Continuous spring rain got down for 56 days, has the early spring remaining faint trace chill in the air, making one add a coat, is actually a little gloomy and cold feeling. 一场绵绵的春雨下了五六天,带着初春残余的丝丝寒意,让人不由多添一件外衣,却还是有点阴冷的感觉。 Very early in the morning eats the breakfast, Qin Guanglin has driven to deliver to the school entrance He Fang steadily, looked that she is opening an umbrella with says goodbye, then turns around to enter into the school to be increasingly estranged, until turning round to vanish in the campus, restarts the vehicle, drives toward the company. 大清早吃过早饭,秦广林开车稳稳地把何妨送到学校门口,看她撑着伞和自己道别,然后转身迈入学校渐行渐远,直到拐个弯消失在校园里,才重新启动车子,往公司驶去。 „Early.” “早啊。” „Early.” “早。” „Small has Teacher He eaten? Can come?” “小何老师吃过了吗？要不要来点？” „Does not use, thanks.” “不用,谢谢。” Warm has greeted with other teachers with a smile, He Fang sits to own work position in reorganizes works today. 温笑着和其他老师打过招呼,何妨坐到自己办公位上整理今天工作。 Treated in the familiar environment for a long time, in the past these gloomy memories became illusory, probably was only a dream is ordinary. 在熟悉的环境待久了,以往那些灰暗的记忆都变得虚幻起来,好像只是一场梦一般。 Now this probably also good. 现在这样好像也不错。 The mentality was being affected imperceptibly, she before the work of Qin Guanglin does not have conflicts like that is only the heart also faint worries. 心态在不知不觉中被影响着,她对于秦广林的工作也没之前那般抵触,只是心底还有一丝隐隐的担心。 Only can endure these years, endured she has experienced all, can get rid of that matter shadow that the heart covers truly, is the true extrication. 只能熬过这几年,熬过她所经历过的所有一切,才能真正摆脱心头笼罩的那层阴影,才算真正的解脱出来。 Psychological sickness, most difficult medicine. 心理病,最难医。 Only can caress by the time slowly recovers. 只能靠时间慢慢抚愈。 „little Teacher reckless, your lesson plan refers taking advantage of me.” “小胡老师,你教案借我参考参考。” „Aiya I forgot...... little Teacher reckless to look yesterday” eagerly to He Fang. “哎呀我昨天忘了……”小胡老师眼巴巴地看向何妨。 „, To be not copying.” “给,别对着抄啊。” „What copies, this called to use for reference, uses for reference.” “什么抄,这叫借鉴,借鉴。” He Fang helpless shaking the head, turns head to look to out of the window, on the tree hangs the delicate yellow leaf bud, the light rain continuously is being silent, 3322 students are opening an umbrella from the road pass through. 何妨无奈的摇摇头,扭头看向窗外,树上挂着娇弱的嫩黄色叶芽,小雨绵绵寂静无声,三三两两的学生撑着伞从路上走过。 The ball pen of fingertip transferred dexterously two, on her face shows a happy expression, lowers the head to continue to check the homework on table. 指尖的圆珠笔轻巧地转了两圈,她脸上露出一丝笑意,低头继续批改桌上的作业。 The years are static, I am thinking you. 岁月静好,我在想你。 ...... …… The Luo City suburb, has a Daidouji. 洛城郊外,有个大同寺。 Then stood erect from Ming Dynasty here, during several hundred years have experienced the chaos caused by war fire, were restored were innumerable, still the incense and candle is still prosperous. 从明朝起便矗立在这里,几百年间经历过战乱炮火,被修缮了无数次,至今依然香火鼎盛。 The person who rainy, comes to burn incense are not many, Sun Wen sits on the threshold outside Main Hall, does not dislike dirty, is crossing the legs is holding in the mouth the smoke carelessly, when slow Wei comes out. 阴雨绵绵,前来上香的人也不多,孙文坐在大雄宝殿外的门槛上,也不嫌脏,叉着腿大大咧咧地叼着烟,等徐薇出来。 He does not believe this, the half a point does not believe. 他是不信这个的,半分都不信。 If inside god Buddha really has mystical powers, they also certainly are money-mad, with him same- can that can be called is Buddha? 