„You......” in cafe, Gu Ruoyan put down the coffee cup, is a little slightly scruple, „it is said is author?” “你……”咖啡厅里,顾若言放下咖啡杯,略略有点迟疑,“据说是个作家？” The melody of a saxophone filled the coffee shop raises, the afternoon sunlight sprinkles by the window on the desktop, center the desktop rose also has the dew twinkle, the tender and beautiful desire drops, fragrant and charming. 咖啡厅的萨克斯悠悠扬扬,午后的阳光透过落地窗洒在桌面上,桌面正中的玫瑰花还有露水闪烁,娇艳欲滴,芳香宜人。 The environment is very beautiful, Gu Ruoyan is also very beautiful, for this blind date she changed usually the long skirts of few putting on specially, daily capable high ponytail also hangs loose specially, pitch-black such as the long hair of waterfall lining graceful. 环境很美,顾若言也很美,为了这场相亲她特意换上了平时很少穿的长裙,日常的干练高马尾也特意披散下来,乌黑如瀑的长发更衬优雅。 She has the anticipation to this blind date, but front man disappoints her somewhat...... 她对这场相亲是有期待的,可面前的男人却让她有些失望…… Although the appearance can also be big charming, but the attire is casual, reckless dregs have not blown cleanly, at least showed that his attitude to this blind date may not have itself earnestly. This, the person still always felt the deficient vigor even, sees own also nervous appearance, looks like in nested in the house to play the game not to see otaku of person all day long. 虽然外貌也算得上高大帅气,可衣着随便,胡渣都没刮干净,至少证明他对这场相亲的态度可没自己认真。这就算了,人也总觉得缺乏精气神,见到自己还紧张兮兮的样子,就像是成天窝在家里打游戏没见过人的宅男。 en...... is author, possibly this? Dispirited and sloven, unsocial? 嗯……作家,可能就是这样？颓废、不修边幅、不善交际？ author, probably is very interesting...... this is also the reason that Gu Ruoyan is willing to be on intimate terms earnestly, although considered oneself to love reading books Gu Ruoyan has not heard this so-called author given name. 作家,好像很有趣……这也是顾若言愿意认真相个亲的原因,虽然自命爱读书的顾若言从来就没听说过这位所谓作家的大名。 Chu Ge sits in the opposite, both hands is going against the chin, the heartbeat quickly. Deals with blind date that the mother arranges many to be inferior, always goes through the motions, the opposite party is also, has a tacit understanding, everyone finished eating the food to disband a WeChat not to remain. 楚戈坐在对面,双手顶着下巴,心跳得很快。应付老妈安排的相亲已经很多次了,从来走个过场,对方也是,心照不宣,大家吃完饭散了伙连个微信都没留。 Has not expected this chapter of blind date object unexpectedly is such a graceful beautiful woman, such pretty woman does not make a movie anything to kiss! 没料到这回相亲的对象竟是这样一个优雅美丽的女人,这么漂亮的女人不去拍戏来相什么亲啊！ Absolutely does not have the psychology to prepare! 完全没心理准备啊！ „Asked that your words......” Gu Ruoyan sighed: „Auntie Wu said that you are author, can say the work, I also read one or two well.” “问你话呢……”顾若言叹了口气:“吴阿姨说你是个作家,能不能说说作品,我也好拜读一二。” „......, Yes.” Chu Ge does cough, „I have written many novels, but I thought that these cannot show my real horizon completely. The ancients spoke the —— article well by everywhere along the road. At present, I am forming in one's mind under a special historical period background to conduct a great narration, pays attention to the nature of vast universe and length and breadth, expressed the floor unimportant person in the hard working spirit that in the adversity strove constantly for self-improvement, thought deeply about the deep level about Chinese even entire human race destiny to the topic, shouldered a author proper community responsibility! Therefore I have been searching my inspirational goddess Muse......” “……啊,是的。”楚戈干咳,“我写过很多小说,但我觉得那些都没能完全展示我的真实水平。古人说得好——文以载道。目前,我正在构思一种特殊历史时期背景下进行一场宏大的叙述,关注浩瀚的宇宙和广袤的大自然,表达底层小人物在逆境中自强不息的奋斗精神,思索关于中国甚至全人类命运的深层次向题,承担起一位作家应有的社会责任！所以我一直在寻觅我的灵感女神缪斯……” „Can you speak in human words?” Before Gu Ruoyan both hands place the table alternately, the look hangs. “能说人话么？”顾若言双手交叉放在桌前,眼神微垂。 Chu Ge takes back both hands that wave embarrasedly: „, Was writing a xianxia novel recently, weak-to-strong trope.” 