TOD :: Volume #6

#6: I am possibly dying


LNMTL needs user funding to survive Read More

You guess how many wild chestnuts in my hand has? Words both of guessing right give you.” “你猜猜我手里有几个野栗子?猜对的话两个都给你。” In the evening, Lu An places the back two hands mysterious, said toward A'Xia. 傍晚,陆安神秘兮兮地把两只手放在背后,朝阿夏说。 A'Xia with looking at the look of idiot looked at his one eyes, the probe said: Two?” 阿夏用看白痴的眼神看了他一眼,试探道:“两个?” Yeah.” “哎。” „......” “……” Saturday is not really intelligent. 星期六果然不聪明。 A'Xia somewhat broke off his head to look sadly, crumb chestnut/trembling Ren threw into the mouth. 阿夏有些忧愁地掰着他脑袋看了看,捏碎栗仁扔进嘴里。 She raised the head, outside Little Jinli leaps to suspend the small short leg to run steaming, picks some subtilises to save the fever on the ground. 她抬起头,外面小锦鲤腾腾腾摆着小短腿奔跑,在地上捡一些枯草存起来烧。 Must construct an environment that suits the life is very difficult, is impossible to get it done in one action, today entire, will clean up tomorrow, tidies up these collapses wall houses slowly in the same place, the brick bat piles, but must maintain the house that oneself live, so as to avoid the raining water leakage, as well as outside land parcel, must clean up, next year will continue to farm. 要建设一个适合生活的环境是很困难的,不可能一蹴而就,今天整一点,明天收拾一点,慢慢地把那些倒塌的墙壁房屋收拾在一起,砖块摞起来,还要维护自己住的房子,免得下雨漏水,以及外面的地块,都要清理一下,来年继续种地。 In this process, He Qingqing, although has not helped, but is essential, provides the resources the first point. 在这个过程里,何清清虽然没有帮忙,但却是必不可少的,提供资源的第一环。 The environment in Apocalyptic World is bad, is unable to reconstruct safely, main issue on resources. 末世里的环境之所以恶劣,无法安心重建,最主要的问题就在资源上。 A person eats to the full entire family is not hungry, He Qingqing is comfortable, swims in the water, the giant fish tail surfaces once for a while, strikes again. 一人吃饱全家不饿,何清清非常自在,在水里游来游去,巨大的鱼尾时不时露出水面,再拍击下去。 Therefore Lu An sees in the distant place river to have a silly fish before the window, once for a while jumps from the river surface, but also has the big variety water splash. 于是陆安在窗前就看到远处河里有一条傻鱼,时不时从河面蹦起来,还带着大簇水花。 What is she making?” A'Xia asked. “她在做什么?”阿夏问。 To the Little Jinli performance.” Lu An guessed, He Qingqing really liked Jinli very much. “给小锦鲤表演吧。”陆安猜测道,何清清真的很喜欢锦鲤 If not she is unable to arrive at the ground to live, did not have the Zhao Hua anything matter probably. 如果不是她无法来到地面生活,大概就没赵华什么事了。 He Qingqing is truly teasing Little Jinli to play, Little Jinli spatially is winged, day-by-day grows up, will not fly, most likes flinging about. 何清清确实在逗小锦鲤玩,小锦鲤空长了翅膀,一天天长大,也不会飞,最喜欢跳来跳去。 Jumped a while in the river, she was tired, lay rests in the river bank, Little Jinli jolted the summit to run over to her brushes that tail. 在河里蹦哒了一会儿,她累了,趴在河岸休息,小锦鲤颠颠跑过来给她刷那条尾巴。 Come, kisses/intimate one.” “来,亲一个。” The He Qingqing check the finger, referred to the cheek. 何清清勾勾手指,指了指自己脸蛋。 Mua!” “mua!” Clever!” He Qingqing smiles a villain likely, holds the face of Little Jinli to make an effort to rub, kisses/intimate one again.” “乖!”何清清笑得像个反派,捧住小锦鲤的脸用力揉搓,“再亲一口。” Zhao Jinli thinks, looks at the mermaid elder sister's ruddy lip, honk the mouth collects. 