The reason that because the moodfluctuates, mixes with the wordsinweeping soundsomewhatto be very chaotic, when the memoryfragmentgraduallyincreases, picture of recollection, is similar to the valuablechartto piece togethergenerallyneatly, becomesclear.
由于情绪波动的原因,夹杂在哭声中的话语很有些混乱,不过,当记忆的碎片逐渐增加,回忆的画面,也就如同宝图一般拼凑整齐,变得清晰起来。Compared to the same agemostchildren, the birth of girlhad not actually been blessedby the deity, projects on the premature delivery born by the man who sheshouldbe called the father, laterposition of the fetusis not positive, massive hemorrhage, afterexperiencinga series ofdisasterhardship, the child can actually survive, reallyshouldbe called the matter of miracle.
相对于同龄的大多数孩子,女孩的出生其实是并未受到天神祝福的,被她该称为父亲的男人打到早产出世,随后的胎位不正,大出血,在经历了一系列的灾厄后,孩子竟然能够存活下来,实在是该称为奇迹的事情。Is survived, musthave the happiness in old age. However another admonition of the world did not seem enjoyedinthisworld, meantimeWollfamilyis being encircledentersduring the imperial familystruggle the mudto get suckedfully, with for one of the empirethreeeveryone„boa constrictor”Ivsanfamily/homebattlemustbe heavily engaged, making the second sonto marrywithanotherfamily'sthousand gold (daughter)canconsiderablyincrease the familystrength, whoknows that is actually disfigured one's faceby the female who thatgoodbeing jealousconcubinewill soon get married, suddenlytwoatmospherefall into the freezing point, marriesis solvedimmediately. The second son under angeris hitting the concubineprematurely delivers, after the childgives birthexpels the main house gateto mother and childthis, actuallyactually is also quitebenevolenthandling.
大难不死,必有后福。然而另一个世界的箴言在这个世界似乎并不被受用,其时沃尔家族正被圈入皇室斗争之中泥足深陷,与同为帝国三大家之一的“王蛇”伊夫利特家争斗得不可开交,让二公子与另一个家族的千金进行联姻本可以大大增加家族实力,谁知道却被那名善妒小妾将即将过门的女子毁容,一时间两家的气氛陷入冰点,联姻立时告破。愤怒之下的二公子在将小妾打得早产,在孩子生下之后将这对母子赶出家门,其实却还算是比较仁慈的处置。Initiallycanenter the Volxmain house gate, mother actually is also a young lady of aristocratfamily/home, is onlythisfamilypersonis frail, alreadyas fordeclineedge, althoughshowed improvement after illnessunder the attendance of convenientlyWollfamily/homesecond soninitially, but when thatwomanwas forced out ofVolxhome, the familythenbecomes the object who twobigaristocratinfluencessuppressedimmediately. As forthisto mother and daughter, isno onedaresto conduct to give financial aidorcommunicateswithit. Howeverfor all this, becausehas the title of aristocrat, althoughmade a clean sweep, every month can still receiveone after deducting, cash that sufficientlylife, ifmanages a householdto be correct, even ifcrosses the civiliansto live, is still much more superior than the average person. The woman who initiallywas pampered since childhoodhowcanenduresuchlife, the consequence of nomoneyconceptiswheneveronemonthless thanhalf, have then been possibleto startfullonehungeroneto have an empty stomach, as forthatthenbecause of the malnutrition, the appearancediminutiveuglygirl, becomes the object who the testymotherenmitybeats and scoldsanytime and anywheresince childhood.
当初能够入得了沃尔家门,母亲本身其实也是一个贵族家的小姐,只是这个家族人丁单薄,已至于没落的边缘,虽然当初在沃尔家二公子的随手照顾下微有起色,但当那女人被赶出沃尔家门,家族便立刻成为了两大贵族势力打压的对象。至于这对母女,更是没有任何人敢进行接济或是与之来往。不过尽管如此,由于有着贵族的头衔,尽管被扫地出门,每月仍是可以领到一笔七扣八扣后足以生活的钱款,如果持家有道,即使过着平民生活,也比一般人优越得多。只是,当初娇生惯养的女人如何能够忍受这样的生活,毫无金钱观念的后果是每当一个月过不到一半,便有可能开始饱一顿饥一顿地饿肚子,至于那个从小便因为营养不良,长相矮小丑陋的女孩,更是成为了易怒的母亲随时随地怨怼打骂的对象。Insuchenvironment as longasfive years old, the situation in empirehas tendedunderstands, the prince of Wollfamily/homesupportbecame the emperor, howeverunder the ingeniousoperation of Ivsanfamily member, even ifsupportedotherprince, after thronedetermination, the momentum of Ivsanfamily/homeunexpectedlybecomesmore prominent, asonlytimesempireimperial family„emperordragon” the ArterRoukka'ssecondrespected family, the influencesurpassedWollfamily/homeby far. However, the prince who becauseis intimate withthisfamilysucceeds to the throne, the situation of Wollfamily/homeis also improvedstep by step, generally speaking, can be the happyaspect. Butinrelativelygentle the situationinthis, some originalmistakes, as ifalsograduallyturns into the matter that canforgive, the most directconsequence, wasWollfamily/homehad relaxedto the suppression of girlmaternal home, suchrelaxation, as iflettend to the collapseedge'slittlefamilyto see the hope of rebirth.
