Let me think your face. 让我看一看你的脸。 When Flying Fish sends out these words is any mood, she is not clear. 飞鱼发出这句话时是什么心情,她自己都不清楚。 After the opposite party said that also for she opens live broadcast time, her chest somewhat inexplicable tumult, shortly afterward, felt that this is the polite speech. 对方说以后还会为了她开直播的时候,她胸口有些莫名的骚动,紧接着,就感觉这是场面话。 If such accepted, very possible...... 如果就这么接受了的话,很可能…… She does not think such, wants to make anything, while this opportunity...... Possibly is the final opportunity. 她不想那样,想要做点什么,趁这个机会……可能是最后的机会。 She once decided that did not investigate the status of opposite party, does not make a more further contact, that is for does not change the present situation. 她曾经决定不追究对方的身份,不做更进一步的接触,那是为了不改变现状。 But now, the situation must change. 而如今,情况要改变了。 This way, two people are only the ordinary netizen...... Although has other possibilities actually, but Flying Fish is the intuition thought that if not make anything, really...... Was that is all. 就这样下去,两人就只是普通的网友……虽然其实不是没有其他的可能,但是飞鱼就是直觉地觉得,要是不做点什么的话,真的……就是仅此而已了。 She does not want that is all. 她不想要仅此而已。 Therefore she overthrew herself formerly to decide that set this request. 所以她推翻了自己先前的决定,提出了这个要求。 The heartbeat became quick. 心跳变得快了起来。 Will he accept? 他会接受吗？ If he accepts, makes me look at the face really...... Who will I recognize him am? 如果他接受,真的让我看脸……我会认出他是谁吗？ Flying Fish is anxious. 飞鱼在紧张。 Actually is only the stranger...... This is the best result. 其实只是陌生人……这是最好的结果。 He is the male student of intention scheme...... This possibility she thought that was very low. If because, he is in this case impossible to interrupt live broadcast on own initiative. 他是心怀图谋的男生……这个可能性她已经觉得是很低了。因为要是这样的话,他不可能主动中断直播。 Actually is the person of understanding...... Who can be? 其实是认识的人……会是谁呢？ Screen good a while had not replied. 屏幕上好一会儿没有回答。 Flying Fish thought oneself were getting more and more anxious. 飞鱼觉得自己越来越紧张了。 When she wants to speak again, the dialog box presented the response. 就在她想再发言的时候,对话框出现了回应。 „Do you want to look really?” “你真的要看吗？” Without any additional expression, seems very light a few words. 没有任何附加表情,看上去非常平淡的一句话。 But Flying Fish was anxious swallowed under the saliva. 但飞鱼紧张得吞了下口水。 She places the hand on keyboard, slowly migration...... 她放在键盘上的手,缓缓移动…… This side. 这一边。 Seiji somewhat has mixed feelings. 晴司心情有些复杂。 The opposite party even proposed that must think his face, this is really unexpected. 对方竟然提出要看他的脸,这真是出乎意料。 He treats as the netizen the opposite party, thinks that the opposite party also thinks, has not deepened each other intention of relations. 他把对方当作网友,以为对方也是这么想的,并没有加深彼此关系的意图。 In online, is maintaining distance, is together happily. 就在网上,保持着距离,愉快地相处。 Seiji thinks that has gotten down like this. 晴司以为会这样一直下去。 Perhaps, will have the change, but after that should be longer, stemming from other turning point...... 或许以后会有改变,但那应该是更久之后,出于别的契机…… Has not actually thought that the opposite party the present, suddenly on own initiative trod toward here one step! 却没想到,对方就在现在,突然主动朝这边踏出了一步！ This is surmounts the dense fog one step. 这是跨越迷雾的一步。 Cat-loving Flying Fish stood in his front all of a sudden, put out a hand toward him, must open his mask. 