Qin Guanglin could not smile. 秦广林笑不出来了。 The mood of just excited cooled instantaneously. 刚兴奋起来的心情瞬间冷却。 „Why don't I know?” “为什么我一点都不知道？” He Fang lowers the head has not spoken, she also knows that this matter does wrong, but since asked that does not want to hide the truth from him. 何妨低下头没吭声,她也知道这事做得不对,但既然问起来了,就不想瞒着他。 „Why?” Qin Guanglin sits the body to visit her, asked one time. “为什么？”秦广林坐正身子看着她,又问了一次。 „......” “……” „Can't first discuss with me?...... I work overtime daily, daily is thinking how to make money, you 80,000 contributed not without making a sound- good, your payment for published piece, you have the right of disposal, but our two present......” “不能先和我商量一下吗？……我天天加班,天天想着怎么多赚些钱,你这边一声不吭地把八万捐了-好,你的稿费,你有处置权,但我们两个现在……” „Sorry.” “对不起。” „......” “……” Qin Guanglin purses the lips to turn the head deeply to inspire, lies on the bed is turning away from her, looks that side the desk no longer makes noise. 秦广林抿嘴转过头深吸一口气,重新躺在床上背对着她,看着书桌那边不再出声。 He was angry. 他生气了。 Air/Qi was not she contributed 80,000. 气的不是她捐了八万。 But has been trying hard is the future of two people makes the plan, goes all out to make money, she had not considered, is so casual, said that did not say place did this matter- this matter is unimportant, significance that important it represents. 而是自己一直在努力为两个人的未来做打算,拼命赚钱的时候,她一点都没考虑,就这么随随便便,连说都不说一声地做了这种事-这件事本身已经不重要了,重要的它代表的意义。 He has considered is two people, has not picked oneself, every time has anything to plan, how will be their two how, in the future is also the two person together appearances. 他一直考虑的都是两个人,从来没把自己摘出去过,每有什么计划,都是他们两个怎么怎么样,未来也都是两个人一起的样子。 She is not, she had not considered. 她不是,她一点都没考虑。 Qin Guanglin somewhat is suddenly depressed. 秦广林忽然有些沮丧。 Although regarding the He Fang wages, he did not have the idea, only thought that she can support itself to be good, other gives him, but has gained 80,000 obviously, actually hands over to contribute, said continually has not said one. 虽然对于何妨的工资,他一直都没想法,只觉得她能养活自己就行了,其它一切都交给他,但明明已经赚了八万,却转手就捐出去,连说都没说一声。 His effort always, about two person's future plans, like the joke. 他一直以来的努力,关于两个人未来的计划,就像个笑话。 Feels that warm body to depend to hold in the arms itself behind, he is motionless, after silent moment, closes the eye. 感受到身后那个暖暖的身子靠过来搂住自己,他一动不动,沉默片刻后闭上眼睛。 „Said that some are your how many matters also hiding the truth from me?” “说吧,你还有多少事瞒着我？” „Sorry......” “对不起……” „I asked that some of your many matters are also hiding the truth from me.” “我问你还有多少事瞒着我。” „......” “……” „......” “……” „Is a little tired, you let my peaceful a while.” On the Qin Guanglin face brings weary intent, the arm pad, has not turned round, pushes aside her hand to move the body toward the nearby. “有点累,你让我安静一会儿。”秦广林脸上带着疲意,把胳膊垫在头下,没有回身,扒开她的手往边上挪了挪身子。 Strict, He Fang and right, two people are discussing the friend now, own money have the right to control. 严格来说,何妨并没错,两个人现在只是在谈朋友,自己的钱自己有支配权。 Gave the younger male cousin like him the stopper a big red package. 就像他给表弟塞了一个大红包一样。 But came back him to say to He Fang from He City in the evening, has not concealed. 但从河城回来当晚他就跟何妨说了,一点都没隐瞒。 He is tired suddenly. 他忽然觉得好累。 