Entire one week of time, Dannis locks oneself in the room, is drinking the alcohol to drown one's sorrows, with Vodka anaesthesia oneself of repeatedly high potency. She was tired, was too tired. It is not the government affairs and worldly wisdom makes her tired, but was the sentiment...... Boris walked, Dannis knows, this time he will not come back. 整整一周的时间,丹尼斯将自己锁在房间里,喝着闷酒,用高浓度的伏特加一遍遍的麻醉自己。她累了,太累了。不是政务和人情世故让她累,而是感情……鲍里斯走了,丹尼斯知道,这次他再也不会回来了。 The father came, took over many business, but she, can put down on hand these broken matters finally temporarily. Outflow that repeatedly in the jet black room, the tears do not make every effort to succeed, following attractive cheeks class/flow to chin, in dropping on ice-cold floor, formed the frost. 父亲来了,接手了许多事务,而她,终于可以暂时放下手头那些破事了。漆黑的房间内,眼泪不争气的一遍遍流出,顺着漂亮的脸颊流到下巴,在滴落在冰冷的地板上,结成了霜。 Dannis is recalling repeatedly, within two years, tip gather a picture scroll, are flooding her brain, filled up her sensitive frail heart. If Ok, she hopes for a lifetime and Boris in the same place. If Ok, she has rather never run into him. But Gods, why wants oneself to run into him, actually so brutal claims from oneself him? The thinking of Dannis pain. 丹尼斯一遍遍的回忆着,两年间,点点滴滴汇聚成一幅画卷,充斥着她的大脑,填满了她那颗敏感脆弱的心。如果可以,她希望一辈子和鲍里斯在一起。如果可以,她宁愿从未遇到过他。可是诸神啊,为什么要自己遇到他,却又如此残酷的将他从自己身边夺走？丹尼斯痛苦的思索着。 Out of the door actually transmitted notification sound — — of maidservant 门外却传来了侍女的通报声—— „Queen your highness, has the guest visit.” “王后殿下,有客人来访。” „Who?” “谁？” „Is I, the little girl, I am Alvis.” “是我啊,小女孩,我是阿尔维斯。” The familiar sound conveys, Dannis associates to have the image of little dwarf. That is the person who the father most trusts, can say without him , there would be no father afterward achievement. Time in private, dares to call oneself for the little girl, only then he. 熟悉的声音传来,丹尼斯不禁联想起小侏儒的形象。那是父亲最信任的人,可以说没有他,也就没有父亲后来的成就。私下的时候,敢叫自己为小女孩的,也只有他了。 „Makes him come.” “让他进来。” The tears that the queen wipes the face, subpoenaed with the hoarse sound. 王后擦了擦脸上的泪水,用沙哑的声音传唤到。 The midgets walk lamely, in Dannis memory, ten years ago he is this, now, is this. But the cheek of Alvis helped grow the thick beard, Dannis remembers before , he shaved cleanly. However like this seems like but actually also good, were many several points of mature and steady feeling. Let a person more trustworthy feeling. 小侏儒一瘸一拐的走进来,丹尼斯的记忆里,十年前他就是这样的,如今,还是这样。只不过阿尔维斯的腮帮下长出了浓密的胡须,丹尼斯记得以前他可是剃得干干净净的。不过这样看上去倒也不错,多了几分成熟与稳重感。让人更值得信任的感觉。 „My pitiful little girl, has a look at you, hid in the room cries.” “我可怜的小女孩,看看你,又躲在房间里哭了。” „I have not cried.” “我没哭。” Dannis installs the smile return. 丹尼斯强装笑颜着回到。 „Added does not have, your corner of the eye full is the tear stains, scratches sheds tears, actually cannot wipe off the tear stains.” Alvis is saying in a soft voice, climbed up the sofa. „Is who provoked our little princesses? Let her cry this?” “还说没有,你的眼角满是泪痕,擦得掉眼泪,却擦不掉泪痕。”阿尔维斯轻声说着,爬上了沙发。“是谁惹恼我们的小公主了？