By starlight, young childfliesto the sky, fliestoJingxinyuan of academy, the place that Xu Xiantheyoccupy, stopsin the rooms in twopeople of rooms, exudeswū wū the callsuddenly, thissoundonly thencanhearbytechnique.
趁着夜色,小儿头飞向天空,飞向书院的静心苑,正是许仙他们所居的地方,在二人房间的屋上停下,突地发出呜呜的呼声,这声音只有受术者才能听到。„Quitenoisy, pain, Scholar, myheadgoodpain!”
“好吵啊,痛,汉文,我的头好痛啊!”Xu Xianis preparingsolutionclothesto go to sleep, Pan Yuactuallyshouts the painsuddenlygreatly, Xu Xiangoes forwardhastily, Pan Yuholdshiswrist/skill, falls intohisarms, the mouthexudes the painfulmoan.许仙正准备解衣入睡,潘玉却突然大呼喊痛,许仙连忙上前,潘玉一把抓住他的手腕,跌进他怀里,嘴里发出痛苦的呻吟声。„What is up, Clear Jade?”Xu Xiananxiousis asking, in the bosom the shiveringperson seems to be thinnerinthis moment.
“你怎么啦,明玉?”许仙焦急的问着,怀中颤抖人在这一刻似乎更加消瘦。Xu Xiancalled for helploudly, outside the roomdisorderlysound of footsteps, awakened the schoolfellow in next doorfinally. Knocks at the doorto ask: „What's wrong, how.”许仙大声呼救,房外一阵凌乱的脚步声,终于惊醒了隔壁的同窗。拍门问着:“怎么啦,怎么啦。”„Do not pat, looks for the doctorquickly.”Xu Xianbellows, hewants himselfto look, butbosomPan Yutightis hugginghim, anotherhandholdshiswrist/skillstubbornly, the strengthbigbasiscannot work loose.
“别拍了,快去找大夫。”许仙一声大吼,他想要自己去找,只是怀里的潘玉紧紧的抱着他,另一只手死死的抓住他的手腕,力量大的根本挣脱不开。Soon, „doctorcame, the doctorcame, Xu Xianopens the doorquickly!”Knocking at the doorsoundis more intense, Xu Xian in roomisanxiousextremely. Bends down, in a low voiceinPan Yuearbank, withcoaxingchildtone: „Clever, firstdrops, Ifind the personto helpyou.”Pan Yuis shutting tightly the eyes, slowlylets go, Xu Xianopens the doorimmediately. A venerable of whitebeardseems like a doctor, staringXu Xian„soto be how slow, killswhat to do, nephewonlyyou of governorSirtake on?” The turning arounddoorcloses.
不久之后,“大夫来了,大夫来了,许仙快开门啊!”门外的拍门声更加激烈,房中的许仙何尝不是焦急万分。俯下身,低声在潘玉耳畔,用哄孩子口气道:“乖,先放手,我去找人帮你。”潘玉紧闭着双眼,慢慢松手,许仙立刻去开门。一个白胡子的老先生看起来就是大夫,瞪了一眼许仙“怎么这么慢,出了人命怎么办,总督大人的侄子只你担当的起的吗?”说完转身将门关上。In the darksky, young childcircledtwoto flyto the night breezegarden.
在黑暗的天空中,小儿头盘旋了两圈又飞向晚风园。In the eveningherestsis just fragrant, somepeopleknock at the door, originally the eldest childhas not been glad, sets outslowly. Butoutside the roomdoes not know that whoshoutedone, governorSirnephewYoung MasterPan Yu. Hejumpsimmediatelyfrom the bed, direct impacthere, agile the scholars who guidecontinuallyfeel ashamed of one's inferiority.
他晚上睡的正香,有人拍门,本来还老大不乐意,缓缓起身。但屋外不知谁喊了一句,总督大人的侄子潘玉公子。他立刻从床上跳起来,直冲这里,敏捷的连带路的秀才都自愧不如。Whereat this timeXu Xianhandled jointly withhimto haggle over, askinghimto hurryto see a doctor, thisdoctorfirstwas that different the appearanceyouhaggled over, going forwardwasPan Yutakes the pulse.
这时候许仙哪里会同他计较,请他赶紧看病,这大夫一副先不同你计较的样子,上前为潘玉把脉。„Common coldenters the brain, Young Master Panfeared that was the brainwind, thissicknesssuchanxiety, feared that was not quite easyto treat, the old manwent backseveralmedicinesto try.” The doctorsaidself-effacingly.