The new year plan of Chen Rui has developed, the strange face of company are day by day many, the population has surpassed initially the company person at most, but the business has not actually caught up-, therefore his wages now and year ago does not have the means to compare. 陈瑞的新年计划已经开展,公司的陌生面孔一天比一天多,人数已经超过当初公司人最多的时候,而业务却还没赶上-所以他的工资现在和年前没办法比。 It is not the year-end bonus words, 80,000 must miss the year unable to accumulate mostly. 不算年终奖的话,八万要差不多半年才能攒得出来。 A half year , is not very long- but the present did not have the meaning. 半年,也不是很长-但现在没意思了。 „...... I prepare food.” “……我去做饭。” He Fang silent a while, crawls to discover the clothes to put from the bed, crosses him to go down the bed, stands in the bedhead looked that he closes one's eyes not to have the sound, after bending down to kiss his one, going out living room. 何妨沉默一会儿,从床上爬起来找出衣服穿上,越过他走下床,站在床头看他闭着眼睛没动静,俯身亲他一口后出去客厅。 The sound of footsteps line of wearing arrives at outside, Qin Guanglin opens the eye to look at the entrance, calmly listens to outside sound. 趿趿的脚步声行到外面,秦广林睁开眼睛看着门口,静静听外面的动静。 Quick, the collision sound of pot bowl gets up, then is the kitchen knife and block collision makes the sincere sound, one such as the past like that skilled had the rhythm fast. 很快,锅碗的碰撞声响起,而后便是菜刀和砧板碰撞发出笃笃笃的声音,一如往日那般,熟练快速而有节奏。 After a half hour . 半个多小时后。 „Eats meal.” “吃饭。” The He Fang sound conveys from the living room, then the person has stood in the entrance, sees Qin Guanglin also to lie on the bed, said: „Or...... I give you to carry to come.” 何妨声音从客厅传来,然后人已站在门口,见秦广林还躺在床上,顿了顿道:“要不……我给你端进来吧。” „......” “……” Looked at the He Fang cautious appearance, Qin Guanglin was startled, suddenly somewhat loved dearly, the side is looking for the clothes excessively, said: „Does not use, my comes.” 看何妨小心翼翼的样子,秦广林怔了一下,忽然间有些心疼,侧过头找着自己衣服,道:“不用,我这就来。” Dresses all, he deeply sighed, sat before the living room table looks at that table of simple simple dishes, had a look at He Fang, held the bowl to eat. 穿戴好一切,他深深叹了口气,坐到客厅桌子前看着那一桌简单的家常菜,又看看何妨,捧起碗吃起来。 „I want to know your idea.” “我想知道你的想法。” „I had not considered so many at that time, is thinking...... is thinking......” “我当时没考虑那么多,就是想着……想着……” „What is thinking?” “想着什么？” „...... Sorry.” “……对不起。” „Do not say that sorry!” Qin Guanglin fierce is agitated, „you right! How your money you like spending how to spend!” “不要说对不起！”秦广林猛的烦躁起来,“你又没错！你的钱你爱怎么花怎么花！” „......” “……” He Fang bites the chopsticks to lower the head, she truly does not want is too many at that time, is only thinking this money should not come, to contribute also contributed, considers to accumulate a good reason. 何妨咬着筷子低下头,她当时确实是没想太多,只想着这钱不该来,捐了也就捐了,当是积点善缘。 This book is only her heart knot, should not this time write. 这本书只是她的一个心结,本不该这时候写出来的。 „What wrong do you spend your money to have? I want to know that you have thought ‚us’ this word?!” “你花你的钱有什么错？我就是想知道你有没有想过‘我们’这个词？！” „...... Do you feel?” He Fang lifts the face to visit him, „you thought that I have thought?” “……你觉得呢？”何妨抬起脸看着他,“你觉得我想过吗？” „......” “……” Qin Guanglin suppresses in the words of mouth jams, at present this familiar small face, does not say initially can with that person who he lives lightly? 秦广林憋在嘴里的话卡壳,眼前这熟悉的小脸,不就是当初说要和他一起平平淡淡过日子的那个人吗？ „I ensure did not have the next time, something discussed certainly with you, was good?- At that time really does not want is too many, I will gain it, should not be air/Qi.” “我保证,没有下一次了,有事一定和你商量,好不好？-当时真的是没想太多,我会把它赚回来的,不要气了。” The He Fang words are gentle, Qin Guanglin lowers the head to eat meal, without speech. 何妨的话语温温柔柔的,秦广林低着头吃饭,没有说话。 „You looked that my bamboo slip sells, third volume of coming out, first volume and the second volume will also stamp, when the time comes sells are more than present, behind also has the fourth volume, the fifth volume......” “你看我那个签售,第三册出来,第一册和第二册也会加印,到时候卖的比现在还多,后面还有第四册,第五册……” „I thought that I cannot completely understand you.” Qin Guanglin is depressed breaks her. “我觉得我看不透你。”秦广林闷闷地打断她。 „Un?” He Fang gawked staring. “嗯？”何妨愣了愣。 „From start to the present, you are...... a little have been wondering, I thought that you hid the truth from my many things.” “从开始到现在,你一直都是……有点怪,我觉得你瞒了我很多事。” Qin Guanglin looks down the chopsticks to be sharp, has not continued to eat meal again, has not looked up her, slowly said: „In He City, 200,000 your eyes does not wink to reject, I gain, you also almost quarrelled, gained to that car(riage) the time with me, you not excited, your own 80,000 said that contributed contributes...... you are only the university student who just graduated, won't be the second generation of rich...... some person and money has a grudge? These medicines that you take- what are you hiding the truth from my?” 秦广林低头看着筷尖,没有再继续吃饭,也没有抬头看她,慢慢道:“在河城,二十万你眼都不眨地拒绝掉,我自己赚,你还差点和我吵架,赚到那辆车的时候,你也没有多兴奋,你自己的八万说捐就捐了……你只是一个刚毕业的大学生,又不是富二代……会有人和钱有仇吗？还有你吃的那些药-你到底在瞒着我什么？” „I......” “我……” „Also.” Qin Guanglin catches the eye to break her, „your father said that you have not prepared food at home, noodles can boil stick......” him to look down vegetable/dish on a table, suddenly puts down the tableware, sighed to continue saying: „You have also wanted to make me leave job, does not want to enable my Drawing Manga...... these you to explain, explanations, but......” “还有。”秦广林抬眼打断她,“你爸说你在家从来都没做过饭,连个面条都能煮糊……”他低头看一眼桌上的菜,忽然放下碗筷,叹了口气继续道:“你还一直想让我离职,不想让我画漫画……这些你都可以解释,一件一件解释,但……” Qin Guanglin could not be justified, he does not know how should say. 秦广林说不下去了,他不知道该怎么说。 Continues these, other seemingly normal places, cannot pick up the problem, but all matters synthesize, appears is not normal. 不止这些,还有一些其他看似正常的地方,挑不出毛病,但所有的事综合起来,就显得不正常了。 These can explain, can explain clear? 这些都可以解释,可解释得清吗？ One two are the coincidences, so many are unusual link, was very difficult to say again was the coincidence. 一件两件是巧合,这么多不寻常结合在一起,就很难再说是巧合。 He cannot think through. 他想不通。 The He Fang silent moment, purses the lips saying: „I in university study preparing food, they do not know......” 何妨沉默片刻,抿嘴道:“我在大学里学的做饭,他们不知道……” „When Mt. Zhongnanshan eats meal, you had said you made a table light vegetarian dish to your father, he does not eat, then oneself midnight crawled to boil pot harsh powder.” Qin Guanglin is saying calmly. “在终南山吃饭的时候,你说过你给你爸做了一桌子清淡素菜,他不吃,然后自己半夜爬起来煮了一锅酸辣粉。”秦广林平静说着。 „......” “……” „Who are you?” “你到底是谁？” „...... I called He Fang.” He Fang is burying the head, „I am your wife.” “……我叫何妨。”何妨埋着头,“我是你老婆。”