Nothing can stand up to deliberate. 没有什么事情是经得住推敲的。 Brought the medicine to rush to the He City road on that day, entire day, Qin Guanglin started from the meet two people, all things crossed. 在那天带着药奔向河城的路上,整整一天,秦广林把二人从相遇开始,所有的事情都重新过了一遍。 New year's celebration the day before, chatted one with what the father in the afternoon, he also pulled toward He Fang that side the topic unintentionally, then discovered 过年回来的前一天,跟何爸聊一下午,他也有意无意地把话题往何妨那边扯,然后发现 Some things, to not on. 有些东西,对不上。 This being constantly together person, is covering one dimly, lets dense fog that the person cannot completely understand. 这个朝夕相处的人身上,笼罩着一层朦朦胧胧的,让人看不透的迷雾。 „I know that you are my future wife, will I also definitely marry your but you should not give me an explanation?” Qin Guanglin is very of definite the sentiments two people, can look from each detail, this does not need to suspect. “我知道你是我未来的老婆,我也肯定会娶你但你不该给我个解释吗？”秦广林很确定两个人的感情,从各个细节都能看得出来,这无需怀疑。 He only wants an explanation, understands her truly. 他只想要个解释,真正的了解她。 He Fang buries not to make noise, the heart of Qin Guanglin sinks slowly. 何妨埋着头不出声,秦广林的心慢慢沉下去。 For a long time, she raised the head finally, looks at Qin Guanglin to ask: „Do you really want to listen?” 许久后,她终于抬起头来,看着秦广林问:“你真的要听吗？” Her expression makes Qin Guanglin one suddenly, the nod say at heart: „You said.” 她的表情让秦广林心里一突,却还是点头道:“你说。” „I know that...... I know matter that in the future must have, I have seen......” “我知道……我知道未来要发生的事,我见过……” „......” “……” Qin Guanglin gawked staring, was air/Qi smiles. 秦广林愣了愣,然后被气笑了。 When this is acting in a play? 当这是在演戏呢？ „Do you know the future matter?” He hits to block the way. “你知道未来的事？”他打断道。 „Un, I know.” He Fang nods. “嗯,我知道。”何妨点头。 „Do you calculate?” Qin Guanglin pulled the corners of the mouth, „what art of making oneself invisible is wonderful?” “你算出来的？”秦广林扯了扯嘴角,“奇什么遁甲是吧？” „Not......” “不……” Bang! 砰！ The He Fang whole body shakes, was broken the words by this loud sound. 何妨浑身一抖,被这声巨响打断了话语。 „You also want to deceive me with this ghost reason now!” “你现在还想用这种鬼理由骗我！” The Qin Guanglin violent anger pounds on the table to stand, paces up and down two steps in the living room , before standing the He Fang body, is staring at her, „that you said how this hasn't calculated?” He referred to the top of the head, constrains the mood to ask diligently: „Won't calculate? On my leg has a scar you to know how this hasn't calculated?!” 秦广林暴怒地拍着桌子站起来,在客厅来回走动两步,又站到何妨身前盯着她,“那你说,这怎么没算出来？”他指了指自己头顶,努力压抑着情绪问:“不是会算吗？我腿上有个疤你都知道,这怎么没算出来？！” „Said! How not to calculate that I almost made into the fool!” “说啊！怎么没算出来我差点被人打成傻子！” „I also think that what you really must explain, such me, when the fool does deceive?!” “我还以为你真要解释什么,就这么把我当傻子糊弄是吗？！” „You did not say, you are suppressing good, it is necessary this? Am I silly? Do not cry, ok, I sit down, we said well, I asked you, you continuously me, when the fool did deceive?” “你不说,你憋着都行,有必要这样吗？我傻吗？你别哭,行,我坐下,我们好好说,我问你,你是不是就一直把我当傻子糊弄的？” „...... I do not have...... wū wū...... me really not to hide the truth from you...... you not to be ominous I............” “……我没有……呜呜……我真的不是想瞒你……你不要凶我……哇……” Puts on He Fang of pajamas by the sofa, two hands hang in the body side, begins to wail to cry supinely, the delicate body is shivering slightly, cries to love dearly. 穿着睡衣的何妨靠在沙发上,两只手垂在身侧,仰起头号啕大哭,纤弱的身躯微微颤抖着,哭得让人心疼。 Like the child who loses the candy. 就像个失去糖果的小孩。 