A'Xia lowers the head to insert that picture, the picture surface is covering a plastic membrane, by good that very she protects. 阿夏低头把那张照片插回去,照片表面罩着一层塑料膜,被她保护的很好。 „Before you in childhood, here was fortunately good.” Lu An visits her to say. “以前你小时候,这里还好好的。”陆安看着她道。 „Yes, I still remember that...... remembers......” A'Xia thinks diligently, „that time will have the work, every day does not want to write, my father is then ominous I.” “是呀,我还记得……记得……”阿夏努力想了想,“那时候会有作业,每天都不想写,然后我爸就凶我。” She is staring at that picture, „the present did not have the work, did not have the school.” 她凝视着那张照片,“现在没有作业了,也没有学校了。” „Some words you should also graduate.” Lu An is looking at the following market shatter front door, long sighed. “有的话你也应该毕业了。”陆安望着下面商场破碎的大门,长长地叹了口气。 A'Xia has not spoken again, in the look appears to wipe the recollection, sits there. 阿夏没有再说话,眼神里浮现出一抹回忆,怔怔地坐在那里。 For a long time, she stands the racket the buttocks, raised the hatchet, was bright while the sky, can go out again. 许久后,她站起来拍拍屁股,又提起柴刀,趁着天还亮,可以再出去一趟。 „Do you also want to go?” A'Xia sees Lu An to stand, asked toward him. “你还要去吗？”阿夏见陆安站起来,朝他问。 „Why no?” Lu An said. “为什么不？”陆安说。 „You do not need to eat meal, does not need to look for the thing everywhere, so long as looks for a safe place conceals casually, can live.” “你不用吃饭,也不用到处找东西,只要随便找个安全的地方一藏,就可以一直活着。” „...... Has been living?” “……一直活着？” Lu An thinks that she said that such living , is living? 陆安想了想她说的,那样活着,也算是活着吗？ Let alone, he also wants to go back the modern age, does not want here, certainly to have what means to solve again. 更何况,他还想回去现代,不想再在这里,一定有什么办法可以解决。 A'Xia crooked tilting the head, possibly also thinks the taste of that way of living, has not said anything again, locks the gate from rooftop, conducts the arm the large package to go downstairs. 阿夏歪了歪头,可能也想到了那种活法的滋味,没再多说什么,从天台下去锁好门,挎着大包下楼。 She can plant the thing before, every day has the matter to do, is an expectation, therefore supported, if not need to eat the thing to sit every day dry/does, sat a long time, perhaps might as well died. 她之前可以种东西,每天都有事做,也算是个盼头,所以才撑了下来,如果不用吃东西每天干坐着,坐久了的话,也许还不如去死。 Thinks of here, A'Xia side looks at Lu An one. 想到这里,阿夏侧头看陆安一眼。 „What's wrong?” Lu An has been familiar in her side not far away wields the dagger. “怎么了？”陆安在她身旁不远处一直在熟悉挥动匕首。 „It‘s nothing.” “没什么。” A'Xia shakes the head, she knows probably Lu An sees her for the first time, why will display pleasantly surprised. 阿夏摇了摇头,她好像知道陆安第一次见到她,为什么会表现得惊喜了。 Also knows why probably he tied up for night not to walk. 也大概知道他为什么被绑了一夜还不走。 Without the enemy, lonely is the most fearful enemy. 在没有敌人的时候,孤独就是最可怕的敌人。 „Squeak!” “吱！” The sound resounds together, Lu An has not responded, sees A'Xia one to clash toward side fiercely, lifts the foot to make an effort to stamp. 一道声音响起,陆安还没反应过来,就见阿夏猛地往旁边一冲,抬脚用力跺下。 The shadow broke through from her foot, vanishes rapidly. 黑影从她脚边冲过,迅速消失。 „Pitifully......” A'Xia regretted that takes a look everywhere, has not seen other lifeform again. “可惜了……”阿夏惋惜地四处瞧瞧,没再看到其他的生物。 However is distracted, eats up sneaks off. 不过走了个神,加餐就溜走了。 Lu An opens mouth, finally anything had not said. 陆安张张嘴,最后什么也没说。 He is luckily hungry time endures on the line, looks appearance that A'Xia regrets, is a little frightened. If just that foot stepped on, she definitely is brings to improve the meals. 