UR :: Volume #11

#1030: Why gives up treating?

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Living such as summer Huaban is brilliant, dies like the autumn leaf static beauty, this is in Du Juan heart continuously thinks, actually regarding own physical condition, the known purity, no one understood itself after all. 生如夏花般绚烂,死如秋叶般静美,这是杜鹃一直的心中所想,其实对于自己的身体状况,早就知道的一清二楚,毕竟没有任何人比自己更加了解自己。 not to mention she went to the hospital to inspect, finally the to terrify person, is very very unacceptable, currently does not have the good method of treatment regarding oneself this cancer simply, excises the ru gland also not really to eliminate the cancer cell, even said that now this proliferation spot had arrived at the lobe of the lung. 更何况她早就去过医院检查,结果很瘆人,很让人无法接受,目前对于自己这种癌症根本就没有好的治疗方法,切除ru腺也并非真的可以消除癌细胞,甚至说现在这种扩散部位已经到了肺叶。 Du Juan a person reflected on the middle of the room sometimes, what life oneself later in the end(actually) has wanted on, no matter what life, oneself ought a woman, always the bosom 12 meat, is not likely duller than the man. 杜鹃有的时候一个人在房间当中静思,自己以后到底要过上一种什么样的生活,可是不管是什么样的生活,自己总该像个女人吧,总不会胸前没有一两肉,比男人还要平板。 investigates passed/lived from the network, some truly people underwent such surgery specially, entire chest average such as , that curled upwards twin peaks, actually however generation is the scar that the wound injured areas in two lips heal. 特意从网络上查过,确实有人做了这样的手术,整个胸部平平如也,那原本翘挺的双峰,却而代之的则是两个碗口的伤口创面愈合的疤痕。 The so terrifying picture, routed Du Juan in the flash, if really has such a day, oneself rather die, breast cancer these three characters hang a sharp sword on oneself nape of the neck probably, might will behead momentarily. 如此恐怖的画面,在一瞬间就击溃了杜鹃,如果真的有这么一天,自己宁愿去死,ru腺癌这三个字像是悬在自己脖颈上的一把利剑,随时都可能会将自己斩首。 Therefore Du Juan had made a decision in the heart, that is gives up treating, the chemotherapy will fall off by oneself hair, the excision method will become by oneself neuter, these traditional Chinese medicines drank the pain dead, moreover effect slightly not obvious. 所以杜鹃早就在心中做出了一个决定,那就是放弃治疗,化疗会让自己身上的毛发脱落,切除术会让自己变得不男不女,那些中药喝起来苦死了,而且效果微不可见。 She wants to choose, chooses the way of conclusion life advancement, but does not want under suffering of illness, person non- person ghost not ghost finally has to face the death. 她愿意自己去选择,去选择结束生命进程的方式,而不愿意自己在病症的折磨下,人不人鬼不鬼的最后不得不面对死亡。 She will make with the younger sister snatches the frenzied move of boyfriend, actually produces under constraining of this illness, she does not want to leave this world, at least must this life hundred tastes, vicissitudes of life, as well as most lets the love that the person looks forward, oneself want 11 to taste. 她会做出跟妹妹抢男朋友的疯狂举动,其实就是在这种病症的压抑下而产生的,她不愿意自己就这么离开这个世界,最起码要将这人生百味,悲欢离合,以及最为让人憧憬的爱情,自己都想要一一品尝。 So long as satisfied in the heart to think, then Du Juan felt oneself left this world time certainly has the smile! Even she has thought the final turning over to place. 只要满足了心中所想,那么杜鹃觉得自己离开这个世界的时候一定是带着微笑的吧！甚至她都已经想好了最后的归处。 In the middle of Himalayas, may become own final foothold everywhere, if can reach Mount Everest, that was perfect, oneself are willing to change to a ice sculpture on mountain, such heavy went off. 喜马拉雅山脉当中,处处可成为自己的最后落脚点,但是若能登上珠穆朗玛峰的话,那就是再完美不过了,自己愿意化作山上的一座冰雕,就这么沉沉睡去。 