On the gone back road Lu An looked at bridge approach one, still without the form of that mermaid. 回去的路上陆安又望了桥边一眼,依然没有那个美人鱼的身影。 He harbors intentions, actually wants to ask, she came from the far place, are other places same, with was covered the sky by the dust. 他心心念念,其实只是想问一下,她从多远的地方过来,其他地方是不是一样,也同被灰尘掩盖了天空。 If no, A'Xia can consider that actually changed an environment to continue to farm —— she to operate this place five years, now Sun did not have, this pitiful kid. 如果没有的话,阿夏倒是可以考虑换个环境继续种田——她经营了这片地方五年,现在太阳没了,这可怜的娃。 A'Xia has been used to various accidents/surprises, she is busy the happy today's harvest, one bottle of honey are very pleasantly surprised, has not thought that can also find a grain. 阿夏已经习惯了各种意外,她正忙着高兴今天的收获,一瓶蜂蜜已经是非常惊喜,没想到还能找到点粮食。 Even the canned food she has not let off, has seems like also calculates normal was also loaded into the package the belt/bring to come back. 连罐头她也没放过,有个看起来还算正常的也被装进包里带回来。 „This does discard?” Lu An cannot bear put forward the proposal, large package grain found, the expired canned food does not hate to throw. “这个就扔掉吧？”陆安忍不住提出建议,一大包粮食都找到了,过期的罐头也舍不得扔。 „I thought that can also try.” “我觉得还能试一下。” A'Xia stirs the powder it with the chopsticks, admits the mouth to taste, the flavor is a little strange, but is good. 阿夏用筷子把它搅散,放进嘴里尝尝,味道有点怪,不过还行。 „You did not fear that eats to go wrong?” “你不怕吃出毛病？” „The person who does not need to eat meal rubbish.” “不用吃饭的人别废话。” „......” “……” Lu An had not said again, this place has what sickness only to die to shoulder, can look at the life exactly...... A'Xia is very proficiently survival expert, should not have the issue. 陆安没有再说,这地方生什么病只能死扛,能不能活看命……不过阿夏是个非常熟练的生存专家,应该没问题。 In Apocalyptic World, so long as eats does not die, can get into the stomach on the representative, then strange fish A'Xia can eat happily, truly has no right to speak in this aspect Lu An. 在末世,只要吃不死,就代表可以下肚,那么奇怪的鱼阿夏都能愉快吃掉,在这方面陆安确实没什么发言权。 Boils the water, A'Xia digs the little honey carefully, flushed one bowl, the sweet flavor makes her like very much, the small mouth drinks several, she has a look at Lu An, the hesitant moment handed over handing over toward here, „do you want to taste?” 把水烧开,阿夏小心地挖出来一点点蜂蜜,冲了一碗,甜滋滋的味道让她很喜欢,小口喝几下,她看看陆安,犹豫片刻往这边递了递,“你要不要尝尝？” „Are you willing to give me?” “你舍得给我？” „Was not I found.” “也不是我自己找到的。” „You drink, I do not use.” Lu An shakes the head, looks at her puzzled appearance a little happy feeling. “你喝吧,我不用。”陆安摇了摇头,看她纠结的样子有点喜感。 A'Xia closes the eye to taste carefully, if Lu An did not remember incorrectly, in the honey contains the glucose and various types of Vitamins and so on, although the content are few, is she except for the thing that outside food most needs. 阿夏闭上眼睛细细品尝,如果陆安没记错的话,蜂蜜里包含着葡萄糖和各种维生素之类,虽然含量少,也是她除了食物以外最需要的东西。 „Perhaps...... can first make me taste that.” His vision falls to the canned food on, considers saying: „If all right, you eat again are not late.” “或许……可以先让我尝一下那个。”他目光落到罐头上,斟酌道:“如果没什么事的话,你再吃也不晚。” Little eats, if some untoward effects, is the expired food, after waking up, how to say. 少吃一点,如果有不良反应,也不过是过期食品,醒来后怎么都好说。 Lu An suddenly discovered oneself this Goldfinger usage, he can, when A'Xia tries poisonous —— not to go all out that if one seems like very not wonderful thing, absolutely not entrance. 