„ My youth 25 years old start. “我的青春25岁才开始。 When goes to school, the picture that the examination paper that only then cannot complete and cannot draw, and thick exercise book, youth series movie these abort and chop the leg, traffic accident and leaving school, making me suspect that oneself passed a false puberty. 上学时,只有做不完的卷子和画不完的画,以及厚厚的习题册,青春系列电影那些堕胎、劈腿、车祸、退学,让我怀疑自己过了一个假的青春期。 Afterward I thanked once, thanked him that diligently, was studious, making me at age 25 have the energy to hold on well......, was drawn by her stops, then told her: I will marry you. 后来的我感谢曾经的自己,谢谢他那么努力,那么用功,让25岁时的我有底气拉住……好吧,是被她拉住手,然后告诉她:我会娶你。 The street that sunlight just right in April, the willow catkin flutters, turned around at that time, she after behind not far away, that is start of love- good, made a mistake, exactly said that is start of love I think. 阳光正好的四月,柳絮飘飞的街头,当时一转身,她就在身后不远处,那是爱情的开始-好吧,又错了,确切的说是我以为的爱情的开始。 Actually the love has existed two years later. 其实爱情早在两年后就已经存在了。 Very strange words, but truly is this, our love two years of first meeting later, have existed „early”. 很奇怪的话,但确实是这样,我们的爱情在初次见面的两年后,就“早”已经存在了。 However that is unimportant, before running into her, I think that I can only live half. 不过那都不重要,遇到她之前,我想我只能是活着一半。 What is living half?- I could not find the significance, but eats meal routinely, sleeps, draws, makes money. 什么叫活着一半？-我找不到存在的意义,只是按部就班地吃饭,睡觉,画画,赚钱。 However that time I had not thought that has anything is not right. 然而那时的我并没觉得有什么不对。 Isn't the life this? So long as is living well- no , I did not discover afterward, the world is the multi- colors, compared with drawing board also variegated. 人生不就是这样吗？只要活着就好-不,不是的,后来我才发现,世界是多彩的,比画板还要斑斓。 She in one like tertiary color, brings the colorful light, can assign out different colors the life. 她就像三原色里的一种,带着五彩斑斓的光,可以把生活调出各种不同的色彩。 That is the genuine light. 那是真正的光。 I must say the sound to thank to past me, future I, you remember that also wants...... to consider as finished, the kid cried, I must change diaper to him- ” 我得对过去的我说声谢谢,未来的我,你记得也要……算了,娃儿又哭了,我得给他换尿布-” Creak! 咯吱！ A study room gate light sound, Qin Guanglin closed the notebook then to look at the past vigilantly. 书房门一声轻响,秦广林警惕地合上笔记本回头看过去。 „Does father, you do covertly?” Qin Anya seemed like the discovery what small secret same, walked mysterious. “爸,你偷偷摸摸干啥呢？”秦安雅像是发现什么小秘密一样,神秘兮兮地走过来。 „Urges to go faster, did English carry? Cannot test into one to be careful that your mother acts crazy!” “去去去,英语背完了吗？考不上一中小心你妈发飙！” Qin Guanglin bothersome is not good, the child grew up not like the childhood honest, must go to the high school also to idle about all day looks at her father to do in the study room secretly. 秦广林烦的不行,孩子长大了一点都不像小时候那样老实,要升高中了还整天游手好闲偷瞄她老子在书房干什么。 „Aiya, I called you to eat meal, finished eating the food to carry again.” “哎呀,我来叫你吃饭的,吃完饭再背。” „You first go.” “你先去吧。” Looks that the daughter turns to look back repeatedly at every step to walk, Qin Guanglin fishes out the small lock from the drawer, locks carefully the notebook, then puts the bookshelf most top level. 看着女儿一步三回头地走出去,秦广林才从抽屉里摸出小锁,把笔记本小心地锁起来,然后放到书架最顶层。 After having son, he does not know how to have the amateur interest, perhaps was affected by He Fang, likes scratching on the pen more and more, from the beginning keeps a diary, records the growth of daughter and son, afterward did not satisfy a craving, starts to give future to write a letter- this cannot certainly see to them, He Fang is not good, against thief is adding the lock, only looks to oneself. 从有了儿子之后,他不知道怎么有了业余兴趣,也许是受到何妨影响,越来越喜欢在笔杆子上抓挠,一开始只是写日记,记录女儿和儿子的成长,后来不过瘾,开始给未来的自己写信-这当然不能给她们看见,何妨也不行,防贼似的加着锁,只给自己看。 Lucky does not like fishing, heard to like fishing suddenly is the symbol of forfeit that desire......, although did not understand very much, but can avoid avoiding. 万幸不是喜欢钓鱼,听人说忽然喜欢钓鱼是丧失性那个欲的标志……虽然不是很懂,但能避免就避免吧。 Xiao Yu that goods have not taken two embryos, pondered that is very scary. 