The previous generation this life adds the acquaintance nearly ten years, he like this is never loud with her has spoken. 前世今生加起来相识近十年,他从未这样大声和她说过话。 Qin Guanglin stands agitated, turns around to walk slowly and aimlessly several steps, steps closely to grasp her suddenly. 秦广林烦躁地重新站起来,转身踱几步,忽迈过来紧紧地抱住她。 „Do not cry, I did not ask that we are not noisy, did not ask that we not noisy......” “别哭了,我不问了,我们不吵,不问了,我们不吵……” „Wū wū...... you make an effort to pound on the table......” “呜呜……你那么用力拍桌子……” „My mistake, my mistake, you scolded me, you hit me.” “我的错,我的错,你骂我,你打我。” „What...... I said is really......” “……我说的是真的……” „I believe that I believe. Do not cry......” “我信,我信。别哭了……” „...... Wū wū...... isn't your hand pain painful?” “……呜呜呜……你手痛不痛？” „......” “……” The Qin Guanglin breath obstructs, wishes one could to fling two palms of the hand ruthlessly. 秦广林呼吸一窒,恨不得狠狠甩自己两个巴掌。 Does not want to say that does not want to say that who hasn't selected the own privacy? 不想说就不想说,谁还没有点自己的隐私？ „I had not gasped for breath...... wū wū......” “我喘不过气了……呜呜……” „Okay, do not cry, I loosen.” Qin Guanglin hurries to loosen, took a look at the food not to have the means to eat, took up her leg to hold in the bedroom directly, put away on the bed. “好好,你别哭了,我松开。”秦广林赶紧松开一点,瞅瞅饭也没办法吃了,抄起她的腿直接抱到卧室里面,在床上放好。 „You are waiting, I looked that branch was not, with makes you pull out me.” “你等着,我下去看那个树枝还在不在,拿上来让你抽我。” „Do not walk......” He Fang to sob to hold on his lower hem corner, „I have not said with you......” “你别走……”何妨抽噎着拉住他衣角,“我还没和你说……” „Does not listen, was needless saying that we contributed, 80,000 enough? Here also has.” “不听了,不用说了,我们捐,八万够不够？我这儿还有。” „No, I must say......” “不,我要说……” „Did not say, your matters are very normal, prepare food, the talent different reported, I wasn't such quickly on the learned? The university four years, put on me I also to study, are very normal.” “不说,你那些事很正常,做饭嘛,天赋异禀,我不也是这么快就学会了？大学四年,放我身上我也能学得溜溜的,很正常。” „...... You just roared I, but also wants to hit me, I told your mother, making your mother hit you.” “……你刚刚吼我,还想打我,我告诉你妈,让你妈打你。” „How I possibly hit you, you hit me also almost, you hit me.” Qin Guanglin is holding her hand toward own head racket, „makes an effort, makes an effort to hit, I make you punch today ruthlessly.” “我怎么可能打你,你打我还差不多,你打我吧。”秦广林拉着她的手往自己头上拍,“使劲,用力打,我今天让你狠狠揍一顿。” „I do not have, me not to work as the fool you,” “我没、我没把你当傻子,” „I originally silly, all right, originally is the fool, you are lying down quickly well, let alone words.” “我本来就傻,没事,本来就是傻子,你快好好躺着,别说话了。” „You that roar loudly I......” “你那么大声吼我……” Qin Guanglin helps her dry the teardrops of corner of the eye, said seriously: „I ensure later did not speak to you loudly, did not pound on the table, if violated,...... went out by the car(riage) is hit.” 秦广林帮她擦干眼角的泪珠,郑重道:“我保证,以后再也不对你大声讲话,更不拍桌子,如果违反,就……就出门被车撞。” „!” “哇！” He Fang fierce and cries, the Qin Guanglin whole body one tightly, visits her dumbfoundedly. 何妨猛的又大哭起来,秦广林浑身一紧,目瞪口呆地看着她。 ...... …… The dinner is Qin Guanglin does. 晚饭是秦广林做的。 First true quarrelling, keeps deep tooth seal to end by his arm on. 第一次真正的吵架,以他胳膊上留个深深的牙印收场。 Deeply must bring the blood threads. 深得带着血丝。 Two people are silent, is having the dinner peacefully. 两个人静默无言,安静吃着晚饭。 Qin Guanglin has been reconsidering, initially reached an agreement did not quarrel, why will quarrel. 秦广林一直在反思,当初说好了不吵架,为什么会吵起来。 Two people are loving the opposite party obviously. 两个人显然是爱着对方的。 