赵锦鲤想了想,看美人鱼姐姐红润的嘴唇,嘟起嘴凑过去。 He Qingqing is still smiling from the beginning, but detected that she also has the next movement, immediately the expression stagnates. 何清清一开始还在笑,但是察觉到她还有下一步动作,顿时表情凝滞。 Wait...... anyone, who teaches you?!” He Qingqing in great surprise, the tail curls upwards to shiver sharp. “等等……谁,谁教你的?!”何清清大惊,尾巴尖都翘起来颤抖着。 I look at Uncle Saturday am such own Aunt Xia.” “我看星期六叔叔就是这样亲夏阿姨的。” „?” “?” He Qingqing irritated, do not study them! They are the dog...... the dog...... the dog shit!” 何清清气死了,“不要学他们!他们是狗……狗……臭狗屎!” „......” “哦……” The people, had a bad effect on her Little Jinli. 狗男女,把她的小锦鲤都带坏了。 He Qingqing lies in the riverside panting in indignation, waits for Lu An to come the time sends a punitive expedition immediately. 何清清气呼呼地趴在河边,等陆安过来的时候立马兴师问罪。 I? What's wrong?” “我?怎么了?” You cannot do some strange matters with your wife.” He Qingqing yelled. “你不许和你媳妇做一些奇怪的事。”何清清大叫。 Lu An:?? 陆安:?? What problem does this fish have? 这条鱼有什么毛病? You manage the day manages place, but also manages me and my wife?” Lu An disdains. “你管天管地,还管我和我媳妇?”陆安不屑。 Let alone he and A'Xia will not do any strange matter, or he and A'Xia does anything is not strange, although has not done and that's the end. 何况他和阿夏又不会做什么奇怪的事,或者说,他和阿夏做任何事都不奇怪,虽然还没做就是了。 Let alone He Qingqing also flickered she to say initially has the breast milk, making A'Xia experiment diligently really has, this fish really very out of it. 更何况当初何清清还忽悠她说有奶水,让阿夏孜孜不倦地试验到底是不是真的有,这条鱼真的很逊。 You had a bad effect on my family Little Jinli!” “你把我家小锦鲤都带坏了!” Un?” “嗯?” Lu An ignorant, how to have a bad effect on? 陆安懵了一下,怎么带坏了? He takes a look at the big chest that He Qingqing air/Qi trembles, asked: „Does she...... want to nurse?” 他瞅瞅何清清气得发抖的大胸膛,问道:“她……要吃奶?” Have no reason, has rested separatedly, the Little Jinli possible learned at sixes and sevens? 没理由啊,一直都是分开睡,小锦鲤怎么可能学会乱七八糟的? Lu An thought that is unlikely, even if the girl midnight opens the door secretly, dark anything could not see not saying that A'Xia can certainly detect. 陆安觉得不太可能,就算那丫头半夜偷偷打开门,乌漆麻黑什么也看不见不说,阿夏一定能察觉出来。 She kisses/intimate me!” He Qingqing is staring to say. “她亲我!”何清清瞪着眼睛道。 Kissing you are not very normal, her also biological my family A'Xia, this has anything.” “亲你不是很正常吗,她还亲我家阿夏呢,这有什么。” Lu An scoffed at one, is surprised due to ignorance. 陆安嗤了一声,少见多怪。 She...... she...... she......” “她……她……她……” He Qingqing pulls a long face, the tail kicks to pat the water splash on the river surface. 何清清绷着脸,尾巴扑腾扑腾在河面上拍起水花。 Irritated her. 气死她了。 She also wants to eat my saliva!” “她还想吃我口水!” „?” “啊?” Lu An was also startled, your good beast.” 陆安也惊了,“你好禽兽啊。” „...... You come.” The He Qingqing look is bad. “……你过来。”何清清眼神不善。 Does not pass.” “不过去。” You come.” “你过来一下嘛。” Does not go, you are treating well.” Lu An shakes the head, turns the body to walk. “不去,你好好待着。”陆安摇头,扭身就走。 The He Qingqing deep breath, then sneaked in the river. 何清清深呼吸了一口,回头钻进河里。 Lu An!” 陆安!” Un? 嗯? Lu An hears word turns head, hears bang a sound, the river water to mix with the small fish crash-bang to sprinkle toward here. 陆安闻言回头,就听见砰一声响,河水夹杂着小鱼哗啦啦朝这边泼过来。 