在这样的环境中长到五岁,帝国的局势已经趋于明了,沃尔家原本支持的王子成为了皇帝,然而在伊夫利特家人的巧妙运作下,纵然支持了别的王子,王座确定之后,伊夫利特家的声势竟然变得更为显赫,作为仅次帝国皇室“帝龙”阿特罗卡的第二大家族,势力远远地超过了沃尔家。不过,由于亲近本家族的王子继位,沃尔家的情况也在一步步好转,总的来说,算得上是皆大欢喜的局面。而在这中相对平和的态势中,原本的一些过错,似乎也就渐渐变成了可以原谅的事情,最直接的后果,是沃尔家已经放松了对女孩母家的打压,这样的放松,似乎让趋于崩溃边缘的小家族又看到了重生的希望。Everythingdoes not know the weight, the pureverificationchestdoes not have the braingreatly, that woman of braingreatlylonggrassnotby the possibility that Wollfamily/homeacceptsagain, the onlyhope, thenhas the little girl of pureWollfamily/homebloodline. However, thenlittle girlappearancewas not only ugly, is feeble, whenbirththatfearfulmassive hemorrhage, Qizhi was also the lateness, started the learnedto speakbyfouryears old, after thatfrequentlywas beaten and scoldedby mother, the characteralsobecameeccentrictimid. AfterWollfamily/homehas seenalreadybecomeshead of household'ssecond son, immediatelyis expelled the gate.
凡事不知轻重,纯粹印证胸大无脑,脑大长草的那名妇人没有被沃尔家再度接受的可能,唯一的希望,便是拥有着纯正沃尔家血统的小女孩。然而,当时的小女孩不仅长相难看,身体孱弱,由于出生时那场可怕的大出血,启智也是非常之迟,到得四岁才开始学会说话,此后常常被母亲打骂,性格也变得孤僻胆小。在沃尔家见过已经成为家主的二公子之后,当即又被赶出了门去。„Such a retardedmonster, said that ismy daughter...... thatwomanis lascivious, whoknows that issheliveswithwhom!”
“这样的一个弱智怪物,也说是我的女儿……那个女人淫荡下贱,谁知道是她跟谁生出来的!”Afterbeing expelledWollfamily/home, the woman who at that timelonelydifficult and has been deliberately badthenstartsto look for the newdonoror the backer, althoughsome of heras beforebeauties, buthad dallied withbyWollfamily/homesecond sonwho the womanalsodaresto want, since toafterward, the woman can only the pathfindingin the civilians, severalyears, contact the man of herbodyto be countless, the lasciviouswindcomments is also renowned. Butfor all that initiallyalsowhenWollfamily/home, she can also actually be calledmaintains one's moral integrity. Childandher fatherwhetherhas the blood relationship, everyoneis well aware, howeveropposite party, sinceclarifiesdoes not recognize, tends toweakpeoplenaturallynot to dareto maketwo people conduct the blood testwith great courage. The only means that aremaketwo peoplecry, to expect that to the peoplein the entrance of Wollfamily/homeis noisyevery day the matter, looks foranotheropportunity. Naturally, if the opposite partyis in a ragetwo peoplemassacresdirectly, the disasternaturallyalsoanddoes not arrive attheirbodies.
