A Xiao Yu face freezes red, arrives in Qin Guanglin home to feel the warm air in room, copies start activity two, sits to the sofa on, slurp the nasal mucus view to look everywhere. 肖宇一张脸冻得通红,来到秦广林家里感受到屋子里的暖气,抄着手活动两下,一屁股坐到沙发上,吸溜着鼻涕四处观瞧。 „I said that you act very quickly, hasn't been born with already these prepares?” “我说你动作挺快啊,还没生就已经把这些布置好了？” Vision institute and place, all table of corner/horn chair leg anything by the sponge package, his family/home kids was met walk to think that initially this matter, the Qin Guanglin movement is never so expected that quick. 目光所及之处,所有桌角椅腿什么的都被海绵包上,当初他家娃会自己走的时候才想起来这事,没想到秦广林动作这么快。 „This does not give birth...... . Moreover the big stomach woman also fears this, earlier in package, so as to avoid her silly knocking to bumping into.” “这不是快生了嘛……而且大肚婆也怕这个啊,早点包上,免得她傻愣愣的磕到碰到。” Qin Guanglin is saying at will, carries the thermo to join the water, puts on the foundation gurgle gurgle to start to burn, then lifts sees Xiao Yu, „what's the matter? Was really hit?” 秦广林随意说着,拎起热水壶接上水,放到底坐上咕嘟咕嘟开始烧,然后抬眼瞅着肖宇,“怎么回事？真被打出来了？” „Funny, how to be hit......” “搞笑,怎么可能被打……” „Your leg what's the matter?” “那你腿怎么回事？” Qin Guanglin poked a Xiao Yu knee with the finger, had just noticed him to walk is not quite natural, has not thought that just pokes the sores subconsciously, Xiao Yu has evaded, looks fierce to pull out a cold air, „... do not move! Hiss ~ I do not knock carefully.” 秦广林拿手指戳了一下肖宇膝盖,刚刚就已经注意到他走路不太自然,没想到刚好戳到伤处,肖宇下意识躲闪没躲过,龇牙咧嘴抽口凉气,“别…别动！嘶~我不小心磕到的。” „Wasn't really hit? The family/home violent can report to the police.” “真不是被打的？家暴可以报警。” Although has joked Xiao Yu will be hit, but if really occurrence this matter, no means were accepted, family/home violent not only male hitting female, female hits male is also the same, once began this nature changes. 虽然一直开玩笑说肖宇会被打,但如果真的发生这种事,还是没办法被人接受的,家暴不仅男的打女的,女的打男的也一样,一旦动手这性质就变了。 Qin Guanglin has pounded on the table, has spoken loudly, but he does not dare to begin- or hasn't dared this issue, does not exist to begin this view from the start, He Fang is also the same, most bites his with the tooth, afterward must lick again......, kisses/intimate several wounds to comfort him again. 秦广林拍过桌子,大声讲过话,但他绝不敢动手-或者说没有敢不敢这个问题,是压根不存在动手这一说法,何妨也一样,最多就是拿牙齿咬他一下,事后还要再舔……呸,再亲几下伤口安慰他。 Violent wound, not only the physical body, injures to the spirit of person is bigger, the feeling that type of most intimate person towards oneself fists and feet adds together, thinks to make the will of the people bottom send coldly. 暴力伤的不只是肉体,对人的精神伤害更大,那种最亲密的人朝自己拳脚相加的感受,想想都让人心底发寒。 „Really not careful......” Xiao Yu covers the face to sigh woefully, „I kicked my family wheel foot, who knows is so hard, did not fall a tumble carefully...... Gan, do not study me.” “真是不小心……”肖宇捂着脸哀叹一声,“我踢了我家车轱辘一脚,谁知道那么硬,不小心摔了一跤……淦,你可别学我。” „Do I have the problem? Kicks the wheel to do?” Qin Guanglin knits the brows, „you......” “我有毛病？踢车轱辘干嘛？”