...... this is 1821 st day, should right. 「……这是第一千八百二十一天,应该没错。 Today found several packages of salts, the salt that but kept before also has many...... always feels better not to have, saves. Also found several bottles of liquor, only then one bottle good, several other bottles shattered. 今天找到几包盐,可是之前留的盐还有很多……总好过没有,都存起来。还找到几瓶酒,只有一瓶好的,其他几瓶都坏掉了。 was right, today also bumps into a fool, I peeped a while, sees him to scurry about here, runs to go to the market, that place can leave behind the thing to be fishy. The words saying that can raise the fool, should his companion be very good? However are not related with me. 「对了,今天还碰到一个傻子,我偷看了一会儿,见他在这里乱窜,跑去商场,那种地方能留下东西才有鬼。话说能把傻子养大,他同伴应该很好吧？不过和我也没关系。 Here very long has not come the person, I also think that others died, even moon fell. Now looks like has not died, does not know that is the good deed or the misdemeanor. 」 这里很久没来人了,我还以为别人都死光了,连月亮都掉下来。现在看来没死完,也不知道是好事还是坏事。」 What don't I need the last straw that type that shoulders human to perish...... un...... to come at least? 」 「起码我不用背负人类灭亡的最后一根稻草那种……嗯……什么来着？」 ...... …… The 1822 nd daybreak, Sun raises as usual, although I cannot see it. 「第一千八百二十二个黎明,太阳照常升起,虽然我看不见它。 Runs into a person, from the beginning I want to kill directly his, that moment of however brandishing a sword, I think suddenly, does not know runs into the living person next time again, is. 遇到一个人,一开始我是想直接杀死他的,但是挥刀的那一刻,我突然想到,不知道下一次再遇到活人,是什么时候。 Also will perhaps not meet again. 也或许不会再遇到了。 I have therefore not begun —— another reason am he look a little silly, like former these people, in his eye did not have up, moreover smiled to me. After I used the blade to pat him one next, does not smile, now thinks a little to regret, but I have not told him. 「所以我没有动手——另一个原因是他看起来有点傻,不像以前遇到的那些人,他的眼里是有光的,而且还对我笑。我用刀拍了他一下后就不笑了,现在想想有点后悔,但是我没告诉他。 After the exchange, discovered that this person is a little strange, perhaps was I was insane, like before have seen these people, fantasized that had/left a companion in the side. Insane the person cannot know that the general idea, I fell in these 1822 days finally insanely. 交流后发现这个人有点古怪,也许是我疯了,就像以前见过的那些人,幻想出有个同伴在身边。疯了的人是不能自知的,大概,我终于在这一千八百二十二天里疯掉了。 Also is very good, I have received enough this damn the bad world. 」 也很好,我早就受够了这个他妈的糟糕的世界。」 ...... …… in 1823 rd day, I untied that person, we said the feeling that some words, this type and the person talked imagined —— I once to think compared with me oneself were used to it lonely, now knows, the custom was a excuse. 「在第一千八百二十三天,我把那个人解开了,我们说了一些话,这种和人交谈的感觉比我想象中好——我曾以为自己习惯了孤独,现在才知道,习惯不过是一种借口。 I am unable to distinguish clearly him am real or illusory, if were fantasized by me, can talk with me also well. 「我无法分清他是真实还是虚幻的,如果是被我幻想出来的,能陪我说说话也不错。 If real, he is really a lucky fellow, should be able compared with my exactly longer —— 如果是真实的,那他真是个幸运儿,应该能比我活更久—— In this bad world, living for a long time probably is not the good deed. 」 在这个糟糕的世界,活得久好像也不是什么好事。」 ...... …… he called Lu An, I liked this name very much, the land security, can say the land to be safe, safe, perhaps probably, was because this name I have not caught up with him to walk. 「他叫陆安,我很喜欢这个名字,陆上安全,也可以说陆地平安,平平安安,或许大概,就是因为这个名字我才没有赶他走。 Also was I too is perhaps long normally has not spoken. 也或许是我实在太久没有正常和人说过话了。 he will also read, comes back others' note from outside belt/bring, these were explaining that he is the anomaly, a very strange person, does not know before him, how to come...... 