陆安忽然发现了自己这个金手指的用法,他可以当阿夏的试毒员——不太拼命的那种,如果是一眼看上去就很不妙的东西,绝对就不入口了。 After all his anything has not done, but must A'Xia to protect him, but also took her dagger. 毕竟他什么也没干,还得要阿夏保护他,还拿了她一个匕首。 „Does not use!” “不用！” A'Xia rejects very much simply, originally does not have the thing of many eating, was tried to try not to have by Lu An. 阿夏很干脆地拒绝,本来就没多少吃的东西,被陆安试一下就试没了。 He does not need to eat the thing, gives him to waste. 他又不用吃东西,给他都是浪费。 As if feared that Lu An snatches her thing to eat suddenly, just drank up the water, A'Xia throws into the pot the canned food and a point meter/rice, but also cut a fish, mixes is boiling together, scatters a salt to stir slowly several with the ladle, covers again. 仿佛怕陆安忽然抢她的东西吃,刚喝完水,阿夏就把罐头和一点米扔进锅里,还切了一点鱼肉,混合在一起煮,撒点盐用勺子慢慢搅几下,再盖起来。 The food that was attended to like this, Lu An does not want to hear the flavor, sets out to leave. 被这样料理出来的饭,陆安连味道都不想闻,起身离远一点。 „At sixes and sevens what your ability is to eat won't have the matter?” He doubts to ask. “你的能力就是吃什么乱七八糟的都不会有事吗？”他疑问道。 „This was everyone should have the ability that the body delicately has died several years ago.” A'Xia returns said. “这是每个人都该有的能力,身体娇弱的早就死在几年前了。”阿夏回道。 Then, looks at Lu An , to continue to add: „Does not need to eat meal except for your type. If how you do eat the thing to be able?” 接着顿一下,看一眼陆安,继续补充道:“除了你这种不用吃饭的。你如果吃东西会怎么样？” She is a little also curious, this person eats is spits, is unable to digest the belly supports in a big way. 她也有点好奇,这种人吃下去难道是吐出来,还是无法消化把肚子撑大。 „I ate did not meet hungrily.” He said. “我吃了会不饿。”他说。 „?” “？” „Isn't this very normal matter? Eating the thing will not be hungry.” Lu An does not need to want also to know, ate to the full here, after waking up, possibly did not need to eat the thing. “这不是很正常的事？吃东西就不会饿。”陆安不用想也知道,在这边吃饱了,醒来之后可能就不用吃东西了。 Could depend on this to participate in anything to move, the performance does not eat meal for half a month, challenges the Guinness World Record, daily fell asleep to eat one...... is not good, first did not say that ate cannot eat up, A'Xia first had a fit of bad temper. 也许可以靠这一手参加个什么活动,表演半个月不吃饭,挑战吉尼斯纪录,天天睡着了过来吃一顿……不行,先不说吃不吃得下,阿夏得先炸毛。 He holds the album that afternoon A'Xia takes to continue to turn, here also has Bund, has the big underpants, making Lu An think that is not a little wonderful. 他捧起下午阿夏拿出来的摄影集继续翻一下,这里也有外滩,有大裤衩,让陆安觉得有点不妙。 A'Xia slightly is stuttering the gruel, is a little unpalatable, but has been used. 阿夏小口吃着粥,有点难吃,不过早就习惯了。 Lu An sits in another corner lowering the head map-read collection, lets she remembered just arrived in this city the time inexplicably, at that time father also, also ate slightly, then shrank the corner, calmly looks that these pictures were in a daze. 陆安坐在另一角落低头看图集,莫名让她想起刚到这个城市的时候,那时候父亲还在,也是稍微吃一点,然后就缩到角落,静静地看着那些照片发呆。 Actually is not he does not want to eat, he could not have eaten too many things, at that time after several years of struggling, that once for man old quick of she kept out wind and rain, the short time not only grew the white hair, the figure also rickets got up, can continue to hide here and there, is only supporting the one breath because. 其实不是他不想吃,他已经吃不了太多东西了,彼时经过几年的挣扎,那个曾经为她遮风挡雨的男人老的很快,短时间不仅长出白发,身形也佝偻起来,能继续东躲西藏,只因强撑着一口气。 