However now only Wish is well with Su Ke discussed a love, eccentric Du Juan since small, the homogeneous friends has been few, different xing friend basically does not have, initial contact Su Ke, that time that because black can abduct astringently. 但是现在自己唯一的愿望就是要跟苏克好好的谈场恋爱,从小以来性格孤僻的杜鹃,同性的朋友都很少,异xing朋友基本上一个没有,初次接触苏克,还是因为自己被黑涩会掳走的那次。 Appearance Su Ke, just like the hero who in the middle of the movie plays, renounces society and lives alone, kills the four directions greatly, young girl's heart is ignorant dark permits in him. 横空出世的苏克,宛若电影当中演的英雄,遗世独立,大杀四方,少女之心懵懂间已经暗许于他。 Even at that time had determined the man who own life, his name should be called Su Ke. 甚至在那时候已经确定自己生命的男人,他的名字应该就叫做苏克。 But now this man named Su Ke, is driving, but oneself sit with Du Wan in behind, in the middle of the compartment the atmosphere is sad, interest that as if no one has wanted to start talking. 而现在这个叫苏克的男人,正在开着车,而自己跟杜婉就坐在后面,车厢当中气氛沉闷,似乎谁也没有想要开口说话的兴趣。 „Hey, you what's the matter? I was not immediately am dying!” The Du Juan complexion now is so no longer pale, instead has the gloss ruddily . Moreover the tone that spoke relaxed very much. “喂,你们怎么回事？我又不是马上要死了！”杜鹃的脸色现在已经不再那么苍白,反而红润而有光泽,而且说话的语气很是放松。 „Elder sister, your let alone mourning angry words good!” Du Wan there will have the good mood at this time, although stubborn Du Juan, came out from the hospital finally, but is placed in a present matter now is, must rescue Du Juan. “姐,你别说丧气话了好不好！”杜婉这个时候那里会有好心情,虽然拗不过杜鹃,最终还是从医院出来了,但是现在摆在眼前的一个事情是,必须要救杜鹃。 „Why can you give up treating?” Su Ke is actually also considering this issue, now only then two means that delivers to Yanjing that side Military District General Hospital Du Juan, after all the Medical Care level and equipment are internally top, another is diagnoses well, looked attractively can the so-called cancer cell eliminate with gold/metal needle. “你为什么要放弃治疗？”苏克其实也在考虑这个问题,现在只有两种办法,一个是把杜鹃送到燕京那边的军区总医院,毕竟医疗水平和设备都是在国内顶尖的,另外一个是自己好好诊断一下,最好看看能不能用金针将所谓的癌细胞消灭。 „I do not want to govern, getting so far as finally is dead characters, the meaning does not have, might as well is fun while these days, enjoys my youth youth!” Saying that Du Juan does not care at all, simply has not as if cared the death. “我不想治了,弄到最后还是一个死字,一点儿意思都没有,还不如趁着这段时间好好玩玩,享受一下我的青春华年！”杜鹃满不在乎的说道,似乎根本都没有把死亡放在心上。 However is not only Du Wan or is Su Ke, can realize that Du Juan that deep being incapable, the wicked xing tumor, the cancer cell spreads, shifts from the ru gland slowly, will have the possibility five internal organs to be infected very much, even the blood will be hard to avoid, naturally this will be only the worst case scenario, will be facing the most optimistic condition, in the present method also can only say that completely the human affairs will listen to the destiny. 但是不仅是杜婉抑或是苏克,都能体会到杜鹃那种深深的无力,恶xing肿瘤,癌细胞扩散,从ru腺慢慢转移,很有可能五脏都会被传染,甚至血液都难以避免,当然这只是最坏的情况,可是面对最为乐观的状态,以现在的手段来说也只能说是尽人事听天命。 The cancer cell is a very strange cell, it will shift the spot freely, reproduces the illness, will resurge, actually has many cancer patients, dies of the recrudescence, can say, once caught this thing, the consequence is very serious. 癌细胞是一种很诡异的细胞,它会自由转移部位,繁殖病症,甚至会死灰复燃,其实有很多的癌症患者,都是死于复发,可以说一旦染上了这东西,后果很严重。 