在被赶出沃尔家之后,当时寂寞难奈而且已经自暴自弃的女人便开始寻找新的金主或者靠山,只是虽然她依旧有些姿色,但被沃尔家二公子玩过的女人谁还敢要,到得后来,女人就只能在平民中寻找目标,几年以来,接触过她身体的男人不计其数,淫荡的风评也是远近闻名。但虽然如此,当初还在沃尔家的时候,她其实也是称得上守身如玉的。孩子与她的父亲是否有血缘,大家都心知肚明,然而对方既然摆明不认,趋于弱势的人们自然不敢斗胆让两人进行验血。唯一的办法,就是让两人每日在沃尔家的门口向众人哭告,以期望将事情闹大,寻找另一次机会。当然,假如对方一怒之下将两人直接杀掉,灾祸自然也及不到他们的身上来。Every dayinkneelson the streetcriesto ask, looks the crowd that communicationcasts the vision of variousgaze, wasat that timecharactereccentrictimidlittle missdeepestfrightenedone, becausesuffers mother to beat and scoldfrequently, the girlwill not easily sob, towin the sympathy of passer-by, asmother'swomanis hardto speakat the little missdarkviolent treachery, theseminor mattersarrivedafterwardhave not been ableto rememberclearly, deeplyengravedonlyin the mind, was mother toseekto become the opportunity that Gaborpersonsympathized withpitifully, will not have the little girl of protectionto pushfrom the roof, thenbroke the experience of left leg.
每日里跪在街上哭求,看着来往的人群投来各种各样注视的目光,是当时性格孤僻胆小的小姑娘最深的恐惧之一,由于常常挨母亲打骂,女孩轻易都不会哭泣,为了博得路人的同情,身为母亲的女人在小姑娘身上暗施的毒手难以言说,那些小事到得后来已经无法记得清楚,唯一深深镌刻在脑海中的,则是母亲为了寻求变得更加凄惨、更加博人同情的机会,将毫无防备的小女孩从屋顶上推下去,进而摔断左腿的经历。In order tograspthis„good opportunity”, the intelligenceto have been close to the crazywomannot sending to the treatment the daughterat that time, but before hugs the child who the legis weeping and wailingto kneelVolxfront door , to continue to entreat. Alsoisthistime, alarmednamedSophiaamp;amp;8226;Woll'sfemale the compassion, intreats the woundlegafter the little girl, caught an opportunityforher.
为了抓紧这个“好机会”,当时神智已接近疯狂的女人没有将女儿送去医治,而是抱着断腿哭喊的孩子跪到沃尔家大门前继续求告。也是这一次,惊动了一位名叫索菲亚amp;amp;8226;沃尔的女子的恻隐之心,在为小女孩治疗好伤腿之后,为她争取到了一次机会。„......, so long ashasachievementsin the magic, martial skillorgold metallurgyany, in the family/homewill acknowledgeher, does not request is too high, so long ascanenter the middle rankbefore age 20, was OK......”
“……只要在魔法、武技或者炼金任何一项上有所建树,家里就会承认她,也不要求太高,只要能够在20岁以前进入中阶,便可以了……”Magic, martial skillandgold metallurgy, thisisthreeabilities that the world'smostpeopleregard as important. Theoccupationgeneralevaluationfor the third-orderninelevels, 12third-levelisunder the step, 456levelsare the middle rank, 789levelsforhigh rank, if the ultrastepabovethis, is not the social class that is evaluatedby the association, the glory of butfor the peopleacknowledging. Gives the devil his due, at age 20achieved the middle rankin some one, notno onecanachieve, itsprobabilityprobably about 2%, in other words, 100peoplewas calledtwo people of talent, canreachsuchstandard.
魔法、武技、炼金,这是当今世界最为人看重的三种本领。其职业一般评定为三阶九级,一二三级为下阶,四五六级为中阶,七八九级则为高阶,而若在这之上的超阶,则不是由公会评定的阶级,而是为众人所承认的荣耀了。平心而论,20岁之前在这某一项上达到中阶,并非没有人能够做到,其概率大概在百分之二左右,也就是说,一百人中被称为天才的两人,可以达到这样的标准。2% nd , is not1/10000is not1/1000000, thecondition that Wollfamily/homeput forwardwas not excessive, becausehashanded down in the familygiving up studyinmanyaristocratic family, for exampleWollfamily/home„swallowed the day of demonwolfto kill”, for exampleIvsanfamily/home„the clearness of boa constrictor”, againfor exampleArterRoukkafamily/home„kingJialongbody”. Oncecoordinatestheseabsolute technique, after the training of system, most peoplecanachieve the middle ranktitlebefore age 20, butis unable to obtainanyhelpregardingthis time, moreoverbrainslowlittle girl, mustreach the standardthroughowneffort, actuallydifficultsuch asto ascend to heavenwithout a doubt, people who anyhave the reasondoes not think that shecanachieve.
