WWOG :: Volume #15

#1458: 12 years of creative career ends this summary and words expressing feelings

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Unknowingly, World Within One's Grasp ended originally already for a month, but since I wrote a book, has 12 years. 不知不觉,三寸人间完本已经一个多月了,而我写书至今,也已有12年。 The recollection initially, 09 years wrote Renegade Immortal, forming ties online literature, high-spirited, I such as lead Wang Lin is also the same, rises, smooth intent writes own life. 回忆当初,09年写了仙逆,结缘网络文学,意气风发,我也如主角王林一样,一路崛起,畅意书写自己的人生。 Then Beseech the Devil, because of the issue of result, vacant, discouraged, finally seeks the heart changes, because I felt, I cannot write for a lifetime Renegade Immortal 1, Renegade Immortal 2, Renegade Immortal 3, Renegade Immortal 4...... 而后求魔,因成绩的问题,茫然过,气馁过,最终寻求心变,因为我觉得,我不能写一辈子仙逆一、仙逆二、仙逆三、仙逆四…… Therefore Beseech the Devil, explored, ponders over the road of Xianxia novels, the day of Beseech the Devil termination, I had an idea. 所以一路求魔,一路探索,琢磨仙侠小说之路,求魔完结之日,我有了一个想法。 Before that Xianxia novels of online literature, is bitter in suffering and deep in hatred, the literary style is quite mostly serious, the character disposition is mostly unitary, is primarily firm and resolute cultivating, although the stereotyped view is somewhat exaggerating, but also had such indication. 在那之前网络文学的仙侠小说,大都是苦大仇深,文风较为严肃,人物性格大都单一,以坚毅修行为主,千篇一律的说法虽有些夸张,但也有了这样的征兆。 I think, I should attempt, writing one is a little special, looks very interesting, literary style relaxed lead. 我想,我应该尝试一下,写一个有点特别,看起来很有意思,文风轻松的主角。 Therefore has this dim idea, I prepare at the end of 2013, and created I Shall Seal the Heavens at the beginning of 2014, reduces the deep hatred with murdering, enhances the relaxed reading feeling, added on one to be greedy for money liking to Meng Hao attribute that wrote Promissory Note. 于是带着这朦胧的想法,我在2013年年底准备,并于2014年年初创作了我欲封天,降低血仇与杀伐,提高轻松的阅读感,给孟浩加上了一个贪财喜欢让人写欠条的属性。 Has not written, and then online literature, this kind of novel was extremely rare, therefore I attempted to pass the thick shy feeling for the first time, wrote writes, became my fate like a Demon sealing the Heavens. 从来没有这么写过,且当时的网络文学,这一类小说凤毛麟角,所以我首次的尝试透着浓浓的青涩感,以至于写着写着,成为了我命如妖欲封天。 Latter half path , before turning back . 后半部的道路,又走回了之前。 But I felt, I can also continue to attempt, I Shall Seal the Heavens gave me the experience of relaxed literature, therefore starts to get ready at the end of 2015, and at the beginning of 2016, I created A Will Eternal. 但我觉得,我还可以继续尝试,我欲封天给了我轻松文学的经验,于是在2015年年底开始准备,并于2016年年初,我创作了一念永恒。 Had feared death and liked installing to compel, but not deficient courage Bai Xiaochun. 有了怕死又喜欢装逼,但又不缺乏勇气的白小纯。 The contradictory character point, collides on his body unceasingly, therefore had various stories in A Will Eternal. 矛盾的性格点,在他的身上不断地碰撞,于是就有了一念永恒里的各种故事。 Compares Wang Lin, Meng Hao and Su Ming, Bai Xiaochun is lucky. 相比王林、孟浩、苏铭,白小纯是幸运的。 Although many readers do not like him, but the beginning hypertext fiction atmosphere transforms relaxed reading from bitter in suffering and deep in hatred, this explained my past sentences in advance, the certain extent is correct. 虽然很多读者不喜欢他,但起点网络小说风气从苦大仇深转变成轻松阅读,这说明了我当年的预判,一定程度是正确的。 In fact I in the past also the idea, I its name was Horror Xianxia, as the name suggests, was the union of horror novel and Xianxia novels, read the reader of my work to be able to feel, in I Shall Seal the Heavens and A Will Eternal, I had once attempted several times, but had giving up of choices to fall by me finally. 实际上我当年还有一个想法,我将其称呼为恐怖仙侠,顾名思义,就是恐怖小说与仙侠小说的结合,读过我作品的读者应该能感受到,我欲封天与一念永恒里,我曾尝试过数次,但最终还是被我有取舍的放弃掉了。 The reason is very simple, because I write write, oneself are afraid...... 原因很简单,因为我写着写着,自己害怕…… Afterward to World Within One's Grasp, this World Within One's Grasp, I was very actually unsatisfied, is unsatisfied, this was also I finished one of this words expressing feelings reasons to the present. 