肖宇那货就没要二胎,细想想还挺吓人的。 „Grumble such quite a while, do in you hide have a child?” He Fang supervises the sister and brother to wash the hands- must supervise actually only then the Qin'an easy person, then to sit down Qin Guanglin to rub gently from the study room comes out. “磨叽这么半天,你躲里面生孩子呢？”何妨监督着姐弟俩洗完手-要监督的其实只有秦安易一个人,回头都坐下了秦广林才磨磨蹭蹭从书房出来。 „Un, lives a younger sister to them again, uses poison to combat poison.” “嗯,再给他们生个妹妹,以毒攻毒。” Qin Guanglin old god, in the place sits to the seat of honor on, digs the ear with the little finger, but also without taking the chopsticks sees He Fang to stare to stare at him, helpless, has to set out to wash the hands. 秦广林老神在在地坐到主位上,拿小指挖挖耳朵,还没拿筷子就见何妨直勾勾盯着他,无奈,只好起身去洗手。 Must complete the example to the child. 得给孩子做好榜样。 „Tomorrow goes to the paternal grandmother home...... Anya, you remember, holds her arm to act like a spoiled brat, making her move, secure changed/easy, paternal grandmother , if not come you to cry, remembers that depended on your sister and brother.” “明天去奶奶家……安雅,你记住,就抱着她胳膊撒娇,让她搬过来住,安易,奶奶要是不过来你就哭,记得啊,就靠你们姐弟俩了。” He Fang takes the chopsticks to urge two people, the oath must make the old woman. 何妨拿着筷子叮嘱二人,誓要把老太太弄过来。 „Knew.” “知道了。” „Un un.” “嗯嗯。” Eight -year-old Qin'an changed/easy Peng the bowl is nodding. 八岁的秦安易捧着碗点头。 „Did you say there Lao Cai to open initially are not so troublesome?” Qin Guanglin washes the hands to sit down to say. “你说当初老街那儿拆了是不是就没这么麻烦了？”秦广林洗完手回来坐下道。 „Key has to open, previous time looked that she had become less crowded, tomorrow estimated that can pack the thing to move directly, your a while reorganizes that room.” “关键不是没拆吗,上次看她已经松动了,明天估计可以收拾东西直接搬过来,你一会儿把那间房整理一下。” „, Looked your.” “哦,就看你的了。” The family of four finished eating the food slowly, Qin Anya hugs to write books the balcony low voice back word, to attend the high school prepares, Qin'an is supervised by He Fang easily, pulls out the own elementary school textbook reluctant, on the lying table does the homework. 一家四口慢悠悠吃完饭,秦安雅抱着书到阳台小声背单词,为上高中做准备,秦安易被何妨监督着,不情不愿地掏出来自己的小学课本,趴桌子上写作业。 Copies the homework the opportunity not to have continually, the mother is the teacher, was really difficult. 连抄作业的机会都没有,老妈做自己老师,真是太难了。 Qin Guanglin like the leader, is joining hands behind the back strolls one everywhere, satisfaction nods, stirs up He Fang white/in vain his one eyes, „you teach him.” 秦广林像个领导一样,背着手到处逛一圈儿,满意点头,惹得何妨白他一眼,“你过来教他。” „No, I just ate to the full, cannot be angry.” “别,我刚吃饱,不能生气。” „......” “……” The specialized matter gives the specialized person to come, taught the son to do the homework Qin Guanglin almost to collapse, is not intelligent like his elder sister, was long was almost just the same as him in childhood, he even suspected in the hospital hugs wrong. 专业的事交给专业的人来,曾经教过儿子写作业的秦广林差点崩溃,一点都不像他姐姐那么聪明,要不是长得和他小时候几乎一模一样,他甚至怀疑在医院里抱错了。 ...... …… ...... …… Before northern flying road, that appearance, but old man old woman in street traded one batch, should walk had walked, new and withstand/top, is only left over few ripe faces. 北飞路还是以前那副模样,只是街头的老头老太太换了一批,该走的已经走了,新来的又顶上,只剩下寥寥几个熟面孔。 Uncle Pan was the year before last walks, the Old Pan convenience store after he walked, the entrance then changed a person, 50-year-old Brother Pan and his father were the same, move the camp stool to sit there, protected this family property, was Qin Guanglin young Uncle Pan sat there appearance seem like in childhood. 潘叔是前年走的,老潘便利店在他走后,门口便换了一个人,50多岁的潘哥和他父亲一样,搬着马扎坐在那里,守护这个家业,倒像是秦广林小时候年轻的潘叔坐在那里的样子。 Good that the Qin Guanglin breaking Audi maintains, but also is still opening, the plan that has not changed vehicle, stops to the northern flying road slowly, the whole family from the vehicle. 秦广林的破奥迪保养的挺好,还在依然开着,没有换车的打算,慢慢停到北飞路,一家人从车上下来。 „Does Aunt king, buy so many vegetables/dishes, in the family/home has the guest?” “王婶儿,买这么多菜,家里有客人啊？” „Yes, you come......” Aunt king to take a look at the gate of Qin, pouts to hint toward the distant place, „hasn't been willing to go?” “是啊,你们过来……”王婶儿瞅瞅秦家的门,又朝远处努努嘴示意,“还不肯去？” Two are the neighbor, the relations is also very near, Mother Qin lived in the old house does not want to move the past matter is very clear. 两家是邻居,关系又挺近,秦妈住在老房子里不想搬过去的事都挺清楚。 „Today meets her.” “今天就把她接过去。” „Come on, is all right often comes back to have a look.” “加油,没事常回来看看。” Aunt king greeting two, conducts the arm the shopping basket to go home, actually in her opinion, Mother Qin is now healthy, daily dances the square dance to be good with them, if must move, few acquaintances, might as well stay here. 王婶儿招呼两句,挎着菜篮子回自己家,其实在她看来,秦妈现在健健康康,天天和她们一起跳广场舞挺好的,如果要搬过去,都没几个熟人,还不如留在这儿。 The family affairs of neighbor she many do not mix, when the neighborhood neighbors gossip talked too much two. 邻居的家事她不好多掺合,只是邻里街坊八卦时多嘴说两句。 „Just saw Little Qin their family, has the female, looks really well......” “刚刚看到小秦他们一家子,有儿有女的,看着真好……” In goes home, Aunt king enters the kitchen while talked over with the son. 回到家里,王婶儿一边进厨房一边和儿子念叨。 Xiao Pangdun has graduated for four years, has the short beard, is actually fat, somewhat sits on the sofa listlessly watches the television. 小胖墩儿已经毕业四年,留着短短的胡须,倒是又重新胖起来,有些无精打采地坐在沙发上看电视。 „Little Qin?” The been a guest relative is curious. “小秦？”作客的亲戚好奇。 „, The neighbor, that whole family is good, but also let alone, the child is I thinks him to grow up, sometimes that childhood tested the difference, is cried by that his mother hit yo...... ” Aunt king shakes the head , that kid now already over 40 years old, children complete in both, crossing is really quick. “哦,邻居,那一家子挺不错的,还别说,那孩子还是我看着他长大的,那小时候有时候考差了,被他妈打的那个哭呦……啧啧。”王婶儿摇头,真是,那个小屁孩儿现在已经四十多岁了,儿女双全,过得还真快。 „Did you hit me before with my Brother Qin their family/home study?” Short and stocky sit on the sofa asked. “你以前打我是不是就跟我秦哥他们家学的？”胖墩儿坐在沙发上问。 „That is, otherwise can you be admitted to a university? The high school cannot read.” “那是,不然你能考上大学？高中都读不上。” Aunt king to this is very self-satisfied, now the son draws at home, is similar to beforehand Qin Guanglin, that is a painter, does the art. 王婶儿对这点还是很得意的,现在儿子在家画画,和以前秦广林差不多,那是画家,搞艺术。 Has surface. 有面儿。 „What the small fat present makes to work?” The relative asked. “小胖现在做什么工作的？”亲戚问。 „Has not worked.” Short and stocky paralysis in sofa other day. “没工作。”胖墩儿瘫在沙发上回。 „Did this graduate for several years?! How to have worked?” “这都毕业好几年了吧？！怎么还没工作？” The relative exclaims in surprise one exaggeratingly, said toward Aunt king: „Couldn't find? University study anything, or I looked that can introduce one to him, calculates a little receives.” 亲戚夸张地惊叹一句,朝王婶儿道:“找不到吗？大学学什么的,要不我看能不能给他介绍一个,好歹算有点收入。” „Studies to draw.” Aunt king does not care at to say, draws at home also works. “学画画。”王婶儿满不在乎道,在家画画也是工作。 „? Technology how?” “诶？技术怎么样？” „Very......” “挺……” „!” Short and stocky make an effort to cough on the sofa. “咳！”胖墩儿在沙发上用力咳一声。 „...... It is very ordinary.” Aunt king stops the tone that shows off, curls the lip saying: „Daily skips classes the internet, plays the basketball, the class not on.” “挺……挺一般的。”王婶儿止住夸耀的语气,撇嘴道:“天天逃课上网,和人打篮球,课都没怎么上。” Since previous time shows off to attract the Second Uncle to draw short and stocky was drawing half a month portrait, mother and child make a few rules for all concerned, cannot boast blindly. 自从上次炫耀引来二叔拉着胖墩儿画了半个月肖像画以后,母子俩就约法三章,不能和人瞎吹牛。 „Class not on? What then does in the university?!” A relative expecting too much appearance. “课都不上？那在大学搞什么？！”亲戚一副恨铁不成钢的样子。 „Un...... she.” Aunt king referred to just walking from the studio with the chin also in the stretching oneself small garden. “嗯……她。”王婶儿用下巴指指刚从画室走出来还在伸懒腰的小园。 „......” “……” „......” “……” Blinks to the small garden ignorant, „is mother, what you saying?” 向小园懵懵地眨眨眼,“妈,你们在说什么？” „It‘s nothing, the quick washing the hands face, waits to eat meal.” “没什么,快洗洗手脸,等吃饭。”