In the dark dim light of night, on the street is silent, the Qin Guanglin squatting down body by the wall, the eye looks at He Fang under street light slowly, the brow wrinkles gradually. 黑沉沉的夜色里,街道上寂静无声,秦广林慢慢蹲下身子靠在墙上,眼睛看着路灯下的何妨,眉头渐渐皱起来。 Beyond several hundred meters, is a tattered old telephone booth, year to year the wind and rain leave behind the motley scar on it, has the age feeling very much. 几百米外,是个破破烂烂的旧电话亭,常年风吹雨打在它身上留下斑驳的伤痕,很有年代感。 Except that some children go to play occasionally, usually will not have many people to go to look at its one, most will regard the guidepost it, will show the way time will raise a mouth: That broken telephone booth. 除了偶有一些小孩进去玩耍,平时都没多少人会去多看它一眼,最多就是把它当成路标,指路的时候会提一嘴:那个破电话亭。 He Fang in that small alcove, takes the microphone to say anything now, from is too far, Qin Guanglin cannot see clearly her expression. 何妨现在就在那个小亭子里,拿着话筒说着什么,距离太远,秦广林看不清她的表情。 Can that broken thing also use? 那个破玩意还能用？ In his brain first braves unexpectedly is this thought. 他脑子里最先冒出来的竟然是这个念头。 However one minute, He Fang hangs the power failure words, in the small alcove the moment, the coming out round trip walked. 不过一分多钟,何妨挂掉电话,在小亭子顿了片刻,出来往回走。 The Qin Guanglin subconsciousness will sparkle in the future, looks that He Fang lowers the head approaches step by step, his brain rotates rapidly. 秦广林下意识往后闪了闪,看着何妨低头一步步走近,他大脑飞速转动。 Asked? 问？ Didn't ask? 不问？ Midnight slips away arrives in the telephone booth to telephone, that telephone certainly is very important. 半夜溜出来到电话亭里打电话,那个电话一定是很重要的。 Her tonight's fall in the blues,......, 80% are perhaps unrelated with this matter. 她今晚情绪低落,说不定……不,八成是和这事有关。 Why can avoid itself? 为什么要避开自己？ Why doesn't use the cell phone? 为什么不用手机？ Why a series of tumbles in the Qin Guanglin mind, saw that He Fang more walks is nearer, he purses the lips, turns round to walk toward the building in softly. 一连串为什么在秦广林脑海里翻滚,眼看何妨越走越近,他抿了抿嘴,回身轻手轻脚往楼上走去。 Went off track this word only to flash in the mind flickered, was thrown by him one side-, if some people to him said that He Fang will go off track, he dares to twist, when the gambling stake made a bet. 出轨这个词只在脑海里闪了一瞬,便被他扔到一边-如果有人对他说何妨会出轨,他敢把头拧下来当赌注打赌。 But actually...... is what matter to hide the truth from itself? 可是……究竟是什么事瞒着自己？ Goes upstairs half, Qin Guanglin stops the footsteps, intertwines to get down again to stress present to make her explain, after considering one next, gave up. 上楼到一半,秦广林又停下脚步,再次纠结要不要下去抓个现行让她解释,考虑一下后又放弃了。 Takes off the clothes to lie down on the bed, the bedroom lamp is opening, he by looks at the entrance in the bedhead, He Fang imagination in wanting is slower. 脱掉衣服重新躺到床上,卧室灯打开着,他靠在床头看着门口,何妨比想象中回来的要慢一些。 Outside sound, is sound of footsteps gently, the bedroom gate is then shoved open gently, Qin Guanglin obviously saw He Fang to stare, then came in again pass/test Haomen. 外面门响,然后是轻轻的脚步声,卧室门被轻轻推开,秦广林明显看到何妨愣了一下,然后进来重新关好门。 „Did you awake?” “你醒了？” „Un, late which...... did you just go?” “嗯,这么晚……你刚刚去哪了？” „Cannot fall asleep, wants to eat the duck claw......” “睡不着,想吃鸭爪……” He Fang raised the disposable bag on handle, Qin Guanglin noticed her also to carry the thing. 何妨提了提手上的一次性袋子,秦广林才注意到她还拎着东西。 „...... Could not bear buy- do you want to eat?” “……忍不住下去买了一些-你要不要吃？” She touches one to pack the good duck claw to shake from the bag, 51 that Qin Guanglin helps her buy several times. 她从袋子里摸出来一只包装好的鸭爪晃晃,一块五一个的那种,秦广林帮她买过好几次。 „......” “……” Qin Guanglin was startled, looked at her natural appearance, tone calmly, if just did not follow to go downstairs, he had flash that even to suspect what oneself just with going downstairs to see was a dream- , if not visit her to enter that broken telephone booth with own eyes, certain meeting believed this set of excuse. 秦广林怔住了,看她那自然的样子,若无其事的语气,如果不是刚刚跟着下楼,他有那么一瞬间甚至怀疑自己刚刚跟下楼看到的是不是一场梦-如果不是亲眼看着她走进那个破电话亭,一定会信了她这套说辞。 „Bought the duck claw?” He has not put out a hand to meet the duck claw that He Fang hands over, visits her to ask. “只是买了个鸭爪？”他没有伸手去接何妨递来的鸭爪,看着她问道。 Reason that gives up grasping her present, wants to have a look at He Fang to meet anything to respond, is the explanation , to continue to conceal. 之所以放弃抓她个现行,就是想看看何妨会什么反应,是解释,还是继续隐瞒。 Even if otherwise caught her in the past, she can still lie saying that some reasons come out...... Qin Guanglin not to know she will be perfunctory with what reason, previous time saw continually future lying can pull, this time said that she is talking over the telephone with mother Xing has the possibility. 不然就算过去抓到她,她也可以撒谎说些理由出来……秦广林不知道她会用什么理由敷衍,上次连看到未来的谎都能扯得出来,这次说她在和母星通话都有可能。 „Also bought the potato chips.” He Fang pulls out one package of between-meal snack from the bag. “还买了薯片。”何妨又从袋子里掏出来一包零食。 „......” “……” In the room falls into silent, He Fang looked at a window, lowers the head to rip open the duck claw slightly to stutter. 房间里陷入沉默,何妨看了一眼窗口,低下头撕开鸭爪小口吃起来。 The Qin Guanglin look looks complex she is like the kitten, bends the waist is spitting the bone near the trash can. 秦广林眼神复杂地看着她和小猫一样,弯腰临着垃圾桶吐骨头。 „I......” he opens the mouth, puts out a character to close. “我……”他开口,吐出一个字又闭上。 She made like this, but how can also ask? 她都做成这样了,还能怎么问？ Said have oneself seen her to telephone? She lay to be able oneself to be perfunctory casually. 说自己已经看到她打电话了？她随便扯个谎又能把自己敷衍过去。 The trust has crashed. 信任已经崩塌了。 Except that she explained on own initiative, or he himself seeks the reason, other all asked that was incredible. 除了她自己主动解释,或者他自己找出来原因,其余一切问出来的,都不可信。 „What's wrong?” He Fang stops to eat the movement of duck claw, side looks to him. “怎么了？”何妨停下吃鸭爪的动作,侧头看向他。 „I continued to rest, you remember that turned off a light.” “我继续睡了,你记得关灯。” „Good.” “好。” ...... …… A night has not slept. 一夜未眠。 Qin Guanglin closes one's eyes, listening to He Fang to eat the thing, waits for her to turn off a light, feels her to sneak in oneself arms, hugs to go to sleep, then gets out of bed, makes the breakfast outside softly. 