Does!” “干!” Lu An turns the body to run, dripped wet the most body, freezes to tremble to run to change the clothes. 陆安扭身就跑,还是被淋湿了大半身子,冻得瑟瑟发抖跑回去换衣服。 Little Jinli was roared by A'Xia was resting, covers with the quilt to help her take the gate to return to the room, the Lu An nest to coil one group in the quilt, has not recovered consciousness. 小锦鲤阿夏哄着睡了,盖好被子帮她带上门回到自己房间,陆安窝在被子里卷成一团,还没有缓过来。 Little Jinli meets after the wedding you?” He thinks, asked this matter. 小锦鲤是不是会亲你?”他想了想,问起这件事。 Sometimes can.” “有时候会啊。” „Can she...... this?” “她会不会……这样?” Lu An drew to demonstrate her. 陆安把她拉过来示范了一下。 A'Xia purses the lips, strange say/way: Naturally, I am not a girl, she is also. What are you thinking?” 阿夏抿了抿嘴,奇怪道:“当然不会,我是女孩子,她也是。你在想什么?” It‘s nothing.” “没什么。” The Lu An flexure flexure wing of the nose, staring at out of the window is a little lost. A'Xia took off the clothes to infiltrate, shouted the tone gently. 陆安挠挠鼻翼,盯着窗外有点出神。阿夏脱了衣服钻进来,轻轻呼了口气。 The weather is turning warm day-by-day, detects this point , because Sun comes out. 天气在一天天变暖,发觉这一点,是因为太阳出来。 Solar fierce time, wearing the cotton-padded jacket can feel that has the little heat. 太阳烈的时候,穿着棉衣会感觉到有一点点热。 Lu An they once the weapon of belt/bring studied Chen Zhirong, how teaches A'Xia to use, A'Xia studies very earnestly, this is easier-to-use than her blade, but needs to supplement the energy, in the ordinary circumstances does not use. 陆安陈志荣他们曾经带的武器研究了一下,教阿夏怎样用,阿夏学得很认真,这比她的刀要好用,只是需要补充能源,一般情况下不动用。 The day passes by day-by-day, she does not have to mention the matter that Lu An must leave again, but will whenever there is time treat side Lu An, often recalls the matter that this walks. 日子一天天过去,她没再提过陆安要离开的事,只是一有时间就待在陆安身边,时常记起这一路走来的事。 Stands proceeds to look in the present time, Lu An like redeems specially her, when she most difficult, from He Qingqing there lane some fish, leading her to step onto high-speed, is pushing the bicycle, far away from that hopeless city. 站在现在的时间往前看,陆安就像专门来救赎她的,在她最困难的时候,从何清清那里弄了一些鱼,带着她走上高速,推着自行车,远离那个没有希望的城市。 Among this also meets Zhao Hua, bumps into He Qingqing again, opens up virgin soil together that small town, falls until the second space station, all ruins diligently. 这中间还遇到赵华,再碰到何清清,一起拓荒那个小镇,直到第二个空间站掉下来,所有努力又全都毁掉。 This time, the life stabilized quickly, his also day was inferior for day. 这次,生活快稳定下来了,他也一天不如一天。 Lu An wears a brown coat, the body is slightly sloppy, is manipulating the electric shock spear/gun, later gives her. 陆安穿着一身棕色大衣,身上略显邋遢,摆弄着电击枪,随后交给她。 A'Xia wants suddenly this way, even if has existed in the winter are not related. 阿夏忽然很想就这样下去,即使冬天一直存在也没关系。 learned?” Lu An referred to the switch on spear/gun. “学会了吗?”陆安指了指枪上的开关。 learned.” “学会了。” She nods gently. 她轻轻点头。 Holds the waist the spear/gun, she draws out the short dagger, polishes on the sharp blade to reflect the sunlight of sky. 把枪揣进腰间,她拔出短匕,打磨锋利的刃上反射着天空的阳光。 Compares in the science and technology, is blade anything conveniently. 相比于科技,还是刀什么的更顺手一点。 If now meets that wolf again, I can not need the fee/spent too to kill it vigorously. 现在如果再遇到那头狼,我可以不用费太大力就把它杀死。 But , is actually not able to prevent Lu An day-by-day to become weak, like acceleration later years. 