楚戈讪讪地收回挥舞的双手:“呃,最近在写一本仙侠小说,废柴流。” In the Gu Ruoyan eye had aware some. 顾若言眼里有了些了悟。 This is one...... the internet writer. 这是一个……网络写手。 Does the internet writer calculate author? 网络写手算作家么？ Does not know is, in brief is the domain that Gu Ruoyan does not understand, had very big difference from her regarding the author cognition in the past. 不知道算不算,总之是个顾若言并不了解的领域,与她往常对于作家的认知有很大的区别。 „Monthly salary how many? Stable? Has five social insurances and one housing fund?” “月薪多少？稳定吗？有五险一金吗？” „Rousseau had said: Writes for the bread, soon will suffocate my talent, destroys my talent. Any vigorous thing, any great thing, will not produce from a being concerned only about profit writing. The demand and greed will perhaps make me write a bit faster, actually cannot make me be able to write some......” “卢梭曾经说过:为面包而写作,不久就会窒息我的天才,毁灭我的才华。任何刚劲的东西,任何伟大的东西,都不会从一支唯利是图的笔下产生出来。需求和贪欲也许会使我写得快点,却不能使我写得好些……” „Spoke the logical expression!” “说人话！” „It is not quite stable, sometimes little, crossed ten thousand this month......” some Chu Ge vision slightly twinkles, „now five social insurances and one housing fund...... actually the social security can hand over......” “不太稳定,有时候少点,这个月也过万了……”楚戈眼光略微有些闪烁,“五险一金嘛……其实现在社保可以自己交的……” „This is not unemployed person......” Gu Ruoyan blurted out, suppressed eventually. “这不就是无业游……”顾若言脱口而出,终究憋了回去。 Chu Ge shows a faint smile, has not said anything. 楚戈微微一笑,没说什么。 Gu Ruoyan somewhat regrets to make an indiscreet remark, this saying offended somebody...... may she think that this 27-28 also jobless condition, this wrote an autobiography on proper weak-to-strong trope, how did this kiss to? 顾若言有些后悔失言,这话伤人了……可她觉得这都27-28了还无业状态,这写个自传就妥妥废柴流了,这亲要怎么相下去嘛？ Her apology smiles eventually, leaves a seat: „Some of my also matters......” 她终究歉意地笑笑,离座而起:“我还有些事……” Chu Ge sighed: „Does as you please.” 楚戈叹了口气:“请便。” ............ ………… Once many people said the name that the Chu Ge parents gave was not quite good. The being utterly isolated good luck is too bad, the note makes to order anything is very difficult to succeed, other matter, looks for girlfriend matter, if could not become, changed a view also to be called the note to live this solitary one. 曾有很多人说楚戈爹妈给的名字不太好。四面楚歌彩头太坏,注定做什么都很难成功,别的事情也就罢了,找女朋友这事若是成不了,换个说法也就叫做注孤生。 Let alone also beginning harmonics the elder brother, this is not to bring upon oneself? 何况还谐音初哥呢,这不是自找的嘛？ Therefore a Chu Ge blind date 11 times not success. 所以楚戈相亲十一次没有一次成功。 Naturally, before was not successful, in fact is because he does not want to look from the start. 当然,以前不成功,实际上是因为他压根不想找。 Woman where has the game to be fun? The mother is urging, this 11 times will not exist. 女人哪有游戏好玩？要不是老妈催着,这十一次根本不会存在。 What a pity...... this time real attractive, to made Chu Ge still think that attractively is not a little real, palpitating with excitement that checks cannot return to normal. 可惜了……这次的真漂亮,漂亮到了让楚戈至今都觉得有点不真实,那一刹的怦然心动至今没能平复。 Chu Ge sits in the home position peacefully, looks at the dew on flower petal, has not gone to gaze after the Gu Ruoyan happy back. Crossed for 2-3 seconds, actually resembles is the whole person relaxes, by the soft seat back cushion, carried reluctantly is drinking coffee to sip leisurely lightly. 楚戈安静地坐在原位,看着花瓣上的露水,没去目送顾若言美好的背影。过了2-3秒,却似是整个人放松下去,懒懒地靠在软软的靠背上,端着才喝了一口的咖啡悠悠轻抿。 The probably matter has not happened. 好像刚才的事从来没有发生过。 Coffee 120 per cup, Chu Ge does not know this cup of bitters can prolong the life like the thing of this moment mood, why can be so expensive? 咖啡一百二一杯,楚戈不知道这杯苦哈哈的如同此刻心情的玩意是不是能延年益寿,为什么要这么贵？ He pulls out the cell phone to open QQ reluctantly, selects named „Internal Strife” the group chatted. 他懒懒地掏出手机打开QQ,点开一个名为“同室操戈”的群聊。 