秦广林闭着眼睛,听着何妨吃东西,等着她关灯,感受到她钻进自己怀里,抱着自己入睡,然后起床,在外面轻手轻脚地做早餐。 He lay on the bed thought one in the evening. 他躺在床上想了一晚上。 He Fang has the secret, he knows before, but had not been serious. 何妨是有秘密的,早在之前他就知道,只是一直没当回事。 But now, has started to affect the life truly. 但现在,已经开始真正影响到生活了。 Takes the potato chips from her at that moment starting from, even if continues to closely examine, even if she said the truth, he will still continue to suspect- 从她拿出来薯片那一刻开始,即使继续追问,即使她说出来实话,他也会继续怀疑- Only truly has understood the matter that she hides, may restore such as beginning. 唯有真正了解她藏起来的事,才有可能恢复如初。 „Got out of bed, has the breakfast.” He Fang scratches to begin on the apron, bending down own Qin Guanglin cheeks, resists his forehead to sway with gently. “起床了,吃早餐。”何妨在围裙上擦着手走进来,俯身亲秦广林脸颊一口,拿头抵住他额头轻轻摇晃。 „Good.” “好。” Qin Guanglin opens the eye finally, pretends to wake the appearance that to rub the eyes, sits sets out to look for the clothes. 秦广林终于睁开眼睛,装作才醒过来的样子揉揉眼睛,坐起身找自己衣服。 „You have not hugged me.” “你没抱我。” „?” Qin Guanglin stares. “啊？”秦广林愣。 „I shouted that you get out of bed you first to hold my one.” “我喊你起床你都会先抱我一下的。” „...... Hugs.” “……过来抱抱。” Qin Guanglin embraces her deeply to inspire, was hearing the familiar flavor relaxed a point at heart slightly, „I love you.” 秦广林揽住她深吸口气,闻着熟悉的味道心里稍稍放松了一点,“我爱你。” „Ok, got out of bed quickly.” He Fang is satisfied straight the body, turns head to prepare to go out. “好了,快起床。”何妨满意地直起身子,扭头准备出去。 „Waits for.” “等一下。” „Un?” “嗯？” „Has the words of anything, must say with me.” Qin Guanglin visits her earnestly. “有什么事的话,一定要和我说。”秦广林认真地看着她。 Now no matter says anything, so long as her driving opens the mouth, he is certainly believed by himself. 现在不管说出来什么事,只要她主动开口,他一定让自己相信。 He does not want the contradiction again. 他不想再发生矛盾。 He Fang visits him to stare staring, the nod said: „Good...... you how?” 何妨看着他愣了愣,点头道:“好啊……你怎么了？” „...... Is all right, eats meal.” “……没事,去吃饭吧。” Qin Guanglin sighed, wore the clothes to come out, finished eating the breakfast in low spirits, when reorganized the scarf remembered anything, put out the cell phone to look, said: „Today on Saturday.” 秦广林叹了口气,穿好衣服出来,闷头吃完早餐,整理围巾时才想起什么,拿出手机看了看,道:“今天周六。” „?” Movement that He Fang washes dishes, „...... is muddled, is always thinking the today's winter vacation's first day- how didn't you just say?” “啊？”何妨洗碗的动作顿了顿,“……过糊涂了,老想着今天寒假第一天-你刚刚怎么不说？” „......” “……” Qin Guanglin accordingly, has not picked the scarf, takes off the coat to prepare on the lying down bed to make up thinks. 秦广林没应声,把围巾又摘下来,脱掉外套准备躺床上补一觉。 Must say haven't oneself noticed? 难道要说自己也没注意到？ He pulls the hair agitated, two person various bosom concerns, this feeling makes him somewhat uncomfortable, poked head to prepare to He Fang to say anything from the bedroom entrance, finally closed the mouth, lay down on the bed. 他烦躁地抓了抓头发,两个人各怀心事,这种感觉让他有些难受,从卧室门口探出头准备对何妨说什么,最后还是闭上嘴巴,躺回床上。 