随后到了三寸人间,这本三寸人间,我其实很不满意,非常非常不满意,这也是我到现在才写完本感言的原因之一。 I do not satisfy the structure of this book, does not satisfy this book own breaking, what is most unsatisfied is these two years conditions, but I like this story. 我不满意这本书的结构,不满意这本书自己的断更,最不满意的是自己这两年的状态,但我喜欢这个故事。 Readers big, thank your companions, some people accompanied my 12 years, some accompanied my 7-8 year, some 35 years...... thanked you very much, sorry, I have not written this story. 读者大大们,感谢你们的陪伴,有的人陪伴了我十二年,有的陪伴了我七八年,有的三五年……很感谢你们,对不起,我没有将这个故事写好。 For these years, had too many matter, in fact from A Will Eternal latter 1/4, my mentality is chaotic, because I divorced, and there is a depression. 这几年,发生了太多的事情,实际上从一念永恒的后四分之一,我的心态就已经乱了,因为我离婚了,且有了抑郁症。 I am unable in the despondent condition, to write the A Will Eternal latter half, am unfair to everyone. 我无法在抑郁的状态里,将一念永恒后半段写好,对不起大家。 Subsequent World Within One's Grasp, I planned initially, is to write one to murder decisively like the Wang Lin lead, because I thought that relaxed kind of literature, I cannot write is better. 此后的三寸人间,我原本当初的计划,是写一本杀伐果断如王林般的主角,因为我觉得轻松类文学,我已不能写的更好。 But I hesitated at that time over and over, without such choice, because by my condition of that time innermost feelings, I feared that oneself wrote oneself insanely, I wanted joyfully, I wanted to laugh, I wanted with ease, therefore there is this with my original intention incompatible World Within One's Grasp, the name of lead, everyone should be able to see 12, Wang Baole. 但我当时犹豫再三,没有这么选择,因为以我那个时候内心的状态,我怕自己把自己写疯了,我想要快乐,我想要大笑,我想要轻松,于是有了这一本与我初衷不符的三寸人间,主角的名字,大家应该可以看出一二了,王宝乐。 Regarding my initial depression, I have not taken a drug, during that time, I through the fitness, through jogging, through very intensive movement tearing, released the innermost feelings the mood, the body weight also from 130 Kilograms, fell 85 Kilograms. 对于我当初的抑郁症,我没有吃药,在那段时间里,我是通过健身,通过跑步,通过高强度的运动撕裂,释放自己内心的情绪,体重也从260斤,降到了170斤。 This process, is I writes the World Within One's Grasp time, that time breaking, is my depression recrudescence, I do not want to say with you at that time, does not want to say with anybody, I only think peaceful living alone. 这个过程,是我写三寸人间的时间段,那一次的断更,是我的抑郁症复发,我当时不想和你们说,不想和任何人说,我只想自己一个人安静的独处。 Behind jogs the gradual restoration, started the renewal, until World Within One's Grasp writes about the latter half, one day, my feelings, I...... thoroughly restored suddenly. 后面跑步逐渐的恢复,开始了更新,直至三寸人间写到后半段,有一天,我忽然有一种感觉,我……彻底的恢复了。 I do not satisfy this book, but I must thank this book, its some degree, calculates that cured me. 我不满意这本书,但我要谢谢这本书,它某种程度,也算治愈了我。 World Within One's Grasp, your worlds, Wang Baole's world, is my world. 三寸人间,你们的人间,王宝乐的人间,也是我的人间。 The past, said one again next now. 说完了过去,再说一下现在。 Present I, can eat to the full the fragrance that rests every day, when relaxes own mind, in regarding the story of below this book deliberates and improves the mind, simultaneously constantly ferments. 现在的我,每天吃得饱睡的香,放松自己的心神之余,也在将脑海里对于下本书的故事推敲与完善,同时不断地酝酿。 When one day, this fermented in my mind arrived at pinnacle, the forthcoming moment, is I again both hands placed on the keyboard the time. 等到有一天,这股酝酿在我脑海里到了极致,即将爆发的一刻,就是我重新把双手放在键盘上的时候。 On this day, is not far. 这一天,不远。 Finally I must say, I like the next book the story, it is very special, is very different, very hot blooded, I believe that you will also certainly like. 最后我要说,我喜欢下一本书的故事,它很特别,很不一样,很热血,我相信你们也一定会喜欢。 Has a few words, can analogy this story. 有一句话,可以比喻这个故事。 „Falling in the raging flames it must be the undying phoenix; even with scorched wings, it will still fly through the heavens!” “烈火中堕落，一定是那不死的凤凰，即使焚烧了翅膀，也要志在天堂上飞翔！” Wishing everyone is healthy, happy joyful, happy, the enterprise is smooth, never book desolate! 祝大家身体健康,开心快乐,幸福美满,事业顺利,永远不书荒！ Er Gen 耳根 November 2 , 2021 2021年11月2日
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