让她哭成这样？” „No one, is my oneself.” “没有谁,是我自己。” Dannis is stubborn. Actually is also the fact, many times, are oneself cannot actually be passing by with oneself. She thinks Boris, even does not know that Boris is also thinking oneself? 丹尼斯倔强着。却也是事实,许多时候,其实是自己在和自己过不去。她想鲍里斯,甚至不知道鲍里斯是否还想着自己？ „, Said, was your oneself annoys oneself to cry?” “那么,这么说,是你自己惹自己哭了？” Alvis is cracking a joke to ask. 阿尔维斯开着玩笑问到。 Dannis no longer spoke. 丹尼斯不再吭声。 „Actually, sometimes I am also this. The innermost feelings live in two oneself, is living named me strongly, another indulges named me. Makes me observe the doctrine, observes the order, another destroys it named me. Person always this, in repeatedly, the contradiction passed. The time is the good medicine, really......” “其实,有些时候我也是这样的。内心住着两个自己,一个叫我坚强的活着,另一个叫我去放纵。一个让我遵守教条,遵守秩序,另一个叫我去破坏它。人总是这样,在反反复复,矛盾中度过。只是,时间是良药,真的……” Alvis talked over, actually actually saw the Dannis concern. This little girl is very strong, undertakes the building up country heavy burden to the small age strongly. However, she is also very vulnerable, has never tasted the love taste, to the appropriate age, met, imposing, actually ends by the tragedy, can not collapse, the psychology does not twist, is very good. 阿尔维斯念念叨叨,其实却一眼就看出丹尼斯的心事。这个小女孩很坚强,坚强到小小年纪就承担起家国重担。但是,她又很脆弱,从未品尝过爱情的滋味,到了合适的年龄,遇到了,轰轰烈烈一场,却以悲剧收场,能够不垮塌,心理不扭曲,已经算是很好的了。 Dannis has not spoken, has turned the head, wiped corner of the eye last drop of tears. Her strength and makes Alvis love dearly stubbornly. 丹尼斯还是没有吭声,转过头去,擦干了眼角最后一滴眼泪。她的坚强和倔强让阿尔维斯心疼。 „Right, you not in Erengrad? How to come to here? Also did not tell me ahead of time one, you looked, here anything has not prepared.” “对了,你不是在厄仑格拉德吗？怎么来这里了？也不提前告诉我一声,你看,我这里什么都没准备。” Saying, on the Dannis face squeezes a smile. 说着,丹尼斯脸上强挤出一丝微笑。 „...... Your father does not want to know, I no one have told......” “哦……你父亲不想让人知道,我谁都没告诉……” Alvis takes up the wine glass, replied in a low voice. 阿尔维斯拿起酒杯,低声回答到。 „That, did the aristocrats and matter between Pavir process?” “那么,贵族们和帕维尔之间的事处理好了吗？” Dannis asked. 丹尼斯问到。 „Probably processed, this time was your father has full authority and responsibility, I have not participated.” “好像是处理好了,这次是你父亲全权负责,我没有参与。” Alvis sipped wine, returns. 阿尔维斯啜了一口葡萄酒,回到。 „Your this time comes?” “那你这次来？” On the Dannis face frowns, wrote all over puzzled. 丹尼斯脸上皱起了眉头,写满了不解。 „Assists you.” Alvis shrugs, „you have gotten into a deadlock with Pavir that waste, then Kislev will have many messes, will have many troublesome. Your father makes me come, helping you solve the follow-up trouble. Is the transition, once here trouble were solved, I must return to Erengrad.” “来协助你。”阿尔维斯耸了耸肩,“你已经和帕维尔那个废物闹僵,接下来基斯里夫会有很多棘手的事,会有很多麻烦。你父亲让我来,帮助你解决后续的麻烦。算是过渡,一旦这里的麻烦解决了,我还是要回到厄仑格拉德。” „Can have what terrible business......” “能有什么麻烦事……” Dannis thought aloud. 丹尼斯自言自语到。 „Many, is matter that you cannot think.” “多着,是你想不到的事。” Alvis returns. 阿尔维斯回到。 „My father? How doesn't he come?” “那我父亲呢？他怎么不来？” Dannis continues to ask. 丹尼斯继续问。 „He is busy discussing with the aristocrat, the following matter needs to discuss the solution.” Alvis said, looked at Dannis, starts to speak but hesitates. The silent moment, says finally — — “他在忙着和贵族商议,还有许多后续的事需要商讨解决。”