」 「他还会看书,从外面带回来一本别人的笔记,这些都在说明他是怪胎,很奇怪的一个人,不知道他之前是怎样过来的……」 ...... …… 1824 th day, I run into another person, she in river, because possibly the fish tail is more suitable to treat there. 「第一千八百二十四天,我又遇到另一个人,她在河里,可能因为鱼尾巴更适合待在那里。 A powerful woman, can catch a fish conveniently, did not fear that perhaps these monsters in river, she has the special means. 」 「强大的一个女人,随手就能抓一条鱼,也不怕河里的那些怪物,或许她有特殊的办法吧。」 was very difficult saying that who I and she was luckier, she should not need to starve. In such a way of the world, maintains is far from eating to the full to go on living normally importantly, if from this perspective, she is luckier. 「很难说我和她谁更幸运,她应该是不用挨饿的。在这样一个世道,保持正常远没有吃饱活下去重要,如果从这个角度来讲,她更幸运。 Right, but should also thank her, the fish is very delicious, I very long have not eaten. 」 对了,还应该谢谢她,鱼很美味,我已经很久没吃过了。」 is the bone is a little hard. 」 「就是骨头有点硬。」 ...... …… 1825 th day, I discovered that I found a companion, is that strange Lu An, what is most mysterious, he does not need to eat the thing, this avoided the necessity deficient time directly possibly can happen...... some not good matter. 」 「第一千八百二十五天,我发现我找到了一个同伴,就是那个奇怪的陆安,最神奇的是,他不用吃东西,这直接避免了物资缺乏的时候可能会发生的……一些不好的事。」 is together after several days, I also discovered that he is not silly, is only not a little intelligent. Moreover he also helped me, when I midnight fall ill, the water used helps me scrub the body, said accurately, is scratches the hands and feet and neck. 「经过几天相处,我还发现他不傻,只是有点不聪明。而且他还帮了我,在我半夜生病的时候,用水帮我擦身子,准确说,是擦手脚和脖子。 this reminds me of the beforehand father has told a story named Robinson, he raised Friday, two people act as companion on the isolated island. I also bumped into another Friday probably, a while ask how he changed name to call Saturday. 」 「这让我想起以前父亲讲过的一个叫鲁滨逊的故事,他养了一只星期五,两个人在孤岛上作伴。大概我也碰到了另一个星期五,一会儿问问他改名叫星期六怎么样。」 ...... …… 1827 th day, Lu An was almost killed by the bird yesterday, I saved him, we have helped one time mutually. 」 「第一千八百二十七天,昨天陆安差点被鸟杀死,我救了他,我们算是互相帮过一次了。」 Although he knows nothing. 」 「虽然他毫不知情。」 he with good of very that mermaid conversation, making us have many fish. Looks to hang a row of salt fish, I must really change a place in the consideration, had not harvested consecutively for several days, if this had continued, did not have the merpeople, will not have the next opportunity. 「他和那条美人鱼交谈的很好,让我们有了很多条鱼。看着挂成一排的咸鱼,我在考虑要不要真的换个地方,已经连续好几天没有收获了,如果再这样下去,没了人鱼,不会有下一次机会。 did not have Lu An, possibly does not have the next opportunity. Before not so many fish time, I am even thinking, was buried with this city to underground also good. 」 「没了陆安,也可能没下次机会。之前没有这么多鱼的时候,我甚至在想,和这座城市一起被埋到地下也挺好。」 ...... …… 1834 th day, I and he leave that city, two days on road. 「第一千八百三十四天,我和他离开那座城市,在路上两天了。 he compared with useful that I imagine, cannot help many be busy on the road, but when wants each time desperately, will spunk up. 」 「他比我想象的更有用,不是在路上能帮多少忙,而是在每次想要绝望的时候,都会重新打起精神。」 we will go on living, found Sun, meets 」 「我们会活下去,找到太阳,一定会」 ...... …… The 1847 days, run into a person on the road, the arm ultra class president, is similar to our situation, did not go on living in the original city, was walking toward the south side. 」 「一千八百四十七天,在路上又遇到一个人,手臂超级长,和我们情况相似,都是在原本的城市活不下去了,正在往南边走。」 