幸好他饿的时候忍一下就行,看阿夏惋惜的样子,有点惊悚。如果刚刚那脚踩实了,她肯定是拿来改善伙食。 Passed by the riverside, that fish person...... the mermaid is not or, Lu An stopped to look at not to wait till. This river does not know to where, can fish the person who a fish throws like her type conveniently, can follow the rivers to flutter probably at will, where wants to go to go to where. 路过河边,那条鱼人……或者说美人鱼已经不在,陆安驻足看了一下也没等到。这条河不知道通往哪里,像她那种随手就能捞条鱼扔出来的人,大概可以随意顺着河流飘荡,想去哪里去哪里。 Such thinks, feels also well, always rolls up compared with A'Xia in the building, goes out must cautiously strong. 这样一想,感觉也不错,总比阿夏蜷缩在楼房里,出门都要小心翼翼地强。 The —— premise has acted alone, will not have what friend, she should not want to become friends, because of unavoidably unusual vision. ——前提是一直独行,不会有什么朋友,她应该也不会想交朋友,因为免不了异样的眼光。 Lu An with own thought substitution, draws a conclusion finally, if cannot go back in this world, he rather works as the fish person. 陆安用自己的思维代入,最后下了结论,如果在这个世界回不去的话,他宁愿当个鱼人。 Entered the obsolete community, A'Xia opened the door familiar and easy, starts thing that plundered all to use, was only the luck is not very good, swept from the second floors to four buildings, without finding usefully, was is not swept early by others, was in the room would have no many daily necessities, even so, became cannot use in several years slowly again. 进了老旧的小区,阿夏轻车熟路打开房门,开始搜刮所有一切能用的东西,只是运气很不好,从二楼扫到四楼,都没有找到有用的,不是早被其他人扫荡一空,就是屋子里原本就没多少生活用品,即使有,也在几年里慢慢变得不能再用了。 Was supposing the time is up, is going to go back, A'Xia discovers accidentally/surprisingly in the last room in five buildings pleasantly surprised. 估摸着时间差不多,将要回去的时候,阿夏在五楼的最后一栋房里发现意外惊喜。 „What is this?” Lu An looked that her happy appearance asked. “这是什么？”陆安看她高兴的模样问。 „Honey!” “蜂蜜！” A'Xia opens hears, makes an effort to gather the cover, turns the body to force in the package, thinks that had not felt relieved, picks a broken bag to wrap it from the ground, puts package of lowest levels. 阿夏打开闻一下,又用力把盖子合好,扭身塞进包里,想了想还不放心,从地上捡个破袋子把它包起来,重新放到包的最底层。 „Not expired?” Lu An suspected that this putting several years of thing can also eat. “没过期吗？”陆安非常怀疑这种放了几年的东西还能不能吃。 „No.” “没有。” A'Xia carries the blade , to continue to skid the bedboard, this can of honey in the band of bed discovered, together discovery also has several bottles of liquor, because of the packing inferior reason, is all useless. 阿夏拎起刀,继续撬床板,这罐蜂蜜就是在床的夹层里发现的,一同发现的还有几瓶酒,不过因为包装劣质的原因,全都已经没用了。 „This possibly is the commodity that the first master hides, but without he consumed, goes out to meet accidentally/surprisingly would have no to come back again.” She said to Lu An, this is her guess, because in another side band discovered several boxes of canned food. “这可能是第一任主人藏起来的物资,但是没等他消耗完,出去遇到意外就没再回来。”她对陆安道,这是她的猜测,因为另一边夹层里又发现了几盒罐头。 Opens looks, pitifully, expired was unable to use again. 打开看一下,很可惜,已经过期不能再用。 Finally, the bed was removed in broken pieces by A'Xia, on her forehead also seeps out the close beads of sweat, besides one bottle of honey, two big can of grain rations. 最后,床被阿夏拆得七零八碎,她额头上也渗出细密的汗珠,除了一瓶蜂蜜外,还有两大罐口粮。 Is the grain. 是粮食。 After opening looked at one, she instantaneously vigilantly then looks to Lu An, at once thinks he does not need to eat the thing, then relaxes, then is excited. 打开看了一眼后,她瞬间警惕地回头看向陆安,旋即才想起来他不用吃东西,然后松了口气,接着便是激动。 