可是,却无法阻止陆安一天天变得虚弱,像加速暮年。 Records all these in Fei Qiang of upper air. 远在高空的费强记录着这一切。 That seemingly normal woman, many a spear/gun, possibly is on the 3rd beforehand the person of space station loses. 那个看起来正常的女人,又多了一把枪,可能是之前三号空间站的人遗落的。 This made their securities bigger, to be honest, he does not hope very much these people died, look at them, like seeing initially the life of old Age. 这让他们的安全性更大了,说实话,他很不希望这些人死,看他们,就像看到了当初旧时代的生活。 Before he frequently the matter of dream to disaster, waking up is actually the ice-cold steel construction, the expression numb person, the nourishing cream and living materials of assignment. 他常常梦到灾难前的事,醒来却是冰冷的钢铁建筑,表情麻木的人,分配的营养液和生活物资。 „Did you receive the womb?” Companion that moon-face girl spoke thoughtlessly toward him asked. “你领到子宫了吗?”同伴那个圆脸女孩随口朝他问。 No.” “没有。” Fei Qiang, continued saying: To be honest, I do not even plan to apply.” 费强顿了顿,继续道:“说实话,我甚至不打算申请。” Why?” She expressed a little surprisedly. “为什么?”她表示有点惊讶。 Possibly I am an old stick-in-the-mud, could not accept these. In beforehand old Age, but also the life in the ground, is woman, is not the man-made womb, is person has a child from the body.” “可能我是老顽固吧,接受不了这些。在以前的旧时代,还生活在地面的时候,都是女人自己,不是什么人造子宫,就是人自己从身体里生孩子。” „Isn't that the backward raw mode?” “那不是落后的原始方式吗?” Primitive? Backwardness?” “原始?落后?” Fei Qiang hesitated, sees at present this girl, he cannot think through, but the short more than ten years, how will turn into primitively backwardness. 费强沉吟了一下,看着眼前这个女孩,他想不通,只不过短短十几年,怎么会变成‘原始’‘落后’了。 What now teaches? 现在都教了一些什么? No one is willing to use that primitive way with you, not only injures is very big, more than half a year cannot walk cannot move, cannot work. The science and technology is used to improve the life.” The girl looks at an behind gate, lowers the sound saying: I heard, must forbid that way, later can only use......” “没有人愿意和你用那种原始的方式,不仅伤害很大,还有大半年不能走不能动,不能劳动。科技就是用来改善生活的。”女孩看一眼身后的门,压低声音道:“我听说,要禁止那种方式了,以后只能用……” Fei Qiang is listening to her words in a low voice, in the eye appears a grief. 费强听着她低声的话语,眼里现出一丝悲悯。 Takes the century as seeking asylum of unit, they must live from generation to generation on this. 以世纪为单位的避难,他们要一代一代生活在这上面。 When 50 years, 100 years later, what appearance will turn into? 等到五十年,一百年之后,会变成什么样子? The survival of this way, but also is meaningful? 这种方式的生存,还有意义吗? He looks at the measuring platform, that fish of ground looks like the person compared with them. 他把目光投向观测台,地面的那条鱼都比他们更像人。 If he so experiences two Age, probably was abandoned person, the disaster of ground keeps him from surviving, but the change of space station is also hard to adapt. 如他这般经历两个时代,像是被遗弃了的人,地面的灾难让他无法生存,而空间站的变化也难以适应。 This world is torn to pieces, the ground and in the air is the person of barely managing to maintain a feeble existence, new generation had a keeping aloof superiority feeling. 这个世界支离破碎,地面与空中都是苟延残喘的人,新生代却有一种高高在上的优越感。 What is laughable, they do not know that anything is called the happiness, has not experienced the world before disaster, is how radiant and prosperous. 可笑的是,他们不知道什么叫作幸福,也从没体验过灾难前的世界,是多么璀璨而繁荣。 