“风邪入脑,潘公子怕是中了脑风,这病来的如此之急,怕是不太容易医治,老夫回去开几付药试试吧。”大夫摇头晃脑的说。Butthis momentPan Yuactuallyawoke, has a look at the clothing, but alsowantsnot to remove. Saidsubmissively: „Thanked the mister, Imany, will eatyouto openseveralto think that nowtomorrowagainrecovered.”
而此刻潘玉却醒了,看看衣衫,还要没有褪去。拱手道:“谢谢先生了,我现在好些了,明天再吃您开几付想必就痊愈了。”Indoctorheartonehappy, completelyforgot the diagnosis, is striking one's chestto sayPan Yu is not affected much, saidseveraldignifiedwordsdepart. Outside the roomXia Ziqiblocks the doctor saying: „Brother Panhow.”
大夫心中一喜,全然忘了刚才的诊断,拍着胸脯说潘玉无大碍,又说了几句体面话才离去。屋外夏子期拦住大夫道:“潘兄怎么样了。”„Has the old manhere, is not naturally affected much, pleasereturn!”
“有老夫在此,自然无大碍,诸位请回吧!”variouspeoplerelax, in the Xia Ziqiheartfaintlysomewhatis disappointed.
诸人都松了口气,夏子期心中却隐隐有些失望。„Was Clear Jade, really all right? Butthatold mansaida moment ago.”Xu Xiansomeasking of hesitation.
“明玉,真的没事了吗?可刚才那老头说。”许仙有些犹疑的问道。Pan Yusaid with a smile: „Youhave not listened, is the medicinegoodto governdoes not get sickto think the merit?”Even the liquorawokeevidently, seemed really all right.潘玉笑道:“你没听过,医之好治不病以为功吗?”看样子连酒都醒了,似乎真的没事了。Xu Xianalsounderstands that ancienthealthcare environment, the doctorsaw a doctornecessaryfirstsaysextremelyseriously the condition of patient, like thiscuredis the medical skillis certainly profound, not being able to curewasfate willed it so. Butthisstems from«Bian QueTo seeCaiHengPeriod of five days»wordsalwaysmakeshimfeel that someare inauspicious.许仙也明白古代的医疗环境,医生看病必要先把病人的病情说得极为严重,这样治好了当然是自己医术精深,治不好就是命该如此。但这句出自《扁鹊见蔡恒候》的话总让他感觉有些不吉利。Xu Xianfeels the wrist/skillto be painfulsuddenly, lowers the headlooked,is left behind a row of azurefinger markby the wrist/skill that Pan Yugrips, someslightlyswollen.许仙突然感觉手腕生疼,低头一看,被潘玉握住的手腕留下一排青色的指痕,略微有些浮肿。„Scholar!”Xu Xiansee you laterPan Yuapologyis looking at itself, Xu Xianshakes the headto indicateto be all right, lags behind the sleevesto cover the wrist/skill, comeshimto be worried about the Pan Yusicknesscompared withthissmallache. Was really all right, butthat timepainbutcleartransmissiononeself.
“汉文!”许仙回头见潘玉歉意的望着自己,许仙摇摇头表示没事,拉下衣袖盖住手腕,比起这小小的疼痛来他还是更担心潘玉的病。真的没事了吗,但那时候的痛苦可是清晰的传递到自己心里。
The night breezegarden, in the Hu Keroom, Hu Keextinguishes the red candle, covers the jar. Wang Shouyipushes the doorto come to ask: „Ok, that sidebecamea hopeless messrandomly.”
晚风园,胡克的房间中,胡克熄灭红烛,盖好瓶子。王守义推门进来问道:“好了吗,那边都乱成一锅粥了。”„Mythishead/number of peopleattachesstomachchildGodnevereasilyto use, the seedhas planted, waited for the harvestto be good, JieJie, in the words of Heavenly Dynastywas the day of being jealousperson with outstanding ability, pretty girls have hard luck, a dyingmorningpointwas very normal.”Hu Kesaid with a smile.
“我这人头附肚童神从不轻易用,种子已经种下了,等着收获就行了,桀桀,用天朝的话说就是天妒英才,红颜薄命,死的早一点很正常。”胡克笑道。Wang Shouyialsosatisfactionsmiled, Pan Yudiesof the secret disease, no onecan calculateonhim. The enemydrops downlike, wasresults in the destinyto be the sameseem like. No, thisis the destiny.
王守义也满意的笑了,潘玉死于隐疾,谁也算不到他身上。只是敌人像这样自己倒下,倒像是自己得了天命一般。不,这就是天命。Next daywakes up, Xu Xianlooksto the Pan Yubed, extraordinaryhas not gotten up early.