He Fang washes the clean dish to come to the bedroom, saw that Qin Guanglin rests to doze off again after waking up early, takes off the coat and he presses together, cannot fall asleep. 何妨洗干净碗来到卧室,看到秦广林睡回笼觉,也脱掉外套和他挤在一起,却怎么也睡不着。 „Xiaoqing made me to window-shop, you rested well.” “小青约了我去逛街,你好好睡吧。” When to ten o'clock, He Fang crawls from the bed, puts on shoes while to say. 待到十点钟,何妨从床上爬起来,一边穿鞋一边道。 Qin Guanglin, held the quilt to turn over, after stop a while, then exhorts: „Drives.” 秦广林哦了一声,抱着被子翻个身,停顿一会儿后回头嘱咐:“开车去吧。” „Does not use......” “不用……” „Outside is very cold.” “外面很冷。” „Good.” “好吧。” He Fang dresses the luggage, discovers the car(riage) key from the Qin Guanglin package, comes back to kiss his one, „I walked.” 何妨穿戴好行装,从秦广林包里找出车钥匙,又回来亲他一口,“我走了。” „Earlier comes back.” “早点回来。” Qin Guanglin is listening to outside sound, opens the eye, sets out to open the window curtains to look to the window, He Fang quick appears from downstairs, sits starts the vehicle to the vehicle on, slowly goes far away. 秦广林听着外面门响,睁开眼睛,起身拉开窗帘到窗边看着,何妨很快从楼下出现,坐到车上发动车子,慢慢远去。 Takes back the vision, he is just about to lie down on the bed, the corner of the eye split vision has swept the broken telephone booths downstairs several hundred meters away, considers to wear the coat to go downstairs. 收回目光,他正要躺回床上,眼角余光扫过楼下几百米外的破电话亭,思量一下穿好外套下楼去。 Enters to the telephone booth, Qin Guanglin looks at its structure curiously. 进到电话亭里,秦广林好奇地看着它的构造。 This is the product that on a time leaves behind, had forgotten by the city, he from useless, even does not have the place to buy the ic card now. 这是上个时代遗留下来的产物,早已被城市遗忘,他从没用过,甚至现在连ic卡都没地方去买。 Does not know that can return dials a number...... 不知道能不能回拨号码…… Studies a while, Qin Guanglin eventually gives up, even the ic card does not have, even if there is a function that dials not to have the means to dial. 研究一会儿,秦广林最终放弃,连ic卡都没有,就算有回拨的功能也没办法拨回去。 where the ic card...... does He Fang from look? ic卡……何妨从哪找的？ His vision puts to insert the bayonet socket, gawked staring. 他目光放到插卡口,不由愣了愣。 There rusty stain stained, does not know that which bored person by skin child was crowded the small branch, the entire slit died of suffocation. 那里锈迹斑斑,不知道被皮孩子还是哪个无聊的人塞满了小树枝,整个缝隙都被堵死。 The Qin Guanglin heart bang bang jumps, picks up the microphone, the obsolete monochromatic liquid crystal shines slightly. 秦广林心脏砰砰跳起来,拿起话筒,老旧的单色液晶微微亮起。 He purses the lips, takes a look around use flow chart, lifts the hand to press down three digits. 他抿了抿嘴,瞅瞅旁边的使用流程图,抬手按下三个数字。 Honk...... 嘟…… The telephone just resounded one, by Qin Guanglin fierce hanging up. 电话刚刚响起一声,就被秦广林猛的挂断。 ...... The function is normal, but can only dial toll free number- this discovery overthrows his all guesses completely. ……功能正常,但只能拨打免费电话-这个发现把他所有的猜测全部推翻。 Qin Guanglin stands is looking at four free numbers of nearby seal same place, is lost. 秦广林站在原地看着旁边印的四个免费号码,怔怔出神。 Damn. 见鬼了。