The chillyroominternal heatlightflickers, alwaysdraws the Rodformis long.
清冷的房间内火光忽明忽暗,将罗德的身影拉得老长。
An evening, Rodthis, sitsnear the daughterDannisbed, staticlooks atshesleeps, staticlooks atshewakes up.
一个晚上,罗德就这样,坐在女儿丹尼斯的床榻边,静静的看着她睡觉,又静静的看着她醒来。„Father......”
“父亲……”On the Dannisruddysmallfacehangsis being relievedandsatisfied, for these years, sherests for the first time thatsoundly, has the fatherin the side, has the security. ButRodcannot help butrecalled the oneselfdaughter'schildhoodappearance , compared with the present, somewhatwas still similar. The daughterhas grown up, butoneselfalsono longeristhatsmallLord on northborder, allrecall,feeling of another era.丹尼斯红扑扑的小脸上挂着安心与满足,这么多年来,她第一次睡得那么香,有父亲在身边,就有安全。而罗德则不由得回想起自己女儿小时候的样子,和现在比起来,依旧有几分相似。只是,女儿已经长大,而自己也不再是北方边境上的那个小领主,一切回想起来,恍若隔世。„You , if not think,cancontinueto treatin the bedding. Relax, otherherepeople, no onewill not have seen the appearance that youhate to get out of bed, thatPavircannot.”
“你如果不想起来,可以继续待在被窝里。放心,这里没有其他人,没人会看到你赖床的样子,连那个帕维尔也不会。”Rodspoke of a smile. Butspoke ofPavir, the Dannislookwas obviously different. Shefromsafelyandcomfortablybecomessomewhatdignified. Indeed, was proposedbyKing, andis in front ofso manypeople, this is really a pressure. Naturally, whatis more important, Dannisdoes not know that oneselfshouldmarrythisnewKing.罗德笑着说到。而一说到帕维尔,丹尼斯的眼神明显不同了。她从刚才的安心、舒适变得有些凝重。的确,被一个国王求婚,而且当着那么多人的面,这着实是一种压力。当然,更重要的是,丹尼斯也不知道自己是不是应该嫁给这位新任国王。„Father, Pavir......”
“父亲,帕维尔……”„All right, ifyoudo not wantto raisehim, wecannot raise. The matter of marryingishehas also one-sided wishedin any case. Ihave not complied, youwill not marry.”
“没事,你如果不想提他,我们可以一直不提。反正联姻之事也一直是他一厢情愿。我没有答应,你就不会嫁出去。”Dannisis just aboutto mention, was brokenbyRod. Rodis smiling, with a kind fatherproperstance, gentleis strokingdaughter'sface. Like the childhood, theyindeed were also very longhave not so been intimate with. Ifsaid that the daughteris the sweetheart of fatherprevious generation, pours a point is not overrated. The moment, Rodevenrecalled that theyplayed the appearance that in childhoodplays.丹尼斯正要说起,就被罗德打断了。罗德笑着,以一个慈父应有的姿态,温柔的抚摸着女儿的脸庞。像小时候那样,他们也的确很久没有如此亲近过了。若说女儿是父亲前世的情人,倒也一点都不为过。有一刻,罗德甚至回想起他们小时候嬉戏玩耍的样子。„It is not, whatIwantto sayis...... Paviris not an unprincipled person......”
“不是,我想说的是……帕维尔并不是一个坏人……”Dannissets outfrom the bedding, by the bedhead, is sayinglow voice. The soundslightlycannot even hear clearlytoheroneself.丹尼斯从被窝里起身,靠在床头,小声说着。声音小到连她自己都听不清。Althoughmanyyearshave not accompaniedherto grow upside the daughter, butput downDannis of alertheartaresopure, Rodcansee throughherthoughts. Yes, shelikesPavir, shouldsaywhatare moreis a dependence, College of Magic of darkWinter Palace of Iceandeverybody feels insecure, all, regarding a girl who is in the foreign land, issuffering. Butat this time, Pavircame. Althoughheis not big, is not handsome, but, heactuallyhas beenfor many years, the onlysincerityprotectsDannisthatperson. Rodknows,If nothing else, tothis, oneself should also thankPavir, after all, withouthim, Danniswhethercanhaveistwosaystoday.