百分之二,既不是万分之一也不是百万分之一,沃尔家提出的这个条件并不过分,因为在许多的贵族家庭中都有着家传的绝学,譬如沃尔家的“吞天魔狼杀”,譬如伊夫利特家的“王蛇之晴”,再譬如阿特罗卡家的“王甲龙身”。一旦配合这些绝学,经过系统的训练,大多数人都能在20岁前达到中阶职称,但对于此时无法得到任何帮助而且脑筋迟钝的小女孩来说,要通过自己的努力达到标准,却毫无疑问难如登天,任何有理智的人都不会认为她能够做到。
The impracticablegoal, is actually everyone'sonlyhopeat present, from then on, was not waited the little miss who seesthento become the one's favorite of peopleby mother initially, eats the bestthing, by the besteducation, some that shemustdo is only then practiced, daypractices the nightto practice, practicing of dying. Becauseherbodyoriginallyemaciated, cultivating the martial skillnaturallyisinvalid, becauseQizhiis too late, the peopleverynaturalexcludedlearn/studygold metallurgyforher, after thatis left over, is the magic.
难以实现的目标,却是目前大家唯一的希望,从那以后,当初不受母亲待见的小姑娘便成了众人的心头肉,吃最好的东西,受最好的教育,她唯一要做的一点便是修炼,日练夜练,没命的练。由于她身体本就孱弱,修炼武技自然是行不通,而因为启智太晚,众人很自然地为她剔除了学习炼金这一项,此后剩下的,便是魔法。Unceasingcontemplation, learn/studyandcultivation, becomeall that the girlwas then arrangedsince childhood, asincrease of graduallyage, shealsotriedto give uporrevolt, however the strength of entiremembers of the same familyis fearful, althoughstartsthesepeoplethennot to dareto harmhertohervaluefrom the understandingagain, but when thismanypeopletoexpress when the method that variously the kinshiporimplored urgentlycoped withher, heralwaysplacessubmit. Somepeoplewept and wailed, somepeopleto entreatbeforeherbeforeher, somepeople appealed that somepeopleeducated with reason, as formothers, thenas alwaysstared atherwith that desperateandpalelook, urgedherunceasinglydiligently.
不断的冥想、学习、修炼,成了女孩从小便被安排好的一切,随着年龄的渐渐增加,她也曾经试图过放弃或者反抗,然而整个亲族的力量是可怕的,虽然从认识到她的价值开始这些人便不敢再伤害她,但当这许多人以各种各样表示亲情或者苦苦哀求的手段来对付她时,她总是一次次地屈服了。有人在她面前哭喊、有人在她面前哀求,有人动之以情,有人晓之以理,至于母亲,则一如既往地用那种绝望而苍白的眼神凝望她,促使她不断努力。„Only thenyouthenmusthave prospects, canletus......”
“只有你便得更有出息,才能让我们……”Whatlettheir? Letthemagain the aristocratstatus that restoresto abuse power, helpingthemhave the lastauspicious day......, but, canmakethemlove itselftruly?
让他们什么呢?让他们再次恢复作威作福的贵族身份,让他们过上好日子……但是,能让他们真正的疼爱自己吗?Is flowingpeople of similarbloodobviously, no onewill actually regard the family membertruly, butwill regardto treadto the roadstone of happypalace. This point, the girlthoughtearly, shehas also longed forloves of thesepeople, however, the heartis hotter, the heartis colder.
明明是流着类似血液的人们,却没有一个人真正将自己当成亲人,而只是将自己当成踏向幸福殿堂的路石。这一点,女孩早早地想到了,她也曾经渴望过这些人的疼爱,然而,心越热,心愈冷。
After the childhoodaptitudewas not necessarily ableto see, walks, with the most painstakingtraining, the girlwas also revealedto behertalentgradually. Since sevenyears old accept fate, nineyears old thenpassed the test of juniormagician, 12years old through the second-leveltest, 15years old smoothlyenter the third-level, by16 years old, then the advancement in grademiddle rank, obtainedfamily'sacknowledgmentlike the initialagreementgenerally. Butas if the ugly ducklingis common, initiallythatuglydiminutivemissalsotransformedunexpectedlymore and morebeautifully, when 18years old enter the stepfivelevels are honored as the Danmaaristocratinstitute'sfirstbeautiful woman and firstmagictalent.
小时候的资质未必可以看到以后,一路走来,随着最刻苦的训练,女孩也渐渐绽露出属于她的才华。自从七岁认命之后,九岁便通过了初级魔法师的考试,十二岁通过二级考试,十五岁顺利进入三级,到了十六岁,便进级中阶,如同当初的约定一般得到了家族的承认。而仿佛丑小鸭一般,当初那个丑陋矮小的姑娘竟也蜕变得越来越美,十八岁进阶五级时更是被誉为丹玛贵族学院第一美女、第一魔法天才。
...... The firstbeautiful woman, the firsttalent...... maysomepeoplestillremember,what kind ofgirlinitiallyshewas, experiencestraining how to be unbearable, lostchildhoodactually, can only bring the harm the kinship, the eye of motherthatgaze, byinnumerabletearsandsobs that sheswallowed, finallybecame the ice-coldheart...... this timeshe, has becomeno longerbelievesanybody, except for...... thatinmountainZhongxiao Townbyoneselfwere called„paternal aunt”female.