Chen Zhirong is also looking up to the sky, is very strange, since thorough relieved after the ground lives, he actually felt a joy. 陈志荣也在仰望天空,很奇怪,自从彻底安心在地面生活后,他竟然感到了一丝快乐。 Naturally, without various bad aches was better, he envies Zhao Hua and A'Xia physique very much. 当然,要是没有糟糕的各种疼痛就更好了,他很羡慕赵华阿夏的体质。 Has been used to the pollution, the ulcer like him, does not fall the hair, the throat swelling. 已经习惯了污染,并不像他一样溃疡,掉头发,喉咙肿胀。 Namo A'Xia Bodhisattva.” 南无阿夏菩萨。” Chen Zhirong prayed one secretly, if can adapt to the pollution, lives like this also well, although the fish eats is chatty, but is always tastier than the nourishing cream. 陈志荣偷偷祈祷了一句,如果能适应污染,就这样生活下去也不错,虽然鱼肉吃得腻烦,但总比营养液好喝。 Then starts, when myriad things rejuvenation, but can also farm. 这才只是开始,等到万物回春,还可以种地。 He was a little a pity, the companion who gets down together if because of were good. 他有点可惜,一起下来的同伴如果还在就好了。 Can travel together always makes people feel to comfort, like a Lu An and Lu An liangs person, mutually supporting, some people are speaking, is warming up together. 能搭个伴总是更让人感到抚慰的,就像陆安个人,互相扶持着,有人说说话,靠在一起取暖。 In this Doomsday, when last generation, live in the land, dies in the land, calculates to return home. 在这末日里,当最后一代人,生在陆地,死在陆地,也算落叶归根。 Chen Zhirong weeded out a nod to send, kicked a pit with the shoes on the ground, then did not have the luster hair to throw withered, stepped on two feet again. 陈志荣又薅了一点头发下来,用鞋子在地上踢出一个坑,然后把干枯没有色泽的头发扔进去,再踩两脚。 He looks like a bald person now. 他现在像一个秃子。 I felt that day that you fall thoroughly bare perhaps died.” Zhao Hua takes a look at him to say in the one side, perhaps you can little weed out.” “我觉得你彻底秃掉的那天说不定就死了。”赵华在一旁瞅着他道,“或许你可以少薅一点。” Perhaps also I grown stronger.” “也说不定我就变强了。” Chen Zhirong wears the hat, looked at the Zhao Hua lameness, how does your leg make?” 陈志荣戴好帽子,看了看赵华的瘸腿,“你腿怎么弄的?” Was nipped one by the insect, careful, here southern tide, waits for the weather to return to warmer weather, insect compared with before there many.” “被虫子咬了一口,小心点,这边南方潮,等天气回暖,虫子比以前那里多。” Does not have a place that suits the person to live.” “就没一个适合人住的地方。” They take a break to stand , to continue to wear the brick bat of glove cleaning up ground. 俩人休息片刻站起来,继续戴着手套清理地面的砖块。 As the weather warms day-by-day, they must speed up the advancement, will be very in the future long busy days. 随着天气一天天暖起来,他们必须要加快进程,往后还有很长一段忙碌的日子。 Is good leaves the river is not far because of here, in that river is also very tranquil, a very small branch, the water current is gentle, He Qingqing defends there every day, the risk greatly reduced. 好在这边离河不远,那条河里也很平静,很小的一个支流,水流平缓,何清清每天都守在那里,危险性大大降低了。 Some day in evening Zhao Hua will see to cross river the wave to turn from afar wells up, He Qingqing is poking a thing roaming that seems like the person was far, does not know that is anything. 某天傍晚赵华远远看见过河里水波翻涌,何清清戳着一个像是人的东西游远了,也不知道是个什么。 He Qingqing seemingly is idling, actually in cleaning up the environment in river , helping the Little Jinli later life diligently. 何清清看似闲着,其实一直在清理河里的环境,帮小锦鲤以后的生活努力。 