尽管多年未在女儿身边陪她长大,但是放下戒备心的丹尼斯是如此纯真,以至于罗德一眼就可以看穿她的心思。是的,她喜欢帕维尔,应该说更多的是一种依恋,幽暗的冰雪冬宫、人人自危的魔法学院,一切,对于一个身在异乡的女孩来说,都是一种折磨。而这时候,帕维尔来了。尽管他不算高大,也不算英俊,但是,他却是多年来,唯一真心保护丹尼斯的那个人。罗德知道,别的不说,就冲着这点,自己也应该感谢帕维尔,毕竟,没有他,丹尼斯是否能有今天还是两说。Princespiritlessandincompetentis well-known. Just likeDannissaid that ——hedoes not go bad......
只是,王子的懦弱和无能是众人皆知的。但是正如丹尼斯所说——他并不坏……„My daughter, youdo not need the guilt, does not needto think that oneselfhas a deficitsomebodyanything. Youareyou, definitelydoes not needto liveforothers. Mymeaning, do youunderstand?”
“我的女儿,你没有必要有愧疚感,也没有必要觉得自己亏欠某人什么。你就是你,完全没有必要为别人而活着。我的意思,你懂吗?”In the Rodwords the meaningDannisto follow the oneselfinnermost feelingsto walk, do not havetoomanyburdens. Does not want, becausethought that has a deficitPavir, butforceswithhimin the same place, for this being deficient in carrying out one's responsibilityfather , but Pavirin the same place.罗德的话中之意是要丹尼斯跟着自己的内心走,不要有太多的负担。不要因为觉得亏欠帕维尔而勉强跟他在一起,更不要为了她这个失责的父亲而与帕维尔在一起。Underdimray, Dannisnod of looking pensive, but, Roddoes not know that the oneselfdaughterreallyperceived, is perfunctory. Dannisin childhood, oneselfthendid not requestherto makeanything, does not call onher to become the princessoroffersanythingfor the familyinterest, initially, cannotnow. The destiny makes one, Dannisfrom infancy to maturity, seems to be carrying outthatresponsibility, sometimes, is notoneselfthatresponsibility...... Rodto want the daughterjoyfullywell, but the actualsituation was actually ——Dannisnot onlylosesshouldhave the childhood that but alsoshouldered the responsibility that most peopledo not needto shoulder......
昏暗的光线下,丹尼斯若有所思的点了点头,只是,罗德并不知道自己女儿是真的听进去了,还是只是敷衍。丹尼斯小时候,自己便不要求她做什么,不要求她一定要成为公主或者为家族利益而奉献什么,当初不会,现在更不会。只是,命运弄人,丹尼斯似乎从小到大,都在履行着那份职责,有时候,还是不属于自己的那份职责……罗德一直想要女儿快乐就好,而实际的情况却是——丹尼斯不仅失去了该有的童年,还承担起了大多数人不需要承担的责任……„Father, I know yourmeaning, but, whatI want to say that Iknow that oneselfis makinganything......”Dannisstopped, visionmelancholylooks atout of the window.
“父亲,我知道你的意思,但是,我想说的是,我知道自己在做什么……”丹尼斯停顿了一下,目光忧郁的看着窗外。„Perhaps, Iambelonghere......”
“或许,我就是属于这里的……”Shespoke.
她说到。
Is this destiny? Rodaskedoneself. Has been thinking the place that mustflee from, after growing up , was actually used tohere. Perhaps the destiny makes one...... inCollege of Magicmanypeopleto thinkhomeland that returns tooneself, but during the oneselfdaughter, is darkactuallyalreadyandthispalace, thisschoolrelatedinone.
这就是命运吗?罗德问自己。一直想着要逃离的地方,长大后却习惯了这里。命运造人……魔法学院里许多人或许都想着回到自己的家园,而自己的女儿,冥冥之中却已和这座宫殿,这座学院联系在了一起。Rodis somewhat moved, daughter'swordshave actually given the answer. Shedecidedto marryPavir......罗德有些怅然若失,女儿的话其实已经给出了答案。她决定嫁给帕维尔了……
Should Irespectyourchoice? Sinceallsituationsgaveyouto analyze, butyousochose...... thatmeas before, waswhatshould notsayagain? Rodinaskedtooneselfat heart.