呵……第一美女,第一天才……可有人还记得,当初她是个怎样的女孩子,经历了怎样不堪忍受的训练,失却的童年,只能带来伤害的亲情,母亲那注视的眼睛,被她生生咽下的无数眼泪与哭泣,终于变得冰冷的心……此时的她,已经变得不再相信身边的任何人,除了……那个远在山中小镇的被自己称为“姑姑”的女子。
The nobledeportment, the ice-coldmakings, makingher the object who Danmamanyaristocratspursue, is goodto haveWollfamily/homeyoung lady'sstatus, thesetalentsare insufficientto deceive peopleusingfamily'sinfluence. After enteringfivelevels, shekeptDanmaaristocratschoolto be a teacher, the originalanticipation, treatedto mother like thispassed away, after the family the personno longerneededto help, departsquietly, whoknows that after Wollfamily/home acknowledged that anotherdestinyalsofollows on somebody's heels.
高贵的仪态,冰冷的气质,使得她成为了丹玛许多贵族追逐的对象,好在有着沃尔家小姐的身份,那些人才不至于利用家族的势力欺人。进入五级之后,她留在了丹玛贵族学院当一名老师,原本的期待,是就这样待到母亲去世,家族中人不再需要自己帮助后悄悄离去,谁知道被沃尔家承认后,另一项命运也接踵而来。
A paperengagement.
一纸婚约。Thatisaftershesuccessfullyenters the stepsixlevels of masters the fathergivesoneself„pleasant surprise”. „Promising, educatednobleCount......”later, shereceivedpaternal aunt'sletter, planned that transfers the smoke from kitchen chimneystown/subduesto live in the arrival of thatwedding, then there, sheran into a man, untilbody and mindthoroughreduces......
那是在她成功进阶六级法师后父亲给自己的“惊喜”。“一名有前途、有教养的高贵伯爵……”随后,她接到了姑姑的来信,打算转去炊烟镇一直住到那门婚事的到来,便在那里,她遇到了一名男子,直到身心的彻底沦落……„...... flatterrecalled,youdo know? That night, the paternal auntmustleave behindyou, Iplanned that inthatlategave itselfyou, afterward after...... afterwardyoursuch, inmyheart the painwas sad, wasbecausedoes not hope that yoursuchzhanhadme, was......, butnext morning, yousuchabandonedme, did youknow? I...... reallyfeltsameat that time......”
“……阿忆,你知道吗?那天晚上,姑姑要将你留下,我就打算在那晚把自己交给你,后来……后来被你那样了之后,我心中痛苦悲伤,是因为不希望你那样的zhan有我,可是……可是第二天早上,你就那样扔下了我,你知道吗?我当时……真觉得死了一样……”SupportsTangYibody, is tellingin the mewlin a soft voice, has changed the dry/doesclothingforher, becauseis afraidhercoldto have a feveragain, TangYiwrings out the hottowel, spreadsforheron the forehead.
拥着唐忆的身体,芙尔娜在低泣中轻声诉说着,已经为她换好了干的衣裤,因为害怕她再次感冒发烧,唐忆将热毛巾拧干,为她敷在额头上。„...... flatterrecalled,askedyou, do not abandonmeagain,...... IandImade the mistake the matter, youcanmetell that...... canscoldmeto hitme, Icanchange......, but, do not abandonme, except forpaternal aunt, Ionly thenyou...... flatterrecalled,askedyou......”
“……阿忆,求求你,不要再扔下我,好吗……我、我做错了事情,你可以跟我说……可以骂我打我,我一定会改的……可是,别扔下我,除了姑姑,我就只有你了……阿忆,求求你……”Becauseherintelligencehas soberedto come, TangYidoes not darecloselyto hugheragainas before, butputsherwaist a hand, anotherhandcomes outto move the dry firewood in fire of high-piled firewoodspatially, listening toherto sobfor a long time, just nowsaid: „Actually...... youright......”
由于她的神智已经清醒过来,唐忆不敢再像以前一样紧紧地抱着她,只是将一只手放上她的腰肢,另一只手则空出来拨动着火堆中的干柴,听着她哭泣了许久,方才说道:“其实……你没错……”Heardhimto saylike this,bodyshook, intensified the effort of hugunexpectedly, cried saying: „You...... haven't youbeen willingto forgiveme?”
