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#2: Root and origin


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What does thou pursue is?” “汝所追求为何物?” ...... …… What does thou pursue is?” “汝所追求为何物?” ...... …… The mysterious sound is reverberating in the most deep place of soul, along with the resonance of soul, tearing is damaged, the fire of final soul as if must be put out momentarily. 神秘的声音在灵魂的最深处回荡着,伴随着灵魂的共鸣,撕扯着早已破败不堪,仿佛随时都要熄灭的最后的灵魂之火。 The memory was crushed early, only leaves behind the residual, static is waiting for is swept clear cleanly. But that mysterious sound is still shocking. That type was telling the endless great strength makes me want to submit, fuses together with that great existence. 记忆早以被粉碎,只留下残渣,静静的在等待着被清扫干净。但那个神秘的声音依然在震撼着。那种诉说着无尽伟大的力量让我想要屈从,和那个伟大的存在融为一体。 However, I know, if I submit, then all my must vanish, my existence, remembers, all! 但是,我知道,若是我屈从,那么我的一切都要消失,我的存在,记忆,一切的一切! Tearing of soul is still continuing, that great existence as if unsatisfied , to continue to penetrate the flame of soul, only to seek that answer. 灵魂的撕裂还在继续,那个伟大的存在仿佛不满意般,继续深入着灵魂的火焰,只为探求那个答案。 What does thou pursue is?” “汝所追求为何物?” ...... …… Yes, what do I pursue am? 是啊,我所追求为何物? Starts to buckle the heart to self-examine. The basic point of soul like the response, suddenly presented the innumerable torn to pieces pictures! 不知不觉间,开始扣心自问。灵魂的基点就像回应般,突然出现了无数支离破碎的画面! Sees these pictures, I actually understood, that is my life, tranquil, does not have the mighty waves, numb life! 看到那些画面,我却是了解了,那是我的一生,平静,毫无波澜,麻木的一生! And most people equally ordinary birth, without the day fell the phenomenon, the family of birth was also ordinary. Worry-free the childhood, along establishing the good path goes to school, then should also the ordinary graduation, the work, marriage and having child. Oneself usually except for having a look at the animation, play a game, fantasize, is content with one's lot, this life should such light past. 和大多数人一样平凡的出生,没有天降异象,出生的家庭也是普普通通。无忧无虑的过完童年,沿着设定好的轨迹去上学,然后也应该平凡的毕业,工作,结婚生子。自己平常除了看看动漫,玩个游戏,意淫一下,自得其乐一番,这一生本应该就这么平淡的过去。 But, why my heart always has a sound to tell me, isn't this I needs? 但,我的心底为什么总有个声音告诉我,这并不是我所需要的? This light life only and others are different , because real estate matter did take to own death? 这平淡的一生唯一和别人不同的,就是因为房产这件事所带给自己的死亡吧? However died oneself not to fear, Ye who is worried did not have itself merely, can the parents be sad, can because of sad, but injures to the body. 不过死亡自己并不惧怕,所担心的耶仅仅是没有了自己,父母会不会悲伤,会不会因为悲伤而伤到身体。 Now thinks carefully, this obscure life so makes me hate, if I am able, if I can exceed everyone, then all will not happen, all that oneself need, then struggles, will exceed everyone's process also certainly to make me feel, was different from the past fervor life. 现在仔细想想,这默默无闻的生命却是如此的让我痛恨,若我有能力,若我能超越所有人,那么一切都不会发生,得到自己所需要的一切,那为之奋斗,为之超越所有人的过程也一定会让我感受到,不同于以往的激情生活。 Yes, that is, making one who I pursue be choked up with emotions, that attempts to exceed world all desires! 是的,那才是我所追求的,让人心潮澎湃的,那企图超越世间一切的欲望! What does thou pursue is?” “汝所追求为何物?” I pursue, exceeds! The miracle is also good, miracle, regardless of what in irresistible in me, I must exceed all these, arrives in that to the throne of high day!” “我所追求的,是超越!奇迹也好,神迹也罢,无论何物在不可阻挡于我,我要超越这一切,抵达那至高的天之王座!” Shouts oneself hoarse, responded to that not to know that where question, was impossible to have the place of sound in this, should not make the sound the soul, actually erupted the strength of being above the imagination, the basic point of soul like universe large explosion, this sound transmission! 