阿尔维斯说完,看了一眼丹尼斯,欲言又止。沉默片刻,终于还是说出了口—— „Don't you want to know the Boris recent situation?” “你不想知道鲍里斯的近况吗？” Alvis asked. In the look does not have one to despise, but is the concern. 阿尔维斯问到。眼神里没有一丝鄙夷,而是关怀。 „...... He......” “……他……” Dannis wants to reject, but cannot bear the innermost feelings the mood, asked — — 丹尼斯本想拒绝,但是忍不住内心的情绪,问到—— „He? Arrived Wall?” “他怎么样了？到长城了吗？” „Arrived, moreover crosses. He was assigned to the black crow fort, that place also calculates, relatively complete city walls, Beastman and Norscan not that bold invasion plundering. He needs to do goes on patrol merely, routine maintenance.” “到了,而且过得还可以。他被分配到黑鸦堡,那个地方还算可以,有一段相对完整的城墙,野兽人、诺斯卡人不会那么大胆的入侵掠夺。他需要做的仅仅是巡逻,日常维护。” „That is good......” “那就好……” Listens, Dannis cannot help but relaxes. The discovery is not right, why will Alvis raise Boris in front of oneself? Rather than others? Difficult to be inadequate he to have long known?...... Was oneself is too rude? Such simple issue unexpectedly had not detected...... 听完,丹尼斯不由得松了一口气。却发现不对劲,为什么阿尔维斯会在自己面前提起鲍里斯？而不是其他人？难不成他早就知道？……是自己太失态了吗？这么简单的问题竟然没有察觉…… „You are very certainly curious, why I care about Boris.” “你一定很好奇,为什么我这么关心鲍里斯。” Alvis saw the anxiety of Dannis. 阿尔维斯看出了丹尼斯的焦虑。 „He is a very good boy, what a pity received in this disturbance implicated......” “他是一个很不错的男孩,可惜在这次风波里受到了连累……” Dannis is saying, told only half that was actually broken — — by Alvis directly 丹尼斯说着,说到一半却被阿尔维斯直接打断了—— „You and Boris matter, I knew.” “你和鲍里斯的事,我知道了。” Alvis said, the room falls into the boundless deathly stillness. He sees queen Dannis that pale face, the strong person also has the collapse time, finally, Dannis cannot bear, has turned the head, rending sorrowful cry. 阿尔维斯说完,房间陷入无边的死寂。他看到王后丹尼斯那张铁青的脸,再坚强的人也有崩溃的时候,终于,丹尼斯忍不住,转过头去,撕心裂肺的恸哭起来。 „I...... am not...... intentional......” “我……不是……故意的……” „Did my father...... he...... also know?......” “我父亲……他……也知道了吗？……” Dannis brings the weeping voice, off and on is asking. 丹尼斯带着哭腔,断断续续的问着。 The present scene makes Alvis some not be cruel enough, he like a dagger, opened this child's bloody wound ruthlessly. 眼前的景象让阿尔维斯不禁有些不忍心,他就像一把匕首,狠狠揭开了这孩子血淋淋的伤口。 Alvis jumps down from the sofa, arrives at Dannis behind, patted shoulder — — of queen with that pair of rough big palm 阿尔维斯从沙发上跳下来,走到丹尼斯身后,用那双粗糙的大手掌拍了拍王后的肩膀—— „He knew, he told me.” “他知道了,正是他告诉我的。” „Do not be sad, the little girl, the person has various emotions to be normal, but, do not make mistakes on the line from now on again.” “别难过,小女孩,人有各种情感是正常的,只不过,今后别再犯错就行。” Alvis is the comfort, Dannis is sad. She as if felt that oneself was dug up up, places oneself under the gaze of people, railed, the accusation and ridicule sound to seem sharp arrow, her in deep sorrow. Then, why doesn't the father see oneself? Also is for this reason? Dannis in a terrified way is thinking...... 阿尔维斯越是安慰,丹尼斯越是难过。她仿佛感到自己被扒光,置身于众人的注视之下,谩骂声、指责声、嘲笑声好似利箭,将她万箭穿心。那么,父亲为什么不来见自己？难道也是因为这个原因吗？丹尼斯惶恐的思索着……