Even, the peace age still many survivals were long ago crazy at that time, when the leisure considered what to do, if has various disasters, then digs a pit to save the commodity everywhere, when as the disaster arrives at by some chance the seeking livehood capital, inside various commodity several years trade, guard against 1/10000 possibilities. 即使在很久以前,和平年代那时候也有很多生存狂,在闲暇之余考虑到如果发生各种灾难怎么办,然后便到处挖坑存物资,作为万一灾难降临时的求生资本,里面的各种物资几年一换,防备万分之一的可能性。 At that time many people, when the pleasure looked, some people feel them to be sick, but also some people were driven, research survival skill. 在当时很多人当乐子看,也有人觉得他们有病,还有人被带动起来,研究生存技巧。 After the disaster, no one laughs at them again. 灾难发生后,没有人再笑他们。 Although this person are getting more and more before the disaster, but is the commodity is often consumed cleanly, they will go out to take risk, stay behind so many heritages the situations to be rarely seen. 尽管这种人在灾难前越来越多,不过往往都是物资被消耗干净,他们才会出去冒险,留下这么多遗产的情况并不多见。 When A'Xia tries to try to find the solution anxiously they ship back the dwelling place one time, Lu An squats on the ground, picks up one to be fixed by the nail after the bedboard there short note. 在阿夏焦虑地试图想办法把它们一次性运回居住点的时候,陆安蹲在地上,从床板后捡起一张被钉子固定在那里的便签。 Above is a message, the general idea/careless is to congratulate and commended person who can see these words, if really some people can see —— he unable to support. 上面是一条留言,大意是恭喜和称赞能看到这句话的人,如果真的有人能看见的话——他已经撑不下去了。 Although saved enough he himself to survive three years of even longer grain ration, was more than two years in the past, he has given up hoping, does not know this struggling and lived on dishonorably to have what meaning, even if lived again for 1-2 years, did not have the significance. 尽管存了足够他自己生存三年甚至更久的口粮,不过两年多过去,他已经放弃希望,不知道这种挣扎和苟活有什么意思,就算再多活1-2,也没有了意义。 The survival crazy is only a joke, he regretted initially some people sought help, oneself have not opened the door. 生存狂只是个笑话,他后悔当初有人求助的时候,自己没有开门。 Even if there is a partner, cannot so. 哪怕有一个伴,也不会如此。 Therefore he wrote this short note, then went out. 于是他写下了这张便签,然后出去了。 Wordy, as if must not have the opportunity to say for a lifetime to the words that the person delivered, the final inscription was a name, Zhou Hui. 啰啰嗦嗦,仿佛要把一辈子没机会对人讲的话讲完,最后落款是一个名字,周晖。 Lu An looked that the short note takes in the pocket, turns the head to visit the room, the window is nailed tight with the plank, only then in the corner was destroyed a point, seems like destroyed from inside. 陆安看完便签收进口袋里,转头望望房间,窗户都被用木板钉死,只有角落里被破坏了一点,看上去是被人从里面自己破坏的。 Finally during that time, this person should be very unendurable. 最后那段时间,这个人应该很难熬。 „Helps my.” A'Xia looked for several bags to come from the outside living room, prepares to take in two parts the grain. “来帮我一下。”阿夏从外面客厅找了几个袋子进来,准备把粮食分两次拿回去。 And one can of remaining few, had deteriorated, she can only take another can fully, that enough she supports some time again. 其中一罐剩的少,已经变质了,她只能拿另一罐满满的,那足够她再多撑一段时间。 Lu An looks at A'Xia to think, these things obviously put were very long, the master could not have supported at that time. 陆安看着阿夏想了想,这些东西明显放了很久,主人在那时早就已经撑不住了。 A'Xia five years ago arrives at this empty city, the survival is so alone long, has not actually collapsed, has to acclaim. 阿夏五年前来到这座空城,独自生存这么久,却没有崩溃,不得不赞叹一下。 If she lives in the modern age, certainly is Super Female Otaku. 她如果生活在现代,一定是个超级宅女。