是一副认打认罚的样子。 „You...... hope that I hit you......” “你……希望我打你吗……” As before is these words, has no response, but Tang Yi actually understands the crux is, stemming from the obligation of some dark psychology, he binding that will soak will have shed the leg curved place in trousers, later, effort of one after next will wield to hit. 依旧是这句话,芙尔娜并没有任何回应,但唐忆却明白了症结所在,出于某种黑暗心理的驱使,他将已经湿透的裹在芙尔娜身上的长裤褪到腿弯处,随后,一下下的用力挥打起来。 Really is quite * the atmosphere, is good because of Tang Yi just now vents on the flurry, therefore does not bear the extremely stimulated response. That perfectly round buttocks and slender healthy both legs expose in the air, is undergoing the attack of palm, shivers slightly, the flame that flaming ignites rocks on that attractive flesh, on the color to that exposed double buttocks gradually becomes red, even swells up slightly, response finally is also getting bigger and bigger, both hands seize Tang Yi trouser legs coverings tightly, the sound in throat also transfer the sob finally, gradually is changed by sobbing in a low voice does to wail to cry. 实在是相当*的气氛,好在唐忆方才在小雪身上发泄一番,因此才忍住没有太过亢奋的反应。那浑圆的臀部以及修长健美的双腿裸露在空气之中,经受着手掌的打击,微微地颤抖,熊熊燃起的火光在那诱人的肌肤上晃动,待到那裸露的双臀上的颜色渐渐变红,甚至微微肿起的时候,芙尔娜的反应也终于越来越大,双手紧揪住唐忆的裤腿,喉咙中的声音也终于转为哭泣,由低声的抽泣逐渐变做号啕大哭。 Looks at her original symptom, since has cried to make noise, wants omen that comes is restores, but why she will want the person to hit her to restore, makes Tang Yi feel that somewhat is really unthinkable. Moreover...... she grasps the finger almost deep stuffing on oneself leg to enter the meat, moreover there is a more and more tight meaning, must tear to pieces own thigh simply directly...... 看她原本的症状,既然已经大哭出声,想来便是恢复的前兆,只是为什么她会想要人打她才恢复过来,就让唐忆觉得委实有些匪夷所思。而且……她抓在自己腿上的手指几乎深馅入肉,而且还有越来越紧的意思,简直要直接把自己的大腿撕烂了…… This and this are anything, retaliated itself to take off her pants...... 这、这算什么,报复自己脱了她的裤子吗…… The pain must give a tongue-lashing the tooth the tooth, Tang Yi actually also can only bite the jaw tightly, places on her inflamed buttocks meat to caress mo the hand gently, to at this time, her also finally restored the intelligence, summoned Tang Yi name in the sob...... 痛得呲牙咧齿,唐忆却也只能紧咬住牙关,将手放在她红肿的臀肉上轻柔抚mo,到得此时,她也终于恢复了神智,在哭泣中呼唤起唐忆的名字来……