秦广林皱眉,“你……” „I am all right, puts on taking advantage of the clothes, makes me rest in your here again.” “我没事,就是借件衣服穿,再让我在你这儿歇会儿。” Xiao Yu rubs the leg to talk over, „originally wants to access the net, the result has not brought the ID card, which cannot go, rubs clothes to your here, waits to go out to dine together, drinks a liquor......” 肖宇揉着腿念叨,“本来想去上网的,结果没带身份证,哪都去不了,到你这儿蹭件衣服,等下出去一起吃顿饭,喝点酒……” „My wife is pregnant, has no free time to accompany you.” Qin Guanglin rejects unrestrained/no trace of politeness, „does ID card borrow you beginning a performance loom?” “我老婆大着肚子呢,没空陪你。”秦广林毫不客气地拒绝,“身份证借你去开台机子？” „...... Considers as finished, a person does not have the meaning.” “……算了,一个人没意思。” Xiao Yu looked at the watch, said: „I rested, if she does not admit mistakes, in the evening opens a night taking advantage of me, I must dry in the sun her well.” 肖宇看了看表,道:“等我歇会儿,她要是不认错,晚上借我开个通宵,我非得好好晾晾她。” „What does couple have is not good to solve? Also plays this, is weak?” “两口子有什么不好解决的？还玩这个,幼不幼稚？” Qin Guanglin curls the lip, sets out before the refrigerator looks at inside vegetable/dish, said: „You 30...... did not go back to stay here to have the dinner, waits for He Fang coming back to let her and your wife communicates, in good condition quarrelled what frame.” 秦广林撇嘴,起身到冰箱前看里面的菜,边道:“你都三十了……不回去就留在这儿吃晚饭吧,等何妨回来让她和你媳妇沟通沟通,好端端的吵什么架。” „You do not understand, the woman must govern, making her realize that the own mistake is good, otherwise does not have a peaceful life......” “你不懂,女人就得治,让她认识到自己的错误才行,不然没个安稳日子……” Xiao Yu is gesticulating with an air of decorum, finally more said more air/Qi, fishes out the cell phone to throw on the tea table from the pocket, „I looked when she admits mistakes.” 肖宇煞有介事地比划着,结果越说越气,从兜里摸出手机扔到茶几上,“我就看她什么时候认错。” „...... You and others, she, if pursues to twist your ear to clutch to my family you, I will stand see a play equally.” “……你等吧,她要是追到我家拧你耳朵把你揪回去,我可是会站一边儿看戏的。” Qin Guanglin shrugs, Xiao Yu quarrelled asked him to go out to drink is not 1-2 times, was used to it early, so long as really did not begin that nature, he was also glad to see a play. 秦广林耸耸肩,肖宇吵架了找他出去喝酒也不是1-2,早习惯了,只要不是真的动手那种性质,他也乐得看戏。 These two tease compared with the couple, mixes mouth anything is very common, the children will buy the soy sauce quickly weakly is also not good. 这俩逗比夫妻,拌个嘴什么的很常见,孩子都快会打酱油了还幼稚的不行。 Changes an angle to think, can with liking the person is living together, quarrelled to bicker roughly, was a happiness. 换个角度想,能和喜欢的人在一起生活,磕磕绊绊吵架斗嘴,也是一种幸福。 „Whom looks down upon? Does she clutch me?” “瞧不起谁呢？她揪我？” Xiao Yu is not glad very much, is striking one's chest guaranteed with the brothers, „I put here the words, when she and I apologize, said that was unfair to these three character, otherwise is drying in the sun, whom looked at to be anxious, but also dares to break off my fishing pole......” 肖宇很不乐意,拍着胸脯和兄弟保证,“我就把话放这儿了,等她和我道歉,说对不起这三个字儿,不然就晾着,看谁急,还敢掰我鱼竿……” Outside the big winter is also fluttering the heavy snow, does not have the place, Xiao Yu hides in Qin Guanglin, takes is turning at will, once for a while lifts one to study the cookbook there shortly Qin Guanglin, snort/hum from nose. 