his all alone, was held by us, on the cart has many canned food, does not know where looks, I cannot bear want to kill him, can look at Lu An very much is also excited. 」 「他孤身一人,被我们抓住,推车上有很多罐头,不知道是从哪里找的,我忍不住想弄死他,看得出来陆安也很心动。」 however Lu An struggled was very long, finally has not started. It can be said that false, it can be said that the bottom line, in brief, we plan to let off this person. 「但是陆安挣扎了很久,最终没有下手。可以说是虚伪,也可以说是底线,总之,我们打算放过这个人。 Remembers that the father has said that we are the person, cannot be the same with the wild animal, such will be only more painful, crosses that line, the latter half of one's life cannot change the person, if some day civilized reconstruction , can only struggle in this boundless darkness. 记得父亲说过,我们是人,不能和野兽一样,那样只会更痛苦,越过那条线,后半生将变不回人,如果有一天文明重建,也只能在这无边黑暗中挣扎。 Even if does not go on living dies together, still compared with live being better of resorting to all means that he can live is abandoning the bottom line, can for other abandonment companion. 」 「就算活不下去一起死,也比不择手段的活要好,他能为了活着抛弃底线,就能为了别的抛弃同伴。」 The father, Lu An and you look like very much, no matter wordy false, but makes one feel at ease. 」 「父亲,陆安和你很像,不管是啰嗦还是虚伪,但是让人安心。」 ...... …… Lu An draws me to walk with the car today was very long, I have not thought that except for father, will also have another person also this. 」 「今天陆安用小车拉着我走了很久,我从来没有想到,除了父亲,还会有另一个人也会这样做。」 I want to rest to recuperate the spirit a bit faster, pretended to fall asleep, but the belly was very painful, Lu An discovered probably, put out a hand to touch me secretly. 」 「我想快点休息养好精神,装作睡着了,但是肚子很痛,陆安好像发现了,偷偷地伸手摸我。」 , does not trace, he is helping me rub the belly. 」 「哦,不是摸,他在帮我揉肚子。」 ...... …… 1879 th day, should right, this number have no significance probably, I no longer have been a person live, have a person to accompany me, passes through that long road, experiences so many day and night. 「第一千八百七十九天,应该没错,这个数字好像没什么意义了,我早已经不再是一个人生活,有个人一直陪着我,走过那么长的路,经历那么多日夜。 we settle in a small town, leads that arm very long person, he called Zhao Hua. 「我们在一个小镇里安顿下来,带着那个胳膊很长的人,他叫赵华。 pak choi that we plant received one, the water on mountain was also directing, even also took a bath 我们种下的小白菜收了一茬,山上的水也正在引下来,甚至还洗了一次澡 these years the first time, I felt oneself looked like individual, rather than struggled life 」 in city 「这些年来第一次,我又感觉自己像个人了,而不是挣扎在城市里的孤魂野鬼」 ...... …… 1935 th day, these months every day is improving, but live to stabilize now, the Lu An a little condition is not good. 「第一千九百三十五天,这几个月来每天都在变好,可是现在生活稳定下来,陆安却有点状态不好。 The final result of everyone died, the person the life is not long, let alone in such an environment, the wild animal, disease and pollution...... everyone was used to it, but the expectation looked like him saying that he was only a little tired 」 每个人的最终结局都是死去,人一生并不漫长,何况在这样一个环境,野兽、疾病、污染……大家都习惯了,但还是期望像他说的,他只是有点累」 if possible, I want dead before Lu An, rather than later 」 「如果可以的话,我希望死在陆安之前,而不是之后」 ...... …… The this year's winter came, has not snowed, has made people feel coldly, Saturday was also getting more and more easy to get sleepy, making me be worried about this winter to be able safely in the past. 「今年的冬天来了,还没下雪,已经让人感受到寒冷,星期六也越来越容易犯困,让我担心这个冬天能不能安然度过去。 Since Apocalyptic World the 13 th winter, remembers indistinctly, the father had said 13 this numbers, looks like in some people are not the good implication. 」 末世以来第十三个冬天,隐约记得,父亲说过十三这个数字,在一些人看来是不好的寓意。」 