听得他这样说,芙尔娜身躯一震,蓦地加大了拥抱的力度,哭道:“你……你还不肯原谅我吗?”„Not.”TangYismilesgently, „actually...... asthensituation, youyesright, butIlost the reasonsuddenly, ifcantellyouat that timewell, even iftoldMadameSophia the truth, shewas good-hearted, shouldnot feel embarrassedus. In...... wasmywas not at that time right, ifwere more sane, will not havenowthis......”
“不是的。”唐忆柔和地笑笑,“其实……作为当时的情况,你是没错的,只是我一时间失去了理智,要是当时能跟你好好说,就算把实情告诉索菲亚夫人,她心地善良,应该也不会为难我们吧。只是在当时……都是我的不对,要是更理智一些,就不会发生现在这样……”„ButIlikethis......”sayingin a low voice,„because ofthis, that night, Ialsonot necessarilydaresreallyto have the relationswithyou......, butpresentthisappearance, althoughinmyheartcomplained aboutyouat that time, butfor these days, inmyheartsad, is...... is quite warm, youcansuchtome, be ableto enclaspme, plays the bamboo fluteforme, you...... youhitmytime, Ireallyfelt, Iwasyour......”
“可我喜欢这样……”芙尔娜低声说道,“要不是因为这样,那天晚上,我也未必敢真的和你发生关系吧……可是现在这个样子,虽然当时我心中怨你,但是这几天来,我心中伤心,可是……可是好温暖,你能那样子对我,能抱紧我,为我吹笛子,你……你打我的时候,我真的感觉到了,我是你的……”Youhitmytime, Ireallyfelt, Iwasyour...... hearthese words, TangYicannot help buthad doubtsknits the brows, actuallyheardherto sayby a lightersound.
你打我的时候,我真的感觉到了,我是你的……听到这句话,唐忆不由得疑惑地皱了皱眉,却听得她以更轻的声音说起来。„...... flatterrecalled,Ilikeandlikingyouhittingme...... , is yourthing, youwill beginto hither, right......”
“……阿忆,我喜欢、喜欢你打我……只有属于你的东西,你才会动手打她,对吗……”„Butyouare not the thing, is a person.”
“可你不是东西,是人啊。”„...... Such, Ilike...... flatterrecallingeven, Iam youngtime, had sufferedmanytimehits, but...... onetimehas not beenbecausecaresmy, howno onecares aboutme, no onewhenIwill do the wrong thingwill hitmeandto scoldme, theywill care, only thenthey, but...... I, butyoutodid not hitbecause ofmea moment ago, IandIwill likesuchfeeling......, becauseyouwill care aboutme, makingmefeel that...... Ihavebyyou......”
“……就算那样,我还是喜欢……阿忆,我小的时候,捱过很多次打,可是……没有一次是因为关心我的,没有人在乎我怎么样,没有人会在我做错事的时候打我、骂我,他们在乎的,都只有他们自己,可是……可是你刚才是因为我不对而打的我,我、我喜欢这样的感觉……因为你在乎我,让我感到……我被你拥有着……”This...... is the psychological abnormalityto a certain extent. Butis goodto feel sad, becausehopes that hadbyothers, was caredbyothers, even ifwere hitstill...... inTangYixinto sighoneindifferently. Onlyhearsto ask: „flatterrecalled that...... the flurrymiss, sheandshewere all right?”
这……算是某种程度上的心理变态吧。可是好心酸,因为希望被别人拥有,被别人在乎,即使被打也无所谓吗……唐忆心中微叹一声。只听得芙尔娜问道:“阿忆,那个……小雪姑娘,她、她没事了吗?”„Was all right.”TangYifumohergolden hair, was sayingin a soft voice.
“没事了。”唐忆抚mo着她的一头金发,轻声道。„Does she...... hateme?”Askedanxiously.
“那她……恨我吗?”芙尔娜紧张地问道。„Ihad mentionedyouwithherbefore.”TangYismiles, „becomes the aristocratyoung lady of friendwithme, butshehas not seenyourappearance, after Ihave explained that knows that is the misunderstanding...... the flurryshewill not hate the person.”
“我以前和她说起过你。”唐忆笑了笑,“一个和我成为了朋友的贵族小姐,只是她没见过你的样子,我解释过之后,知道是误会……小雪她不会恨人的。”„Can that...... leadmeto seeher?” The eyeis looking atTangYiexpression, shealsosaysimmediatelyanxiously, „, if...... if not convenient, Ialso...... IandIwantto apologizewithher, said that the soundsorry......”