This is a small group, in the group altogether only has more than 300 people including Chu Ge. Compared with a somewhat famous yet spiritless 2,000 member dead group, this group population, although are not many, is actually very lively, the one after another mouth resembles with Gatling, going to bathroom is 99 +. 这是一个小群,群里连同楚戈在内一共只有三百多人。和有些号称两千人实则死气沉沉的死群相比,这个群人数虽不多,倒是很热闹,一个个嘴巴都跟加特林似的,上个厕所回来就是99+。 A small group can have such liveness, Chu Ge has lasting achievements. 一个小群能有这样的活跃度,楚戈功不可没。 Once some people summarized an active group to need what essential factor, voluminous 20, the most important first article needs fool Group Owner...... 曾有人总结一个活跃的群需要具备什么要素,洋洋洒洒二十条,其中最重要的第一条就是需要有一个傻逼群主…… This summary is very in place, Chu Ge is Group Owner. 这个总结很到位,楚戈就是群主。 This is his book friend group, he is the author, the pen name is real name Chu Ge, „Internal Strife” naturally is one group of readers holds in a group...... considers as finished. 这是他的书友群,他是作者,笔名就是真名楚戈,“同室操戈”当然是一群读者在一个群里操……算了。 At this time in the group seemed like in view of some news screenshot achieves the consistent tacit understanding, the group friend was retaking courses. 此时群里似乎是针对某个新闻截图达成了一致默契,群友正在复读。 „Today fears marriage +1.” “今日恐婚+1。” „Today fears marriage +1.” “今日恐婚+1。” Chu Ge routinely clicked on +1. 楚戈习惯性地点击了+1。 Chu Ge: „Today fears marriage +1.” 楚戈:“今日恐婚+1。” „......” “……” In group peaceful moment, then some people asked: „Big Chu? Didn't you say blind date? How did you come out so quickly?” 群里安静了片刻,便有人问:“楚大？你不是说相亲？这么快就冒出来了？” „How long is on intimate terms to want?” Chu Ge makes a tranquil tone diligently, „GG.” “相个亲要多久？”楚戈努力做出一副平静的口吻,“GG了。” In the group is happy: „GG good, woman where has writing a book to be fun, you have not renewed today!” 群里再度欢乐起来:“GG了就好,女人哪有写书好玩,你今天还没更新呢！” The Chu Ge finger on the key several seconds, had not answered again. 楚戈手指在按键上顿了几秒,没再回话。 Most people will not care about opposite of internet you are what moods, what they pay attention is only you have not renewed today. Therefore Chu Ge usually in had a slight illness not to ask for leave, because asked for leave the feedback that received often is not „rests well”, but was „finds excuse”. 大部分人不会在乎网络对面的你是什么心情,他们关注的只是你今天没有更新。所以楚戈平日里生了点小病也不愿意请假,因为请假得到的反馈往往不是“好好休息”,而是“又找借口”。 Only if had the sentimental old reader, very regrettable current Chu Ge not such accumulation. 除非是有了感情的老读者,很遗憾目前的楚戈没有这样的积累。 Is is only also thought the unemployed person condition by blind date eventually...... 终究还只是个被相亲者认为无业游民的状态呢…… He receives the cell phone, has tossed down half cool coffee: „Pays.” 他收起手机,把已经半凉的咖啡一饮而尽:“买单。” The servers walked: „120.” 服务生走了过来:“一百二。” Chu Ge was startled was startled, two cups of coffee: „Your today's half prices?” 楚戈怔了一怔,两杯咖啡呢:“你们今天半价？” „A moment ago that young lady already paid one’s own bill.” “刚才那位小姐已经买了自己的单。” Chu Ge looks at out of the window subconsciously, remembered Gu Ruoyan to leave for at least five minutes. 楚戈下意识偏头去看窗外,才想起顾若言已经离开至少五分钟了。 Although Gu Ruoyan blurts to make an indiscreet remark somewhat to puncture Chu Ge to be sore, but he has therefore not hated, because overwhelming majority world regarded this occupation, has seen. 虽然顾若言脱口失言刺得楚戈有些疼,但他并没有因此而憎恨,因为绝大部分世人本来就是这么看待这份职业的,早已见惯。 Let alone oneself tense under performing skill also too empty boasting...... that is what ghost who pulls...... 何况自己紧张之下演技也太浮夸了……那都是扯的什么鬼…… Chu Ge does not know why also needs blind date with Gu Ruoyan such face value such makings, by words that malicious guesses...... 楚戈不知道以顾若言这样的颜值这样的气质为什么还需要相亲,以恶意去猜的话…… Ok, why so, a passing-by traveller came and went, what about it? 算了,何必如此,一个过客的过往,干卿底事？ Regarding present him, in the group that reality that makes his irritable words need to face: Today's renewal had not finished, rubbed gently to break again. 对于现在的他来说,群里那句让他别扭的话才是需要面对的现实:今天的更新还没写完,再磨蹭要断更了。