Besides concealment of certain matters, she has been good to him diligently, no matter raises the blade in He City, is in the ordinary day some details, the charm amulet in his wallet, these do not need to suspect, she has been good to him. 除了某些事的隐瞒之外,她一直都在努力对他好,不管是在河城提刀,还是平日里一些细节,他钱包里的护身符,这些都不用怀疑,她是一直对他好的。 Even quarrelled, but also is thinking his hand can be painful. 甚至吵架的时候,还想着他的手会不会痛。 Said that she has the goal, the ghosts do not believe themselves are paint pictures smelly, holds true by letting this? 说她另有目的,鬼都不信自己不过是一个臭画画的,有什么理由让她以至于此？ Have no reason, except for sentiment. 没有理由,除了感情。 Infers by this logic, thing that these she intentionally conceals, reason that did not explain, is good for him. 以这个逻辑推导,那些她刻意隐瞒的东西,之所以不解释,也是为了他好。 For example the matter of sleeping pill is feared that he was worried. 比如安眠药的事是怕他担心。 But he wants to know, has anything to want two people to shoulder together, did not like this concealment contradictory then here. 而他又想知道,有什么事想要两个人一起扛,不喜欢这种隐瞒矛盾便在这里了。 „Also painful?” “还痛吗？” He Fang looks at tooth seal that on his arm reveals somewhat to love dearly, is deep, will keep a small scar. 何妨看他胳膊上露出来的牙印有些心疼,那么深,想必是会留个小疤的。 „It is not painful, my skin coarse meat is thick.” Qin Guanglin laughs foolishly, without asking her why suddenly such collapse, only pays attention secretly, later cannot speak similar words. “不痛,我皮糙肉厚的。”秦广林傻笑一声,也没问她为什么会忽然那样崩溃,只暗暗留心,以后不能说类似的话。 Perhaps is what family member...... that family photo that in her bedroom sees flashes past from the mind. 也许是什么亲人……在她卧室看到的那张全家福从脑海里一闪而过。 „Sorry, I am too impulsive...... he to look that today” the He Fang somewhat inflamed eye socket regretted. “对不起,我今天太冲动了……”他看着何妨有些红肿的眼眶后悔不已。 „No, is I with you had not discussed that contributed these payments for published piece......” He Fang to shake the head, „, otherwise you will not be mad.” “没有,是我没和你商量就捐了那些稿费……”何妨摇摇头,“不然你也不会那么气。” The payment for published piece is introduction, introduction that all trigger, how otherwise Qin Guanglin suspected again, will listen to her to explain, delivers to the hospital neurology department to inspect her again. 稿费是个引子,把一切引发出来的引子,不然秦广林再怎么怀疑,也会听完她解释,再把她送到医院精神科去检查。 „Don't you really want to listen to me to explain?” She also asked. “你真的不想听我解释？”她又问道。 „Does not listen, should say in any case you would saying...... you do not want to say that always had your own reason, this was not the important matter, but had donated money this quite big matter the time again, must with me first say that I do not manage your money, was this matter hides the truth from...... you to know?” “不听了,反正该说的时候你总会说的……你不想说总有你自己的理由,这又不是什么大事,只是再有捐钱这种比较大的事的时候,一定要和我先说一下我也不是要管你的钱,就是这种事被瞒着……你知道吧？” „I have known wrong.” “我已经知道错了。” „Good, that this matter has uncovered, turned, doesn't raise well?” Qin Guanglin felt relieved, looked at He Fang to nod, cannot bear smile, „wait/etc...... first did not turn, you said who before you were coming?” “好,那这事儿揭过,翻篇了,不提了好吧？”秦广林放下心来,看何妨点头,忍不住笑了,“等等……先不翻,你之前说你是谁来着？” „Is your wife.” He Fang looked at his one eyes, „wants to make me call the husband?” “是你老婆。”何妨瞄了他一眼,“是不是又想让我叫老公？” „?” “诶？” He Fang makes Qin Guanglin a little accidental/surprised simply, „said.” 何妨这么干脆让秦广林有点意外,“叫吧。” „You wash dishes.” “你洗碗。” „Ok.” “行。” „Husband, I ate to the full.” He Fang wipes the mouth to stand, smiles toward him, „finished eating remembers to wash, I must make a facial mask.” “老公,我吃饱了。”何妨擦擦嘴站起来,朝他笑一下,“吃完记得洗,我得去做个面膜。” „Later I wrapped.” “以后我都包了。”