大冬天外面还飘着大雪,也没地方去,肖宇躲在秦广林家,拿着随意翻着,时不时抬眼瞅一眼在那儿研究菜谱的秦广林,从鼻子里哼出一声。 The grown men study the cookbook daily, disgraced. 大男人天天研究菜谱,丢人。 „What problem does your nose have? What always to hmph hmph?” Qin Guanglin cannot bear the doubts finally. “你鼻子有什么毛病？老哼哼什么？”秦广林终于忍不住疑惑。 „Oh, if we had known you live woman like this, initially I married you.” “唉,早知道你活成女人这样子,当初我就娶你了。” „One side rolls.” “滚一边去。” „No, you look......” “别呀,你看……” „I discovered your wife WeChat, I told her you here.” “等我找出你老婆微信,我告诉她你在我这儿。” „Stops, I shut up.” “停,我闭嘴。” Xiao Yu closes the mouth resentfully, but also really let alone, most recent several months of the craftsmanship that tasted Qin Guanglin, really does compared with Zhou Nan good that a wee bit...... 肖宇悻悻地闭上嘴巴,还真别说,前几个月尝了一次秦广林的手艺,真比周楠做的好那么一丁点儿…… Un, is only a wee bit. 嗯,只是一丁点儿。 In an instant to around 4 : 00, the cell phone on table does not have the least bit sound, Qin Guanglin to expect early this result, has a look outside to the balcony, the snow potential has not only changed the small sign, instead gets bigger and bigger, on the path had been covered by the white, only has the strings of black footprints. 转眼到四点多,桌上的手机没有半点动静,秦广林早预料到这个结果,到阳台看看外面,雪势不仅没有变小的迹象,反而越下越大,道路上都已经被白色覆盖,只有一串串黑色脚印。 The sky is cloudy, the winter curtain of night always approaches very much early, meets this weather, less than five points then somewhat are dark, he shrinks the neck to return to the living room, gate pass/test good balcony, said: „Stays here to have the dinner, I first go to boil the meter/rice, waits to get down to take my wife to get off work, then makes her help you say there the week cedar, so as to avoid you do not dare to go back......” 天空阴沉沉的,冬天的夜幕总是很早来临,逢上这种天气,不到五点便已经有些暗下来,他缩缩脖子回到客厅,把阳台的门关好,道:“留在这儿吃晚饭吧,我先去把米煮上,等下得去接我媳妇下班,然后让她帮你在周楠那儿说道说道,免得你不敢回去……” „Who does not dare to go back, I she apologized in!” The Xiao Yu air/Qi, repeats again is not frightens does not dare to go back. “谁不敢回去,我是在等她道歉！”肖宇气得不行,再次重复自己不是吓得不敢回去。 „Ok, ok, you and others she apologized......” “行,行,你等她道歉……” The words have not ended, the cell phone on tea table vibrates, two people turn head to look at to shining simultaneously screen, the above big tigress three characters are very striking. 话还没完,茶几上的手机震动起来,两个人同时扭头看向亮起的屏幕,上面大大的母老虎三个字很是醒目。 „Your this note...... was hit one to get what one deserves.” “你这备注……被打一顿都活该。” Qin Guanglin is somewhat speechless, „weak, can the clinkering point like me?” 秦广林有些无言,“幼稚,能不能像我一样成熟点？” „What of your note?” “你备注的什么？” „What you manage my note, hasn't caught up to follow closely?” “你管我备注什么,还不赶紧接？” „Dries in the sun her ten seconds, making her know...... your let alone words wrong.” “晾她十秒,让她知道错……你别说话啊。” After that Xiao Yu rustlings supine, curls upwards the finger to delimit on the screen, takes a look at Qin Guanglin, presses down to be released externally layer on layer/heavily, thick sound said: „Knew mistakenly?” 