“那……可以带我去见她吗?”眼望着唐忆的表情,她立刻又紧张地说道,“要是……要是不方便,我也……我、我只是想跟她道歉,说声对不起……”Herissuehas not been repliedimmediately, after TangYiwangher, just nowsends outforced smileslightly, twohandsgraspedher: „I...... Iam thinking that these daysmatter......, the premiseisyouwants certainly, I...... Iwill take responsibilitytoyou, but......”helooks atfullyis being„wanting” the expressionlook, somewhatstutteringsaid/tunnel, „, but...... givesme...... meto know that like thissaidis very mean, but...... Ihope......”
她的问题并没有立刻得到回答,唐忆望了她一阵之后,方才发出微微的苦笑,两只手抱住了她:“我……我在想这些天的事情……芙尔娜,前提当然是你愿意,我……我会对你负责任,可是……”他望着芙尔娜满是“愿意”表情的神色,有些口吃地道,“可是……给我……我知道这样说起来很卑鄙,可是……我还是希望……”„flatterrecalled,Igive you timeto consider......”has not said that thensaidin a soft voice, sheenclaspedTangYi, the cheeksstuck toTangYichest, could not see the expression, „, but...... flatterrecalled,do not abandonmeagain,......, so long ascanmakemefollowyou, myanything, Iwill not compelyou, Iknow that younoware very difficultto be...... youaresuchloveyour wife, I...... Iwasanything, Iwishfullyfell in love withyou......, but, flatterrecalled,Ireallylovedyour, so long asdo not abandon. I, makingmefollowyou...... Ito guarantee, youandyouwantmytime, Iwill not mind, youwithflurry , Iwill not disturb, ifone day, youreallydislikedme, I...... Iwill also disappearforever, ifyoua littlelikeme, does not dislikeme, makingmefollowyou......”
“阿忆,我给你时间考虑……”还没说完,芙尔娜便轻声说道,她抱紧了唐忆,脸颊贴住唐忆的胸口,看不见表情,“可是……阿忆,别再扔下我,好吗……只要能让我跟着你,我什么都可以的,我不会逼你,我知道你现在很难做……你是那样的爱你的妻子,我……我算是什么呢,我只是一厢情愿地爱上了你而已……可是,阿忆,我是真的爱你的,只要你别扔下我,让我跟着你……我保证,你、你想要我的时候,我不会介意,你跟小雪在一块的时候,我也不会去打搅,假如有一天,你真的讨厌了我,我……我也会永远消失的,可是如果你有一点的喜欢我,不讨厌我,让我跟着你……”„Do not saylike this.”TangYibaoshe, the eye socketis somewhat wet, hearssuchvindicating, said that is not affectedis false, is only......
“别这样说。”唐忆抱着她,眼眶有些湿,听到这样的表白,说不感动是假的,只是……„...... Iwill not dislikeyour, has not wantedyounot to wantyouranything, you are a goodmiss, Ido not have the meansnot to likeyou. What to dohowever...... Ido not know should, Irequiresometime. Moreover, person who you have the soulto have the thought that Ihope that youhandle the matter that yourselfwantto handle......”
“……我不会讨厌你的,也没有要你不要你什么的,芙尔娜,你是个好姑娘,我没办法不喜欢你。但是……我不知道该怎么办,我需要一些时间。而且,你是个有灵魂有思想的人,我希望你做你自己想做的事情……”„Iwantyouto loveme, wantsto followyou, even...... did not have the soulstilllineeven......”twittering.
“我想要你爱我,想要跟着你,就算……就算没有了灵魂也行……”芙尔娜呢喃着。Two peoplehugin the same place, inheart a piecelike, butTangYifeelschaoticin the happinessexceptionally, howshoulddo? Absolutelydoes not have the answer.
两人抱在一起,芙尔娜心中一片欢喜,但唐忆却在甜蜜中感到混乱异常,该怎么做呢?完全没有答案。However, onin this period of time, TangYipromisedherto leadherto go to the bamboo houseearly tomorrow morning, thenlived the lastdaysthere. At presentsuchsituation, hefeelsreallyweak, the draggingalthoughextremelywill be as far as possible meanin the future, butcandoonlythis.
不过,就在这段时间里,唐忆还是答应了她明天一早就带她去竹楼,然后在那里住上一段日子。目前这样的情况,他着实感到无力,尽量拖延往后尽管太过卑鄙,但能做的唯此而已。Outside of mausoleum chamber, moonhad risengradually, not far awayalsograduallyexudes the silverlight, before long, the shininggianthair bulbthenshotall over the bodyvivaciously, saw with own eyessuchthing, was quite cannot help but curious.