声嘶力竭般,回应着那不知在何处的问话,在这个根本不可能有声音的地方,也不应发出声音的灵魂,却是爆发了超乎想象的力量,灵魂的基点如同宇宙大爆炸般,将这个声音传递出去! ...... …… Silent, endless silence, as if that sound in ponder, does not have any response! But I actually finally from that shatter soul, resume own consciousness, now also can only static is waiting. 沉默,无尽的沉默,仿佛那个声音在思考般,没有任何反应!但我却终于从那破碎的灵魂之中,恢复属于自己的意识,如今也只能静静的等候着。 „Does thou use what pursue?” “汝用何追求?” Finally, that sound as if ponders finally, forever the words without limits will also start the change, but the new issue emerged. 终于,那声音仿佛终于思考完毕,永无止境的话语也开始了改变,但同时新的问题又出现了。 Yes, with what exceeds? Consciousness restored me, finally was OK the ponder, under static sinking the train of thought that in the mind is reverberating own life, the concrete memory has lost in the breakage of soul, but the approximate experience is actually the profound memory in the soul, but these, that deep mark in soul is actually...... 是啊,用何去超越?意识已经恢复的我,终于可以了思考,静静的沉下思绪,脑海中回荡着自己的人生,具体的记忆已经在灵魂的破损中遗失,但大致的经历却还是深刻的记忆在灵魂中,而这其中,那深深印记在灵魂中的却是…… Fire of flaming combustion, the splash of blood, death wails...... 熊熊燃烧的大火,鲜血的飞溅,死亡的哀嚎…… This life residual impression, actually startled realize in this moment finally, that is I needs! 这生命最后残留的印象,在这一刻却惊觉,那才是我所需要的! Such as thou hopes!” Finally satisfies to be the same, the mysterious sound after oneself decide, the pebble of thunderclap sound in like investment water, the inexhaustible great strength has swept away all in soul! “如汝所愿!”终于满足一样,神秘之音在自己决定之后,炸雷般的声音如同投入水中的石子,无穷无尽的伟大力量横扫过了灵魂中的一切! In oneself soul angle of view, present all are jet black incomparable, no luminous, besides own consciousness is unable sensation anything! 自己的灵魂视角中,眼前的一切本是漆黑无比,没有一丝光亮,除了自己的意识外根本无法感知任何的东西! Now, this silent space, under the strength of that sound, the collapse, the innumerable slight cracks like the spider web, spreads across suddenly in the endless darkness, but after the crack, reveals, is not the ray, but yes...... 现在,这寂静的空间,在那声音的力量下,骤然崩溃,无数细微的裂缝如蛛网般,纵横交错在无尽的黑暗中,而裂缝之后所露出的,不是久违的光芒,而是…… The blood flame, has present the flame of blood-color, has the strength of link death, they emerge from the nihility, compose the world that blood-color flame formed! Next flickers, this world like the end of universe, the soul consciousness of that world center point, pulls to go like heavy drinker absorbing water! 血焰,具现化的血色之焰,带着联通死亡的力量,它们自虚无中涌现,组成了一个血色火焰所形成的世界!下一瞬,这世界如同宇宙的终结,那世界中点的灵魂意识,像长鲸吸水般拉扯而去! Is feeling this endless blood flame, the tired bird turns over to nest -like, wells up toward „”, the consciousness immerses in the blood flame, the pain of having no, feeling that only then warmth of an resembles in mother arms, can be clear about, I rebirth in the flame of that blood-color! 感受着这无尽的血焰,倦鸟归巢般,向着“自己”涌来,意识沉浸在血焰之中,却没有任何的痛苦,只有一种像在母亲怀抱中的温暖,能够明确的感受到,“我”正在那血色之焰中重生! Inexhaustible flame gathering in one, slowly, in the ignition of flame of this death, person appearance gradually. 无穷尽的火焰汇聚于一处,慢慢的,在这死亡之焰的灼烧中,一个“人”渐渐的显现而出。 The soul and consciousness are getting more and more joyful, if that blood flame has the consciousness, slowly is nutritious has been damaging to the soul that as if can dissipate momentarily, already with soul memory of dissipation , by its recapturing gradually, but in the process of this reorganization, I can also feel some unknown knowledge also to fill my soul. 