Lu An said that I am the god...... the god will also be incapable? Actually I am not, I struggle a pitiful creature in Apocalyptic World. 」 「陆安说我是神……神也会无力吗？其实我并不是,我只是挣扎在末世里的一个可怜虫。」 ...... …… fell a moon, damn bad world 」 「又掉下来了一个月亮,他妈的糟糕的世界」 The snow got down for three days, the reason that because the second moon falls, actually the next under heavy snow, does not have no difference. 「雪下了三天,因为第二个月亮掉下来的缘故,其实下不下大雪,已经没什么区别了。 Cold is that cold, does not have the animal plant, returned to the life of that total darkness, the dust camouflaged the sunlight. 冷还是那么冷,也没有动物植物,又回到了那种暗无天日的生活,灰尘遮蔽了阳光。 If normally, can sweep a stretch of open area the snow, scatters the grass seed to try to seize the bird, now the bird shadow cannot see. 如果正常情况下,可以把雪扫出来一片空地,撒上草籽来试着捉鸟,现在连个鸟影都看不见。 Such it seems like, actually compares to snow, moon falls more serious many, but I experienced twice. 」 这么看来,其实相比下雪,月亮掉下来更严重的多,而我经历了两次。」 this seemed like 2000 th day, the mermaid looked for next place that suited the housing, we are waiting for her good news here. 」 「这好像是第两千天了,美人鱼去找下一个适合居住的地方,我们在这里等着她的好消息。」 ...... …… Apocalyptic World 13 th year 」 「末世的第十三年」 I can feel, Lu An must leave, this feeling more and more intense 」 「我能感觉到,陆安要离开了,这种感觉越来越强烈」 All that he makes are more like confession things to do after death 」 「他做的一切更像是交代后事」 Lu An said, we will have a reunion, but I do not believe that he definitely was dying 」 「陆安说,我们还会重逢,但是我不信,他肯定是要死了」 he wants to deceive me to try hard to go on living, I was deceived 」 by him 「他只是想骗我努力活下去,我被他骗到了」 ...... …… is very strange, my strength has been increasing, probably started to grow 」 「很奇怪,我的力气一直在变大,好像又开始发育了」 If now meets the beforehand that wolf again, I can not need the fee/spent too to kill it vigorously. 」 「现在如果再遇到之前那头狼,我可以不用费太大力就把它杀死。」 But , is actually not able to prevent Lu An day-by-day to become weak, like acceleration later years. 」 「可是,却无法阻止陆安一天天变得虚弱,像加速暮年。」 The strengthen was also useless...... Lu An really dead, I do not even know that he can endure this winter 」 「变强也没什么用啊……陆安真的要死了,我甚至不知道他能不能熬过这个冬天」 ...... …… The Apocalyptic World 14 th year, spring 」 「末世第十四年,春」 Saturday left 」 「星期六离开了」 however does not seem to leave. 「但是又好像没离开。 Whenever quiet at dead of night, I can feel, he also, but disappears. 每当夜深人静,我都能感觉到,他还在,只是不见了。 He has not died, he told me in the way of disappearance, he will also appear, our finally reunion 」 他没有死,他以消失的方式告诉我,他还会出现,我们终会重逢」 ...... …… a half year passed by, leaves from Lu An, has passed by over six months. 「半年过去了,自陆安离开,已经过去半年多。 Since these time, I am also stiffening unceasingly, can live gradually. 这些时间以来,我还在不断变强,渐渐可以独自一人生活。 Present I can take a long journey alone, but does not use with the Lu An bags, is pushing bicycle computation food. 如今的我能独自远行,而不用和陆安大包小包,推着自行车计算食物。 I can see the future, saw the matter that has not had, actually cannot see Lu An. 我可以看到未来,看到还没发生的事,却看不到陆安。 Perhaps is also insufficiently powerful 」 也许是还不够强大」 ...... …… ...... currently also has 300 years away Apocalyptic World. 「第……现在距末世还有三百年。 this is my story, I know you to exist, you are gazing at my 」 「这是我的故事,我知道你存在,你注视着我」 I exist because of you, but, should stop 「我因你而存在,但是,应该到此为止了 Was known by you very much happily, wish your good morning, the good afternoon, as well as good night. 很高兴被你认识,祝你早安,午安,以及晚安。 ? ? Right, Saturday makes me help a few words of belt/bring: Thank 对了,还有星期六让我帮忙带的一句话:Thank you you very very much, much, but but don't don't fucking fucking look look at at me me anymore 」 anymore」 ? ? ? ? ...... …… And the secret beyond time. 