地宫的外面,月亮已经渐渐升了起来,不远处也逐渐泛起银光,不一会儿,通体发亮的巨大毛球便蹦蹦跳跳地弹了过来,眼见到这样的东西,芙尔娜不由得颇为好奇。Likes the lovablethingis the instinct of woman, the hair bulbwhole bodyis attractive, someoriginallyalsofears, thenbut after lettingTangYishakes handto touchseveralnext, likeit. Herthesedayshave not actually eatenwhatsubstantivefood, at this time the whole bodysomewhatis soft, standsto leanin the body of hair bulb, is feelingsoft of frontlifeform, looks atTangYiweisheto make the milletmeatgruel.
喜欢可爱的事物是女人的天性,毛球全身漂亮柔软,芙尔娜原本还有些害怕,不过让唐忆拉着手摸了几下之后便喜欢上了它。她这几日其实都没吃什么有分量的食物,此时浑身还有些软绵绵的,站起来倚靠在毛球的身体上,一面感受着面前生物的柔软,一面看着唐忆为她煮小米肉粥。„...... flatterrecalled,whatthingthisis?”
“……阿忆,这到底是什么东西?”„Does not know,shouldlivelong beforehere, the circlemostlikedplayingon the activeflurrywithitonten in May/five months......”
“不知道,应该很早以前就在这里住着了吧,每逢十五月圆就能动小雪最喜欢跟它玩了……”„Flurry...... shehas not cometoday, because ofme?”
“小雪……她今天没来,是因为我吗?”Nods, TangYidao: „Do not be oversensitive, no, the flurryis notdoes not likeyou, butfearedyoudo not likeher, tomorrowyoucanseeher.”
点了点头,唐忆道:“别多心,没什么的,小雪不是不喜欢你,而是怕你不喜欢她,明天你就能见到她了。”„.”Complied withone, turned aroundto bend downon the body of hair bulb, „, but, 15timescanmove, shouldbedepends upon the moonlight the strengthactuated, in the book said that only thenancient timesperiodminoritydemon...... will shinelike thisall over the body, had the whisker, greatly was so so lovable...... wú, where has probably looked......”
“哦。”芙尔娜应了一声,转身伏在了毛球的身体上,“不过,十五的时候能够动,应该是依靠月光的力量来驱动的吧,书上说,只有远古时期少数的魔物才会这样啊……通体发光,有触须,这么大这么可爱……唔,好像在什么地方看过呢……”Shetwittering, the visionhas been sweepingall aroundin a low voiceoccasionally, usuallyliveshere, regardless of the nightequallyis darkduring the daytime, althoughthere is a fire of high-piled firewood, butcannot seetoomanyplaces. At this timeis depending upon the ray of hair bulb, shesawonepile of ruins of not far away, passed throughmanyyearsrelated, somestrangewriting that butabovedeeplycarvescansee clearlyas before.
她低声地呢喃着,目光偶尔扫过四周,平时住在这里,无论白天黑夜都一样暗,虽然有火堆,但是看不到太多的地方。此时依靠着毛球的光线,她才看到了不远处的一堆废墟,有关经过了许多年的时间,但上面深深刻下的一些古怪文字依旧可以看清。
The ancient timeswriting, spreadbasicallywas equal tonot having, howeveronthatseveralcharacters, actuallybrought toherattention, thatwasin the proper noun that insomebooksaw, remembers that was...... GelugAnna!
远古的文字,流传下来的基本上等于没有,然而那上面有几个字,却引起了她的注意,那是在某本书上看到的特有名词,记得是……格鲁安娜!„!”Calls out in alarm, herbodydraws backunexpectedlyreturns toTangYiarmsbut actually, speculatesTangYito have a scare, thathair bulbas ifalsohas a scare, jumpedtowardbehind, laterjumped, whyas ifalso is curioussheloudlyto respond.
“啊!”的一声惊呼,她的身体蓦地退倒回唐忆的怀里,倒把唐忆吓了一跳,那毛球似乎也吓了一跳,往后面蹦了出去,随后又跳了过来,似乎也在好奇她为什么这么大反应。„What's wrong?”
“怎么了?”„, GelugAnna...... the greatalmighty troops...... flatterrecalled,thiswas...... is the ancient timesalchemyhighestproduct...... destroyed the greatalmighty troopses in the world it is saidandit is said......”
“格、格鲁安娜……巨神兵……阿忆,这个是……是远古炼金术的最高产物……据说、据说毁灭了世界的巨神兵……”
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