如果里面神佛真的有灵,那他们也一定是财迷,和他一样-那又能称得上是佛吗？ For an advantage character, no one is eventually nobler than whom. 终究是为了一个利字,谁也不比谁高贵。 The cigarette burns slowly, the smog that ascends smokes him to narrow the eye, about takes a look, he put out a hand to support the cigarette holder to attract a large mouthful of ruthlessly, then threw the cigarette butt on the ground grinds extinguishes, how stands up to prepare to have a look at slow Wei not to come out. 香烟缓缓燃烧,升腾起的烟雾熏得他眯起眼睛,左右瞧瞧,他伸手扶住烟嘴狠狠吸了一大口,然后把烟头扔在地上碾灭,站起身来准备看看徐薇怎么还不出来。 In broad atmospheric Main Hall glittering, the palace is broad, the idol is dignified, the tourist is few, in the peaceful main hall is passing solemn and respectful. 恢弘大气的大雄宝殿里金光闪闪,殿宇广阔,神像庄严,游客寥寥无几,安静的大殿内透着一股肃穆。 The monk who several are knocking the dried fish sits in the corner, before Buddha , only then slow Wei of red clothes worships on bended knees there, holds their palms together, the image of Buddha of keeping aloof stands safely, overlooks all living things. 几个敲着木鱼的和尚坐在边角,佛前只有一袭红衣的徐薇跪拜在那里,双手合十,高高在上的佛像安然而立,俯视众生。 That seductress/evil spirit same woman, at this moment the peaceful back and ancient temple match in together, have a subtle sense of harmony unexpectedly. 那个妖精一样的女人,此刻安静的背影与古刹搭配在一起,竟有种微妙的和谐感。 The step that Sun Wen starts to walk receives, not in going in palace, both hands hold the pocket to sway the body to stroll outside. 孙文迈开的步子又收回来,没有进去殿内,双手揣兜摇晃着身子在外面闲逛。 He is asked slow Wei to say goodbye, reason that Luo City has not left behind again, no matter the person or the matter, have had nothing to do with him, he passed by this city like the traveler generally, then goes home. 他本是去找徐薇告别的,洛城已没有再留下的理由,不管是人还是事,都已与他无关,他就像个旅人一般路过这座城市,然后回家。 Is acquainted with slow Wei, just before leaving when must say goodbye, drinks two cups again, but also without the speech, he arrived on the vehicle by slow Weizhao, draws here. 与徐薇相识一场,临走之际总要道个别,再喝两杯,还没说话,他就被徐薇招到车上,一路拉到这里。 The rich men are the strange problem are many. 有钱人就是怪毛病多。 „Why donor wanders before the gate, but doesn't enter a palace view?” “施主为何在门前徘徊,而不进殿一观？” Sun Wen is just thinking the concern, the monk who was braved by side has a scare suddenly, knits the brows: „Donor? Is calling me?” 孙文正想着心事,冷不丁被旁边冒出来的和尚吓了一跳,皱眉道:“施主？是在叫我吗？” „.” “正是。” „What matter?” “啥事？” „......” Fat monk is at a loss for words, maintains is making the ritual posture to raise the head single-handed slightly, „does not know why the donor did pass by the palace gate not to enter?” “……”胖和尚语塞,保持着单手作礼的姿势微微抬头,“不知施主为何路过殿门而不入？” „Is disinclined...... you to speak other writing Zou Zou's line? Now the 21 st century Grandmaster.” “懒得进……你说话别文邹邹的行吗？现在二十一世纪了大师。” Sun Wen looked that the appearance of his single-handed vertical stroke palm does feel bothersome, what big end of garlic corpulent attire? 孙文看他单手竖掌的样子就觉得烦,肥头大耳的装什么大头蒜？ „......” “……” The fat monk corners of the mouth pull out, is maintaining the smile toward his slight nod. 胖和尚嘴角一抽,保持着微笑朝他微微点头。 „How didn't go in?” Sun Wen then has a look at behind Main Hall, mocked: „Also has what view? Disrespects to the Buddha? Can probably go to kneel?” “不进去又怎么了？”孙文回头看看身后的大雄宝殿,讥诮道:“难道还有什么说法？对佛祖不敬？