以及时间之外的隐秘。 Lu An: „Three matters can infer, one, if illuminated you saying that his big probability was also a human, because we looked, no matter television, was the novel, or other, over 90% took their race as the lead, therefore not too possible was a cat, a dog, either other what strange thing.” 陆安:“有三件事可以推导出来,一,如果照你所说,那他大概率也是一个人类,因为我们所看的不管电视,还是小说,又或者其他,百分之九十以上都是以自身种族为主角,所以不太可能是一只猫,一只狗,或者其他什么奇怪的东西。” A'Xia: „Then?” 阿夏:“然后呢？” Lu An: „He is not very necessarily strong, because of your strong and weak, are not related with his strong and weak, he is the criminal of dwelling in some prison is possibly describing with pencil, possibly lies down in Apocalyptic World Ruins, arranges a happy fairy tale to oneself, so long as establishes, presents a god powerful is very more normal than him of reality.” 陆安:“他不一定很强,因为你的强弱,和他的强弱没有丝毫关系,他可能是宅在某个监狱里的犯人用铅笔头在描绘,也可能是躺在末世的废墟里,给自己编个美好的童话,只要设定好,出现一个神远比现实的他强大很正常。” A'Xia: „Reasonable.” 阿夏:“有道理。” Lu An: „According to this point, can infer, you are impossible to break through the shackles, because he is also only an average person, this is the completely unrelated two world, even your infinite.” 陆安:“根据这一点,可以推导出,你不可能突破牢笼,因为他也只是一个普通人,这是完全不相干的两个世界,即使你无限强。” A'Xia: „This is the most desperate place.” 阿夏:“这就是最让人绝望的地方。” Lu An: „Second, he does not pay attention to us frequently, drinks water to urinate, is impossible all affairs big or small, when I urinate secretly dances, possibly is known by him, possibly no one knows, at this time, I was free . Moreover, after his vision puts aside, I am also free.” 陆安:“第二,他不会时时刻刻关注我们,喝水撒尿,不可能事无巨细,我偷偷尿尿时跳个舞,可能会被他知道,也可能谁也不知道,这个时候,我是自由的,而且,在他目光移开之后,我也是自由的。” A'Xia: „Is this free?” 阿夏:“这算自由吗？” Lu An: „ This must speak of three: How you know, the world that he is, wasn't created? 陆安:“这就要说到三:你怎么知道,他所在的世界,不是被创造出来的？ Does not need to create the world, only needs to create a story, I existed, then the entire human existed, because outside the place that is possible I to see is not chaos, human race, that moment of the man ape setting up, was born to me, this is a complete history, anything is impossible to emerge out of thin air, he has not possibly written, but the world construction, like the emperors of the Tang and Song, or I will live all places outside city, these people, these cities, without the place that was involved, they are only ordinary people, the white-collar boss, the factory hit the worker, young stall keeper., They are crossing oneself life, is full of the joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness, that is the real life, you can say that they don't exist? ” 不需要创造世界,只需要创造一个故事,我存在了,那么整个人类就存在了,因为不可能我看到的地方之外都是一片混沌,人类这个种族,从人猿立起来的那一刻开始,到我出生,这是一个完整的历史,任何事不可能凭空出现,他可能没写,但世界会自行架构,像唐宗宋祖,或者说我生活城市之外的所有地方,那些人,那些城市,没有被涉及到的地方,他们就只是一个平常人,白领老板,工厂打工人,小摊贩,他们过着自己的人生,充满喜怒哀乐,那都是真实的生活,你能说他们不存在吗？” A'Xia: „......” 阿夏:“……” Lu An: „Perhaps, this is the ultimate essence of the world, we are creating many world, some people are creating us, perhaps is the tragedy, perhaps is the comedy, waited for the story to finish, leaves behind place chicken feather, the person in tragedy is living strongly, the person in comedy gradually died of old age.” 陆安:“也许,这就是世界的终极本质,我们在创造着许多世界,也有人在创造着我们,也许是悲剧,也许是喜剧,等故事结束,留下一地鸡毛,悲剧里的人在坚强活着,喜剧里的人逐渐老去。”