I am possibly dying.” “我可能快死了。” Chen Zhirong said often like this, but had not died, Zhao Hua also listened to be used to it, but this first time was he listened to Lu An to say. 陈志荣经常这样说,可是一直没死,赵华也听习惯了,但是这还是他第一次听陆安说。 Zhao Hua is very surprised, turns the head to look to him, Lu An has not actually paid attention, the tone is light, sits is looking at the distant place on the stair, said that probably that side sunset glow beautifully was very same, said that he was dying. 赵华很吃惊,转头看向他,陆安却没有理会,语气淡淡的,坐在台阶上望着远处,就好像说那边晚霞很美一样,说他快死了。 Zhao Hua looked at the past following his vision. 赵华顺着他目光望过去。 The distant place is A'Xia is carrying the washbasin in the riverside, takes the Chinese honey locust, under that big tree and He Qingqing spoke, while wash did laundry, that was she and Lu An shirt. 远处是阿夏端着水盆在河边,拿着皂角,在那棵大树下和何清清一边说话,一边浣洗衣服,那是她和陆安的衬衣。 The slender back is passing gently, but pokes in nearby hatchet a little destroys this aesthetic sense. 纤细的背影透着温婉,只是戳在旁边的柴刀有点破坏这幅美感。 Lu An enjoys this tranquility very much, the small bridge over the flowing stream, the time does not endure in a hurry. 陆安很享受这份宁静,小桥流水,时光不忍匆匆。 I died, you must farm well.” “等我死了,你要好好种地啊。” Lu An patted the shoulder of Zhao Hua, she and He Qingqing should live for a long time compared with you, after Little Jinli, must depend on them.” 陆安拍了拍赵华的肩头,“她和何清清应该都比你活得久,小锦鲤以后还要靠她们。” How will you die?” Zhao Hua cannot attend to other, holds lame has been transferring the body. “你怎么会死?”赵华顾不得别的,扶着瘸腿转过身子。 Person will die.” Lu An visits him strangely. “人都会死的。”陆安奇怪地看着他。 I know, is only......” “我知道,只是……” Zhao Hua, looked at the tired look on Lu An face, the lip opening and closing, suddenly looked like released the tone, the lower back rickets a point. 赵华顿了一下,看陆安脸上的倦容,嘴唇翕动着,忽然像泄了口气,腰背都佝偻了一点。 „Does she know?” “她知道吗?” She has long known, before we come to here.” Lu An said. “她早就知道,在我们来这儿之前。”陆安道。 That......” “那……” Zhao Hua, did not know to say anything, this matter was so sudden, had announced probably. 赵华怔怔的,不知道说什么,这件事如此突然,又好像早就有所预告。 Did not know from that time exhaustedly, until now like the old man, bound the clothes to sit in the corner can doze off. 从那时不知疲累,到如今像老头一样,裹着衣服坐在角落里就能打瞌睡。 Actually, I know your ancestor.” Lu An smiles, „do you believe?” “其实,我认识你祖宗。”陆安神秘一笑,“你信不信?” Zhao Hua does not believe obviously, the Lu An age did not have him to be big. 赵华显然是不信的,陆安的年岁还没他大。 Lu An is the pillar, from meeting to start, their three people, from high-speed to stabilizing, bring Little Jinli to He Qingqing again, he has an invisible charm, unlike experiencing everyone of disaster, the relaxedness that probably the person before disaster, reveals unknowingly, will be all right will look with the book, will also understand the thing that many they will unable to understand. 只是陆安一直都是主心骨,从遇到开始,他们三个人,从高速到安定下来,再到何清清带来小锦鲤,他有一种无形的魔力,与经历过灾难的所有人不同,像是灾难前的人,不经意间露出的轻松,没事会拿本书看,还懂许多他们听不懂的东西。 Your person well, how can, how be able......” Zhao Hua to talk over, the brilliance of setting sun sprinkles slantingly, falls on the ground, gives them to pull off the long shadow behind. “你好好的人,怎么会,怎么会……”赵华念叨着,夕阳的光辉斜洒过来,落在地面,给他们两个身后拖出长长的影子。
To display comments and comment, click at the button