肖宇得得瑟瑟的一个后仰,翘着手指在屏幕上划过,瞅瞅秦广林,又重重按下外放,粗声道:“知道错了没？” „Knew, you come back quickly, the cold season does not wear the coat to run......” “知道了,你快回来吧,大冷天都不穿外套就跑出去……” „Apology.” “道歉。” Zhou Nan in that side, „...... sorry.” 周楠在那边顿了一下,“……对不起。” Xiao Yu selects the eyebrow toward Qin Guanglin: What kind of? The women are govern well, making her realize that the own mistake is good. 肖宇朝秦广林挑眉:怎么样？女人就是得好好治治,让她认识到自己的错误才行。 Qin Guanglin shrugs: Knows that you were fierce, but also really has one. 秦广林耸肩:知道你厉害了,还真有一手。 Was hit anything...... looked like really thinks the branch, Xiao Yu this boy is really not boasting, dealt with the woman very to have one set. 被打出来什么的……看来真是想岔了,肖宇这小子真不是在吹牛,对付女人挺有一套的。 towards Xiao Yu selects a thumb, Qin Guanglin plans to go to the kitchen, matter that does not mix their couple. 朝肖宇挑个大拇指,秦广林就打算去厨房,不掺合他们两口子的事。 „Did you go to there my mother? Can do not quarrel on running my family asks my mother to complain, finishing up my mother scolded me, how I also did not have really you......” “你是不是又去我妈那儿了？能不能不要一吵架就跑我家找我妈告状,完事我妈一个劲儿骂我,我又没真把你怎么着……” In the telephone the sound of week cedar short of breath makes Qin Guanglin live in the footsteps, has turned the head, Xiao Yu is thrown into confusion covers the cell phone. 电话里周楠气急的声音让秦广林顿住脚步,转过头,肖宇正手忙脚乱地捂手机。 „Is this your apology?! Did you say again?!” “这就是你的道歉？！你再说？！” „...... Did not say that I meet you am your oneself-” “……不说了,我去接你还是你自己-” Is assigned away from the capital is pressed to fall by Xiao Yu finally, his dog dog calamity calamity looked at Qin Guanglin one, exclaimed toward the cell phone: „I go back!” 外放终于被肖宇按掉,他狗狗祟祟瞄了秦广林一眼,朝手机吼道:“我自己回去！” „......” “……” „......” “……” Hangs the power failure words, the living room falls the fascinated silence. 挂掉电话,客厅陷入迷之沉默。 „Coughing...... that...... is very fierce.” Qin Guanglin is repressing laughter, nod, „really fierce...... your truly, I must learn from you.” “咳……那个……挺厉害的。”秦广林强忍着笑,啧啧点头,“真的厉害……你这确实有一手,我得向你学习。” „......” “……” Xiao Yu opens mouth and closes. 肖宇张张嘴又闭上。 The first illustrious name completely destroys. 一世英名尽毁。 ...... …… The dinner only then the Qin Guanglin two people, braving the snow to meet He Fang, Qin Guanglin was still regretting early of too «Wife» terminating, can only say listens to a He Fang person. 晚饭还是只有秦广林两个人,冒着雪把何妨接回来,秦广林还在惋惜《老婆》完结的太早,只能说给何妨一个人听。 „Very normal, hits and cannot be victorious, said that also said that but, can only move the foreign aid.” “挺正常的,打又打不过,说也说不过,只能去搬外援了。” He Fang has listened to Zhou Nan to complain, sits, when the living room checks the homework of student while the Qin Guanglin stir-fried dish, at the same time talked with Qin Guanglin of kitchen. 何妨早就听周楠吐槽过,坐在客厅趁秦广林炒菜的时候批改学生的作业,一边和厨房的秦广林搭话。 „A while I help you approve, you look at little while television anything.” Qin Guanglin finds out to urge her from the kitchen. “等会儿我帮你批,你看会儿电视什么的。”秦广林从厨房探出个头劝她。 „Are not many, I made part in the school, is only left over.” “不多了,我在学校做了一部分,只剩下一点。” „...... Also ten days took the maternity leave, you were also short to them give a work, reduced alleviating burdens to the student, your oneself were also relaxed.” “哦……还有十来天就休产假了,你也少给他们留点作业,给学生减减负,你自己也轻松一点。” „Has you in any case, tired gave you.” “反正有你呢,累了就交给你。” He Fang takes the circle circle of red pen on the busy book to draw, when to handles completely, Qin Guanglin has not finished, she stretches oneself, stands up the balcony to have a look outside snowscape, the curtain of night that sinks secretly just arrived, the outside white piece, the Dahuaishu bare branch also falls the snowflake. 何妨拿着红笔在作业本上圈圈画画,待到全部搞定,秦广林还没忙完,她伸个懒腰,站起身到阳台看看外面的雪景,暗沉的夜幕刚刚降临,外面白茫茫一片,大槐树光秃秃的枝头也落上雪花。 In another side balcony does not have the small good form, she will be noon or will appear generally in the afternoon, these months their two have gotten to know each other well, is away from the balcony to tell some interesting stories. 另一边阳台上没有小善的身影,她一般都是中午或下午才会出现,这几个月她们两个早已相熟,隔着阳台说些有趣的故事。 „Such cold does in the balcony? Also did not fear that ruined by freezing my daughter.” Qin Guanglin serves food, hurries to haul in the living room He Fang, holds her cheek to rub. “这么冷在阳台干嘛？也不怕把我女儿冻坏了。”秦广林端菜出来,赶紧把何妨拉进客厅,捧着她脸蛋揉揉。 „Pregnant woman, because the female progestogen influence, becomes sentimental.” “孕妇因为雌孕激素影响,会变得多愁善感。” „......” “……” „You said that feared the daughter ruined by freezing, makes me want to nip your one, am I unimportant?” The He Fang wrinkle the nose, said with him very much earnestly. “你说怕女儿冻坏了,也让我想咬你一口,我不重要吗？”何妨皱皱鼻子,很认真地和他说道。 „You are certainly important.” “你当然重要。” „ I know me to be important, but you did not say, I am uncomfortable, this is not the issue that I do know, is this hormone influence mood, I will become impervious- “我知道我重要,但是你不说,我就不爽,这不是我知不知道的问题,是这个激素影响心情,我就会变得不可理喻- I know that this is not right, does not want to be affected by the internal secretion, but cannot control uncomfortable, therefore you can say? ” 我知道这样不对,也不想被内分泌影响,但还是控制不住不爽,所以你可以重新说吗？” „...... Did not fear that ruined by freezing my wife.” “……也不怕把我老婆冻坏了。” „Right, like this I was more comfortable.” He Fang smilingly pinched him, „kisses/intimate my one again, I will become happy.” “对,这样我就舒服多了。”何妨笑眯眯地捏了捏他,“再亲我一口,我就会变得开心了。” „It is not...... the feeling is quite strange, the doctor said that your mood will fluctuate will be quite big, but......” “不是……感觉好怪啊,医生说你情绪起伏会比较大,但是……” Qin Guanglin is incapable of complaining, „you analyze the own issue soberly, really doesn't have the issue?” 秦广林无力吐槽,“你这么清醒地分析自己的问题,真的没问题吗？” Heard that this time women were impervious, often pented up anger, but also met post-natal despondent...... 听说这时候的女人都不可理喻,动不动就生闷气,还会产后抑郁…… Shouldn't she be angry is then roared? 她不该生气然后被哄一下吗？ „Has the issue naturally to solve the problem, what am I angry to solve?” “有问题当然要解决问题,我生气能解决什么？” Was kissed fruitfully, He Fang just unhappiness had dissipated, beckoned with the hand saying: „Prepares food quickly, several vegetables/dishes?” 