灵魂与意识越来越愉悦,那血焰如有意识般,慢慢的在滋补着已经破损到仿佛随时会消逝的灵魂,已经随着灵魂而消散的记忆,也在被它渐渐的夺回,而在这重组的过程中,我还能感受到一些未知的知识也在填充进我的灵魂。 Finally, the flame does not lie in void jumping to shoot, the body even more is truly clear, impatient, I opened my eyes, but I actually also know, the detail parts in some memories, lost permanently, after all the shatter time of soul extremely in long-time, had integrated the sea of this root! 最终,火焰不在于虚空中迸射而出,身体确实越发清晰起来,迫不及待般,我睁开了自己的双眼,但我却也知道,一些记忆中的细节部分,还是永久的遗失了,终归灵魂的破碎时间太过于长久,已经融入了这片根源之海! Yes, the sea of root! In that blood flame gives in my knowledge, making me know the name of place! 是的,根源之海!在那血焰给予我的知识中,让我知道了所处地方的名字! Is observing the world after my again rebirth with the line of sight, without the color, actually as if gathered in the world all colors, this is one piece with the language indescribable world, anything does not have obviously, but if careful sensation, can discover that here has all, knowledge that the thing that you can think, you are unable to understand, you can sea find in front this piece! 用视线观测着我再次重生后的世界,没有颜色,却仿佛又汇聚了世上一切的颜色,这是一片用语言无法形容的世界,明明什么都没有,但若仔细感知,又能发现这里拥有一切,你能想到的东西,你无法理解的知识,你都能在面前这片“海”中找到! Because here is the beginning of myriad things, is the myriad things finally, here is multi-dimensional universe most deep place, the sea of root! 因为这里是万物之始,亦是万物之终,这里便是多元宇宙的最深处,根源之海! In knowledge that the immersion is acquiring again newly, although in remoulding of that blood flame, lost the memories in some detail. But I actually am well satisfied, lost part of immaterial memories merely, actually traded such a fortuitous encounter and rebirth, no matter this business to anyone were too the value! 再次沉浸在新获得的知识中,虽然在那血焰的重塑中,丢失了一些细节方面的记忆。但我却是心满意足,仅仅遗失了一部分无关紧要的记忆,却换了这么一次奇遇以及重生,这笔买卖不管对谁来说都是太值了! ...... …… Simple some that the place of root, said are not only the place of start and withering away of the world, the endless world in multi-dimensional universe, is all born here, when the world withers away will then return to here, is ordinary like the life and death samsara! 根源之地,说的简单些既是世界的开始与消亡之地,多元宇宙中的无尽世界,皆在这里诞生,在世界消亡之时便会回归这里,如同生死轮回一般! Also therefore, here then has the knowledge and strength of this infinite world. Is relative to the multi-dimensional universe as a human this tiny lifeform, after dying , if the soul has not perished, should follow the world principle of its being , in the world that in its is at samsara. However, because in that jade pendant the reason of mysterious strength, lets by that strength is wrapping the soul unexpectedly, by the sea of root is thought is a world, thus arrived here! 也因此,这里便有着这无穷世界的知识以及力量。作为一个人类这相对于多元宇宙来说渺小的生物,死后若灵魂没有灭亡,本应遵循着其所在的世界法则,在其所在的世界内轮回。但是,因为那玉佩里神秘力量的原因,竟让被那力量包裹着的灵魂,被根源之海认为是一个世界,从而来到这里! It can be imagined, great and mysticalness of strength in that small jade pendant, contains, that strength, is similar to a world to be strong merely! 可想而知,那小小玉佩中,所蕴含的力量的伟大与神秘,仅仅那一股的力量,就如同一个世界般强大! So the mighty force, exceeded my cognition completely! 如此伟力,完全超越了我的认知! ...... …… The origin is the concept that each has. The soul infinite reincarnation, after a lifeform died, the soul threw the past to exist to enter the reincarnation, so the reciprocation circulated. Then, in most starts, is the first soul where born? 起源是每一个存在都拥有的概念。灵魂无限转生,一个生物死去后,灵魂抛去过去的一切存在进入转生,如此往复循环。