第二天醒来,许仙看向潘玉的床铺,出奇的没有早起。Last nightrestedwas too late! Xu Xianis thinking. Went outto bring the breakfastto come back, Pan Yuactuallyalsolayon the bed, Xu Xianthought that somewere not right, pushto awakePan Yu, Pan Yuweakturning the head, thin and pale on facegot downXu Xianto jump.
昨晚睡的太晚了吧!许仙这么想着。出去带了早餐回来,潘玉却还躺在床上,许仙觉得有些不对,推醒潘玉,潘玉无力的转过头来,脸上的憔悴下了许仙一跳。Hedoes not wantto pass the night, a personcansaythinly and palethissituation, originally the mildfaircomplexionnowbecomespale, the eye socketalsoshows the dark pouche, especiallyin the look that profoundandlimpidfeelingdisappears, becamefilledexhaustedly. Evenso, as beforebeautifulastonishment.
他从没想过一夜之间,一个人能够憔悴道这种地步,本来温润白皙的脸色现在变得苍白,眼眶也透出黑眼圈,特别是眼神中那种深邃而清澈的感觉不见了,变得充满了疲惫。只是即便如此,依旧美的惊人。Pan Yutouches the hair, say/way„possiblylast nightdranktoo!”Gets out of bedhasherbreakfastto the table.潘玉摸摸头发,道“可能昨晚喝太多了吧!”下床到桌边吃她的早餐。ButXu Xian the doctor, the rice gruel on tableis ascendingagain the attractiveaura, butPan Yucannot feel the slighthunger. Sincestartsto practice martial art, manyyearshad not fallen ill, thisweakfeeling, makinghersomewhatrepugnant.
而许仙再一次又大夫了,桌上的米粥升腾着诱人的气息,但潘玉却感不到丝毫的饥饿。自从开始习武,已经好多年没有生过病了,这种软弱的感觉,让她有些讨厌。Last nightthatdoctorcameonetime, spokesomeambiguouswords, inwithoutlast nightself-confidence. Opens a sideidle workwill not have hadevenmedicine, departsin a hurry.
昨晚那个大夫又来了一次,说了些模棱两可的话,在没有昨夜的自信。开了一方即便无功也不会有过的药,就匆匆离去。
The Gongtian Academyschoolfellowsvisit, butkept offbyXu Xianinout of the door. Xia Ziqitakessometonicsactuallyto keep offbyXu Xianinout of the door, frownsgreatly„Pan Yuisyourfriend, weshouldgo to visit, youare blocking, is peacefulwhatthoughts.”觐天书院的同窗们纷纷来探望,但都被许仙挡在门外。夏子期拿着一些补品却被许仙挡在门外,不禁大皱眉头“潘玉是不是你一个人的朋友,我们都该进去探望,你偏偏拦着,安得什么心思。”„It is not suitablesees the wind, is not suitablereceives guests, thisisdoctor'scommission, does as you please!”Xu Xianis onlyunemotionalkeeping offin the entrance.
“不宜见风,不宜见客,这是大夫的嘱托,诸位还是请便吧!”许仙只是面无表情的挡在门口。Noontime, the Pan Yuuncle, GovernorPanvisitspersonally. Xu Xianis unsuitableto go instandsinout of the door, soonGovernorPancomes outto look atXu Xian, the injunctionsaid: „Youtake care ofhimwell, Iguaranteeyouto have boundless prospects.”Healsoworried, will say the words that thistypeusuallywill not export. The Elder Brotherentrusts the only sontooneselflooks, ifreallyhas an accidenthere, laterperhapsdoes not have the faceto meet. Hewantsto arrangesomeservantsto serve, butPan Yuinsists onnot permittingunexpectedly, heknowsthisnephewpersonality, has no alternative, can only entrusttoXu Xian.
午时,潘玉的叔叔,潘总督亲自造访。许仙不便进去都站在门外,不久潘总督出来看着许仙,嘱咐道:“你好好照顾他,我保你前途无量。”他也是着急了,才会说出这种平日绝不会出口的话。哥哥将独子托付给自己照顾,若是真在这里出了什么事,以后恐怕都无颜相见。他本想安排些下人来侍候,但潘玉竟然执意不允,他知这侄儿性情,也无可奈何,只能托付给许仙了。Xu Xianknitting the browshead, butlowered the headto say the soundyes.许仙皱了皱眉头,但还是低头说了声“是”。Then the Hangzhou Prefecturefamousdoctorvisitsin abundance, butnocansettle that iswhatsickness. A afternoon has almost not been fishingpure. GovernorSirstarts out the large sum of money, the doctor who wantsto take riskto take the academic honordoes not haveactually not, the pharmacy that butopenswithlookstoPan Yu, snorts contemptuously. Althoughshedoes not understand the technique of qi and huang, but the medical skilllooks atmany, basicmedical principlesactuallyhas understood. Butevenshecould not say herselfiswhatsickness, as ifinvisibleabyssare swallowingherenergyunceasingly.