我应该尊重你的选择吗?既然所有情况都给你分析出来了,而你依旧如此选择……那我,是不是也不应该再说什么了?罗德在心里向自己发问。If possible, oneselfhopes the daughteris far away from the palacebattle, returns toBlackhammer Fort......
只是,若有可能,自己还是希望女儿远离宫廷争斗,回到黑锤堡……„, Did youdecideto marryPavir?”
“那么,你决定嫁给帕维尔了?”Rodaskeddirectly.罗德直接问到。Dannisnods...... the flameto shineonherface, seemssomewhatpale. However, fromoneselfdaughterthateyespupil, Rodsawunexpectedlywhat a expectation...... sheis looking forward to? Shecounted on that changesPavirby the oneselfeffort? Does shehelpPavirmanagethisKingdom?丹尼斯点了点头……火光映照在她脸上,显得有些苍白。但是,从自己女儿那双眼眸里,罗德竟然看到了一丝憧憬……她到底在憧憬着什么?难道她指望靠自己的努力来改变帕维尔?或者,她来帮帕维尔管理这个王国?„Dannis, my daughter, youmustknow,thisis not an ordinarydecision. On the contrary, thisdecisionis very important. Youmustknow, oncemarriesPavir, yourstatusno longerwasthatordinaryIce Witch, butwas a queen. Youmustface, will imagine you are much more difficult. YourIknow,Pavirdoes not haveto manage the Kislevabilityin fact. Hewill face, evencompares the pre-warsituationto be bad! Youdetermined that youcanhelphimgo through the difficulty?”
“丹尼斯,我的女儿,你必须知道,这不是一个普通的决定。相反,这个决定十分重要。你必须知道,一旦嫁给帕维尔,你的身份就不再是那个普通的霜寒女巫了,而是王后。你要面对的,将比你想象的要困难得多。你我都知道,帕维尔事实上并不具备管理基斯里夫的能力。他将面对的,甚至比战前的情况还要糟糕!你确定你要帮助他度过难关?”Rodguides the oneselfdaughtertoward the power centerdo not drillas far as possible. Wearsthatroyal crownonPaviris not a golden color, butis the blood-color......罗德尽量引导自己女儿不要往权力中心去钻。戴在帕维尔头上的那顶王冠并不是金色的,而是血色的……For a long timeinDannis that under the power centerlives, as ifhas been used tothislife. Moreover, she seems to have been infatuated withthislife...... thisbattle...... thisgame, yes, shelikes......
只是,长期在权力中心下生活的丹尼斯,似乎早已习惯了这种生活。而且,她似乎已经迷恋上这种生活……这种争斗……这种游戏,是的,她喜欢……Dannisnods, sheis pondering, the attractivepupilflicks, thatimmersion, lets the Rodmelancholy. The moment, Rodis even reconsideringoneself, perhaps, somepeopleare not doomedordinary, ifDannisis not the oneselfdaughter, but is a oneselfuninterestedperson, then, oneselfwill also be worried abouther, doesn't makeher the queen? Answernegative. However, standsin the Dannisstandpoint, perhapsobjective, becomes the queen, is the bestchoice. Shedepends ononeself, survivesin the complexchaoticimperial palaceandCollege of Magic, thisis the bestproof of herstrength. Perhapsin the Danniseye, Pavirhas not been a husbandis so simple, sheuseshim, lingers athe, Prince is not only herlover, ishershield, ishersteps......丹尼斯点了点头,她沉思着,漂亮的眸子一闪一闪,那份沉浸,让罗德愁思。有一刻,罗德甚至在反思自己,或许,有些人注定不平凡,如果丹尼斯不是自己的女儿,而是和自己毫无关系的一个人,那么,自己还会担心她,不让她成为王后吗?答案是否定的。然而,站在丹尼斯的立场上,客观的来说,或许成为王后,是最好的选择。她靠着自己,在复杂纷乱的皇宫和魔法学院里生存下来,这就是她实力的最好证明。或许在丹尼斯眼里,帕维尔早已不是一个丈夫那么简单,她利用他,又依恋他,王子既是她的恋人,是她的盾牌,也是她的阶梯……
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