那么,在最开始时,第一个灵魂是在何处诞生? That is world the sea of primary, the sea of birth world root, but the core of the world is not only the sea of primary. All souls is born, the inflow world, they decided from the beginning own flow direction, that is concepts, but leaves the soul of sea of primary, when entering the world interior had been polluted, changes into the concept that the biochron they most start with flowing is then hoodwinked. But therefore, lifeform own characteristics will have pressed the origin, each species lives according to own lifestyle, rather than defers to the origin of own soul. 那是世界的原初之海,根源之海诞生世界,而世界的核心既是原初之海。所有的灵魂在其中诞生,流入世界内部,它们从一开始就决定了自己的流向,那是一个个的概念,但离开原初之海的灵魂,在进入世界内部时就已经被污染,化为生物时他们最开始的概念与流向便被蒙蔽了。但也因此,生物自己的特性才会压过起源,每个物种按照自己的生存方式生活,而不是依照自己灵魂的起源。 Few people can eliminate the world regarding the pollution of soul, through own soul, achieves the initial pure condition, thus awakens the origin, but everyone who awakened the origin, the metropolis/can instinct continues thoroughly to explore own origin! 很少有人能够消除世界内部对于灵魂的污染,通过自己的灵魂,达到最初的纯净状态,从而觉醒起源,但每个觉醒了起源的人,都会本能般的继续深入探索自己的起源! But most people dissipated in the process of this exploration, like a person's origin , if curious this concept, then awakened the person of origin, will then follow this idea, holds the curiosity to all things, thus uses all satisfies itself! But the human society actually cannot let act in a self-serving manner, while your satisfied curiosity, may break some taboos of existence, who some regular barriers, the behavior of this offending most people interest, brings perishes! 但大多数人都在这个探索的过程中消逝了,就像一个人的起源如果是“好奇”这个概念,那么觉醒了起源之人,便会遵循这个理念,对一切事情都抱有好奇心,从而利用一切去满足自己!但人类社会却不是能让为所欲为的,在你满足好奇心的同时,可能会打破一些存在的禁忌,一些规则的壁垒,这种触犯大多数人利益的行为,所带来的耶只是灭亡罢了! If some people awakened the origin, while following oneself origins had not been originned assimilation withering away, then with the deepening of origin, the strength can also naturally change is more powerful, even can following originating the direction, inquires into the basis of origin in the sea of primary, at that time, if you have enough knowledge, the will and strength, can resist the world to your assimilation, then you can be similar to a world to be common, achieves a world to achieve all! 若有的人觉醒了起源,在遵循自己起源的同时又没有被起源同化消亡的,那么随着起源的深入,力量也会自然变的更加强大,甚至能够顺着起源的方向,探究到起源的根本所在原初之海,那时,若你有足够的知识,意志以及力量,能够抗拒世界对你的同化,那么你就将能够如同一个世界一般,做到一个世界能够做到的一切! Even, if you can arrive at the sea of root using the world, this multi-dimensional universe the place of birth destruction, becomes omnipotent god is not presumptuously thinking! 甚至,若你能利用世界到达根源之海,这个多元宇宙的诞生毁灭之地,成为无所不能的“神”也不在是妄想! Naturally, arrives in the sea of primary, even the method of sea of root and not only awakens to origin such means that the so-called main road 3000, there are all kinds of methods to arrive! The origin is actually is simplest, most difficult method! 当然,抵达原初之海,甚至根源之海的方法并不只觉醒起源这么一个办法,所谓大道三千,有各种各样的方法可以抵达!起源却是其中最简单,也最难的方法! The simplicity is because, so long as is following the direction of own origin, is unceasingly thorough, then can arrive. But difficult is because, does not have any exists to dare to guarantee oneself can resist this soul initial pure concept. Regardless of strength how powerful existence, when facing this that initial direction, they are like no person of strength, the beginning is the same! There is nothing to do own will, the strength and wisdom, more possibly is the luck and destiny force majeure. 简单是因为,只要遵循着自己的起源的方向,不断深入,便能抵达。而难是因为,没有任何存在敢于保证自己能够抵抗这灵魂最初的纯净概念。无论力量多么强大的存在,在面对这自身那最初的方向时,他们和没有任何力量的人一样,起点都是一样的!这无关自己的意志,力量以及智慧,更多的可能是运气和命运这个不可抗力。
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