而后杭州府有名的大夫纷纷上门,但没一个能说定是什么病的。一下午几乎没捞着清净。总督大人开出重金,想冒险取功名的大夫倒不是没有,但开出来的药房拿给潘玉一瞧,都是嗤之以鼻。她虽然不懂岐黄之术,但医术倒是看过不少,基本的医理还是明白的。但即使她自己也说不出自己是得了什么病,仿佛有一个无形的深渊在不断的吞噬她的精力。Day after daythinshecannotget out of bed, no onevisitsagain, the doctordoes not dareto meet this patient, ifcould not cureto angergovernorSir, thattook on the hugeresponsibility. Only thenthatdoctorwas compellednot to have the meansfrom the beginning, prescribessomeuselessmedicinesto comeas before, now the hospitaldoes not open, every dayregretsto worryat home. academy interiorhad the rumorsheto incur the evil spiritsgradually, before the gate, even moredesolate. Manypeopledetourdirectly, notbeforetheirgatepasses through, value that the person of dyingwill not have become friends in any case.
日渐消瘦的她已经不能下床了,再没有人来探望,连大夫也不敢来接她这个病人,万一治不好惹怒了总督大人,那可是担了天大的干系。只有一开始那个大夫被逼着没办法,依旧开出些无用的药来,现在医馆也不开,每天在家里后悔发愁。书院里渐有传言她招了邪祟,门前愈发的冷落。很多人都直接绕道,不从他们门前经过,反正一个将死之人是没有结交的价值的。Fortunatelyhealsoin! Shesaidtooneself.
还好他还在吧!她这么对自己说。„Clear Jade, shouldtake a drug.”In the roomtransmits a medicineto be fragrant, Xu Xiancarriesis making the goodmedicineto sitin the bedside, on the facealsohas the reluctantsmile. Xu Xianhelps upher, shesuchreluctantbytakes a druginhisarms, looked that hescooped uponespoon of earnestblowingto be cool, thenfedhermouth. The medicineis very bitter, buthas comewithherendures patientlyto compare is not worth mentioning. Althoughknowsuselessly, butwantsto dependfor the time beinginhisarms!
“明玉,该吃药了。”屋里传来一阵药香,许仙端着熬好的药坐在床边,脸上还带着勉强的笑容。许仙将她扶起,她就这么勉强的靠在他怀里吃药,看他舀了一勺认真的吹凉,然后喂到她嘴边。药很苦,但同她所一直一来的忍耐相比不值一提。虽然知道没什么用,但就想暂且靠在他怀里吧!Xu Xianis frowning, hecould not feelPan Yuwill to live, insteadearlyaccepted fate, althoughhedoes not understand the medicine, butaccording to the knowledge of previous generation, knows that the psychology of patientisveryimportant. Buthedid not understand,by the Pan Yufamily background, does not need to worry about food or clothingprosperity, howcanlike this?许仙皱着眉头,他感不到潘玉的求生意志,反而早早的就认命了似的,他虽然不懂医,但根据前世的知识,也知道病人的心理状态是很重要的。但他不理解,以潘玉的家世,衣食无忧前程似锦,怎么会这样呢?Likeclimbed mountains and crossed riversin the world of ice and snowlonelyfor a long timetraveler, in the hearthad filledwas exhaustedandlonely, butthisclimbed mountains and crossed riversis actually doomednot to have the goal. At this timeineverywherewind and snowpresented a warmhut, as iffinallyfound the reason that canstop, even the hutwere the synonym of death. Butcansaytooneselffinally,Ihave made contribution.
如同在冰天雪地里孤独的跋涉了许久的旅人,心中早就充满了疲惫和寂寞,而这跋涉却注定没有目标。这时候漫天的风雪中出现了一个温暖的小屋,似乎终于找到了可以停下的理由,即便小屋不过是死亡的代名词。但总算可以对自己说,我已经尽力了。
The painletsso manyyear of accumulationsdelicateeruptscompletely, has not continuedagainstrength. Not onlyregarding the deathfear, has not instead brought„not to uselonelydyingfortunately”suchrejoicing.
病痛让这么多年积累的柔弱全部爆发,再也没有继续走下去的力量。不但没有对于死亡的恐惧,反而还带着“还好不用孤独的死去”这样的庆幸。
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