必须得进去跪一下？” „Without...... this poor monk had not seen that the donor...... coughs, I thought that your appearance has different, recently this/should quite had smooth, does not come to tell one especially.” “没有没有……贫僧只是见到施主……咳,我看你面相有异,最近该是颇有不顺,特地过来告诉一声。” „Ha?” “哈？” The Sun Wen air/Qi smiled, „am I suitable am not smooth I not to know? Also wanted you to come to say again with me?” 孙文气笑了,“我顺不顺我自己不知道？还要你过来再和我说一遍？” The fat monk turns head to walk, this goods have no way to exchange. 胖和尚扭头就走,这货没法儿交流。 „...... You did not say how to decode?” Sun Wen shouts in behind. “诶……你不说说怎么破解吗？”孙文在后面喊道。 „Naturally has the means.” The fat monk hangs up the smile to come back, single Zhangshu in the chest front, the view is looking at the moment to the Sun Wen face on decent, „donor frowns, the center of the forehead is dispersing the black air/Qi faintly, although is not rich, has the potential of gathering, will work to fear greatly not smooth over the following several months......” “当然有办法。”胖和尚重新挂上笑容回来,单掌竖在胸前,像模像样地对着孙文脸上观瞧片刻,“施主双眉紧锁,印堂隐隐散着黑气,虽不浓郁,却有聚拢之势,接下来几个月工作恐有大不顺……” „You said directly how broken, burning the column is fragrant?” “你直接说怎么破吧,烧柱香？” Sun Wen is disinclined to reveal him, now has not worked , not smooth board board, if said that perhaps first two months he can also be flickered. 孙文懒得揭穿他,现在已经没工作了,还不顺个板板,要是说前两个月他说不定还能被忽悠一下。 „Burns incense to the Buddha is inevitable, but by the matter of donor, but must please a lotus-shaped lantern supply before Buddha, our day and night sutras pray for the donor, the Buddha will bless, the disaster will also diverge.” “给佛祖上香是必然的,但以施主的事情来看,还需请一盏莲花灯供于佛前,吾等日夜诵经为施主祈福,佛祖自会保佑,灾祸也会随之散去。” „I buy a lamp, then does the Buddha bless me?” “我买个灯,然后佛祖就保佑我？” „Does not buy, invited.” “不是买,是请。” „Please ask for money?” “请要钱吗？” „Invited to be naturally free, but his material production cost also needed itself to undertake.” “请自然是免费的,只是其本身的材料工本费还需自己承担。” „Hey.” Sun Wen was happy, „you calculate that my pocket didn't have money?” “嘿。”孙文乐了,“你算出来我口袋没钱了吗？” „......” “……” „What said?” slow Wei comes out from the palace gate, saw that high fat two people poke in that speech. “说什么呢？”徐薇从殿门出来,一眼就看到一高一胖两个人杵在那讲话。 „It‘s nothing.” Sun Wen is disinclined to respond that god stick again, the starting to walk big long leg steaming walks two steps comes. “没什么。”孙文懒得再搭理那个神棍,迈开大长腿腾腾两步走过来。 The fat monk jolts the summit to follow in side to talk over, „donor wants the joke not, before Buddha, may not the lie......” 胖和尚颠颠跟在旁边念叨,“施主莫要玩笑,佛前不可妄语……” Just also saw that this they opened Maserati's square before the temple to get down, in the pocket did not have money, the ghosts did not believe. 刚刚还见到这俩人开着玛莎拉蒂在寺前广场下来,兜里没钱,鬼都不信。 „He said that I then have the disaster, then wants......” “他说我接下来有灾,然后要……” „Broken.” slow Wei pulls out one slightly to fold the red bank note from the package, the number does not have the number, only seems like probably thousand numbers about, gives nearby fat monk. “破了吧。”徐薇从包里抽出来一小叠红票子,数都没数,只看上去大概千数左右,递给旁边的胖和尚。 „......” “……” „......” “……” To sitting boards the vehicle, Sun Wen is indignant about the smiling face of that fat monk. 一直到坐上车子,孙文还对那个胖和尚的笑脸愤愤不平。 „You are really rich.” “你是真有钱啊。” „Do you know?” slow Weixiao. “你才知道吗？”徐薇笑。 „Has that money to might as well to me, lets disaster that he disappears, or I shaved, daily chanted scripture to be good with you behind?” “有那钱不如给我,让他消个屁的灾,要不我把头剃了,天天跟你后面念经好不好？” „Will you read?” “你会念？” Sun Wen does not speak. 孙文不说话了。 The vehicle proceeds to go slowly, he turned head to look at a following Buddhist monastery, sighed: „Does not know why your rich men like throwing money toward this place.” 车子缓缓往前行驶,他扭头看了一眼后面的寺门,叹道:“也不知道你们有钱人为什么喜欢往这种地方扔钱。” „Otherwise you think that I why so rich?” slow Wei asked back. “不然你以为我为什么那么有钱？”徐薇反问。 „Worships Buddha to do obeisance?” A Sun Wen face disdains, „, if worships Buddha to be able money to do obeisance, my day knocks 20 hours of head.” “拜佛拜的？”孙文一脸不屑,“要是拜佛能把钱拜出来,我一天给它磕二十个小时的头。” slow Wei has not spoken again, is driving to return to the Luo City urban district with a smile, stops to own downstairs directly. 徐薇没再说话,笑吟吟地开着车回到洛城市区,直接停到自己家楼下。 The floor that the black marble spreads seems like quite solid feels, bright such as the ceramic tile of mirror can screen the person's shadow, the luxurious crystal hangs drills the hanging lamp, fine red wood desk...... 黑色大理石铺成的地板看起来颇有一种厚重感,明亮如镜的瓷砖能映出人影,奢华的水晶垂钻吊灯,精美的红木书桌…… The Sun Wen vision 11 has swept from the room, finally falls, in has lain down on slow Wei on bed, opens the mouth saying: „I...... come to say goodbye with you today.” 孙文目光从房间一一扫过,最后落在已经躺到床上的徐薇身上,开口道:“我今天……是来跟你道别的。” The people and person really cannot compare, some people live in the tall building, some people in the gulley, some people light/only ten thousand zhang (3.33 m), some people of rust, this are the lives. 人和人真的不能比,有人住高楼,有人在深沟,有人光万丈,有人一身锈,这就是命。 „Said goodbye?” “道别？” slow Wei narrows the eye, stared at his moment, „such long does not contact with me, now says leaves?” 徐薇眯起眼睛,盯了他片刻,“这么久不联系我,现在开口就说道别？” „Un, I must walk, left Luo City.” “嗯,我要走了,离开洛城了。” „Goes?” “去哪？” „Goes home.” “回家。” „...... Doesn't come back?” “……不回来了？” „Did not come back.” The Sun Wen complexion shakes the head tranquilly. “回不来了。”孙文面色平静地摇了摇头。 After nearly one month of dwelling ponder at home, he has accepted the reality, should go back, must go back eventually. 经过近一个月宅在家里的思考,他已经接受现实,该回去的,终究还是要回去。 The big city is not good to stay behind, even wasting time half a lifetime cannot change anything. 大城市没那么好留下,就算蹉跎半生也改变不了什么。 The people did not have, money did not have, the work did not have, Luo City to him, remains with does not remain has not distinguished. 人没了,钱没了,工作也没了,洛城对于他来说,留与不留已没有区别。 Proceeds two steps, his corner of the eye split vision shoots a look at corner/horn plastic packing of bedhead, the subconsciousness looks to the side trash can, the inside remaining two rubber products let the feelings of some of his suddenly gastric disorders. 往前走两步,他眼角余光瞥到床头的一角塑料包装,下意识看向旁边垃圾桶,里面残余的两个橡胶制品让他忽然间有些反胃的感觉。 The friend is only the misconception, two people are only the fellow daoist. 朋友只是错觉,两个人原来一直都只是道友而已。 slow Wei sees the Sun Wen expression, looked at the past following his line of sight, could not bear smile, „was the instigation goods of outwardly strong but inwardly weak, I may think that you were very long, matter a while of saying goodbye said again, first came.” 徐薇见到孙文表情,顺着他视线看过去,忍不住笑了,“都是外强中干的怂货,我可想你很久了,道别的事一会儿再说,先过来。” „......” “……” The grandson did not have the interest, after silent moment, turns around saying: „I walked.” 孙却没了兴致,沉默片刻后转身道:“我走了。” „Halts.” “站住。”