如愿以偿地被亲了一下,何妨刚刚的不快已经消散一空,摆摆手道:“快做饭,还有几个菜？” „Two.” “两个。” Qin Guanglin hesitant, „that doesn't sentimental...... have the issue? What also wants me to make?” 秦广林犹豫一下,“那个多愁善感……没问题吧？还要我做什么？” „Said that you love me.” “说你爱我。” „......” “……” Looks that Qin Guanglin goes back the kitchen to continue busily, He Fang deeply shouted the tone, held the belly to sit to the sofa on. 看着秦广林回去厨房继续忙碌,何妨深呼口气,抱着肚子坐到沙发上。 The gestation period mood is the mental issue, rather is the physiological reaction, this is controlled, for example suddenly wants to eat some type of thing, will unable to eat the incomparable grievance, will put in great inconvenience to cry ; Some words even some character hears right, not to harbor intentions, thinks repeatedly,, has gotten more mad at heart repeatedly...... 孕期情绪与其说是心理问题,不如说是生理反应,这是不受人控制的,比如突然想吃某种东西,吃不到就会无比委屈,委屈到哭;某句话甚至某个字听得不对,就会一直心心念念,翻来覆去地想,在心里一遍一遍地过,越想越气…… The only means said all, where made her unhappy, she told Qin Guanglin clearly, then made him change. 唯一的办法就是把一切都说出来,哪里让她不开心,她就明确告诉秦广林,然后让他改。 In the kitchen incites to incite the smooth sound and spatula collision sound smooth investigates mixed in the same place, the fragrance of meal flutters unceasingly, He Fang sat the long time, puts out the fountain pen that Qin Guanglin delivered initially to transfer two in the fingertip from the tea table, unfolds the notebook to write anything, has not actually moved for a very long time. 厨房里滋溜滋溜的声音与锅铲碰撞声纠杂在一起,饭菜的香气不断飘出,何妨坐了半晌,从茶几下面拿出当初秦广林送的钢笔在指尖转两圈,铺开笔记本想要写点什么,却久久未动。 „Husband, called me.” “老公,叫我一声。” „He Fang, Teacher He.” “何妨,何老师。” „It is not right.” “不对。” „Wife.” “老婆。” „Yeah.” “哎。” Outside heavy snow floats, the day has gotten dark completely, in many inhabitant families/home is shining the light, or prepares to prepare food, either has looked that the television holds the bowl before the table, outside the room the cold weather, in the separation of one wall room is as warm as in spring. 外面大雪飘飘洒洒,天已经完全黑下来,不少住户家里都亮着灯光,或准备做饭,或已经看着电视在餐桌前捧起碗,屋外天寒地冻,一墙之隔的房内温暖如春。 He Fang side has a look at the kitchen entrance, on the face to reveal wipes the tender feeling. 何妨侧头看看厨房门口,脸上露出一抹温情。 She lowers the head, the pen tip moves slightly, the beautiful small character appears in the notebook: 她低下头,笔尖微动,娟秀的小字出现在笔记本上: The water of waterfall swims against the stream, the dandelion seed flutters from the distant place, gathers the appearance of umbrella. 瀑布的水逆流而上,蒲公英种子从远处飘回,聚成伞的模样。 Sun raises from the west side, falls to the East. The bullet returns the bore of gun, the athlete returns to the starting line. 太阳从西边升起,落向东方。子弹退回枪膛,运动员回到起跑线上。 In the kitchen floats the meal the fragrance, you also in my side. 厨房里飘来饭菜的香,你还在我的身旁。 ...... …… ...... …… ps: The tail is Chinese University of Hong Kong «Independent Time» magazine company slightly love letter article competition first prize work «You Also side Me» ps:篇尾是香港中文大学《独立时代》杂志社微情书征文大赛一等奖作品《你还在我身旁》