Du Juan is speaking, the eye looks at outside by the glass, these passers-by go on a trip in a hurry, but in her eyes this is the vital symbol, the trees of these roadsides do not have what leaf, is tying up the below protection against the cold of tree trunk with numb Caosheng, but this was full of the symbol of vitality in her eyes. 杜鹃说着话,眼睛透过车窗看着外面,那些路人行色匆匆,可是在她的眼中这是充满活力的象征,那些路边的树木已经没有了什么叶子,用麻草绳捆绑着树干的下方御寒,可是在她的眼中这是充满了生机的象征。 All as if in prosperous, unceasing growth, only then own life in slowly comes to an end, the years silent pass, the body condition normal date and time is not much left, if which day of really had the later symptom, is the ding of countdown has sounded. 所有的一切似乎都在欣欣向荣,不断的生长,只有自己的生命在慢慢的接近尾声,岁月无声流逝,身体状态正常的时日所剩无几,如果哪一天自己真的出现了晚期的症状,那么就是倒计时的钟声已然敲响。 In car(riage) electronic clock already 3 : 30, but this Su Ke studied clever, ahead of time sent SMS to Shen Zheng, told he himself to have a friend to be hospitalized suddenly, matter was urgent, first please half-day false. 车内电子时钟已经三点半了,不过这次苏克学了个乖,提前给沈正发了条短信,告诉他自己有个朋友突然住院,事情紧急,先请个半天的假。 „Squeak---!”, Su Ke stopped the roadside the car(riage), said sentence you and others my, this got out the retail sales that ran in the Medical Care instrument of roadside to specialize in selling. “吱---！”的一声,苏克把车停到了路边,说了句你们等我一下,这就下车跑进了路侧的一家医疗器械专卖的门市当中。 When Su Ke boards again, his in hand are many a block of rectangle, Du Wan one has brought from his in hand, opens looks, row of seven Acupuncture Needle: „Do you buy its What are you doing??” 等到苏克再次上车的时候,他的手里已经多了一个长方形的小盒,杜婉一把从他的手里拿了过来,打开一看,一排七根针灸针:“你买它干什么？” „I prepare first to help Du Juan apply needle, if cannot eliminate the cancer cell, at least should to reduce speed its propagation rate!” Su Ke truly thinks that like this, although does not know that own acupuncture to Du Juan is whether effective, now but can do does completely, the better than nothing, or will have the unexpected harvest also not necessarily to know. “我准备先帮杜鹃施针,如果不能消除癌细胞的话,最起码应该要减慢它的扩散速度！”苏克确实是这样想的,虽然不知道自己的针灸对杜鹃是否有效,但是现在能够做的就是全部去做,聊胜于无,或者会有意想不到的收获也未必可知。 „Right, I actually regarding some Chinese Medicine acupuncture research!” Suddenly felt the doubts vision that behind these two people cast, Su Ke explained one subconsciously, but did not say fortunately, after saying, Du Wan immediately does not believe: „Do you have the research? Excuse me, are you inherited psoriasis, monopolizes old Chinese Medicine!” “对了,我其实对于中医针灸有些研究！”突然感觉到身后这两个人投来的疑惑目光,苏克下意识的解释了一句,不过不说还好,说完之后,杜婉马上就不信了:“你有研究？拜托,你是不是祖传牛皮癣,专治老中医啊！” Su Ke knows oneself said again fears them is also the heart has the anxiety, after all Chinese Medicine not only need have the talent together, even is the process that the experience piles up, why this is also these old Chinese Medicine each esteemed reason, honest being silent, leads them the apartment that returned to Du Wan to rent. 苏克知道自己再说恐怕她们也是心有疑虑,毕竟中医一道不仅要有天赋,甚至都是经验堆积的过程,这也是为什么那些老中医各个都受人推崇的原因,老实的闭口不言,带着她们回到了杜婉租住的公寓。 „Can--- Takes off inside clothes?” Su Ke looks to lie low Du Juan on bed, the sound, if mosquito cry, on face, although full is serious, actually also some unnatural blushing. “能不能---把里面的衣服脱下来？”苏克看着平躺在床上的杜鹃,声若蚊鸣,脸上虽然满是严肃,却也有些不自然的红晕。
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