Afterward the danger was short gradually, a that tone suddenly loosen, various constrained grief followed on somebody's heels. She goes out in one in the afternoon looks for the commodity, comes back again, only sees the father by sitting near the wall, in the hand takes the atlas, does not have the sound. 后来危险渐渐少了,那口气骤然一松,各种被压抑的伤痛接踵而来。在一个下午她出门找物资,再回来,只见到父亲靠坐在墙边,手里拿着图集,已没了声息。 A'Xia looks is gradually submerging the city in darkness, is a little lost. 阿夏望着逐渐沉没在黑暗中的城市,有点出神。 „You and your mother look like very much.” Lu An raised the head to say. “你和你妈很像。”陆安抬起头道。 „Un, my father also said often like this.” A'Xia lowers the head, the mouth gathering bowl near, made an effort to eat several big mouths. “嗯,我爸也经常这样说。”阿夏低下头,把嘴凑到碗边,用力吃了几大口。 That less than half year that the father just walked, always thought that he has not left, but also in the place, gradually accepted somewhere afterward, some people did not have not to have, could not see again. 父亲刚走的那小半年,总觉得他没离开,还在某处地方,后来才逐渐接受,有些人没了就是没了,再也见不到了。 Her tears fall suddenly. 她泪水忽然落下来。 Loudly stuttered the food, A'Xia stood the depth to shout the tone, made an effort to shake, tries to fling at sixes and sevens idea. 大口吃完饭,阿夏站起来深呼口气,用力甩甩头,试图把乱七八糟的想法甩出去。 Struggles to live to the present, actually most dangerous already not from outside, but is oneself. 挣扎活到现在,其实最危险的早已不是来自外部,而是自己。 The recollection is a monster, it made one perish in the past, then easily destroyed. 回忆是个怪物,它让人沉沦在过去,然后轻易把人摧毁。 A'Xia receives the atlas from Lu An, puts it to downstairs cabinet in most, covers layer upon layer. 阿夏从陆安手里把图集接过来,到楼下柜子里把它放到最底下,层层盖住。 Then to with Lu An said: „Your downstairs room has not locked.” 然后回头对跟下来的陆安道:“你楼下的房间没有锁。” „Un, I discovered.” “嗯,我发现了。” Lu An had discovered that the door lock of that room is not quite easy-to-use, in the gate has does not know claw seal that anything flexure comes out. 陆安早就发现那个房间的门锁不太好用,门上有不知道什么东西挠出来的爪印。 „Should not have the danger?” He asked. “应该没有危险吧？”他问道。 „You also treat here.” A'Xia had not replied, turns around leading to the door lock of rooftop is good, after coming back, locks on the other side the door, then nearby cabinet sitat side, keeps off after the gate, but also catches it and wall with a wooden club. “你也待在这里吧。”阿夏没有回答,转身去把通往天台的门锁好,回来后又把房门反锁,接着把旁边的柜子打横,挡在门后,还用一根木棍把它和墙卡住。 Lu An visits her to make all these, the whole person is not good, said scruple: „What thing in the evening will have?” 陆安看着她做这一切,整个人都不好了,迟疑道:“晚上会有什么东西？” „Perhaps can, the careful point always right.” “也许会,小心点总没错。” ? ? At night is very tranquil, Lu An thinks it over, thought that is because today's that big can of grain, he has not moved, then A'Xia felt relieved to him thoroughly. 夜晚很平静,陆安思来想去,觉得是因为今天那一大罐粮食,他没有动心,然后阿夏对他彻底放心了。 A'Xia sits on the sofa, is covering the belly in the darkness, stops the train of thought to diverge diligently. 阿夏坐在沙发上,在黑暗里捂着肚子,努力制止思绪发散。 Her menstruation came, in the evening should not eat that canned food, should put for several days to eat again. 她月经来了,晚上不该吃那个罐头,该放几天再吃。 „If which day I died, you still, hope that you can burn down me.” She opens the mouth in the darkness suddenly, „all these leave you.” “如果哪天我死了,你还在的话,希望你能把我一把火烧掉。”她在黑暗里忽然开口,“这一切都留给你。” „?” “啊？” Lu An compels ignorant, are you dying suddenly? 陆安懵逼,你怎么忽然就要死了？ Also leaves behind the oral will that the heritage inherits? 还留下遗产继承的口头遗嘱？