爱猫的飞鱼一下子站在了他的面前,朝他伸出了手,要揭开他的面具。 She should have a cognition...... No, intelligent she, definitely has thought. 她应该也有所认知吧……不,聪明的她,肯定已经想到了。 She and he, actually may be the person of understanding. 她和他,其实有可能是认识的人。 She such does, was equal to that must see clearly the truth. 她这么做,就等于是要看清真相了。 Can block this hand? 要挡住这只手吗？ Shoves open her who approaches , to continue maintains the present situation, is the relaxed happy netizen...... Seiji is the comparison wants this. 推开靠近过来的她,继续保持现状,做轻松愉快的网友……晴司是比较想要这样的。 However, he thought that has no way to reject this request. Because in any event, him has deceived her after all to a certain extent, needs to make some compensations. 但是,他觉得没法拒绝她这个请求。因为无论如何,他毕竟是在一定程度上骗了她,需要作出些补偿。 In other words, thought that has owed her, felt that must result in. 换句话说,就是觉得欠了她的,感觉必须得还。 He also somewhat wants to see the truth. 况且,他也有些想要看到真相。 Therefore, he decides to comply. 因此,他决定答应。 Before complying, finally confirmed. 答应之前,最后确认一下。 „Do you want to look really?” “你真的要看吗？” Conclusion until now relaxed happy netizen relations, see clearly the true colors...... Sees clearly the truth. 结束至今为止轻松愉快的网友关系,看清真面目……看清真相。 The opposite party long time has not replied. 对方良久没有答话。 Then, finally...... 然后,终于…… „Un.” “嗯。” Is a character. 就是一个字。 Seiji can from this simplest reply, see to have made up mind. 晴司能从这个最简单的回复中,看到决意。 Good. 那好吧。 „Good, I make you have a look, be not frightened by my commander face.” followed by glistening smiling face expression. “好吧,我就让你看看,可别被我的帅脸惊吓到哦。”后接闪亮笑容表情。 Both sides have both made the decision. 双方都做出了决定。 Later was to look at the result. 之后就是看结果了。 Seiji discovers the mask to put on, is ready, then opened live broadcast. 晴司找出面具戴上,做好准备,然后开了直播。 „Cat-loving Flying Fish” came. “爱猫的飞鱼”进来了。 He shows the smile. 他露出微笑。 „Yo, Beautiful Woman Flying Fish.” “哟,飞鱼美女。” „I am very accidental, you even set such request.” “我很意外,你竟然提出那样的要求。” „Thinks that you also discovered.” “想必,你也发现到了。” „The place that our two get along well inexplicably are too really many, many to suspected sufficiently we are actually not the strangers.” “我们两个莫名投契的地方实在太多,多到足以怀疑我们其实并不是陌生人。” He looks to the camera head, must see by this scene watches her likely. 他看向摄像头,像是要看到透过这个镜头看着这边的她。 „I had said before, my past...... Is poor.” “我之前说过,我的过去……并不怎么好。” „Injury many people...... Did not think that will be forgiven.” “伤害过很多人……不觉得会被原谅。” „Therefore, if were seen the true colors by you, perhaps you will recognize, I am some awful bastard.” “所以,要是被你看到真面目,你也许就会认出,我是某个糟糕的混蛋。” The Seiji's smile becomes a little bitter and astringent. 晴司的微笑变得有点苦涩。 „I do not think such...... Does not want to lose your this netizen, therefore wants to reject actually.” “我不想那样……不想失去你这个网友,因此其实是想拒绝的。” „But this is your request.” “但这是你的请求。” „You are my only audience.” “你是我唯一的观众。” „I do not have many to work as the determination of anchor, but at least satisfies only one by one audience the consciousness of request, there are.” “我没有多少当主播的自觉,但起码满足唯一一位观众的要求的觉悟,还是有的。” Even if this relations possibly stop. 即使这段关系可能到此为止。 Seiji raises the hand slowly. 晴司缓缓举起手。 „, Please look.” “那么,请看吧。” This is not farewell performance, but the clown in stage reveals the moment of real face, instance that perhaps finally ends. 这并不是什么告别演出,但舞台上的小丑露出真颜的一刻,就也许是最终落幕的瞬间。 The silver mask took. 银色的面具被拿了下来。 What shows is, a ten points handsome face. 展现出来的是,一张十分英俊的脸庞。 To the camera head, Seiji is smiling. 对着摄像头,晴司微笑着。 This was I. 这就是我了。 You recognized, Beautiful Woman Flying Fish? 你认出来了吗,飞鱼美女？ ...... …… Cat-loving Flying Fish complete delay. 爱猫的飞鱼完全呆滞了。 Sees to the square features time, she confuses first, then has thought of anything, the complexion thoroughly changed. 看到对方脸的时候,她先是迷惑,然后想到了什么,脸色就彻底变了。 Is impossible...... Is impossible, impossible impossible is impossible 不可能的……不可能的,不可能的不可能的不可能的 How possible! This matter!! 怎么可能啊！这种事情！！ She felt that fell into one type not to be definitely able with the region that the language described. 她感觉陷入了一种完完全全无法用语言来描述的境地。 Some type huge, mysterious, the evasive thing, has covered her. 某种巨大的,神秘的,不可捉摸的事物,笼罩了她。 Words that must speak actually, perhaps should this type of thing, be called „destiny”? 要硬是说的话,这种事物,也许应该称为“命运”？ Her brain blank. 她的脑子一片空白。 Has no way to ponder. 没法思考。 In the chest floods the thing that she is not knowing. 胸膛中充斥着她自己都不知道的东西。 The fragmentary picture and sound passed over gently and swiftly from the mind unceasingly. 零碎的画面和声音不断从脑海中掠过。 „Eh...... I start to sing now, later also jumps to dance, hopes that you can look.” “呃……我现在开始唱歌,待会还跳一下舞,希望你能看完。” „Thanks but does not need, so long as there are you alone to be good.” “谢了,不过不需要,只要有你一个人就好了。” „I will sing, this...... Is many year ago nursery songs, I am very just familiar.” “我会唱哦,这个……是很多年前的儿歌吧,我刚好挺熟悉的。” „...... I before, injury many people.” “……我以前,伤害过很多人。” „I do not have lied, why doesn't believe me?” “我没有说谎,为什么就不信我呢？” „Later I probably did not open live broadcast......” “以后我大概不开直播了……” „Do you want to look really?” “你真的要看吗？” „...... You are my only audience.” “……你是我唯一的观众。” handsome youngster that all these, see at present, before as well as that obese form, passing all...... 所有这些,眼前看到的英俊少年,以及以前的那个肥胖身影,过往的一切…… Flying Fish felt that has no way to withstand. 飞鱼感觉没法承受。 She has switched off the screen subconsciously, has captured the main engine power source, lies down on the bunk, rolled up under the quilt. 她下意识地关掉了屏幕,拔掉了主机电源,躺到床铺上,蜷缩在了被子下面。 Is impossible. 不可能的。 All these, not real. 这一切,不是真的。 Certainly was I misreads...... No, was I thinks mistakenly! 一定是我看错了……不,是我想错了！ He is how possible, how he can be...... 他怎么可能,他怎么能是…… The thing that in the chest floods, has welled up gradually. 胸膛里充斥的东西,渐渐地涌了上来。 From her eyes, has squeezed out the tears. 从她的眼睛里,挤出了泪水。 „wū wū...... wū wū wū wū......” “呜呜……呜呜呜呜……” The wail low lowland resounds. 哭泣声低低地响起。 Why bursts into tears, why sobs. 为什么流泪,为什么哭泣。 Flying Fish does not know. 飞鱼都不知道。 Anything does not know that anything does not want to understand. 什么都不知道了,什么都不想了解。 She hides in the quilt. 她只是躲在被子里。 Is isolating the entire world. 隔绝着整个世界。 However. 然而。 As if the will of world does not want to make her such refuse in world to be the same, some people have sounded the door at this time. 仿佛是世界的意志不想让她就这么拒绝世间一样,有人在这时敲响了房门。 „Hana, I must come.” “彼花,我要进来了。”